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  • Official Shelly E. Johnson “Heaven Someday” Music Video. In loving memory of our baby who died in my womb on September 9, 2018. Download or Stream this song on your favorite music service: smarturl.it/SEJ...
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    Lyrics:
    I never got to see your face
    Or had a chance to choose your name
    I never got to kiss your cheeks
    Or watch what you’d grow up to be
    I never got to hear your cry
    Or soothe you with a lullaby
    Before I got to say hello
    I had to let you go
    Hallelujah to the One who gives
    Hallelujah to the One who takes away
    Hallelujah, I am sure of this:
    I’ll hold you in Heaven someday
    Oh, what a sweet day that will be
    To meet you on the golden streets
    I’ll run to you with open arms
    And tell you just how loved you are
    Then you can take us by the hand
    And lead us through the Promised Land
    There we’ll bow before the Throne
    And praise the God from whom all blessings flow
    Hallelujah to the One who gives
    Hallelujah to the One who takes away
    Hallelujah, I am sure of this:
    I’ll hold you in Heaven someday
    Blessed be the name of the Lord
    In every season He is good
    Hallelujah to the One who gives
    Hallelujah to the One who takes away
    Hallelujah, I am sure of this:
    I’ll hold you in Heaven someday
    Can’t wait to hold you in Heaven someday
    Words & Music by Shelly E. Johnson
    (c) 2019 Shelly E. Johnson Music, Inc.
    www.shellyejohnson.com
    About Shelly E. Johnson:
    In a world where the modern-day Church is struggling to experience true unity in worship, Shelly E. Johnson is a worship leader & songwriter with a heartfelt combination of musical excellence and spiritual authenticity who is passionate about bringing generations together in worship. Shelly is a worship leader at North Point Community Church, a 36,000 strong, multi-campus church in Metro Atlanta, Georgia.
    Most well-known for writing the powerful worship anthem “Power of the Cross”, which has been recorded by Natalie Grant, Steve Green and is being used in churches worldwide, Shelly has served as worship leader alongside Beth Moore, Tony Nolan, Andy Stanley, and toured North America with renowned Irish Hymn-writers Keith & Kristyn Getty.

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  • @sandraroberts4743
    @sandraroberts4743 5 років тому +290

    After 12 miscarriages I quit counting. I maintained my sanity by keeping busy and spending time with God in prayer, in reading His Word and serving. I refused to allow myself to dwell in the sorrow. I would have dreams of holding my baby in my arms. Waking up, I would wipe away my tears and remind myself God is in control and I must move on. I watched how God would bring people and a lot of children into my life and many other happy experiences resulting in joy and an easing of my pain. After years of struggling, God granted me the privilege of becoming a mother. God used her as part of His loving plan to heal my heart. I’m now 54 and my daughter is 24. Many years have passed since my miscarriages. Yet while I listened to this song, I cried and cried. I remember. The sorrow in my heart that I thought I had successfully removed is still there. I look forward to Heaven and holding them forever in my arms, never to carry the sorrow again. As I am wiping away tears my heart is rejoicing as I think about seeing them and letting them know that their mother loves them.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  5 років тому +21

      Wow Sandra, I cannot imagine the sorrow you have experienced. Reading your note brought tears to my eyes. I am so, so sorry for all your losses. I am so thrilled God gave you a little girl to enjoy. How sweet it will be to finally meet & hold our babies in Heaven Someday! Thank you for sharing this with me!

    • @keshiamae7896
      @keshiamae7896 5 років тому +17

      I’ve Had 1 Stillborn And 5 Miscarriages 🙏🏽 God Give Me Strength 🥺

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  5 років тому +8

      Keshia Mae Wow, no words .... I am so, so sorry you’ve had to walk through that. Much love to you ♥️

    • @utadahikaru4711
      @utadahikaru4711 4 роки тому

      Hugs

    • @nicolegalloway634
      @nicolegalloway634 2 роки тому +3

      @@keshiamae7896 my baby and her grandfather reunited in heaven in open forever in heaven r.i.p

  • @bernadetteescobal7398
    @bernadetteescobal7398 3 дні тому +1

    I lost my baby girl last July 26,2024,she was just 1 week old,the pain is still there missing my baby girl.😭💔

    • @user-pr5gn6ko7p
      @user-pr5gn6ko7p 2 дні тому

      @bernadetteescobal7398 my god 😮. My baby boy passed away june 26th 2024, he was 5 days old. Send you love and peace to your heart ❤.

  • @jessicashae2005
    @jessicashae2005 10 днів тому +1

    Currently going through a miscarriage, and the heartbreak and grief is worse than anything I've ever experienced

  • @chuzzlesthegreat7784
    @chuzzlesthegreat7784 4 місяці тому +3

    My first pregnancy was a miscarriage. It was a weird feeling finding a song that spoke to what I was feeling. A few years later my sibling welcomed their baby only to say goodbye a few hours later. When I found out the baby wasn't going to make it, the only thing I could do was sing this song to myself alone. My heart goes out to everyone that has ever felt this sorrow and carries it with them every day. My love and prayers are with you.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 місяці тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @koreaboojk1009
    @koreaboojk1009 Рік тому +10

    thank you for this song. before i came back to Jesus, i was pregnant at 16, i made wrong decions for myself after finding out. i was terrified of telling family and friends, and ended up losing the baby. I am now 21 and am mourning my son Ian Jedidiah Morris every single day, what i would give to change circumstances for myself back then, but praise the Lord, for He is good, and His love endures forver.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +2

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @Essence2785
    @Essence2785 4 роки тому +62

    I'm sitting on my bedroom floor, crying, holding my daughter's heart shaped urn. I have her wrapped up in her blankets. Although she was born sleeping, she was still born. She was loved by me, every day of her life. I'll love her every day of my life. I pray I'll see her again in heaven.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 роки тому +2

      Essence2785 no words to describe your pain ... I am sorry for your loss 💔 The Lord is close to the broken-hearted, He comforts those who trust in Him ♥️

    • @Essence2785
      @Essence2785 4 роки тому +1

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic Thank you, I'm so sorry for your loss as well. Thank you for sharing your music with us, so personal and heartbreaking. You're helping sooo many people, I thank you for allowing God to use you. Stay blessed 💜💜

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 роки тому +2

      ♥️♥️♥️

    • @user-bx5sc2qu8s
      @user-bx5sc2qu8s 10 місяців тому +1

      I miss my son n I am waiting to hug some day in heaven 😢

  • @victoriaishalfblonde8753
    @victoriaishalfblonde8753 3 роки тому +82

    I lost my baby today, I can’t wait to hold him in heaven someday. Thank you.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому +7

      I am so sorry.... there are no words for this kind of loss. I believe with all my heart you will get to raise your sweet son in Heaven and enjoy every moment with him 💙🖤 God bless you.

    • @shannongunstone5333
      @shannongunstone5333 2 роки тому +4

      I lost my baby 2 weeks ago tomorrow and I’m just broken and I don’t think I’ll ever heal. I can’t keep going on like this

    • @notafeminist7642
      @notafeminist7642 2 роки тому +1

      @@shannongunstone5333 we lost our babies close to the same time. I feel so broken, so lost and so sad. Trying so hard to understand God's work in all of this.

    • @shannongunstone5333
      @shannongunstone5333 2 роки тому +1

      @@notafeminist7642 I’m sorry for your loss too hun. I try understand but I can’t find a reason. Even medically too as I got the abnormalities test done on bub and everything was fine xx hugs

    • @amymccormack5622
      @amymccormack5622 2 роки тому

      Lost my second baby last night in space 7 months 😭😭😭💔💔💔

  • @kaileyluttrell5546
    @kaileyluttrell5546 2 роки тому +5

    It's my son's third birthday in heaven today. Thank you for writing this. It'll be on repeat all day. It's so easy to hate God for taking away your baby.. I did for a lot longer than I care to admit. But, I know he is taking good care of my baby until I can be with him again. He didn't take him away. He is still with me.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh Kailey, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @stevewhewell6190
    @stevewhewell6190 2 роки тому +6

    ❤👼Dedicated to my Daughter, Michelle Louise who went to Heaven 45 years ago today. Waiting to see you in Heaven someday. I love you baby. 👼❤

  • @altimabriez
    @altimabriez 2 роки тому +6

    I lost my daughter 4yrs & 2wks ago. I heard her heart beat & everything saw her tiny hands on a ultrasound in the ER then lost her a week after I heard & saw her. I just came across the song. I can't stop crying now. I wish I could hold her 1 more time. This is my 4th Christmas without her. Everyday I wish I was with her but I know it isn't my time. After I lost her I lost 8 more before they had a chance to show. I feel defeated.... I had giving up... I blamed God.... but after listening to this song & reading other ladies comments has shown me not to give up just yet...

