Yes. I thought Sean already knew about it if white doesn't tell him soon, he's going to get hurt by black again and think it's white and I'll cry. 😭😭😭.
White, repeat after me "That wasn't me, that was my twin" (Not even related but writing this beomgyu saying "rEpEaT" is replaying in my mind over and over again)
"It doesn't hurt much." "You left me. Why did you comeback?" Sean losing his own mind after what Black did, not knowing it wasn't the person he loves, but his twin. The pain from his wound is nothing compared to his broken heart, the pain he is feeling emotionally. But so soft when it comes to White, look how fast he forgave him.
the fact that sean just said “don’t you ever disappear from me again” even though he still thinks black (white) was the one who beat him up shows how much love he needs in his life he forgave him just to have someone he can trust by his side
Tears 😢rolled from my eyes. Sean is hella confused & angry but white warmth is making him to fall deeper and this whole thing is hurting me seeing him conflicting.
8:28 "You know what's worse? Whatever you say, I'm willing to do it for you as long as you stay by my side" this pierces right through my heart, Sean is so whipped for him, I can't take this anymore- White please tell him everything 😭
Like White said, bravery without fear is an explosive with no target. This whole series, White been trying to get Sean to care for himself (or something) so he’ll be afraid of what he has to lose. Fuck, they complement each other so damn well. I’m crying so hard rn haha
THIS is what I mean about Off's acting, he is SO GOOD, and he always has been. Sean is hurt in so many ways and watching him sit down, overwhelmed, on the roof is what made me finally start crying. Off is fantastic.
" I won't let you die" yok is soo in love with dan and the way he was caressing his hair and comforting him the whole time when he told him the truth. 🥺
Gawin as Dan deserves so many praises . From the start of his appearance in Not Me he hasn't disappointed one bit . The improvement he has made . If anyone deserves a next big main lead it's definitely Gawin and first .
That *"You've hurt me enough"* of Sean broke my heart into millions of pieces, Sean's pain at the thought that White doesn't love him is painful to watch😭 And even though he believes that White was the one who hurt him and left him, he was willing to forgive him so quickly and easily, he loves White too much🥺
DanYok have out of this world chemistry. Also Yok is so completely in love he doesn't flinch too much knowing the truth of what Dan did. He stands by him throughout. This series is just perfection
@@bridgettemahlatsemoreko6626 but not right now, if Yok tells Sean the truth he will get mad at Yok for bringing the killer of his dad in the gang and it might make things even worse
@@bridgettemahlatsemoreko6626 Telling the truth is the right thing to do, but there's also a time and place for it. Yok is right that if he were to tell Sean now, it wouldn't be good for any of them and the consequences could make them get into even more danger. If they let their guards down and have internal conflict, they may not get away the next time. Yok's advice to keep the truth inside for now is the right one to give. While Dan may have pulled the trigger, it was Tawi's fault that Sean's dad was even in that mess and he threw Sean's dad away by calling him a drug dealer. Tawi needs to be taken care of before Dan tells Sean the truth about that night.
“Whatever you say, I’m willing to do it for you.” And that line is so true for Sean because Black beat him up so bad last episode yet he didn’t even fight back :((
it's so soft how Sean forgives what Black did to him, and the way White's just lying down next to Sean, looking at his face. I feel the love between them.
I can just see how conflicted Sean is, Black hurt him so much, but he doesn't know that it's White, and you can see how much White wants to tell Sean but he just can't. This is breaking my heart.😭
This series is on another level :> the amount of romance and action and the actors are just perfect, offgun were meant to be in it, 10/10 highly recommended EDIT: THAT'S THE MOST LIKES I'VE EVER GOTTEN WOWOOW
@@mollybloblue7891 but Manner of Death can't even be compared to the greatness of Not Me Series. Plot, cinematography, acting and overall production wise. Not Me transcends on its own and will be put as one of the Top BL series of all time, in my opinion fo course. Haha
Gawin's character is so underrated.He needs more recognition.His acting deserves more credits.His acting is so intense. He portrayed Dan's character so beautifully.He let us feel every single emotions about Dan's feeling.His acting is definitely giving me chills.
That DanYok scene was phenomenal, loving Dan's expressions and emotions he's portraying. Yok's surprise was expected, but he handled it very well~ honestly I'm afraid if Dan tells the truth to Sean he might get killed, *this is so complicated* T^T
“I’m right next to you now.” “That’s good enough for now.” Despite Sean being hurt and confused about what happened with Black/White he still loves “Black”/White and wants him to never leave him 🥺
No one is replaceable in this show from the cast to the crew everyone did the splendid job. The music selection. The OSTs the cast the crew everyone who worked to create THIS MASTERPIECE deserves my standing ovation ❤️
It’s like staying with an abusive partner,they hurt u,then come back promising not to do it again,Sean doesn’t know that black has a twin,yet still took him back even after he was beaten up by black! The layers to this series🙌🙌🔥🔥
I think Dan's incident really explores a problem we face sometimes: do we really need the truth and honesty to actually heal? Even if it may reopen wounds and cause pain and possibly more damage? Or is there even a way to rectify a past wrong? Even after telling the truth?
