"my mom killed herself back in 2004, I was barely 5, I thought my life was a mistake. I was misplaced, born at the wrong time, wrong place." Its hard when you lose your fate. My dad died when I was barely 10. I didn't get to say good bye. (Sing this Part) I'm on a lonely road, What what should I do.(x3) I don't know why, I don't know how but I have always been hurt. From the start. But that Pain is gone now one I pull this trigger so lets just leave it at this.(Sing this part) I'm on a lonely road, what what should I do.(x3) I guess this means goodbye to all my allies. That is my song that I made, leave a like it if you liked the rap!
This made me realize how little time we have left on this Earth. I was rapping about me and my brother and how we would sit in a field and just have little picnics and it all feels like yesterday it was 7 years ago. It honestly hurts to think about it.
Okay Hey guys, I just want to thank everyone who shared their lyrics on this song! Everyone wrote beautiful texts and I want to take the time that I have read everyone's lyrics and they all gave me chills! This song is so sad but yet with your lyrics and this music together you made my day! THANK YOU FORM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!
Spoken: This goes out to all the people out there, ya know the ones struggling with depression I know its hard but you'll get through it I promise Slow Rap: I walk around with a smile on my face When in reality all I feel is disgrace Life got me messed up on so many levels Everywhere I turn I see some more of my devils I try so hard to be nice and fit in But every time I try, I fail again I love my friends and I love my fam But still I feel like no one gives a damn Every night its just another nightmare Really by now I shouldn't be scared But I'm terrified of what could happen Sometimes I'm scared of just nappin I got all these problems in my head Sometimes I wish I was dead I know it's not the solution But sometimes the air around here is like pollution Every breath I breathe it gets harder While the good memories seem farther I know I got Dakota but I feel like I'm pushing him away I don't show it but all I want is for him to stay People don't understand what I go through I don't even think the ones who say so do I stuggle with anxiety and depression Sometimes I feel like I'm in a compression I feel so stuck and I feel so alone The choices I've made I don't condone I make stupid mistakes Nah, I don't think you can relate Most people try too hard but they just dont understand My emotions are like a tightly pulled rubberband Any moment I may break Trust me that'll be a mistake I take all these pills to try and be normal ha What is normal anyways I've always been stuck inside my own mind It's like a cage and I can't get out, I'm blind
I like this alot im a rapper and write my own songs if you wanna hear something i wrote ill show you and im honestly thinking about having someone to write songs for me and ill even pay whoever does it if they are interested
Don't let someone else write your songs. Ghostwriting, in my opinion, takes away from the meaning behind the lyrics of a rap. I say this because you have your own story to write, you can't tell someone else's story. Write your own stuff man. Tell your story, not someone else's.
Every time I go away I miss your smile looking in your eyes I see the beauty of this life thinking 'bout the past I wonder where I'd be without you in my life going few years back I remember dreaming about the life I have right now every night I cried thinking I'll never find someone like that but I always knew that only love can heal a broken heart I Tried my best to escape this loop that we call living everyday felt worse I lost all hope but I kept wishing deep down I hoped that there will come a time when I find the meaning since I knew no one's born without a reason so i kept believing that one day I'll find a soul that would share my pain and give my life a new meaning
I tried to face all this stuff by myself and I promise I tried but it's impossible to do it feeling completely alone, and I am sorry I wasn't strong enough to face the world alone but now you are gone, you at least have a new family though, and I think that they do love you but I know that they actually hate me even though I brought you into this world that doesn't mean anything's them and they didn't know what I was going through in the end I don't blame them nor hate them because Maybe you will get truly loved by the system because when I got put in system I didn't get that same true love and I prayed since you two were babies that you didn't experience my experiences with it and you would make it
my heart is calm down slowly. i fell the shatterd faces who is tired to fight with agony and take the toughest path without company. everyehere is somber take me with you.
I tried so hard to keep my older brother out of trouble it hurt me deep when i found out he was in jail again and im glad i found this beat so i can tell him how i feel 💛💛💛 thank u so much for making this beat
See me right know, in the confort of pain, I'm drained I'm ashamed betrayed by my pain, my fears hold me ,can't explain/ I tried and can't look back because my past laughs, last time I checked I was miles back...going towards a unsecure path hope it can spread some light to my past, but I can't my action dictate my chances so if I fall I better be still, until my moment comes I'll be sure to catch it, just to prove my WILL....
(Verse 1) I'm tired of running, tired of chasing dreams, Feeling like I'm stuck in a never-ending stream. Every day is a battle, trying to keep my head up high, But sometimes I wonder, how much longer can I try? I'm tired of pretending, putting on a brave face, When inside I'm drowning in this endless chase. The weight on my shoulders is getting hard to bear, I'm tired of the struggles, it's more than I can bear. (Chorus) I'm tired, so tired, of this constant fight, Searching for a glimmer of hope in the darkest night. But I won't give up, no, I'll keep pushing through, Even when I'm tired, I'll rise and start anew. (Verse 2) I'm tired of the pressure, the expectations weighing me down, Always striving for perfection, wearing a perpetual frown. The world keeps spinning, but I'm stuck in this loop, I'm tired of the routine, feeling like a shattered truth. I'm tired of the noise, the voices in my head, Telling me to keep going, but sometimes I'd rather be dead. But deep down, there's a fire that refuses to die, Even when I'm tired, I'll find the strength to fly. (Bridge) But in these moments of exhaustion, I find clarity, I realize that being tired doesn't define me. It's just a temporary state, a stepping stone in my journey, I'll rest, recharge, and come back with a renewed fury. (Chorus) I'm tired, so tired, of this constant fight, Searching for a glimmer of hope in the darkest night. But I won't give up, no, I'll keep pushing through, Even when I'm tired, I'll rise and start anew.
"Look, i always tried, i always cried, but when they asked me if i was fine, i lied, cause my homie was dealing with shit that made him commit suicide, i didn't even get the chance to say goodbye, it still hurts even though i know.. Your in the heavens with god, growing your wings and starting to fly, everyday i ask why, what was he dealing with? What type of bitch made him do that shit? You weren't watching! Every time he was talking, you ignored him, blocked it, was i the only one watching! He feel no pain, without you, nothing will ever be the same, sitting in the room, playing video games, but i look at your grave through this window pane, cuts through your arms, through the veins, i'm the only one to blame.. You only get one chance, Life will never be a game, You don't come back to life, you don't respawn, that night, i saw the knife.. Shoulda known you were reaching to God.. I couldn't prepare myself enough to know that you were going to take your life! I try not to cry, it's just knowing that you decided to die.. I'll never get you back... Imma say this now, through a song, I love you man.. Goodnight.. TK"
look took me about a year to write this ever since youve been gone ive been so lifeless i wish i could go out like you but life is priceless i try to figure out an excuse to manifest but when it comes to you seconds turn to hours and hours to days i sit hear frustrated because my feelings stay the same here or not your to blame because i was there for you every single day but when i dont text you you think its time to end your pain and when i think about it thats when comes the rain i couldnt force myself to see you in the grave because words for you couldnt be spoken and if i saw your parents the pain would be awoken your drunk dad i wouldve chosen or probably you crack head mom who always plays the victim but they neglected your and sent you in a cave of depression so i think its time for a confession i loved you girl ever since elementary and now those feelings are just complementary around you my fears and scars seemed to dissipate you were the lover of my soul and the master of my fate a love like this i couldnt dream to create because you were an angel even before that date yeah you were lost and things went to waste you were heart broken and cold and that fake shit was old and when we fought it was a storm with you it was complicated but me i wanted it dated you were short and i was long term you stabbed punched and said things that truly burned at that time those feelings were deserved the punishment i earned because i fucked around even though i loved you but i never talked shit about you saying im a fuckboy because you didnt claim me first and then things made a turn for the worst like pow and brains did disperse but ur wrist were the worst or maybe the pills you had eatin you battling you demons but accepted defeat and the pain is just worst every day i cry over you but i sort the words in different way i aint a broke record im just a broke person a broken heart with a few missing pieces and you knew many of the reasons due to the mental diseases one second you sweet and my queen the next ur stone cold and cold hearted but that got my love restarted but i regret when we parted you went one way and i went the other but ik we were always meant for each other so i love you and sleep soundly sincerely a man who loves you proudly
i just can't hold on, you treated me oh so wrong, on so many levels, i should have seen the clues, it was your loss, you're the one to lose, chorus , your cheating has destroyed my heart, broken torn apart, why did it end this way? I gave you all my love, you can never say I did not, I tried and then cried, too many nights spent alone without you by my side, the pain the hurt the flowing tide, and now your gone what can i do, left alone with my dream the ideal you, your cheating has destroyed my heart, broken torn apart, why did it end this way? I gave you all my love, you can never say I did not, I tried and then cried,
I tried to be sombody but all I got was rejection thrown into my face god forgive me I know I'm a sinner lookin for repentance I'm just lookin for my place please show me your grace this life im livin is full of ups and downs with your faith I'll never fall in the end you'll be their for us all till then I'm gonna be standin tall and keep my back up off that wall every loss thrown in my way is just another reason to grind got answers I gotta find to bad u cant hit rewind gotta focus on the present gotta focus on the matter at hand I call out to god like I'm talkin to a friend this life that I'm livin it's been a long road I hate the devil broke my code how can I go back and make things right cause repentance doesn't happen over night i tried to be sombody but all I got was rejection thrown into my face god forgive me I know I'm a sinner lookin for repentance I'm just lookin for my place please show me your grace .
