Turnover - "Diazepam" (Official Audio)

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  • Опубліковано 3 тра 2015
  • “Diazepam” by Turnover from the CD/LP/Digital “Peripheral Vision" available on Run For Cover Records on May 4th, 2015.
    Purchase this record on iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/artist/tu...
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    Lyrics:
    I know you're probably sick
    Of always sorting me out
    It's like I've always got the taste
    Of orange nails in my mouth
    I know you've probably been exhausted
    Cause I haven't slept a wink in a week
    Your father doesn't like me
    Cause I'm not into sports
    And your mother won't approve
    Because I'm not of the cross
    I took an upper before your sister's wedding
    Just to help me pretend
    And I don't know what I need
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    Down on your knees
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    I know you always feel you're by yourself in the house
    This is the only night this week I haven't slept on the couch
    I hope you know it breaks my heart
    That I'm the reason for your sleeping alone
    Cause it was always a dream just to know you
    Sometimes I find I can hardly speak your name
    I know one day I'll come home and I'll find you
    It's just a matter of time 'til you break from the strain
    And I don't want to go outside
    Don't want to make it home tonight
    If it's not you in my heart
    I don't want to carry it on
    And I don't know what I need
    (And I don't want to go outside)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    (Don't want to make it home tonight)
    Down on your knees
    (If it's not you in my heart)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    (I don't want to carry it on)
    And I don't know what I need
    (And I don't want to go outside)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    (Don't want to make it home tonight)
    Down on your knees
    (If it's not you in my heart)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    (I don't want to carry it on)
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 184

  • @runforcovertube
    @runforcovertube  4 роки тому +16

    Turnover's new album 'Altogether' is out Nov 1st! Watch the music video for lead single "Much After Feeling" here: ua-cam.com/video/qsQgB8LhyMg/v-deo.html

  • @briipaige8620
    @briipaige8620 3 роки тому +105

    anyone who’s listening to this band more recently i love you🥺

    • @4244john
      @4244john 3 роки тому +1

      A friend of mine played Pure Devotion one time and I immediately loved it! It’s been almost two years since I first started listening to their songs and I have yet to grow tired of them.

    • @zaisha.o2579
      @zaisha.o2579 3 роки тому +3

      I love you too ❤️

    • @420yoloswag4jesuss
      @420yoloswag4jesuss 3 роки тому +1

      Ikr

    • @ausgaze
      @ausgaze 3 роки тому +3

      we never stopped listening love.

    • @trixbatislaon6765
      @trixbatislaon6765 2 роки тому +2

      Hi Bri, I love you too! From Philippines

  • @timothyjames6684
    @timothyjames6684 3 роки тому +133

    “Cause it was always a dream just to know you”
    This hits pretty hard, because a few years ago I was in a relationship with the girl of my dreams that I had loved for years. Insecurities, depression and anxiety ensured that relationship ended. But the prospect of being too lost in your overpowering anxious thoughts to focus on your relationship with someone whom you considered to be a dream come true is truly heartbreaking. Thank you for making me feel safe and understood, Turnover.

    • @growstuffguy
      @growstuffguy 3 роки тому +4

      This really hit home.

    • @justina7300
      @justina7300 2 роки тому +1

      Ugh, I've been in the same exact boat at one point in my life.

    • @graham9851
      @graham9851 2 роки тому

      my fav part of the whole album is when that part hits

    • @CorlaxGaming
      @CorlaxGaming 2 роки тому

      Same boat. Got engaged after being together for 2 years, we broke up shortly after.

    • @timm9855
      @timm9855 Рік тому +5

      This is SO fucking weird.
      Read this and was like “yep, this literally just happened to me”. Then I look at your name and I shit you not MY NAME IS TIMOTHY JAMES!!! So fucking weird.
      Hope you’re doing alright now fellow Tim Jim. You and this song give me hope that things will turn out alright.

  • @desolatesoul2304
    @desolatesoul2304 8 років тому +286

    Turnover is like suicide and euphoria underneath the aurora borealis all rolled into one, that seeps into my soul.

    • @patrickkrenz515
      @patrickkrenz515 7 років тому +17

      how'd you do that.

    • @cumannach6739
      @cumannach6739 7 років тому +33

      It makes you feel both connected and disconnected,
      its like heartache that you're okay with,
      or finding comfort in the worst of states

    • @madeleinep.828
      @madeleinep.828 5 років тому +1

      You put my feelings into words... thank you.