Telling the truth is always better. It might not make anything better, but it can prevent deeper pain, since big secret is like a time bomb. Like, for example, what if Sean knows about the truth long after Dan joins the group and he trusts him as much as he does Yok and Gram? It would hurt him way more than if he knows from the start, he would feel betrayed. Not only by Dan, but also Yok, since he knows the truth and hides it. The longer a secret is hidden, the more it would hurt the object, especially when it's a big one and done by the people closest to them.
The truth even if difficult ultimately sets you free (there are some exceptions). So I can understand Dan wanting to let go of the guilt he's carrying but Yok's advice is mainly right especially considering he knows Sean and how he would react. It's definitely about timing and now would be a disastrous time to tell Sean, he's in an even more vulnerable state and it would literally derail their Tawi plan. Sean can be very reactive and definitely not rational when he sees red and is on the war path (we don't want that kind of villain origin story 😬). He's the type to destroy everyone including himself when upset (White has been the only recent exception to this). Better that Dan shows his remorse through his actions by helping the gang to topple the corrupt powers that be, before telling Sean the truth otherwise it would be selfish and cruel.
@@zzsmile1 this is very true. not only that but I want Dan to tell the truth not so he can feel let go of his guilt, but because he wants to do what is right.
So basically Todd was the Tawee son or someone related to him omg. He saved black because he recalled his words. Omg. Yok so well done I was so worried for Dan!! Such a bomb script. Also Ideas are what can change power is corrupt 🫂 well said black well said.✨
No. He just want to take in his illegal buseness once they took Tawi down. Basically Todd see Tawi as competitor on his shady buseness. He is the next man up
I know that Dan just confessed but I cannot stop thinking of how fine that man is ..and yok, yok is so blinded by love that he doesn’t want Dan to put himself in a position that will hurt him
Poor Sean is so desperate for connection that he doesn't even care if that person beats him up as long as they don't leave him (to his knowledge it's the same person anyways). This is how abusive relationships get formed. 😮💨 Luckily for him it's NOT the same person.
I totally agree. I feel that if this dynamic was played with offgun switching roles more people will talk about how badly this was played by the writers as " conditional love". I just see a toxic dynamic blended as confusing romance. White keeping the lie after Black comming back really ruined the Seanwhite for me.
@@mollybloblue7891 yeah me too, really bc Black hurt Sean so bad and White didn’t even notice that he did. Or maybe Sean didn’t say specifically but you would think he would have said something after learning that his brother did such a thing
The button scene is really strong.. Sean left his feeling here where all the relationships with White start, this is like he put all this on pause, just a moment, a place where all their love can be express but can't bying bring somewhere else.. So powerful
Sean's heart is so pure cus him being willing to take black (white) back after what he did to him and without an explanation is just heartbreaking cus that means he loves white with his everything not even physical harm is enough to keep him away from him that kinda love is dangerous yet so rare and beautiful.
It's freaking time White should clarify things because Sean is badly in love even after what happened to him he's still not willing to give up on love.
when sean holding on to that button, it just shows how much he really does care for white and he really wanna trust him but white still owes him an explanation :( poor sean, it just broke my heart knowing how much love he has for white and he just painfully gives in to anything :(
Hi, I don't remember what was up with that button, could you remind me? I've been trying to remember but I simply cannot recall and it's driving me insane (: Thank you so so much!!
I agree! I feel their good performances are also due to a great director such as P'Nuchy, she actually motivated them well with her directions according to what I saw in bts videos and read in her twitter answers in which she revealed some details. Ofc the actors are super talented already but the right push and environment sometimes bring the best out! 😊
It's totally different story..❤❤ Not a casual love story nor so skinship..so well execution Not mee is a masterpiece..This is the best Series of OffGun has done till now...😭😭😭😭😭😭
no esperaba que dan le confesara a yok que fue él el que mató al papá de sean, su actuación fue increíble. Necesito que dan y yok tengan un final feliz.
Ya know if you think about it the situation with White, Black and Sean is an interesting representation of what many people who are LGBT go through while dating in the closet. There is so much back and forth, hiding, etc that happens. Watching this is giving me flashbacks to my own experiences of life and dating in the closet.
