I am 33 and I can say yes heading towards the end of 20s I felt like I accomplished everything I wanted to do as far as a career and my life goes. There was always this looming feeling that hung over me when it came to my peers and success, which is not a good mindset to be in. When I entered my 30s I stepped back from my corporate career and removed myself from the rat race. I think millennials have this rise and grind mindset which sets you up for failure due to not having an end goal. Now that I am focusing on what I really want and sticking to my own lane, I am going back to school and changing my focus. It is never ending, but I think as you get older you are more sure of your choices.
I was also 29 when I had this *existential crisis* about turning 30. I enrolled in law school that year, and just turned 31. Never too late for us Millenials to change trajectory!
As a single 26yo who is technically unemployed and shares an apartment with my mother... I heavily relate to this. *laughing that turns into crying* Really though, thank you for being real and making me feel like less of a loser even though my credit score is terrible. 😅 (Also, seeing you so happy selling your art was very wholesome and adorable!)
Ngl hearing that you say you have anxiety and are overthinking about the future and where you currently are in life, makes me feel way less bad about feeling like too. I’ve been feeling the same and it’s only gotten worse these past few weeks, so it’s nice to know it isn’t just me being plagued by anxiety.
Hahaha. Thank you for drawing me in the livestream! (I'm Luciano_Corvidae!) I loved it, and died laughing a little. My neck got an UPGRADE. 👌 Honestly, it's hard to fight the feeling of needing to be futher along than you are. But everyone takes the journey in different ways, and on different timelines. What matters most is that you do something you enjoy.
Same, I've turned 28 in january and I'm at my limit, while 2 of my 20/21 ish year old friends working for a cool band in berlin, having a art/tattoo shop and I be like: 🥴🙂🙂🙂😥😥😥😫😫😫🙃😲🤕
Same, I've turned 28 in january and I'm at my limit, while 2 of my 20/21 ish year old friends working for a cool band in berlin, having a art/tattoo shop and I be like: 🥴🙂🙂🙂😥😥😥😫😫😫🙃😲🤕
You're doing a lot lately for my serotonin supply. I really appreciate you, your smartness and humour, your kindness and your wittiness. You make my days better! Thank you for the company and the laughs.
i feel the same way as you, there’s so much pressures to have your entire life figured out by a certain age and it’s so draining. i’m just taking my take my time ?? (by procrastinating..lol). anyways, this helped me feel less alone. maybe now i can start working towards being a more productive adult !! :,)
I'm turning 20 this autumn and even though it's still quite far away, I don't know why sometimes I lie awake at night stressing over it. It's not even a big deal, I think? Maybe? Honestly, I'm just wondering where my teenage years went. How did it all happen so fast?
Im turning 18 next month and i know its too young for me too stress over little thing. Im experience(ing) the same thing you just mentioned. Im just so scared and insecure. Im just telling myself its okay.All i can say is, Its okay hun enjoy your life do what you like and dont regret it!
Its actually quite relieving knowing others are going through the same things as you. My mind really like overthinking a lot and knowing i'm not the only one is really nice. Growing up sucks....
I feel you, I’m 28 also 😭 it’s good to actually see someone the same age for once, I feel like so many people on the internet are younger than me now and it makes me feel old
June will make a year for me since I started therapy and it's been so helpful. 😊 It's going to feel a little bit awkward sometimes and you may even feel like it's not really helping, but keep with it. Little by little you're going to make progress. Good luck to you indeed. 👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾
Honestly speaking as a millennial not much younger than Edwin my lofty expectations for people in my generation is "getting vaccinated/is vaccinated" and "actively trying to recover from mental illness". Anything else I can forgive and make excuses for forever so I'm going to say most people are already exceeding my expectations!
the bulldog at 6:44 is my old dog (@jillstheme my ex's account) Bullet. I was so touched to see her here as she passed away in April :( wishing you all the best and love your videos
your blonde hair is looking so goood! As a person with 26 years of experience on this earth, just existing is hard enough, don't worry about extra accomplishments people just say those things matter to feel better about themselves, its just an illusion. :)
i know this sounds stupid but i turned 18 in february and literally had a depressive episode because i felt like i hadn't accomplished anything in high school and the idea of having to go to college and get a Real Job made me so anxious lmao.. it kind of sucks to see that you never really grow out of these worries, but this video did make me feel less alone i guess idk 💀
It's not stupid, I had the a breakdown at my 18's too. I thought I would finally be independent and that my life would completely change, that I could finally start living (I came from a oppressive family) but I hadn't achieved enough at that time to make that move... :( I was looking so forward into it.... I hope you are feeling better by now, thing will get better, just give yourself some time and patience 💜
just turned 24 but I've been feeling like this for the past 4 or 5 years, it comes and goes and if I think about it realistically I know that I am overthinking but its hard to not feel scared and unsure about the future and just life in general. Good luck on your mental health glow up!!! let's be happy guys!
