I lost my best friend to cancer (finally talking about it)

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  • Опубліковано 9 вер 2024
  • I recently lost one of my best friends. I sat down and filmed a really long video talking about it the other day, but haven't had the guts to share it yet. I did want to give you guys a small update, letting you know why I've been gone. I also will be donating any ad revenue from this video to the American cancer society. All love ❤️

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  • @HayleyVlogging
    @HayleyVlogging  6 років тому +97

    would appreciate love and respect in the comments. Also any ad revenue from this video will be donated to the American Cancer Society. Love you guys ❤️

    • @ashleynunez5531
      @ashleynunez5531 6 років тому

      💗

    • @Sabrinadoesyoutube
      @Sabrinadoesyoutube 6 років тому +2

      that’s so thoughtful of you hayley. will be thinking about you

    • @breannalee22
      @breannalee22 6 років тому

      Love you so much Hayley!!! I’m so sorry for your loss❤️

    • @jaceypotts5870
      @jaceypotts5870 6 років тому

      Hayley Vlogging your so strong girlie ❤️

    • @poxaelvis9271
      @poxaelvis9271 6 років тому

      iSabrina Aaa você aqui

  • @LittleAtmosphereX
    @LittleAtmosphereX 6 років тому +5

    Lost my dad in October 2016 to cancer. So it's just been a year. He was my best friend. Biggest support system. The one I'd always go to for a hug or advice. It's hard. It's really hard. You don't really ever stop missing them, you just adjust to their absence. It's so hard not being able to even call or text them.. But stay strong. Things get easier. People are put in your life for a reason. Take the lessons memories you've had with them and never let them go. Hope your friend rests in paradise. The pain is gone. Fuck cancer.

    • @HayleyVlogging
      @HayleyVlogging  6 років тому

      I love you so so much. I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. Can't even tell you how much I feel you on just missing being able to call or text them ❤️

  • @Kristengervais26
    @Kristengervais26 6 років тому +28

    I lost my mom in march 2016 from cancer i know how you feel ❤️ sorry for your loss❤️

    • @HayleyVlogging
      @HayleyVlogging  6 років тому +2

      I'm so sorry to hear that babe. Sending you all my love ❤️

    • @Kristengervais26
      @Kristengervais26 6 років тому

      Hayley Vlogging thankyou so much hayley❤️

    • @breannalee22
      @breannalee22 6 років тому +1

      Kristen G I’m so sorry for your loss!!!💞

    • @xleecx7364
      @xleecx7364 6 років тому +2

      I lost my dad in september 2016 from cancer so i know how you feel ❤❤❤❤ + Hayley Vlogging

    • @Kristengervais26
      @Kristengervais26 6 років тому

      Breanna Lee thankyou❤️

  • @gracehughes3795
    @gracehughes3795 6 років тому +9

    I’m so so so sorry Hayley 💔

  • @NikkiLiz
    @NikkiLiz 6 років тому +9

    Love you and I admire your strength so much❤️

  • @breannalee22
    @breannalee22 6 років тому +1

    It absolutely breaks my heart to hear about these kind of things. But getting to understand that this is the reality of life. My mom just lost her best friend of 39 years from Cancer and someone who was like an aunt to me. I lost my grandma to cancer when I was 9 years old and that was really hard for me to handle at a young age. I have had many many family members and friends pass away in just 17 years of my life and to understand that each person that passes you will grieve differently for all of them. Everybody deals with death differently so we all have to come together and be there for one another. ❤️

  • @christianspina2811
    @christianspina2811 6 років тому +14

    So so sorry girl. Death is so hard, it’s never easy and never will be. Take your time and only post the video if you feel led to. We love you 💖

  • @Lana-ue8ue
    @Lana-ue8ue 6 років тому +6

    #earlysquad !!!! Srry for ur loss

  • @faeriys777
    @faeriys777 6 років тому +1

    I lost one of my best friends to cancer 1 year and 11 months ago. I know your pain 💗 stay strong.