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @AmberT_23
    @AmberT_23 2 місяці тому +1

    Going through my 6th consecutive loss right now.. I don’t know how much more I can take.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 місяці тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. Keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good, even though it's so hard to see it at times. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @Yodaddy2222
    @Yodaddy2222 3 роки тому +45

    Amazing song. My wife was going to get an abortion today and she told me she was gunna take the pill and i got on my knees weak and begged God to please spare my n my child. To forgive me n my child.. to please give it life. And i couldnt walk was weak. And i get the text. Not going through with it. Never ever have i cried so hard. thank Lord. GOD IS GOOD

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому +5

      Wow, children are the most precious gifts from God, so grateful to hear she made the right decision. You will be so blessed by this beautiful gift of life! Thank you for sharing your story with me ♥️

    • @kritigupta001
      @kritigupta001 2 роки тому

      This is so beautiful

  • @joanbrown4576
    @joanbrown4576 6 місяців тому +3

    I lost my son 51 years ago, I was not allowed to hold him or say goodbye 😢or even cry . I know he is with the angles .

    • @dl1747
      @dl1747 Місяць тому

      That is so horrible! He is your baby and you should have been given your son to hold and hug and properly say goodbye to. He should have been put in his momma's arms for hugs and kisses before going to Heaven.

  • @richardferguson6665
    @richardferguson6665 9 місяців тому +1

    I first heard this song in February 2023 after we lost our first grandson after only a few hours. He had a heart defect, and even with a viable plan in place for surgery and everything, it wasn't enough. Our grandson succumbed to the heart defect and passed in his daddy's arms while my daughter recovered from her C-section at another hospital. Throughout this year I've listened to this song and many other similar songs, but the lyrics that say "Hallelujah to the one who gives....Hallelujah to the one who takes away" is so powerful. As easy as it could be to be angry with God, we know that there's a reason for this and we may not be able to know why until we meet Jesus in Heaven and ask Him. But we have so much comfort in knowing that our grandson is fully healed and in a new body and we will meet him again in Heaven...someday.......

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  9 місяців тому

      Richard,
      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You WILL get to not only hold your sweet grandson in Heaven, you will get to watch him grow up and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.
      Here is another song I wrote for some dear fiends who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort 😭🤍
      ua-cam.com/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/v-deo.html

  • @kkemop
    @kkemop 3 роки тому +39

    I'm a mama of multiple losses. The pain is with me everyday. Songs like these help me knowing I'm not alone.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому +1

      I am so sorry.... there are no words for that kind of loss. I’m so grateful this song could bring you a little comfort ♥️ God bless you and your family.

  • @katherinezimmerman7001
    @katherinezimmerman7001 8 місяців тому +7

    I just buried my baby today. He was 21 weeks. He was loved and wanted ❤️ I lost 3 babies in my first trimester all in 2020. I have one son who is so precious to us. I'm so glad for songs like this that make me cry and love my babies. It's part of the healing process.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  8 місяців тому +2

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good, even when our circumstances make us feel otherwise. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

    • @YeshuaMessiah777
      @YeshuaMessiah777 7 місяців тому

      ​@@ShellyEJohnsonMusic Blessed be to all, in Revelation 13:1, the beast with 7 heads and 10 horns coming up out of the waters, multi-headed means political, singular is religious (being the anti-christ which is Satan).
      7 dominions throughout the earth, 10 kings/world leaders, the waters are the people expecting to be "raptured" out of here in famous fly away doctrine, for it will be as in the days of Noah that Yeshua mentions in Matthew 24 (with there being many other references throughout the old and new testament concerning the end times, as Daniel is a overlap of Revelation, and Ezekiel speaks more on the end times (starting in chpt. 43), then any other book in the Bible other then that great book Revelation, the unveiling/uncovering as for the entomology of the word itself), those who are taken abide under God's wrath.
      The false/spurious messiah comes 1st in Rev. 12 on this earth for a 5 month period, Satan and the fallen angels will be cast to earth (for the angels are coming back to seduce the daughters of men as they did in Genesis 6), he is the son of perdition (perdition means to be put to death, for he has already been judged).
      The harlot, the woman spoken of is that great city Babylon, babel=confusion (Satan is the author of confusion), God said "to come out of her" in Rev. 18:4 I believe, as well as He did Abraham. It's not until the son of perdition, after the 2nd woe, on the 7th trumpet is when Jesus returns, the Lord's Day (that 1000yr period in 2nd Peter 3:8, the day John was taken to in the spirit, even past where were at now), when Jesus returns the dead will rise in Christ mentioned in 1 Thessalonians 4:16-17 (where most people cling to the Rapture Theory), and we will all (meaning everyone to have ever lived who has went before us and who remain), will be in the spirit.
      Yeshua Messiah will reign here in the new Heaven in the new earth, then at the end of that period Satan will be let loosed a little while because God is fair and everyone will have a chance (not meaning a do what you want now and make up for it then, pertaining to those who have been unable to hear the good news of our Lord and Savior and will be tested by Satan as even Jesus was to set the example on how we combat our enemy today), and they will be tested by him and some will still even then choose to follow/worship Satan, then comes the Great White Throne Judgement prior to the eternity.
      The mark of beast in the forehead are those without the seal of God in their foreheads (your brain, meaning the truth in your mind), the mark on their hands are those doing the work for the beast, not a tattoo of 666 or a computer chip implanted, many will be deceived and have no idea who they're working for or which kingdom they are advancing.
      The 1st beast received a deadly wound on 1 of it's heads, a disagreement or falling out (as we even experience today), via the supernatural entity being Satan when he is cast out of Heaven entirely will come to solve the problem (world peace), no nations to wage war against 1 another we/they will all be as 1, a 1 world rule, under Satan (in the beast system).
      The religious beast who was out of the earth (dust/physically you could say, not flesh for he is a cherubim as serveral are mentioned throughtout scripture), and cast to the earth, the anti-christ isn't a man, it's Satan (looks like a lamb (Jesus), spake like a dragon). He exercises all the powers of the 1st beast (to take advantage, coming to make peace, not war, because it will all come down to his worship, as we worship our almighty Father to whom he originally wanted to be evaluated above YHVH during his overthrow), and when the dragon healed the wound of the 1st beast, and all worshipped it (trampling like cattle, moths to a flame).
      Many churches will become the harlot and whore after her, and oh how so difficult it will be to speak/preach against peace/ the wound was by the sword and it is truth, for they/ the world will hate you/us for standing on God's Word till the end.
      Satan uses men just as God does and counterfeits all God does, some of the churches will do the work for him as they are openingly displaying now the Satanic infestation that is spreading like a contagion of death, they'll think your preaching against Jesus, our Messiah to come, for Babylon today is being revived to its fullest making the way and carving the path in blood for the false to come, so many will be deceived that you personally hold so near and dear to your heart, tell them now and let God's Word flow as you sound the alarm.
      God i pray you open they're eyes, for Yeshua came to save, not to condemn the world and when He comes back, He will will return as our mighty king who the pharisees and scribes originally expected to see. He is our redeemer and this time, He is coming to rule with a rod of iron and wage war on His enemies.
      Where will you be? Where do you stand? Who do you truly serve? It's His long-suffering and unimaginable love for us all that keeps this world together and 1 day His hand will be removed over the face of the earth, throughout the four corners as far as the eye can, time is running out and everyday im reminded as to who it is i need and why I need Jesus the Christ. I know if I can love you and fight for you, then so can God, for He loves so, so much more then you could ever image.
      God bless you and Amen.