REAL STORY: Its all started when i was 6, i was the second child .. i was really stupid then haha yea... but we were poor and we were happy all the time bit then my little brother came i was very happy that i can play with somebody because at school everybosy hated me .. they looked at me like i was a animal or just a weird kid.. after 3 years i was 9 and we did go to my grandma there i was in highschool.. i met 3 frieds but they were jist like me hated and stupid haha .. but when we started talking i just thought about changin.. because i was too lazy and i dint want to learn from school.. then my mom gone to netherlands and she met a man who is my 3th little brother father.. i loved my brothers .. but then we must go to netherlands.. my mom said there was hope to have a good life i know she is not lying so i said oke.. next 3 years we really jumped from poor to actually RICH and we loved the house but most of the family i did go to highschool and again.... everybody hated me.. there i was first in love with a girl.. but she never talked to me .. so i felt alone in the world i wanted to give up on it and just go... but when higschool finished i went to college.. there first 1 year was bad.. again.. but then somebody came a new boy hes name was alex he was really smart but he had no friends and then i walked to him i said "hey uhm whats your name ?" He said "hey my name is alex and your's ?" I was so happy that somebody talked to me.. we were talking hours to hours and then next year.. we wanted to get a future so we started studying and working but i left work i was lazyy.. he said.. what are you soing ?? If you keep up like this your future is gone.. at that day my life changed and now im a succesful man with my friend alex ❤🙏 never give up👌
She's dying inside but people nowadays are too dumb to realize, she's about to cry but she waits until it's at night and now she says "I'm so done with these lies it makes my flames ignite, it makes me wanna cry, it makes me wanna die!"
Motivating my self Esteem Asking me to not be so hard on me Chasing something I cannot see, Lost cause and Found peace Then lost control And found a drink Lose your way And fight the beast Spiral down and it all repeats Past the Brink of life Throwing you to many things at once In between giving up And curious how much more you can take The cool breeze on a nice day, the warm breath from the right Face Soft kiss you can still taste Laughter with the ones you hold Dear and close Even when they go off and become the ghost Maybe it's good to no That we all fall down Years after we crawl And fine are selfs questioning all we ever known, How out of no where you can feel Alone Then feels like that feeling will never Go A random moment when the Return of hope You ever regret something you wrote? I have more than once And I've felt embarrassed about who I was .or what I felt, and couldn't find nothing that helped So i Remained in need of Help, cuz no one wants to admit when you can't help your self Pride is the cost of health When you keep putting others or your self down Then that weighs on your soul even when you don't no I can't tell you what happens when you get old I'm only 29 and this just a little that I probably think I no, and when I do grow old I'll sit and laugh at the stupid shit I thought and in my chair I hope to Rock And watch sunset in my favor spot with the people I saved a spot That's a nice thought I don't think this will be one those things I Regret I wrote That's a step towars some hope ya this was a good mental note
In the beginning when I was little I used to have everything that makes me happy when I was a kid, I used to know everything, I used to get along with everybody, I used to be a smart person that I was, I used to have alot of friends that I thought they were my friends until they turned their backs on me and now everything was starting to fall apart, At first I thought I had it all but now I'm suffering from Anxiety and depression. It really hurts to have that type of feeling that just stays with you for the rest of your life and I feel like I can't breathe enough, I feel like I'm dying from the inside when it's comes down to your judgment and all of the mistakes that I made really affect me but not only that it affected me but it affected everyone around the world and I can't trust people because of who they are and to those who do me wrong. Having Anxiety and depression really sucks, it hard to control yourself even tho you can't help it and That's facts 💯 😪 😔
I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough Had me questioning myself I wasn't sure enough Had me looking in the mirror Tryna analyze my figure I ain't Perfect You want perfect So that figures You always put me in a bad place Said we were moving at a fast pace It was all my fault I fell in love too hard I loved you when I didn't love myself (yeah, yeah) Said you love me But you only loved yourself You rocked me so hard You played all your cards right You played with my heart (I might) I might not be the same way You were walking in that door you wasn't saying "Hi" You were walking out that door you wasn't saying "Bye Bye" Seems like you only got that way when things ain't go your way (oh, oh) How could you tell me you love and behave this way Sometimes I don't Know how I survived You picked me up You threw me in the sky And when I fell you let me hit the ground I still felt alone with you around I learned my lesson Yeah shit got heck-tick But all in all the experience it was a blessing You taught me patience Can't skip the basics It's like you only wanted me for that sensation (yeah) I remember all the lies (all the lies) All the night you made me cry (made me cry) When you controlled my mind (you controlled my mind) Had me wishing I would die (Had me wishing I would DIEEE) You will never know how I feel (How I feel) I gave my all to you my love was real (My love was Reaall) But you didn't love me But you didn't love meeee I loved you when I didn't love myself Said you love me, but you only love yourself You rocked me so hard You played all your cards right You played with my heart I might (I mighhhhtt) Might not be the same way, Might not be the same Lay
Since the day you both left us I've been feeling this pain that seems so infectious. Everyone that has seen it seems to get infected The pain in my heart reaches out to those unprotected Our guardians have passed, who's left here to protect us.
We all have problems but you can't go around them you got to go straight through it won't get better trust me we all have problems you just can't go back
Do I really have to open up my mind? Stop and freeze the time? To tell you things were never right, I was never fine? Life’s getting crazier and crazier but it all seemed like a lie A big circle encircling the world that we live in; bearing no purpose of life Do I really need to rap this all out for you to finally realize? To finally pay attention to my feelings, to finally break the ice To see through the thin layers of cries, the silence of things that went wry I’m desperately prying this metal cage; I’m giving it all in one try I tried, to salvage this feeling that was long gone It was long lost, emotions always comes with a cost I’m stuck at this junction, this road that is crossed Memories paused, my heartbeat stopped just so I could feel my own pulse My own fault, things never went right cos I’m all wrongs All mistakes and missteps left not forgiven, we all beg and sob Tears painting our pain on the soil; this love is a lost cause You’re long gone, I tried to forget you but I guess I still lost
Gorgeous piano! As I’m getting ready to move back home to Texas, this just reminds me of my time here. Beautiful story, I can take with me wherever I go! Thank you for your work🙏🏼 👂🏼many blessings.
What's life? When you have demons in your mind? Does anyone notice or care when you try to fit in when you care I've tried over and over again A battle that I can't seem to win Who's to say it won't end Who's gonna be there when I'm dead I know suicide isn't an option but when you're stuck and have tried There's nothing left inside
Mỗi lần mình nghe những tiếng piano này, mình lại nhớ đến một người, hình bóng ảnh cứ hiện lên trong đầu mình. Một hình ảnh của 1 cậu thanh niên ngồi rap, ngồi hát trên nền beat có sẵn, khi nghe cậu hát mình cảm nhận dc sự đam mê, tâm huyết ở trong đó. Bên cạnh đó mình còn cảm thấy sự ấm áp, chân thành. Mỗi lần nghe beat này, mình lại khóc. Mình cứ bị ám ảnh bởi hình ảnh chàng trai đó. Chàng trai đó tên là Mai Quang Nam. Chắc mãi cậu ấy cũng chẳng biết mình là ai. Nhưng mà có lẽ mình yêu cậu ấy mất rồi... Tình yêu nó bất chợt đến khi nào ta ko hay biết, có thể chỉ cần 1 hành động cũng làm ta bắt đầu có cảm tình, dần dần rồi lại yêu. Mà chắc ko bao giờ cậu ấy biết mình đã yêu cậu mất rồi, mình muốn làm mọi thứ tốt nhất cho cậu, nhưng có lẽ chúng ta ko bao giờ có thể yêu nhau... Chúc anh hạnh phúc Mai Quang Nam!
