Akari Ishizuka, who belonged to the idol group NMB48 based in Namba, Osaka at that time, said, "Because I don't have enough money, I can't buy matcha cookie." in her own distribution of the live distribution application SHOWROOM, probably because she has a fierce emotional personality. It became a hot topic because she cried. Therefore, a plan was made to solicit matcha cookie gifts from fans at a CD shop in Osaka City, and many cookies arrived. After that, in September 2021, she graduated from the group while being missed by members and fans. She is currently making her money by broadcasting a video game playing on youtube under the name Ishizuka akari. (At one point, the daily super chat amount of the entire youtube reached the 9th place in the world.)
I’m Japanese and I stumbled upon this video and I was already at the brink of tears because I felt so bad for her. Then I read the name of the idol realising that It’s the same as my little sisters and that just tipped me over the edge like I started full on crying
bruh, I translated your yapanese comment into english for me (american burger girl) . I dont understand complex human emotions, only brger, moneys, and erm tophats. And potatos. and Cats. Itadaki masu
@@temporaryonesix but at least she is not crying on purpose. coz while depressed people get sad for the silliest things mostly there might be bigger problems in life but we cry for the silliest things or its just me
@@naveenarora6467 nothing wrong with crying. Even intentional crying can provide cathartic benefits. However, if the tears, intentional or otherwise, are due to “matcha cookies” it will always be somewhat hilarious.
For anyone that doesn't know (I looked into this out of curiosity), she mentioned here how she wanted to enjoy matcha cookies too, so as a result of seeing this, many of her supporters sent her many boxes of expensive matcha cookies for her to eat. It wasn't that she just wanted to eat them, she was going through a really hard time when this was recorded. She kept going regardless of having difficulties and all of her hard work paid off in the end and she graduated September 17th 2021 after her goal of being a senbatsu member was achieved after 9 years of working to try to be selected. Senbatsu for those wondering means "selected", where the most famous 16~ members are picked to be a part of a single (which has additional perks like appearing on the music video, tv appearances and promotional materials). It took 9 years of her working and multiple very popular members graduating within the same year to have a fighting chance to reach her goal. Graduation means basically leaving the group. Nowadays I believe she is no longer an idol as she graduated from NMB48 (third sister group of AKB48 but based in Osaka), she's now recognized as a marathon gaming streamer. She streams games on a daily basis pretty much on her youtube channel called Ishizuka Akari GAMES. She seems to be way better off these days.
@@Eleison777-nx4kj I think you're a little too privileged to be able to realise why people appreciate content creators. So let me try to break it down for you more simply. There are people that cannot go outside to do "regular work" due to a myriad of modern problems. Take myself and my friend for example. I have a severe disability, I cannot handle going outside by myself. He has a severe immune condition that is considered a terminal illness, currently managing to live past his life expectancy but at any time if he were to catch something as "minor" as the flu he would die. What exactly do you think we do..? We can't lay in bed and sleep all day but at the same time we can't live what in your world is "normal" due to disability. There are millions of people around the world that live like this and you've probably never taken those people and their struggles into consideration before because this comment tells me exactly that. Maybe it's because everyone in your life is happy and healthy and "living normally". The result? Many of us look to try to earn money from working at home through whatever means necessary to make ends meet rather than leeching off of our governments for free paychecks. Why is it you're attacking people that play video games as a living as a way to provide a free to access form of entertainment and you don't attack people that sing songs for a living, people that make TV shows or movies for a living or people that perform on a stage for a living? If anything the latter two are the worst in comparison to singing and making gaming content because the audience are forced to pay to see it most times. There is nothing wrong with these things. They aren't stealing money, in fact most of their money comes from brand deals.. So to answer your question, your careless and judgmental approach to assume something is wrong with this is exactly what's wrong with people of your age. You don't think or research before you speak or form an opinion and instead opt to listen to somebody that seems reputable who has already formed an opinion that appeals to you and regurgitate that opinion when you see anything you disagree with, like you did here, because there was absolutely no need for you to take issue with it yet you actively chose to attack it and turn it into an issue regardless. If you should have a problem with anything, it should be with the people of your age that are more than able to work just like you are yet insist they need benefits from the government so they can sit at home and do nothing to contribute to society all day. Whereas these people that you're criticising, regardless of their situation, they are still at least trying to create something to contribute to society in their own way through entertainment. Please think or even just ask questions before you straight out assume something is wrong next time. People have reasons, but even working as a pornstar contributes more to society than people that have nothing wrong with them claiming benefits to sit at home and do nothing.
I felt so bad when she started crying like a child who has their childhood taken away from them which is true. You can tell from the start how hard it was for her to talk about her not taking school seriously
society pretty much failed her... when you arrive at middle school without being able to read your own language... well... adults around you have failed miserably. then society allows you to work from a very young age, being exploited without getting even the basic tools to survive in said society...
me too, too bad I was forced to make decisions alone in early as 10y/o and end up choosing the wrong one. My parents keep hitting me ( they're too young when they had us so they're still adjusting how to become a better parents) but i cannot wait for that time to happen so I decided to leave and live on my own, everything were fine people gave me a job because they felt sympathy on a young homeless but when I reached 18 everything became worst it's hard to find job plus covid happened.
"What am I doing crying about this, I don't wanna be the idiot waiting to be rescued" damn, she DOES need to state that to let people know she is snapping out of it, but all the stuff about being jealous of others ability to spend money, regrets, even her crying, it's not a bad thing. You gotta vent this stuff, no matter how silly it is, to SOMEBODY!
In japanese culture, people who ask for help are considerated weak and useless, that's why they barely talk to anyone about their problems. That's a really toxic mentality, but this is the way they are....
This is the reality of idol that in a big famous group...and unknown to people...just because she don't have any of the look...I pity her...just hope her management give her more job...
i wouldn't emphasize that much that she is from NMB48. probably many young people in Japan have similar problems, especially those who are living without the support of their parents... also, being an idol shouldn't be about being famous and rich even if AKB has corrupted the image of idols during these years... obviously, this is not the reality for the most of them.
There are plenty of girls who doesn't generally considered attractive but popular tho like Oshima Yuko. Making it in the entertainment industry is hard but that's why people make back up plans. SKE's Kumi graduated when she was 18 to take college exams because she realized she peaked and she was a senbatsu member. As much I feels bad for her, this NMB girl situation is on her for not preparing better. Ranting publicly like this might not make Yoshimoto happy either unfortunately.....
Honestly Kingdom Hearts wouldn't be the same without her or her voice, if she chose a different path. I'm a freaking huge fan of both Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts series, and also you're not the only that find/found Utada Hikaru attractive lol She's freaking gorgeous in my eyes, and I also had a crush on her and still do. I find her beautiful inside and out, along with her voice. She's one of my favorite singers, even outside of Kingdom Hearts series lol
Most of the first generations (up until 5th/6th one) really make a good back up plan once they out the idol job. Look it up some of them even take the junior that graduate early to work at their place. I think it is that this kids seeing too high up and thinking all member of the group is the same. And when they fail to reach that place they no longer have other plan. Management also have part of it too I suppose.
This reminds me that I also had a moment where I was at the worst point of my life in 22. I had failed my exams to go get my diploma at 17 because I didn't know what I want to do when I am an adult, went to another technical school to attempt my second chance at business studies and failed again when I reached 20. After being in the army for 2 years, I tried again to apply for a diploma studies and got rejected. The message that they sent got me really disappointed in myself. "We wish you all the best in your future endeavor". I still remember it. It sounded very insincere, sarcastic and all. Then I met a 30 plus old guy who partnered with me to do some business. When we went out cycling one night, he once asked me, "Are you at the lowest point of your life?". I said no. But deep inside, I refused to believe that I was. I am too young to be feeling so miserable. At one point in my teenage days, a girl even commented that I have no sense of fashion, that they felt I am pathetic. I still remember it to this very day. I always envy the kids who get to eat steamed buns in the morning, and black pepper chicken sandwiches, and drink chocolate milk. They get to buy branded shoes to school and show it to one another. I don't get to experience all that. I felt pathethic. My friends were all going for their degrees and I am holding a toilet paper certificate. Although I have lost contact with the guy, he have taught me how to operate business and changed my perspective in life. I know that he now have museum somewhere here and is doing well. I got a job which I like at 23, got promoted, and now at 28, I have left that job to try and operate my own business. Life sucks, but my own personal goal is to not see myself being as miserable as I was in my early adulthood years. If you have read this till the end, I really appreciate your time because I felt abit of the emotion I had like the last time.
