Hotline Miami 2 Menu Theme but you're not in the mood for violence

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  • Опубліковано 13 лис 2019
  • Track: "Untitled" (or "Untitled 2") by The Green Kingdom
    Buy the original version: thegreenkingdom.bandcamp.com/...
    (Support him, he's a talented fellow!)
    Played at 64% Speed; Pitch Adjusted

КОМЕНТАРІ • 209

  • @kcenneckennek
    @kcenneckennek Рік тому +465

    The sunrise is cold and blue.
    You sit on the concrete steps, too tired to keep walking. All around you is silent, save for the soft whisper of the wind, swirling dust around the broken, empty streets. There are no people left, no animals left, not even bugs
    For the first time, you are truly alone, and without the burning drive to get to the city, to make sure you’re not the only person left alive after armageddon was spilled out of the silos, the full realization hits you.
    This is it. There is no more hope. No more future. The world destroyed by groups of squabbling ants who decided they could withstand death.
    Your head sinks into your hands. Why go on? This wasn’t the first empty city, and the next will be the same, and the next, and the next. The concrete bites into your back as you lay down. The sun creeps up into the sky, a cold white disk whose power seems muted after the hellish infernos visited humanity, a God tiptoeing as to not frighten anyone anymore. Your vision wavers. Tears run lines in the grime of your face as you face your demise.
    Leaving this world isn’t as scary as it sounds, you ponder to yourself as the edges of the sky darken, until all you can see is the white circle of God.
    Maybe, just maybe, you’ll get to see her again.

    • @lusansart536
      @lusansart536 Рік тому +15

      Holy fuck, only thing I have to say. Incredible

    • @arhandemirok2189
      @arhandemirok2189 Рік тому +9

      Aaaaand I'm depressed :/

    • @Jester4460
      @Jester4460 Рік тому +23

      Hotline maim 3:last survivor

    • @linus9457
      @linus9457 Рік тому +7

      This kind of lonely apocalypse is the scariest to think about

    • @agerukgamin1313
      @agerukgamin1313 Рік тому +5

      @@Jester4460 and you play as biker

  • @iatbullets9177
    @iatbullets9177 3 роки тому +553

    *"Do you like hurting other people?-"*
    *"Shut up,I want to sleep"*

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  2 роки тому +72

      Now I want a mod where that is a hidden option for responding which then unlocks a secret mask called "Sandman" which is just an old time-y sleeping cap. It would spawn you with a pillow that you can use to knock people over and smother them, kinda like the drill from HM1

    • @latitzouri
      @latitzouri 2 роки тому +8

      @@kidkangaroo5213 awesome concept lol

    • @sandwiches1069
      @sandwiches1069 2 роки тому +2

      @@kidkangaroo5213 you know that you can mod hotline miami 1 in gamemaker right

    • @sandwiches1069
      @sandwiches1069 2 роки тому +3

      @@scorpion991_ while hm1 can do whatever you want like add weapons, masks, musics and all stuffs

    • @SomeGuy-mt4hq
      @SomeGuy-mt4hq Рік тому +1

      @@sandwiches1069 any mod has that potential for either game

  • @CheeseYourself
    @CheeseYourself 2 роки тому +642

    This song feels like when you've just had a huge outburst of emotion and anger, and now you're thinking about how you don't want to feel all angry and sad anymore, you just want to feel happy again

    • @moister3727
      @moister3727 2 роки тому +23

      This theme starts after you fucked all up

    • @prosaic.7944
      @prosaic.7944 2 роки тому +17

      Happy? To me it's peaceful contemplation after the outburst and its consequences. Facing with the inevitable destruction and accepting it.

    • @astro6769
      @astro6769 Рік тому

      Why do you watch the same stuff I do cheese

    • @PeptoAbismol
      @PeptoAbismol Рік тому

      lol thats exactly why im here

    • @chillyroom8159
      @chillyroom8159 7 місяців тому

      Ugh this is exactly how I feel today

  • @solitude.5283
    @solitude.5283 Рік тому +68

    Have you ever had those early mornings when you wake up on your own, when it's still to early to worry about school or work and you just sit on the side of your bed and think?
    To think of the regrets you still have, or the fun memories you wish you could go back to?
    To think about the people you loved and lost?
    Because in that moment, nothing else really comes to mind. It's like a feeling of being in the afterlife. A kind of bliss that rarely happens.
    It's what this song makes me feel.