The part of me that wants to be better, the part of me that doesn't feel weighed down by all his shortcomings, failures, & mistakes anymore... The part of me that tries so hard to be accepted... It brings out the part of me that shines the brightest when i aint abusing substances or committing crimes or hurting ppl 🙏🏽
i can't breathe, im suffocating and all i ever do is think about you my mind is on weed my mind isn't free the pain that you've cause me won't let me be me the lies that you've sold i bought every one don't wanna let you go i've lost and you've won everyone tells me to follow my heart i can't even think just don't know where to start you've already hurt me one too many times while im thinking hello, you're saying good bye you're saying goodbye, you're saying goodbye while im thinking hello you're saying goodbye (while im thinking hello you're saying goodbye) you're already lucked up your ' love ' made me fucked up you played with my mind and now it's goodbye why do you have to hate me so damn much why can't you just love me im never enough you don't appreciate the love that i give you say sorry and don't mean it i don't wanna live my mind is on weed my mind isn't free the pain that you've cause me won't let me be me the lies that you've sold i bought every one don't wanna let you go i've lost and you've won everyone tells me to follow my heart i can't even think just don't know where to start you've already hurt me one too many times while im thinking hello, you're saying good bye you're saying goodbye, you're saying goodbye while im thinking hello you're saying good bye (while im thinking hello you're saying goodbye) (everyone tells me to follow my heart) (i can't even think, just don't know where to start) (while im thinking hello, you're saying good bye) (while im thinking hello you're saying goodbye)
A mask glued to my face with dotted lines Covering my true feelings like a window with blinds Envy those around me born with happiness in their soul While I’m just an empty shell that’s so fucking cynical I discover more of myself talking in the darkness Where the light has led me astray and heartless Love in my heart is what I deeply desire Despite saying I want nothin more than to burn in fire Guess its because I always believed I never deserved And even asking such would seem like a a lot of nerve This road I walk seems to be stretching longer Breaking apart piece by piece as I wander Wanna turn directions but its a one way God take me from this path one day So I may find something to cherish in this life Like giving happiness to two kids and a loving wife Or Drinking with my brothers late at night Instead of staring at this ceiling wondering... Whether its worth the fight
This slow rap is for my friends that drowned during Hurricane Harvey. The tragedy broke my heart. I felt like you were super safe from the start. All of my thoughts are filled with darkness. I need a little more time to be heartless. I could do other things but I write this. The weather had no sense of polite ness. And all the time I think of you. Because we make a group, 3 is better then 2. And I know that I know that I wasn't afraid Just to go to the door and then call out your name. And I miss all the memories that we have shared. Like when we made a nice stick lair. All the time, I looked up to you. When you need something I'll be there for you too. And I just wanted to have a better life. All the things are just strife. If you can hear me, Your the best of the friend. I wish your life would never end. I would hang out with you till the day was dead. Now it's goodbye like any time well read. Hurricane Harvey was really bad for Texas. And a lot of my friends lived in Texas and a lot of them died because of drowning.
Maskedy - Music aye man, I’m sorry for your loss, and I know this is a year later, but i just wanted to let you know that I’m sure they’re in a better place now, and things should be lookin up man, you just gotta keep your head up thru all that shit. Never give up hope man, your friends wouldn’t want you to
10 second mark start time - Listen; hear the words I do speak as I Stare at the ground beneath my feet Turn my gaze to the sky and wonder Is God even alive? I know that I try to believe but all I see is pain and suffering And it hurts to say but sometimes when I look at the sky in the day All I see is rain I truly do hate to say it but; sometimes I wish I could die just to see Is God even alive? This isn’t some form of Christian rap And I don’t want this to turn into a preacher’s trap Sometimes I wonder; Is God even alive? Well let me answer that question It’s all based on your heart; and your perception Always listen to what everybody says but ask questions with a; slight inflection Never; ever let someone else’s words on god put you into some sort of; self reflection Because if you wanna get to where you wanna go and be what you wanna be Then you need to understand you and choose if you wanna believe My name is SnV; and yes I’m only 18 but I bring a self awareness and knowledge that is rarely ever seen But with these words that I speak and these lines I preach I promise you I lay my head down at night and I dream No more negative self-obsession; no more negative self reflection Beating myself up over a mistake I made weeks ago that has no correction But I guess it’s a mind state have to deal with now after a Relationship where both sides are not supportive If you’re in one; love the other side and never do abort it It may have been perfect then but it’s not now Believe me; There is a place not so far off in space where it’s the ideal state The type of state where with her; marriage is the goal - you don’t contemplate Because to contemplate is to hesitate and that is not true Don’t you see, we can be what we wish to be if we were to come together - exclusively And I hate to say it but sometimes I think we may not make it I’m kind of confused when sometimes you say that we can do But then you turn around and you act like you never knew And I’m not sure if there’s something going on between me and you that’s Keeping us at an arm’s distance but I wish that We could find some sort of; common existence You see if we were able to do that then Maybe the problems that we face wouldn’t be so fat Maybe we could move on past what we have and Move on forward with our relationship that we think could be so great If we could stop fighting every single day And it’s kind of crazy the way that I look at you and I think I love you more than anything But then I look into your eyes and I realize that Maybe that love is not found and maybe we weren’t meant to be And yes on the inside it’s killing me but sometimes That’s just how it is Damn. I love you Putting this together right now, it's my first project
This is just a little bit of what I wrote... I tried so hard that night, To forget the pain that was inside my body. I tried so hard that night, To forget that you have died. You left me all alone; Now I have nowhere to go. I have nobody to hold. I tried so hard that night; I tried so hard that night... Please give me some feedback on what you think. Thank you.
Sometimes nothing is worth doing Someone will always be there Tough within state Crimes within night As tried saying nothing but lines are broken With tears
This is a gorgeous piece of music (spoken word below) Ever woken one morning, as the day is dawning and before you start yawning there's booze on your mind and a bottle of wine enshrined by the bed and the first thought in your head is to drink it? Not with olives and cheese as an aperitif but to cork it, straw it and pour it down your neck and in less than 10 seconds its gone and you move on to the next. And as the day progresses your head gets progressively more fuzzy and warm, but your torn between two worlds in an alternate reality, the duality of a life lived unconsciously but with enough functionality to survive. Life flashes by like a bird in the sky so far from your eyes its unreachable. That’s the hold that alcohol enacts as it acts to crush your soul and pull you into a hole with rock at the bottom and the rotten remains of a life long forgotten. Now fast forward four years, raise your glass for a cheers cos I'm out of that hole, realigning my goals and cleansing the soul. And even with glasses clinking I can resist the drinking but I cant stop thinking, I'm on the brink of insanity, this calamity that’s life. Freed from desire but not from the fire within the immortal sin the yearning for more, just one more score, consume til you're raw then hit the floor like a punch in the jaw from Tyson. No rising from that like a cat sleeping all day then fiending for attention when awake, there's no redemption or respite from that life and the drive to get high capitalises your time and you're striving to find a new fix, to throw in the mix. Its not important the poison you’ve chosen. Sex, drugs and sausage rolls, alcohol or rolling a joint, that’s the point. We can’t escape our fate we must face it and make it through the struggle, burst the bubble of illusion and start choosing the life that´s right to lead. Then you're freed. But not from desire and greed but like a seed dropping from the sky by a bird passing by to start a new life and grow, from a seed to a tree with branches and leaves with new hopes and dreams it seems, Unachievable Bursting the bubble, staying out of trouble then crawling through rubble, gasping for breath as a million regrets hit you like a steam train And the pain you feel after the realisations of your narcissistic actions attack you, but its all part of the package. It seems an unachievable act, but in fact its not, we can give it a shot, give it all that we’ve got, Cos why not?
I tried and I cried but now I just wanna die I see my life set out in front of me and its just straight line that ran parallel to yours until you took your own life. not finishing this
just something i thought of writing, not necessarily a poem or a song. your beauty strikes me like an ocean wave how your eyes glisten between our gaze how your smile brings out mine, hard to contain your buttery smooth angelic voice to delight the airwaves the touch of your soft skin sends all worries astray for all the ways your beauty is seen, theres much more to say about the person you are and the miracle that's made you this way i cant think of any better person for a role model to portray the confidence you showcase with every word you speak you have potential to do anything in this world at its peak your presence is a present to every person that you meet intelligence is admirable, while your heart remains sweet learning from you all the time while you unknowingly teach listening to you sing is absolutely nothing short of a treat the first voice to start my day as i awake the last voice to soothe my soul as i fall asleep
Ich bin grad' allein, ich kann nicht schlafen Sie schreibt mir vermiss‘ dich, hayatim Warum sie perfekt ist? Weil wenn sie in 'nem Benz sitzt Macht sie den Beat laut und rappt mit, ah Sie sagt Baby heut‘ ist Partnerlook Air Max Classic T-Shirt Camerun Und wenn sie Frauen in mein' Video sieht Guckt sie mich schief an Sie sagt mach nicht so, wer ist Latifa? Sie wird zu Diva, ihr Blick aggressiver Aufgeben? Niemals sie greift zu Fifa Ich nehm' FC Bayern, sie AC Milan Mitten in der Nacht, es ist Halbmond Sie raucht eine Shisha auf dem Balkon Sie sagt Baby, es macht bald boom Bald kommt…
I don't think I've ever felt so connected to a beat before. 1 up brother this is some deep shit right here it's inspiring me to get the pad back out 🖎👊
I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough Had me questioning myself I wasn't sure enough Had me looking in the mirror Tryna analyze my figure I ain't Perfect You want perfect So that figures You always put me in a bad place Said we were moving at a fast pace It was all my fault (fault) I fell in love too hard I loved you when I didn't love myself (yeah, yeah) Said you love me But you only loved yourself You rocked me so hard You played all your cards right You played with my heart (I might) I might not be the same way You were walking in the door you wasn't saying "Hi" You were walking out the door you wasn't saying "Bye Bye" Seems like you only got that way when things ain't go your way (oh, oh)