K-dramas when they found love only in their 30's and move from their rich lives to a more normal and simple one actually made me less stressful about my future. I look at them and find them very independent and kinda inspirational, so it took away some of the pressure that I was feeling right now in my 20's.
Boy i'm having this kind of crisis and i'm only 20. Btw kudos for starting therapy. Finding out what's wrong with yourself sucks! You're gonna love it :) (but srsly kids get a therapist, your future self will appreciate it)
Your hair style reminds of the cult leader off of that one Kdrama called Save Me. The cult leader also wore white, not a good thumb nail to be honest.😂 ( that was a joke it's a good thumbnail)
What a good timing. I was about to have an existential crisis.
ugh they're so annoying :/
"Do y'all know what a pimp is?"
I'm dying why was that so funny
I mean... what if your parents never taught you lol
@@Edvasian i mean it'd be better if they didnt 💀💀
Sometimes I forget that this man is almost 30…He looks 20.😅
FRRR
Ya lmao
28 isn’t old, you’re still supposed to look young 🧍🏻♀️nor is 30
Thank god for skincare and asian genes hehe
I THOUGHT HE WAS LIKE 19???? WHAR
don’t worry edvasian, Ian stays young forever :)
I think he turns 21 this year hahaha
In all seriousness, going to therapy when you've never been before is really brave ed
Thank you!! Congrats on finishing your treatment :))
@@Edvasian Thank You :)
I am 33 and I can say yes heading towards the end of 20s I felt like I accomplished everything I wanted to do as far as a career and my life goes. There was always this looming feeling that hung over me when it came to my peers and success, which is not a good mindset to be in. When I entered my 30s I stepped back from my corporate career and removed myself from the rat race. I think millennials have this rise and grind mindset which sets you up for failure due to not having an end goal. Now that I am focusing on what I really want and sticking to my own lane, I am going back to school and changing my focus. It is never ending, but I think as you get older you are more sure of your choices.
This is so inspiring
Thank you for telling us that, I needed zu hear that
I feel like my 20s was exactly the opposite of yours, and I have $0 in my retirement fund. It's definitely a trade off.
Genuine question and hoping to learn, but how did you fund yourself?
@@lalakuma9 same.
I was also 29 when I had this *existential crisis* about turning 30. I enrolled in law school that year, and just turned 31. Never too late for us Millenials to change trajectory!
The fact that you mentioned glow sticks in the intro while I was cracking glow sticks is great
As a single 26yo who is technically unemployed and shares an apartment with my mother... I heavily relate to this. *laughing that turns into crying* Really though, thank you for being real and making me feel like less of a loser even though my credit score is terrible. 😅 (Also, seeing you so happy selling your art was very wholesome and adorable!)
Am I the only one waiting for advasian to dye his hair purple like jungkooks from the butter mv
omg yes
Looking into purple hair dye rn
@@Edvasian OMGGGG YES
@@Edvasian SIR-
That would be awesome!
LMAO the jyp pic was just too cursed and the stream said NOPE
he's getting revenge on me for creating Ian :(
@@Edvasian watch out I can hear the lawsuits coming 😳🤭
1:58 you may be a useless grandpa but youre *o u r* useless grandpa edwin😩 love u😙💜
I thought his name was Edvard 🤔
Ngl hearing that you say you have anxiety and are overthinking about the future and where you currently are in life, makes me feel way less bad about feeling like too.
I’ve been feeling the same and it’s only gotten worse these past few weeks, so it’s nice to know it isn’t just me being plagued by anxiety.
I'm turning 23 and I feel your pain. This is the type of makeover I like to see sis ❤️
5:05 HES LITERALLY BLEEENDINGG in with theee WAALLL im wheeezinngg In what worlllddd is thatt bluee 😂😂😂
Hahaha. Thank you for drawing me in the livestream! (I'm Luciano_Corvidae!)
I loved it, and died laughing a little.
My neck got an UPGRADE. 👌
Honestly, it's hard to fight the feeling of needing to be futher along than you are.
But everyone takes the journey in different ways, and on different timelines. What matters most is that you do something you enjoy.
Edwin u kept saying the blazer was blue but it looked white on my screen and I thought I went colorblind there for a second 😭
Same...
wait it‘s not white??