Damn i felt this so bad. Even I record a video of myself in my lowest point of my life. Being a college fresh grad at the start of the pandemic. Its tough to land a job. And there was my other dilemma since I lived with my parents they were unhealthy at that time so it was a tough decision since if I ever caught the virus they will possibly got it too. That's why I let the time pass hoping for the pandemic to end. Got comfortable at home for days that turn into months and then a year, keep on hoping that I will find a job sooner or later and the pandemic will also end. I felt useless during that time, tired, lazy, i also got sick (eating disorders) and depressed. Even my relationships with my friends, lover, and parents were affected. I always blame the situation I'm in without trying to find a solution for it. That's when I decided to make a video of how miserable I am that time. That motivates me to quit my excuses and got sick of this never ending routine. I decided to move out and finally landed a job. Its very fucking tough I tell you that but at least my life started to have meaning once again. That's why I'm very thankful to my parents for not giving up for me being a useless shit for a year and to my very few friends who sticked with me until this moment. Lastly, for myself for taking the chance with just a leap of faith. I still dont know what challenges I have to face tho. But I just have to keep believing, keep trying and avoid excuses. Anyway even tho not anyone will read this post or even care, i just hope someone out here will not gave up with their life, its sound cliche but it will get better soon. Goodluck!!!
Yoh............ i... i was living alone in a house that belonged to my aunt. But she was in united states and i lived in that house for over 7 years.... in mexico. alone. The house was lent. my parrents lived in another house. My parents got divorced when i was 14 yo. I haven't seen my mom (my real mom) in 15 years now. And i left my country and lost my few true freinds i had. And i never found myself. and i feel just like you .. but 7 years of pain.... i always fail at my jobs. Got bullied at partys, dumped by my ex who'm i was with for 3 years. Got mobbed many times. And got kicked out of my own fucking house when i decided it would be cool to throw a party... and been harrassed on multiple occasions by gay sex offenders. And much more shit in those 7 years... i've gone through some shit too and not just with money but with people... can't get too personal here but i feel ya, i know what you mean. Listen thx for sharring your thoughts. I needed to hear this. You lightened up my mind. Thx... i'l sub. I hope your well bro. Oh and what do you mean by your gf "ghosted" you.? Sorry i never heard that term. :/
@@SalvadorButtersworthOh that's your take on the video...Interesting... Must be nice living in your life not being able to sympathize or even emphathize on her situation...
@@SalvadorButtersworthActually, if you say that was like a tantrum of an 8 year old then that would be sad. An 8 year old dreaming that one day he would be rich someday because he wants to buy those things that other people have, but self aware to his situation that it would be impossible because they are poor and doing things that he wanted would mean that they won't be able to survive the next coming days. Unfortunately, these situations are real. Just watch people on the poverty line on UA-cam then maybe you could learn to empathize.
I also experienced the similar jealousy towards my old friends, i was never invited to hangout and excluded from the group, some of them are probably having a good time somewhere in U.S.A, it’s hard to move on, stuck in the past and this “envy” feeling is glued to me, it happens everyday.
Watching this and I relate so much as a 18 year old who spent highschool in quarantine and wasted those years away not studying and not doing anything much basically
Guyss thank you for all the reply, after finding some hope and my potential I worked hard and applied to my dream university and just received my acceptance letter! I really found myself through the application process essays and im proud I didn’t stop midway and just settled for mediocre school which would’ve given me scholarships too. To everyone that’s reading this it’s not late and don’t be too harsh on yourself! 💗
@@ALIMUNTH Can I link my palpal? I may not be a cute 18 yo Japanese girl (in fact I'm a 34 yo skinnyfat guy) but I can cry just the same about doing poorly in middle school and wish for matcha cookies, jacuzzi, money and swimming pool.
I'm glad to see this young lady is in a better place. I understand Japan's suicide crisis and for anyone reading this I can tell you, you are important and your life has worth. My grandpa told me before he passed, "we all have to die and what a shame that is but, how many of us truly live?"
I wonder why we live in a world where some people will never understand what it actually means to have no money. This video is not about not taking school seriously or shit like that, but working your ass off and still not being able to afford a single chicken nugget man. I feel her so bad.
FUCK that’s exactly it. i work like crazy and study like crazy and then i can’t even do the things i want because i can’t save money since everything is SO expensive (im only 18 too, but im living alone and don’t like to ask my parents for money)
@@larunha then isn't that your own pride? Most people have this mindset of " I don't wanna ask for help, I wanna be independent. " you know even the richest people in this world had help one way or another right? Either ir be from a bank, loaning etc.. they had help nonetheless. Just ask for help :/.
@@kakyoinsearings7036 If they don't help then try again. Keep trying but don't base your success on how many people will help. It's just an extra boost. If someone helps then that's good, if none, then that's fine as well.
If I had a friend like her I would give her a matcha cookie if that'll make her day and help her throughout life's challenges like getting a job plus some of the things she missed out in school. She's one of the reasons why we have to be kinder to people especially our friends and those we don't know, still supporting akari ^^
I'm kinda in the similar position rn and I'm so thankful that I have a friend that supports me 😭 I try to not spend much, but one night I was craving sweets soooo bad and I really hadn't money this kind of stuff. Idk if my friend has 6th sense or what, but he secretly ordered a whole bag of sweets, chocolate, biscuits, ice cream and even mozzarella cheese (my favorite 😭) I thought I'd cry
There’s a chance her company manager might not let her eat these stuff especially being an idol you got to be a certain size, I’m not surprised if Japan has the same issue of regulation when it comes to idols like Korea and countless other country has🤔🤷🏾♀️😒
being in that idol group is an opportunity but there is so many idols that not even the prettiest girls can have a career at the entertainment business
The way she expressed her feelings like when she suddenly laughed at herself and then started crying those are the real sights of depression. I felt so bad for her though at some point she was speaking funny things but altogether she was in pain, I wanted to give her a hug so bad :(
I'm turning 18 this year.. I try my best in school, but I have a feeling I'll be having these same struggles when I graduate in 2023. I want people to know that even if you try your hardest in school and studies that sometimes things just don't work out? If you see someone crying about not being able to afford matcha cookies and chicken nuggets that doesn't mean they're stupid and lazy. Things just don't work out sometimes, but eventually it will get better. If the comment that I read was correct, Akari is now making good money as a youtuber! Wishing her and you all the best! Ahh me too
Jokes aside, this is just so sad and relatable. I myself is currently experiencing a similar situation, questioning myself if have I even accomplished anything in all my 17 years of living.
I feels bad for her. Seems like she's just regreting her choices and frustration at herself for not planning things better talking about how she doesn't know kanji and read books. Many less popular 48G members like her usually graduate around 17, 18 at the time of college entrance exams because they know it's not working out. She have been an idol since 2012 and she got plenty of times to plan alternative future since everyone knows show biz isn't a sure thing. Now she probably couldn't graduate because she need the monthly salary from the group. I don't think this was a smart choice to air all of this publicly tho......
This wasn't aired. It was a livestream and she broke down halfway through streaming. A viewer recorded this clip and uploaded it after that. It's unfortunate that this incident happened.
To graduate early when you don't sell is the right thing to do now. As the competition is Fierce. Every one gen probably 2 or 3 at max that will guaranteed a steady job. If it's not you even tho you already try hard. That move on.