Just going through these motions Emotions I can't show it or control it I feel broke so I stay sipping this potion Until I lose my focus Waking up with sheets soaken I'm a product of an omen An anchor in an ocean I ain't floating I'm at the bottom like a slolam Crest approaching Bottom of a totem Slaving for a token Battered from a Roman with commotion As a slogan Sulphur for atonement The government condones it It's legal so I roll it It's legal so I smoke it If evil souls get roasted No one questions where we're going We're Smeagle so we're jones'n to our bones just for the notion Poison melatonin Foil in our deodorant Organics mismanaged Scrolls are not reopened But there's a toll on this road We can't pay but we owe it Never own it someone sold it Before we've been awoken
I really love you So why'd you have to go? You're so far away, and now I'm stuck here in the cold Im Stuck here on my phone I'm stuck here in the roads I feel so dead inside, I havent been like this since it snowed I've been told, I'll get there when I'm old But who gives a fuck, by that time you'll be sold By that time, you'll have strolled By that time it won't roll No one cares about me, but there's so much shit which was untold It was all untold, I just have to unfold Now I'm being stranded and I don't know where to go I don't know where to go, I don't know what to say When I finally get the courage, by that time it'll be too late It will be too late, I won't look that great I'm already a mess, I don't need this hate I don't need this weight, I just need some aid But now every time I speak, I just get turned away I just get turned away, I really want to faint All of my hard efforts, they never make the grade What can I do? I've already sat and prayed I've never got the answer, I think I'm getting played Why am I so in love? Im in desperate need of hugs I just wanna pull the plug Please lord, don't turn me to drugs I'm trying, I'm dying I can't figure out why Everyday without you is a struggle, I can't lie I wanna fly, go up in the sky Cause every time I'm with you now it feels like I'm just high If I had a rocket, would I still be crying? Or would I buy a ring, just to stop from lying? I just wish that I could be with you, every fucking day I wanna tell you why, but there's so much in the way There's so much in the way, and my path ain't getting clearer It feels like nowadays I'm always looking in the mirror Always in the mirror, our relation's getting thinner Will we ever sit down together, maybe have dinner? Or am I just a sinner? I wanna get back with ya I feel like you're in space, I might as well call you rinmer When will I stop dreaming? Your smile's always gleaming This is my dirty life, and it really needs cleaning I've got no way out of this shit, but I'm still beaming I want you in my presence, I want to stop dreaming
What would you do, if you was me, I was you? Would you move on, go and find someone new? I know it hurts, believe that i'm hurting too I guess I can't hide it as well as you Look, I woke up next to the baddest bitch I've ever seen But even then all I could think was you and me My friends tell me "Anth, homie, just let it be" Unless they've been through it They don't know what the fuck I mean So please girl tell me what do I do 'Cus I know that nobody's perfect but I'm perfect for you And girl you're perfect for me That's something you couldn't see I tried to show you but what was the point if you won't believe? Now tell me why did you leave? Do you not love me no more? See I can hide all the pain, but what remains is the scars I was the best I could be I know that I have my flaws But I gave all that I had Spent more than I could afford I spent 5 thousand dollars on a ring to call you my Mrs And you still had the nerve to say I gave no commitment? There was no way that I could save ya' Three years is what I gave ya' And then you leave me and go and find a new man three weeks later? My sister thinks you cheated and honestly I don't blame her 'Cus moving on that quick is way too strange of a behavior And I bet that's he's happy 'cus he sees your posting pictures But dawg I bet my life she thinks about me when your with her He don't want you like I want you He don't need you like I need you He don't see you how I see you He don't breathe you how I breathe you And you know it, so tell me, what the fuck you see in him? We both know that you still love me So you shouldn't be with him You should be with me Right here in my home Right here all alone Making love until the morn' You love how I turn you on And one thing that I love and hate the most Is people always change but the memories don't And lately I can't even eat Lately I've been feeling ill When you cannot sleep at night That's when you know shit is real You don't even need a gun You don't even need a pill If you ever wanna die Fall in love and you'll get killed
I tried to get away Every night I would pray But I could never win Cuz I would be thrown back into the bin I didn't want to end up like this Mum I never ever wanted to put u through shit ButI went on the wrong path But u never helped me you just watched it all happen whilst the haters laughed Im sorry I broke you heart in half But I promise one day I'll be a shining star
I lost my love ones wife kids they left to be my best friend painful feeling I tried twice they came back but left again now alone.. beautiful music just relax and reflection ❤️
You dont know what you have until you lose it,and when you do your gonna hurt,on the inside and the outside,put you gotta pull it together so you can hold onto what you have left,never let go because if you do,you'll lose everything.
I walk around with a smile on my face When in reality all I feel is disgrace Life got me messed up on so many levels Everywhere I turn I see some more of my devils I try so hard to be nice and fit in But every time I try, I fail again I love my friends and I love my fam Butter still I feel like no one gives a damn Every night its just another nightmare Really by now I shouldn't be scared But I'm terrified of what could happen Sometimes I'm scared of just nappin I got all these problems in my head Sometimes I wish I was dead I know it's not the solution But sometimes the air around here is like pollution Every breath I breathe it gets harder While the good memories seem farther I know I got Rachel but I feel like I'm pushing her away I don't show it but all I want is for her to stay People don't understand what I go through I don't even think the ones who say so do I stuggle with anxiety and depression Sometimes I feel like I'm in a compression I feel so stuck and I feel so alone The choices I've made I don't condone I make stupid mistakes Nah, I don't think you can relate Most people try too hard but they just dont understand My emotions are like a tightly pulled rubberband Any moment I may break Trust me that'll be a mistake I take all these pills to try and be normal ha What is normal anyways I've always been stuck inside my own mind It's like a cage and I can't get out, I'm blind
I'm sorry you missed out when I went to school for the first time, And you didn't have me tell you that you were all mine. I'm sorry you weren't there to take me to the mall, And you weren't there to tell me I have to stand tall. Sorry you weren't the one I saw when I came home that day Or the one I'd run to when I had a bad day. I'm sorry you didn't hear me write these; you'd have been so proud, And you weren't there to lift me up on a cloud. Sorry you weren't there to tell me there's nothing to fear, But then again you should have been here. I'm sorry you weren't the one to teach me to ride a bike, Or the one who took me on my first ride. I'm sorry you weren't the one who carried me on his back. That was my other daddy, the one I actually had! Or the one who held me tight when strength is what I lacked. I'm sorry you weren't the one to hold me when I cried Or tell me I did great when I really tried. I'm sorry you were never there to teach me how to cook Or there at night to read me my favorite book, I'm sorry me as a daughter is what you never had. You will always be my father, but you will never be my dad. 😔💔
Man I feel it so deep it's like reliving what I'm already living bro u got me there I'm mean wwwooooowwwww it's special man u got me almost tearing up love it bro
This is a letter to my daughter she passed away at 1 month I have so much to express I’m laying at night thinking of how I could have saved her here if goes Mmmm Somebody once told me and said you never know a good thing until it’s gone When I first held your hand i was a little bit scared but knew you mine all along Sitting here at the hospital waiting for 12 to hit So I can see my newborn daughter and kiss those pretty lips I remember Watching you born and cutting that cord You just weight about 8 pounds Man it blew my mind I can still hear you make them grunts when use the number 2 I found it really cool that would make you like me too You were a temporary blessing that left way to fast I ask god everyday for a chance to bring you back I hope he shows you how to tie your shoes Cause that’s something I didn’t knew
The pain that I opened kept me awoken, everyone saw and started joken, they saw my wounds and started pokin, this is from the heart the way these words are wroten, I just really don't like the way they had to come out and be spoken, I kept hurting my self without even knowing, I burned my pain so why is it still going, it's like a dark stream of water that just will not stop flowing, I'm just a lost little boat that keeps on paddling, I've lost the war so why am I still battling, it's like if a snake dies but it's rattle keeps rattling,
Clutching the jagged edge, I cut myself today, Seeking the knowledge, to see if I still sense pain. What if you could see, the darkest side of me? The needle, the rush, the release of endorphins, In and through my blood stream, demanding conformance. Friendships redefined, zero peace in the mind; Anything to cram back the broken piece’s inside. Lifetime of changing sometimes, into many a times; I know I’m killing myself, inside I’m dying, I don’t give a damn, as long as I’m still flying Death certificate signed, my new prenuptial; No way I’m going back, Makers Mark another cupful. Actavis, Ambien, Adderall, Xanax binge, Very Best friends with the thing that's killing me, Enemies with my best friend, there's no healing me. The worse it got, the less I feared a fatal blood clot; Attempting payments, laying, face covered with snot. Becoming more reclusive, and the pills becoming more abusive; Moved to the basement, deep depression's a rotten curse, Hiding in a dark space, my mind and body hurts Only dedication for what the dealer's supplying; Never hung up on how much I’m buying. Keeping valuable faith, could really use an eighth; Room spinning, ears ringing, thinking, I might've jut sipped a little too much…
Let these lyrics take you away, let my thoughts show you the way, dont follow a path astray, no i dont want the money or the fame, just to guide your soul make you a whole, the rhythym from up above, let me show you my thought this is a gift that no 1 brought, a battle that one fought, yes not everyone will understand but in time you can call me a lyrical god, life has its ups and downs, true music comes from the soul so dont let yours drown, you start at the bottom and climb thats the way of life, people who stay true to themselves are the ones that strive
my simplicity take me too the ground. feeling like am not d best in town.. mayb I won't b announced d self pain I felt. brought me a lost of regret. tear me apart. living a deadly life dats d fact. still I try just to differential my crime. all in ice. low in mile . not easy too smile.. does dat seem to b life.. no!! my soul was overtaken. even my joy cnt put a change.. I always still v one word live to great.. still pray to the master so amaze
Sold my soul at 20 one Look back at my life wonda was really I the one To change my family's story so mama don't have to worry But it cost me joy o Lord please mercy on me Look in the mirror but I can't see whose in front of me ... fr...
i tried to carry on walking with a good heart around but still bad problems always hit me and when ive been there for the ones who needed support i gave them more advices than i give my self 🤧😪
Trying to do right so God as I kneel n pray thankffor the guidance n let me seek the heavenly way Cause every day seem like a trip Life itself feels .curse .. still i seek for the blessings yerning seeking the true.
