Thats the thing, isn't it? The sober mind rounds off the sharp edges of life but the problems are sharp and clear when psychedelics are involved. A general shitty feeling about life can be ignored but on psychedelics there is only now and if your mind is used to churning through shit its going to give you shit @stefaniedc1128
They are not broken. They lie. Soft icecream can be very dangerous if the machine is not cleaned properly. That can take up to an hour to do. So after the machine is cleaned for the day, or in cleaning, they simply say it's out of order. Why? Because they are probably not very interested in doing this again if they will only sell a few icecreams. It's not worth it as the pay for the employee is bigger than the sold products.
@@lv1up It's much simpler. The machines can only be repaired by specially trained technicians. These technicians work for corporate (not the franchise). These technicians are super mega dummy expensive for franchises to call for repairs. Franchises thus choose not to hire them, and the machine stays broken.
Exactly! Most dealers just want your money and don’t care if you’re experienced with psychedelics or not. His dealer knows the power of psychedelics well, and cares about his clients. Just seems like he’s a good guy trying to help people see that kind of stuff when they are actually ready, so that they have the best experience possible.
5:16 I think the point “she” was trying to make was that you need to let go and allow yourself to “d1e” not that she wanted you unalived. That’s why they said you aren’t ready because you were too scared to let go of the ego.
@@shane1067 the way I see it, acid is like being in the drivers seat of the trip, mushrooms is like being in a passenger seat and DMT is like being tied up, gagged and dropped in the trunk.
@@thestone7455 hah u sparked a memory for me bro, one night after doing acid I was going home and the visuals died out a lot, sparked a J to go to sleep and ended up tripping for another few hours 😂
Nobody understands me when I say I'm more upset by the prospect of eternal existence than I am of death being a "lights out" event. Sounds like you are able to comprehend why.
Life is hard enough even when it's capped at 80 odd years, it can seem overwhelming imagining it goes on forever . But maybe comparing the eternal after to this life is the issue.
I relate to you so much, the thought of even eternity in heaven sounds like a hell itself if I have to be conscious and aware for that. The thought that helps me a lil is that I won't be spending eternity as the person with this perspective in this world, I'll 'zoom out' and realise I was just controlling this body in this world and that my thoughts and perspective won't be the same torture it is here. I have PTSD and DID so this existence is pretty difficult at times, but I'm not this form in eternity, I'll be greater and whole. Hope I explained that in a way that might help you a bit. We won't be in eternity with our current filters and reactions, we'll be something much greater, I AM. This suffering here is temporary, stay strong 🙏.
@@ibisiconI like to think that maybe it wouldn’t be so bad, if everyday that we live today could last forever in trillions of ways you could freely do what you want, if this day could go on forever would it be so bad. If after 100 years I started to forget all of my old life some afterlife then would it be so bad to let go out and press on that happiness and sadness will always come back and go.
What's amazing about DMT to me is that once youve broken through you can reach much higher states with other psychedelics. Before I brokethrough on DMT acid was fun and all but after DMT Ive taken one tab and litteraly walked around the DMT space, eyes wide open, shaking hands with entities that I could feel physically touch me and looked like actual holograms I could see in 3D rather than simple hallucinations.
@onelove1446 absolutely friend. I've had a full blown panic attack with my first ayahuasca trip. First thing I saw was a big gorilla showing me the finger before all hell broke loose on me. This was because the ego in me thought it was going to be a walk in the park. Ego got completely destroyed. Since then only had lovely experiences but I firmly advise having a tripsitter in any case. You're going to get tested.
“He’s not ready, send him back”. Is what echoed when I was looking up at a white room in a table while looking at a purple women made of light, 2 white entities and a yellow man
My experience with JMF was a whole new dimension and I saw the future of humanity. I saw aliens and it felt like I embodied the universe. It's beyond explainable.
Just tried shrooms for the first time last night, I've done acid and dippers, but shrooms was great, had me happy and let me almost create my reality in and unatural way if you know what I mean.
I've taken LSD and had shrooms. LSD a few times, and completely laughed my a** off, which my sides hurt for days lol. Shrooms only once and I experience what I was hoping for. Now that's not saying it doesn't cause I have friends that say they've had amazing experiences on shrooms.
The best way to approach DMT is to understand that you will likely face your own fears. And to do your best to sit back and observe the first few times without trying to interact. Also understand that this could definitely change your world view and even the way you think, like the structure of your thoughts. You may see and observe impossible movements in a trip and this can work its way into your visual thoughts. You will also almost certainly gain the ability to think in terms of “energy” If you are brave enough to push through the scary trips and keep going, you will find DMT to be a very useful tool as well as an extremely interesting way to explore yourself. I think of it like a simulation that in some cases can help me in real life scenarios. It’s also very good for helping me comprehend unconscious patterns. Some of the jesters give my own bullshit right back to me, it’s pretty cool If recommend video recording yourself as you trip and try to talk out loud to the entities or the space you’re in and come back and watch what you said. It helps me remember the specifics
From fear of death to fear of eternity in an instant - I know that feeling all too well, but have come to accept it and just appreciate the current life that I have.
This entity encounter sounds like the typical experience with an Archon (based off Gnosticism). You angered/upset the entity when you decided to no longer feed it your emotional energy (aka "loosh", as the Monroe Institute would call it). So it took on a somewhat threatening form to literally harvest the emotions from you on its own. Additionally (imo), eventually working up to a high-dose with Psilocybin Mushrooms would better prepare you for DMT, compared to taking LSD (as the Psilocybin gets converted into "4-hydroxy-DMT", which in higher doses can be strikingly similar to "N,N-DMT"). ✌
As a student of Gnosticism, this makes perfect sense. I'm wary of any of these sorts of entities, as I suspect they all serve the same being, the creator of the matter realms - and also these higher energy, non phsyical realms. Even the positive ones may ultimately serve that same being... after all, it is the the creater of the good/evil duality.
Thats in alignment what I was thinking, breaking in to what is all over already, the astral does have a multitude of beings but the regular relationship between here and there is food for them. Not all experiences going in that direction as some people get great results from DMT, Overall hardly anyone at all knows the full kaboodle.
“I previously feared death because I thought it would all just go black and be nothing, but now I’m terrified that existence might go on forever” wow what a profound statement and it really makes me think what I’d prefer. I’d take an eternal consciousness as long as I’m comfortable and with my loved ones.
"I previously feared death because it might just all go black and be nothing, but now I'm terrified that existance might go on forever" This, my friend, is the most profound and enlightening sentence I've heard anyone ever say in a long time!!!
If life is overall good, wouldn’t we fear it ending? And vice versa, if life is suffering and pain overall, then wouldn’t we be afraid of it never ending? Death is the end of pain to some and the end of pleasure to others. I’d guess a mixture to lots too.
@@anthonyeasterwood532before you come on this earth your soul signs a contract. You know what your signing up for and that is a HUMAN experience. What you see when you look around is a controlled learning environment. Think about it. Any time you fail you can ALWAYS try again. You just have to stand back up.
I love how psychedelics dealers are aware of drugs as medicine versus hard drug dealers. My last dealer of shrooms knew how much gram’s I needed and mentioned he was like a medicine man. Cool kid. I don’t know if he still works at the sex shop.
