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  • @judyevansparker5989
    @judyevansparker5989 7 років тому +5

    Sweet Kyra....I totally relate to what ou are saying....I had a rough go as a child...and then lost my sister and my son...I too have PTSD....and this time of year is horrible....hun Iwill be praying for you and your husband....hold strong to your faith and know that you have over 7K ppl that enjoy your channel and you and what you bring to table.....thanks you for being so transparent with your emotions...keep in touch with them and you will get through this....God Bless you

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      I am so sorry you also have to go through this. My thoughts are with you

  • @michellewheeler9476
    @michellewheeler9476 7 років тому +4

    My sweet Kyra! I’m broken for you and what you are going through! Never make apologies!!! I am praying for you. I know your struggle and how it’s a daily struggle. But before you can give to us, you need to give to you!!! Take care of you and do what is necessary for yourself. Take care of Oeds and love each other through the difficult times. As always you are in my prayers. I love you!!!❤️❤️❤️

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Michelle

  • @lisabullock5864
    @lisabullock5864 7 років тому +5

    Darling girl, thank you for doing something so hard for you and sharing your story with us. We want you back happy and in a good place so take whatever time you need. I suffer from depression and have just had a long period combined with another health issue where i felt exhausted and lost. I havent been blogging like I was or crafting as much but what I did do was watch lots of UA-cam videos including yours that kept me going. One video a week is heaps for now but if you were feeling up to it I would love to see a "check in" video to see how you are doing. Christmas can be a really tough period for anyone but can I suggest you and your husband think of a tradition that you both want to start to help bring back the joy of the season and to celebrate the "family" you do have. Many of my family members arent even blood related (my partner says I tend to adopt strays). Family isnt about blood its about people who love and care for you and will do anything to help you. Kia Kaha is something we say here in New Zealand it means "Be Strong" in the meaning of offering encouragement to succeed when troubled. Be kind to yourself.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Lisa

  • @aiyanakalyna5416
    @aiyanakalyna5416 7 років тому +4

    Sweetie. My poor baby girl. I have PTSD too and abusive no more in my life family. I know how hard it is for this time of year. You are not alone. You make us happy too. We want you to be healthy and feel safe. You don't worry about how many videos to make. That is not why we come visit your channel. We come visit your channel because we enjoy spending time with you. We will still all be here. I haven't been watching any videos because I am going through a tough time right now too. Don't want you to think you have been ignored. I am in Central Time USA. I watch at weird times so I am usually watching videos during prime time in Europe. I know that is not much of a help.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      I am sorry to hear that you also had to go through this. My thoughts are with you

  • @laurieparadis9173
    @laurieparadis9173 7 років тому +3

    Hi Kyra! This is Laurie, I live in the US, Eastern Standard Time. You are doing the right thing, take the time to heal, so you don’t have to carry this albatross with you, into the future. It’ll never be forgotten, but healing from it is the important part! Love your videos and talent, post videos whenever you feel up to it...love and light sent your way!! You are very brave!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Laurie

  • @avis1a-old
    @avis1a-old 7 років тому +4

    Wow!! This is such amazing video. I been feeling so down lately and you sharing this reminds me I am not alone. Neither are you!!! Your past is now your strength and this video is one of them. This can help many other girls!!! Remember to be grateful for what you have and the past is only a memory. You are strong and God has amazing plans for you. Trust in him

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      I am so happy to hear that you get some strength out of my video. You are not alone and my thoughts are with you

  • @kajellio
    @kajellio 7 років тому +3

    Dear Kyra, thank you for sharing this video. I can only imagine how difficult it must be to post something like this in a world that overvalues shiny and happy. Christmas is also a difficult time for me, for family reasons, too. I love your channel and I hope that you will be able to continue posting, even if only once a month. I’ll watch no matter when you post. You are one of my biggest inspirations in taking a chance on UA-cam, so I always hunt for your videos in my subscriptions and watch right away. Thank you for the ways you contribute to this community and may you be well.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      I am sorry to hear that this time of year is also hard for you. My thoughts are with you!

  • @dianesturlin4603
    @dianesturlin4603 7 років тому +4

    Kyra, I want to let you know sweetie that you are held deep in the arms of more people than you know. My mother tried to kill me when I was just a very small child and even though I'm now 60 years old I still suffer the consequences of her actions. I have been able to step out of that somewhat it's something that you carry with you your whole life but it becomes easier to deal with and now that you recognize it... you've got this girl. You will succeed in all that you do. I can tell just by listening to you. May you always be blessed and know that there are a whole bunch of us out here who are giving you our warmest love, hugs and best wishes. Thank you so much for sharing with me. God bless you!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @reneelanier3475
    @reneelanier3475 7 років тому +2

    I prayed for you! Psalms in the Bible help me tremendously! God bless you!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much!