Not Me es el drama del año y me atrevo a decir de todos los tiempos, la historia es muy diferente a cualquier BL tailandes que e visto, los actores son de primera, cada soundtrack, todo es perfecto, hasta lloras con esta serie cosa que no me a pasado antes
wow.... this part is beautifully shot, beautifully produced, everything. i think my heart dropped when Sean's not even mad, he's not even demanding more explanation when White says 'he cant'. he just lay there and accept everything, accepting the moment, BE in the moment withwhat White laying next to him, and he think its enough. and all this when we know Sean is a very hot-tempered & vengeful guy (judging by the whole Tawi situation). wow
13:26 Perfect song but heartbreaking lyrics as if Sean's expressions aren't heartbreaking enough to witness (Off has excelled as Sean; He Understood the Assignment!). The lyrics "Don't lock me up. Am I not enough... for you to see... me". 😭😭💔💔
I just realized that at the beginning of the show, they introduced White and Black's twin bond by showing one of them drowning, and the other experiencing the drowning on land. Now, we get a scene where Black is almost drowning, and White faints with him while driving a motorcycle. That's some good foreshadowing / circling back there. I just hope that the second drowning isn't more foreshadowing that one of them is going to actually fully drown 😳
Yok: ... Or you're the one who shoot at people? Dan: ... It's Sean's Dad, alright 😔 Judging from his expression. *Well he was!! Damn 😭😭 What's Yok to do now?*
Dan : yo mate al padre de Sean 😢 Yok: bueno mi amor todos cometemos errores 💞 *le hace cariñitos * El humor es el escape al sufrimiento por la carita triste de Dan
Poor Sean, he's so confused and hurt and White can't just blurt out the truth, it's not easy for him too- aghhh why is it so hard for this two to be happy?? 😭
It frustrates me not being able to express what I feel with this story without falling into redundancies, but I love how Sean's feelings of confusion and love are projected, the way Off plays the character is beautiful, and I must highlight the excellent work of the makeup artists for Sean's wounds, they look so real. The music they used hit the nail on the head with the feeling they were trying to project, they have taken care of every detail in an exquisite way, it really is a work of art and in each chapter I can reaffirm it.
They smile, I smile. They laugh, I laugh. They cry, I cry. They are in pain, I'm crying with them like having the same pain. It's not just a series, it was everything to me.
This series and their acting makes you feel everything. I feel like I’m a part of the gang because they do such an amazing job of immersing you into the story.
13:00 lo que dice me llega mucho. Toda juventud debería estar libre para poder tener un amor, llorar, apasionadas con lo que quisiera. Pero pasa su vida buscando hacer justicia. Un gracias a todas las personas que por décadas han dedicado su vida a mejorar nuestro mundo y mostrarnos un camino de dignidad mientras sacrifican gozos de su propia vida.
This episode 11 is something else I love Sean how he quickly noticed that black is not his black that loves him. White is so soft for Sean . Sean is in love. I can't wait for episode 12.
8:20 love is truly dangerous. crazy how it leads us to behave in non-self-preserving ways. White's touch feels so safe, so much like home now that Sean's willing to forget how much he's been hurt by him.
The fact that sean still put his trust on "Black" (White) and still hug him despite what Black had done to him had made me tears🥺🥺 I hope Black didn't hurt him for the second time again😭😭
¿Estoy llorando? Si. Es que real esta serie me está dejando sin lágrimas ahh! Nunca pensé verme esta serie más de mil veces, enserio ya soy adicta a esta serie.
Honestly speaking.. There has never been a moment while watching this series, till date, I felt bored or had a second thought like "do I need to continue with this series?" Not me never failed me and was always beyond my expectations..
13:39 I have seen that some had commented somewhere that the button that Sean is holding is going to play an important role for SeanWhite. Can’t wait to see that
WAIT...THE EARRINGS IN 10:25 LOL THEY FORGOT TO REMOVE IT BLACK HAS IT WHY DOES WHITE WEARING IT NOW LMAO, ANYWAYS NO ONE'S PERFECT THIS EP MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL. ILOVETHEMSM
Background songs... 03:36 Lullaby by Michael FK... 05:49 a song for a woman by Robbin Weinstein... 06:52 He heard she has a way by Robbin Weinstein... 08:46 Together Again by Claire Kelly... 11:24 Keys by Rocco Vargas...
My poor baby Sean.. The confusion in is voice, eyes... He's totally lost at this point by the action of the Twins.. That so heartbreaking, I've cry again.. Off his amazing in this role, such a performance!!
I knew this episode was going to be tear-jerking, but I didn't expect the LEVEL of deep this episode brought. Man, I feel like I need to see a therapist after this episode, the amount of emotions I just went through.
Not me is such a beautiful series The music, shots, movement and environment made me feel very beautiful sensations throughout the chapters; Especially the performances of Off, Gun, Gawin, mond, frist.etc, apart from their every scene, EVERYONE progressed so well in their acting that if they asked me what was the best series of the year I would say "not me", I no need indonesian sub to see them act, even if i don't understand thai but with me seeing it "ahhhhhhhhhhhh i understand" that's a great feeling i tell them i praise them because they deserve it. It's really nostalgic for me to look at them and see that they really support them, like, comments etc. It means a lot to them, of course thanks a lot and sorry for a bit. THANK YOU Crew AND STAFF thanks for everything this really makes me happy again THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. 1 more I WOULD NOT "REALLY AMAZING".
1:20-1:23 this tender moment where yok is trying to smooth out dan's worry/frown lines is so small and seems insignificant but it says so much about how yok takes care of the people he loves, trying to erase their worries/take care of the root of their problem. it remains one of my favorite subtle yet perfectly in character moments I've ever seen.
