I'm so proud of you Dean! You're not a failure and have nothing to be embarrassed about. You gave it a shot in California and you knew when it was time to leave. It's not for everyone
Exactly ! My bf lived there for 7 years and during peak pandemic he left bcus he realized there was nothing left for him there! Ain’t nothing wrong with leaving a place that doesn’t fit who you are
Thanks for being so transparent about your situation Dean. Mental health isn’t talked about enough and I think it’s great that you’re normalizing how it’s ok to not to be ok sometimes. I’m glad to hear you’re doing better 😌 we’re all in this together and we’re here to support your through this too
Good for you Dean for doing what’s best for you. I recently went back to school as well. I went far from home thinking I was going to get the “college experience” but it was so lonely and I missed my family. I get it about being embarrassed about coming home after making a big move but like I remind myself, you are young and still learning it’s ok to make mistakes. It’s important to go through these journeys. I recently started going to a local community college near my family and I couldn’t be happier. Good for you, very proud of you!
Dean it is wonderful to hear you comfortably chat about everything. From someone a similar age who is also still figuring out life do not stress you’re doing amazing! You’ve already achieved and accomplished so much and to me life is all about growing and taking different routes to get to where you want to be. I don’t believe in one set path I believe in wandering a bit until you truly find yourself. That’s super exciting you’re going back to college and im excited for you to see where your journey takes you! :)
Glad to hear you moved out of LA. As someone who was born in California, LA and SF are cities with serious problems. People don't understand how bad it is until they actually live there. But its good to hear you were able to get out of there before things got any worse.
@@aylabobayla9558 nope I’m not from Cali, but if he heard gunshots every night in Cali & helicopters etc I figured that was $ related not being able to afford somewhere better, so the same situation in chicago would be plausible right, sooo you can zip that pretty lip & ride this meat though 😘
Honestly been watching you forever now and I’m so happy for you and the decisions you made to better yourself 💗 it’s really refreshing to see! Keep being u xo
im so sorry to hear about your troubles. ive been following you for years and i love your ASMR but your happiness is the most important. im so glad youre on a new path. good luck ❤
Going on holiday to a place is so different to actually living somewhere. Well done for being so brave and giving something a go. Also, well done for actually knowing that you had enough and to leave. Good luck in going back to studying too.
Been watching you for YEARS and so happy you decided to do what’s best for you … excellent to hear you decided to go back to college. I am always so happy to see you posted a new vid, THE best whispering voice and vids. Have a great day Trevor & again, you’ll figure it all out, keep following your instinct and enjoy life!!
honestly dean youre just too cool and too real for the people of LA. I bet you didnt like it there. You are meant for some place better. I love you and your content so much. Do what makes you happiest, we all want to see you successful and rich in love and memories and company ❤
Hey Trevor, so glad to see you on this ramble video! There is no reason to feel embarrassed or awkward about leaving LA! I think it’s great you took a shot and went on an adventure, and I assure you these life experiences are how we learn and grow as people. Moving that far by yourself took courage. You tried it, it wasn’t your bag -no shame in that. I’m happy you’re home now. 💜 Best wishes to you as you prepare to head back to school. Sending lots of mama love!
So proud of you for getting out of your comfort zone. I moved to New York for a year and then back home for the same reasons. Sometimes our paths are meant for different ones. 💗
Good for you and taking your mental health seriously and being vulnerable about your experience ❤️ it’s probably hard but it sounds like you’re doing the best thing for yourself
Malibu is gorgeous I agree! But a lot of LA that I witnessed was like night of the living dead, felt very unsettling. Coastal areas are great but not the inner cities. I’m glad you’re finding a new path (I think you can find something other than OF, Marketing would pay big if you studied that) - wishing you so much luck and success ❤
I totally understand your feelings about LA. I’m originally from Chicago & have traveled extensively & “tried on” living in LA area, east coast area & Florida. LA to me was very disappointing, phony town & pretentious. What I have learned is that I am a midwesterner at heart. I love the basic groundedness I feel in he Midwest. I love visiting, exploring, & experiencing different places & my at homeness, where I feel a sense of belonging, will always be in the Midwest. Midwesterners are generally authentic & open to other people. I think those that dislike the Midwest must leave in their early years taking their negativity with them. Hopefully they find what they need & feel at home there.