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  Рік тому +6

      Agreed, it's a one of a kind experience. It kinda reminds me of how the Dalai Lama goes to bed at 6 pm and wakes up at 4am. He probably does it to tap into that same headspace :^)

    • @tartos843
      @tartos843 2 години тому

      pov: its 4:49 am, you just turned your pc off and is heading to your room during the summer hollidays, you grab a glass of water and there you see it: the sun

  • @antoninus2678
    @antoninus2678 Рік тому +52

    “Life’s most precious moments are not all loud or uproarious. Silence and stillness has its own virtues.”
    ― Kilroy J. Oldster,

  • @joeking6972
    @joeking6972 4 роки тому +401

    This type of music could be it's own genre, like: Psychedelic Melancholy

    • @ballisticpug6764
      @ballisticpug6764 2 роки тому +6

      Nice pfp. Easily my favorite book

    • @latitzouri
      @latitzouri 2 роки тому +1

      Seems like it is already

    • @loudtaste1046
      @loudtaste1046 2 роки тому

      Hello Patrick how the hell are you ?

    • @MagnumLoadedTractor
      @MagnumLoadedTractor 2 роки тому +1

      The opening part of the house theme in hm 1 and this there is something in the both that I can't put my finger on it

    • @coconuthead1361
      @coconuthead1361 2 роки тому +5

      I think that's just most post-rock

  • @arhandemirok2189
    @arhandemirok2189 3 роки тому +499

    It's that moment of realization that everything you've done until this very point have never mattered, as in the end, all of us will be sharing the same, inevitable fate: death.
    This song is the aftermath of that, it's the deep, melancholic state of emotions you find yourself in after all the meaningless violence.
    -''Leaving this world isn't as scary as it sounds''
    I truly hope that one day, they make a Hotline Miami movie out of this twisted, tragic, mind-blowing yet beautiful story with elements of nihilism, existentialism and surrealism, because it honestly has an ineffable potential if done correctly with the right direction.
    Thank you Dennaton, for giving us this masterpiece.

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  3 роки тому +35

      I don't think you have to wait for a "Hotline Miami" movie to come out, to have a film that touches on these concepts. HM was openly stated to be influenced by Drive (2011), and a older movie which is also similar namely Taxi Driver (1976). A movie which isn't similar in setting, but in all of the themes you mentioned is Blade Runner 2049 (maybe my favorite film of all time).

    • @arhandemirok2189
      @arhandemirok2189 3 роки тому +9

      @@kidkangaroo5213 Yeah, those are also my favorite pieces as well, but I'm talking about something with more intensity and violence, like Drive but with John Wick action choreography, you know what I mean? I totally get what you mean though, as those films might be enough for the majority, but I still think there's something big can be done with this franchise. Time will tell, I guess...

    • @IcePike
      @IcePike 3 роки тому +15

      nothings gonna change in that attitude, at least make other peoples lives better, I hate nihlistic people cuz they think everything means nothing, but its really just an excuse to do nothing. have hope man. and yes we will all die but that doesn't mean u cant have any fun and give other people fun, make the best out of ur life.

    • @jarlboof
      @jarlboof 3 роки тому +2

      @@IcePike he is talking about the game numb nuts

    • @arhandemirok2189
      @arhandemirok2189 3 роки тому +4

      @@jarlboof Hey, no need to go with that attitude mate, man's got a point too. I just wanted to know if there were other people of the same idea with me, and I'm glad there are :)

  • @mr.tomatohead3709
    @mr.tomatohead3709 2 роки тому +67

    Hotline Miami when the mask comes off and you're left to contemplate the horrendous acts of violence you've committed moments earlier:

  • @elferson
    @elferson Рік тому +17

    "i just wanna go home, ok?"

  • @reye5960
    @reye5960 Рік тому +87

    I was born in Miami, it was during hurricane Katrina and we had to leave with what we can hold. I was fortunate enough to live, listening to this makes me wonder how everything enfolded and if I didn't make it

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  Рік тому +15

      I'm sure somebody who just escaped Hurricane Ian is asking themselves the same thing right now

    • @artemefimov8215
      @artemefimov8215 Рік тому +4

      @@kidkangaroo5213 what, when did that happen...

    • @reye5960
      @reye5960 Рік тому +3

      @@artemefimov8215 hurricane katrina happened at the beginning of 2005, Ian started at the end of 2022

    • @artemefimov8215
      @artemefimov8215 Рік тому

      @@reye5960 insane americans living in the land of death murder hurricanes every like 6 months.

  • @paletsvedmi
    @paletsvedmi 2 роки тому +84

    I`ve cried because I`ve understood that im not in the mood for violence but rather waiting for happiness and calmness in my life

    • @nielsonmandela1185
      @nielsonmandela1185 2 роки тому

      wow this was just what i needed, can I use it in a story i'm writing

    • @schwinkle716
      @schwinkle716 Рік тому +1

      Подходящий к контексту никнейм.

    • @paletsvedmi
      @paletsvedmi Рік тому

      @@schwinkle716 конечно, ведь та музыка, которую мне нравится слушать и которую нравится делать - это похожие, если не идентичные вещи

  • @ashtondislikesyou
    @ashtondislikesyou Рік тому +7

    "good times never last"

  • @tequilasunsetpharmd9297
    @tequilasunsetpharmd9297 2 роки тому +51

    When that first xylophone key hit, I was 21 again. In reality, I’m nearly 30 and doing dishes in the house I have owned for a few years, something that when I was 21 I didn’t think I’d ever do, I just always told myself that I’d be okay some day, and today is the day I can finally admit that I am to myself. Thank you man. This version is perfect.

