If Not For Me - Feel Me Now (Live 5-19-24)

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Lyrics:
With your hands around my throat
Watch me while I choke
Pray for us, I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
You're my fear and you're my doubt
I miss the void of your sin
I miss the taste of your skin
I don't know where to begin again (again)
I hear the words from your mouth
But there is no easy way out
Some things are better when left unspoken now
Can we start again somehow?
Tell me, can you feel me now?
'Cause I can't fight this by myself
With your hands around my throat
Watch me while I choke
Pray for us, I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
You're my fear and you're my doubt
I know there's no room for hope
Can't you see? I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
You're my fear and you're my doubt
I know the things that you did
I've been a victim of it
Hold me to standards, you've already broken now
I feel all the pressure building
I don't think I can fight it off
'Cause I gave you my everything and that was not enough
That was not enough
Can we start again somehow?
With your hands around my throat
Watch me while I choke
Pray for us, I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
You're my fear and you're my doubt
I know there's no room for hope
Can't you see? I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
You're my fear and you're my doubt
I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
Tell me, can you feel me now?
I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
Tell me, can you feel me now?
I wanna say, the person that I was, was not okay
But you can't go and hand all of the blame to me
It's plain to see you weren't there for me
Don't turn away
Because I'd do anything to make you stay
Don't tell me I'm the one who walked away
With your hands around my throat
Watch me while I choke
Pray for us, I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
You're my fear and you're my doubt
I know there's no room for hope
Can't you see? I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
You're my fear and you're my doubt
Pray for us, I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
Tell me, can you feel me now?
Can't you see? I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out
You're my fear and you're my doubt