Growing up means realizing all what you have made wrong and regretting what you did in the past and desperately trying to correct it in present and not do it again. Seeing someone who's crying just because they regret the decisions they made back then and realizing that money can buy happiness really hits the spot. If only I have the money too to donate, I'll do it. As a 17 year-old myself who is 1 year near to become an adult is scary tbh.
I feel you, my 18th birthday is coming in 3 months or so. It's scary since I'm definitely not ready for it, I regret a lot of my choices and I'm not even on the path to achieve my dreams unlikes most of the people I know. I envy them, they can easily say "follow your dreams" but I do not have the money to do so. They're on their way to become programmers, artists, and etc. I want to be an artist or a chef but here I am, on my way to be an engineer just like what my parents wanted.
I don't even wish to be able to play popular games or eat expensive food and stuff, I just wanted the choice to be what I wanted to be and not what my parents want me to be.
@@lirneim8013 Wish you luck my friend. Once you get to be engineer, you can pay for your tuition fees and your own needs to become a chef or an artist. I can relate you to that since I always wanted to be an architect but then my parents push me to be an web developer which I don't have knowledge what's to be a web developer. Looking back then, I realized why my parents wants me to become like that and it's because of having no money. I'm sure you can be whatever you want in the future. I already give up on my dreams since being a programmer, you need to learn many programming languages. Someday, you will be able to stand on yourself.
i was going to feed my sadness, but this helped out a lot. thank you. i'm glad you're experiencing things you've dreamed about because you acknowledged your goals and traversed through the hardships.
there are thousand of people (even in my country alone) who are willing to do the hard work to make a living. The internet has ruined a lot of people to believe they deserve a salary for doing the bare minimum.
I have the same exact feelings now at 19 years old. I hope she has all the things she wants and needs now. Also LOVE how she stood up for herself at the end. “Leave me be!” Yes Queen!
Sorry to break your illusion, but she will more likely end somewhere as a prostitute in a shady brothel in Tokyo. That is the only option she has in a capitalist society as a person with no valuable skills to offer. The amount of japanese porn coming yearly is a best proof of that.
@@nikolaizaicev9297 How can you know that she has no valuable skills to offer? Japan has an aging population with a small workforce so any healthy person under 65 is valuable labor. Plus the number of Japanese women in the porn industry is estimated to be around ten thousand, while the entire Japanese female population is around 58 million excluding children, so it’s not true that porn is the most likely profession.
@@m.i7211 How can I know? 1. She lives in a Capitalist country. 2. Can't read Kanji. 3. Asked to get at least a part time job, so that she could buy some cheap fast-food in a restaurant, etc. 4. Her only asset is that she is young and not bad looking. Thereby, she will be forced ether to become a mistress to some old dude or a prostite, because there is no way she can survive with such "background" as her. Well, unless one of the miracles happens, and she all of a sudden learns Kanji, finishes a Degree which is in the demand, and gets super lucky and wins the competition for a place in a company at her age vs the fresh meat that graduates at a younger age than her with better grades, etc. But that is quite unlikely. P.S The amount of women who participated in porno is much larger than 10k.
I..this hits me like a freaking truck. I kept telling myself, I want to change, but why? I haven't found out why until now. You make me realize I want to live a happy and calm life. thank you. I wish you good luck in your life and don't cry alot, it's not good for your pretty face instead go find a part-time job at like 7 eleven or smth, it's okay to start from the bottom, you'll climb your way up soon so please...don't cry..it makes me wanna cry too.
Same dear! I'm 18 too and I wonder sometimes why I'm grinding? I want to live better life and I have goals too..it's hard to stay focused but I'm not gonna give up...wish you a happy journey ahead!
I commend this girl for being brave to admit her worries and be vulnerable on a live stream. It's honestly hard to do that. She's crying over food she wants to eat but can't because of her financial situation. I know some people would find it shallow and childish. But those people are probably either those who haven't been in the same situation or.. those who are too ashamed to admit that they have been in the same situation. What we need is someone who will genuinely listen when we have worries to tell or good news to share. Wherever this girl is, I hope you're doing fine now. It's okay to cry. It's okay to be vulnerable. It's normal to have fault. And I'd like to say you were so brave and strong. I hope you learn life lessons along with your experiences.
I remember being just like her, uneducated, broke, young and just desperate to do normal stuff like everyone else. :( I lost friends because I couldn’t keep up with them (they partied, travelled together, did all these cool stuff) and I cried a lot. I’m in my mid twenties now and am back in school and working. I’m able to eat at restaurants and get my nails done and it feels great to just do those little things.
One of my biggest breakdowns was when I was 20 and I got my period but my CC was denied when I went to buy pads. I just sat in my apartment and cried for more than 2 hours. This shit is tough, and feeling helpless because you can’t afford to buy basic things like pads and good food hits a truly sensitive spot in the heart.
@@LD-fd8rd omh I hope things are better now! This is exactly why sanitary products should be free they are a necessity & pads are sooo expensive in some places it's wild
she is genuinely so appreciative for her life even when she’s been dealt bad cards and that’s so rare to see. I don’t know who she is but i really hope she keeps striving and not many people know that it takes a brave person to breakdown in front of thousands of people esp online. wishing the best for her 🙁
"...but I'm happy that I can cry." I remember that I never cried at all until only a few months ago. No matter how sad, hurt, or lonely. Finally, I just cracked and cried every day, for at least a few weeks. I can cry now when I'm truly weak, and that helps a lot.
Just because she was unpopular doesnt mean she deserved to not get paid very much. She still deserves to eat and eat well. Everyone does. I'm so sad for her and everyone who believes they deserve their poverty in this sick and broken world. Is she okay now?
She should file a complaint at labour department. The things about bosses they paid you less than what you should have. I also had been working for 12 hour in F&B and 3D (dangerous, dirty & demeaning) only to paid little bit less than basic wages. Then, replaced when new guy came in because they want to cut the cost and I been picked up by the most excellent supervisor (most hard working, smart and importantly a bosses electric fan) because I'm had history with him early on. I scolded him when I was in intern. Because of that I pursue my education so I can demand more hahaha from stinky bosses in the future . The thing is being a lower working class you're just replaceable material. Even to go to toilet you need RM 0.50 cent.
your right! thats why aliens doesnt like to come and meet us.. people spend billions to search for life in other planets but some spends trillons to kill this planet!
Have you worked in Japan, Henry? Not as an ELT... a real career. I doubt it. There are many reasons to want to leave Japan. And there are many reasons to chose to live in Japan. Not everything is so clearcut. I dearly miss a real healthcare system and the world's best public transportation. I also miss a country where being an introvert is "the norm" instead of something to be feared. But if you're an extrovert in Japan, you probably feel the opposite. I had a GA in Uni that said he'd never go back because he can make more in the US - which is true when you're healthy in your 20s, can forgo health insurance, and if something did happen just take a flight back home and still have that nationalized safety net.
I’m exactly in the same situation as her. I just turned 20,I’m not regarded as a kid anymore. Knowing that I’m not going to be protected as a kid is a kind of sad and insecure.
It was adorable like a child throwing a tantrum but also kinda sad bcs there's more people experiencing poverty like her including myself lol. Congratulations akari ishizuka She graduated and I hope you're living a happy life ❤️❤️❤️
It's like watching a reenactment of my own breakdowns. I understand completely and wherever this lady is today, I sincerely hope she is doing a lot better and can eat as many matcha cookies and chocolate as she pleases.
as being diagnosed with it myself i think that what anchu experienced in middle school was untreated ADD or ADHD, a possible anxiety disorder and clinical depression. i also thinks it shows in this video too.
I love the fact that she just say what she thinks
Like stephanie crying in Nintendo switch sports 🥲
えー
@@taaami_YT just say
@@taaami_YT お金がないよ😭
Akari Ishizuka, who belonged to the idol group NMB48 based in Namba, Osaka at that time, said, "Because I don't have enough money, I can't buy matcha cookie." in her own distribution of the live distribution application SHOWROOM, probably because she has a fierce emotional personality. It became a hot topic because she cried. Therefore, a plan was made to solicit matcha cookie gifts from fans at a CD shop in Osaka City, and many cookies arrived. After that, in September 2021, she graduated from the group while being missed by members and fans.