  • @carolinesulanke6807
    @carolinesulanke6807 6 років тому +2

    Hayley I’m sooo sorry from your loss. I lost two family members from cancer and I know that it is really hard to deal with. You are so brave for putting this on the internet.

  • @ashleeclifton4921
    @ashleeclifton4921 6 років тому +1

    Aw Hayley I’m so sorry this happened and I’m sending you the most love!!

  • @regancoombs7740
    @regancoombs7740 6 років тому +1

    So sorry for your loss.❤️ Much love.❤️

  • @heermehta5161
    @heermehta5161 6 років тому +2

    I’m so so sorry for your loss & I know how hard it is to discuss this because it is a very touching subject. You’re an amazing role model & you deserve all the time in the world to recover from this. ❤️

  • @jessicarenee269
    @jessicarenee269 6 років тому

    I’m so sorry! I totally understand how it feels to lose those that are close to you! 💕

  • @ammeallen7635
    @ammeallen7635 6 років тому

    I'm sorry for your loss, it's always hard losing someone that your close to.
    You vlogged on my birthday!

  • @saracynthia7761
    @saracynthia7761 6 років тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss... I’ve lost all my grandparents on my mom sides to cancer and other causes. It hurts and I hate saying it never really stops. They’re always going to be with you though

  • @MariaRivera-rg2vd
    @MariaRivera-rg2vd 6 років тому +2

    Im so sorry for your lost Hayley, Im glad you took some time off to deal with the pain. You are so strong and i know taking it day by day will help you. Keep in mind is your decision whether to upload the video or not.

  • @faithildefonso
    @faithildefonso 6 років тому +2

    I feel like you posting the video would be a huge help, especially since people loose ones they love all the time and I feel like it could help a lot of people including me💓

  • @hannahroxnails
    @hannahroxnails 6 років тому +1

    You are very strong and things will get better eventually. I understand this feeling, and its true, you never truly heal completely, but you learn to cope. Sending lots of love and good energy to you! XO

  • @hannahheather2004
    @hannahheather2004 6 років тому

    I'm so sorry. I can't imagine what you went through/are going through. Stay strong and take breaks when you need them

  • @ihannah6396
    @ihannah6396 6 років тому

    Stay strong girl, we know you’ve been through a lot. Have positive thoughts ❤️❤️

  • @altkylie
    @altkylie 6 років тому

    Keep going Hayley! Despite all of the negatives going on in your life, you seem to be getting more confident and that's shining though! 💛💛💛

  • @melissaebert1528
    @melissaebert1528 6 років тому +1

    I would love for you to post the video. I feel like it would help lots of people and people who have questions won't have them if you post it and then people won't keep reminding you which will make it harder. Stay strong, I love you sooo much 😘😘xxxxx

  • @madisonbreigh851
    @madisonbreigh851 6 років тому +1

    We love you Hayley! Praying for you and your friend’s family that y’all find strength and peace. 💕

  • @marthehjorgensen
    @marthehjorgensen 6 років тому

    We love you so much Haley! We understand that you wanted to deal with it youreself, my grandpa recently died and I didn’t want help from someone but it helps to talk about. We are here to support you❤️ Take you’re time❤️

  • @emmawebb7000
    @emmawebb7000 6 років тому

    So many people would really appreciate it if you post that video❤️it would help so much

  • @jasminearriaga9679
    @jasminearriaga9679 6 років тому +1

    Have so much respect for you Hayley you are really awesome and brave

  • @wonderwoman7277
    @wonderwoman7277 6 років тому

    I’m sorry for your loss I lost my friend when we were children it’s hard ❤️❤️

  • @stephanielovely10
    @stephanielovely10 6 років тому

    I can’t get over how good you look girl!! Love your vlog style btw!