Yay a new video!! Proud of you for trying out LA and realizing it’s not the place to be. Love and support you always Trevor 💖 and yesss another room tour please! Living for those nails 💅🏻
Props for being wise enough to understand the negative impacts of doing only fans. I'm proud of you, you got this keep your head up you have a family that truly supports you and probably understand you are trying. They will always have your back in the hard times.
when you moved there i think i commented immediately that Los Angeles sucks. lived there 12 years for work. a dump. I'm happy you're back somewhere better and healthier and proud your not giving into laziness and compromising your dignity for fast cash. you'll find a wonderful path ❤
I'm proud of you and respect you a lot! i have gone throught a similar experience where i left my country to study in Paris and i spent the worst 2 years of my life and couldn't focus on school but i knew i had to leave and that's what i did. This is what life is about, experiences that we learn from and grow because of :)
im so proud of you dean! ive been here since the early james charles videos, but your asmr videos are always so comforting. always know that you have our support!
OMG! I had leave Las Vegas at the same time when you were going threw Las Vegas flee back to Philadelphia. I wish I had known you were going. Same exact drama happened to me Trevor 😂. It's like that Lil peep song dying out west. They stole 4 of my phones. Gang stalking the prices were unsurviable.😭 gun shoots & the helicopters 🚁 Yah trying to live somewhere is apparently way different then visiting.
My boyfriend and I drove all the way from Boston MAS to IL so girl I get ittt its exhausting but the feeling of getting home is rewarding. I’m going to Chicago this weekend so I am excited. And I have to say I am very proud of you for doing what’s best for you, you are not a failure❤❤
omg i asked dean on his tiktok live about moving out of LA. i’m glad you’re opening up about it. literally been following since forever and yk i’m always just proud and care about your well being. you give us dope content and hopefully in exchange we give you something back :)
As a life long LA local, don’t move into the city just cuz it’s the cheapest and most affordable area. You can find nicer neighborhoods to live in 20 mins outside the city and be perfectly happy, if you can afford it. But tbh it’s hella expensive here. $2,300 for a 1bed apartment.
also dont feel pressured to do only fans. do it because it makes you feel happy and confident, u are amazing and ur blowing up everyday. u got this king
I’m so glad that you put yourself first and decided that it wasn’t for you. There have been so many youtubers who constantly push their limits and it doesn’t work for them in the end. I’m also glad you thought about your future too. You’re doing great Dean! ❤️
Oooo i love real acrylic nail sounds so much, its better then fake plastic nails 🥹 those nails sounds so much like real acrylic 😭 i love the sounds they make a lot ❤
I can’t lie, I find it hard to support the LGBT community but I absolutely love u and ur channel. U always make me laugh and ur vids r really relaxing!
I really feel you. I sometimes think if I went to a college that's far or in a different state,, if I would've made it big. But then I think about it and I feel like I would've been home sick too. I'm really close to my family and I don't think I have it in me to leave them 😂 And I love road trips!! Personally I'm still learning to drive so idk much about driving in road trips, but I do love being the passenger! I just like watching the view pass by while daydreaming. I definitely can't do that while driving 😂. And if there's pretty scenery, I love taking pictures
OMG i think vietnamese astrology is right too because this year being the year of the cat makes sense because it’s Taylor Swift’s Eras Tour year and she loves cats
I'm so proud of you Dean! You're not a failure and have nothing to be embarrassed about. You gave it a shot in California and you knew when it was time to leave. It's not for everyone
Exactly ! My bf lived there for 7 years and during peak pandemic he left bcus he realized there was nothing left for him there! Ain’t nothing wrong with leaving a place that doesn’t fit who you are
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Thanks for being so transparent about your situation Dean. Mental health isn’t talked about enough and I think it’s great that you’re normalizing how it’s ok to not to be ok sometimes. I’m glad to hear you’re doing better 😌 we’re all in this together and we’re here to support your through this too
Good for you Dean for doing what’s best for you. I recently went back to school as well. I went far from home thinking I was going to get the “college experience” but it was so lonely and I missed my family. I get it about being embarrassed about coming home after making a big move but like I remind myself, you are young and still learning it’s ok to make mistakes. It’s important to go through these journeys. I recently started going to a local community college near my family and I couldn’t be happier. Good for you, very proud of you!