I tried yeah,tried to take the pain away I tried yeah not worried about the fame no I tried yeah my friends have to much pain no I tried they got bad thoughts in they head I tried they tried to hurt themselves I cried yeah but god saved day yes glory to the most high ,my friends survived u should never lie.
How many times have we been down this road How many lies do you think we’ve told What happen to the girl I fell for Tell her I’ve been lookin for her Was I the first to make mistakes Or was it you that made me this way With all the lies you told with a straight face it’s breaking me letting go of all the things that held their grips on me With you being my first priority You turned me into a man I don't even recognize I don’t wanna take closure if I can fix tonight Don’t wanna be over if I can make it right I don't expect you to understand It's nothing less than true romance Or am I just making a mess It's for the best, it's over now It wasn't anyone's fault it didn't work out She's a good girl, just wasn't the one We wanted different things, we had a good run But she's better off and so am I It is what it is, man, it's alright I don't tell 'em how you broke my heart I just tell 'em that we grew apart It's time to move on, forget all the wrong Now that we both can see All that we say confused in our heads Left us so empty I don’t wanna take closure if I can fix tonight Don’t wanna be over if I can make it right
Dad died back in ‘09 didn’t even cry, dont know why! But I miss you. And I try yeah I try to move on but I need to be with you so as I say this back to my six year old self, treasurer.. treasure what you have in this life because nothing comes free to us. The forgotten. I try don’t forget, I tried, tried to call you... no answer just a play back of what once was but your gone now even thought it have been almost a decade there’s still never a day where your never with me always by my side deep into the night, I love you
i’ve been listening to this for three years now. it gets sadder every time.
"my mom killed herself back in 2004, I was barely 5, I thought my life was a mistake. I was misplaced, born at the wrong time, wrong place." Its hard when you lose your fate. My dad died when I was barely 10. I didn't get to say good bye. (Sing this Part) I'm on a lonely road, What what should I do.(x3) I don't know why, I don't know how but I have always been hurt. From the start. But that Pain is gone now one I pull this trigger so lets just leave it at this.(Sing this part) I'm on a lonely road, what what should I do.(x3) I guess this means goodbye to all my allies. That is my song that I made, leave a like it if you liked the rap!
b dawg get the pain out through the music and words share it with others - that how you heal and heal others along the way. Much blessings to you
From the bottom of my heart i have so much respect for you, cheer up stay strong stay on the right track to a successful happy future
b dawg keep writing kid. it’s the only way to escape. Good work
b dawg damm bro sorry
i would never have the guts to say that to the public
This made me realize how little time we have left on this Earth. I was rapping about me and my brother and how we would sit in a field and just have little picnics and it all feels like yesterday it was 7 years ago. It honestly hurts to think about it.
Okay Hey guys, I just want to thank everyone who shared their lyrics on this song! Everyone wrote beautiful texts and I want to take the time that I have read everyone's lyrics and they all gave me chills! This song is so sad but yet with your lyrics and this music together you made my day! THANK YOU FORM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!
Spoken:
This goes out to all the people out there, ya know the ones struggling with depression I know its hard but you'll get through it I promise
Slow Rap:
I walk around with a smile on my face
When in reality all I feel is disgrace
Life got me messed up on so many levels
Everywhere I turn I see some more of my devils
I try so hard to be nice and fit in
But every time I try, I fail again
I love my friends and I love my fam
But still I feel like no one gives a damn
Every night its just another nightmare
Really by now I shouldn't be scared
But I'm terrified of what could happen
Sometimes I'm scared of just nappin
I got all these problems in my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead
I know it's not the solution
But sometimes the air around here is like pollution
Every breath I breathe it gets harder
While the good memories seem farther
I know I got Dakota but I feel like I'm pushing him away
I don't show it but all I want is for him to stay
People don't understand what I go through
I don't even think the ones who say so do
I stuggle with anxiety and depression
Sometimes I feel like I'm in a compression
I feel so stuck and I feel so alone
The choices I've made I don't condone
I make stupid mistakes
Nah, I don't think you can relate
Most people try too hard but they just dont understand
My emotions are like a tightly pulled rubberband
Any moment I may break
Trust me that'll be a mistake
I take all these pills to try and be normal ha
What is normal anyways
I've always been stuck inside my own mind
It's like a cage and I can't get out, I'm blind
Danyelle Ledford damn that's some deep shit I feel u cause I've been thru this
Yeah, I've been through so much it's killing me. I hate that anyone has to deal with this shit.
I like this alot im a rapper and write my own songs if you wanna hear something i wrote ill show you and im honestly thinking about having someone to write songs for me and ill even pay whoever does it if they are interested
Lukka Williams thank you and I would love to see something you wrote. :)
Don't let someone else write your songs. Ghostwriting, in my opinion, takes away from the meaning behind the lyrics of a rap. I say this because you have your own story to write, you can't tell someone else's story. Write your own stuff man. Tell your story, not someone else's.
whoever played this on the piano has some beautiful soul. love it
Every time I go away I miss your smile
looking in your eyes I see the beauty of this life
thinking 'bout the past I wonder
where I'd be without you in my life
going few years back
I remember dreaming about the life I have right now
every night I cried thinking I'll never find someone like that
but I always knew that only love can heal a broken heart
I Tried my best to escape this loop that we call living
everyday felt worse I lost all hope but I kept wishing
deep down I hoped that there will come a time when I find the meaning
since I knew no one's born without a reason so i kept believing
that one day I'll find a soul that would share my pain
and give my life a new meaning
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can i rap this ill give u credit
yeah
- Drak - may I use the lyrics?
Is this the real drake?
plz reply
It’s beautiful to see people sharing different stories on here... it’s one of those things that really shows people still have emotions in this world
I tried to face all this stuff by myself and I promise I tried but it's impossible to do it feeling completely alone, and I am sorry I wasn't strong enough to face the world alone but now you are gone, you at least have a new family though, and I think that they do love you but I know that they actually hate me even though I brought you into this world that doesn't mean anything's them and they didn't know what I was going through in the end I don't blame them nor hate them because Maybe you will get truly loved by the system because when I got put in system I didn't get that same true love and I prayed since you two were babies that you didn't experience my experiences with it and you would make it
I love your lyrics because I went through the same thing...
Amazing Amy Roser lol I made it through though found my first love but lost it. It’s cool though... on the mob
Amazing Amy Roser I'm really sorry about your kids
my heart is calm down slowly.
i fell the shatterd faces who is tired to fight with agony and take the toughest path without company.
everyehere is somber
take me with you.
Mmmmm...is that the s t o r y is it ohhhhhh.
I tried so hard to keep my older brother out of trouble it hurt me deep when i found out he was in jail again and im glad i found this beat so i can tell him how i feel 💛💛💛 thank u so much for making this beat
See me right know, in the confort of pain, I'm drained I'm ashamed betrayed by my pain, my fears hold me ,can't explain/ I tried and can't look back because my past laughs, last time I checked I was miles back...going towards a unsecure path hope it can spread some light to my past, but I can't my action dictate my chances so if I fall I better be still, until my moment comes I'll be sure to catch it, just to prove my WILL....
(Verse 1)
I'm tired of running, tired of chasing dreams,
Feeling like I'm stuck in a never-ending stream.
Every day is a battle, trying to keep my head up high,
But sometimes I wonder, how much longer can I try?
I'm tired of pretending, putting on a brave face,
When inside I'm drowning in this endless chase.
The weight on my shoulders is getting hard to bear,
I'm tired of the struggles, it's more than I can bear.
(Chorus)
I'm tired, so tired, of this constant fight,
Searching for a glimmer of hope in the darkest night.
But I won't give up, no, I'll keep pushing through,
Even when I'm tired, I'll rise and start anew.
(Verse 2)
I'm tired of the pressure, the expectations weighing me down,
Always striving for perfection, wearing a perpetual frown.
The world keeps spinning, but I'm stuck in this loop,
I'm tired of the routine, feeling like a shattered truth.
I'm tired of the noise, the voices in my head,
Telling me to keep going, but sometimes I'd rather be dead.
But deep down, there's a fire that refuses to die,
Even when I'm tired, I'll find the strength to fly.
(Bridge)
But in these moments of exhaustion, I find clarity,
I realize that being tired doesn't define me.
It's just a temporary state, a stepping stone in my journey,
I'll rest, recharge, and come back with a renewed fury.
(Chorus)
I'm tired, so tired, of this constant fight,
Searching for a glimmer of hope in the darkest night.
But I won't give up, no, I'll keep pushing through,
Even when I'm tired, I'll rise and start anew.
