내가 오빠의 2%라도 알고 있었을까요 웃는 모습이 전부인줄 알았는데 생각보다 난 너무 무심했습니다 내 눈엔 오빠가 얕은 물 위에서 헤엄치는 줄 알았는데 알고 보니 깊은 심해로 천천히 가라앉고 있었어요 잔잔한 호수같은 사람이라고 허우적대는 모습조차도 상상 안했는데. 내가 종현이라는 사람을 알고 있었다고, 팬이라고 자부할 수 있을까. 그런 생각이 들어요 지금 당장 내 곁에 없지만 언젠간 가라앉을 나도 지금의 나도 난 그저 너무 그립고 보고싶다. 이 말밖에 안 떠올라.. 고생했어요 마지막까지 배려하던 당신을 누가 미워하겠어요. 샤이니 종현이 아니었다고 해도 가수를 하지 않았더라도 그저 빛났을 오빠가 너무 그리워요 그 빛 바래지 않게 두 손 붙들고 기다리겠습니다
유서에 이런 말을 썼어요 눈치 채주길 바랬지만 아무도 몰랐다. 날 만난 적 없으니 내가 있는지도 모르는게 당연해. 직업이 직업인지라, 내가 지금 우울증이고 많이 힘들다고 선뜻 세상에 알릴 수 없었을거같아요. 종현이가 떠난 후에도 온갖 추측과 궁예와 악의적 루머가 판치는데 오죽했을까요. 또 종현이의 성격상 우울한 자기 모습을 남들에게 쏟아내고 의지하기보다 혼자서 끌어안고 있었을거에요. 본인이 우울증인게 수치스러워서가 아니구요. 그저 남들에게 짐이 되는걸 싫어했던, 본인이 힘든 상황에도 남들을 배려하는게 우선이였던 그런 사람이였던거에요. 그래서 자기 곡이나 책에 보물찾기 하듯 본인의 속마음을 담아놓은게 아닐까 싶어요. 직접적으로 진짜 나를 드러내진 못하지만 누군가는 눈치채주길 바라면서. 물론 그 마저도 우린 그냥 '노래니까',또 평소 종현이가 보여온 밝은 모습들 때문에 깊게 생각 않고 그저 종현이에게 위로만 받기 바빴기에 미안하고 후회가 되지만요. 이제는 종현이가 편히 쉬었으면 좋겠어요. 그렇게나 남들을 위하고 생각이 깊었던 종현이가 모든걸 뒤로하고 떠날 정도라면 얼마나 얼마나..얼마나 힘들었기에 그랬을까 감히 가늠조차 할 수가 없는거같아요. 지금쯤 하늘에서는 불면증도,우울증도,자기 자신에게 느끼던 열등감도, 알수없는 불안함과 공허함도 존재하지 않는 그저 평안하고 그저 행복한 종현이가 되어있으리라 믿어요. 수고했고 정말 고생 많았어 종현아
FEBRUARY 2021 TIME 7:30PM. LOVE YOU JONGHYUN MISS YOU. TEARS. FILL MY EYES. HIS SMILES. JOY. LOVE HIS SONGS. MUSIC. SO HANDSOME STYLE. POETRY. HIS LIFE IS. DEEP HIS THOUGHTS FEELINGS EMOTIONS BEING ONES SELF. WANTING MORE TO LIFE. TO. FEEL LOVED TO EXPECT MORE. I. ONLY KNOW HIM WHEN HE PASS. I LISTEN TO HIS MUSIC VIDEOS. LEARN ABOUT HIM. LEARN ABOUT HIS LIFE. MY TIME. I. ENJOY WITH HIM. A WONDERFUL. BEAUTIFUL LOVING SOUL. SARANGHEA NEW YORK
Meu anjinho lindo te amo tanto por porque nós deixou porque vc foi embora sinto tanta a sua falta jonghyun 💕💕💕à saudade dói demais penso em vc todos os dias 😢😢😢TE AMO MEU ANJINHO 😍😍
jonghyun smile was too hot and bright. That's why nobody could actually sense his pain. He exuded so much art, passion, sensibility and beauty in everything he did that people thought it was only a different dimension of him and not his way of asking for help because he was being kept in an environment that was destroying him. :'( Why couldn't SM give Jonghyun some vacation? Why this man couldn't be able to date who he loved? Why they kept him far from his family? :'( He was too perfect. I think this is why the stupid therapist blamed him for his feelings and his exhaustion. :'( I will never stop feeling pain. I will never blame Jjong, because he was and forever will be someone I love with my soul. I blame his country citizens for sustaining a system where they don't know how to help each other and have zero information about something so concerning like mental health. Jonghyun wasn't sick. He was just overwhelmed by those who couldn't understand him and those who judged him badly to the point of making this perfect man to doubt himself and make himself guilty for things that were never wrong inside him. My flower... One more day without you is one less day without you. :'( Please wait for me and please don't feel annoyed if I stay with you forever.