  • @oliviaholdsworth4845
    @oliviaholdsworth4845 6 років тому

    you are so brave for opening up and we support you no matter what x

  • @oliviavald7200
    @oliviavald7200 6 років тому +1

    you do you girl. take all the time you need and do whatever feels right. i’ll be supporting you no matter what

  • @inurscreen894
    @inurscreen894 6 років тому +3

    As soon as I saw the title, my heart broke for you. Keep well Hayley ❤️

  • @Soha_Do
    @Soha_Do 6 років тому

    Hi Hayley just wanted to tell you to keep looking for the stars and it really show how strong you are by sharing with us this story and don't worry its okay to cry its the normal thing to do it shows how dear he was to your heart !!!

  • @malulourenco2438
    @malulourenco2438 6 років тому

    This got to be one of my favorite videos you made it ❤️ love you Hayley!

  • @SimplyMusicJB4
    @SimplyMusicJB4 6 років тому

    So sorry for your loss Hayley sending tons of love your way! Definitely do what you think is best with sharing what happened or not. We'll be here for ya either way x

  • @ClareKix
    @ClareKix 6 років тому

    I lost my Mum to cancer on 23rd December 2015. At the time, I was only 13 and it was heart breaking. I wish you all the best Hayley! ❤️

  • @KickinitWithKarla
    @KickinitWithKarla 6 років тому

    I just found out yesterday that my dad has cancer in his kidney and possibly in his bladder. We dont know the full extent until his cancer center appt on the 7th. So please upload the video. I know I still have him in my life but I think the video can be really beneficial to others. And its nice to relate with people even when its a sad subject. I think its good for the soul to come together and be positive as a group. So sorry to hear about your friend. It must have been really hard. I commend you for sharing something so private with us. Stay strong. Sending love and good vibes your way.

  • @itsrainuhh
    @itsrainuhh 6 років тому

    I’m so sorry Hayley💕Stay strong😊

  • @halliekate9711
    @halliekate9711 6 років тому

    sorry for your loss bb! stay strong. i love u hay! 💗💗

  • @kileeperkinss
    @kileeperkinss 6 років тому

    love you so much! you're so brave to stay strong.

  • @madisonbright3856
    @madisonbright3856 6 років тому +1

    I’m sorry for your loss❤️ you and your friend are in our thoughts and prayers.

  • @ritassantana
    @ritassantana 6 років тому +1

    omg the intro music!!! STRANGER THINGSSS !!!

  • @raeganrussell8429
    @raeganrussell8429 6 років тому

    My best friend lost her dad to cancer in January this year. He has been a dad figure in my life since i was 4. We’re all struggling to get by without him. November of last year was when he was diagnosed and were all replaying the scenes in our minds. I would love for you to post the video. I need to know how you’re handling this, so that i can handle it better than i have been...

  • @wildluv9958
    @wildluv9958 6 років тому +1

    love you hayley!! stay strong ♡
    please come to ireland lol ♡ ♡

  • @user23558
    @user23558 6 років тому

    THE INTRO IS JUST GOALS👏

  • @jaceypotts5870
    @jaceypotts5870 6 років тому

    Omg I'm so sorry stay strong girlie ❤️

  • @enajasar
    @enajasar 6 років тому

    Awww I feel bad for you i will always support you no matter what and always try to be positive! Also you inspire me and your my idol!!!

  • @audreyhamilton5765
    @audreyhamilton5765 6 років тому

    im so sorry for your loss. we love you :)

  • @odalysramirez5181
    @odalysramirez5181 6 років тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss 💜

  • @sarahb2954
    @sarahb2954 6 років тому +2

    Awe I’m so sorry I know it must be hard ❤️ also the intro music reminded me of stranger things ❤️❤️

  • @giovanniboussery3667
    @giovanniboussery3667 6 років тому +1

    Sorry for youre loss 🙁🙁

  • @chloe-juliana2883
    @chloe-juliana2883 6 років тому

    My best friend was just diagnosed with bone cancer in her face. I just visited her in Melbourne and she's doing okay. Chemotherapy started today. I know what you're going through Hayley and I hope you are okay. Sorry I'm a bit late to this video

  • @Louie23
    @Louie23 6 років тому

    Sorry for your loss! ❤️

  • @ryanb1800
    @ryanb1800 6 років тому

    your honestly one of my youtubers and your always so bubbly and cheer me up and I hope your okay after losing your best friend.