  • @DENSITY5404
    @DENSITY5404 10 місяців тому +7

    I was never in the mood for the violence...

  • @Bruceybwoyahhh
    @Bruceybwoyahhh 8 місяців тому +11

    Listening to this while sat on a bench at the beach, wondering where all went wrong in my life.
    Contemplating..
    Thinking..
    I hope the future has a lot of positivity in store for me, after all the shit I’ve went through. Holding on by a thread.. I just need a good enough reason to keep living, so I know it was all worth it in the end. 🖤

  • @BadassName17
    @BadassName17 Рік тому +10

    “The men that start armageddon only see what they gain. The survivors, only see what they have lost.”

  • @numbedtesticles
    @numbedtesticles 3 роки тому +45

    This shits really great for unwinding after a long day

    • @FoxiKittyPayday
      @FoxiKittyPayday Місяць тому

      hey man its been 3 years are your testies alright?

  • @biker_buckets3629
    @biker_buckets3629 2 роки тому +22

    This feels like the song that plays when you feel completely safe and sound

  • @reye5960
    @reye5960 Рік тому +12

    This feeling i want to feel when I come back to Miami, the feeling of tiredness and fatigue. Your body slowly shutting down and your mentality goes numb, as the sunrise hits for a new day

  • @ArtistTheArtist05
    @ArtistTheArtist05 3 місяці тому +1

    Embodiment of "I don't want revenge for my friend anymore, I just want to be happy."

  • @crazedmerc7173
    @crazedmerc7173 Рік тому +4

    These violent delights have violent ends

  • @Wowzers2006
    @Wowzers2006 Рік тому +3

    Today, I was looking at the hamburger patty of my dinner. Its shape triggered a memory of how the breakfast sandwiches they fixed at a vacation resort my family frequented when I was very young. It was washed away in a hurricane about fifteen years ago. I had a lot of happy memories there with my family as a child.
    My dad is refusing to take part in the beginning stages of his cancer treatment.
    It feels likes that is another part of me being swept away into the ocean.

  • @nigelpersulessy8748
    @nigelpersulessy8748 3 роки тому +35

    This video is making me even more sad and give me anxiety,it reminds me that it wants me to visit miami to see this palm trees and beautiful dawn
    Edit:i didn't know that this is a slowed+reverb music,the original one is a sad music,but when it comes to slowed+reverb,it gets even more sadder than you think

  • @unicornsilk
    @unicornsilk 3 роки тому +94

    this sound holds a lot of sentimental value to me, so hearing it slowed down like this hurts in the best sort of way. for some reason, it’s helping me look back on things with a different perspective. i wished more people would slow and/or pitch the hotline miami ost, a lot of tracks have similar effect on me, like dust ^-^! keep up the good work.

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  3 роки тому +7

      Thanks, that's very encouraging to hear, that it resonated with you that much (because it also did with me). But to be frank, it's not that hard to slow the tracks down. If you have the option, buy the OST on Steam, and then put the songs in Audacity and muck around with 'em. Other tracks that sound really good slowed down are "Around" and "Voyager".

    • @georgepoggington4896
      @georgepoggington4896 2 роки тому

      I may be a year late, but better late than never. Someone uploaded a slowed down version of dust, and, i think you’ll like it. Here’s hoping UA-cam doesn’t remove this comment!
      ua-cam.com/video/fuoCap08NVU/v-deo.html

    • @MagnumLoadedTractor
      @MagnumLoadedTractor 2 роки тому +2

      Idk it just reminds me of the simpler days before it all went into shit and of course that part of life is childhood

  • @theonlyplain
    @theonlyplain 2 роки тому +17

    these types of music always make your memories flash by your head

  • @Luka2000_
    @Luka2000_ Рік тому +14

    Usually i dont like slowed down versions of songs but this and dust are really good slowed down. Currently listening this on a cold night in january 2023 and its perfect

    • @chillyroom8159
      @chillyroom8159 9 місяців тому

      Bro it's you again
      I definitely know you I must do

    • @chillyroom8159
      @chillyroom8159 9 місяців тому

      Man it's really beautiful isn't it,hotline Miami is a game I'll never forget in my life...