I love Sean...🥺🥺 like even after all the hurtful things Black said he is ready to forgive..🥺 He just need him by his side...Him waking up and trying to find White was really heartbreaking...🥺🥺 I can't bear to watch him hurt any... Somebody just say him the whole truth...He has been already through a lot
YokDan scenes are heart warming. Dan looks so fragile in Yok's arms, and Yok protecting him. I'm afraid to see Sean's reaction after learning who killed his father. :'< Edit: The soundtrack again 😭 so beautiful
the button is what really got me it’s so symbolic of sean always having a piece of black (white) with him and him just leaving it there makes it feel so final I CAN’T STOP CRYING
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At this point I just need White to tell everything to Sean in this episode. I can't wait another week 😩
Me neither. Put us out of our misery please 😩😩
Yes. I thought Sean already knew about it if white doesn't tell him soon, he's going to get hurt by black again and think it's white and I'll cry. 😭😭😭.
SAME
Just tell him! omg I wish I could get inside the TV and tell him😩😩😩
🤣🤣🤣
"I don't want an apology"
"I want an explanation"....my little heart can't handle this 🥺🥺🥺
White, repeat after me
"That wasn't me, that was my twin"
(Not even related but writing this beomgyu saying "rEpEaT" is replaying in my mind over and over again)
Beomgyu, omg a moaaaaa
✨HaNdMaDe✨
Thanks fellow MOA, your comment helped lighten the heavy load that was on my heart just now. 😂🙏🏾
sAnD HaNiTIZeR
🤣🤣🤣cute
Not many comments about gawin but he killed it with his acting...he needs more recognition..hoping to see more roles from him in the future
Thank👏you👏for👏 saying 👏it👏
Been saying this since Dark Blue Kiss😍😍😍😍
Saifa
I really have to go and search 'gawin thai actor' Bcz i don't know who you were talking bout but yesssssssssss
@@gauriyepitsme4621 same
"It doesn't hurt much."
"You left me. Why did you comeback?"
Sean losing his own mind after what Black did, not knowing it wasn't the person he loves, but his twin. The pain from his wound is nothing compared to his broken heart, the pain he is feeling emotionally. But so soft when it comes to White, look how fast he forgave him.
Hope he tells him soon that he's White, so we have some moments with them, it can't be left for the last episode please 😩😩
I feel bad for Sean, he really loves White but Black is ruining their relationship in seconds
Is it possible if black loves sean too?
@@kimyemi7781 there's no way, they literally hate eachother. As the others say, Black is a total jerk who just thinks about himself only
If it is, it will become more complicated 😂😂
the fact that sean just said “don’t you ever disappear from me again” even though he still thinks black (white) was the one who beat him up shows how much love he needs in his life he forgave him just to have someone he can trust by his side
Sean: Whatever you say I’m willing to do it for you as long as you stay by my side.
That broke my heart into pieces.
Tears 😢rolled from my eyes. Sean is hella confused & angry but white warmth is making him to fall deeper and this whole thing is hurting me seeing him conflicting.
I cried a river over it 😭😭😭
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literally bawling my eyes out
Thats what you call *Love*
There is a difference between "like" and "love"
when you're in love you don't want anything for yourself but that person.
8:28 "You know what's worse? Whatever you say, I'm willing to do it for you as long as you stay by my side" this pierces right through my heart, Sean is so whipped for him, I can't take this anymore- White please tell him everything 😭
Sean's wrath, White's warmth. Sean looking so calm and soft whenever he is with White. He may be tough outside but he has the softest heart inside.
they just seem to balance each other out!
Like White said, bravery without fear is an explosive with no target. This whole series, White been trying to get Sean to care for himself (or something) so he’ll be afraid of what he has to lose. Fuck, they complement each other so damn well. I’m crying so hard rn haha
THIS is what I mean about Off's acting, he is SO GOOD, and he always has been. Sean is hurt in so many ways and watching him sit down, overwhelmed, on the roof is what made me finally start crying. Off is fantastic.
He is making me suffer along with Sean in every scene!! He delivers such great performances every week! Amazing.
💯Agree
Gawin is killin'it with those "I'm on the verge of breaking down" expression
RIGHT!?? He's crushing every intense scene he's in!!
True.His acting is on another level. His acting improved so much.His character is killing others with it’s innocent yet protective personality.
I KNOWWWW
👌🏽
yessss i lived... he needs his main role asap
" I won't let you die" yok is soo in love with dan and the way he was caressing his hair and comforting him the whole time when he told him the truth. 🥺
Gawin as Dan deserves so many praises . From the start of his appearance in Not Me he hasn't disappointed one bit . The improvement he has made . If anyone deserves a next big main lead it's definitely Gawin and first .
Please but not with is Partner here
100% agree! Gawin and First are killing it! Can’t wait to see them in future projects. Together or individually.:)
I agree with this!!!
Totally agree with you!
@@hookedtube7657 why?
The way Sean forgave White so quickly, the way he loves White...I'm tearing up again Sean is KILLING ME
I literally cried after Dan confessed that he's the one who killed Sean's father 😭😭
Your not alone i cried too
saame
You know.. It wasn't his intention 😭
I feel so sorry for Sean. He has all the misfortune here
@@hoshified_ericarat right! he was just doing his job, Sean's dad was the one in the wrong ( not saying he deserved to die)
It was breaking, mate. We all knew it, but to hear it and the expressions, sitting here broken. 🥺😭
That *"You've hurt me enough"* of Sean broke my heart into millions of pieces, Sean's pain at the thought that White doesn't love him is painful to watch😭
And even though he believes that White was the one who hurt him and left him, he was willing to forgive him so quickly and easily, he loves White too much🥺
Sean's makeup? looks so real. This series just makes me appreciate every single person involved in any way. Just perfect
i agree with u.. lol
@@lansycalay6440 me too
Yeah it does. I am thinking baclk on 2gether and how their wounds looked so fake
exactly im crying
For real! From Black's makeup in the hospital bed to this, it is some of the best effects makeup I have seen in a while!