  • @missarwen37
    @missarwen37 6 років тому +1

    So sorry, Take your time. Love You 😇😇💗💗💗

  • @ChrisRoseGaming
    @ChrisRoseGaming 6 років тому

    Sorry to hear that happen to you stay strong #stron_together 💖

  • @giuliagiordano3995
    @giuliagiordano3995 6 років тому

    I wanna give you a big hug right now ❤️

  • @bellasmith252525
    @bellasmith252525 6 років тому

    I’m so sorry prayers are with you 🙏🏻

  • @yanethtirado4318
    @yanethtirado4318 6 років тому +3

    Love you Hayley

  • @tylergraham6749
    @tylergraham6749 6 років тому +1

    Hayley pleaseee keep vlogging!! I'm obsessed with your vlogs!!! Maybe you could do vlogmas?

  • @jenniferrodriguez5168
    @jenniferrodriguez5168 6 років тому

    Stay strong, love ya lots

  • @liza-ti7nu
    @liza-ti7nu 6 років тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss 💔 Stay strong, Hayley!

  • @elshaddaitsegaye
    @elshaddaitsegaye 6 років тому

    I'm sorry for your loss.

  • @colettepaterson
    @colettepaterson 6 років тому +1

    praying for you! i would like seeing a video on it but ONLY if you’re comfortable with posting it. you deserve all the happiness in the world

  • @jenniferrodriguez5168
    @jenniferrodriguez5168 6 років тому

    Things will get better I promise (:

  • @katiekittykat121
    @katiekittykat121 6 років тому

    I lost my dad to cancer this August, totally feel you ❤️

  • @Sophxo
    @Sophxo 6 років тому

    Please post the video xx I know how you feel, i recently lost one of my best friends to suicide. Take your time, you don't have to post the video if your not ready or don't feel like doing it. Sorry for your loss x

  • @michellsalazar3548
    @michellsalazar3548 6 років тому

    Hey Hayley I’m so sorry for your loss I understand the struggle I lost my mom to cancer also when I was like 12 years old and oh boy what a pain I suffer so much over and I assume u did also cause we both lost someone so close to us and it just shocking that we won’t see them anymore. I understand if you want to take a break from UA-cam you deserve to grief as long as you want because this is very hard to go through. We understand you it’s hard we love you 💕. This is a hard thing to go through but word of advice, don’t stop living life enjoy every moment of it. Because Ik that your friend Nd my mom is looking out for us and they won’t us to stop living your life. Again I’m so sorry Hayley I wish I can you a hug LOL, feel better and live life 💕

    • @HayleyVlogging
      @HayleyVlogging  6 років тому +1

      I love you babe, I'm so sorry for your loss as well. I know your mom is super proud of you for being such a wonderful sweet person ❤️

    • @michellsalazar3548
      @michellsalazar3548 6 років тому

      Hayley Vlogging thank you so much lots of love for 💕

  • @ellene20
    @ellene20 6 років тому

    Hailey is so gorgeous and I'm sorry for your loss

    • @ellene20
      @ellene20 6 років тому

      HAYLEY I MEANT HAYLEY

  • @Soha_Do
    @Soha_Do 6 років тому

    OMG !! I freaked out when you showed the Bursheka bag cause they're opening a new store in my town next to me !!!

  • @camihenry8207
    @camihenry8207 6 років тому

    I’m really sorry Hayley

  • @alemarie4068
    @alemarie4068 6 років тому +1

    Will you please post your phones lockscreen from the beginning on twitter?
    Also, so sorry for your loss.. I lost my grandmother two years ago in October and its so so difficult. Don't worry about anyone else. Everyone grieves differently. We all love and will ALWAYS support you.