  • @SleeplessPage
    @SleeplessPage 7 років тому +3

    My dear friend! Your bravery and generosity of heart knows no bounds! I’m so grateful for you and your honesty. I struggle with PTSD as a result of a difficult childhood, as well. The holidays are SO hard because we’re supposed to be happy, or so our society tells us. As a parent you want to be happy for your children and create the moments that become their memories but I often feel like I’m fighting with my demons every moment of every day. It’s hard. It IS lonely because only you can carry those feelings and they are a heavy load to bear. Part of the reason I created the mail exchange this month, is because I wanted to try and fight my PTSD with positivity (as you have done with your content) but I can’t lie, I’m struggling. But, you and I know, that it’s ok to struggle. It’s ok to slow down, to stop, start, fall, even to crawl. I “crawl” a lot but as long as I’m crawling forward then I’m still in the fight and maybe I’m even winning! I’m sending you a massive hug, Kyra. You know how to reach me if you need an “ear”. Lots of love!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      I am sorry to hear that you also have to struggle with PTSD

  • @cynthiatalbott-nelson7530
    @cynthiatalbott-nelson7530 7 років тому +3

    Kyra, I am so sorry for your PTSD. I think you are very brave to come forward and share your difficulties but you are so smart to let people know. I tend to keep my depression in and that is bad. So congratulations on sharing. I'm sending warm thoughts and comfort your way .Remember these thoughts are not permanent, they will subside to a more bearable feeling. Good wishes to you. Cynthia

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      Thank you so much Cynthia. I am sorry to hear that you struggle with depression. My thoughts are with you

  • @christinamann4201
    @christinamann4201 7 років тому +2

    Prayers for you my friend. You have a large art family and we love you.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much!

  • @glow_with_cindy
    @glow_with_cindy 7 років тому +3

    I really respect your honesty. It is not easy to share, but I'm so glad that you did. It is a busy and hard time of year for so many, and maybe that, coupled with UA-cam's weird algorithms, could explain the decline in number of views. I'll be keeping you and your husband in my prayers. Take the time you need to work on you. ❤

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      Thank you so much

  • @mariashehan4523
    @mariashehan4523 7 років тому +3

    Sending prayers. ...hope to see you back soon if you take time off....I use scrapbooking as a form of therapy too...I am 57 years old and I am still fighting. ...take care....anytime is ok with me since I am disabled and homebound now...anytime gain sending prayers to you

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @HelenColebrook
    @HelenColebrook 7 років тому +3

    Such a brave and heartfelt video Kyra. You should definitely look after yourself first, that's the only way. I have the bell on for you, so I never miss any of your videos, so timings don't matter for me. Really really don't worry about frequency of videos, or happy mail. We'll all be here, happily waiting, for whenever the time is right for YOU. Sending you so much love my wonderful friend 😘 💜 💜

    • @zusterglimlach
      @zusterglimlach 7 років тому +2

      Helen Colebrook Just what I think.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      Thank you so much Helen

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Lizzy

  • @HeidiLilley
    @HeidiLilley 7 років тому +3

    Ohhh, Dear Sweet Kyra. I relate so much to what you are saying. I am so sorry you are having to deal with PTSD it is a major challenge for us to go through. You are so brave for coming out with it. I'm so sorry you are hurting and sad. Please take care of yourself, first, and always. Know that you are loved, always, even if you put one video a month. We will be here for you. School and hubby and kitties are there now. i know just how very difficult this time of year is, you are not alone my dear. Much love to you.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Heidi

  • @ednamarshall1184
    @ednamarshall1184 7 років тому +2

    I'm so sorry Kyra. You are my favorite. I want you to know I will be watching every old video of yours. Just to be with you and enjoy your sweet voice and smile not to mention beautiful artistry. I pray you will be back with us soon. Much Love.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Oh thank you so much Edna. That means a lot to me

  • @kimdaniel4539
    @kimdaniel4539 7 років тому +2

    You are an amazing woman! So honest and strong. We are all here to support you! Your personal health and piece of mind a the most important thing.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @emmyyoung5307
    @emmyyoung5307 7 років тому +2