    • @melissaabril6082
      @melissaabril6082 4 роки тому +1

      Perfect description! Yes!!

    • @melissaabril6082
      @melissaabril6082 4 роки тому +2

      I've sat underneath the Aurora lights in alaska and this band would be the perfect thing to listen to.....

  • @madeleinep.828
    @madeleinep.828 5 років тому +56

    You know you absolutely love an album when you can’t pick a favorite song from it.

  • @JustinnnZombie
    @JustinnnZombie 7 років тому +174

    I hope you know it breaks my heart that I'm the reason for your sleeping alone

  • @koushikibhattacharya7305
    @koushikibhattacharya7305 4 роки тому +55

    My guy had sent me this song the night before he went to rehab..... I remember crying out every tear from my eyes.... I don't know why movies romanticise addiction, it broke us.... We are just twenty and he has been in rehab for only 16 days now..... I listen to this every night..... I breaks my heart, I breaks everything I have ...... I have broken down in the last few months taking care of someone who I had fallen in love years ago...... This strikes a chord.... The one he is singing for had a hell of a life, cause you can remember the person without his addiction as well.....
    He sent me this song out of helplessness... I still remember his eyes..... It will always have a special place in my life although I cry everytime I hear it.....

    • @patrickallen5821
      @patrickallen5821 3 роки тому +1

      That....... is....... terrible....... I .......am ........sorry.........

    • @koushikibhattacharya7305
      @koushikibhattacharya7305 3 роки тому +1

      @@patrickallen5821 it's okay now... He came back about a month ago.... He sent me "Take me to the church" by Hozier on coming back..... It's better now...❤️

    • @jamiephillips-lewis3841
      @jamiephillips-lewis3841 3 роки тому +2

      My heart and thoughts going out to you. Hope it all works out in the end. Addiction and relationships are a 50/50 fail or succeed so it seems

    • @iatechimes
      @iatechimes 3 роки тому

      @@patrickallen5821 haha you're so funny (fucking idiot)

    • @realpillboxer
      @realpillboxer 3 роки тому +1

      Massive hugs to you.

  • @White_Chapel1888
    @White_Chapel1888 2 роки тому +12

    As someone who is on Diazepam and struggle with PTSD and panic disorder this song is, words just can't explain. But if I could describe it I would say it is the most relatable song I've ever come across this, this whole album is a life changer

  • @louisriel9803
    @louisriel9803 8 років тому +95

    I haven't instantly liked a band this much since I first heard this town needs guns.

  • @laurengibbs_1
    @laurengibbs_1 5 років тому +16

    This is my favorite turnover song I can’t ever get sick of it

  • @mrkookookachoo94
    @mrkookookachoo94 9 років тому +33

    Ugh this band is so perfect.

    • @02bugeye
      @02bugeye 9 років тому +2

      This is honestly the best album iv ever listened to. Just so soothing. I can listen to it all day.

    • @Chaggy1978
      @Chaggy1978 4 роки тому +1

      @@02bugeye Very true it soothes the soul.

  • @joshmacias9019
    @joshmacias9019 4 місяці тому +4

    I just discovered them! 😊

  • @myforeheadcream6547
    @myforeheadcream6547 2 роки тому +5

    I have been at my lowest and this band needs to make a comeback immediately I love y'all sm

  • @TTR_Ricky
    @TTR_Ricky 7 років тому +134

    I dont know why, its not the lyrics or anything, but this guys make me feel weird... its pleasant and sad at the same time, this "young adult" mediocre life I am living, with the love I recently lost and life not making sense but still going on... idk, these kinds of bands with guys my age like them, real friends, moose blood... makes me love as fuck the music and at the same time feel weird about everything around... just wanted to share

    • @Catchwhatbites
      @Catchwhatbites 5 років тому +6

      Rafael Cerquetani two years later I find this comment and it mirrors my current experience here I am listening to this music feeling the same. Hope all is well friend

    • @pfaprado
      @pfaprado 3 роки тому +2

      Some years ago I was exactly feeling like this. These songs speak a lot to people with early depression or simple lack of motivation. Try to find a way out of the boredom of this "young adult" life... full of debts, insecurities and failures... use your time to help others and learn stuff. Life makes sense once we give some to it :)

    • @TTR_Ricky
      @TTR_Ricky 3 роки тому +1

      @@Catchwhatbites it’s been four years from my comment and now I’m two years later for yours! still listening to the same bands and some new ones, same feeling (kinda), but I’m better! everyone goes through some shit, we overcome it eventually. hope you’re doing well too now!