She is currently making her money by broadcasting a video game playing on youtube under the name Ishizuka akari. (At one point, the daily super chat amount of the entire youtube reached the 9th place in the world.)
woah
Well im proud gor her
damn, what a ride. good thing she made it
well she's eating a lot of nuggies now
I'm so happy for her......I could relate to her a lot being 18 myself :)
I’m Japanese and I stumbled upon this video and I was already at the brink of tears because I felt so bad for her. Then I read the name of the idol realising that It’s the same as my little sisters and that just tipped me over the edge like I started full on crying
Wait this is your sister?
@@dooshmasta no, the name of this idol is the same as his sister name.
@@rizsahar8133 her full name? First name only?
@@rizsahar8133 is he sure that’s not his little sister?
@@dooshmasta definitely her first name only which is “akari”, like any other places people tend to have similar names especially in Japan.
金がないから、売れないからとか明確な理由で泣いてるんじゃなくて、複雑で人間臭い情が涙を押し出しているのが良いんだよな
途中でいきなり自転車の話とかし出すのすごく良い。ボコボコの自転車が自分の深いところとどこかで繋がってるんだろう
bruh, I translated your yapanese comment into english for me (american burger girl) . I dont understand complex human emotions, only brger, moneys, and erm tophats. And potatos. and Cats. Itadaki masu
@@draculinalilith396oh
めちゃくちゃ人間らしくていい。
世の中賢いヤツらばっかりじゃなくていい。
But only people with highest iQ rule and lower iQ ppl suffer
True
fax
The world has to be full of smart people. If it doesn't then wars will always continue
@@donchimetwhy is this on my page
周りが羨ましく思うとぶわっと泣き出したくなる時あるよな
隣の芝生はいつも青い
気持ちめちゃくちゃ分かるわ。周りそんなんばっかりやった上に親に「障害者!!」とか「病気!!」とか言われたけどな、打たれ強いから自殺せんとここまで頑張って来て今ここに元気でおるわ。命あって物種やな。
@@南薗健太 一番頼れるべき親に言われるのって辛いですよね…私はブルーピリオドに出てきた「裸になって死ぬのを恥ずかしいと思うなら、どう見られてもいいと思えないなら、まだ死んじゃダメだよ」と言う言葉で救われました
今元気に私もあなたも生きていてよかったです
@@チーム朝立ちこの子に関しては自分の芝生枯れてるけどな
the things she said are unintentionally funny but still lowkey sad and relatable.
Its crazy how I couldnt stop laughing even though I understand the situation...
It's really hard to take someone seriously when they're crying about not eating matcha cookies.
@@temporaryonesix .... exactly my thoughts
@@temporaryonesix but at least she is not crying on purpose. coz while depressed people get sad for the silliest things mostly there might be bigger problems in life but we cry for the silliest things or its just me
@@naveenarora6467 nothing wrong with crying. Even intentional crying can provide cathartic benefits. However, if the tears, intentional or otherwise, are due to “matcha cookies” it will always be somewhat hilarious.
誰かこの娘を幸せにしてやってくれ。
俺が幸せにします
@@Seiji_Garcia任せたぞ
君らに幸あれ
@@Seiji_Garcia任せたぞ！
この人いまチャンネル登録者六万人のゲーム実況者でとても幸せそうですよ！
ぐへへ
For anyone that doesn't know (I looked into this out of curiosity), she mentioned here how she wanted to enjoy matcha cookies too, so as a result of seeing this, many of her supporters sent her many boxes of expensive matcha cookies for her to eat.
It wasn't that she just wanted to eat them, she was going through a really hard time when this was recorded. She kept going regardless of having difficulties and all of her hard work paid off in the end and she graduated September 17th 2021 after her goal of being a senbatsu member was achieved after 9 years of working to try to be selected.
Senbatsu for those wondering means "selected", where the most famous 16~ members are picked to be a part of a single (which has additional perks like appearing on the music video, tv appearances and promotional materials). It took 9 years of her working and multiple very popular members graduating within the same year to have a fighting chance to reach her goal.
Graduation means basically leaving the group.
Nowadays I believe she is no longer an idol as she graduated from NMB48 (third sister group of AKB48 but based in Osaka), she's now recognized as a marathon gaming streamer.
She streams games on a daily basis pretty much on her youtube channel called Ishizuka Akari GAMES. She seems to be way better off these days.
that's dope! appreciate the summary and background info
Thanks , kind person
I’m so happy to hear that she’s doing better now!!
@@Eleison777-nx4kj I think you're a little too privileged to be able to realise why people appreciate content creators.
So let me try to break it down for you more simply.
There are people that cannot go outside to do "regular work" due to a myriad of modern problems. Take myself and my friend for example. I have a severe disability, I cannot handle going outside by myself. He has a severe immune condition that is considered a terminal illness, currently managing to live past his life expectancy but at any time if he were to catch something as "minor" as the flu he would die.
What exactly do you think we do..? We can't lay in bed and sleep all day but at the same time we can't live what in your world is "normal" due to disability.
There are millions of people around the world that live like this and you've probably never taken those people and their struggles into consideration before because this comment tells me exactly that. Maybe it's because everyone in your life is happy and healthy and "living normally".
The result? Many of us look to try to earn money from working at home through whatever means necessary to make ends meet rather than leeching off of our governments for free paychecks.
Why is it you're attacking people that play video games as a living as a way to provide a free to access form of entertainment and you don't attack people that sing songs for a living, people that make TV shows or movies for a living or people that perform on a stage for a living? If anything the latter two are the worst in comparison to singing and making gaming content because the audience are forced to pay to see it most times.
There is nothing wrong with these things. They aren't stealing money, in fact most of their money comes from brand deals..
So to answer your question, your careless and judgmental approach to assume something is wrong with this is exactly what's wrong with people of your age. You don't think or research before you speak or form an opinion and instead opt to listen to somebody that seems reputable who has already formed an opinion that appeals to you and regurgitate that opinion when you see anything you disagree with, like you did here, because there was absolutely no need for you to take issue with it yet you actively chose to attack it and turn it into an issue regardless.
If you should have a problem with anything, it should be with the people of your age that are more than able to work just like you are yet insist they need benefits from the government so they can sit at home and do nothing to contribute to society all day. Whereas these people that you're criticising, regardless of their situation, they are still at least trying to create something to contribute to society in their own way through entertainment.
Please think or even just ask questions before you straight out assume something is wrong next time. People have reasons, but even working as a pornstar contributes more to society than people that have nothing wrong with them claiming benefits to sit at home and do nothing.
@@gyrthez246no one gonna read all that bible you babble
I felt so bad when she started crying like a child who has their childhood taken away from them which is true. You can tell from the start how hard it was for her to talk about her not taking school seriously
society pretty much failed her... when you arrive at middle school without being able to read your own language... well... adults around you have failed miserably. then society allows you to work from a very young age, being exploited without getting even the basic tools to survive in said society...
Same
me too, too bad I was forced to make decisions alone in early as 10y/o and end up choosing the wrong one. My parents keep hitting me ( they're too young when they had us so they're still adjusting how to become a better parents) but i cannot wait for that time to happen so I decided to leave and live on my own, everything were fine people gave me a job because they felt sympathy on a young homeless but when I reached 18 everything became worst it's hard to find job plus covid happened.
i wish i took school serious too lmao
As far as we know.
漢字が読めなくても、本を読んでいなくても、素直に正直に自分の心むきあって、社会に疑問を感じて、感情を表に出せることが、人間としてとても価値のあることだと思います。
何故
ふりがなお願いします
やって見ようか
@@alecothegeckoひらがな
좋은 말씀이시네요
"What am I doing crying about this, I don't wanna be the idiot waiting to be rescued" damn, she DOES need to state that to let people know she is snapping out of it, but all the stuff about being jealous of others ability to spend money, regrets, even her crying, it's not a bad thing. You gotta vent this stuff, no matter how silly it is, to SOMEBODY!