    • @jennycarter8982
      @jennycarter8982 6 місяців тому +1

      I lost my baby at 17 weeks a few days ago. It was traumatic in that I had two previous early losses. I had started to believe in the dream of meeting a beautiful baby in July since everything looked so good for so long until it wasn't. Thank you for this beautiful song in this time of pain.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  6 місяців тому +1

      @@jennycarter8982 I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

    • @YeshuaMessiah777
      @YeshuaMessiah777 6 місяців тому

      @@jennycarter8982 Blessed be to all, in Revelation 13:1, the beast with 7 heads and 10 horns coming up out of the waters, multi-headed means political, singular is religious (being the anti-christ which is Satan).
      7 dominions throughout the earth, 10 kings/world leaders, the waters are the people expecting to be raptured out of here in famous fly away doctrine, for it will be as in the days of Noah that Yeshua mentions in Matthew 24 (with there being many other references throughout the old and new testament concerning the end times, as Daniel is a overlap of Revelation, and Ezekiel speaks more on the end times then any other book in the Bible other then that great book Revelation, the unveiling/uncovering as for the entomology of the word itself), those who are taken abide under God's wrath.
      The false/spurious messiah comes 1st in Rev. 12 on this earth for a 5 month period, Satan and the fallen angels will be cast to earth (for the angels are coming back to seduce the daughters of men as they did in Genesis 6), he is the son of perdition (perdition means to be put to death, for he has already been judged).
      The harlot, the woman spoken of is that great city Babylon, babel=confusion (Satan is the author of confusion), God said "to come out of her" in Rev. 18:4 I believe, as well as He did Abraham. It's not until the son of perdition, after the 2nd woe, on the 7th trumpet is when Jesus returns, the Lord's Day (that 1000yr period in 2nd Peter 3:8, the day John was taken to in the spirit, even past where were at now), when Jesus returns the dead will rise in Christ mentioned in 1 Thessalonians 4:16-17 (where most people cling to the Rapture Theory), and we will all (meaning everyone to have ever lived who has went before us and who remain), will be in the spirit.
      Yeshua Messiah will reign here in the new Heaven in the new earth, then at the end of that period Satan will be let loosed a little while because God is fair and everyone will have a chance (not meaning a do what you want now and make up for it then, pertaining to those who have been unable to hear the good news of our Lord and Savior and will be tested by Satan as even Jesus was to set the example on how we combat our enemy today), and they will be tested by him and some will still even then choose to follow/worship Satan, then comes the Great White Throne Judgement prior to the eternity.
      God is that consuming fire, you don't burn and are tortured in Hell forever and ever, your name is blotted out which is the eternal punishment, no longer existing, period, all souls return to whenst they came, for Jesus Himself would say depart from Me i never knew ye.
      The mark of beast in the forehead are those without the seal of God in their foreheads (your brain, meaning the truth in your mind), the mark on their hands are those doing the work for the beast, not a tattoo of 666 or a computer chip implanted, many will be deceived and have no idea who they're working for or which kingdom they are advancing.
      The 1st beast received a deadly wound on 1 of it's heads, a disagreement or falling out (as we even experience today), via the supernatural entity being Satan when he is cast out of Heaven entirely will come to solve the problem (world peace), no nations to wage war against 1 another we/they will all be as 1, a 1 world rule, under Satan (in the beast system).
      The religious beast who was out of the earth (dust/physically you could say, not flesh for he is a cherubim as serveral are mentioned throughtout scripture), and cast to the earth, the anti-christ isn't a man, it's Satan (looks like a lamb (Jesus), spake like a dragon). He exercises all the powers of the 1st beast (to take advantage, coming to make peace, not war, because it will all come down to his worship, as we worship our almighty Father to whom he originally wanted to be evaluated above YHVH during his overthrow), and when the dragon healed the wound of the 1st beast, and all worshipped it (trampling like cattle, moths to a flame).
      Many churches will become the harlot and whore after her, and oh how so difficult it will be to speak/preach against peace/ the wound was by the sword and it is truth, for they/ the world will hate you/us for standing on God's Word till the end.
      Satan uses men just as God does and counterfeits all God does, some of the churches will do the work for him as they are openingly displaying now the Satanic infestation that is spreading like a contagion of death, they'll think your preaching against Jesus, our Messiah to come, for Babylon today is being revived to its fullest making the way and carving the path in blood for the false to come, so many will be deceived that you personally hold so near and dear to your heart, tell them now and let God's Word flow as you sound the alarm.
      God i pray you open they're eyes, for Yeshua came to save, not to condemn the world and when He comes back, He will will return as our mighty king who the pharisees and scribes originally expected to see. He is our redeemer and this time, He is coming to rule with a rod of iron and wage war on His enemies.
      Where will you be? Where do you stand? Who do you truly serve? It's His long-suffering and unimaginable love for us all that keeps this world together and 1 day His hand will be removed over the face of the earth, throughout the four corners as far as the eye can, time is running out and everyday im reminded as to who it is i need and why I need Jesus the Christ. I know if I can love you and fight for you, then so can God, for He loves so, so much more then you could ever image.
      God bless you and Amen.

  • @janequerol2664
    @janequerol2664 4 місяці тому +1

    I lost my only son last January 16, 2024 to cardiac arrest without warning. He was
    29 year old then but he is still a baby to me. Im still grieving, I missed him so much that made me desperate to see him in heaven.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 місяці тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @spacehunter8477
    @spacehunter8477 2 роки тому +18

    Just lost my 1 day old son. He was so beautiful and peaceful. Can't wait to meet him again someday and just hug him and kiss him.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @deilepaita
    @deilepaita Рік тому +2

    I lost my first born daughter on Sept 30 2022. She was born sleeping on Oct 1st 2022. It is devastating. I feel guilty and want to turn back time to be able to protect her from what caused this. I want to feel her, hold her, look at her eyes and hear her sounds. Instead, I have to settle for holding her photographs. It is not fair and I am angry with God for taking her.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet daughter in Heaven, you will get to raise her and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @Princesspaintings
    @Princesspaintings Рік тому +27

    We lost our Baby daughter 6 days ago, stillborn 22weeks and 6 days. I miss her everyday and can't wait to see and hug her in Heaven someday. 😭💔

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +2

      I am so, so sorry.... There are just no words. No words at all. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet daughter in Heaven, you will get to raise her and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @MissDulce77
      @MissDulce77 Рік тому +2

      My heart aches alongside yours. I lost my baby girl 4 days ago at 19 weeks 1 day… my heart is so torn and right now I’m having a hard time seeing how to move forward…

  • @florlynvillagomez6164
    @florlynvillagomez6164 10 місяців тому +1

    I just had my second miscarriage last October 5, 2023. I cannot cry anymore. It seems that my heart has been numbed. The word pain is an understatement of what I am feeling right now! I felt like I still cannot believe that the baby we have been waiting for 13 years was gone again after my first miscarriage last November 2021. I knew God has better plans although I cannot understand why this has happen. I only knew I have to accept and move on because God knows what is best for me even though I am still hurting right now.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  10 місяців тому

      Oh, my…. I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. As true as it is to know God is good and faithful and you will get to not only hold your babies in Heaven but raise them and enjoy every moment together…. it still doesn’t ease the pain of these moments in the here and now. It hurts so much and it’s so hard to wait for Heaven. I am so sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me. I am glad this song could bring a small bit of comfort 🤍

  • @cjchep6555
    @cjchep6555 2 роки тому +9

    It’s been 40 years since I had 2 miscarriages - I still grieve from time to time. Beautiful song! Looking forward to heaven!!

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому +1

      Wow.... I am so sorry you’ve had to experience this pain and this loss. Yes Heaven will be amazing, I am looking forward to it too! God bless you ♥️

  • @melyr7291
    @melyr7291 4 роки тому +55

    Only God can heal the broken heart of a Mamma, I can't wait to hold my six precious babies. I always imagine them running and playing in Heaven; but, even after fifteen years, it still hurts. In my grief I have learned to stand still and let God be God--- No questions, no bitterness, no complaints... just praises to the ONE that made us and sustains us. Praise him for Christians that still serve him in the midst of the life's storms. Thank you for praising the Lord with your voice. May God bless you.