    • @TTR_Ricky
      @TTR_Ricky 3 роки тому +3

      @@pfaprado yeah! it’s exactly that, the boredom, feeling like you’re stuck and not evolving nor moving on. but it’s all temporary, I guess. it’s been four years since my comment and it’s all better now. gotta keep going boys!

    • @Catchwhatbites
      @Catchwhatbites 3 роки тому +2

      @@TTR_Ricky holy cow has life changed! I hope you’re also doing well my friend

  • @briannapinal8571
    @briannapinal8571 Рік тому +6

    Such a fcking masterpiece it helps me come to terms with the trauma of loving an addict.. I miss my parents but they did the right thing leaving me in charge of my precious siblings 😭🫶🏼😊

  • @ceilidhgarten
    @ceilidhgarten 3 роки тому +5

    between this and one other song off this record i just cry from listening. idk these lyrics hurt and feel so incredibly nathral at the same time. feeling unaccepted, the ease of a pill, the wanting and the wanton unsureness of love; this is one of my favorite albums. i haven’t listened to them in so long and just the pain in the lyric, “I don’t know if I’ll be there for you”, truly resonates with me, both ways. there’s something very dreamy about this band, and i really appreciate it, even if it makes me sad.

  • @BelieveInUrself93
    @BelieveInUrself93 8 років тому +24

    this sounds exactly just like 'I would hate you if I could' tbh but i still dig it.

    • @bryguy1466
      @bryguy1466 3 роки тому +2

      This song, I Would Hate You If I Could and Dizzy On the Comedown all have a similar rhythm with the lyrics but I love them all

  • @omarelhasan9334
    @omarelhasan9334 3 роки тому +7

    Listening to this song while on Diazepam hits different

  • @aleksandarsavic9830
    @aleksandarsavic9830 4 роки тому +5

    If you pay attention to the drum line in the chorus you'll realize a post-punk lick. Love it 🎶

  • @420yoloswag4jesuss
    @420yoloswag4jesuss Місяць тому

    This entire album is a piece of art that I will never forget, thank you for making this

  • @borinhang4606
    @borinhang4606 8 років тому +8

    the rounds at the end is prob my fav part, where they both start singin diff lines of the song

  • @runforcovertube
    @runforcovertube  7 років тому +13

    Turnover's new album 'Good Nature' is out 8/25, listen to the first single "Super Natural" right here! ua-cam.com/video/M6PpLn_6Sa4/v-deo.html

  • @nathanstart8860
    @nathanstart8860 7 років тому +7

    My friend sent me this, so glad he did
    What a beautiful song

  • @roksana520
    @roksana520 6 років тому +3

    I've just discovered this song, what a soft sound!

  • @phillipmolina3198
    @phillipmolina3198 3 роки тому +4

    I'm convinced my ex came into my life again just to show me this band and I ain't even trippin'

  • @sofiaR2411
    @sofiaR2411 8 років тому +1

    I love this band so much! Lots of Love from Costa Rica

  • @heatherstark7598
    @heatherstark7598 4 роки тому +7

    I keep seeing how everyone had a romantic relationship brought them here......my boss said he LOVED this album so I checked it out.

  • @aaliyahlabarge368
    @aaliyahlabarge368 5 років тому +3

    so happy i found this band.

  • @SamuelBlues
    @SamuelBlues 7 років тому +7

    Stone Roses vibe. Love it.

  • @TheShezarrine
    @TheShezarrine 7 років тому +2

    Goosebumps every time.

  • @chassidyterrell2853
    @chassidyterrell2853 8 років тому +5

    love this album definitely digging this

  • @HazmatSuitUp
    @HazmatSuitUp 8 років тому +3

    UA-cam suggestions has pulled through.
    This band is amazing.

  • @rhiannondiodati782
    @rhiannondiodati782 2 роки тому

    I’ve never been so obsessed with a band listen atleast 3 times a day for a year.😂

  • @ericksonsouza6479
    @ericksonsouza6479 8 років тому +1

    I love this song soo much!