"Look, i always tried, i always cried, but when they asked me if i was fine, i lied, cause my homie was dealing with shit that made him commit suicide, i didn't even get the chance to say goodbye, it still hurts even though i know.. Your in the heavens with god, growing your wings and starting to fly, everyday i ask why, what was he dealing with? What type of bitch made him do that shit? You weren't watching! Every time he was talking, you ignored him, blocked it, was i the only one watching! He feel no pain, without you, nothing will ever be the same, sitting in the room, playing video games, but i look at your grave through this window pane, cuts through your arms, through the veins, i'm the only one to blame.. You only get one chance, Life will never be a game, You don't come back to life, you don't respawn, that night, i saw the knife.. Shoulda known you were reaching to God.. I couldn't prepare myself enough to know that you were going to take your life! I try not to cry, it's just knowing that you decided to die.. I'll never get you back... Imma say this now, through a song, I love you man.. Goodnight.. TK"
Trae King can i use this in a non profit song im making about life & the struggles people go thru
Trae King wow😒😒
Dude!!! Omg!!!😢
Can I make a rap with this it might get stuff of your chest
Deep shit Trae.. Really Deep.. My condolences bro..
look
took me about a year to write this
ever since youve been gone ive been so lifeless
i wish i could go out like you but life is priceless
i try to figure out an excuse to manifest
but when it comes to you
seconds turn to hours and hours to days
i sit hear frustrated because my feelings stay the same
here or not your to blame
because i was there for you every single day
but when i dont text you
you think its time to end your pain
and when i think about it thats when comes the rain
i couldnt force myself to see you in the grave
because words for you couldnt be spoken
and if i saw your parents the pain would be awoken
your drunk dad i wouldve chosen
or probably you crack head mom who always plays the victim
but they neglected your and sent you in a cave of depression
so i think its time for a confession
i loved you girl ever since elementary
and now those feelings are just complementary
around you my fears and scars seemed to dissipate
you were the lover of my soul
and the master of my fate
a love like this i couldnt dream to create
because you were an angel even before that date
yeah you were lost and things went to waste
you were heart broken and cold
and that fake shit was old
and when we fought it was a storm
with you it was complicated
but me i wanted it dated
you were short and i was long term
you stabbed punched and said things that truly burned
at that time those feelings were deserved
the punishment i earned
because i fucked around even though i loved you
but i never talked shit about you
saying im a fuckboy because you didnt claim me first
and then things made a turn for the worst
like pow and brains did disperse
but ur wrist were the worst
or maybe the pills you had eatin
you battling you demons but accepted defeat and
the pain is just worst every day
i cry over you but i sort the words in different way
i aint a broke record im just a broke person
a broken heart with a few missing pieces
and you knew many of the reasons
due to the mental diseases
one second you sweet and my queen
the next ur stone cold and cold hearted
but that got my love restarted
but i regret when we parted
you went one way and i went the other
but ik we were always meant for each other
so i love you and sleep soundly
sincerely a man who loves you proudly
Love the instrumental. Is there any sheet music available for this relaxing masterpiece?
i just can't hold on, you treated me oh so wrong, on so many levels, i should have seen the clues, it was your loss, you're the one to lose, chorus
, your cheating has destroyed my heart, broken torn apart, why did it end this way? I gave you all my love, you can never say I did not, I tried and then cried,
too many nights spent alone without you by my side, the pain the hurt the flowing tide, and now your gone what can i do, left alone with my dream the ideal you,
your cheating has destroyed my heart, broken torn apart, why did it end this way? I gave you all my love, you can never say I did not, I tried and then cried,
people who listen to this kind of music you are the only good things in this world
I tried to be sombody but all I got was rejection thrown into my face god forgive me I know I'm a sinner lookin for repentance I'm just lookin for my place please show me your grace this life im livin is full of ups and downs with your faith I'll never fall in the end you'll be their for us all till then I'm gonna be standin tall and keep my back up off that wall every loss thrown in my way is just another reason to grind got answers I gotta find to bad u cant hit rewind gotta focus on the present gotta focus on the matter at hand I call out to god like I'm talkin to a friend this life that I'm livin it's been a long road I hate the devil broke my code how can I go back and make things right cause repentance doesn't happen over night i tried to be sombody but all I got was rejection thrown into my face god forgive me I know I'm a sinner lookin for repentance I'm just lookin for my place please show me your grace .
this is really pretty and amazing it puts me in a state of mind and lets me open up
REAL STORY: Its all started when i was 6, i was the second child .. i was really stupid then haha yea... but we were poor and we were happy all the time bit then my little brother came i was very happy that i can play with somebody because at school everybosy hated me .. they looked at me like i was a animal or just a weird kid.. after 3 years i was 9 and we did go to my grandma there i was in highschool.. i met 3 frieds but they were jist like me hated and stupid haha .. but when we started talking i just thought about changin.. because i was too lazy and i dint want to learn from school.. then my mom gone to netherlands and she met a man who is my 3th little brother father.. i loved my brothers .. but then we must go to netherlands.. my mom said there was hope to have a good life i know she is not lying so i said oke.. next 3 years we really jumped from poor to actually RICH and we loved the house but most of the family i did go to highschool and again.... everybody hated me.. there i was first in love with a girl.. but she never talked to me .. so i felt alone in the world i wanted to give up on it and just go... but when higschool finished i went to college.. there first 1 year was bad.. again.. but then somebody came a new boy hes name was alex he was really smart but he had no friends and then i walked to him i said "hey uhm whats your name ?" He said "hey my name is alex and your's ?" I was so happy that somebody talked to me.. we were talking hours to hours and then next year.. we wanted to get a future so we started studying and working but i left work i was lazyy.. he said.. what are you soing ?? If you keep up like this your future is gone.. at that day my life changed and now im a succesful man with my friend alex ❤🙏 never give up👌
Kevin Zority I’m glad to hear that ❤️❤️stay positive, and be happy. Everything happens for a reason ❤️😊
She's dying inside but people nowadays are too dumb to realize, she's about to cry but she waits until it's at night and now she says "I'm so done with these lies it makes my flames ignite, it makes me wanna cry, it makes me wanna die!"
I tried...
To save my eyes from my tears.
I tried...
To save myself from the words I hear.
Was a pleasure using this melody/beat on my first song ever! THANK YOU EDOBY AND KEEP DOING YOUR THING!
PS: Song on all stores called "True Love"
I like to listen to this when I sit on the roof and gaze at the endless amount of stars and think where did it all go wrong.
This really tugged my heartstrings. Thank you for producing this.
Motivating my self Esteem
Asking me to not be so hard on me
Chasing something I cannot see,
Lost cause and Found peace
Then lost control
And found a drink
Lose your way
And fight the beast
Spiral down and it all repeats
Past the Brink of life
Throwing you to many things at once
In between giving up
And curious how much more you can take
The cool breeze on a nice day, the warm breath from the right Face
Soft kiss you can still taste
Laughter with the ones you hold Dear and close
Even when they go off and become the ghost
Maybe it's good to no
That we all fall down
Years after we crawl
And fine are selfs questioning all we ever known,
How out of no where you can feel Alone
Then feels like that feeling will never Go
A random moment when the Return of hope
You ever regret something you wrote?
I have more than once
And I've felt embarrassed about who I was .or what I felt, and couldn't find nothing that helped
So i Remained in need of Help, cuz no one wants to admit when you can't help your self
Pride is the cost of health
When you keep putting others or your self down
Then that weighs on your soul even when you don't no
I can't tell you what happens when you get old
I'm only 29 and this just a little that I probably think I no, and when I do grow old I'll sit and laugh at the stupid shit I thought and in my chair I hope to Rock
And watch sunset in my favor spot with the people I saved a spot
That's a nice thought
I don't think this will be one those things I Regret I wrote
That's a step towars some hope ya this was a good mental note
In the beginning when I was little I used to have everything that makes me happy when I was a kid, I used to know everything, I used to get along with everybody, I used to be a smart person that I was, I used to have alot of friends that I thought they were my friends until they turned their backs on me and now everything was starting to fall apart, At first I thought I had it all but now I'm suffering from Anxiety and depression. It really hurts to have that type of feeling that just stays with you for the rest of your life and I feel like I can't breathe enough, I feel like I'm dying from the inside when it's comes down to your judgment and all of the mistakes that I made really affect me but not only that it affected me but it affected everyone around the world and I can't trust people because of who they are and to those who do me wrong. Having Anxiety and depression really sucks, it hard to control yourself even tho you can't help it and That's facts 💯 😪 😔
I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough
Had me questioning myself
I wasn't sure enough
Had me looking in the mirror
Tryna analyze my figure
I ain't Perfect
You want perfect
So that figures
You always put me in a bad place
Said we were moving at a fast pace
It was all my fault
I fell in love too hard
I loved you when I didn't love myself (yeah, yeah)
Said you love me
But you only loved yourself
You rocked me so hard
You played all your cards right
You played with my heart
(I might) I might not be the same way
You were walking in that door you wasn't saying "Hi"
You were walking out that door you wasn't saying "Bye Bye"
Seems like you only got that way when things ain't go your way (oh, oh)
How could you tell me you love and behave this way
Sometimes I don't
Know how I survived
You picked me up
You threw me in the sky
And when I fell you let me hit the ground
I still felt alone with you around
I learned my lesson
Yeah shit got heck-tick
But all in all the experience it was a blessing
You taught me patience
Can't skip the basics
It's like you only wanted me for that sensation (yeah)
I remember all the lies (all the lies)
All the night you made me cry (made me cry)
When you controlled my mind (you controlled my mind)
Had me wishing I would die (Had me wishing I would DIEEE)
You will never know how I feel (How I feel)
I gave my all to you my love was real (My love was Reaall)
But you didn't love me
But you didn't love meeee
I loved you when I didn't love myself
Said you love me, but you only love yourself
You rocked me so hard
You played all your cards right
You played with my heart
I might (I mighhhhtt)
Might not be the same way, Might not be the same Lay
Carli Lawson WHO dont know this song by Layton Green- Myself
Queen T huh?