If anyone wants to know the name of songs:
1. "Lullaby" by Michael FK
2. "Together again" by Claire Kelly
3. "Keys" by Rocco Vargas
thank you so much❤️
@@shreekeem You're welcome
thank you
Thanks man
@@syankim6394 You're welcome
DanYok have out of this world chemistry. Also Yok is so completely in love he doesn't flinch too much knowing the truth of what Dan did. He stands by him throughout. This series is just perfection
Right! To the point where he's also giving bad advice, I think Dan should tell Sean the truth... For his and Sean's sake
@@bridgettemahlatsemoreko6626 but not right now, if Yok tells Sean the truth he will get mad at Yok for bringing the killer of his dad in the gang and it might make things even worse
@@juno1765 I guess
@@bridgettemahlatsemoreko6626 I think it's all about timing...Consider he needs to tell the truth for both of them to have closure on this matter...
@@bridgettemahlatsemoreko6626 Telling the truth is the right thing to do, but there's also a time and place for it. Yok is right that if he were to tell Sean now, it wouldn't be good for any of them and the consequences could make them get into even more danger. If they let their guards down and have internal conflict, they may not get away the next time. Yok's advice to keep the truth inside for now is the right one to give. While Dan may have pulled the trigger, it was Tawi's fault that Sean's dad was even in that mess and he threw Sean's dad away by calling him a drug dealer. Tawi needs to be taken care of before Dan tells Sean the truth about that night.
1:18 i love how yok caress dan's hair and skin trying to comfort him and soothe the pain. And it looks so natural to me
“Whatever you say, I’m willing to do it for you.”
And that line is so true for Sean because Black beat him up so bad last episode yet he didn’t even fight back :((
NOT ME THE SERIES has just set a high boundary for other bl series .
Must say the actors are super talented 🏳️🌈.
The chemistry of OffGun is 🔥
❤️❤️❤️i
Frr
Popular opinion: Gun's acting skills are No Joke✨😏
Amen
Daangg.... I mean Gun has this awesome Duality.. Shiaaa.. Am in love with OFFGUN
ABSOLUTELY
Yeahhhh❤️🔥🔥🔥
When Sean took White's button from his pocket and kept in ground, a part of me died 😭😭
He is like yeah I'm letting this go 😭
Same 😭😭😭
I really hope White tells Sean the truth in this part. And at least Black didn't die
it's so soft how Sean forgives what Black did to him, and the way White's just lying down next to Sean, looking at his face. I feel the love between them.
Dan confessing that he was the one who killed Sean’s father is something that I didn’t expect 😭
Same
You know I knew it, I knew it would be him 💅
"If telling the truth doesn't make anything better , then you should just keep it yourself ." Dammmn hands down to this series !!!!
I can just see how conflicted Sean is, Black hurt him so much, but he doesn't know that it's White, and you can see how much White wants to tell Sean but he just can't. This is breaking my heart.😭
9:41 I'm crying!! 😭😭 Sean's nightmares have now been replaced by dreams of White and their happily ever after!
Wait he was dreaming I'm so dumb I thought he is real
@@softmoonlove i also thought that 💀😭
I think I can trust Dan fully now, he literally took a bullet for them.
Danyok chemistry is unbelieveable. I'm immersed in their scene and the song when dan laying his head on yok's lap when he is confessing is 😭👌
This series is on another level :> the amount of romance and action and the actors are just perfect, offgun were meant to be in it, 10/10 highly recommended
EDIT: THAT'S THE MOST LIKES I'VE EVER GOTTEN WOWOOW
totally agree with u. this is really unique and beautiful storyline
imo the romance was not all that well handed as they could, but is nice. The series that is actually well balanced is Manner of Death
@@mollybloblue7891 i respect your opinion but this series has enough romance to feed my bl heart so for me it's perfect
@@mollybloblue7891 but Manner of Death can't even be compared to the greatness of Not Me Series. Plot, cinematography, acting and overall production wise. Not Me transcends on its own and will be put as one of the Top BL series of all time, in my opinion fo course. Haha
@@christiancapuyan7570 i agree with you ❤️❤️❤️the way they act is so damn 🔥🔥🔥this is a masterpiece 🙌🙌🙌 I love it!!!
Gawin's character is so underrated.He needs more recognition.His acting deserves more credits.His acting is so intense. He portrayed Dan's character so beautifully.He let us feel every single emotions about Dan's feeling.His acting is definitely giving me chills.
my weeks are just blending together atm because i’m always waiting for this series to come out lmao.
Ong
I love how dan always confesses everything to yok
The way I FELT Dan's wound omg
GREAT acting and directing !!