I had similar experiences, but at one point I realized that in order to live forever I already have lived forever. Might not be so comforting to everyone but it was for me
I think I made it to that level about 10 times before I got a decent grasp on the idea you can’t predict what you’ll experience, and learned how to fully let go and allow it to just happen instead of trying to control it. THATS why she said you weren’t ready…it is almost a rite of passage in the Dmt realm to be denied the full experience a few times!
It's that moment when you look around, and anything vaguely significant for any reason starts evolving from each separate point (of noted significance) into a higher-dimensional version itself. Like all the laptop-ee parts of a laptop, transforming in a special mechanical way that self references its unique laptop-ee-ness, transforming the overall object (Laptop) into a higher-dimensional version of the laptop.
Ok so heres one of my experiences with dmt, prior this experience id come back from a rave so vibes were high and felt it was a good time to try dmt...so I lay down on my bed eyes shut taking deep breathes to ground myself (was very anxious) and as i took my first and second hit (vape pen) i first saw what seemed like crappy ps1 graphics of a black screen breaking like a window and past this i was transported to a yellow hyper dimensional realm, full of archways and out of these archways I met some kind of mystical entity (unsure of culture, compared to meeting horus the Egyptian sun god on a previous experience) that was happy to see me and me and it felt a sense of pure elation, and because that made me happy, it got happier and felt like a looping back and forth effect between me and this entity and I had this feeling of pure joyfulness emotion as was the entity, next I remember hearing a unknown alien language (like r2d2, only way I can describe it) in the distance to my left but I couldn't see it nor understand but it had my full attention, i said I don't understand what your telling me, then as it was wearing off i was slowly pulled back into my reality, with eyes still shut, I saw 4 other entities one a woman in pink (like a fairy queen) standing over me, she gave off this motherly love vibe, truly amazing feeling of being safe and loved and saw one yellow male with a crown reach out to me to poke my right side of my head/brain (literally felt this)....that was about 2 months ago and I've been eager to dive back in but only when the time is right as this stuff should be treated with the upmost respect
You are so damn lucky that you managed to found a vaporizer with the spirit particle I can't even legally order materials to extract it myself here Existence is pain
You're right about life going on forever. But the experience is exquisitely beautiful and peaceful as you reintegrate with Source/I Am/the Godhead. Death isn't a reason for fear. It's the end of reasons for fear. ❤
I've been calling it the evervoid, as I reasoned, it's all the stuff outside of structured physical reality, where it's everything that could ever possibly exist, ass as one homogenous plane, where every atom of it is the same as every other atom, and all of it is everything that has ever been and will ever be, like a fractal of infinite fractals of infinite fractals.
The crazy part is, the older I get the more I’ll see this “impossible architecture” that people describe just before I go to sleep. I used to be able to “see” (or rather sense) it when I was younger but my brain back then probably couldn’t comprehend that version (or level) of reality so even though I knew I was looking at something it would be translated to my conceptual mind as fuzz (this is hard to explain because it may not be everybody’s experience of consciousness, but think of a TV or radio tuned to faint broadcast signal). But now I’ll see images of what can only be described as other dimensions filled with “structures” of all kinds even though at the same time they seem very organic too. Interesting stuff.
"I started appreciating the reality I live in for being a perfect home." Nailed in on the dome with that one. I've only had a synthesis of 5-MEO from what I have gathered about it after the fact. It was run of the mill, high tones and "geometries" leading to the break through. Everyone I had administered the substance to went to the void, and had their own introspective experiences. In mine I had attempted to create a light in the dark, as the ball of light left my hands it grew into a formless spiral of eyes and teeth and other spooky eldritch details. When I came out of it, I immediately started to appreciate the reality I live in for being a perfect home. There are laws in our mundane existence, creation is a fickle beast and we are in many ways a perfect form.
strange, first time I did edibles I did 100mg (I'm sensitive to thc(very) and had a psychedelic experience at a tree of life looking thing where an old man told me I shouldn't be there that I wasn't ready yet
Have you ever done a tiny bit of salvia? It’s fun in a different way. I always noticed the shapes of things. Everything round is extra round, everything triangular is extra triangular.
I smoked some extremely overpowered extract of Salvia and literally went to a different dimension. The entities welcomed me, took me down some incredible geometric tunnels that opened up into a beautiful world of everything, and they filled my soul with everything. All at once. They even bid me farewell and said I am welcome anytime
Once did a semi packed bowl of extract and maaan i saw myself as an alien (out of body) coming out of an acid trip and just thinking, my life wasn't real, I was just in 1 big trip all along, which really scared me, seemed to wear of (luckily) quite quickly tho, I realize now it was maybe my mind who had that idea in mind due to an old meme. but in the moment I legit thought I died and that was it, so my advice would be, start out slow. low dosages will already f you up trust me
Hey everyone! I'm stoked this video and channel has gotten some more traction the last month! Not gonna lie the channel went through a bit of an identity crisis while I was just throwing videos out there to see what stuck. And it seems the lucid dreaming and trip report video is the what's resonated with our community the most. I've hesitated to post any new videos because well, i don't have any new trips to report on as I've been completely sober for a long time. I do however have many existential and spiritual-esc topics i can talk about up my sleeve, including my own experiences with the gateway tapes that were outlined in a CIA document that was declassified a few years ago. So stick around and we will see what this channel grows into together. And drop your video suggestions below if you have any topics you'd like mr ibis to dive into
I subscribed brilliant animation and you can tell you are genuine with your story a lot of trip reports I come across now seem to be bs from my experience, DMT hits you like a ton of bricks as soon as you exhale, great job, great content.
i made similar expieriences 10 years ago, but the 2 entities or i call them angels, lead me to a big golden sphere. the surface was like looking at complicated 3dimensional moving pattern, tiles and threads. Then a warm and undifined voice appeared in my head. It said: beside me there is no second, you are coming from where i come from and i love you. What you as humans do wrong is, living much too far in the past and much too far into the future, you really should learn to live in the current present. Then i got reached, what i would call a golden grail and i drank out of it. it felt like drinking sacred medicine. the most intense experience i ever made..
"Your not ready" is exactly what I heard too once when I fell into some sorta trance once. It was on a morning where I only got 3-5hrs of sleep, and I went on a jog followed by a quick shower. Afterward I sat down then layed down for a moment and fell into a trance and heard a voice. It ended with...."...Your not ready"
So, I used to be a scuba diving instructor, and fear of sharks is super common. But you can't just say, statistically you are much more likely to die in a car accident on the way to the beach, than to be eaten by a shark. It's not how our brains work, it doesn't help the person with the shark fear. What I did find worked, was saying, ya know, all those crazy technicolor tropical fish on the reef, they are so pretty, it's worth getting eaten by a shark to see. And that's the story I tell to new trippers, if you tell them they are unlikely to have a bad trip, then they can get in a freak out loop, when they notice they are having a bad trip, and they think they are doomed, hah. But if they think that positives will outweigh the negatives, I think that mindset helps come back from a bad trip.