Carli Lawson nvm i just knew wat song u were referring to
They have so much time to make it. No stress.
I feel everything i got tears in my eyes
Some deep shit dawg
Thank you for making it😊
Means too much to me
I got so many bars for it
Since the day you both left us
I've been feeling this pain that seems so infectious.
Everyone that has seen it seems to get infected
The pain in my heart reaches out to those unprotected
Our guardians have passed, who's left here to protect us.
I can hold it.. I can still hold it... FUCK SAKE HAND ME A TISSUE
Accurate af
majeed shady Too late
majeed shady fufu
Skythunder Sky hguhvfg un b
majeed shady I never fap when I'm sad.p
We all have problems but you can't go around them you got to go straight through it won't get better trust me we all have problems you just can't go back
Do I really have to open up my mind? Stop and freeze the time?
To tell you things were never right, I was never fine?
Life’s getting crazier and crazier but it all seemed like a lie
A big circle encircling the world that we live in; bearing no purpose of life
Do I really need to rap this all out for you to finally realize?
To finally pay attention to my feelings, to finally break the ice
To see through the thin layers of cries, the silence of things that went wry
I’m desperately prying this metal cage; I’m giving it all in one try
I tried, to salvage this feeling that was long gone
It was long lost, emotions always comes with a cost
I’m stuck at this junction, this road that is crossed
Memories paused, my heartbeat stopped just so I could feel my own pulse
My own fault, things never went right cos I’m all wrongs
All mistakes and missteps left not forgiven, we all beg and sob
Tears painting our pain on the soil; this love is a lost cause
You’re long gone, I tried to forget you but I guess I still lost
HusKKiee heyyyy i found you again 😂,, i really love your lines, do you have a blog or something like that? I want to read it,,
Hey there haha. Good to see you. I do have one but I only post my lyrics on the beats on UA-cam haha
HusKKiee hahaha it's okay I'll try to find it,, i really love your lyrics, it just like describe what i feel right now 😄
Andika Prasetya glad you like them. appreciTe it a lot
HusKKiee can you tell me which video that you've wrote your lyrics?
Gorgeous piano!
As I’m getting ready to move back home to Texas, this just reminds me of my time here. Beautiful story, I can take with me wherever I go!
Thank you for your work🙏🏼 👂🏼many blessings.
What's life? When you have demons in your mind? Does anyone notice or care when you try to fit in when you care
I've tried over and over again
A battle that I can't seem to win
Who's to say it won't end
Who's gonna be there when I'm dead
I know suicide isn't an option but when you're stuck and have tried
There's nothing left inside
Mỗi lần mình nghe những tiếng piano này, mình lại nhớ đến một người, hình bóng ảnh cứ hiện lên trong đầu mình. Một hình ảnh của 1 cậu thanh niên ngồi rap, ngồi hát trên nền beat có sẵn, khi nghe cậu hát mình cảm nhận dc sự đam mê, tâm huyết ở trong đó. Bên cạnh đó mình còn cảm thấy sự ấm áp, chân thành. Mỗi lần nghe beat này, mình lại khóc. Mình cứ bị ám ảnh bởi hình ảnh chàng trai đó. Chàng trai đó tên là Mai Quang Nam. Chắc mãi cậu ấy cũng chẳng biết mình là ai. Nhưng mà có lẽ mình yêu cậu ấy mất rồi... Tình yêu nó bất chợt đến khi nào ta ko hay biết, có thể chỉ cần 1 hành động cũng làm ta bắt đầu có cảm tình, dần dần rồi lại yêu. Mà chắc ko bao giờ cậu ấy biết mình đã yêu cậu mất rồi, mình muốn làm mọi thứ tốt nhất cho cậu, nhưng có lẽ chúng ta ko bao giờ có thể yêu nhau... Chúc anh hạnh phúc Mai Quang Nam!
You can do a cover to “Myself by Layton Greene” with this beat
Man this beat brings out a part of me i never even knew was there 🔥🔥🔥
The part of me that wants to be better, the part of me that doesn't feel weighed down by all his shortcomings, failures, & mistakes anymore... The part of me that tries so hard to be accepted... It brings out the part of me that shines the brightest when i aint abusing substances or committing crimes or hurting ppl 🙏🏽
i can't breathe, im suffocating
and all i ever do is think about you
my mind is on weed
my mind isn't free
the pain that you've cause me won't let me be me
the lies that you've sold
i bought every one
don't wanna let you go
i've lost and you've won
everyone tells me to follow my heart
i can't even think
just don't know where to start
you've already hurt me one too many times
while im thinking hello, you're saying good bye
you're saying goodbye, you're saying goodbye
while im thinking hello you're saying goodbye
(while im thinking hello you're saying goodbye)
you're already lucked up
your ' love ' made me fucked up
you played with my mind
and now it's goodbye
why do you have to hate me so damn much
why can't you just love me
im never enough
you don't appreciate the love that i give
you say sorry and don't mean it
i don't wanna live
my mind is on weed
my mind isn't free
the pain that you've cause me won't let me be me
the lies that you've sold
i bought every one
don't wanna let you go
i've lost and you've won
everyone tells me to follow my heart
i can't even think
just don't know where to start
you've already hurt me one too many times
while im thinking hello, you're saying good bye
you're saying goodbye, you're saying goodbye
while im thinking hello you're saying good bye
(while im thinking hello you're saying goodbye)
(everyone tells me to follow my heart)
(i can't even think, just don't know where to start)
(while im thinking hello, you're saying good bye)
(while im thinking hello you're saying goodbye)
A mask glued to my face with dotted lines
Covering my true feelings like a window with blinds
Envy those around me born with happiness in their soul
While I’m just an empty shell that’s so fucking cynical
I discover more of myself talking in the darkness
Where the light has led me astray and heartless
Love in my heart is what I deeply desire
Despite saying I want nothin more than to burn in fire
Guess its because I always believed I never deserved
And even asking such would seem like a a lot of nerve
This road I walk seems to be stretching longer
Breaking apart piece by piece as I wander
Wanna turn directions but its a one way
God take me from this path one day
So I may find something to cherish in this life
Like giving happiness to two kids and a loving wife
Or Drinking with my brothers late at night
Instead of staring at this ceiling wondering...
Whether its worth the fight
This slow rap is for my friends that drowned during Hurricane Harvey.
The tragedy broke my heart.
I felt like you were super safe from the start.
All of my thoughts are filled with darkness.
I need a little more time to be heartless.
I could do other things but I write this.
The weather had no sense of polite ness.
And all the time I think of you.
Because we make a group, 3 is better then 2.
And I know that I know that I wasn't afraid
Just to go to the door and then call out your name.
And I miss all the memories that we have shared.
Like when we made a nice stick lair.
All the time, I looked up to you.
When you need something I'll be there for you too.
And I just wanted to have a better life.
All the things are just strife.
If you can hear me, Your the best of the friend.
I wish your life would never end.
I would hang out with you till the day was dead.
Now it's goodbye like any time well read.
Hurricane Harvey was really bad for Texas. And a lot of my friends lived in Texas and a lot of them died because of drowning.
Dam 😭
Maskedy - Music aye man, I’m sorry for your loss, and I know this is a year later, but i just wanted to let you know that I’m sure they’re in a better place now, and things should be lookin up man, you just gotta keep your head up thru all that shit. Never give up hope man, your friends wouldn’t want you to
Bro the piano on this is simply breath taking , truly amazing and God like !
As long as I'm in the time we'll stay strong and alright
This should have billions of views...
10 second mark start time -
Listen; hear the words I do speak as I
Stare at the ground beneath my feet
Turn my gaze to the sky and wonder
Is God even alive?
I know that I try to believe but all I see is pain and suffering
And it hurts to say but sometimes when I look at the sky in the day
All I see is rain
I truly do hate to say it but; sometimes I wish I could die just to see
Is God even alive?
This isn’t some form of Christian rap
And I don’t want this to turn into a preacher’s trap
Sometimes I wonder; Is God even alive?