    • @Luka2000_
      @Luka2000_ 9 місяців тому +1

      @@chillyroom8159 lol i just comment

    • @chillyroom8159
      @chillyroom8159 6 місяців тому

      ​@@Luka2000_true but still bro you so familiar lol

    • @Luka2000_
      @Luka2000_ 6 місяців тому

      @@chillyroom8159 idk shit happends

  • @ZimmerGonzalez
    @ZimmerGonzalez Рік тому +13

    Every time I hear this song, I start to cry, it means more than just a part of my life, it means my descent into a cold and empty place that I am afraid to stay in for the rest of my life, it was the worst week I passed it, it was the week that I felt the worst, it was the week where I didn't stop crying for a single day, and this song was in the background, as if it were marking my fermented path with a growing shadow behind me, walking to a job that only mistreated me physically and psychologically. Sometimes I listen to it again, I don't know if because of self-destruction, or nostalgia.

    • @brainbreaks4971
      @brainbreaks4971 5 місяців тому

      I know I’m late but I hope you get better soon

  • @user-et1cg7dv8r
    @user-et1cg7dv8r 2 роки тому +6

    yesterday, everyone i did and did not know disappeared... what now?
    (thats the vibe this song gives me)

  • @issacm.7388
    @issacm.7388 Місяць тому +1

    Sometimes killing isn’t a valid solution. Covet your seances. Remind yourself that you have lived too and not too long. Although fleeting, we’re constantly learning but most importantly through the connections we make, doesn’t matter what we do. Every action we do and take is a reminder of this as well as our autonomy as a species. Community communicates consecutively.

  • @ange1playzgamez
    @ange1playzgamez Рік тому +11

    This song feels like you would want to spend your last moments with your partner and enjoy the sunset, you are only human after all , and no I don’t like hurting other people

  • @blackscum5278
    @blackscum5278 Рік тому +3

    Закройте свои глаза и просто представьте :
    Вам уже 90 лет. Вы уже измученый старик, проживающий свои последние дни в своём доме. У вас уже никого нет :жены, родственников, друзей. Все что у вас есть, это лишь приятные воспоминания, приносящие единственную радость в этом мире. Вы постепенно начинаете вспоминать всю свою жизнь от начала до конца. По вашим сухим щекам идут слезы, а вы лишь сильнее погружаетесь в эту липкую жижу. Вы обдумываете все свои ошибки, совершенные вами и вам становится ещё хуже, хуже от того, какими вы были наивными. Вы не ценили самого главного :времени.
    И на фоне играет эта прекрасная музыка, придающая вам ещё больше мурашек.

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  Рік тому

      Спасибо тебе :)
      Очень интересно написано

  • @signorgatto5893
    @signorgatto5893 Рік тому +5

    This music encapsulate the entire meaning of Hotline Miami 2. And slowed down, it's even better.

  • @Ieuanfahy
    @Ieuanfahy Місяць тому +2

    This song reminds me of a car crash. People are all around you trying to keep you awake.
    A sense of bliss overwhelms you as the world fades in and out in a pool of your own blood. You feel warm as it holds you like a blanket. The same comfortable feeling you felt moments ago with the people you were driving with.
    5:25 The sound of cars passing by you as you lay thinking your final thoughts about how in that instant, it's all over.
    5:36 One of the last things you hear. The faint sound of an ambulance but you can hardly make it out as your consciousness fades.
    I told my brother this is what I thought it sounded like. He thinks this is how I died in a past life lol.

  • @moister3727
    @moister3727 2 роки тому +40

    Ah, the perfect soundtrack if world war 3 exist.
    Not that I want to it to start but if ever. A good reflection that we will always be in conflict not just in war, but personally, relationships, etc.
    Life without conflict is meaningless, as a specie we grow from our mistakes.
    Violence always start with a conflict between two or more actors, can be from one dude to entire nations.
    Life without violence can be a possibility some day

    • @risobubi
      @risobubi 2 роки тому +2

      called

    • @coleslaw2980
      @coleslaw2980 2 роки тому +4

      I feel exactly the same

    • @georgepoggington4896
      @georgepoggington4896 2 роки тому +2

      A life without violence is one far from now, but it’s always better to look up to it and keep on moving. Nobody truly likes war, and nobody truly wants it. Good times will be with those who remain calm and collected, peace be with you my friends.

    • @moister3727
      @moister3727 2 роки тому +2

      @@georgepoggington4896 Yeah, 1 month since I posted this, "that" happened and it doesn't seem to be over as for now. Tension is high and the future of the situation is uncertain. Nobody wants to start a war, but threats and pride really get the best out of this conflict.
      And it just getting worse by the minute, hope this doesn't end like the game.

    • @mikailmalik6796
      @mikailmalik6796 Рік тому

      @@georgepoggington4896 Unfortunately not, George. War in itself is woven within our souls. If we even have them that is - I’m doubtful. It’s more human than the word human
      Humanity without war would result in us being nothing more than apes fighting over fruit.
      ‘In the future maybe there will be no conflict, no wars’ A nice dream. As long as there are two people on this earth there will be strife
      If you want to have nice things someone will have to have bad things, that is the way the world works.