  • @wav.yliving
    @wav.yliving 9 років тому

    This is perfect

  • @christophernorris4567
    @christophernorris4567 4 роки тому +4

    I wonder if the ethereal feeling I get from this record would quadruple if I saw it performed live

  • @53.pministerial39
    @53.pministerial39 6 років тому +5

    Excelente banda, música y albun

  • @mchs5356
    @mchs5356 2 роки тому +12

    I know you're probably sick
    Of always sorting me out
    It's like I've always got the taste
    Of orange nails in my mouth
    I know you're probably exhausted
    'Cause I haven't slept a wink in a week
    Your father doesn't like me
    'Cause I'm not into sports
    And your mother won't approve
    Because I'm not of the cross
    I took an upper before your sister's wedding
    Just to help me pretend
    And I don't know what I need
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    Down on your knees
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    I know you always feel you're by yourself in the house
    This is the only night this week I haven't slept on the couch
    I hope you know it breaks my heart
    That I'm the reason for your sleeping alone
    'Cause it was always a dream just to know you
    Sometimes I find I can hardly speak your name
    I know one day I'll come home and I'll find you
    It's just a matter of time 'til you break from the strain
    And I don't want to go outside
    Don't want to make it home tonight
    If it's not you in my heart
    I don't want to carry it on
    And I don't know what I need
    (Go outside)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    (Don't want to make it home tonight)
    Down on your knees
    (If it's not you in my heart)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    (I don't want to carry it on)
    And I don't know what I need
    (Go outside)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    (Don't want to make it home tonight)
    Down on your knees
    (If it's not you in my heart)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you

  • @rickgrimes5479
    @rickgrimes5479 9 років тому +2

    Love the lyrics

  • @amberglahe6558
    @amberglahe6558 3 роки тому

    Why am I just hearing this for the first time? Don't know but it's awesome!

  • @cathrynduff-still199
    @cathrynduff-still199 8 років тому +42

    I miss you more than I love him

    • @xxwhaleyxx75
      @xxwhaleyxx75 6 років тому

      cathryn duff-still this hit me hard

    • @t-roy5842
      @t-roy5842 6 років тому +2

      cathryn duff-still
      "She needs you more than she loves you"
      The Smiths

  • @GoaTrance182
    @GoaTrance182 Рік тому

    Happy New Year 2023! ❤️

  • @dogyouth4894
    @dogyouth4894 2 роки тому

    i just discovered this band recently because i saw their song on my brother's playlist. bro, their song is soo good!!! so far, this is my fave song of them. why did i discover them late 🥲

    • @dogyouth4894
      @dogyouth4894 2 роки тому

      i love my brother's playlist sm 😌

  • @keribokusut6720
    @keribokusut6720 Рік тому

    Played this song so many times and I decided to leave a comment

  • @hendrawanchristianto3816
    @hendrawanchristianto3816 9 років тому +16

    Now its my drug

  • @kurtgannon94
    @kurtgannon94 5 років тому +1

    Amazing song 10/10

  • @vanhoorde6704
    @vanhoorde6704 5 років тому +1

    it makes me feel sad🖤

  • @chelsearose37
    @chelsearose37 9 років тому +4

    Beautiful

  • @oldschoolninamain9138
    @oldschoolninamain9138 5 місяців тому +1

    I'm on the max dose of Valium, its a ball and chain. This song is honest and raw and this guy definitely needs a Valium.

  • @julianzidarevich8105
    @julianzidarevich8105 7 років тому +2

    this rox

  • @PooNagoo
    @PooNagoo Рік тому

    How is this not one of the ones over a mill plays??

  • @ankitabhunia301
    @ankitabhunia301 3 роки тому

    I badly need a karaoke of this omg. But UGH I can't find one.

  • @ScorpionVermelho3134
    @ScorpionVermelho3134 3 роки тому

    So calm and soothe like diazepam

  • @juanpabloarenas2708
    @juanpabloarenas2708 7 років тому

    lyrics?

  • @rebekahcleveland8516
    @rebekahcleveland8516 8 років тому +33

    Have you ever even listened to The Cure?