    Kyra, I am so sorry for the pain and hurt from your childhood. I want you to know that you are NOT alone. I too have that hurt and it does so much damage. I understood everything you said. I will be praying for you. I have found much healing from God. He has helped me on my journey to wholeness. He loves you and so do lots of your fans!!! You are brave and stronger than you think. Thanks for sharing with us.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      I am sorry to hear that you also have to go through this

  • @LisaCorneliusJourneys
    @LisaCorneliusJourneys 7 років тому +3

    Sweet Kyra, how I wish I could reach through the screen and give you a hug and just let you cry on my shoulder for a bit. I am so sorry for the pain and sadness you feel. You are a brave woman to be so honest. Good for you for recognizing that you need to take care of yourself! Do what you need to do for YOU and when things get better we will still be here....waiting and understanding. In the meantime, take one day at a time and ask God for strength. Hugs!!!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Lisa

  • @angelashock9837
    @angelashock9837 7 років тому +3

    It is easier said than done, but think positive. There are lots of people who wish you all the best and hope you realize we are behind you, encouraging you!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @debbytowers6416
    @debbytowers6416 7 років тому +2

    Thank you for letting us know you are not so good at the moment. It takes a lot of courage to do that (I have PTSD too). We love you loads and appreciate everything you share with us. You are an amazing talented woman and I know life can be hard sometimes but please know that we are thinking of you and want you to look after yourself first. xxxx

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much, I am so sorry to hear that you also have to struggle with PTSD. My thoughts are with you

  • @Goldeninkheart
    @Goldeninkheart 7 років тому +3

    Take care :) Remember this too shall pass. Take all the time you want.. sending prayers

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @michaelannfitzgerald8742
    @michaelannfitzgerald8742 7 років тому +2

    Please know how brave and strong you are in sharing this with us, it's really not easy being honest about how we are really feeling. I hope this season goes by quickly for you. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤❤❤

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @jacquelineroy6317
    @jacquelineroy6317 7 років тому +2

    Hi Kyra! I'm sorry to know you're not doing well. Life is not easy, but you do seem like a fighter. You need to take care of you, that's the most important. It's great that you feel comfortable opening up here. Hang in there sweetie and hug those kitties, spend time with them, pet therapy is the best! :) Big hugs to you!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Jacqueline

  • @mikeparent7411
    @mikeparent7411 7 років тому +1

    I will pray for you - my youngest daughter suffers from PTSD from childhood trauma + my brother suffers as well from serving in the military - both are benefiting from counseling + coping skills. I wish you the best and understand you need to do what will make you healthy. Godspeed!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Mike

  • @biancakrouwer5137
    @biancakrouwer5137 7 років тому +2

    💗 Dankjewel voor je eerlijkheid en openhartigheid Kyra. Wat moedig van je om op deze manier voor jezelf te zorgen. Heel krachtig! Ook al voelt dit mss niet zo voor je.
    You'll get through this. You and your hubby can do this. I believe in you! 💓

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      Dankjewel Bianca

  • @patriciapalmer6319
    @patriciapalmer6319 7 років тому +1

    Kyra you take care of you first and foremost! Your not alone and we will pray for you!! Here for you! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      Thank you so much Patricia

  • @VanLooSofie
    @VanLooSofie 7 років тому +2

    Wow, that takes a lot of courage to film... please, do take all the time you need, your followers will still be around when you feel better. Lots of hugs for you and your husband. X

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @michellereneecarrano3566
    @michellereneecarrano3566 7 років тому +2

    Hi Kyra as one who suffers from depression I can totally understand where you’re coming from! Sending hugs and love! Talk time to heal yourself! I’ll be here when you post your next video as soon as I get the notification! ❤️!!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      I am sorry to hear that you have to deal with depression. Sending you lots of love and hugs

  • @CoffeeBookChick
    @CoffeeBookChick 7 років тому +2

    Do what you need to do for you. Our overall health is so key and we are all here for you. Take your time and don't allow what you love to do make you feel any pressure. Also, one of the best things I learned in therapy is to "Never make a decision when you are emotional." Take that time to think things through, and let yourself take the time needed to figure out what works. There's no answer for healing, but don't allow any abuse from your past to continue to abuse your present and future. Remind yourself of that inner child, that you are there to protect that inner child. Protect that inner child from any more abuse already experienced. Love and protect that inner child. Take your time. And thank you for sharing

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @Jeannes1234
    @Jeannes1234 7 років тому +2

    Kyra, you just post whenever you can. I’m sorry to hear you’re not feeling well. I thank you for your honesty. There are lots of us who are going thru similar sad times and your video makes us feel like we are not the only ones. Bless your heart, keep up with your therapy, and stay strong.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @awildacharriez3877
    @awildacharriez3877 7 років тому +1