  • @Evan-10000
    @Evan-10000 3 роки тому +17

    Thanks, not really in the mood for hurting other people.

  • @peoplebro_1294
    @peoplebro_1294 2 місяці тому +1

    The murder chicken is tired. He sleepy. Thats all he ever wanted was to be sleeping

  • @iwasbornwiththickskin
    @iwasbornwiththickskin 2 роки тому +9

    Just found this, and gotta say this sounds beautiful. Thank you for this

  • @ThompsonExpress
    @ThompsonExpress 2 роки тому +26

    "Do you like violence?"
    You hear a voice asking you this. A familiar tone. Not friendly, but not hostile. He isn't there, yet, he follows you everywhere, like an angel. You remove your mask, push a dead russian off the sofa with the tip of your rifle. You sit on it and contaplate the last 15 minutes of your life.
    You busted in with a M16, rushing the building with the rage of a thousand warriors, hellbent on destroying whatever enemy they are facing. You turned the russian you saw into swiss cheese. Guts and blood on the floor, the groans and moans of pain followed, you make sure to keep their whines down swiftly. Getting on the next floor was the same story, cleaning room after room, ambushing the russian or killing them unaware of your presence. Dogs rushed you but it didn't matter. They got the same treatment. Once you ran out of ammo, you threw it to a russian coming to you, stunning him. You didn't hesitate to smash his skull with your shoe.
    You almost felt enjoying yourself doing this. The carnage and terror you cause almost turned you on. You grabbed his bat and smack everyone you saw with it. The head, the arms, the guts, it didn't matter. As long they were dead afterward, or stayed dead. You got your hands on another rifle, and kept pushing.
    The third floor was more of the same, shooting, fighting, killing, busting, breaking. Blood, guts, groans, pain. It all meshed together to form some sort of pattern. Its felt like nothing, white noise and white pictures. As if it didn't even exist. Once you were done. The adrenaline slowly washed away. You see the carnage, the blood, the bodies, their lifeless eyes.
    You realise what you did. What you have done. You no longer know why, no longer it makes sense. You feel dread building in your own guts to a point you believed you got shot without noticing. You are perfectly fine. Not even a scratch. Yet, it feels like burning, a twisted knife turning your guts into paste.
    You remove the mask, push the dead russian off the couch, you sit and finally rest the gun on your lap. Staring at your mask, covered in blood, even ripped a bit near the eyes. You turn your head to the left, you see a broken and bloodied mirror, with your reflection. Pieces and fragment missing. Your reflection twisted and broken as well, no longer making sense. Nothing make sense anymore, if it ever did.
    "No." You answer. "I hate violence."

    • @SomeGuy-mt4hq
      @SomeGuy-mt4hq Рік тому +1

      I respect the effort but this feels a little pretentious. What's the point of saying all this? Anyone who knows the game probably understands these kinds of questions and concepts that are built into the frame of the story
      After coming back and reading this later, this comment hits almost all the same notes as one of the live action hotline miami trailers. There's one that's a dude in a rabbit mask with a bat and just through the expressions on his face going up through the floors on an elevator, it tells a story similar to this comment. I still think this comment is kinda pretentious, you basically just wrote fanfiction

    • @justcallmepaul1385
      @justcallmepaul1385 Рік тому

      These long, drawn out, almost narrative book comments are one of the reasons I love these sort of music videos lol

  • @luxuryidentities3092
    @luxuryidentities3092 Рік тому +2

    If you do some dark souls level lore investigation, youll find hotline Miami is a pretty incredible tale of self destruction and never seeing the bigger picture that blurs the line between the psychological and the supernatural

  • @vpotoke213
    @vpotoke213 Рік тому +1

    when I was playing, I just quickly moved between levels and didn't even think about what the soundtrack was in the main menu