AuraAcqua why are you acting like you give a shit about him when you dont know him and you arent even a genuine fan? this one is gonna be long but i figured i oughta call out on ur bs and educate u: 1. in 2017 he spent most of his time resting and composing at home. he retired from his radio gig, had relaxing album promotions, held numerous concerts but it wasnt as crazy as it used to be 2. he was active for ten years. he is not your average idol. he can date anyone he pleases, sm would not restrict an attractive, grown ass 27 year old man from dating. wtf did you think jjong was from yg or something?? lol he is an example of a rare case where sm allows him creative freedom in his art, he also played an active role in directing shinee’s musicality and his own. he was that talented, confident and reliable even sm cant say shit. he did whatever he wanted. in fact he and shinee have the upper hand in their contract with sm. 3. he started living with his family since 2013. only ever stayed at the dorms whenever shinee was on promotional cycles. even when he was living away from his family, their house was nearby so it wasnt that bad. sm did not keep him far from his family lmao you a fake ‘fan’. dont even underestimate him. pftt as if he was a powerless, non-influential, dumb, passive puppet under sm that cant even meet his family smfh 4. he was always open about his sadness, talked about it and even made songs about it. shawols knew but what the hell can we do? even as fans, we are still outsiders. i cant speak about the people around him. 5. jjong was severely, mentally sick, he amazingly held his ground for all those years he had suffered 6. i agree with you on korea’s shitty way of handling mental issues and their tendency to bully people out of jealousy and inferiority complex. if you truly ‘care’ about him, go and find out more about him. he was a beautiful man inside and outside, through and through
three teeth I don’t think you need to be rude to someone who has good intentions. Sure, she was misinformed and had some assumptions that weren’t true, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t care and isn’t feeling loss.
Vidas tan extremas agotadas criticadas! 😞Solo por un rato de fama que nisiquiera es para ti!😞Viviste para la vida de los demás! Pero olvidaste vivir la tuya propia!💕😍💕😍💕😍😍😍😍
또 생각 나서 보러 왔어..진짜 이런 음색이 어떻게 나왔을까,이런 보물이 아이돌을 해준다는게 너무 신기하고 고마워.
하루에 한페이지는 너로 채워보고 싶네
종현군을 그리워 하다 2018년 이라는 세월이 다갔네ㅜ2019년 에도 특별한 나날들 보내쓰면 하는바램!!!
언제나 밝고
다 가진 너라서
우울증같은 게 있을거라고는
그누구도 상상조차 못한거 같어
종현아~그래서 늠 안타깝고
미안하다😭😭😭
종현이가 제일 이쁘다!!
보고싶다..
네가 가고서야 알아본사람으로써 너의 빈자리는 너무아프다ㅠ 긴여행길이 외롭지않길바란다 행복하여라 종현아
뭘 입혀놔도 다 잘울리고 이뿌다 ..
종현이 별이 된 후로
너를 알게 되었어
볼수록 너무 괜챦아서
볼수록 매력 있어서
볼수록 인성이 반듯해서
실력있고. 잘생기고 .배려심 많고
따뜻해서
아~~ 내 영혼을 대신 주고 싶을 만큼 아깝고 아깝다.
종현아~👍💕💕💕💕
종현아~
데뷔해서 지금까지 쉼없이
앞만보고 달려온 청춘의 나날에
이제 성공해서 정상에 우뚝 섰는데
왜 그렇게 일찍 가야만 했는지..
가슴 아프네 ㅠ😢😭
**별빛 이제는 꽃길만걷게될 줄 알았는데
늠 가슴 아파요😭😭😭
지금도 사랑해, ♡
아프지말자.
이젠..
종현아 너두.
나두..♡
살이 너무 많이 빠졌을때였구나 우리 종현이.. 지금은 밥도 많이 많이 먹고 먹고싶은거 맘껏 먹고 있었으면 좋겠다.
너무 보고싶다
지금은 맘편하니 행복하니
마니보고싶다
보고싶어 돌아버릴것같아 나 말려줘 제발
너무 멋있다ㅠ크 ㅠ종현오빠 영원히 기억할게요!