  • @peterfrushell
    @peterfrushell 7 років тому +74

    pure manically depressing music

    • @AF-vm6xx
      @AF-vm6xx 7 років тому +7

      peterfrushell funny you should mention. i was wondering from the moment i first heard the last song of this record. If somebody in the band was actually bipolar. Or is it more of a theme for this record to have that kind of vibe.

  • @salvadorsilva7253
    @salvadorsilva7253 3 роки тому +3

    I know one day I'll come home and I'll find you.

  • @nanimoosha5666
    @nanimoosha5666 5 років тому +2

    Diazepam
    Diazepam, first marketed as Valium, is a medicine of the benzodiazepine family that typically produces a calming effect.

    • @iwillexistlater
      @iwillexistlater 5 років тому

      Nanimoosha I thought the same thing when I read the song title

  • @realpillboxer
    @realpillboxer 4 роки тому +9

    This song is like a warm spring evening interrupted by the reality of what a shit-bag I am.

  • @michellejoymendoza7215
    @michellejoymendoza7215 3 роки тому +2

    I don't know what I need
    I don't know if I'll be there for u
    Down on your knees
    I don't know if I'll be there for u

  • @mercedeslopez5113
    @mercedeslopez5113 8 років тому +4

    i mean just kill me I love it so much

  • @jasmine9884
    @jasmine9884 9 років тому +4

    My favorite from the album

    • @mycrunkisfree
      @mycrunkisfree 9 років тому

      Mine too :3

    • @jasmine9884
      @jasmine9884 8 років тому +1

      The whole sound of the song is so calming to me and takes away any anxiety, or worry that I may be feeling. I can literally listen to it over and over again- which I do lol

    • @jasmine9884
      @jasmine9884 8 років тому

      I've heard a couple of Real Estate's songs and love, but Frankie Rose I've never heard of I''ll check them out!

    • @jasmine9884
      @jasmine9884 8 років тому +1

      I listen to a looot of different types of music, so a favorite genre is hard to say, I'll go from listening to hip-hop to classic rock to alternative rock to house music lol What are yours?

    • @RabbiRabbit87
      @RabbiRabbit87 7 років тому

      Jasmine Arce This town Needs Guns and The Growlers are two mostly unknown bands but so original and talented check them out

  • @lymantriiae
    @lymantriiae 5 років тому

  • @phylpajaro6017
    @phylpajaro6017 3 роки тому

    beer + this

  • @andrewknight6853
    @andrewknight6853 21 день тому

    This song strangely calms me! a bit like taking diazepam!

  • @Urine666Deity
    @Urine666Deity 7 років тому +1

    what does this have to do with valium?

    • @ChancelorBennett
      @ChancelorBennett 6 років тому +6

      ! A ton the lonely emptyness one feels while depressed or whatever the fuck and given a drug that gets rid of symptoms for like 4 hours creating s
      dependacy t and self loathing

    • @bryguy1466
      @bryguy1466 3 роки тому +1

      From my understanding, the guy deals with high levels of anxiety that he became so dependent on diazepam and other drugs, to the point of addiction.
      His relationship is being affected by both his feeling of helplessness and his addiction to drugs
      "I know you're getting sick of always sorting me out" - He knows that his significant other is getting fed up with always having to put up with his addiction.
      "It's like I've always got the taste of orange nails in my mouth" - Many different drugs cause a metallic taste in the mouth.
      So this song isn't necessarily about Diazepam, but rather about what the drug and his addiction is doing to him and his relationship with the love of his life.

  • @akaarsirish4380
    @akaarsirish4380 9 років тому

    so fucking good

  • @stillkk8701
    @stillkk8701 2 роки тому

    เหนื่อยจริงเพลงนี้

  • @jtdoporto
    @jtdoporto 6 років тому +1

    That's better.

  • @anthonycusmano6078
    @anthonycusmano6078 3 роки тому

    And I don’t wanna go outside, don’t wanna make it home tonight; If it’s not you in my heart, I don’t wanna carry it on.

  • @vincent827
    @vincent827 2 роки тому +1

    "cAUSE IT WAS ALWAYS A DREAM JUST TO KNOW YOUU

  • @gavinsolis5347
    @gavinsolis5347 8 років тому +4

    Is that Mat Kerekes at 2:05?