  • @pavelvostrejch6967
    @pavelvostrejch6967 Рік тому +3

    Best song for Thermonuclear War in TNO

  • @xix_napalmer821
    @xix_napalmer821 2 роки тому +20

    I'm tired man, I'm tired of hurting, being broken, being angry or sad. I just wanna give up its so fucking bad.
    I finally found someone I really connect with and I have to fight every word that comes out of my mouth or text that comes from my fingers. It's all your fault. It's all your fucking fault. The endless therapy the endless medication. I can't have her look at me wrong or I'll flinch and start apologizing incessantly. She wants to know what happened and it's killing her, because I can't stop thinking of what she might do if I open up. But she's not you. You fucking piece of shit. She won't look at me and decide the birthmark on my forehead is a goddamn bullseye. She won't look tell all her friends about how "horrible" I am. She won't..........
    I fucking hate you for every single little piece you shattered me into. All of me. My heart, soul, body, mind. Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.
    I know it's healthy love. Because when I shut down or go quiet all the sudden she doesn't make me open up, she doesn't force me to talk about it. She lets me sit, and she waits. However long it takes. An hour, maybe two, hell sometimes even days or weeks I go without looking her in the eyes because I feel like it'll be you. But it won't be.
    She won't forcibly take my hand, because she knows that you did that to me, and that it scares me.
    Because you did.
    She won't touch my neck, she won't approach me from behind or yell at me.
    Because you did.
    When I cry she'll stop, she'll care.
    Unlike you.
    She remembers the things I talk about, especially when they hurt me, so that she can help in whatever way.
    Unlike you.
    She remembers my favourite color, my favorite song, my favorite photo of my cat, and above all she remebers, that healing isn't linear.
    Unlike you.
    She won't force me to open up, then make me the bad guy and guilt trip me into thinking I'm worth less simply because I was young.
    Unlike you.
    She won't tell me I'm horrible, then leave me wondering.
    Unlike you.
    She won't forcibly take my hand, because she knows that you did that to me, and that it scares me.
    Unlike you.
    She won't touch my neck, she won't approach me from behind or yell at me.
    She won't hurt me in any way you did.
    Because you,
    you did it on purpose.
    You murdered me, and told the stars it was only right. That I deserved it. That destroying me, that kicking me, hitting me, trying to stab me, forcing me to self harm. Was deserved. Took me away from my friends, told my family, called the cops. I couldn't leave, no. Because you said that if you did, you would kill yourself.
    Look where that got you.
    She's not at all like you. I don't think I can put into words how much I fucking hate you. Because now I know what love feels like, in all of it's glory. I'm not being compared, not being ridiculed or maliciously criticized, I'm not being told to shut the fuck up and be a man. I don't think she knows what it's like. I hope she never does.
    The only similarity, is that she texts me and asks if I'm ok.
    But this time,
    "That's bullshit Daniel I know you're a depressed fuck suicides gotta be on your mind, talk. Now."
    Won't happen if I say I'm fine. She knows that I'm hurting, that I can't open up properly, that the reason I shut down and freeze sometimes isn't because I'm scared, but because I didn't know that it was supposed to feel like this. She knows that she doesn't feel anything like you, so the hugs she gives are the best. I could get lost in her arms. I could dive into her beautiful blue eyes, and never come up for air.
    I have never felt safer.
    But I am still broken.
    I hope this gets lost in the comments. But if it doesn't and you're reading this. Just know that even though I may be in a thousand pieces at once. Each and every last one, however small or big. Loves this woman with all its might. That although I struggle, fumble, and fall sometimes when I really want to say or do something. She understands, and she is patient, she knows that I am fucked up, really bad. She has seen beyond that, She has seen who I was, before they broke me, and she knows that I will never be the same again. But she still loves me.
    Also this is about my ex girlfriend, who suicide trapped me, physcially abused me, lied about me to her friends and mine, also to my family. She threatened to kill my brother, because I trusted him more than her.
    The number one problem with having a massive heart. Is putting it back together after it has been shattered.

    • @SekaiOak
      @SekaiOak 2 роки тому +2

      TALK YOUR SHIT KING! But honestly, holy shit. I really feel for you man. That must've been fucking horrible. I think I would've just shut down entirely if i was in that situation.

    • @xix_napalmer821
      @xix_napalmer821 2 роки тому +2

      @@SekaiOak I did mate, still hurting and some days more than others. Full story is that after we broke up because we went to the same highschool she harassed me, her friends just ignored me. So, nuclear option, dropped out. Just starting to get back on my feet now, got an apprenticeship lined up for fabrication (welding n stuff), hoping to save up enough money to travel the world with this girl, somehow. I'll make it work. First problem is distance ffs, she's in the USA I'm in Australia ( I was born in the USA too, left when I was 14).

    • @xix_napalmer821
      @xix_napalmer821 2 роки тому +1

      @@kidkangaroo5213 07, Keep it coming King. It's tabbed in my diary as something to listen to, while watching the sun set with her.

    • @SekaiOak
      @SekaiOak 2 роки тому +1

      @@xix_napalmer821 I'm so happy you're doing better. Christ. I'm glad you found someone that is treating you much better. ❤

    • @twifty9951
      @twifty9951 2 роки тому

      @@xix_napalmer821 thank you so much for sharing. i think you opened my eyes, made me see that i can also live. i dont think i have ever had it real bad like you but it still hurts some days, just gotta find a through road. hope your welding and fabrication stuff is going well.

  • @user-uh7cb3vy4v
    @user-uh7cb3vy4v Рік тому +2

    Ty for uploading this

  • @kait9781
    @kait9781 Рік тому +3

    This song sounds like what I hope death feels like.

  • @InsulindianPhasmid2214
    @InsulindianPhasmid2214 Рік тому +1

    i bawled my eyes out on this
    amazing

  • @empanadas4207
    @empanadas4207 2 роки тому +3

    it feels so good

  • @rileyodonnell8867
    @rileyodonnell8867 4 роки тому +4

    This is an excellent remix, keep up the good work.