울종현이 넘 멋지네 저 헤어스타일 하면 시크한매력이 뿜뿜
2:01 아이컨택 💕
너무멋진 우리 종현이 잘 지내고있지? 보고싶다
보고싶어
재작년 내 생일때였네..ㅠㅠ
무엇이 그렇게 널 아프게 했을까. 마음이 너무 아려.. 하늘에서는 오직 너만을 위한 여정을 떠났으면 좋겠어. 고생 많았어 그동안..
아까워ㅠㅜㅠㅜ💖
이런 직캠 너무 좋앙♡
내가 오빠의 2%라도 알고 있었을까요 웃는 모습이 전부인줄 알았는데 생각보다 난 너무 무심했습니다 내 눈엔 오빠가 얕은 물 위에서 헤엄치는 줄 알았는데 알고 보니 깊은 심해로 천천히 가라앉고 있었어요 잔잔한 호수같은 사람이라고 허우적대는 모습조차도 상상 안했는데. 내가 종현이라는 사람을 알고 있었다고, 팬이라고 자부할 수 있을까. 그런 생각이 들어요 지금 당장 내 곁에 없지만 언젠간 가라앉을 나도 지금의 나도 난 그저 너무 그립고 보고싶다. 이 말밖에 안 떠올라.. 고생했어요 마지막까지 배려하던 당신을 누가 미워하겠어요. 샤이니 종현이 아니었다고 해도 가수를 하지 않았더라도 그저 빛났을 오빠가 너무 그리워요 그 빛 바래지 않게 두 손 붙들고 기다리겠습니다
n O 아직도 믿어지지가 않아 종현아~
행복하니?행복해라♥
너무보고싶다 대신 원망하진않을게 너가 선택한걸 미워하지않아 행복해야해 멤버들 힘낼수있게 지켜줘
너의 가치는 말로표현 못할정도인데 . . 정말 아깝구나
저렇게멋진
아이돌 가수가 왜우울증따위에게졌을까
참아까운 청년이네
부디하늘에선 밟은모습으로
이승에서못다한노래와
꿈다펼치시길소망합니다
유서에 이런 말을 썼어요
눈치 채주길 바랬지만 아무도 몰랐다. 날 만난 적 없으니 내가 있는지도 모르는게 당연해.
직업이 직업인지라, 내가 지금 우울증이고 많이 힘들다고 선뜻 세상에 알릴 수 없었을거같아요. 종현이가 떠난 후에도 온갖 추측과 궁예와 악의적 루머가 판치는데 오죽했을까요. 또 종현이의 성격상 우울한 자기 모습을 남들에게 쏟아내고 의지하기보다 혼자서 끌어안고 있었을거에요. 본인이 우울증인게 수치스러워서가 아니구요. 그저 남들에게 짐이 되는걸 싫어했던, 본인이 힘든 상황에도 남들을 배려하는게 우선이였던 그런 사람이였던거에요. 그래서 자기 곡이나 책에 보물찾기 하듯 본인의 속마음을 담아놓은게 아닐까 싶어요. 직접적으로 진짜 나를 드러내진 못하지만 누군가는 눈치채주길 바라면서. 물론 그 마저도 우린 그냥 '노래니까',또 평소 종현이가 보여온 밝은 모습들 때문에 깊게 생각 않고 그저 종현이에게 위로만 받기 바빴기에 미안하고 후회가 되지만요. 이제는 종현이가 편히 쉬었으면 좋겠어요. 그렇게나 남들을 위하고 생각이 깊었던 종현이가 모든걸 뒤로하고 떠날 정도라면 얼마나 얼마나..얼마나 힘들었기에 그랬을까 감히 가늠조차 할 수가 없는거같아요. 지금쯤 하늘에서는 불면증도,우울증도,자기 자신에게 느끼던 열등감도, 알수없는 불안함과 공허함도 존재하지 않는 그저 평안하고 그저 행복한 종현이가 되어있으리라 믿어요. 수고했고 정말 고생 많았어 종현아
같은 맘입니다.
김종현 수고많았어 근데 보고싶다
,종현아 너 괜찮니?,하고 먼저 물어오는 친구는 못만났다고 했어요
너를 눈에 담으려 애쓰고 있어 너무 소중한 너의 모든 몸짓과 행동이 뭔가 쓸쓸해보인다 먼저 가서 쉬고 있어 금방 후딱 갈게 사랑해
그냥 안 믿기고 어디선가 춤 추면서 공연하고 있을 것 같다..