  • @renteriafam4440
    @renteriafam4440 Рік тому +1

    I had a miscarriage on Jan 1,2023 at 18 weeks to our babygirl Ariel Sofia, it's been a hard road but this song says alot to keeping faith in knowing that God Is good and I will be able to hold her once again. I don't understand God's plan but I trust in His will not mine. I'm sorry to all the mommas and daddy's that have been through this loss. Hold strong to God our Comfoter

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому

      I am so, so sorry. There are just no words...
      There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @MooreV14
    @MooreV14 Рік тому +9

    Oh how I needed this. God took my boy to Heaven 18 days before his scheduled induction date. Perfectly healthy, we still don’t know why. All I know is that it was God’s plan. With as hard as that is, I still believe He is good. I believe He has a plan and a purpose much greater than we can imagine…. I know that He has been comforting us in our grief every single day since that horrible day 5 months ago. The anger I had towards God has finally subsided and although I’ll walk this path of grief for the rest of my life, I now feel hope for the future and I am looking forward to reuniting with my boy in Heaven one day. How I pray and hope that I get to raise him…. Thank you for this beautiful song. It’s a reminder that He is good no matter our circumstances.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There are just no words.... wow.
      There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @TL-vo8dq
      @TL-vo8dq 6 місяців тому

      I feel you 😍God took my baby son too a day before he was born . Everything was normal we never expected a sudden turn. He would have been 13 today 😌

  • @coxrocks25
    @coxrocks25 3 місяці тому +3

    After 12 years of infertility, we found out my wife was pregnant again on April 15. We were beyond ecstatic. It was a miracle. Ten days later we went in for and ultrasound only to see a big black hole. I don't know how to stop feeling like I'm the subject of a terrible prank. I want to be a dad again more than anything in the world. I'm really struggling to move on...

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 місяці тому +2

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. Our family just walked through a wilderness season where it felt like God was playing some kind of cruel prank on us. It is so hard to trust Him in those moments, when you feel so forgotten and in such a fog. I am so sorry. Your loss is unfathomable.
      All I can say is … despite it all, God loves you, and He is faithful and always good. And He IS writing a story in all this mess that someday will be beautiful and redemptive. I can only say that because our recent experience has proven so and we are amazed now being on the other side of the darkness.
      You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍 Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story with me.

    • @coxrocks25
      @coxrocks25 3 місяці тому

      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic thanks. I'm trying to keep up my faith. I know that's the promise that I'll be able to raise him/her, but my heart also aches for my 12 year old daughter. The bonding and experiences she's missing out on by not having siblings to share them with is so hard to watch. Even though it seems like maybe it eases the pain of infertility to have one child already, in some ways, it compounds it. She doesn't know what she's missing, but I do, and it is so hard not to be able to do anything about it.
      There's a saying when you can't see God's hand trust his heart... it's just so hard not to feel resentment when you were granted that hope and then had it shattered right in front of you.
      On a separate note, I'm impressed that even several years later, you're keeping up with all of these comments so much. It shows you truly know what others are going through and want to try to ease their burden. Only someone who has gone through their own corner of hell could stay so dedicated to giving a small dose of encouragement to those passing through a similar corner. Thanks for that. I think it means a lot to each person who has commented.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 місяці тому +1

      @@coxrocks25 that is very kind of you to say. I feel all these comments so deeply. You’re not alone and I empathize with everything you shared. I’m so sorry you’ve had to walk this road. It is so hard and so painful. Grateful God gave us the gift of music to help us process our grief and be comforted by Him in this “meantime” we live in between now and eternity with Him. I long for that day so much. Thank you for sharing your story with me. God bless you.

    • @coxrocks25
      @coxrocks25 3 місяці тому

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic thanks for letting your light shine before men. God bless you as well. Happy sabbath.

  • @janapil24
    @janapil24 3 місяці тому +4

    A week ago, I lost my unborn twin boys at 17 weeks. I never thought in my life I would give birth to cremate my children. It’s been hard.
    I’m desperately searching for a song that I would use to tell God I trust Him in everything while remembering my boys.
    This is the perfect song. Thank you.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 місяці тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Reading your note just makes my soul hurt with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍 Thank you for sharing your story with me.

    • @LoveServeOvercome
      @LoveServeOvercome 3 місяці тому

      Prayers for you!

    • @mariemanning1601
      @mariemanning1601 3 місяці тому

      Sorry for your loss. I'm currently losing my baby. Went to my first ultrasound on Friday and found out our baby was gone. It is devastating, and the pain is unbearable

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 місяці тому

      @@mariemanning1601 I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @elizabethstein5652
    @elizabethstein5652 3 місяці тому +1

    We had a miscarriage with our first baby. We felt led to name a baby that didn’t grow beyond a microscopic point. We had a small service while burying the remains from my D&C. God’s presence has never been stronger than during that ceremony. There is a gravestone there but since I don’t have access to that private location, I paid to have her name engraved on a granite wall at the Sacramento Memorial Garden for the Unborn.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 місяці тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @JC-bq3vd
    @JC-bq3vd Рік тому +1

    Carried on earth born an angel may 9th 2021 i was 15. From rape. God please be with me this week is mothers day and i am struggling so very much with the grief and loss my baby never forget momma loves you. I'm so sorry, i never got to tell you 💔😭

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. Here is a brand new song I just released that I wrote for some dear fiends of mine who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort 😭🤍
      ua-cam.com/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/v-deo.html

    • @JC-bq3vd
      @JC-bq3vd Рік тому +1

      ​@ShellyEJohnsonMusic Thank you so very much for writing this beautiful song. Words can't explain how precious it is to me God bless you and keep you in His arms you are a precious soul in this broken world

  • @saracampbell4323
    @saracampbell4323 Рік тому +1

    I carried my heartbeatless baby for almost 2 months. No OB in Ohio would see me, they were all too full of patients. I drove to Pittsburgh on Friday night and went into Magee women’s hospital and they were amazing. I had my procedure at 11 last night. I am so glad that it’s over, so beyond thankful and ready to move forward… but I’m realizing that I am also grieving and so is my body. My empty arms can feel the weight of the baby they’re not holding if I don’t keep busy. Driving back home to Ohio tonight to hold my 3 babies and heal with them near me. Rest in peace, you. I hesitated for so long to release you back into Gods arms until you are back in mine, in your mothers. Not even this body could fathom letting you go. You were loved, you were though about, and I doubt very much that a day will go by that you aren’t on my mind.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому

      Oh Sara, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.
      Here is a brand new song I just released that I wrote for some dear fiends of mine who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort 😭🤍
      ua-cam.com/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/v-deo.html

  • @gabriellegarachico1466
    @gabriellegarachico1466 Рік тому +2

    I'm 16 years old and I've always wanted a little brother or sister, but I don't have one yet. My mom got diagnosed with diabetes in December 2022, which made things harder for our family. My dad works as a seaman and is away from home for months at a time. We were all excited when we found out in March 2023 that my mom was finally pregnant, but sadly, the baby didn't have a heartbeat after two months and didn't survive. It was really sad for all of us.
    I used to cry a lot and feel upset about not having a sibling, but now my main focus is on supporting my mom. Her health is important, and I want to help her recover from diabetes. Even though I still hope to have a sibling someday, right now, I'm focusing on being there for my mom and helping our family through these challenges. We stick together and support each other, and I believe we can overcome anything that comes our way.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +1

      Thank you for sharing your story with me. I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @mscute5822
    @mscute5822 4 місяці тому +7

    I lost my baby on march 25,24
    I miss my baby😭😭😭😭

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 місяці тому +2

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

    • @user-ln3bb5ef5j
      @user-ln3bb5ef5j 4 місяці тому +1

      I lost mine 2 days after your loss.. God is faithful to see us through. Hugs and love to you sister, we are not alone. ❤

    • @Babymo-yf9wu
      @Babymo-yf9wu 4 місяці тому

      I just lost my son this morning😭😭

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 місяці тому

      @@Babymo-yf9wu I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @nicolerodriguez7185
    @nicolerodriguez7185 6 місяців тому +1

    I just had my 3rd miscarriage today. This was a surprise baby. We were done. But when I found out the day after Christmas, I was so happy. I started dreaming and planning and picking names. This loss has been very hard. I wanted this baby so much. Thank you for this song. It is just what I needed….