    You are so brave and beautiful to share such personal feelings. You’re such an inspiration. Take the time you need for you. We will be here when you’re ready to share again. Whenever you feel like posting. Hugs and prayers to you both.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @grannyjan9465
    @grannyjan9465 6 років тому

    I pray as you read this, you are doing better. Holidays are hard for a lot of people and I am one of them. But January comes...eventually. God bless you.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  6 років тому

      Thank you so much! I am doing much better now. I am sorry to hear that you are also having a hard time with the holidays

  • @bit-button
    @bit-button 7 років тому +1

    As someone dealing with similar things, this video hit close to home. Take care of yourself, take all the time you need. I'm sending you strength, warm thoughts and hugs.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      I am sorry to hear that you also have to deal with things like this. My thoughts are with you

  • @GingerBeachStudio
    @GingerBeachStudio 7 років тому +2

    You are loved darling Lyra. Lonely and the effects of trauma are somehow always there. Hopefully you can use it to move you forward as needed. Do take time to just be. We will always be here for you so just take care of you especially during time of overwhelm. You are not alone dealing with issues and this time of year is so hard. You are wonderful, never forget it. Big hugs and loving light darling!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @scrapbookpramim
    @scrapbookpramim 7 років тому +1

    Hi, Kyra. I am Tatiana from Brazil and I totally get you. Please, don't let the past hunt you. It's really tricky. I Love you, beautiful soul. Blessings. ❤😍

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much!

  • @lisapuckett2959
    @lisapuckett2959 7 років тому +1

    Please take care of yourself so you can continue to share your wonderful talent with us! Thanks for your honesty. My prayers go out to all who struggle!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Lisa

  • @lesaseigler5365
    @lesaseigler5365 7 років тому +2

    So sorry to see you so sad. I do pray for a light to shine in your life that can relieve the darkness of the past. You post whenever and we will be here for you when you do. God bless you sweet girl.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @emmascreativecorner1606
    @emmascreativecorner1606 7 років тому +2

    Hi Kyra. Sorry you're having such a difficult time. You just do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself. I have been going through a rough patch recently and haven't even felt able to leave comments here on UA-cam. Don't worry about when you do videos. The reason I started painting a few years ago was to help me with PTSD and help me with my emotions. It was definitely not pretty to look at but it helped me. I used my hands a lot and just let it all out. My art journal is my safe space where I can express anything. "There's a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in" .Sending you hugs dear Kyra.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Hi Emma. I am sorry to hear that you also have to go through this. My thoughts are with you

  • @BettsiLedesma
    @BettsiLedesma 7 років тому +1

    Kyra, I'm so sorry you're having such a rough time. I admire your bravery and honesty in putting this out. Wishing you healing and peace. I love your beautiful artwork. I am in California and right now I'm in Pacific Standard Time. I watch my subscriptions every night and on the weekends. I am sending you virtual hugs.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @marilyngarcia6919
    @marilyngarcia6919 7 років тому +2

    I'm so sorry to hear the things you are going through. I will definitely be praying for you and your husband. Good for you for being able to speak up because I know that is not easy. Please take the time to take care of yourself and your husband and do not worry about anything else. Everything else can wait. Sending you so much love. I hope you are able to work through this all and get to feeling better. ❤️

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @Canadian693
    @Canadian693 7 років тому +2

    Please take care of yourself and your husband. It never is easy to share! My husband had a burn out some years ago and it was not easy, One minute he would be fine, the next minute he would cry, but he finally got over it. Please take care! Hugs! 🤗

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @elisegerard6851
    @elisegerard6851 7 років тому +1

    So sorry this is such a rough time for you and your husband and that you aren’t doing well. Your health - physical, emotional and mental is what’s most important so do whatever you need to do to feel better. Much love to you!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @butterfly1035ni
    @butterfly1035ni 7 років тому +1

    I find so much courage in your brave post... I too suffer from ptsd from a very rough childhood and holidays are always hard for me and I have a young child so it's even harder because I have to pretend to be happy for her... you give me inspiration and show me knew and wonderfully creative pieces of art... thank you for sharing and post when ever you can and we will eagerly be waiting with our bells waiting to notify us

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much! I am so sorry to hear that you also have PTSD. My thoughts are with you

  • @lostaria99
    @lostaria99 7 років тому +2

    sending my love, you are very brave. put yourself first, your true fans will always still be here even if you only posted once a month x

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @SunnyRomanova
    @SunnyRomanova 7 років тому +1

    Oh, Kyra, dear, i can understand you... I've suffered something similar. But you're a great one, you'll do it 💪 take care. You'll be in my thoughts ❤

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much!