Glad to know I’m not the only one 🫶🏻🫶🏻💓
@@deanasmr 💖lots of love
I’ve been praying you would do the purple mattress sample for literal YEARS im so happy rn
SAMEEE ITS MY FAV
Dean it is wonderful to hear you comfortably chat about everything. From someone a similar age who is also still figuring out life do not stress you’re doing amazing! You’ve already achieved and accomplished so much and to me life is all about growing and taking different routes to get to where you want to be. I don’t believe in one set path I believe in wandering a bit until you truly find yourself. That’s super exciting you’re going back to college and im excited for you to see where your journey takes you! :)
of course we all love your iconic roleplays, but i just loooove the cozy vibes of rambling videos with triggers like this 😍✨😴
Glad to hear you moved out of LA. As someone who was born in California, LA and SF are cities with serious problems. People don't understand how bad it is until they actually live there. But its good to hear you were able to get out of there before things got any worse.
I did laugh how he was like “LA I heard gunshots every night so I moved to…..Chicago” 😂 which can be just as bad if not worse 😂 good luck dean
@@yomamma2424he’s from the suburbs of chicago that’s way diff but u clearly a cali native meat rider 😂
@@aylabobayla9558 nope I’m not from Cali, but if he heard gunshots every night in Cali & helicopters etc I figured that was $ related not being able to afford somewhere better, so the same situation in chicago would be plausible right, sooo you can zip that pretty lip & ride this meat though 😘
@@yomamma2424 chicago is bougie as fuck especially if you have your parents helping you out living in the suburbs
Honestly been watching you forever now and I’m so happy for you and the decisions you made to better yourself 💗 it’s really refreshing to see! Keep being u xo
im so sorry to hear about your troubles. ive been following you for years and i love your ASMR but your happiness is the most important. im so glad youre on a new path. good luck ❤
Going on holiday to a place is so different to actually living somewhere. Well done for being so brave and giving something a go. Also, well done for actually knowing that you had enough and to leave. Good luck in going back to studying too.
Been watching you for YEARS and so happy you decided to do what’s best for you … excellent to hear you decided to go back to college. I am always so happy to see you posted a new vid, THE best whispering voice and vids. Have a great day Trevor & again, you’ll figure it all out, keep following your instinct and enjoy life!!
I feel like asmrtists can do well regardless of being in LA so I’m sure moving away won’t hurt your channel and it’ll help you mental health!
Thank u for opening up and being real. I’m so glad you are home surrounded by family.
please do a room tour, unbox, and more videos like these. So happy you're where you need to be!
honestly dean youre just too cool and too real for the people of LA. I bet you didnt like it there. You are meant for some place better. I love you and your content so much. Do what makes you happiest, we all want to see you successful and rich in love and memories and company ❤
Hey Trevor, so glad to see you on this ramble video! There is no reason to feel embarrassed or awkward about leaving LA! I think it’s great you took a shot and went on an adventure, and I assure you these life experiences are how we learn and grow as people. Moving that far by yourself took courage. You tried it, it wasn’t your bag -no shame in that. I’m happy you’re home now. 💜
Best wishes to you as you prepare to head back to school. Sending lots of mama love!
So proud of you for getting out of your comfort zone. I moved to New York for a year and then back home for the same reasons. Sometimes our paths are meant for different ones. 💗
THE HONEY DEW ME UP PRIMER I’M SCREAMING!! Love u!!!!!
13:00 the camera tapping and tongue clicking was literally the best thing ever we need a whole video of that please 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Good for you and taking your mental health seriously and being vulnerable about your experience ❤️ it’s probably hard but it sounds like you’re doing the best thing for yourself
You are not a failure!! Im so glad you're home and happy.