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  6 місяців тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry
      😭🤍

  • @rheajanedelrosario1663
    @rheajanedelrosario1663 Рік тому +3

    I lost my baby 3weeks ago and still trying to be okay and continue my life even though it's hard because it supposed my first baby. But I know I will meet my Angel Caleb in heaven someday 🥺

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 😭💔

  • @emilysimar7516
    @emilysimar7516 3 місяці тому

    Just had my second miscarriage a few months ago. Two more that are unconfirmed (didn’t have a positive test) but my Dr is pretty sure I had more miscarriages. My body feels like a graveyard, capable only of bearing death. It’s so hard sometimes to remember that the Lord is still good but I know He is and that He has my babies in His arms and they are in perfect peace and love. Thank you for writing this beautiful song.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 місяці тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @denada.gloria
    @denada.gloria 3 місяці тому +1

    i never got to see your face
    or had a chance to choose your name
    i never got to kiss your cheeks
    or watch what you'd grow up to be
    i never got to hear your cry
    or soothe you with a lullaby
    before i got to say hello
    i had to let you go
    hallelujah to the one who gives
    hallelujah to the one who takes away
    hallelujah iam sure of this
    i'll hold you in heaven someday
    what a sweet day that will be
    to meet you on the golden streets
    i'll run to you with open arms
    and tell you just how loved you are
    then you can take us by the hand
    and lead us through the promissed land
    and there we'll bow before the throne
    and praise the god from whom all blessings flow.
    hallelujah to the one who gives
    hallelujah to the one who takes away
    hallelujah iam sure of this
    i'll hold you in heaven someday
    blessed be the name of the lord
    in every season he is good
    blessed be the name of the lord
    in every season he is good
    hallelujah to the one who gives
    hallelujah to the one who takes away
    hallelujah iam sure of this
    i'll hold you in heaven someday
    cant wait to hold you in heaven someday

  • @user-sd9dw3wr6w
    @user-sd9dw3wr6w 9 місяців тому

    i lost my baby last Sunday morning. October 22, 2023. I'm all alone because his father starts to leave me too. i needed to be strong for myself and my baby. watch mommy from above okay? tell Jesus that I am so blessed and lucky because He allowed me to be your mother. If the right time will come, i will ask Him to bring you back to me again. I'll promise that i will protect and love you and give you the world my little one. mommy loves you so much!

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  9 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @EroyLim
    @EroyLim 9 місяців тому +1

    Just found out that my Baby Boy Enver, god rest his soul, will be returned to the lord's Embrace. Me and my fiancé are devastated, knowing that we would never hold his little hand, or be able to raise him up, see him grow up to be a fine young man. Listen to his first cry. Im sorry Enver, mommy and daddy loves you the most, u are our first and favourite child, no matter how many comes after, we love you the most🕊

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  8 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet boy in Heaven, you will get to raise him and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. I’m grateful this song can bring you some comfort 😭🤍

  • @naaokailey4844
    @naaokailey4844 Рік тому +12

    I miscarried my beautiful twins Jidenna and Jenaiah last October 2022 at 22 weeks a first time mama after 3 years of waiting they left a whole in our hearts because they were loved even before they were given to us by God. Listening to this song brings me to tears and also gives me hope that I will hold them in heaven someday🙏🙏 Sending hugs to my little pumpkins in heaven.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @naaokailey4844
      @naaokailey4844 Рік тому

      Thanks Mama for your kind words. Indeed we will get to raise our rainbow 🌈 babies💞💞

  • @angelacartwright8039
    @angelacartwright8039 8 місяців тому +2

    I lost a baby in December of 2022. She/He would’ve been my second. It’s a bittersweet feeling. My faith has kept me sane. But sometimes it is tough. I absolutely love this song. I couldn’t keep from crying. Thank you for sharing this beautiful piece of music with us all ♥️

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  8 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @AfamMarineservices
    @AfamMarineservices 9 місяців тому +1

    I lost my beloved daughter (first offspring)two years after two weeks of her birth. Hope to see her in heaven ❤

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  9 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You WILL get to not only hold your sweet daughter in Heaven, you will get to raise her and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.
      Here is another song I wrote for some dear fiends who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort 😭🤍
      ua-cam.com/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/v-deo.html

  • @livelife4599
    @livelife4599 2 роки тому +6

    I’m currently miscarrying our precious first baby. Thank you for your vulnerability in this song. It has helped my husband and I. Thank you for praising God through it all and for what we don’t understand. You have articulated all my dreams and hopes for being a mama in this song 💕

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh Anna... I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @tiffanyms2881
    @tiffanyms2881 2 роки тому +1

    Suffered a miscarriage today and I tell you, I have never in my life felt this broken. Ever. I am devastated. I pray with all in me I’ll get the chance to see my baby in Heaven. I don’t understand the why of it and I never will but I pray I somehow muster some courage to press on.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh Tiffany, I’m so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. But keep trusting God, He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only see your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @notafeminist7642
      @notafeminist7642 2 роки тому

      You put my own pain into your words. Sending love

  • @Nic-vo6pq
    @Nic-vo6pq 2 роки тому +4

    I was looking for a song to speak to my broken heart 💔....I found it here! "Hallelujah to the One who gives and takes away!" Three times my husband and I have been through this loss..... But, three times God has held our hand through the pain of grief and the joy of healing!

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @denaimullet8427
    @denaimullet8427 Рік тому +10

    I’m so sorry for everyone s losses. It’s so hard! First miscarriage in December 2020, second miscarriage in September 2021, December 2021 I found out that I was pregnant again. She was born in August 2022. A little over two months ago. I am so thankful for her.

  • @salanietavasikali5313
    @salanietavasikali5313 Рік тому +3

    I interpret your beautiful song a little different. My husband passed while I was still 7 months pregnant with our first child. I see this song as my son's way of letting his father know that though he left early without meeting him, we look forward to seeing him in heaven someday. Thank you for this beautiful song, it kept me going at the most difficult time of my life xx

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +1

      Oh my goodness, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will see him again someday and get to be together forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @salanietavasikali5313
      @salanietavasikali5313 Рік тому

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic Thank you so much ❤️

  • @elleyana8504
    @elleyana8504 2 роки тому +1

    My beautiful baby Eliana was born sleeping last Nov. 29, 2021. She was 35 weeks old. I thought she would be our rainbow baby after 3 miscarriages in the past. I can't even describe how painful my husband and I are going through. I thought we did everything we could. I don't know. I have so many questions. I'm trying my best to be strong for my husband and my family but I don't know how long I can do this.
    Thank you for this song, it comforts me and my husband.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому +1

      Oh Hilger I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @ramoneadams729
    @ramoneadams729 2 роки тому +4

    I am a young mother of twins that is 2 years old... my heart broke when i found out i was pregnant because i knew i couldn't afford to keep it financially and emotionally... my body cant handle it... knowing that there is many people out there but longs for a baby💔💔😭😭 i made a choice that was out of my hands... the lord gave me a baby and i gave it back which is disrespect... i cant stand myself and i hate myself... i know many will judge me but no one could ever jugde me more than i judge myself... the hatered i have myself is unbearable... i just wish i never went for an abortion 💔😭

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому +2

      Oh Ramone, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. There is nothing like the pain of regret, I totally understand what you are saying. But rest assured that God loves you and He sees your heart, and He never judges a truly remorseful & repentant heart. He knows how sorry and heartbroken you are & He forgives you. Keep trusting God, your Creator. He is faithful and always good. Your sweet baby is waiting to meet you in Heaven. You will get to not only hold your sweet child, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @petiakolibova8282
      @petiakolibova8282 2 роки тому +1

      Sending you much love. Choice is made and how you get to believe that the soul of your baby will choose parents who are ready and willing. Hating self won’t change it love.