That DanYok scene was phenomenal, loving Dan's expressions and emotions he's portraying. Yok's surprise was expected, but he handled it very well~ honestly I'm afraid if Dan tells the truth to Sean he might get killed, *this is so complicated* T^T
“I’m right next to you now.”
“That’s good enough for now.”
Despite Sean being hurt and confused about what happened with Black/White he still loves “Black”/White and wants him to never leave him 🥺
The comment i m searching for
AHH THIS IS WHAT WE CALLED " LOVE "😭
Sean's heart is so pure. He has forgotten his pain, just like that.
God when will I find a love so pure like this?
No one is replaceable in this show from the cast to the crew everyone did the splendid job. The music selection. The OSTs the cast the crew everyone who worked to create THIS MASTERPIECE deserves my standing ovation ❤️
Yes, even the music is perfect
Do you know the song at 4:36 tho?
@@dual_nna2976 it’s “lullaby” by michael fk !
@@ratpiss1191 THANK YOU SO MUCH. I was also wondering what it was
Agreed! If anyone knows the rest of the songs let me know!
no tengo palabras, esperé toda la semana pensando que white iba a decirle la verdad a sean pero no fue así... me duele tanto ver sufrir a sean.
We often talk about the director , writer and actors but can we talk about the casting director? Perfect roles
It’s like staying with an abusive partner,they hurt u,then come back promising not to do it again,Sean doesn’t know that black has a twin,yet still took him back even after he was beaten up by black! The layers to this series🙌🙌🔥🔥
Now at least White should know how much Sean loves him
@@Emma-tm6ii that should not been taken as any ideal form of love tbh
I think Dan's incident really explores a problem we face sometimes: do we really need the truth and honesty to actually heal? Even if it may reopen wounds and cause pain and possibly more damage? Or is there even a way to rectify a past wrong? Even after telling the truth?
Telling the truth is always better. It might not make anything better, but it can prevent deeper pain, since big secret is like a time bomb. Like, for example, what if Sean knows about the truth long after Dan joins the group and he trusts him as much as he does Yok and Gram? It would hurt him way more than if he knows from the start, he would feel betrayed. Not only by Dan, but also Yok, since he knows the truth and hides it. The longer a secret is hidden, the more it would hurt the object, especially when it's a big one and done by the people closest to them.
The truth even if difficult ultimately sets you free (there are some exceptions). So I can understand Dan wanting to let go of the guilt he's carrying but Yok's advice is mainly right especially considering he knows Sean and how he would react. It's definitely about timing and now would be a disastrous time to tell Sean, he's in an even more vulnerable state and it would literally derail their Tawi plan. Sean can be very reactive and definitely not rational when he sees red and is on the war path (we don't want that kind of villain origin story 😬). He's the type to destroy everyone including himself when upset (White has been the only recent exception to this).
Better that Dan shows his remorse through his actions by helping the gang to topple the corrupt powers that be, before telling Sean the truth otherwise it would be selfish and cruel.
@@zzsmile1 this is very true. not only that but I want Dan to tell the truth not so he can feel let go of his guilt, but because he wants to do what is right.
Sean realizing Black left him after telling him a few hours ago that he wouldn't:👁👄🟣
STOP THAT I‘M CRYING HERE RN
😢😢😢😢😅stop❤
So basically Todd was the Tawee son or someone related to him omg. He saved black because he recalled his words. Omg. Yok so well done I was so worried for Dan!!
Such a bomb script. Also Ideas are what can change power is corrupt 🫂 well said black well said.✨
I do not think he is Tawi's son! Todd wants to take over! He wants Tawi's power and control.
He isin't his son he just wants to get rid of him to control everything so he used the gang to remove him without getting his hands dirty...
No. He just want to take in his illegal buseness once they took Tawi down. Basically Todd see Tawi as competitor on his shady buseness. He is the next man up
I know that Dan just confessed but I cannot stop thinking of how fine that man is ..and yok, yok is so blinded by love that he doesn’t want Dan to put himself in a position that will hurt him
Poor Sean is so desperate for connection that he doesn't even care if that person beats him up as long as they don't leave him (to his knowledge it's the same person anyways). This is how abusive relationships get formed. 😮💨 Luckily for him it's NOT the same person.
Soo true.. This is how abusive relationships are formed.. Like here it's just two different person.. But in reality this is how soo many people suffer
I totally agree. I feel that if this dynamic was played with offgun switching roles more people will talk about how badly this was played by the writers as " conditional love". I just see a toxic dynamic blended as confusing romance. White keeping the lie after Black comming back really ruined the Seanwhite for me.
@@mollybloblue7891 yeah me too, really bc Black hurt Sean so bad and White didn’t even notice that he did. Or maybe Sean didn’t say specifically but you would think he would have said something after learning that his brother did such a thing
The button scene is really strong.. Sean left his feeling here where all the relationships with White start, this is like he put all this on pause, just a moment, a place where all their love can be express but can't bying bring somewhere else.. So powerful
The pain and confusion Sean is experiencing right now is so palpable and White being so caring and sweet makes it worse I hope they sort this out soon
Sean's heart is so pure cus him being willing to take black (white) back after what he did to him and without an explanation is just heartbreaking cus that means he loves white with his everything not even physical harm is enough to keep him away from him that kinda love is dangerous yet so rare and beautiful.