  • @michellejoymendoza7215
    @michellejoymendoza7215 3 роки тому +1

    I know one day I'll come home ang I'll find u

  • @iqmalrifqifauzy975
    @iqmalrifqifauzy975 11 місяців тому

    bener euy

  • @dewaynephillips4333
    @dewaynephillips4333 7 років тому +1

    1:49 onward... fucking. wow.

  • @miskay5526
    @miskay5526 8 років тому +7

    they sound like the cure

  • @mawhycrisssarao5634
    @mawhycrisssarao5634 4 роки тому

    Oh God please help me

  • @plazmikpond
    @plazmikpond 2 роки тому

    12-23-2021

  • @kylejordan2694
    @kylejordan2694 9 років тому +8

    Sounds too much like I Would Hate You If I Could, but it's still a good song.

  • @billsplicedown90
    @billsplicedown90 7 років тому +1

    say these lyrics to ur lover and she will marry u ^^

  • @omarelhasan9334
    @omarelhasan9334 4 роки тому

    I wanna make a bromazepam song

  • @qualiangelica
    @qualiangelica 11 місяців тому

    I’m on diazepam 😀

  • @izmalcheahmad
    @izmalcheahmad 6 років тому +2

    :'(

  • @pthfan712
    @pthfan712 7 років тому +14

    They're the only band that pulled off this transition to the whole 90's kind of emo stuff. Title Fight sounds like ass. Pianos isn't bad but their old sound is what made them a great band. Turnover really does a great job with this sound.

    • @nopgrop6610
      @nopgrop6610 6 років тому +15

      Do not disrespect Title Fight. They’re the champs.

    • @nicolasgarcia6035
      @nicolasgarcia6035 6 років тому +6

      If you think title fight is ass I bet your whole playlist is trash :(

    • @tonypolicare2414
      @tonypolicare2414 6 років тому +3

      Title fight is legendary bruh

    • @cjtaylor2359
      @cjtaylor2359 5 років тому

      Title fight sucks dick.

  • @DCComicsAndSomeOtherThings
    @DCComicsAndSomeOtherThings 2 роки тому

    The tasty of rusty nails in my mouth. God i wish I didn't know exactly what that takes like

  • @SamuelBlues
    @SamuelBlues 7 років тому +2

    I record Grunge-Blues-Psychedelia. Check out my music!

  • @devinmckeone
    @devinmckeone 3 роки тому

    Anyone else hear China Crisis - Black Man Ray?

  • @janettearevalo1250
    @janettearevalo1250 3 роки тому

    R34

  • @ZPDUDE87
    @ZPDUDE87 8 років тому +40

    Alprazolam is better :)

  • @NoOne-zk2ts
    @NoOne-zk2ts 3 місяці тому

    Dogs

  • @itmereef564
    @itmereef564 4 роки тому +1

    A black guy I met in omegle brought me hete

  • @sofiaR2411
    @sofiaR2411 8 років тому +2

    I love this band so much! Lots of Love from Costa Rica

    • @vancewade6251
      @vancewade6251 7 років тому

      Ay, yo extraño a los ticos y a Costa Rica :c
      Pura Vida!

  • @muhammadirsad7463
    @muhammadirsad7463 Рік тому

    I know you're probably sick
    Of always sorting me out
    It's like I've always got the taste
    Of orange nails in my mouth
    I know you're probably exhausted
    'Cause I haven't slept a wink in a week
    Your father doesn't like me
    'Cause I'm not into sports
    And your mother won't approve
    Because I'm not of the cross
    I took an upper before your sister's wedding
    Just to help me pretend
    And I don't know what I need
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    Down on your knees
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    I know you always feel you're by yourself in the house
    This is the only night this week I haven't slept on the couch
    I hope you know it breaks my heart
    That I'm the reason for your sleeping alone
    'Cause it was always a dream just to know you
    Sometimes I find I can hardly speak your name
    I know one day I'll come home and I'll find you
    It's just a matter of time 'til you break from the strain
    And I don't want to go outside
    Don't want to make it home tonight
    If it's not you in my heart
    I don't want to carry it on
    And I don't know what I need
    (Go outside)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    (Don't want to make it home tonight)
    Down on your knees
    (If it's not you in my heart)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    (I don't want to carry it on)
    And I don't know what I need
    (Go outside)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you
    (Don't want to make it home tonight)
    Down on your knees
    (If it's not you in my heart)
    I don't know if I'll be there for you