  • @Kublika0478
    @Kublika0478 Рік тому +1

    "Look what you've done,There's no music,Just the trail of blood you've done all the way. You like hurting people, don't you?"

  • @ieatmoths1003
    @ieatmoths1003 2 роки тому +3

    "Hotline Miami 2 Menu Theme but you're not in the mood for violence" so... just the Hotline Miami 2 main menu theme unedited(?)

  • @tonightsbiggestgamer7078
    @tonightsbiggestgamer7078 2 роки тому +5

    Sounds good

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  2 роки тому +2

      And when the world needed him most, Nicolas Angel brought balance to the comment section

  • @Pietreszcz
    @Pietreszcz 2 роки тому +3

    How is this version so beautiful? I recommend y'all play it either on.a really good sound system or with a decent pair of headphones, you won't regret it!

  • @feelzzz6123
    @feelzzz6123 Рік тому +1

    thank you

  • @lxwridr3148
    @lxwridr3148 4 місяці тому +1

    i just wanna go home guys

  • @GoldD4993R
    @GoldD4993R 9 місяців тому

    this song just makes me feel a sense of helplessness where ive done all i can

  • @hive5123
    @hive5123 3 роки тому +1

    This is perfect

  • @TheCesso3
    @TheCesso3 7 місяців тому

    We need Hotline Miami 3 immediatly

  • @inkantatem
    @inkantatem 3 роки тому

    Oh wow this is really great

  • @alexwave413
    @alexwave413 Рік тому +1

    Imagine if jacket never signed up for 50 blessings.
    My god, what timeline would that be...

  • @zee2147
    @zee2147 Рік тому +4

    Hey you, Whoever that's reading this, Just a reminder to make sure you take care of yourself. Work on the things you've been putting off and focus your time, attention, and energy into things that are worth it that give you peace of mind and happiness. Life is too short to be stressed about what doesn't matter. :)

  • @makss_9610
    @makss_9610 Рік тому

    looking at sunrise with this song knowing you achieved your most beloved goal

  • @MPZ7
    @MPZ7 Рік тому

    i cant keep forgetting about this video

  • @blondeplants1133
    @blondeplants1133 7 місяців тому

    Violence isn’t an answer. It’s a question. And the answer is…uncertain.

  • @soynasty
    @soynasty 11 місяців тому

    ' I just want to feel happy again '

  • @fuentes4246
    @fuentes4246 10 місяців тому

    So, this what the end looks like, Beautiful (smiles to the inevitable fate)

  • @chom6096
    @chom6096 Рік тому +1

    POV: you joined 50 blessings but it wasn't because you liked violence or had anger inside you or anything, They just had a great dental plan

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  Рік тому

      "America is a tune. It must be sung together. And you can't sing it, if all of your teeth are knocked out, so here's what we can offer you"

  • @mikeynox9818
    @mikeynox9818 2 роки тому +6

    when she is next to you, you ask her and you slowly fall asleep knowing that despite the fact that you are in a wheelchair, she loves you and your demons disappear and you can sleep safely

  • @alexey5059
    @alexey5059 Рік тому +1

    i would like to see a movie based on Hotline Miami or its setting where this track played in the credits

  • @nodestroyer
    @nodestroyer 11 місяців тому

    I got goosebumps on my skin

  • @itsame9647
    @itsame9647 Рік тому

    Great desktop picture

  • @SMSCLM765
    @SMSCLM765 2 роки тому +3

    Lazy tune, so slowed you can hear the string sounds one by one.
    Pretty good

  • @PeptoAbismol
    @PeptoAbismol Рік тому +2

    you know shit's fucked up when you listen to HLM music but youre not in the mood for violence.

  • @Darkd1n0
    @Darkd1n0 6 місяців тому +1

    Was listening to this in my sleep. Felt like I swallowed one of those green and purple pills the Russians made. Made me think abt bears and jacket and how the overall story of hotline Miami means more than just violence.

  • @MagnumLoadedTractor
    @MagnumLoadedTractor Рік тому

    Well the killing abuse or whatever it is is over you may open a bottle of beer and enjoy the sun set...

  • @peanutgallery5427
    @peanutgallery5427 Рік тому

    Can see this playin on the bank of a big ass lake with like mountains in the background n shit, pine trees and the birds chirping and all that. Nice

  • @Mr.Killer2good
    @Mr.Killer2good 2 місяці тому

    Balling my eyes out after she broke up with me🗣️🔥

  • @Jacket500
    @Jacket500 10 місяців тому +2

    “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble that’s guaranteed. But take heart that one day you will have overcome the world.”-John 16:33
    God be with you.