FEBRUARY 2021 TIME 7:30PM. LOVE YOU JONGHYUN MISS YOU. TEARS. FILL MY EYES. HIS SMILES. JOY. LOVE HIS SONGS. MUSIC. SO HANDSOME STYLE. POETRY. HIS LIFE IS. DEEP HIS THOUGHTS FEELINGS EMOTIONS BEING ONES SELF. WANTING MORE TO LIFE. TO. FEEL LOVED TO EXPECT MORE. I. ONLY KNOW HIM WHEN HE PASS. I LISTEN TO HIS MUSIC VIDEOS. LEARN ABOUT HIM. LEARN ABOUT HIS LIFE. MY TIME. I. ENJOY WITH HIM. A WONDERFUL. BEAUTIFUL LOVING SOUL. SARANGHEA NEW YORK
우리 종현이 이번에 굽높은신발신었네
행여나 넘어지지않을까 우려된다 ....
사랑해
아깝다.애기야.너여기두고간.사람들.가슴에한.어쩔거야
Miss him very much😭#jonghyun
Lovely 😊
종현아 늘 여전해 너의팬이자 친구❤️
oppa.... miis you to... love you
Miss you Jonghyun 😥💕
Im so sorry jjong ilysm be happy over there
Meu anjinho lindo te amo tanto por porque nós deixou porque vc foi embora sinto tanta a sua falta jonghyun 💕💕💕à saudade dói demais penso em vc todos os dias 😢😢😢TE AMO MEU ANJINHO 😍😍
Love love
how can he be cute and sexy at the same time?
jonghyun smile was too hot and bright. That's why nobody could actually sense his pain. He exuded so much art, passion, sensibility and beauty in everything he did that people thought it was only a different dimension of him and not his way of asking for help because he was being kept in an environment that was destroying him. :'(
Why couldn't SM give Jonghyun some vacation? Why this man couldn't be able to date who he loved? Why they kept him far from his family? :'(
He was too perfect. I think this is why the stupid therapist blamed him for his feelings and his exhaustion.
:'( I will never stop feeling pain. I will never blame Jjong, because he was and forever will be someone I love with my soul.
I blame his country citizens for sustaining a system where they don't know how to help each other and have zero information about something so concerning like mental health.
Jonghyun wasn't sick. He was just overwhelmed by those who couldn't understand him and those who judged him badly to the point of making this perfect man to doubt himself and make himself guilty for things that were never wrong inside him.
My flower... One more day without you is one less day without you. :'(
Please wait for me and please don't feel annoyed if I stay with you forever.
AuraAcqua why are you acting like you give a shit about him when you dont know him and you arent even a genuine fan?
this one is gonna be long but i figured i oughta call out on ur bs and educate u:
1. in 2017 he spent most of his time resting and composing at home. he retired from his radio gig, had relaxing album promotions, held numerous concerts but it wasnt as crazy as it used to be
2. he was active for ten years. he is not your average idol. he can date anyone he pleases, sm would not restrict an attractive, grown ass 27 year old man from dating. wtf did you think jjong was from yg or something?? lol he is an example of a rare case where sm allows him creative freedom in his art, he also played an active role in directing shinee’s musicality and his own. he was that talented, confident and reliable even sm cant say shit. he did whatever he wanted. in fact he and shinee have the upper hand in their contract with sm.
3. he started living with his family since 2013. only ever stayed at the dorms whenever shinee was on promotional cycles. even when he was living away from his family, their house was nearby so it wasnt that bad. sm did not keep him far from his family lmao you a fake ‘fan’. dont even underestimate him. pftt as if he was a powerless, non-influential, dumb, passive puppet under sm that cant even meet his family smfh
4. he was always open about his sadness, talked about it and even made songs about it. shawols knew but what the hell can we do? even as fans, we are still outsiders. i cant speak about the people around him.
5. jjong was severely, mentally sick, he amazingly held his ground for all those years he had suffered
6. i agree with you on korea’s shitty way of handling mental issues and their tendency to bully people out of jealousy and inferiority complex.
if you truly ‘care’ about him, go and find out more about him. he was a beautiful man inside and outside, through and through
This is a very passionate comment. Jonghyun would have been very happy to have a fan like you :D
three teeth I don’t think you need to be rude to someone who has good intentions. Sure, she was misinformed and had some assumptions that weren’t true, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t care and isn’t feeling loss.
종현아 너만보여 ....
Jonghyun is so cute. His shoes always with the highest heel among others.
Моднявый Джонхен ❤
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Vidas tan extremas agotadas criticadas! 😞Solo por un rato de fama que nisiquiera es para ti!😞Viviste para la vida de los demás! Pero olvidaste vivir la tuya propia!💕😍💕😍💕😍😍😍😍
you have the actual performance?
我們 @jonghyun.948 啊 真的和在hello baby（RRD）時期差很多啊 雖然從Replay開始認識 但我真的很喜歡hello baby那個時候的你 你越來越成熟 越來越懂事 也越來越………..
我好想你.
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