  • @SweetSunnyDream1
    @SweetSunnyDream1 7 років тому +2

    Oh Kyra i just want to hug you. Please know we love you so much! Wishing you all the best! xoxo I don't care what time you upload, I'll watch it anyway. Take your time. And get some rest. 😘

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      Thank you so much Sunny

  • @sussiebre
    @sussiebre 7 років тому +1

    You are a strong super HERO❣
    I have depression and two years ago I "hit the wall" real hard and was on my way to end everything, so for me christmas is a negative time...
    Its hard to keep up the spirit for the children (14 and 12 years now).
    Sending a mega big hug to you 💕❤️💕
    //Susanne from 🇸🇪

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      Oh thank you so much. You make me blush

    • @sussiebre
      @sussiebre 7 років тому

      Thanks 💕

  • @ErinDuncan
    @ErinDuncan 7 років тому +1

    My beautiful friend seeing the sadness in your eyes breaks my heart. Thank you for being so brave and so honest. This time of year can be so hard. I wish lots of love to you and your husband, look after each other and take care of you. xxxxxxx

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much my wonderful friend

  • @demigough2040
    @demigough2040 7 років тому +2

    Oh Kyra honey, just wish I could give you the biggest hug right now, you do whatever is right for you, take the time to work through your sadness however you feel you must, you are the most amazing person with such a beautiful personality. You take care of yourself. Sending you lots of love and hugs 💕🌺🦋 xxx

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Demi

  • @MyLittleJournal
    @MyLittleJournal 7 років тому +1

    I love you Kyra!!! You are a part of my family 😘 take care of yourself and I’m here for you.

  • @meghanthimjon3027
    @meghanthimjon3027 7 років тому +2

    Awe so sorry to hear! Keep your chin up! I didn't have the greatest childhood so I can relate unfortunately! I don't ever talk about it either! It's good you and your hub have each other! This too shall past. Take the time you need but don't stray too far from the things that you LOVE!!! Take care of yourself!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      I am sorry to hear that you also had to go through something like this

  • @stellarjstudios
    @stellarjstudios 7 років тому +2

    Sending you lots of love. Take care of yourself, sweet friend.
    Xoxo-
    Gina

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @wtsteiny
    @wtsteiny 7 років тому +2

    Big hugs. Lots of love. Do what you can. I understand sweetie. I appreciate every clip you do. Please move forward. I have had a shocking childhood. The 2 people who should have loved me hated me. You are an amazing person

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @angeltea7
    @angeltea7 7 років тому +1

    Big hugs. This time of year is tough. Especially when there’s so much pressure to have a picture perfect holiday. Thank u for being brave and sharing this with us. Hope you get through everything and I’m sure u will. I can see how strong u are. Take care of yourself. Any time u post I will be sure to watch.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much! And yes you are totally right

  • @bySusuko
    @bySusuko 7 років тому +2

    You are a very beautiful and strong person! Take one step after another. And do your videos when YOU want to make them. Send you positive thoughts!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @OktoberJournal2
    @OktoberJournal2 7 років тому +3

    Heel veel liefde voor jou

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Dankjewel lieve Estelle

  • @ClareCreationsAL
    @ClareCreationsAL 7 років тому +2

    I’m glad you’re in therapy. Focus on you for now. For me art and crafting give me joy. I hope that you do joy for you every day. Christmas is about love. We love you. We support you whether you do 1 video a month or 1 a day! We’re here. Waiting. God bless you.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Yes therapy helps me a lot and oh yes the art journal. I really need that to feel better and to deal with these emotions. I love you too and thank you so much for your love and support

  • @elsabetrollip
    @elsabetrollip 7 років тому +1

    So very sorry to hear both of you are going through such a rough time. Sending you lots of hugs and prayers ❤️❤️ Any time you're ready to post is fine. Taking care of yourself is far more important now.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @cathytomroberts928
    @cathytomroberts928 6 років тому +1

    Thanks for your honesty. Take care and God bless.🙏🤟🏼🌹

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  6 років тому

      Thank you so much!!