  • @EliTheGleason
    @EliTheGleason Рік тому

    I listen to this song whenever I fly on a plane

  • @Danklovic
    @Danklovic Рік тому

    Nah it's more sadder now

  • @ParXont
    @ParXont 7 місяців тому +1

    еще увидимся

  • @KozelPraiseGOELRO
    @KozelPraiseGOELRO Рік тому

    Not in mood for violence? Who do you think am I? Maybe not for blood and gore, but for suffering.

  • @Skim_beeble7125
    @Skim_beeble7125 2 роки тому +4

    ow

  • @user-lz8wd9cc2r
    @user-lz8wd9cc2r Рік тому +1

    When Richard came out of the dilapidated prison,
    He realized that the whole of Miami had been blown up by a bomb.
    He decided to finally get rid of the remnants of the Russian mafia.
    The end?

  • @aycaavsar9725
    @aycaavsar9725 Рік тому +3

    Allah kahretsin bu benim karşıma niye çıktı ya

  • @ppilleppille1516
    @ppilleppille1516 Рік тому

    Yeah...

  • @mehrabsadventures4318
    @mehrabsadventures4318 Рік тому

    I dont think I wanna smash heads into a pulp anymore :(

  • @Shirtows
    @Shirtows 2 роки тому

    No changes, just a slow down

  • @itms2641
    @itms2641 Рік тому

    I wish I was holding his hand

  • @GenericProtagonist7
    @GenericProtagonist7 2 місяці тому

    Did somebody say "Violence"?

  • @abeldelatorre1382
    @abeldelatorre1382 2 роки тому +1

    does someone has a link or summ for the image? has been a while since ive changed my desktop background

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  2 роки тому +2

      I got it from /wg/ on 4chan. If you can stand seeing incredibly vile language every now and again , it's a good place to get wallpapers.
      I reverse image searched it and this is the best that came up, original resolution and all: ya.cc/t/hiV6xhaF3FVLXo (It's a yandex link, I don't know why they decided to make the shortened URL that sketchy looking, for whatever reason their image search algorithm is one of the best)

    • @abeldelatorre1382
      @abeldelatorre1382 2 роки тому +1

      @@kidkangaroo5213 yeah, i go there for cool pics as well, sometimes i get the bad side tho.... thx for the image, gonna change it rn

  • @undersc0r
    @undersc0r Рік тому

    im tired

  • @WeetZe
    @WeetZe 9 місяців тому

    hotline miami 2 horror

  • @aeraaureliawashereonce
    @aeraaureliawashereonce Рік тому

    This sounds like an Alicks song.

  • @Ozee13
    @Ozee13 Рік тому +1

    So…just the normal theme?

  • @gamingshiba24
    @gamingshiba24 2 роки тому

    where dust

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  2 роки тому

      ua-cam.com/video/U6zydhaI-PU/v-deo.html

    • @gamingshiba24
      @gamingshiba24 24 дні тому

      @@kidkangaroo5213 Back 2 years later to tell you I was stupid back then, and this does perfectly fine. No dust needed.

  • @kingofdisabledbadgers9673
    @kingofdisabledbadgers9673 2 роки тому

    congratulations. you took a song, slowed it, and pitched it down.

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  2 роки тому +7

      Never claimed it to be anything it's not. Back when I made this, I wasn't aware of any way to pitch down music you don't have the audio file for. In my newest video I show off a UA-cam/SoundCloud front-end I recently found, with which you can slow down any video or song on one of those services.

  • @user-cu2uv5lf2n
    @user-cu2uv5lf2n Рік тому +1

    Buy this?
    You know this music is like remix? And you can't sell it because it's illegall

    • @kidkangaroo5213
      @kidkangaroo5213  Рік тому +1

      You can't buy it from me, you can buy it from the guy who made it. That is where the link sends you

    • @user-cu2uv5lf2n
      @user-cu2uv5lf2n Рік тому

      @@kidkangaroo5213 ​ oh i'm sorry i think you trying to sell it

  • @ArstotzkaEmpire
    @ArstotzkaEmpire 2 роки тому

    fucking horrible.

    • @youngmonk9075
      @youngmonk9075 Рік тому +6

      cry aboutr it

    • @ArstotzkaEmpire
      @ArstotzkaEmpire Рік тому

      @@youngmonk9075 why would you respond to me 2 months later like I care?

    • @kemo8381
      @kemo8381 Рік тому +6

      @@ArstotzkaEmpire cry aboutr it

    • @nechdaught3412
      @nechdaught3412 Рік тому +3

      @@ArstotzkaEmpire cry aboutr it

    • @ArstotzkaEmpire
      @ArstotzkaEmpire Рік тому

      ​@@nechdaught3412 why, I love myself and I have no insecurities or inferiority complex at all.

  • @hicdotnunc
    @hicdotnunc Рік тому

  • @burrhman
    @burrhman 3 місяці тому +1

    "Do you like hurting peop-"
    "Nah man, not in the mood for that"

  • @broly3079
    @broly3079 2 роки тому +1

    Sounds good