Honestly that dealer is a good guy, giving you lsd for free to try first and refusing to sell DMT to newcomers is such a crazy move that you gotta respect
I was in a three days coma once when I was younger. A obscure reality that felt too real to be just imaginary. After that I tried a lot of recreational stuff like DMT for e.G. but nothing brought me back to this other place. Every trip is a dimension of its own and I really believe till that time, that death is only parting ways with the current one and eternity is only one sleep away.
I saw one of my friends whip his ween out and start you know...doing the thing...right after his 3rd or 4th hit of DMT. We got him to calm down, lol, and when he came back he was distraught. He said he offended the spirits with his behavior but couldnt figure out why. Then we told him what happened on our side. His response,'Well that makes alot of sense..' lmfao. What a weird afternoon that was.
I remember breaking out of my DMT trip when i laughed and said "nothing is that black and white" to a void either hungry for answers or just too eager to provide contradiction and nothing else
Eternal life isn't scary when you live a life unaware of these things. We chose to be here, so here we are, you're not ready, and that's okay, many people aren't.
Whoa. I got the same message, except as I was snapping out of it I stood straight up and yelled "he's not ready!". A little synchronicity as that was like 10 years ago but I thought of it today and then this video is top in my recommendations when I came to youtube.
I subscribe just because you said you were eternally grateful for that gummy bear because that is the most beautiful thing that you can hear from a trip
I upset a feminine DMT entity when I was scared about my heart and checked my oxemeter, and when I went back she was quite displeased and made me feel like I had a fever or ate too much gravol. She wanted me to pay attention to her but i got distracted by that minor chest pain. Now I know to always pay attention.
@@ravenwingthecat2707 she was upset that i didnt trust the process and pay attention to her, she was dancing in front of me and trying to show me it and to trust. I believe these are real spirits, ancestors or other dimensional beings, and they can be easily upset sometimes. They deserve great respect.
I spoke with a being and I was very humble. This being let me know that my thoughts were foolish, and that I should appreciate what I have. There was no anger or hostility, but maybe some minor annoyance at my silly human thoughts
this was beautiful. you had an amazing trip i can tell. you didnt piss off the entity it was just upset because i bet it picked you when you weren’t ready. it was more annoyed at itself. you could’ve become powerful if it went through with it
So there are no entities with evil intentions? I understand that your ego can be afraid of death in that situation, especially if it’s the first time experiencing the unmeasurable energy within yourself
@@00avc1 there are definitely evil entities but everyone has a spirit guide that will protect them. even if you havent met them yet theyve always been there. theyll let you experience what you need to but will try to pull you out if needed. not saying guarantee though because karma is real so they might have bad karma on their soul affecting them
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I had an interaction with one of the heavenly bodies (in our solar system.) I set my intention, and had more or less a full conversation with this heavenly being. Anyone else have experience controlling the trip? Seems like most people here just did it for fun and had no set intention
The syntax chanting and the term "give myself away to astonishment" resembles a lot one of Terence McKenna speeches on DMT. He describes the enteties being happy when he arrived and producing artifacts with their chants. When Terence started chanting it also created this energy patterns and the enteties were excited that he was doing that. Did you copied Terence or this is a remarkable similarity between experiences? If so this is important for us to map the DMT plane. I advice you to watch Terence discourses on DMT.
I think that's what the machine elves were telling Terence. You can do what we do, he can imagine then create just like them. We can pretty much create anything we want and we pull it from this infinite imagination so in a weird way they were right.
Id much rather death be something that leads to something else and never ends. To die and then simply cease being is the most depressing thought i can think of. I may not matter, and earth may not matter and our universe at large may not matter. But we existed. We happened. We were here. Thats all I want for humanity. The least I could hope for us little monkeys is that we leave a positive impression on whatever is watching us. If were being watched....
3:46 - We refer to this syntax pure coding language as Light Linguistics - or most commonly Light Language. It's also expressed through the movement of the body... mudras and such. It facilitates the release of what are referred to as Light Codes; streams of living information/data; light. We can use this tool to navigate our experiences and do so much more. In pop culture when wizards and magicians are "speaking spells" they are emulating the idea of Light Linguistics.
You were always meant to lose focus. Had you continued to power the machine youd not have realized you dont want to live forever and that youre ok being who you are. This appreciation is what i believe you were meant to take from this uncomfortable and confusing experience. It strengthens you
Before watching this, the title reminds me of my first trip, where I looked up at the night sky and saw words appear in fire "IF YOU CANNOT CONTROL THE FLOW, YOU WILL BE TORN ASUNDER."
Sheesh. How about a cute little rescue cat trepses onto your balcony so you pet him a bit, shine a laser toy, and give him a treat- to encourage return? Gotta fish for the right fractals eh?
Anytime I think of it that voice says, “you’re not ready and if you try it you’re going to join us. Better wait till you’re instructed to and you’ll know when it’s time.” Omoh as I heard that I killed the idea ASAP 😂
bro i could relate to this a lot. i never done dmt only lsd. not sure of the lsd but it apparently super potent double dipped tabs so i only did half of one (this was my first time) and i had such a similar experience of leaving this world and have a full on ego death. but i dont think i fully broke through. and the lsd trip had really messed me up it was about 2 year ago from today and it still shakes me so vividly and now im certain that theres more to life outside of time and that we truly do live in an infinite world. i made a promise to God i wouldnt trip again because as astonishing as it was it just felt like i was out of bounds and shouldnt have been there. great trip report. dont remember much of mine besides bits and pieces. but i remember the feeling of being between both worlds at once and to bounce back and forth it almost feels like a dream but it really did happen. i think it feels like a dream because thats where our subconcious taps into while we sleep. i cant see myself ever doing a psychedelic again as majestic and appealing as they are. i dont think i could handle another ego death. at least at the level i had with psychedelics😂😅
taking time to integrate the experience is always essential. Especially when the other side can feel more real than reality. And sometimes 1 experience is enough for a lifetime, which is how i feel about mine too!
In the Quran there is something called the "Jinn", that which we can't see, some sort of spirits basically, it is talking about how in the past human beings sought advice and help from them but it was not good for the humans, they also exist in some kind of parallel dimension to ours, might be just speculation, but maybe those are what these "entities" are. Quran 72:6 (this entire Sura/Chapter is named after them) "And some men used to seek refuge with some jinn-so they increased each other in wickedness." They are also able to in some way shape or form listen in on our sphere, also were able to listen in on "heaven", but their access to that was cut off.
SUP! So here's my opinion, from a spiritualists perspective: 2:20 - "Highering vibration", your energy was being brought to a level where you could see/interact with those entities. 3:42 - Some call this "Light language", which is basically a language where you only speak in energy/emotions. Basically, it sounds like nonsense but it's quite literally speaking sounds that you associate with different emotions. (The entities probably wanted you to speak in their language, aka the universal language.) 3:56 - The "blue light" could be your throat chakra being activated due to speaking the light language (the throat chakra is associated with "truth", so speaking in a language made of love and truth was probably boosting your throat chakra.) Also, I feel like the machine was a "Loosh harvester", basically, Loosh is a energy produced by emotions (both good and bad.) So what the entity was having you do was to produce a pure source of energy for them; think of it as "milking a cow", they saw you speaking to them as "fresh loosh". (Loosh is like universal energy/drugs) 4:19 - as previously mentioned, they don't care whether the loosh they harvest comes from "good" or "bad" reactions, they just want you to react and produce emotions for them so that they can harvest them. 4:30 - They only got mad because you stopped doing what they wanted. 4:42 - In higher densities (higher vibrations/dimensions) everything is made out of energy, so there's no need for a body or a form. However, they will assume a form if you'd like to see one. 5:11 - Earth has protection for it's inhabitants, so while other entities can come and experiment and research people, they aren't allowed to fatally bring harm or kill them. (there are loop holes though.) The Loosh collectors can't kill people themselves, but they can threaten and intimidate people.