  • @carlatavares3715
    @carlatavares3715 7 років тому +1

    Hi Kyra, so brave of you to post this video, wish I could give you a big hug. Be strong Lovely 😍. Regarding the times, I'm easy and will always watch you. Big hugs and keep smiling xxxx

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Carla

  • @LynnLBE
    @LynnLBE 7 років тому +1

    Take time & care of yourself!! Thank you for sharing your thoughts. 💜

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @karenatkinson4053
    @karenatkinson4053 7 років тому +1

    Hello Kyra, I'm so sorry to hear you are not doing well. My niece suffers from PTSD also due to a horrible childhood. I didn't find out about it until much later. If I had known I would have tried to get her out of the situation. Listening to you is like listening to her. It made me want to give you a big hug. I hope the therapy helps you the way it is helping my niece. I have often said that crafting has saved my sanity because of what my life is like. It lets me escape for a bit doing something that makes me happy. Take care.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Hello Karen

    • @karenatkinson4053
      @karenatkinson4053 7 років тому

      You are very welcome. I will be here to watch your videos when you feel you want to come back. Take your time, I think most of us feel this way, wait until you are ready.

  • @Lesterdeephotography
    @Lesterdeephotography 7 років тому +1

    You are in my thoughts and prayers! I truly can relate to everything you have said!!! 1 video is plenty! You need to focus on you and your husband!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @cominguproses8481
    @cominguproses8481 7 років тому +1

    Oh my dear sweet Kyra! Please know I am thinking of you. You need to take time to take care of yourself, we will always be here for you!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @cherylpesutimassie5010
    @cherylpesutimassie5010 7 років тому +1

    I'm sorry you are not feeling so good Kyra. I've been dealing with this for years and I do understand. Just don't give up. Do what you have to do to feel better. It's not easy but it is very possible. I know all to well. You did this video which shows me you are not only struggling but you are taking steps towards healing by letting some of it out. You can't get ahead of something till you put it behind you. You took your first step acknowledging it openly. Hugs to you...:)

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      I am so sorry to hear that you also have to deal with this

  • @kirstyroyles73
    @kirstyroyles73 7 років тому +3

    That took so much courage to open up,you will get through this but for now concentrate on what's right for you,we will still be here when alls good in your life but until then take care xx

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @brendathomas4734
    @brendathomas4734 7 років тому +1

    So sorry to hear of your struggles, I pray that you will be feeling better soon.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @shantacowan5303
    @shantacowan5303 7 років тому

    I send you Hugs, Love and blessings from Kentucky. I thank you for sharing, I appreciate that. Please know we are here for you and we care. Continued blessings to you.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @barbaraberrios9668
    @barbaraberrios9668 7 років тому +2

    Hi kyra I'm so sorry you feel this way I understand please take care of yourself first because that's what is importantI.I'll still continue to support your channel take care💕

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Barbara

  • @mllu2296
    @mllu2296 7 років тому +1

    Hugs and love to you from America! I understand what you are going through. Life is tough. But we can't let it kick us in the butt! You are strong and have such a beautiful spirit! You take care of you and do what you need to. We will all be here waiting when you are able to post your videos. God bless sweetie! Prayers will be said! Xoxo

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @vickysmith494
    @vickysmith494 7 років тому +1

    Fully understand every thing you've said .... I too hate this time of year and struggle through Christmas when I use to love it all ... I understand being lonely when your not alone ... I am a survivor of my past and even though I have the most dreadful days, weeks sometimes months I refuse to let my past define my future ...... You need to do what ever it is that helps you.
    You'll find a lot of us crafters are survivors of various things !!!
    It all takes time ... Much love to you ❤️❤️

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      I am so sorry to hear that you also struggle this time of year. My thoughts are with you

  • @rigmorolsson4765
    @rigmorolsson4765 7 років тому +1

    Oh dear Kyra, so sad to hear about your struggle with PTSD! :( Just want to give you a big hug right now! Glad to hear that therapy works for you! :) You and hubby seem to be strong together so you will ride this through! Both of you! You take care of you!!! I will be happy no matter when you post a video! :) Your health is more important! I can totally relate to the crafting as very good therapy, it helps me a lot! BIG HUGS AND TAKE CARE!!!!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Rigmor

  • @lisamcclelland6608
    @lisamcclelland6608 7 років тому +1

    Prayers and thoughts to you. It is good you are taking care of yourself. It takes a strong person to open up and share how you are feeling. I love all your videos and am so glad you will still do one. I look forward to them. Does not matter what day or time! I will be watching it!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @pebble2pearl
    @pebble2pearl 7 років тому +1

    I honor your courage. I'm glad that you're putting yourself first. Best wishes!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @shannonpaul6053
    @shannonpaul6053 7 років тому +1

    Aw....honey, I’m so sorry you’re having such a hard time right now. Christmas is a hard time of year for me also, my husband of 22 years passed away suddenly on Dec 22, many years ago. So you’re not in this alone. Keep,up the counseling and do what you have to do for you!