It's freaking time White should clarify things because Sean is badly in love even after what happened to him he's still not willing to give up on love.
when sean holding on to that button, it just shows how much he really does care for white and he really wanna trust him but white still owes him an explanation :( poor sean, it just broke my heart knowing how much love he has for white and he just painfully gives in to anything :(
Hi,
I don't remember what was up with that button, could you remind me? I've been trying to remember but I simply cannot recall and it's driving me insane (:
Thank you so so much!!
@@honeyamber2165 the button is the one sean took from white when they spent their first night together
@@jingmeijae Thank you!! 🥺💞
White and Sean's scene in the tent just so cute.
They all delivered 🔥😍🔥
The conversation between sean and white is so good its heartwarming and pure. It's been a long since i have seen such a good dialouge writing
Ngl every actor in this series are really good at acting Im speechless, the plot twist too. They deserve everything
I agree! I feel their good performances are also due to a great director such as P'Nuchy, she actually motivated them well with her directions according to what I saw in bts videos and read in her twitter answers in which she revealed some details. Ofc the actors are super talented already but the right push and environment sometimes bring the best out! 😊
4:09 "if telling the truth doesn't make anything better,
one should keep them to themselves"
- wise words
It's totally different story..❤❤
Not a casual love story nor so skinship..so well execution
Not mee is a masterpiece..This is the best Series of OffGun has done till now...😭😭😭😭😭😭
no esperaba que dan le confesara a yok que fue él el que mató al papá de sean, su actuación fue increíble. Necesito que dan y yok tengan un final feliz.
Ya know if you think about it the situation with White, Black and Sean is an interesting representation of what many people who are LGBT go through while dating in the closet. There is so much back and forth, hiding, etc that happens. Watching this is giving me flashbacks to my own experiences of life and dating in the closet.
ไวท์พูด เถอะ ว่า Not meเขาไม่ใช่ฉัน พูดสักทีเถอะ😢
Dentio
Not Me es el drama del año y me atrevo a decir de todos los tiempos, la historia es muy diferente a cualquier BL tailandes que e visto, los actores son de primera, cada soundtrack, todo es perfecto, hasta lloras con esta serie cosa que no me a pasado antes
wow.... this part is beautifully shot, beautifully produced, everything. i think my heart dropped when Sean's not even mad, he's not even demanding more explanation when White says 'he cant'. he just lay there and accept everything, accepting the moment, BE in the moment withwhat White laying next to him, and he think its enough.
and all this when we know Sean is a very hot-tempered & vengeful guy (judging by the whole Tawi situation). wow
13:26 Perfect song but heartbreaking lyrics as if Sean's expressions aren't heartbreaking enough to witness (Off has excelled as Sean; He Understood the Assignment!). The lyrics "Don't lock me up. Am I not enough... for you to see... me". 😭😭💔💔
I just realized that at the beginning of the show, they introduced White and Black's twin bond by showing one of them drowning, and the other experiencing the drowning on land. Now, we get a scene where Black is almost drowning, and White faints with him while driving a motorcycle. That's some good foreshadowing / circling back there. I just hope that the second drowning isn't more foreshadowing that one of them is going to actually fully drown 😳
La intensidad que maneja Not Me!!! ¡Que serie!
Off Jumpol is doing such an amazing job in the role of Sean. I'm so impressed 👏
Yok: ... Or you're the one who shoot at people?
Dan: ...
It's Sean's Dad, alright 😔 Judging from his expression.
*Well he was!! Damn 😭😭 What's Yok to do now?*
Dan : yo mate al padre de Sean 😢
Yok: bueno mi amor todos cometemos errores 💞 *le hace cariñitos *
El humor es el escape al sufrimiento por la carita triste de Dan
Poor Sean, he's so confused and hurt and White can't just blurt out the truth, it's not easy for him too- aghhh why is it so hard for this two to be happy?? 😭
It frustrates me not being able to express what I feel with this story without falling into redundancies, but I love how Sean's feelings of confusion and love are projected, the way Off plays the character is beautiful, and I must highlight the excellent work of the makeup artists for Sean's wounds, they look so real. The music they used hit the nail on the head with the feeling they were trying to project, they have taken care of every detail in an exquisite way, it really is a work of art and in each chapter I can reaffirm it.
They smile, I smile. They laugh, I laugh. They cry, I cry. They are in pain, I'm crying with them like having the same pain. It's not just a series, it was everything to me.
This series and their acting makes you feel everything. I feel like I’m a part of the gang because they do such an amazing job of immersing you into the story.
13:00 lo que dice me llega mucho. Toda juventud debería estar libre para poder tener un amor, llorar, apasionadas con lo que quisiera. Pero pasa su vida buscando hacer justicia. Un gracias a todas las personas que por décadas han dedicado su vida a mejorar nuestro mundo y mostrarnos un camino de dignidad mientras sacrifican gozos de su propia vida.