In japanese culture, people who ask for help are considerated weak and useless, that's why they barely talk to anyone about their problems. That's a really toxic mentality, but this is the way they are....
お金なくてしんどいのに7000人見てくれてるファンに感謝できたり、自分を否定したらあかん！って思えるの最高に偉い
なんか急にこの動画出て来たから見てみたけど、ここまで正直者というか、何もかも包み隠さず話せる人間見たことない(良い意味で)
今どうしているのかわからないけど、なんか活力貰えたわ。お互いなんとか生きていこうな。
This is the reality of idol that in a big famous group...and unknown to people...just because she don't have any of the look...I pity her...just hope her management give her more job...
i wouldn't emphasize that much that she is from NMB48. probably many young people in Japan have similar problems, especially those who are living without the support of their parents...
also, being an idol shouldn't be about being famous and rich even if AKB has corrupted the image of idols during these years... obviously, this is not the reality for the most of them.
There are plenty of girls who doesn't generally considered attractive but popular tho like Oshima Yuko. Making it in the entertainment industry is hard but that's why people make back up plans. SKE's Kumi graduated when she was 18 to take college exams because she realized she peaked and she was a senbatsu member. As much I feels bad for her, this NMB girl situation is on her for not preparing better. Ranting publicly like this might not make Yoshimoto happy either unfortunately.....
Honestly Kingdom Hearts wouldn't be the same without her or her voice, if she chose a different path. I'm a freaking huge fan of both Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts series, and also you're not the only that find/found Utada Hikaru attractive lol She's freaking gorgeous in my eyes, and I also had a crush on her and still do. I find her beautiful inside and out, along with her voice. She's one of my favorite singers, even outside of Kingdom Hearts series lol
why does she not have the look? she is super cute!
Most of the first generations (up until 5th/6th one) really make a good back up plan once they out the idol job. Look it up some of them even take the junior that graduate early to work at their place. I think it is that this kids seeing too high up and thinking all member of the group is the same. And when they fail to reach that place they no longer have other plan. Management also have part of it too I suppose.
Listening to this I realised how much my dad is doing for me
I'm in tears 😢
study hard if you are still in school.
@@kashish6677why?
化粧なしでこれはまじで美人だと思う
This reminds me that I also had a moment where I was at the worst point of my life in 22.
I had failed my exams to go get my diploma at 17 because I didn't know what I want to do when I am an adult, went to another technical school to attempt my second chance at business studies and failed again when I reached 20. After being in the army for 2 years, I tried again to apply for a diploma studies and got rejected.
The message that they sent got me really disappointed in myself. "We wish you all the best in your future endeavor". I still remember it. It sounded very insincere, sarcastic and all.
Then I met a 30 plus old guy who partnered with me to do some business. When we went out cycling one night, he once asked me, "Are you at the lowest point of your life?".
I said no.
But deep inside, I refused to believe that I was. I am too young to be feeling so miserable.
At one point in my teenage days, a girl even commented that I have no sense of fashion, that they felt I am pathetic. I still remember it to this very day.
I always envy the kids who get to eat steamed buns in the morning, and black pepper chicken sandwiches, and drink chocolate milk. They get to buy branded shoes to school and show it to one another.
I don't get to experience all that. I felt pathethic. My friends were all going for their degrees and I am holding a toilet paper certificate.
Although I have lost contact with the guy, he have taught me how to operate business and changed my perspective in life. I know that he now have museum somewhere here and is doing well.
I got a job which I like at 23, got promoted, and now at 28, I have left that job to try and operate my own business.
Life sucks, but my own personal goal is to not see myself being as miserable as I was in my early adulthood years.
If you have read this till the end, I really appreciate your time because I felt abit of the emotion I had like the last time.
that's amazing story man wish u luck in watever u do now my brudda :)
Wish you all the best boss.
Stay strong bro
Your story will motivate some young teenagers like the girl in this video. It's really meaningful.
Thank you for sharing this, and I genuinely wish you all the best.
Damn i felt this so bad. Even I record a video of myself in my lowest point of my life. Being a college fresh grad at the start of the pandemic. Its tough to land a job. And there was my other dilemma since I lived with my parents they were unhealthy at that time so it was a tough decision since if I ever caught the virus they will possibly got it too. That's why I let the time pass hoping for the pandemic to end. Got comfortable at home for days that turn into months and then a year, keep on hoping that I will find a job sooner or later and the pandemic will also end. I felt useless during that time, tired, lazy, i also got sick (eating disorders) and depressed. Even my relationships with my friends, lover, and parents were affected. I always blame the situation I'm in without trying to find a solution for it. That's when I decided to make a video of how miserable I am that time. That motivates me to quit my excuses and got sick of this never ending routine. I decided to move out and finally landed a job. Its very fucking tough I tell you that but at least my life started to have meaning once again. That's why I'm very thankful to my parents for not giving up for me being a useless shit for a year and to my very few friends who sticked with me until this moment. Lastly, for myself for taking the chance with just a leap of faith. I still dont know what challenges I have to face tho. But I just have to keep believing, keep trying and avoid excuses. Anyway even tho not anyone will read this post or even care, i just hope someone out here will not gave up with their life, its sound cliche but it will get better soon. Goodluck!!!
Yoh............ i... i was living alone in a house that belonged to my aunt. But she was in united states and i lived in that house for over 7 years.... in mexico. alone. The house was lent. my parrents lived in another house. My parents got divorced when i was 14 yo. I haven't seen my mom (my real mom) in 15 years now. And i left my country and lost my few true freinds i had. And i never found myself. and i feel just like you .. but 7 years of pain.... i always fail at my jobs. Got bullied at partys, dumped by my ex who'm i was with for 3 years. Got mobbed many times. And got kicked out of my own fucking house when i decided it would be cool to throw a party... and been harrassed on multiple occasions by gay sex offenders. And much more shit in those 7 years... i've gone through some shit too and not just with money but with people... can't get too personal here but i feel ya, i know what you mean. Listen thx for sharring your thoughts. I needed to hear this. You lightened up my mind. Thx... i'l sub. I hope your well bro. Oh and what do you mean by your gf "ghosted" you.? Sorry i never heard that term. :/
I'd like to watch yer video
i cried, obviously crying like dumbass. bcs i know what you feel even not the same chase.
Stuck
man we're practically the same, except i didn't land a good job yet
人間って色んなことするために生まれてきたんだなって、楽しく生きてこうぜって思わされた。ありがと
この子絶対良い子で可愛いやん
幸せになっててほしいわ
お前何歳やねん
@@ご当地走り研究所 何歳でもええやろ
お前が幸せにするんだろ...!
@@ご当地走り研究所 ͡° ͜ ʖ ͡° ) what？
なんなら俺が幸せになる
抹茶クッキー食べたくて泣き出すの尊過ぎる
素直な子だわ。いろいろ経験して真っ直ぐ成長して欲しい。
今は水商売してるらしいっす
@@jelly-qo5tcソースくれ
Shee seems like a very sweet person
this girl is literally in the middle of a breakdown and all these comments are just “nooo dont be sad ur soooo cute🥺🥺🥺🥺”
Finally, someone sane, thank you
I haven’t find one single comment like that actually
@@SasakiSan834 hes probobly looking for thoes kinds of comments. guess he has alot of free time
Where are these comments exactly? What a dumb reach lol
@@SasakiSan834 usually these comment are at the bottom try sorting the comment by newest
これだけの動画でこの人に配信者の才能があるのがわかった
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
5:6""おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか
@@نورالامة-ص5ل おっきいおうち ですよ
この娘勇気がある子だなぁ。🥲
自分の悔しいことをこうやって配信したことが、本当に偉い。挫けないで、頑張ってるのが伝わる。大丈夫！！
この子の現在知ったら安心するで😊
今なら投げ銭でいくらでも稼げただろうに(´･ω･`)
ここまで感情をさらけ出せるのは才能。
それな
@@user-vd9ip6ed7o だれですか？
@@user-vd9ip6ed7o ありがとうな^_^
申し訳ないけどとても笑える
これまで素直に生きてきたからこそ なんだろうね。
全然素性知らないけど
願望がかわいくてすき
最後の方の泣いてる自分に対する言い分…
助けを求めることは悪だと周りに散々吹き込まれたんかな…
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
" "おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか
@@نورالامة-ص5ل ？
@@نورالامة-ص5ل “おっきい”お家住んでやる！って言ってます＾＾
@@センリバ
😁😁
@@نورالامة-ص5ل
ولاه ولاه تتكلم ياباني-؟
Shes actually precious and geniune. Even if i dont know her i just know she's probably doing a lot better now.