"I previously feared it [death] because it might just all go black and be nothing, but now I'm terrified that existence might go on forever." Man, that hit me like one of those bong hits when you're trying to have some fun shits&giggles time but instead you get all philosophical and metaphysical
I took once dmt until the breaktrough. The entities were very friendly and funny. First and the last time. I think not everything is made for human eyes. It's really overwhelming.
Perception of visual, auditory, tactile, olfactory, or gustatory experiences are usually the minds response to an overload of certain chemicals similar to how a computer defragments & then shuts down & reboots. The Hallucination is complimentary & the minds way of dealing with this & is unique to each individual.
I also had a terrifying experience with it and ended up afraid not of death, but that this goes on forever. What helped me was realizing that “forever” probably means different things on different levels of reality, and what we think of it on this level is probably not particularly accurate. Also, It’s been six months and I still feel grateful for this reality that we live in and how well it fits me.
bro I had a experience like this after 40 hours of traveling and not sleeping and waking up after sleeping 2 hours in Istanbul airport. I thought the atoms of the chair where I was sleeping were at the perfect angle with mine, and they were slipping into each other like those perfectly cut metal pieces.
Dude hahaha. I enjoyed this so much. I enjoy the fact that you can remember so much and that ur able to explain it very well. It sounds so freaky! Would appreciate if u can do more videos like this.
they said he's not ready means you got afraid, and you stoped chanting which is helpful to you and them. the way it scared you and squeezed you is not to show you that it could kill you, it's for you to realise that nothing can hurt you and start chanting therefore, but you failed and got afraid.
I did think this too, but i've had other people say i just didn't smoke enough to have my ego completely shattered so idk if I could've avoided feeling that way
@@ibisiconthink of the ego like this if ur someone who's not accustomed to multiple GS like a fighter pilot the. The strain will be vastly different while the pilot can read a book and sip tea ur effectively on a roller coaster that keeps you from moving sure ur able to experience the same thing as the pilot however you dont actually gain anything the goals to look out the window and take in the view however ur being forced to look at the ground asa result of being non conditioned if you force ur ego to dissolve you'll definitely have an experience however if you wanna go in and try to bring things back it's not necessarily the best idea -(however if ur in the mood for a fu ky time then by all means go for it just know if you don't like rollercoasters dont get on one 😂thx for the video mang -(who's like a bobber somehow at rest while submerged underwater to have give, release control is to control how far it sinks while the subconscious/uncon and consciousness resistance causes the bobber to become tangible again ie the water automatically shoots it to the top
if u have nothing to hide from you or others you mostly save, but my dad always told me even if your the most experienced psychonaut hell is just around the corner ;) be careful and nice story n vid
I've had like 150 mushroom experiences before trying dmt and boy howdy... being able to smoke it like weed and get over it quickly alleviates a lot of the anxiety but it also creates a false sense of security, as soon as i hit this im sure to freak out... well see in a minit 30 😁
Your fate was sealed when you thought of DMT as utterly terrifying
If there’s one near universal rule of psychedelics, it is that you get the vibes you’re expecting to get.
@@tommyscheer2900honestly, that seems to apply to our reality as well.
Thats the thing, isn't it? The sober mind rounds off the sharp edges of life but the problems are sharp and clear when psychedelics are involved. A general shitty feeling about life can be ignored but on psychedelics there is only now and if your mind is used to churning through shit its going to give you shit @stefaniedc1128
@@tommyscheer2900 you get the trip you need
I know the rules but I don¡t agree with them. It's the excuse of the entities to just be assholes, that "it is your fault"
If you had finished powering on the machine, it would have instantly fixed every broken mcdonalds ice cream machine. Good work.....
ive seriously let down all of humanity
@@ibisicon Lol
They are not broken. They lie.
Soft icecream can be very dangerous if the machine is not cleaned properly.
That can take up to an hour to do.
So after the machine is cleaned for the day, or in cleaning, they simply say it's out of order.
Why? Because they are probably not very interested in doing this again if they will only sell a few icecreams.
It's not worth it as the pay for the employee is bigger than the sold products.
@@lv1upyou heavily overthought this
@@lv1up It's much simpler. The machines can only be repaired by specially trained technicians. These technicians work for corporate (not the franchise). These technicians are super mega dummy expensive for franchises to call for repairs. Franchises thus choose not to hire them, and the machine stays broken.
Your dealer is a very good man..
That's what am saying, bro really cared about bros well being
Exactly! Most dealers just want your money and don’t care if you’re experienced with psychedelics or not. His dealer knows the power of psychedelics well, and cares about his clients. Just seems like he’s a good guy trying to help people see that kind of stuff when they are actually ready, so that they have the best experience possible.
@@user-wu1gm8xz9u he's a good business man, knows a healthy long time customer is good for business.
Lol but he still wasn't ready for DMT.
@KellvinDavePlease do
Where can I get ?
5:16 I think the point “she” was trying to make was that you need to let go and allow yourself to “d1e” not that she wanted you unalived. That’s why they said you aren’t ready because you were too scared to let go of the ego.
yup yup
good observation
Theme of the movie Jacob’s Ladder
I’ll second this!
what would happen if an enlightened being took dmt?
As a 2D animator who wants to capture the psychedelic experience, I loved this way way more than tales from the trip for example. What an amazing job
@@eduardonigma9985 good luck!!
jw have you watched midnight society? its great
Not that I look for it everywhere, but this might be the best illustrated trip, I've seen so far.
Do 4D bro
Apart from the fact he’s full of shit 🤣
Makes sense. If you can't handle an 8 hour acid trip you certainly won't be able to hande a 5 minute dmt trip.
5 minutes is a very long time when pushed halfway over the brink of death and infinity
the thing is, time perception during acid is somewhat different, on DMT its very very different.
Longest lsd trip was 12 hours, probably a little bit more (extended with a lot of weed, we didnt know it makes the trip a LOT stronger)
@@shane1067 the way I see it, acid is like being in the drivers seat of the trip, mushrooms is like being in a passenger seat and DMT is like being tied up, gagged and dropped in the trunk.
@@thestone7455 hah u sparked a memory for me bro, one night after doing acid I was going home and the visuals died out a lot, sparked a J to go to sleep and ended up tripping for another few hours 😂
Nobody understands me when I say I'm more upset by the prospect of eternal existence than I am of death being a "lights out" event. Sounds like you are able to comprehend why.
Life is hard enough even when it's capped at 80 odd years, it can seem overwhelming imagining it goes on forever . But maybe comparing the eternal after to this life is the issue.