Malibu is gorgeous I agree! But a lot of LA that I witnessed was like night of the living dead, felt very unsettling. Coastal areas are great but not the inner cities. I’m glad you’re finding a new path (I think you can find something other than OF, Marketing would pay big if you studied that) - wishing you so much luck and success ❤
I totally understand your feelings about LA. I’m originally from Chicago & have traveled extensively & “tried on” living in LA area, east coast area & Florida. LA to me was very disappointing, phony town & pretentious. What I have learned is that I am a midwesterner at heart. I love the basic groundedness I feel in he Midwest. I love visiting, exploring, & experiencing different places & my at homeness, where I feel a sense of belonging, will always be in the Midwest. Midwesterners are generally authentic & open to other people. I think those that dislike the Midwest must leave in their early years taking their negativity with them. Hopefully they find what they need & feel at home there.
What happened to your roommate Cameron? He stopped posting ASMR videos a year ago lol
Yay a new video!! Proud of you for trying out LA and realizing it’s not the place to be. Love and support you always Trevor 💖 and yesss another room tour please! Living for those nails 💅🏻
I have been watching you for 3 years and LOVE these types of videos!!
also why does LA sound like Gotham 😭😭😭 so glad ur back in a comfy spot!!
Because it is like that! Not all of it obviously but DTLA is not to be messed with 😅
Try NYC, it’s expensive but I think it will suit your energy and personality.
Loveeee nyc
The purple mattress is the best need a whole video dedicated to it ❤️🔥❤️🔥🙌🏻🙌🏻
I never get as happy as I do when I’ve seen you uploaded, I love you ❤
Props for being wise enough to understand the negative impacts of doing only fans. I'm proud of you, you got this keep your head up you have a family that truly supports you and probably understand you are trying. They will always have your back in the hard times.
when you moved there i think i commented immediately that Los Angeles sucks. lived there 12 years for work. a dump. I'm happy you're back somewhere better and healthier and proud your not giving into laziness and compromising your dignity for fast cash. you'll find a wonderful path ❤
I'm proud of you and respect you a lot! i have gone throught a similar experience where i left my country to study in Paris and i spent the worst 2 years of my life and couldn't focus on school but i knew i had to leave and that's what i did. This is what life is about, experiences that we learn from and grow because of :)
im so proud of you dean! ive been here since the early james charles videos, but your asmr videos are always so comforting. always know that you have our support!
This gave me so many tingles 🫶🏼
OMG! I had leave Las Vegas at the same time when you were going threw Las Vegas flee back to Philadelphia. I wish I had known you were going. Same exact drama happened to me Trevor 😂. It's like that Lil peep song dying out west. They stole 4 of my phones. Gang stalking the prices were unsurviable.😭 gun shoots & the helicopters 🚁 Yah trying to live somewhere is apparently way different then visiting.
My boyfriend and I drove all the way from Boston MAS to IL so girl I get ittt its exhausting but the feeling of getting home is rewarding. I’m going to Chicago this weekend so I am excited. And I have to say I am very proud of you for doing what’s best for you, you are not a failure❤❤
I love when you talk to us like we are friends on facetime
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I love when you talk to us in the videos 😊
I hope you succeed with whatever path you chose I love you deannnn
Would love a room tour!! Also everything will be okay Dean. The universe is always looking out for you ❤
omg i asked dean on his tiktok live about moving out of LA. i’m glad you’re opening up about it. literally been following since forever and yk i’m always just proud and care about your well being. you give us dope content and hopefully in exchange we give you something back :)
i’d honestly love to hear why you didn’t like LA! I’m debating on moving there next year and I’m a bit nervous
Donnnt LA has the devil and fake ppl
As a life long LA local, don’t move into the city just cuz it’s the cheapest and most affordable area. You can find nicer neighborhoods to live in 20 mins outside the city and be perfectly happy, if you can afford it. But tbh it’s hella expensive here. $2,300 for a 1bed apartment.
@@creepypuppetasmr thank you sm for the advice! :)
Very relaxing, Iove how "clickety" the nails sound! ❤
also dont feel pressured to do only fans. do it because it makes you feel happy and confident, u are amazing and ur blowing up everyday. u got this king
These nails aren't leaving ANY crumbs
Glad your mental health is much better. ♡ Wishing you all the best. ❤❤
I love roadtrips but on my own. I want to listen to MY music and stop at the food stands that I want and take as many naps as I desire
I’m so glad that you put yourself first and decided that it wasn’t for you. There have been so many youtubers who constantly push their limits and it doesn’t work for them in the end. I’m also glad you thought about your future too. You’re doing great Dean! ❤️
love fab fit fun unboxings so much pls do
love the chat and triggers- love the nails!