Lol if you like that, feel free to talk to any 8-year-old during a tantrum.
@@yeonjunni_ these are also common complaints from 8-year-olds.
@@yeonjunni_ in this video she was obviously still in her childhood, so there was still time
@@SalvadorButtersworthOh that's your take on the video...Interesting... Must be nice living in your life not being able to sympathize or even emphathize on her situation...
@@SalvadorButtersworthActually, if you say that was like a tantrum of an 8 year old then that would be sad.
An 8 year old dreaming that one day he would be rich someday because he wants to buy those things that other people have, but self aware to his situation that it would be impossible because they are poor and doing things that he wanted would mean that they won't be able to survive the next coming days.
Unfortunately, these situations are real. Just watch people on the poverty line on UA-cam then maybe you could learn to empathize.
she is so pure. its the little things such as enjoying ice cream or cookies
I also experienced the similar jealousy towards my old friends, i was never invited to hangout and excluded from the group, some of them are probably having a good time somewhere in U.S.A, it’s hard to move on, stuck in the past and this “envy” feeling is glued to me, it happens everyday.
What's the use of a useless friend anyway
Are you Air from Project QT.?
sounds like those wherent friends to you ,those who excluded you from everything. Anyways i hope you have better friends in life atm.
この子の喋り方とか話してる内容、素敵な顔が大好きすぎる。
これからももっと幸せになって、笑顔溢れる日々を過ごして欲しいな
UA-camにチャンネルあるで？
なんてチャンネル？
教えて
いしづかあかりって調べたら出てくるよ！
って言うくせに自分では貢いだりは絶対しない。コメントするだけして周りの人から共感を得ることで自分がいいことをした気になってるだけの偽善者。こう言う気色悪いやつがネットにウヨウヨおるからどんっどん日本が腐ってく。この動画見て何か思うことがあるならまず行動に移してから発言しろカスども
Watching this and I relate so much as a 18 year old who spent highschool in quarantine and wasted those years away not studying and not doing anything much basically
ur not alone . i too wasted two years of my life
Same
Don't worry. It feels better to have rested than to work hard for nothing.
yep... and i took online schooling as well for my 10th grade year... truly saddening especially when most people were back by then
Guyss thank you for all the reply, after finding some hope and my potential I worked hard and applied to my dream university and just received my acceptance letter! I really found myself through the application process essays and im proud I didn’t stop midway and just settled for mediocre school which would’ve given me scholarships too. To everyone that’s reading this it’s not late and don’t be too harsh on yourself! 💗
my heart shattered when she started crying I genuinely wish her the best, she deserves the world 🖤
久しぶりに観たら外国人の方がコメ欄で日本の貧困問題について熱く語ってて草
この人が今幸せなら本当に嬉しい。
幸せであってくれ
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
5:6" "おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか
@@نورالامة-ص5ل おっきい お家
@@نورالامة-ص5ل おっきい おうち す(住)んでやる、いえに、、、、
I wanna give this girl a hug man
We all do
I mean if she links her PayPal we could give her more than a hug
@@ALIMUNTH Can I link my palpal? I may not be a cute 18 yo Japanese girl (in fact I'm a 34 yo skinnyfat guy) but I can cry just the same about doing poorly in middle school and wish for matcha cookies, jacuzzi, money and swimming pool.
@@AloofOof
皮肉効いとる
@@AloofOof She is 25 now
I'm glad to see this young lady is in a better place. I understand Japan's suicide crisis and for anyone reading this I can tell you, you are important and your life has worth. My grandpa told me before he passed, "we all have to die and what a shame that is but, how many of us truly live?"
めっちゃ可愛い
可愛すぎて話入ってこん
自分今まで何してたんっていうのもわかるし泣きそうな気持ちになってなんで泣くん自分が悪いのにっていうのもわかるしお金はないし…思ってたこと代弁してくれた。
あと急にオススメに出てきた
頭悪そうなのに要所要所で考え方が達観してるなぁ
人を惹きつける力って圧倒的な魅力だよな
3:30 “I wanna be like everyone else”… so relatable
6:48
５年前の動画だけど、ちゃんとアイス食べてるようで安心した・・・。
悲喜こもごもだね、人生は。アイドルに限らんけど。
この動画一本でこの人のこと大好きになれる
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
5:6" "おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか
@@نورالامة-ص5ل
おっきいおうち
@@gjttdttpamttwmdd どうも ありがとうございました
うちの家？
@@نورالامة-ص5ل
「おっきいおうち住んでやる」
大きな家という意味
6:02 She's so adorable 😍✨🦋 It's obvious from the start that she really wants to cry, she just holding it.
Uhm
お顔もだけど声も幼くて可愛い……
6:03 Me right now
Me feeling sad but I saw a funny meme
何か凄い人間って感じがしたというか、別にこういう人以外が人間っぽくないとかじゃ無くこういう人も居て欲しいって言うか、
凄い人生って感じがした
I wonder why we live in a world where some people will never understand what it actually means to have no money. This video is not about not taking school seriously or shit like that, but working your ass off and still not being able to afford a single chicken nugget man. I feel her so bad.
FUCK that’s exactly it. i work like crazy and study like crazy and then i can’t even do the things i want because i can’t save money since everything is SO expensive (im only 18 too, but im living alone and don’t like to ask my parents for money)
@@larunha then isn't that your own pride? Most people have this mindset of " I don't wanna ask for help, I wanna be independent. " you know even the richest people in this world had help one way or another right? Either ir be from a bank, loaning etc.. they had help nonetheless. Just ask for help :/.
@@kukki2107 But then the people that do ask for help get shit about it. There's no winning.
@@kakyoinsearings7036 If they don't help then try again. Keep trying but don't base your success on how many people will help. It's just an extra boost.
If someone helps then that's good, if none, then that's fine as well.
@@kakyoinsearings7036 because lets be honest, nowadays people quit before they even try. People assume stuff too much nowadays without even trying.
なんかびっくりした。こんだけ素直に自分の気持ちを伝えれるって凄い事だと思う。
私も大人の言う事が絶対って思わんくて反抗してきたタイプだからめちゃくちゃ気持ちわかる。
世の中の常識が正しいわけじゃないと思う
If I had a friend like her I would give her a matcha cookie if that'll make her day and help her throughout life's challenges like getting a job plus some of the things she missed out in school. She's one of the reasons why we have to be kinder to people especially our friends and those we don't know, still supporting akari ^^
You're a great person, being considerate of the ones suffering
I'm kinda in the similar position rn and I'm so thankful that I have a friend that supports me 😭 I try to not spend much, but one night I was craving sweets soooo bad and I really hadn't money this kind of stuff. Idk if my friend has 6th sense or what, but he secretly ordered a whole bag of sweets, chocolate, biscuits, ice cream and even mozzarella cheese (my favorite 😭)
I thought I'd cry
Matcha cookie ain't doing shit tbh
@@notori-di5et and a hug won't solve things, right?