Not me waiting for weeks for this episode to come out 😂😂 Please let white and sean be together 🥺
This episode 11 is something else I love Sean how he quickly noticed that black is not his black that loves him. White is so soft for Sean . Sean is in love. I can't wait for episode 12.
Danyok are the softest and most beautiful couples ever
8:20 love is truly dangerous. crazy how it leads us to behave in non-self-preserving ways. White's touch feels so safe, so much like home now that Sean's willing to forget how much he's been hurt by him.
The fact that sean still put his trust on "Black" (White) and still hug him despite what Black had done to him had made me tears🥺🥺
I hope Black didn't hurt him for the second time again😭😭
¿Estoy llorando? Si.
Es que real esta serie me está dejando sin lágrimas ahh! Nunca pensé verme esta serie más de mil veces, enserio ya soy adicta a esta serie.
A very popular opinion: Gun's acting is no joke
❤️❤️❤️
Honestly speaking.. There has never been a moment while watching this series, till date, I felt bored or had a second thought like "do I need to continue with this series?" Not me never failed me and was always beyond my expectations..
13:39 I have seen that some had commented somewhere that the button that Sean is holding is going to play an important role for SeanWhite. Can’t wait to see that
WAIT...THE EARRINGS IN 10:25 LOL THEY FORGOT TO REMOVE IT BLACK HAS IT WHY DOES WHITE WEARING IT NOW LMAO, ANYWAYS NO ONE'S PERFECT THIS EP MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL. ILOVETHEMSM
YES I WAS LOOKING AT THAT!!! and nobody realized it lol 😭 i thought it was black pretending to be white i was so confused for a sec
At first I thought it was a mistake, but as Sean's face is not bruised I concluded that he is atually dreaming the whole thing.
"no quiero una disculpa, quiero una explicación" escucharon eso? fue mi corazón rompiéndose en mil pedazos.
DECLARO A NOT ME LA MEJOR SERIE BL DE TODOS LOS TIEMPOS. LEGENDARIA, SUPREMA, INDESCRIPTIBLE
Background songs... 03:36 Lullaby by Michael FK... 05:49 a song for a woman by Robbin Weinstein... 06:52 He heard she has a way by Robbin Weinstein... 08:46 Together Again by Claire Kelly... 11:24 Keys by Rocco Vargas...
thanks!
Todos los chicos hacen una actuación impecable, aunque ya sabemos que Gun se lleva las palmas de oro 🤗
Si la verdad Gun es simplemente un gran actor
¿Sabes el nombre de la canción que suena cuando Sean está en el techo?
My poor baby Sean.. The confusion in is voice, eyes... He's totally lost at this point by the action of the Twins.. That so heartbreaking, I've cry again..
Off his amazing in this role, such a performance!!
I’m sorry for Dan’s heartache… He is nice man. Gawin and Off are great actors… I really cried for Dan and Sean.
I knew this episode was going to be tear-jerking, but I didn't expect the LEVEL of deep this episode brought.
Man, I feel like I need to see a therapist after this episode, the amount of emotions I just went through.
9:49 que linda escena , lloro ,White dice, no voy a ninguna parte, estaré aquí, junto a ti ...... tres Doritos después se fue jajajajaja
Not me is such a beautiful series The music, shots, movement and environment made me feel very beautiful sensations throughout the chapters; Especially the performances of Off, Gun, Gawin, mond, frist.etc, apart from their every scene, EVERYONE progressed so well in their acting that if they asked me what was the best series of the year I would say "not me", I no need indonesian sub to see them act, even if i don't understand thai but with me seeing it "ahhhhhhhhhhhh i understand" that's a great feeling i tell them i praise them because they deserve it. It's really nostalgic for me to look at them and see that they really support them, like, comments etc. It means a lot to them, of course thanks a lot and sorry for a bit. THANK YOU Crew AND STAFF thanks for everything this really makes me happy again THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. 1 more I WOULD NOT "REALLY AMAZING".
1:20-1:23 this tender moment where yok is trying to smooth out dan's worry/frown lines is so small and seems insignificant but it says so much about how yok takes care of the people he loves, trying to erase their worries/take care of the root of their problem. it remains one of my favorite subtle yet perfectly in character moments I've ever seen.
Me duele tanto lo que esta sintiendo nuestro bebé Sean, indescriptible las emociones y sensaciones que ha dejado este episodio💗
Ikr he's been through so much.
I love Sean...🥺🥺 like even after all the hurtful things Black said he is ready to forgive..🥺 He just need him by his side...Him waking up and trying to find White was really heartbreaking...🥺🥺 I can't bear to watch him hurt any... Somebody just say him the whole truth...He has been already through a lot
YokDan scenes are heart warming. Dan looks so fragile in Yok's arms, and Yok protecting him. I'm afraid to see Sean's reaction after learning who killed his father. :'<
Edit: The soundtrack again 😭 so beautiful
Sean is sooo precious, I can't 😭😭
"I am right next to you now."
That hurts 😭
the button is what really got me it’s so symbolic of sean always having a piece of black (white) with him and him just leaving it there makes it feel so final I CAN’T STOP CRYING