  • @gracieleigh8391
    @gracieleigh8391 6 років тому

    so sorry for your loss

  • @maggiedunlop3774
    @maggiedunlop3774 6 років тому +1

    ❤️

  • @krrishpatel2843
    @krrishpatel2843 6 років тому

    I am so sorry Hayley Stay strong

  • @maggie_da7526
    @maggie_da7526 6 років тому

    Love you Hayley :)

  • @HollyFreeman
    @HollyFreeman 6 років тому

    ❤️❤️

  • @mikaylarasnick
    @mikaylarasnick 6 років тому

    so sorry for your loss :(

  • @rayasummers5226
    @rayasummers5226 6 років тому

    One of my friends has cancer haven’t seen her in a couple months

  • @anyaaugustine5672
    @anyaaugustine5672 6 років тому

    Stay strong❤️

  • @heyitzzhayley530
    @heyitzzhayley530 6 років тому

    Love you

  • @layshac7492
    @layshac7492 6 років тому

    I'm so sorry but your not gonna believe me but I also lost a good friend,she was really young She was actually 10 so I know how you feel ❤she had cancer btw 😪😭

  • @regancoombs7740
    @regancoombs7740 6 років тому

    What camera do you use?!❤️

  • @isabellalunenburg2621
    @isabellalunenburg2621 6 років тому

    My anuty died from cancer in 2015 im so sorry :c

  • @adrim3749
    @adrim3749 6 років тому

    Where's the new puppy? 😕

  • @nutri.andrebelleti
    @nutri.andrebelleti 6 років тому

  • @MariaPerezNogales
    @MariaPerezNogales 6 років тому

    Why do i love the video intro sp fuckin much?

  • @nfvy8111
    @nfvy8111 6 років тому

    Where'd you get that top from??? Style and size please 😍😍😍

    • @HayleyVlogging
      @HayleyVlogging  6 років тому

      which one? :)

    • @nfvy8111
      @nfvy8111 6 років тому

      Hayley Vlogging the first one! And I just finished the video; I'm sorry for your loss and I'm glad you are now in a better state where you can grieve but still appreciate the impact that he's had on your life. You were both really lucky to have had each other and although you will never forget how it felt to lose someone so close to you, time does heal all wounds.

  • @darceyhurworth3804
    @darceyhurworth3804 6 років тому +2

    Personally if my best friend died from cancer(not that i have any idea how traumatic that must have been) I certainly wouldn’t be talking about it to thousands of strangers and posting a celf centred ‘selfie’ as my thumbnail, this video has no real respect, attention seeking

    • @HayleyVlogging
      @HayleyVlogging  6 років тому +12

      Wow this comment is disgusting on so many levels. You know what I find most alarming? that you feel like you have the authority to tell ME how to grieve. I explained in this video that the MAIN reason I brought this up was to explain my absence from my JOB, which is youtube. As this is my CAREER, I do feel that I have a right to explain when something impacts my life, as my job is to SHARE my life. I didnt post a picture of my friend in the thumbnail because showing a picture of him in a hospital bed or something would be fucking disgusting and inappropriate. Honestly reevaluate yourself, you absolutely disgust me.

    • @darceyhurworth3804
      @darceyhurworth3804 6 років тому

      Hayley Vlogging i just personally think that posting a selfie and introducing a clearly upsetting subject with reviews of your makeup collection is more disgusting, and i would hardly call youtube a job, i mean come on

    • @HayleyVlogging
      @HayleyVlogging  6 років тому +6

      Honestly if you think thumbnails and selfies are the same things and do not understand that online careers exist, you're even more ignorant than I thought, which proves to me that arguing with you is entirely pointless. Bye.

    • @darceyhurworth3804
      @darceyhurworth3804 6 років тому

      Hayley Vlogging your thumbnail is a selfie with an emoji, duh

    • @zaynabarshad942
      @zaynabarshad942 6 років тому

      thats so not right u cant say that to her she is going through something and we r there to support her u font know how she is

  • @kaleighsmith386
    @kaleighsmith386 6 років тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss 💜