I relate to you so much, the thought of even eternity in heaven sounds like a hell itself if I have to be conscious and aware for that. The thought that helps me a lil is that I won't be spending eternity as the person with this perspective in this world, I'll 'zoom out' and realise I was just controlling this body in this world and that my thoughts and perspective won't be the same torture it is here. I have PTSD and DID so this existence is pretty difficult at times, but I'm not this form in eternity, I'll be greater and whole. Hope I explained that in a way that might help you a bit. We won't be in eternity with our current filters and reactions, we'll be something much greater, I AM. This suffering here is temporary, stay strong 🙏.
@@ibisiconI like to think that maybe it wouldn’t be so bad, if everyday that we live today could last forever in trillions of ways you could freely do what you want, if this day could go on forever would it be so bad. If after 100 years I started to forget all of my old life some afterlife then would it be so bad to let go out and press on that happiness and sadness will always come back and go.
buddhism is pretty much based on that notion
Well, it’s up to you
“The fabric of reality tore away, like the wrapping on a Christmas present, to reveal the truth underneath.”
That’s deep lol
Not even a little. DMT just makes you assign intelligent characteristics to random objects.
What's amazing about DMT to me is that once youve broken through you can reach much higher states with other psychedelics. Before I brokethrough on DMT acid was fun and all but after DMT Ive taken one tab and litteraly walked around the DMT space, eyes wide open, shaking hands with entities that I could feel physically touch me and looked like actual holograms I could see in 3D rather than simple hallucinations.
Are bad dmt trips scary
@onelove1446 absolutely friend. I've had a full blown panic attack with my first ayahuasca trip. First thing I saw was a big gorilla showing me the finger before all hell broke loose on me. This was because the ego in me thought it was going to be a walk in the park. Ego got completely destroyed. Since then only had lovely experiences but I firmly advise having a tripsitter in any case. You're going to get tested.
@@onelove1446 sometimes scaring the shit out of someone is what they need in that moment to get a message through.
oh now I feel as if I wasn't meant to take acid anymore as I felt so towards dmt, thanks xD
@iamPROTOTYPE very accurate 🤝
“He’s not ready, send him back”. Is what echoed when I was looking up at a white room in a table while looking at a purple women made of light, 2 white entities and a yellow man
hahahahaha
Well others might disagree, it does seem very clear that you need psychedelic therapy to maximize the benefits of life.
My experience with JMF was a whole new dimension and I saw the future of humanity. I saw aliens and it felt like I embodied the universe. It's beyond explainable.
Just tried shrooms for the first time last night, I've done acid and dippers, but shrooms was great, had me happy and let me almost create my reality in and unatural way if you know what I mean.
I've taken LSD and had shrooms. LSD a few times, and completely laughed my a** off, which my sides hurt for days lol. Shrooms only once and I experience what I was hoping for. Now that's not saying it doesn't cause I have friends that say they've had amazing experiences on shrooms.
where do you get from ?
Mine from dr.colewoods
The best way to approach DMT is to understand that you will likely face your own fears. And to do your best to sit back and observe the first few times without trying to interact. Also understand that this could definitely change your world view and even the way you think, like the structure of your thoughts. You may see and observe impossible movements in a trip and this can work its way into your visual thoughts. You will also almost certainly gain the ability to think in terms of “energy”
If you are brave enough to push through the scary trips and keep going, you will find DMT to be a very useful tool as well as an extremely interesting way to explore yourself. I think of it like a simulation that in some cases can help me in real life scenarios. It’s also very good for helping me comprehend unconscious patterns. Some of the jesters give my own bullshit right back to me, it’s pretty cool
If recommend video recording yourself as you trip and try to talk out loud to the entities or the space you’re in and come back and watch what you said. It helps me remember the specifics
The recording tip is actually rly nice, ill try that with my comming first dmt trip, thanks :)
From fear of death to fear of eternity in an instant - I know that feeling all too well, but have come to accept it and just appreciate the current life that I have.
This entity encounter sounds like the typical experience with an Archon (based off Gnosticism). You angered/upset the entity when you decided to no longer feed it your emotional energy (aka "loosh", as the Monroe Institute would call it). So it took on a somewhat threatening form to literally harvest the emotions from you on its own.
Additionally (imo), eventually working up to a high-dose with Psilocybin Mushrooms would better prepare you for DMT, compared to taking LSD (as the Psilocybin gets converted into "4-hydroxy-DMT", which in higher doses can be strikingly similar to "N,N-DMT"). ✌
So it was a demon? And how can you tell from good to bad? I heard about archons but dont know too much
As a student of Gnosticism, this makes perfect sense. I'm wary of any of these sorts of entities, as I suspect they all serve the same being, the creator of the matter realms - and also these higher energy, non phsyical realms. Even the positive ones may ultimately serve that same being... after all, it is the the creater of the good/evil duality.
@@Seven-nz6ht there is much research to be done...
Can you stop feeding them? Why is it happening?
Thats in alignment what I was thinking, breaking in to what is all over already, the astral does have a multitude of beings but the regular relationship between here and there is food for them. Not all experiences going in that direction as some people get great results from DMT, Overall hardly anyone at all knows the full kaboodle.
“I previously feared death because I thought it would all just go black and be nothing, but now I’m terrified that existence might go on forever” wow what a profound statement and it really makes me think what I’d prefer. I’d take an eternal consciousness as long as I’m comfortable and with my loved ones.
No deal. You will be in the hands of a snake woman, singing to power a machine for eons. And you will like it.
Glad the algorithm dropped this vid here, criminally underrated channel mate
"I previously feared death because it might just all go black and be nothing, but now I'm terrified that existance might go on forever"
This, my friend, is the most profound and enlightening sentence I've heard anyone ever say in a long time!!!
If life is overall good, wouldn’t we fear it ending? And vice versa, if life is suffering and pain overall, then wouldn’t we be afraid of it never ending? Death is the end of pain to some and the end of pleasure to others. I’d guess a mixture to lots too.
@@anthonyeasterwood532before you come on this earth your soul signs a contract. You know what your signing up for and that is a HUMAN experience. What you see when you look around is a controlled learning environment. Think about it. Any time you fail you can ALWAYS try again. You just have to stand back up.
Kudos to your friend who walked in and realized what was going on, and let you be.
😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮imagine the friend just walking in and seeing him tripping and setting up his own bong for his own trip
I love how psychedelics dealers are aware of drugs as medicine versus hard drug dealers. My last dealer of shrooms knew how much gram’s I needed and mentioned he was like a medicine man. Cool kid. I don’t know if he still works at the sex shop.
I had similar experiences, but at one point I realized that in order to live forever I already have lived forever. Might not be so comforting to everyone but it was for me
Samsara
@@shawnsells7yeah..
I've been tolerance training in samsara for some time now and lemme tell ya it goes on for awhile lol
@@ob3ythee.t.128tolerance training?
I know right? DMT gave me that fear but then I realized, wait, I’ve been around “forever” and I seem to be okay.
Wow this was so good! One of the best trip reports ever, with great visuals to go along with it. Thanks for sharing :D
I think I made it to that level about 10 times before I got a decent grasp on the idea you can’t predict what you’ll experience, and learned how to fully let go and allow it to just happen instead of trying to control it. THATS why she said you weren’t ready…it is almost a rite of passage in the Dmt realm to be denied the full experience a few times!