That's commitment there. They look like Nuclear Man's nails from Superman IV xx
Yes updated room tour plz
IVE BEEN MISSING THE HONEY DEW ME UP
these nails are gorgeous! ❤
Oooo i love real acrylic nail sounds so much, its better then fake plastic nails 🥹 those nails sounds so much like real acrylic 😭 i love the sounds they make a lot ❤
I can’t lie, I find it hard to support the LGBT community but I absolutely love u and ur channel. U always make me laugh and ur vids r really relaxing!
Totally understand. Thank you! 💓
@@deanasmrThank you I really didn’t want to offend anyone but I love ur vids so much!!
it’s okay for people not to support incase of religion reasons ect but as long as you respect it it is fine
Glad to hear you are happy home! I miss your asmr in public videos if you can bring those back!
Love the nails and the cozy chat ❤
yes to the fab fit fun unboxing 🫶🏼
I always wonder how you don’t have a million subscribers
Yes please do fab fit fun unboxing!! I love those videos ❤
12am good night besties 👨🏼🍳
I feel the same way about astrology ❤ I'm a marketing business professional but low key obsessed with astrology and human design.
That neon light smiley thing goes hard tho 😭😭😭
Thank you for the update on your life. I hope your next endeavors bring nothing but wealth and happiness ❤❤
Same to you!
I agree with most of the comments you did the right choice! Btw beautiful nails
My boyfriend lives in New York too and I live in Canada. Long distance sucks but we love our manz
Yes to unboxing!
omggg yess to fab fit fun boxes 😭😍!
The purple mattress sample!!!😍😍😍
You needed Fozzy back in you're bedroom hanging out!
the random burp make me cackle
Oh my God, at what time frame I must’ve missed it editing 😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@deanasmr 12:58😂
This video is amaaaazing!!
Yess the nails look good!!
I’m watching this as I’m going to Cal State LA in the fall with Communication Studies 😂
I love road trips
Omg LA sounds like hell on earth lol.
And I always wanted to live there. Careful what I wish for I guess 🙄
chicagooo 💗 welcome home boo
You've been a lot more active since you moved back home
Even if he’s weird his videos are nice
I'm very proud u dean u are not having up. Keep up what u are doing
Omg you were in a jubilee VIDEO?!?!
I love them but I do stuff around the house and being a mom and I tried to do long nails but I always break them off lmao..any tips? Lol
PLEASE release the bill gates Epstein video omg. The split personality video was so good too I love the dark humor
The side that is very rough on the loca- maybe it's for feet specifically? To get rid of dead skin
All for the dark humour vids, go for it
I really feel you. I sometimes think if I went to a college that's far or in a different state,, if I would've made it big. But then I think about it and I feel like I would've been home sick too. I'm really close to my family and I don't think I have it in me to leave them 😂
And I love road trips!! Personally I'm still learning to drive so idk much about driving in road trips, but I do love being the passenger! I just like watching the view pass by while daydreaming. I definitely can't do that while driving 😂. And if there's pretty scenery, I love taking pictures
Where did you get the nails?
and room tour !!!
You deserve the world! It takes a lot of courage to chase after a big life that feels right. Wishing you all the love & luck :)
La is not for the weak. It’s grimey. Ain’t no sunshine and rainbows how people think 🤣
I would love to move to Chicago, but Im scared its not a safe place to live. Or too expensive. What is your opinion?
Love the hot cheeto girl idea. Not so much the Bill Gates one.. Split personality video was great! Loved the Ice Spice one too.
Your absolute grog!!! Your pretty even as a girl and boy as WELL
Great video!!
pls do fabfitfun unboxings again
Long time no see you Dean
pleaseee do fab fit fun unboxings
OMG i think vietnamese astrology is right too because this year being the year of the cat makes sense because it’s Taylor Swift’s Eras Tour year and she loves cats