I assumed *they* went colorblind
If Edvasian start selling clothing with his art on it I'd buy for sure.....his art has a unique style
Honestly I skipped some parts in the video cuz I didn't wanna stress myself out over where I "should" be at in life rn lol 😅
i turned 27 in March and I feel like I’m in a constant state of panic 👹
Same, I've turned 28 in january and I'm at my limit, while 2 of my 20/21 ish year old friends working for a cool band in berlin, having a art/tattoo shop and I be like: 🥴🙂🙂🙂😥😥😥😫😫😫🙃😲🤕
Same, I've turned 28 in january and I'm at my limit, while 2 of my 20/21 ish year old friends working for a cool band in berlin, having a art/tattoo shop and I be like: 🥴🙂🙂🙂😥😥😥😫😫😫🙃😲🤕
Imagine you are like 80 years old and then y'all realize oh years are numbers if you feel healthy inside.
You're doing a lot lately for my serotonin supply. I really appreciate you, your smartness and humour, your kindness and your wittiness. You make my days better! Thank you for the company and the laughs.
You know he's spitting facts when he mentioned the brain🥵🥵🥵
Brains are so dramatic 🙄
First 17 seconds is too true to handle R.I.P.
"do y'all know what a pimp is"
Edvasion, 2021
5:47 literally me procrastinating 💀💀
"Have a good day and try not to be dumb"
Words of wisdom that we should ALL live by 🙏
i feel the same way as you, there’s so much pressures to have your entire life figured out by a certain age and it’s so draining. i’m just taking my take my time ?? (by procrastinating..lol). anyways, this helped me feel less alone. maybe now i can start working towards being a more productive adult !! :,)
“Ow my vaccine arm” 🤣
literally me right now 😭
I'm turning 20 this autumn and even though it's still quite far away, I don't know why sometimes I lie awake at night stressing over it. It's not even a big deal, I think? Maybe? Honestly, I'm just wondering where my teenage years went. How did it all happen so fast?
Im turning 18 next month and i know its too young for me too stress over little thing. Im experience(ing) the same thing you just mentioned. Im just so scared and insecure. Im just telling myself its okay.All i can say is, Its okay hun enjoy your life do what you like and dont regret it!
@@aislynnmel2151 Thanks, same goes out to you! We’ve made it this far, that’s already a good start. Let’s keep on keeping on!
Its actually quite relieving knowing others are going through the same things as you. My mind really like overthinking a lot and knowing i'm not the only one is really nice. Growing up sucks....
I feel you, I’m 28 also 😭 it’s good to actually see someone the same age for once, I feel like so many people on the internet are younger than me now and it makes me feel old
The side hustle was fantastic. 💕😸
I like the doug dimmadome cosplay, you miss the hat but it looks good
That thumbnail though ❤️ hope you are well, oh and please go easy on your hair 😂🙏 i actually like seeing you with long hair
Edvasian: You'll see after this commercial break.
My computer: shows me an ad about feminism.
June will make a year for me since I started therapy and it's been so helpful. 😊 It's going to feel a little bit awkward sometimes and you may even feel like it's not really helping, but keep with it. Little by little you're going to make progress. Good luck to you indeed. 👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾
You are hilarious! Thanks for making the pain less crushing, lol 😜
i straight up thought he was the same age as me and now im questioning everything... im 19...
you look like a middle aged dad who spent all of his money on "fancy cool trendy" clothes to wear them at your kid's football match
I just can't believe you're not gen z because you give such a gen z vibes
im just casually waiting for ABG baldvasian...
11:12 my sweet boi Hueningkai- 😭😭😭
thanks for making this video, needed this. glad to know im not alone :)
I think it's really cool that you are speaking about your experience with anxiety
Take care ❤️
12:21 hes looking like hes about to "hurry up baby catch me if you can ha hA"
Honestly speaking as a millennial not much younger than Edwin my lofty expectations for people in my generation is "getting vaccinated/is vaccinated" and "actively trying to recover from mental illness". Anything else I can forgive and make excuses for forever so I'm going to say most people are already exceeding my expectations!