How the heck I just discovered this, someone posted it on reddit, this is so well done, good job man
It's that moment when you look around, and anything vaguely significant for any reason starts evolving from each separate point (of noted significance) into a higher-dimensional version itself. Like all the laptop-ee parts of a laptop, transforming in a special mechanical way that self references its unique laptop-ee-ness, transforming the overall object (Laptop) into a higher-dimensional version of the laptop.
Sorry for the necro, but this is reminiscent of Aristotle's idea of essences, no?
Ok so heres one of my experiences with dmt, prior this experience id come back from a rave so vibes were high and felt it was a good time to try dmt...so I lay down on my bed eyes shut taking deep breathes to ground myself (was very anxious) and as i took my first and second hit (vape pen) i first saw what seemed like crappy ps1 graphics of a black screen breaking like a window and past this i was transported to a yellow hyper dimensional realm, full of archways and out of these archways I met some kind of mystical entity (unsure of culture, compared to meeting horus the Egyptian sun god on a previous experience) that was happy to see me and me and it felt a sense of pure elation, and because that made me happy, it got happier and felt like a looping back and forth effect between me and this entity and I had this feeling of pure joyfulness emotion as was the entity, next I remember hearing a unknown alien language (like r2d2, only way I can describe it) in the distance to my left but I couldn't see it nor understand but it had my full attention, i said I don't understand what your telling me, then as it was wearing off i was slowly pulled back into my reality, with eyes still shut, I saw 4 other entities one a woman in pink (like a fairy queen) standing over me, she gave off this motherly love vibe, truly amazing feeling of being safe and loved and saw one yellow male with a crown reach out to me to poke my right side of my head/brain (literally felt this)....that was about 2 months ago and I've been eager to dive back in but only when the time is right as this stuff should be treated with the upmost respect
You are so damn lucky that you managed to found a vaporizer with the spirit particle
I can't even legally order materials to extract it myself here
Existence is pain
You're right about life going on forever. But the experience is exquisitely beautiful and peaceful as you reintegrate with Source/I Am/the Godhead. Death isn't a reason for fear. It's the end of reasons for fear. ❤
I've been calling it the evervoid, as I reasoned, it's all the stuff outside of structured physical reality, where it's everything that could ever possibly exist, ass as one homogenous plane, where every atom of it is the same as every other atom, and all of it is everything that has ever been and will ever be, like a fractal of infinite fractals of infinite fractals.
@@AlexReynard Yes I refer to it as infinity itself because it is the pure potential energy of everything that could and does exist
The crazy part is, the older I get the more I’ll see this “impossible architecture” that people describe just before I go to sleep. I used to be able to “see” (or rather sense) it when I was younger but my brain back then probably couldn’t comprehend that version (or level) of reality so even though I knew I was looking at something it would be translated to my conceptual mind as fuzz (this is hard to explain because it may not be everybody’s experience of consciousness, but think of a TV or radio tuned to faint broadcast signal). But now I’ll see images of what can only be described as other dimensions filled with “structures” of all kinds even though at the same time they seem very organic too. Interesting stuff.
This style of trip report paired with the animation is great. Tip of my hat.
Your dealer is a real 1 for not giving you the dmt straight away
"I started appreciating the reality I live in for being a perfect home."
Nailed in on the dome with that one. I've only had a synthesis of 5-MEO from what I have gathered about it after the fact. It was run of the mill, high tones and "geometries" leading to the break through.
Everyone I had administered the substance to went to the void, and had their own introspective experiences. In mine I had attempted to create a light in the dark, as the ball of light left my hands it grew into a formless spiral of eyes and teeth and other spooky eldritch details.
When I came out of it, I immediately started to appreciate the reality I live in for being a perfect home. There are laws in our mundane existence, creation is a fickle beast and we are in many ways a perfect form.
when i did salvia there was a female entity above me who said "he is not ready for this experience"
Did you smoke or chew it?
strange, first time I did edibles I did 100mg (I'm sensitive to thc(very) and had a psychedelic experience at a tree of life looking thing where an old man told me I shouldn't be there that I wasn't ready yet
Have you ever done a tiny bit of salvia? It’s fun in a different way. I always noticed the shapes of things. Everything round is extra round, everything triangular is extra triangular.
I smoked some extremely overpowered extract of Salvia and literally went to a different dimension. The entities welcomed me, took me down some incredible geometric tunnels that opened up into a beautiful world of everything, and they filled my soul with everything. All at once. They even bid me farewell and said I am welcome anytime
Once did a semi packed bowl of extract and maaan i saw myself as an alien (out of body) coming out of an acid trip and just thinking, my life wasn't real, I was just in 1 big trip all along, which really scared me, seemed to wear of (luckily) quite quickly tho, I realize now it was maybe my mind who had that idea in mind due to an old meme. but in the moment I legit thought I died and that was it, so my advice would be, start out slow. low dosages will already f you up trust me
Hey everyone! I'm stoked this video and channel has gotten some more traction the last month! Not gonna lie the channel went through a bit of an identity crisis while I was just throwing videos out there to see what stuck. And it seems the lucid dreaming and trip report video is the what's resonated with our community the most. I've hesitated to post any new videos because well, i don't have any new trips to report on as I've been completely sober for a long time. I do however have many existential and spiritual-esc topics i can talk about up my sleeve, including my own experiences with the gateway tapes that were outlined in a CIA document that was declassified a few years ago.
So stick around and we will see what this channel grows into together. And drop your video suggestions below if you have any topics you'd like mr ibis to dive into
5:55 Samsara. Welcome brother 😅
This is so damn good, I saw some patterns like that too.
HIT UP
MACROPAUL6..
That was the most responsible dealer I've ever heard of.
Most would just sell you the product and say have fun and that'd be the end of that.
@KellvinDave No thank you officer
I ONLY deal in responsible dealers. You guys should too. They are definitely out there. I have known many
@@NightmareFuelsYou the unsung heroes
you gotta love that kind of plug - the ones that actually give you good advice
I subscribed brilliant animation and you can tell you are genuine with your story a lot of trip reports I come across now seem to be bs from my experience, DMT hits you like a ton of bricks as soon as you exhale, great job, great content.
I love your editing style
i made similar expieriences 10 years ago, but the 2 entities or i call them angels, lead me to a big golden sphere. the surface was like looking at complicated 3dimensional moving pattern, tiles and threads. Then a warm and undifined voice appeared in my head. It said: beside me there is no second, you are coming from where i come from and i love you. What you as humans do wrong is, living much too far in the past and much too far into the future, you really should learn to live in the current present. Then i got reached, what i would call a golden grail and i drank out of it. it felt like drinking sacred medicine. the most intense experience i ever made..
"Your not ready" is exactly what I heard too once when I fell into some sorta trance once.
It was on a morning where I only got 3-5hrs of sleep, and I went on a jog followed by a quick shower. Afterward I sat down then layed down for a moment and fell into a trance and heard a voice.