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      I am sorry to hear that! My thoughts are with you

  • @margaretvogel9172
    @margaretvogel9172 7 років тому +1

    Hi dear friend, reading through all the comments, and there will be more, there is so much understanding and love and caring for you, you’re so precious and you create such beautiful art, not just on UA-cam but I saw your kitty on fb too 🤗---🌷be strong dear friend, Liefde xxxxx

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      I know. I am so overwhelmed by all of it. I feel blessed to be in a community like this and that I made these beautiful friendships. Give a big hug to dear Bonsie

  • @baibalai
    @baibalai 7 років тому +1

    Virtual hugs 💖 I hope things improve soon, take all the time you need.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @dcadriana3542
    @dcadriana3542 7 років тому +1

    Take care . You're a beautifull soul . I send you my best wishes, and good vibes.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much my friend

  • @moonlightcabin9395
    @moonlightcabin9395 7 років тому

    Bravo for being so real and honest. It takes a lot of bravery to not just admit to others, but to ourselves, that we are at a point in our lives where we need to step back and heal. It is definitely always going to be a hard time, at christmas, when it seems as if everyone is so happy and joyful. But, like you, I had a very traumatic childhood and I know that it will never leave me. Christmas time is always a test of strength. I hope that you and your husband are able to find peace during this time that you both take to work on healing and realigning your paths. I look forward to watching more videos from you, when it suits you to post them. So do not feel rushed or pressured. Hugs from Australia xx

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @connieblackburn1265
    @connieblackburn1265 7 років тому

    You are beautiful inside and out and very wise beyond your years. I just found your videos in the last couple of weeks. I have really enjoyed your art. Take time for yourself. Hope things look up for you in this new year.❤️

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Connie

  • @MercedesPiqueras
    @MercedesPiqueras 7 років тому +2

    Hi, Kyra. I am sorry for what is happening. You must feel free of all of us, your admirers, and do your best for your health. Focus your energies on living. And do the things that appeal to you for love of yourself, not to fulfill anyone's expectations. A very strong kiss. I love you so much.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Mercedes

  • @didosmorris6212
    @didosmorris6212 7 років тому +1

    I think you can see we all love you here and are here for whenever you are ready, we have the bell on so will know when you post.
    I feel your pain, I understand the loneliness feeling even when surrounded, love hugs and Prayers xx

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @mitch3135
    @mitch3135 6 років тому

    Hi Kyra, Ann here not Gary. Know I always come up as my husband on line. I just wanted to send special and warming hugs and say how I respect you for been so strong and open. I have so enjoyed catching up on your thoughtful and sharing tubes. What a wonderful and big hearted person you are.
    I am new to your videos but would appreciate them whenever you do them.
    I think Christmas can be a challenge for many people not helped with the hype or perception of what it should be about which is kindness and caring and been aware that it can be a very challenging time for p=others. So sending you the wamest of thoughts and the most positive of vibes.
    I will write to your po box, but do not worry about replying I just love to write and your videos are by far enough for me. Keep on showing that lovely smile you have and your positivity will get you through life. Thank you for sharing. Ann :)

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  6 років тому

      Hi Ann! :D Thank you so much

  • @CraftingVicky
    @CraftingVicky 7 років тому +1

    sad to know that you are going through this! Take care of yourself!!! That is most important

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @stephc5983
    @stephc5983 7 років тому +2

    Wouldn’t it be so nice if we could go back and “edit”our lives - to Design the perfect life. Right family, right friends, right everything, to remove the pain and sadness that steals our very breath at times...but you know we can’t. Kyra, you’re not alone. Keep reaching out to those good people in your life. They are your family and ❤️ you. And allow your God-given artistic talents to embrace this pain. You’re in my thoughts and prayers
    Pennsylvania, USA

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much for your wonderful comment. It means the world to me

  • @ilcassettodigio9870
    @ilcassettodigio9870 7 років тому +1

    Kyra I'm sorry to know that you're not well, be strong and combative to overcome these bad moments. Do not worry if you can not make your own videos, you will do them when you want and when you can with me, we'll wait. the important thing is that you think about yourself and your recovery. A big hug.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @LearningCurveAcres
    @LearningCurveAcres 7 років тому

    Dear Sweet Kyra, take all the time you need to help yourself heal. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending lots of love♡