なんで？って、そりゃ可愛い18歳の日本人アイドルがボロ泣きしてる様子を気になった外国人が、こぞって見に来てるだけ単純な話よ
すっぴんで髪ボサボサなのにこれだけ可愛いから、顔が良いってのは強いね。
これだけ顔良ければ頭が弱くても、玉の輿でもしてプール付きの家には住めるでしょうね。7000人も配信で集められるなら投げ銭も期待できますし、将来安泰！
こんな友達いたら幸せになれそう気が合うと思う
抹茶のクッキー食べたいって言いながら泣いてるけどそれは今ぽつって出てきた感情なだけで何ならウケ狙ってるまであると思う。今まで吐き出してきた感情全部で泣いてんだろうね
Where can I send this girl cookies, and maybe a Starbucks gift card?
Dude she's not that poor. She's just jealous of the other more popular idols and is feeling sorry for herself.
Then how can i give her a hug?
+Mark RN the police station together with other pedophiles
i've seen idols cry harder than her who are big now
There’s a chance her company manager might not let her eat these stuff especially being an idol you got to be a certain size, I’m not surprised if Japan has the same issue of regulation when it comes to idols like Korea and countless other country has🤔🤷🏾♀️😒
こないだおすすめに出てきてから定期的に見に来ちゃうけど、まあ考え方は人それぞれだけど、どんなに辛くて泣いてしまっても自分がなりたい野望、叶えたい夢があって、それを追いかけることが出来ることは、幸せな事だなあって思った
being in that idol group is an opportunity but there is so many idols that not even the prettiest girls can have a career at the entertainment business
The way she expressed her feelings like when she suddenly laughed at herself and then started crying those are the real sights of depression. I felt so bad for her though at some point she was speaking funny things but altogether she was in pain, I wanted to give her a hug so bad :(
Me too
The “I just want to eat delicious food” is so heartbreaking it’s so hard to be to just have something nice when you’re just trying to survive
I'm turning 18 this year.. I try my best in school, but I have a feeling I'll be having these same struggles when I graduate in 2023. I want people to know that even if you try your hardest in school and studies that sometimes things just don't work out? If you see someone crying about not being able to afford matcha cookies and chicken nuggets that doesn't mean they're stupid and lazy. Things just don't work out sometimes, but eventually it will get better. If the comment that I read was correct, Akari is now making good money as a youtuber! Wishing her and you all the best! Ahh me too
Good luck
I graduate in 2023 as well. Good luck
I'm also turning 18 this year. Arggg I'm afraid😭
@@joanasabado5932 feels like ive been waiting to turn 18 all my life but now that its happening this year im getting nervous
@@shun1590 right, I'm not ready yet😭
this is so genuine, i really feel her
i really hope she’s better now ❤️
She's better now
She reacted to this video now that she’s in a better situation and she’s straight up just cringing so hard
4:02 「美味しいごはんが食べたいよぉ…😿」「抹茶のクッキーが食べたいよぉ…😭」
"there are people that think that adults are always right, we should rethink that" this is so true I just wish that I knew that earlier
Jokes aside, this is just so sad and relatable. I myself is currently experiencing a similar situation, questioning myself if have I even accomplished anything in all my 17 years of living.
I'm 17 too, but don't think you have to know everything ur life is not over
I feels bad for her. Seems like she's just regreting her choices and frustration at herself for not planning things better talking about how she doesn't know kanji and read books. Many less popular 48G members like her usually graduate around 17, 18 at the time of college entrance exams because they know it's not working out. She have been an idol since 2012 and she got plenty of times to plan alternative future since everyone knows show biz isn't a sure thing. Now she probably couldn't graduate because she need the monthly salary from the group. I don't think this was a smart choice to air all of this publicly tho......
This wasn't aired. It was a livestream and she broke down halfway through streaming. A viewer recorded this clip and uploaded it after that. It's unfortunate that this incident happened.
She can become a nurse. Japan has jobs for nurses and caretakers for the elderly.
Unfortunately, it's a pretty thankless career in Japan and doesn't pay well, unlike being a nurse in the USA.
UMI🐉
I’m sure it pays better than being an Idol.
She even said “I want a part time job!”
And you gotta start somewhere, right?
To graduate early when you don't sell is the right thing to do now. As the competition is Fierce. Every one gen probably 2 or 3 at max that will guaranteed a steady job. If it's not you even tho you already try hard. That move on.
there's something about her saying she wants so eat matcha mochis while crying that resonates with me so much
Growing up means realizing all what you have made wrong and regretting what you did in the past and desperately trying to correct it in present and not do it again. Seeing someone who's crying just because they regret the decisions they made back then and realizing that money can buy happiness really hits the spot. If only I have the money too to donate, I'll do it.
As a 17 year-old myself who is 1 year near to become an adult is scary tbh.
You made it this far. I'm sure you'll make it even further. Life stresses just come and go like day and night. Donot take too much pressure from them
Money can buy happiness, but not eternal happiness.
I feel you, my 18th birthday is coming in 3 months or so. It's scary since I'm definitely not ready for it, I regret a lot of my choices and I'm not even on the path to achieve my dreams unlikes most of the people I know. I envy them, they can easily say "follow your dreams" but I do not have the money to do so. They're on their way to become programmers, artists, and etc. I want to be an artist or a chef but here I am, on my way to be an engineer just like what my parents wanted.
I don't even wish to be able to play popular games or eat expensive food and stuff, I just wanted the choice to be what I wanted to be and not what my parents want me to be.
@@lirneim8013 Wish you luck my friend. Once you get to be engineer, you can pay for your tuition fees and your own needs to become a chef or an artist.
I can relate you to that since I always wanted to be an architect but then my parents push me to be an web developer which I don't have knowledge what's to be a web developer. Looking back then, I realized why my parents wants me to become like that and it's because of having no money.
I'm sure you can be whatever you want in the future. I already give up on my dreams since being a programmer, you need to learn many programming languages.
Someday, you will be able to stand on yourself.
i was going to feed my sadness, but this helped out a lot. thank you. i'm glad you're experiencing things you've dreamed about because you acknowledged your goals and traversed through the hardships.
泣いた数だけ頑張れば必ず良い結果が付いてくる！頑張れ✊
there are thousand of people (even in my country alone) who are willing to do the hard work to make a living. The internet has ruined a lot of people to believe they deserve a salary for doing the bare minimum.
I have the same exact feelings now at 19 years old. I hope she has all the things she wants and needs now.
Also LOVE how she stood up for herself at the end. “Leave me be!” Yes Queen!
"yes queen"
ew cringe
Not as cringe as going out of your way to say ew to someone
Sorry to break your illusion, but she will more likely end somewhere as a prostitute in a shady brothel in Tokyo.
That is the only option she has in a capitalist society as a person with no valuable skills to offer.
The amount of japanese porn coming yearly is a best proof of that.
@@nikolaizaicev9297 How can you know that she has no valuable skills to offer? Japan has an aging population with a small workforce so any healthy person under 65 is valuable labor.
Plus the number of Japanese women in the porn industry is estimated to be around ten thousand, while the entire Japanese female population is around 58 million excluding children, so it’s not true that porn is the most likely profession.
@@m.i7211
How can I know?
1. She lives in a Capitalist country.
2. Can't read Kanji.
3. Asked to get at least a part time job, so that she could buy some cheap fast-food in a restaurant, etc.
4. Her only asset is that she is young and not bad looking.
Thereby, she will be forced ether to become a mistress to some old dude or a prostite, because there is no way she can survive with such "background" as her.
Well, unless one of the miracles happens, and she all of a sudden learns Kanji, finishes a Degree which is in the demand, and gets super lucky and wins the competition for a place in a company at her age vs the fresh meat that graduates at a younger age than her with better grades, etc.
But that is quite unlikely.
P.S
The amount of women who participated in porno is much larger than 10k.
she is saying so many things that are so stupid but also so relatable. everything she says is true in some way.