It ended with...."...Your not ready"
Beautiful trip report, sounds very genuine. I’ve never tried DMT but I’ve done acid a few times and the loss of focus thing is jarring
So, I used to be a scuba diving instructor, and fear of sharks is super common. But you can't just say, statistically you are much more likely to die in a car accident on the way to the beach, than to be eaten by a shark. It's not how our brains work, it doesn't help the person with the shark fear. What I did find worked, was saying, ya know, all those crazy technicolor tropical fish on the reef, they are so pretty, it's worth getting eaten by a shark to see. And that's the story I tell to new trippers, if you tell them they are unlikely to have a bad trip, then they can get in a freak out loop, when they notice they are having a bad trip, and they think they are doomed, hah. But if they think that positives will outweigh the negatives, I think that mindset helps come back from a bad trip.
I love the animation man, great job 😊
One of the best feelings is when you find out why you receive a hyperslap, then go back and everyone has a great time. :3
Bruh the fact that she said “he’s not ready” 💀 bro they know
They know what?
Yeah know what ?
@@ACFREEZEY04 THEY know what YOU really are! THEY are not judgemental tho
@@ACFREEZEY04 they entities were real in another dimension and they made contact with his mind while he was browsing their home frequency
What know they?
Honestly that dealer is a good guy, giving you lsd for free to try first and refusing to sell DMT to newcomers is such a crazy move that you gotta respect
I was in a three days coma once when I was younger. A obscure reality that felt too real to be just imaginary. After that I tried a lot of recreational stuff like DMT for e.G. but nothing brought me back to this other place. Every trip is a dimension of its own and I really believe till that time, that death is only parting ways with the current one and eternity is only one sleep away.
damn be grateful for your dealer, most of them don't care about who they sell to
"And see what would have happened if I kept chanting to power up the machine"
I get it
I saw one of my friends whip his ween out and start you know...doing the thing...right after his 3rd or 4th hit of DMT. We got him to calm down, lol, and when he came back he was distraught. He said he offended the spirits with his behavior but couldnt figure out why. Then we told him what happened on our side. His response,'Well that makes alot of sense..' lmfao. What a weird afternoon that was.
I remember breaking out of my DMT trip when i laughed and said "nothing is that black and white" to a void either hungry for answers or just too eager to provide contradiction and nothing else
I've never been afraid to die. Letting go of the psychic construct that I've created for myself... That was truly freighting
Eternal life isn't scary when you live a life unaware of these things. We chose to be here, so here we are, you're not ready, and that's okay, many people aren't.
what are ,"these things"
Whoa. I got the same message, except as I was snapping out of it I stood straight up and yelled "he's not ready!". A little synchronicity as that was like 10 years ago but I thought of it today and then this video is top in my recommendations when I came to youtube.
I subscribe just because you said you were eternally grateful for that gummy bear because that is the most beautiful thing that you can hear from a trip
I upset a feminine DMT entity when I was scared about my heart and checked my oxemeter, and when I went back she was quite displeased and made me feel like I had a fever or ate too much gravol. She wanted me to pay attention to her but i got distracted by that minor chest pain. Now I know to always pay attention.
the entity got mad for you checking your oxemeter? how could an entity get mad for someone checking their heart?
@@ravenwingthecat2707 she was upset that i didnt trust the process and pay attention to her, she was dancing in front of me and trying to show me it and to trust. I believe these are real spirits, ancestors or other dimensional beings, and they can be easily upset sometimes. They deserve great respect.
@@Malchus13 Nothing more than a demon harvesting your life force. Don't be a victim
@KellvinDave at the police station?
I spoke with a being and I was very humble. This being let me know that my thoughts were foolish, and that I should appreciate what I have. There was no anger or hostility, but maybe some minor annoyance at my silly human thoughts
this was beautiful. you had an amazing trip i can tell. you didnt piss off the entity it was just upset because i bet it picked you when you weren’t ready. it was more annoyed at itself. you could’ve become powerful if it went through with it
So there are no entities with evil intentions? I understand that your ego can be afraid of death in that situation, especially if it’s the first time experiencing the unmeasurable energy within yourself
@@00avc1 there are definitely evil entities but everyone has a spirit guide that will protect them. even if you havent met them yet theyve always been there. theyll let you experience what you need to but will try to pull you out if needed. not saying guarantee though because karma is real so they might have bad karma on their soul affecting them
Ummm what happens if u piss off and entity 😮😢, i never tried this stuff, i never smoked a cigarette iny Life 😂
Love your sense of humor.
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Yes ,finally so done else that has expressed the fear of existence going on forever in all directions.
This is one of the best stories I heard on UA-cam
I always enjoy hearing stories of people interacting with supposed entities. Thanks for sharing
It’s all you. All those entities are you. If you realize this in the moment, you’re in control.
I had an interaction with one of the heavenly bodies (in our solar system.) I set my intention, and had more or less a full conversation with this heavenly being.
Anyone else have experience controlling the trip? Seems like most people here just did it for fun and had no set intention
@@NightmareFuelsYou intention = coding the pathway -> port: ..... where your intention has taken you
Finally good storytelling and content ❤❤
The syntax chanting and the term "give myself away to astonishment" resembles a lot one of Terence McKenna speeches on DMT. He describes the enteties being happy when he arrived and producing artifacts with their chants. When Terence started chanting it also created this energy patterns and the enteties were excited that he was doing that.
Did you copied Terence or this is a remarkable similarity between experiences? If so this is important for us to map the DMT plane. I advice you to watch Terence discourses on DMT.
Manifesting reality yayayaya
I think that's what the machine elves were telling Terence. You can do what we do, he can imagine then create just like them. We can pretty much create anything we want and we pull it from this infinite imagination so in a weird way they were right.
Id much rather death be something that leads to something else and never ends. To die and then simply cease being is the most depressing thought i can think of. I may not matter, and earth may not matter and our universe at large may not matter. But we existed. We happened. We were here. Thats all I want for humanity. The least I could hope for us little monkeys is that we leave a positive impression on whatever is watching us. If were being watched....
3:46 - We refer to this syntax pure coding language as Light Linguistics - or most commonly Light Language. It's also expressed through the movement of the body... mudras and such. It facilitates the release of what are referred to as Light Codes; streams of living information/data; light. We can use this tool to navigate our experiences and do so much more. In pop culture when wizards and magicians are "speaking spells" they are emulating the idea of Light Linguistics.
You were always meant to lose focus. Had you continued to power the machine youd not have realized you dont want to live forever and that youre ok being who you are. This appreciation is what i believe you were meant to take from this uncomfortable and confusing experience. It strengthens you
Before watching this, the title reminds me of my first trip, where I looked up at the night sky and saw words appear in fire "IF YOU CANNOT CONTROL THE FLOW, YOU WILL BE TORN ASUNDER."
That thumbnail is a primative version of what I call "the well of eyeballs".
honestly that video was amazing, everything is in crystals right now.... this stage...
imagine chillin in your archon demiplane apartment and a delicious loosh sandwich spawns on your table, but refuses to be eaten. i would be mad too
Sheesh. How about a cute little rescue cat trepses onto your balcony so you pet him a bit, shine a laser toy, and give him a treat- to encourage return? Gotta fish for the right fractals eh?