    •  3 місяці тому

      Dear Ramon, the Lord loves you very much, there is no sin too great for God's Mercy. You have a special claim to His Mercy. He did not come to save the righteous, but to save sinners. If He did not care for you, He would not have given His life for you. He did give His life for you! He gave you His all, and still so desperately wants you to come to His Heart! You are His beloved daughter, whom He created in His own image and are so precious to Him, that He died and rose again for you. Ramon, He would rather suffer more than we know and die, than not have you with Him in heaven! God made you to be His forever, that is what we are made for! For Him! Do not hate yourself, and believe that you are unforgivable, or any other lies from the devil.That is what the devil wants you to do. He wants you to dispair, and not Trust. Trust in God's Mercy; you will not be disappointed! Stay close to God so that you can be with your little baby in heaven for all of eternity.❤❤❤ You are not alone, God, and all the Saints and Angels pray for you! Do not be afraid God is with you, and He love YOU so much! I am praying for you! Seek help if you need it friend! The Lord bless and keep you! You are loved by God and by myself.❤
      Until heaven, Lily❤

  • @user-gf9hj7lr7u
    @user-gf9hj7lr7u 10 місяців тому +1

    The perfect song for going through a miscarriage! I lost my baby about a month and a half ago and I keep coming back to this song.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  10 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. I believe you will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! But I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. Glad to hear this song could bring just a little comfort. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍

  • @Indyrm03
    @Indyrm03 Рік тому +5

    I'm so sorry for everyone's losses. I lost all 4 of my children between 6-24weeks of pregnancy. I understand your agony. Thoughts, tears and hugs from Micah's Alison's Heidi's and Noah's Forever Mama!!!!

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому

      Oh Amber, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @jenvillarubia4190
    @jenvillarubia4190 6 місяців тому

    This song hits me so hard❤😢 I had ectopic pregnancy in 2021 and just this january 2,2024 during my anomaly scan at 22weeks, we were told that our baby’s heartbeat had stopped beating🥹💔😢 I delivered him “Baby Jayden” on jan11…I hope and pray that God will guide us in dealing with this grieving journey🥹🙏🥹 It’s really difficult to move on💔

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  6 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It makes no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @piuminifernando9246
    @piuminifernando9246 3 місяці тому +1

    I lost my daughter recently, she was early and a stillborn, I felt her breath slowly goes away on
    My hands.. I still remember i kissed her little lips like it was my first kiss in my whole life. Her tiny little fingers held one of my finger which i still cannot got out of my mind. At that very first day of my pregnancy me and my husband was thrilled and butterflies were in my stomach.. And the very first day of our lost, While i was holding my little baby on my arms Shocked, the only sound i heard was my husband's tears falling and crying. The hospital room was like a black room to me. we visit her grave every chance we get to let our grief goes away., once a week, I hold my daughter's wore clothes during her last time on hospital, listening to this song, hoping her touch my face once.
    Coming breast milk out knowing that there won't be a baby to drink made me a living like hell for a long time. To all the mothers out there, this song is smoothing and Thank you for letting our pain out.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 місяці тому

      Oh my…… I am so, so sorry. Reading your story brings tears to my eyes. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. I am so, so sorry. No words could ever convey the level of pain you feel.
      Keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful. You will get to not only hold your sweet daughter again in Heaven, you will get to raise her and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @sierrasecord548
    @sierrasecord548 2 місяці тому

    After years of trying to become a mother on May 28th of 2023 I found out I was going to be a mother finally fast forward to October 23 2023 I went into early labour and gave birth to my beautiful baby boy who is now up in heaven with god he tried to fight but didn’t make it I was devastated and still am cause I can not have anymore babies now cause my uterus was dying and had to be removed 😢💔

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 місяці тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. I have tears in my eyes reading your message. I am so sorry. Keep trusting God. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good, even though it's hard to see it sometimes. You will get to not only hold your sweet boy in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @rosepxyang
    @rosepxyang 4 роки тому +15

    I just loss my baby last night....thank you for writing a song that gives the glory to God. He is good in every season

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 роки тому +1

      Oh my.... I am so so sorry 😭 no words. Prayers for you and your family ♥️

  • @user-sr4lo5dp6q
    @user-sr4lo5dp6q 7 місяців тому

    I lost 2 before I was 20 , one an ectopic it broke my heart and left me numb and empty that was 21 years ago ,but sadly at the age of 26 I had too have my bladder womb removed 😢, then this year after loosing my colon I was told after 22 years I had endometriosis, I'm reminded that I was worthy or a woman who couldn't carry a child ,yet keeps getting overian cysts after cysts , I don't have support of family and I'm facing my 32nd operation but I'm here breathing, with a gift with animals and being highly spiritual, I was told a few times id lost a little boy really early on , but my ectopic I was around 11 wwwks so too my dear babies one day il get too hold you in my arms , 25th 5 2002 , angel may 😢❤

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  7 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. What a journey you’ve had. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 🤍

    • @user-sr4lo5dp6q
      @user-sr4lo5dp6q 6 місяців тому

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @ebbflowvideography9585
    @ebbflowvideography9585 5 років тому +8

    I can’t stop listening to this, it’s the only thing keeping me sane right now. Today at 2 we go to the doctors to confirm what I already know in my heart. This will be our first loss and our hearts are so broken.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  5 років тому

      Trinity Halsey I am so, so sorry. Praying for you and your family today ♥️

  • @laurenfletcher2120
    @laurenfletcher2120 2 роки тому +9

    “In every season He is good.” Those are the lyrics that are so hard to understand and believe in these circumstances. I had my first miscarriage with my first baby a little over a month ago. I know they are in the most peaceful presence of Jesus. Your song has spoken to me in many ways tonight as I’m grieving. Thank you for allowing God to work through you.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh Lauren... I am so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Keep trusting God, He is faithful and always good, even when it makes no sense to us at all... You will get to not only see your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @SueAngami
    @SueAngami 4 місяці тому

    This beautiful song is everything my wounded heart wanted to say but couldn't put into words,thank you Shelly. I praise God for how this is ministering to me and countless others. Yes, we will run the good race and meet our beautiful, precious babies in Heaven someday.

  • @6190able
    @6190able 2 роки тому +3

    I just had miscarriage 5 days ago. Now I'm still trying to recover my emotions of loss of the baby that had been awaited for so long. Can't wait to hold her in heaven someday.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥🙏🏼

    • @6190able
      @6190able 2 роки тому

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic thanks ♥️

  • @ArelyCaz93
    @ArelyCaz93 21 день тому

    I lost my baby a week ago , i cant wait to meet him/her in heaven someday 😢

  • @alyssaponder1680
    @alyssaponder1680 2 роки тому +12

    As I’ve just lost my baby yesterday this song puts me and some kind of calming place…

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh Alyssa, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @VarshAnjuFilmsLiveLaughDie
    @VarshAnjuFilmsLiveLaughDie Рік тому +1

    Greetings, sister Shelly. Just wanted to pour out about my wife and myself. Since young till now the both of us had suffered all our lives, but this suffering is the hardest for us to bear.
    After 10 years of infertility, we were finally pregnant this year on the 6th of May '23. But just like that, we miscarried and our baby was taken away from us on the 28th of May '23. We are suffering in silence as no one around us are being understanding to our depressive situation and keep hurting us with words. Even when we shared our happiness to people we trusted, they only looked at us with hatred, where i feel that this negativity could have lead to our child loss. My darling wife is doing her best to put up a smile whenever I'm with her, but deep down I know she's hurting terribly.
    Today I got to know about your lovely song as I was scrolling through UA-cam during my break period. I cried out loud while I was listening at work. But listening again and again, I realise that our baby is in a way better place and in the safe hands of Jesus and one day, we'll meet Him with our baby and surrounded by all sweet babies and children.
    My heart goes out to all hurting mothers our there. Thank you Shelly for sharing this song, best wishes to you and may God bless you.
    With love from Singapore,
    Varshan & Anju 🙏🏾🙏🏻

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +1

      Thank you for sharing your story 🤍 I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. YES, You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you 💔🙏🏼

    • @VarshAnjuFilmsLiveLaughDie
      @VarshAnjuFilmsLiveLaughDie Рік тому

      @Shelly E. Johnson Music thank you so much, your kind words means alot 🙏🏾🙏🏻

    • @vickieogb1262
      @vickieogb1262 9 місяців тому +1

      Sending your family Love &Light ❤💡 , You both will surely celebrate soon 🙌🏽

    • @VarshAnjuFilmsLiveLaughDie
      @VarshAnjuFilmsLiveLaughDie 9 місяців тому

      @vickieogb1262 thank you so much for your kind wishes. May God bless you always. 🙏🏾🙏🏻

  • @Khenry9413
    @Khenry9413 6 місяців тому

    I love you lil nugget and jelly bean, I can't wait to hold you in heaven some day

  • @rochelleenciobajande4964
    @rochelleenciobajande4964 2 роки тому +5

    Thank you for sharing this song. For glorifying God despite the pain of losing a child. A warm embrace to all the parents who lost their children. We will soon meet and hug our unborn child in Heaven but for now God is there embracing them. Hallelujah to the One who gives. Hallelujah to the One who takes away.