I..this hits me like a freaking truck. I kept telling myself, I want to change, but why? I haven't found out why until now. You make me realize I want to live a happy and calm life. thank you. I wish you good luck in your life and don't cry alot, it's not good for your pretty face instead go find a part-time job at like 7 eleven or smth, it's okay to start from the bottom, you'll climb your way up soon so please...don't cry..it makes me wanna cry too.
I hope you're doing well, I know you'll pull through. Keep a positive attitude, alright? :)
Same dear! I'm 18 too and I wonder sometimes why I'm grinding? I want to live better life and I have goals too..it's hard to stay focused but I'm not gonna give up...wish you a happy journey ahead!
I commend this girl for being brave to admit her worries and be vulnerable on a live stream.
It's honestly hard to do that.
She's crying over food she wants to eat but can't because of her financial situation.
I know some people would find it shallow and childish. But those people are probably either those who haven't been in the same situation or..
those who are too ashamed to admit that they have been in the same situation.
What we need is someone who will genuinely listen when we have worries to tell or good news to share.
Wherever this girl is, I hope you're doing fine now.
It's okay to cry. It's okay to be vulnerable. It's normal to have fault. And I'd like to say you were so brave and strong. I hope you learn life lessons along with your experiences.
She is doing much better now and has a youtube channel iirc
I remember being just like her, uneducated, broke, young and just desperate to do normal stuff like everyone else. :( I lost friends because I couldn’t keep up with them (they partied, travelled together, did all these cool stuff) and I cried a lot. I’m in my mid twenties now and am back in school and working. I’m able to eat at restaurants and get my nails done and it feels great to just do those little things.
good shit rebecca❤
One of my biggest breakdowns was when I was 20 and I got my period but my CC was denied when I went to buy pads. I just sat in my apartment and cried for more than 2 hours. This shit is tough, and feeling helpless because you can’t afford to buy basic things like pads and good food hits a truly sensitive spot in the heart.
I hope things get better for you ❤️
@@astxrism8236 Thank you that’s very sweet! Thankfully that was 5 years ago and I’m doing much much better now 😊
xd life sucks im 13 years old but life sucks hate my parents all i love is video games and food
@@LD-fd8rd omh I hope things are better now! This is exactly why sanitary products should be free they are a necessity & pads are sooo expensive in some places it's wild
@@NavoTheTrueGod but your parents paid for the video games and food
she is genuinely so appreciative for her life even when she’s been dealt bad cards and that’s so rare to see. I don’t know who she is but i really hope she keeps striving and not many people know that it takes a brave person to breakdown in front of thousands of people esp online. wishing the best for her 🙁
日本人のコメントが酷過ぎる。
誰しもが心の内側で持ってる叫びを声に出してる動画を観れるのは貴重だと思った
悪かったな
酷いのないけど
"...but I'm happy that I can cry."
I remember that I never cried at all until only a few months ago. No matter how sad, hurt, or lonely. Finally, I just cracked and cried every day, for at least a few weeks. I can cry now when I'm truly weak, and that helps a lot.
6:40ここからの哲学かっこいい
ive been happy after searching her name on youtube and seeing shes doing all right now
今まで見た中で一番良い映画
みんな気づいてないけどめちゃめちゃ美人じゃね
気付いてるやろコメ欄見ろ
6:10 外人にこの笑い擦られまくっとるやん
Yeah
Shes so real, I love her so much.
Just because she was unpopular doesnt mean she deserved to not get paid very much. She still deserves to eat and eat well. Everyone does. I'm so sad for her and everyone who believes they deserve their poverty in this sick and broken world. Is she okay now?
She should file a complaint at labour department. The things about bosses they paid you less than what you should have. I also had been working for 12 hour in F&B and 3D (dangerous, dirty & demeaning) only to paid little bit less than basic wages. Then, replaced when new guy came in because they want to cut the cost and I been picked up by the most excellent supervisor (most hard working, smart and importantly a bosses electric fan) because I'm had history with him early on. I scolded him when I was in intern.
Because of that I pursue my education so I can demand more hahaha from stinky bosses in the future . The thing is being a lower working class you're just replaceable material. Even to go to toilet you need RM 0.50 cent.
The perfect thing that she knows the fact that nobody cares about what she did either her dreams no one gonna help her
im dreaming living in japan .. but some japanese people wants to go out in japan ..
ryu dela roza people are never thankful about what they already have
your right! thats why aliens doesnt like to come and meet us.. people spend billions to search for life in other planets but some spends trillons to kill this planet!
haha. Job hours would kill ya in japan.
Literally
Have you worked in Japan, Henry? Not as an ELT... a real career. I doubt it.
There are many reasons to want to leave Japan. And there are many reasons to chose to live in Japan.
Not everything is so clearcut. I dearly miss a real healthcare system and the world's best public transportation. I also miss a country where being an introvert is "the norm" instead of something to be feared.
But if you're an extrovert in Japan, you probably feel the opposite. I had a GA in Uni that said he'd never go back because he can make more in the US - which is true when you're healthy in your 20s, can forgo health insurance, and if something did happen just take a flight back home and still have that nationalized safety net.
ほとんどの日本人が知らない日本の動画が海外ミームになってて笑う
純粋に泣けるの羨ましい
泣けるならまだ先があるって心理。
立て直しも効かないなら涙すら出ない。
@user-rv4qm1ig3w 俺の兄貴
@@ponyuzu1 あー、気まずww
@あ チキンナゲットならマスタード
Who's here in 2024..
But i was about to messed up , but you literally gave me a woke up call.
Thanks you
I hope you're doing well in your life ❤❤
演技とか嘘泣きだろとか心無いコメントが多くてびっくり。誰もがこのの子の気持ちを理解できると思ったけど違ったみたい
リアルなら確かに可哀想だね。
だけど嘘の可能性も否定は出来なくて、この世は人を騙す人が多くて、みんな先に相手を疑う癖を付けてるんだよ。
見た情報をそのまま鵜呑みにしてたら、大袈裟でなく生きていけなくなっちゃった。みんな決して初めから心無いわけじゃなかったんだよ。
情報の氾濫によって、誰もが自分の身を守ろうと良心を疑うようにし始めた結果、それが先端化してしまい、心無くあることが正しいとされつつある。
悲しいね。
@@Yotogi_bayashi 言いたいことはわかるんだけどエンタメにそれを求めるのは違うと思うね。仮に嘘だったとしても誰も傷つかないわけだし、疑うべき嘘とそうでない嘘を分別するべき。同じ理由で、どんなバラエティでもヤラセを疑う人間が嫌い
@@プリッツ王-n3p
全くもってその通りだね。
コメントなんてそんなもんよ
I’m exactly in the same situation as her. I just turned 20,I’m not regarded as a kid anymore. Knowing that I’m not going to be protected as a kid is a kind of sad and insecure.
It was adorable like a child throwing a tantrum but also kinda sad bcs there's more people experiencing poverty like her including myself lol.
Congratulations akari ishizuka
She graduated and I hope you're living a happy life ❤️❤️❤️
まじでよくわからん動画だし急におすすめでてきたしこの呂律あんま回ってないこの美人誰だし9年前だし字幕ついてるし海外ニキしかいなくて日本の皆は急におすすめに出てきて戸惑ってるし怖いし…なんなんだあああああ
noodle
rice
sukiyaki
ほんと同じ状況で困惑してる。
ゆたぼんへのアンサーかな？と思ったら６年前って。
ここはGANTZの世界です。あなたはGANTZの世界に迷い込んで来てしまいました。
It's like watching a reenactment of my own breakdowns. I understand completely and wherever this lady is today, I sincerely hope she is doing a lot better and can eat as many matcha cookies and chocolate as she pleases.
I'm just thankful to have been born safely on earth, so cheer up.
Her name is Akari Ishizuka
He is also active as a UA-camr, so please check him out.
as being diagnosed with it myself i think that what anchu experienced in middle school was untreated ADD or ADHD, a possible anxiety disorder and clinical depression. i also thinks it shows in this video too.
this👆