Anytime I think of it that voice says, “you’re not ready and if you try it you’re going to join us. Better wait till you’re instructed to and you’ll know when it’s time.” Omoh as I heard that I killed the idea ASAP 😂
bro i could relate to this a lot. i never done dmt only lsd. not sure of the lsd but it apparently super potent double dipped tabs so i only did half of one (this was my first time) and i had such a similar experience of leaving this world and have a full on ego death. but i dont think i fully broke through. and the lsd trip had really messed me up it was about 2 year ago from today and it still shakes me so vividly and now im certain that theres more to life outside of time and that we truly do live in an infinite world. i made a promise to God i wouldnt trip again because as astonishing as it was it just felt like i was out of bounds and shouldnt have been there. great trip report. dont remember much of mine besides bits and pieces. but i remember the feeling of being between both worlds at once and to bounce back and forth it almost feels like a dream but it really did happen. i think it feels like a dream because thats where our subconcious taps into while we sleep. i cant see myself ever doing a psychedelic again as majestic and appealing as they are. i dont think i could handle another ego death. at least at the level i had with psychedelics😂😅
taking time to integrate the experience is always essential. Especially when the other side can feel more real than reality. And sometimes 1 experience is enough for a lifetime, which is how i feel about mine too!
@@ibisicontruth! good for a lifetime for sure😂 weve seen enough
In the Quran there is something called the "Jinn", that which we can't see, some sort of spirits basically, it is talking about how in the past human beings sought advice and help from them but it was not good for the humans, they also exist in some kind of parallel dimension to ours, might be just speculation, but maybe those are what these "entities" are. Quran 72:6 (this entire Sura/Chapter is named after them) "And some men used to seek refuge with some jinn-so they increased each other in wickedness." They are also able to in some way shape or form listen in on our sphere, also were able to listen in on "heaven", but their access to that was cut off.
SUP! So here's my opinion, from a spiritualists perspective:
2:20 - "Highering vibration", your energy was being brought to a level where you could see/interact with those entities.
3:42 - Some call this "Light language", which is basically a language where you only speak in energy/emotions. Basically, it sounds like nonsense but it's quite literally speaking sounds that you associate with different emotions. (The entities probably wanted you to speak in their language, aka the universal language.)
3:56 - The "blue light" could be your throat chakra being activated due to speaking the light language (the throat chakra is associated with "truth", so speaking in a language made of love and truth was probably boosting your throat chakra.)
Also, I feel like the machine was a "Loosh harvester", basically, Loosh is a energy produced by emotions (both good and bad.) So what the entity was having you do was to produce a pure source of energy for them; think of it as "milking a cow", they saw you speaking to them as "fresh loosh". (Loosh is like universal energy/drugs)
4:19 - as previously mentioned, they don't care whether the loosh they harvest comes from "good" or "bad" reactions, they just want you to react and produce emotions for them so that they can harvest them.
4:30 - They only got mad because you stopped doing what they wanted.
4:42 - In higher densities (higher vibrations/dimensions) everything is made out of energy, so there's no need for a body or a form. However, they will assume a form if you'd like to see one.
5:11 - Earth has protection for it's inhabitants, so while other entities can come and experiment and research people, they aren't allowed to fatally bring harm or kill them. (there are loop holes though.) The Loosh collectors can't kill people themselves, but they can threaten and intimidate people.
Awesome story man!! 🎉
Man I literally just entered another universe, feel bad for y'all who never experienced something like that
"I previously feared it [death] because it might just all go black and be nothing, but now I'm terrified that existence might go on forever."
Man, that hit me like one of those bong hits when you're trying to have some fun shits&giggles time but instead you get all philosophical and metaphysical
I cannot recommend this further but ALWAYS HAVE A GOOD TRIP SITTER SOMEONE YOU KNOW AND TRUST THAT CAN HUG YOU AND WILL BE THERE FOR YOU
This story is almost exactly like my DMT story. Its almost like this is an AI video made using my cookie data.
can we talk about how real this guys dealer ? real nice guy to guide him like that instead of making a quick buck
shoutout to the rain world ambience
I wouldnt wanna die to an entity personally lol
I took once dmt until the breaktrough. The entities were very friendly and funny. First and the last time. I think not everything is made for human eyes. It's really overwhelming.
Thank you for for story and thank you for your animation
Perception of visual, auditory, tactile, olfactory, or gustatory experiences are usually the minds response to an overload of certain chemicals similar to how a computer defragments & then shuts down & reboots. The Hallucination is complimentary & the minds way of dealing with this & is unique to each individual.
i like your funny aesthedic bird man
I also had a terrifying experience with it and ended up afraid not of death, but that this goes on forever. What helped me was realizing that “forever” probably means different things on different levels of reality, and what we think of it on this level is probably not particularly accurate. Also, It’s been six months and I still feel grateful for this reality that we live in and how well it fits me.
Being nothing is boring though
That 'friend' walking in sh*t on the experience, Get prepared and go back.
Very interesting, and the drawings... Loved them!
Thank you!
Mad respect to your dealer
W dealer, also bro didnt put fent in it, W for that too
bro I had a experience like this after 40 hours of traveling and not sleeping and waking up after sleeping 2 hours in Istanbul airport. I thought the atoms of the chair where I was sleeping were at the perfect angle with mine, and they were slipping into each other like those perfectly cut metal pieces.
Dude hahaha. I enjoyed this so much. I enjoy the fact that you can remember so much and that ur able to explain it very well. It sounds so freaky! Would appreciate if u can do more videos like this.
1:17 what kind of effing mad man texts something like that?!
they said he's not ready means you got afraid, and you stoped chanting which is helpful to you and them.
the way it scared you and squeezed you is not to show you that it could kill you, it's for you to realise that nothing can hurt you and start chanting therefore, but you failed and got afraid.
I did think this too, but i've had other people say i just didn't smoke enough to have my ego completely shattered so idk if I could've avoided feeling that way
@@ibisicon that could also play a part, i hope you have better trips in the future !
@@ibisiconthink of the ego like this if ur someone who's not accustomed to multiple GS like a fighter pilot the. The strain will be vastly different while the pilot can read a book and sip tea ur effectively on a roller coaster that keeps you from moving sure ur able to experience the same thing as the pilot however you dont actually gain anything the goals to look out the window and take in the view however ur being forced to look at the ground asa result of being non conditioned if you force ur ego to dissolve you'll definitely have an experience however if you wanna go in and try to bring things back it's not necessarily the best idea -(however if ur in the mood for a fu ky time then by all means go for it just know if you don't like rollercoasters dont get on one 😂thx for the video mang -(who's like a bobber somehow at rest while submerged underwater to have give, release control is to control how far it sinks while the subconscious/uncon and consciousness resistance causes the bobber to become tangible again ie the water automatically shoots it to the top
@@ibisiconmy feelings is sometimes you are ready and sometimes you are less so, regardless of how many molecules u get
if u have nothing to hide from you or others you mostly save, but my dad always told me even if your the most experienced psychonaut hell is just around the corner ;) be careful and nice story n vid
Need to see a Psychiatrist for that schizophrenia
I've had like 150 mushroom experiences before trying dmt and boy howdy... being able to smoke it like weed and get over it quickly alleviates a lot of the anxiety but it also creates a false sense of security, as soon as i hit this im sure to freak out... well see in a minit 30 😁
thats like a reverse siren.
"Sing into this box real quick.... DAMMIT HE'S NOT READY! NURSE, GET THE ROSE!....not that one, that one is for later."
Instant subscription buddy! I want to hear more of your wacky tales