  • @jadevanelteren6584
    @jadevanelteren6584 2 роки тому

    I lost my baby yesterday at 4 weeks and thus songs kinda helps me i hope 🙏 i can hold him/her one day in heaven 🥺🥺💔😭it would be my first baby 🥺

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому +1

      Oh Jade, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @jadevanelteren6584
      @jadevanelteren6584 2 роки тому

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic thanks a lot for your inspiring words your very kind. god bless u too.

  • @kelseystrom7003
    @kelseystrom7003 Рік тому +3

    There are no words to describe how transformative this song has been for me this week. My husband and I have lost 3 precious babies in the last year. This song has helped me to refocus my heart. To turn my heartache into praise. To acknowledge the hard and the hurt, but praise Him even still. He is good, no matter what the circumstances may be. We may live in a fallen world where pain, and death, and heartache exist, but our sweet babies are already one step ahead of us living where there is no pain, no death, and no heartaches. Can’t wait to praise my sweet Jesus bedside all of our babies. Thank you Shelly for being so vulnerable to share this song with other hurting mamas 🤍 Sending love from Australia

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +2

      Amen Kelsey! So beautifully said.
      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But what a sweet hope we have to know we will not only hold our sweet children in Heaven, we will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.
      Here is a brand new song I just released that I wrote for some dear fiends of mine who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort as well 😭🤍 God bless you!
      ua-cam.com/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/v-deo.html

  • @delrocioenriquez3151
    @delrocioenriquez3151 3 роки тому +8

    I been listen this song since I found it. Lost my baby when I was 13 weeks pregnant. I cannot seem to find peace. However, this song reminds me There is a God that heals everything.
    God bless you

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому +1

      Wow, there are no words to express the magnitude of your loss. I am so sorry you've had to walk through that. I pray the song can bring some level of peace and help you heal. God is faithful no matter what. God bless you, as well

    • @jamesedwardford589
      @jamesedwardford589 3 роки тому +1

      💬💬💬💬💬💬

  • @ninaramlochan4853
    @ninaramlochan4853 2 роки тому +1

    Only God knows the pain that I'm in right now only he can help heal my broken heart my baby boy until we meet again 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔I not sure how some people can be so strong but I feel I'm having a mental breakdown I can't function properly

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh Nina, I am so sorry...... my heart aches with you and for you. I feel your pain, I do.... there are no words for this kind of loss. I am so sorry you have had to walk through this. But keep trusting Jesus, trust Him with all your heart... you will get to not only meet your sweet son in Heaven, but you will get to raise him and enjoy every moment together. What a life that will be. God bless you.... keep trusting Jesus, pour out your heart to Him, He can handle whatever emotions you throw at Him. He loves you so much.

    • @ninaramlochan4853
      @ninaramlochan4853 2 роки тому

      Not only one son I lost but 2 . 15 years ago I lost my big son I had 2 beautiful daughters 12 and 8 they are perfectly healthy and doing well Monday I lost my small baby boy my prophecy is to have a boy and I don't understand why its happening like this to me 💔💔😭😭I really need support right now and only God can help me in this situation

  • @jeffinachristy598
    @jeffinachristy598 4 роки тому +1

    I only found you today and accepted Christ as my life 2 days before. So I am born again and only 2 days old! Can we be friends? Cause if I asked you to adopt me my mom and dad will be sad😅. From today onwards you are in my prayers! Hope we meet in heaven my grandmother will also be there she must've aldready known your baby! So we can meet in heaven 😇... God Bless you aunt!

  • @shantelrider8109
    @shantelrider8109 4 місяці тому

    Today April 10th my son would have turned 4 years old. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss him but I know that we will be reunited one day in heaven. He is up in Heaven with his 12 year old Cousin. Who was my mom first grandchild my son was her second.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 місяці тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @phiwankosi1327
    @phiwankosi1327 9 місяців тому +1

    I lost my baby 21.10.21, can't get over still. This song gives me so much comfort and hope...

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  9 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @JessicaMarie9382
    @JessicaMarie9382 3 роки тому +5

    3 weeks ago, I learned I was pregnant with my first baby. And 150 minutes later I was told it was an ectopic pregnancy.
    Thank you for this song.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому

      I am so sorry.... there are no words 💔

    • @JessicaMarie9382
      @JessicaMarie9382 3 роки тому

      Thank you. There really are no words. But your song...it really touched me. It's painful, yet I need it.

  • @frustratedwriter_ph3760
    @frustratedwriter_ph3760 7 місяців тому

    Beautiful song...😢 Still think about you every single day, Jamiel and Bob.
    Your forever Mama

  • @hannahgullett-jq8xt
    @hannahgullett-jq8xt Рік тому +1

    We just lost our 1st baby yesterday 💔 didn’t know I could feel so empty.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому

      Oh Hannah…… I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all.
      But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @mollie2868
    @mollie2868 2 роки тому

    I lost my my first baby last june😭 i don’t know how to moving forward for all the pain. 💔😭 i wishy baby still there.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥🙏🏼

  • @demig9163
    @demig9163 3 роки тому +2

    This song is giving me the comfort I need while grieving the loss of my little one in a miscarriage. I trust the Lord will give again. Hallelujah.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому +1

      I am so sorry you’ve had to walk through this. There are no words to capture this kind of loss 💔 God is faithful, keep trusting Him, He is always good no matter what happens. May God bless you 🙏🏼

  • @amyrogers6026
    @amyrogers6026 3 місяці тому +1

    I just stumbled across this video. The tears I have. I had a miscarriage Nov 2020 at 7 weeks so I didn't know the gender and its been so difficult for me. My baby should've turned 3 years old 2 days ago on May 16th so I really needed this song. I can't wait to hold my baby in Heaven (hopefully soon) someday.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 місяці тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @ariannanorin8954
    @ariannanorin8954 3 роки тому +15

    I just had a D&C yesterday for my missed miscarriage 😭💔 I found this song and it's bringing me some comfort.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому

      I am so sorry you have had to go through this 💔 May God bless you and comfort you 🙏🏼

    • @melissadavis2782
      @melissadavis2782 3 роки тому

      Me too, yesterday. Praying for you!

  • @user-oz2jm1cj8i
    @user-oz2jm1cj8i 7 місяців тому

    I'm currently miscarrying our first baby. And its hard to accept. I even blame myself for not taking care of it. Me and my partner still on the healing process but because he is stronger than me and always cheer me up slowly slowly we are accepting that one day we will all be together. Thanks for this beautiful song. ❤

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  7 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. None of this is your fault, there is nothing you could have done differently to prevent this from happening. Do not blame yourself. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good, even when it’s hard to see it. If you ask Jesus into your heart and allow Him to be the leader of your life, You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! What a hope that is. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @felymaglaya5354
    @felymaglaya5354 2 роки тому +2

    I just lost my baby last July 7,2022.
    I can't wait to hold him/her someday in heaven.
    Thank you for this song 🙏❤😇

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @wrightmoney2054
    @wrightmoney2054 3 роки тому +3

    It's been almost a month since my sweet Arabella came silently... We played this at her funeral, and today's the first time I've brought myself to listen to it. It's so beautiful. I miss my daughter.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому

      Oh Destiny.... There are no words 💔 My heart breaks and aches with you. I am so, so sorry you have had to walk through this. I am so glad this song could bring even a little comfort, even though I know nothing can ever ease the pain. I pray the God of all comfort brings you peace and healing.... I am so sorry. I do believe with all my heart you will get to raise your sweet Arabella in Heaven someday and enjoy every moment with her ♥️💔🙏🏼

  • @aditi.ot7
    @aditi.ot7 2 роки тому +3

    I am a sunshine baby and the only living child of my parents. This song gives me comfort in knowing that I will see my little brothers in heaven one day 💛. Thank you so much for this kind soul. Lots of love and warmth to you and everyone else going through a tough time right now. Praying for healing and sunshine for all of us 💛💛 xo