I can’t, but think of anything else than the old white-haired grandpa from Save Me K-drama
28 we have the same age but I'm here rotten like a melon
the bulldog at 6:44 is my old dog (@jillstheme my ex's account) Bullet. I was so touched to see her here as she passed away in April :( wishing you all the best and love your videos
Ian stays young forever :))
your blonde hair is looking so goood! As a person with 26 years of experience on this earth, just existing is hard enough, don't worry about extra accomplishments people just say those things matter to feel better about themselves, its just an illusion. :)
Literally glowing in the video before and after like wth how are you this pretty eye--- 😭
I am taking my therapy sessions these days because I have been diagnosed with depression :)
i hope it goes well I guess?
it will ami, let's get itt
Hell yeh, get those happy chemicals. Proud of you! Hope all goes well.
i think his art is amazing like picasso
Looking like Kim Dokja (Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint) with the white jacket on black
edvasian oli london mentioned you in his latest mv "diss track" and its so hilarious skjhaskhkjhskdskhsg pls hes trying so hard to look cool 💀💀💀
i know this sounds stupid but i turned 18 in february and literally had a depressive episode because i felt like i hadn't accomplished anything in high school and the idea of having to go to college and get a Real Job made me so anxious lmao.. it kind of sucks to see that you never really grow out of these worries, but this video did make me feel less alone i guess idk 💀
Hope ur doin ok im in that spot now 😭
It's not stupid, I had the a breakdown at my 18's too. I thought I would finally be independent and that my life would completely change, that I could finally start living (I came from a oppressive family) but I hadn't achieved enough at that time to make that move... :( I was looking so forward into it.... I hope you are feeling better by now, thing will get better, just give yourself some time and patience 💜
the day i found out he was a melinial my brain couldnt trust anyone else beyond that point
just turned 24 but I've been feeling like this for the past 4 or 5 years, it comes and goes and if I think about it realistically I know that I am overthinking but its hard to not feel scared and unsure about the future and just life in general. Good luck on your mental health glow up!!! let's be happy guys!
YEAH THERAPY SQUAD!!!!!!!!! THERAPY IS ACTUALLY GREAT PEOPLE EVEN IF YOU FEEL LIKE A RIGHT NOB HEAD. IT HELPS!!!
I feel the same about online banking, Ik I’m a bit paranoid in general tho
this is actually very good abstract art
had you been born in 19th-20th century you would be able to cash in so much money for all this stuff
AYO GUYS WAKE UP OLI LONDON HAS MENTIONED EDVASIAN IN HIS DISS TRACK
You look amazing! you always inspire me to try and be my best version :) thanksss
Your videos literally cheer me up!!
K-dramas when they found love only in their 30's and move from their rich lives to a more normal and simple one actually made me less stressful about my future. I look at them and find them very independent and kinda inspirational, so it took away some of the pressure that I was feeling right now in my 20's.
04:03 ok wait but why does he look like a doctor or scientist tho? 👀
love your videos!! literally saved me from having a mental breakdown because of exams
Boy i'm having this kind of crisis and i'm only 20. Btw kudos for starting therapy. Finding out what's wrong with yourself sucks! You're gonna love it :) (but srsly kids get a therapist, your future self will appreciate it)
Loved the vid, Edwin. Also, unrelated but your fashion lately... 😅extremely pleasant to look at.
Me eating while watching this video and the poop scene come out😫
5:50 im a pro at looking productive
so inspiring 👁👄👁
2 dog 2 dog 2 dog!! akdhkdh
Im sorry but the thumbnail makes him look like carlisle cullen from twilight 😂
Thank the algorithm gods because I’m in the middle of an existential crisis
He’s dressed like dr. Doofenshmirtz lol
okay but you don't need no glow up ur perfect🥺
Your hair looks so good 💜💜💜
I am midway through the video and am seriously questioning whether or not my eyes are okay... That suit ain't look blue to me. 👀
6:05-6:15 Omg sameee I literally don't know what to do with my life lol
I thought he was 19-21 old he looks so young wow
EDWIN A GENSHINER SO TRUE, WAIT WHICH AR ARE YOU ON?
I turned 28 on Saturday (5/22), I totally feel ya
Your hair style reminds of the cult leader off of that one Kdrama called Save Me. The cult leader also wore white, not a good thumb nail to be honest.😂 ( that was a joke it's a good thumbnail)
I actually gasped w/ delight at the JYP one.
You and I are the same age! I would fail this list! Like every single one.
Is it me, or is that blue suit white?!?!
I’m sorry but the “Got Therapy!” In the thumbnail was funny to me 😭😭
Please tell me I'm not crazy. Am I the only one who sees that blazer white??? I mean, I could get that irl it's blue, but just in case.....
Honestly I look the same
I’m still dumb
Still weird
I look dead 😭
Not me wishing for that 800 credit score
Man is speaking facts honestly
Erwin is that you in the thumbnail? 🤭
Edvasion serving Doug dimmadone with this outfit 🔥🔥🔥
I feel like this video told me to get my things back together to at least do good in the last weeks of school...
Omg the fanart
Niko is like a ray of sunshine in this bleak world
Therapy is therapeutic...who'da thunk it?
Pls react to Oli London MV "Diss Track"...you got part on that...
You didn't deserve this...from him