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @jokemooy5364
    @jokemooy5364 7 років тому +2

    sorry to hear yr not so good my husband suffers the same you do what ever it takes you come first christmas is not easy

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Sorry to hear that your husband also has to go through this, My thoughts are with you

  • @PaperSweets
    @PaperSweets 7 років тому +2

    Take care of you 💗 hope things get better soon! Hugs 💕

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      Thank you so much

  • @celestialsense2101
    @celestialsense2101 7 років тому +1

    I hope you feel better. We will be praying for you.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much

  • @susanthatcher126
    @susanthatcher126 7 років тому +2

    I'm so sorry you going through hard time I know how it feel to not having family and it is hard.but that's when you need to give yourself as much love as you can.you and your husband are in my prayers.and I really hope things get better and hope you feel happy again.❤💚💙🌸🍬😊🙂😸😹😺😻🙋👍

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      I am sorry to hear that you also have to go through someting like this

  • @SavedByMyKing
    @SavedByMyKing 7 років тому +1

    Kyra, my Love. I literally stroked your little face on my screen as you poured out your broken heart to us. I cried for you, sweet girl. I am so, so incredibly sorry for the pain you hold. This time of year, so many of us who seem to be holding it together simply...crack a bit. Those cracks can make us stronger, but they hurt, don't they?
    I have a daughter your age, so allow me to give you some motherly advice: don't worry about videos and when you post them. Post any when YOU want to--we'll find you. 💚 Take this time with your husband and just have fun together. Hold hands and watch old movies, take walks, bake--whatever makes you two feel good and loved. Do fun stuff together and try something new if you both are up to it. **Make new memories together to help push out the old ones.** Don't try to be all things to all people. Just love on each other for now and spend your time *only* with people who understand and encourage you. You don't owe anyone any of your time, unless they lift you up and help you heal. You don't owe anyone an explanation, including us. You have plenty of videos for us to watch, so you just focus on yourself for now and take lots of hot baths and eat lots of chocolate or do whatever makes YOU feel better. Don't let anyone steal your joy.
    PTSD, and CPTSD is nothing to dismiss. I, too, have it from my abusive childhood. Things still haunt me, even at age 55, but I've learned (only recently) that it's mandatory to take care of myself so I can be my best for myself and others--to live my life the best I can now. This doesn't mean I'm selfish, it means I'm "recharging my batteries". Dead batteries do no good 😉.
    I hope you find joy this holiday season; I hope you seek it and push away anyone who tries to make you feel less than joyful. I will pray for you and your husband right now. Feel free to contact me via Facebook/Messenger anytime, Kyra. I wish you good rest and good healing.
    💚 Love from the States, Lisa

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Lisa thank you so much for your comment

  • @karenpiermarini3628
    @karenpiermarini3628 7 років тому +1

    My prayers are with you, please take care. Ohio, USA.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Karen

  • @SpiritGirl1961
    @SpiritGirl1961 7 років тому +2

    Dear Kyra, If you lived near me I would offer you my help. I am an energy healer who works with PTSD clients. One person said I did more for him in 45 minutes that 3 years of therapy did. I'm sorry for what you are going through. Try to stay strong, I know it is hard. May you find peace within. Know you have a strong support group with your followers, know that you are not alone.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much Tina

  • @AJ-po4sr
    @AJ-po4sr 7 років тому +1

    Stay strong. I love your work, it's ok to be sad. I also not commenting on videos these days as something came up in my life which i am adjusting to. Not my usual self. Sending prayers and love your way.
    For me anytime is good for upload as i am watching when i get time.

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      Thank you so much Afroze

  • @Jenscraftsandjournals
    @Jenscraftsandjournals 7 років тому

    God Bless you Kyra. Anytime is good for me. I am happy you are thinking about yourself and what you need. Take your time. Self care is important. God Bless you, Jen

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much for your love and support

  • @leannejournals
    @leannejournals 7 років тому

    I love your honesty girl! It can be really hard to put yourself out there especially with things like this. So much love to you for your bravery. I have the notifications on so you can post whenever works for you. You're a survivor girl and you got this, and us (:

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому

      Thank you so much girl! Love you

  • @penguinoni8941
    @penguinoni8941 7 років тому +1

    Kyra the most important thing is to care for yourself. After than concentrate on your studies - your degree is important to you I can tell. Any video you post at any time once a week is enough for the people who follow you on here. Sorry you're not doing well and I'm sending you a big virtual hug xx

    • @KyraPace
      @KyraPace  7 років тому +1

      Thank you so much