  • @brandonginther5246
    @brandonginther5246 11 місяців тому +2

    Thank you for this beautiful and heart wrenching song. Its been a few months and the pain is not any easier for my wife and I. Our Shiloh would have been born this month and the emotions nearly take the wind out of me each day so far. Can't wait to meet them face to face.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  11 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @zoeshortland2753
    @zoeshortland2753 2 роки тому +2

    May i just say I lost my baby on February 7th this year and I played this at the funeral. Thank you so much for this beautiful song xx

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh Zoe, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! God bless you... I am so honored this song was shared at your sweet child’s service ... wow. Thank you for sharing your story with me ♥️🙏🏼

  • @michellejenkins1953
    @michellejenkins1953 Місяць тому

    RIP Malory Wilson our little baby girl - 11.5 weeks. 😢
    RIP Aurora Wilson- 6 weeks. 😢
    RIP my little sister Herlinda 17 hours.
    Blessed be the name of the Lord ❤

  • @Beautifulkarma777
    @Beautifulkarma777 Рік тому

    I lost my baby three days ago and have been in a dark place 💔 It hurts so bad 😢 I will always carry you 🩵🩷

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 🤍

    • @Beautifulkarma777
      @Beautifulkarma777 Рік тому

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic thank you so much 💔😢

  • @vulpineronin3460
    @vulpineronin3460 Рік тому +1

    Thank you... I only recently found out that my ex-miscarried our child and never told me years ago. One would think you can't miss what you never knew you lost... but you can... so... thank you, for this.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @kyriacarica5862
    @kyriacarica5862 3 роки тому +3

    My second angel baby would have been born this month.
    I lost my first on October of 2017.
    With those months coming up, I'm really struggling.
    This song is so perfect right now. Thank you.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому

      Oh my goodness, Kyria, I am so sorry. There are no words for this kind of loss and pain. My heart aches with you. I believe you will get to raise your sweet child in Heaven and enjoy every moment together! 💔🙏🏼 God bless you and your family...

  • @eroticbutterfly5385
    @eroticbutterfly5385 2 роки тому

    Today i would of had my baby i lost him but one day i will see him in heaven and i will see his beautiful face but it hurts so much my heart is broken in peaces 😞

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh I’m so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. But keep trusting God, He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @jennieroseronquillo4891
    @jennieroseronquillo4891 2 роки тому

    i lost my baby june 21 2022 i wish i meet my baby angela soON in heaven i really miss you my baby😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh Jennie, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️

  • @roryrose82
    @roryrose82 Рік тому

    Two Miscarriages, my son in May 2020, Josiah Ray and my daughter, Xiamara Dawn in October 2022. I got to hold her but not my little bear Josiah and it’s so hard. With the Lord’s help I’m living and continuing on, but it’s still hard not a day goes by I don’t think of my babies.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому

      I am so, so sorry. There are no words ......
      There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @haliet2766
    @haliet2766 2 роки тому

    I'm scheduled for a D&c in the morning, and it sucks, but I know God has a plan!! 😭💔

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 роки тому

      Oh Halie, I’m so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. But keep trusting God, He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only see your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @Vanessa-ir8um
    @Vanessa-ir8um Рік тому

    I’ve never had a miscarriage, but I have lost three children. Two beautiful sons, and a beautiful daughter. I lost each of them when they were two years old. They were all born with a neuro degenerative disease, that has no name or cure. Goodness, they were precious. Can’t wait to see them, and hold them again in heaven one day. Thank you for this beautiful song. ❤

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому

      Wow, there are no words……
      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all.
      But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @ericaapolinar1164
    @ericaapolinar1164 3 роки тому

    I’ve been struggling with infertility for more than 9yrs. I did IVF Wednesday & had my only 2 beautiful baby girl & baby boy embryos transferred with hopes of being a mother for the first time. Today Friday July 2nd we went for our blood test to confirm pregnancy. Got my call I will never forget at 1149 to inform me I was negative. My heart & my future has all dropped in a blink of an eye, I feel so incomplete, I feel like a failure in life. All I want is to experience motherhood just once before my time is up. It hurts so much, my sweet babies were only with me for such a short period. My sweet babies, mommy loves you & I know we will meet again one day & be a family, even if it’s not in this lifetime. I will always love & remember you both 😔💔

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому

      Oh, Erica.... I am so so sorry. There are no words. No words at all for this kind of loss. My heart aches with you. We will never understand this side of Heaven why God allows the things He allows. But I know with every fiber of my being that He is good and He is our only hope. I believe you will get to hold your sweet babies in Heaven someday and enjoy every moment raising them and watching them grow and being with them forever. I am so sorry you are hurting. May the God of all comfort fill you with His peace. Thank you for writing me 💔🖤

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому

      You are NOT a failure. That is a lie from the pit of Hell and don’t believe it for one moment. You are loved, chosen, called, and cherished by Your Heavenly Father. Don’t allow the painful circumstances of this life to ever convince you otherwise. Keep trusting Jesus and don’t ever stop. I have had a ton of let downs in my life and unanswered prayers. I still don’t have answers. But I have never stopped trusting God through it all, and He has been so good ♥️

  • @raquelqueeneagno4534
    @raquelqueeneagno4534 9 місяців тому +1

    I had a miscarriage 3days before and it hard to accept the fact that I lose my first baby 😢 and now while I'm watching and listening to this song I cried a lot and it's hurt me so bad😭

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  9 місяців тому

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @emaleemorton2963
    @emaleemorton2963 Рік тому +1

    I just had my second miscarriage, and it has been one of the hardest things we’ve ever gone though. God is so good, in all things. I look forward to meeting my heavenly babies one day! ❤️

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @omg_Im_finally_happy
    @omg_Im_finally_happy 4 роки тому +2

    I had a miscarrige almost 2 years ago, I was about 6-8 months. I just recently told my family. Needed to grieve today, and to know I will one day see my baby again gives me peace

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 роки тому

      Betsymonkey4242 betsy there are no words.... I am so sorry you have had to walk that road. Much love to you and your family ♥️

  • @beachlady5284
    @beachlady5284 Рік тому +1

    Every time i go to sleep, i wake up thinking im in a dream and still pregnant. I want my baby. Ill never know if it was a boy or girk, never kiss that little face.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Рік тому +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. And you WILL know one day if it was a son or daughter! You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever!
      I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you 💔🙏🏼

  • @mariedelador28
    @mariedelador28 6 місяців тому

    i miss my baby so much 😣😣

  • @jillfrinkel4572
    @jillfrinkel4572 3 роки тому

    I got diagnosed with PCOS at 16 and was told I probably couldn’t conceive. I prayed and prayed. My fiancé have tried for the pat three years and we finally got pregnant. I found out on may 5th,2021. We got to see our baby on may 10th, and found out we were 7 weeks and 1 day. We were so excited. We picked out names and everything. I was 11 weeks and we went for our second ultrasound on June 7th, and we got the news there was no heartbeat. I didn’t believe them. I still believed our baby was healthy. There’s was a mistake I kept telling myself. They told me our angel baby was still only measuring 7 weeks. I had to go in the next day, June 8th, because my body didn’t know I was having a miscarriage and they didn’t want to wait. I was dead inside. My baby, the life inside of me that I was supposed to be growing, was no longer there. Every day since I have found ways to blame myself for my baby going to heaven and not being here with me anymore.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 роки тому +1

      Oh Jill, I am so, so sorry you’ve had to walk through this. There are no words for this kind of loss, this kind of let down, this kind of pain. My heart aches with you. But be filled with hope because our losses here are not in vain... because of Jesus, He gives us life forever, He defeated death and you WILL get to not only hold your precious child in Heaven someday, but you will get to raise him/her and enjoy every moment together in a perfect world without any fear, pain, or sorrow... what a sweet day that will be. It hurts so much right now. But don’t give up on Jesus. He is literally the ONLY hope we have, there is no other. He is good. He loves you. He sees you. He will never, ever abandon you. May the God of all comfort bring comfort to you. God bless you... thank you for sharing your story with me, I’m so grateful this song could bring any sense of peace and hope 💔🙏🏼