Well let me answer that question
It’s all based on your heart; and your perception
Always listen to what everybody says but ask questions with a; slight inflection
Never; ever let someone else’s words on god put you into some sort of; self reflection
Because if you wanna get to where you wanna go and be what you wanna be
Then you need to understand you and choose if you wanna believe
My name is SnV; and yes I’m only 18 but
I bring a self awareness and knowledge that is rarely ever seen
But with these words that I speak and these lines I preach
I promise you I lay my head down at night and I dream
No more negative self-obsession; no more negative self reflection
Beating myself up over a mistake I made weeks ago that has no correction
But I guess it’s a mind state have to deal with now after a
Relationship where both sides are not supportive
If you’re in one; love the other side and never do abort it
It may have been perfect then but it’s not now
Believe me; There is a place not so far off in space where it’s the ideal state
The type of state where with her; marriage is the goal - you don’t contemplate
Because to contemplate is to hesitate and that is not true
Don’t you see, we can be what we wish to be if we were to come together - exclusively
And I hate to say it but sometimes I think we may not make it
I’m kind of confused when sometimes you say that we can do
But then you turn around and you act like you never knew
And I’m not sure if there’s something going on between me and you that’s
Keeping us at an arm’s distance but I wish that
We could find some sort of; common existence
You see if we were able to do that then
Maybe the problems that we face wouldn’t be so fat
Maybe we could move on past what we have and
Move on forward with our relationship that we think could be so great
If we could stop fighting every single day
And it’s kind of crazy the way that I look at you and I think
I love you more than anything
But then I look into your eyes and I realize that
Maybe that love is not found and maybe we weren’t meant to be
And yes on the inside it’s killing me but sometimes
That’s just how it is
Damn.
I love you
Putting this together right now, it's my first project
dam bro you should put this on youtube
Ayy Bubbles Hey bro can you hmu?
Ayy Bubbles he is :) and He loves u!
Ayy Bubbles hey I can feel the pain
I love this beat! But can you please make a longer version of this?? Thanks!
This is just a little bit of what I wrote...
I tried so hard that night,
To forget the pain that was inside my body.
I tried so hard that night,
To forget that you have died.
You left me all alone;
Now I have nowhere to go.
I have nobody to hold.
I tried so hard that night;
I tried so hard that night...
Please give me some feedback on what you think. Thank you.
Sometimes nothing is worth doing
Someone will always be there
Tough within state
Crimes within night
As tried saying nothing but lines are broken
With tears
uff nice what a beautiful piano good job
This is a gorgeous piece of music (spoken word below)
Ever woken one morning, as the day is dawning and before you start yawning there's booze on your mind and a bottle of wine enshrined by the bed and the first thought in your head is to drink it?
Not with olives and cheese as an aperitif but to cork it, straw it and pour it down your neck and in less than 10 seconds its gone and you move on to the next.
And as the day progresses your head gets progressively more fuzzy and warm, but your torn between two worlds in an alternate reality, the duality of a life lived unconsciously but with enough functionality to survive.
Life flashes by like a bird in the sky so far from your eyes its unreachable.
That’s the hold that alcohol enacts as it acts to crush your soul and pull you into a hole with rock at the bottom and the rotten remains of a life long forgotten.
Now fast forward four years, raise your glass for a cheers cos I'm out of that hole, realigning my goals and cleansing the soul. And even with glasses clinking I can resist the drinking but I cant stop thinking, I'm on the brink of insanity, this calamity that’s life.
Freed from desire but not from the fire within the immortal sin the yearning for more, just one more score, consume til you're raw then hit the floor like a punch in the jaw from Tyson.
No rising from that like a cat sleeping all day then fiending for attention when awake, there's no redemption or respite from that life and the drive to get high capitalises your time and you're striving to find a new fix, to throw in the mix.
Its not important the poison you’ve chosen. Sex, drugs and sausage rolls, alcohol or rolling a joint, that’s the point. We can’t escape our fate we must face it and make it through the struggle, burst the bubble of illusion and start choosing the life that´s right to lead.
Then you're freed.
But not from desire and greed but like a seed dropping from the sky by a bird passing by to start a new life and grow, from a seed to a tree with branches and leaves with new hopes and dreams it seems,
Unachievable
Bursting the bubble, staying out of trouble then crawling through rubble, gasping for breath as a million regrets hit you like a steam train
And the pain you feel after the realisations of your narcissistic actions attack you, but its all part of the package.
It seems an unachievable act, but in fact its not, we can give it a shot, give it all that we’ve got,
Cos why not?
I tried and I cried but now I just wanna die I see my life set out in front of me and its just straight line that ran parallel to yours until you took your own life.
not finishing this
Jasper Valentine beautiful
❤
just something i thought of writing, not necessarily a poem or a song.
your beauty strikes me like an ocean wave
how your eyes glisten between our gaze
how your smile brings out mine, hard to contain
your buttery smooth angelic voice to delight the airwaves
the touch of your soft skin sends all worries astray
for all the ways your beauty is seen, theres much more to say
about the person you are and the miracle that's made you this way
i cant think of any better person for a role model to portray
the confidence you showcase with every word you speak
you have potential to do anything in this world at its peak
your presence is a present to every person that you meet
intelligence is admirable, while your heart remains sweet
learning from you all the time while you unknowingly teach
listening to you sing is absolutely nothing short of a treat
the first voice to start my day as i awake
the last voice to soothe my soul as i fall asleep
Ich bin grad' allein, ich kann nicht schlafen
Sie schreibt mir vermiss‘ dich, hayatim
Warum sie perfekt ist? Weil wenn sie in 'nem Benz sitzt
Macht sie den Beat laut und rappt mit, ah
Sie sagt Baby heut‘ ist Partnerlook
Air Max Classic T-Shirt Camerun
Und wenn sie Frauen in mein' Video sieht
Guckt sie mich schief an
Sie sagt mach nicht so, wer ist Latifa?
Sie wird zu Diva, ihr Blick aggressiver
Aufgeben? Niemals sie greift zu Fifa
Ich nehm' FC Bayern, sie AC Milan
Mitten in der Nacht, es ist Halbmond
Sie raucht eine Shisha auf dem Balkon
Sie sagt Baby, es macht bald boom
Bald kommt…
Im in love with this beat. Is there anyway you can add A LITTLE bass? I will more than likely purchase if so.
I don't think I've ever felt so connected to a beat before. 1 up brother this is some deep shit right here it's inspiring me to get the pad back out 🖎👊
I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough
Had me questioning myself
I wasn't sure enough
Had me looking in the mirror
Tryna analyze my figure
I ain't Perfect
You want perfect
So that figures
You always put me in a bad place
Said we were moving at a fast pace
It was all my fault (fault)
I fell in love too hard
I loved you when I didn't love myself (yeah, yeah)
Said you love me
But you only loved yourself
You rocked me so hard
You played all your cards right
You played with my heart
(I might) I might not be the same way
You were walking in the door you wasn't saying "Hi"
You were walking out the door you wasn't saying "Bye Bye"
Seems like you only got that way
when things ain't go your way (oh, oh)
Just going through these motions
Emotions I can't show it or control it
I feel broke so I stay sipping this potion
Until I lose my focus
Waking up with sheets soaken
I'm a product of an omen
An anchor in an ocean
I ain't floating
I'm at the bottom like a slolam
Crest approaching
Bottom of a totem
Slaving for a token
Battered from a Roman with commotion
As a slogan
Sulphur for atonement
The government condones it
It's legal so I roll it
It's legal so I smoke it
If evil souls get roasted
No one questions where we're going
We're Smeagle so we're jones'n to our bones just for the notion
Poison melatonin
Foil in our deodorant
Organics mismanaged
Scrolls are not reopened
But there's a toll on this road
We can't pay but we owe it
Never own it someone sold it
Before we've been awoken
No Status u stole these lyrics u did not write them
This is so beautiful. Thank you so much!
I really love you
So why'd you have to go?
You're so far away, and now I'm stuck here in the cold
Im Stuck here on my phone
I'm stuck here in the roads
I feel so dead inside, I havent been like this since it snowed
I've been told, I'll get there when I'm old
But who gives a fuck, by that time you'll be sold
By that time, you'll have strolled
By that time it won't roll
No one cares about me, but there's so much shit which was untold
It was all untold, I just have to unfold
Now I'm being stranded and I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go, I don't know what to say
When I finally get the courage, by that time it'll be too late
It will be too late, I won't look that great
I'm already a mess, I don't need this hate
I don't need this weight, I just need some aid
But now every time I speak, I just get turned away
I just get turned away, I really want to faint
All of my hard efforts, they never make the grade
What can I do? I've already sat and prayed
I've never got the answer, I think I'm getting played
Why am I so in love?
Im in desperate need of hugs
I just wanna pull the plug
Please lord, don't turn me to drugs
I'm trying, I'm dying
I can't figure out why
Everyday without you is a struggle, I can't lie
I wanna fly, go up in the sky
Cause every time I'm with you now it feels like I'm just high
If I had a rocket, would I still be crying?
Or would I buy a ring, just to stop from lying?
I just wish that I could be with you, every fucking day
I wanna tell you why, but there's so much in the way
There's so much in the way, and my path ain't getting clearer
It feels like nowadays I'm always looking in the mirror
Always in the mirror, our relation's getting thinner
Will we ever sit down together, maybe have dinner?
Or am I just a sinner?
I wanna get back with ya
I feel like you're in space, I might as well call you rinmer
When will I stop dreaming?
Your smile's always gleaming
This is my dirty life, and it really needs cleaning
I've got no way out of this shit, but I'm still beaming
I want you in my presence, I want to stop dreaming
Soft, soothing and touches the nerves at just the right scale. Well done
What would you do, if you was me, I was you?
Would you move on, go and find someone new?
I know it hurts, believe that i'm hurting too
I guess I can't hide it as well as you
Look, I woke up next to the baddest bitch I've ever seen
But even then all I could think was you and me
My friends tell me "Anth, homie, just let it be"
Unless they've been through it
They don't know what the fuck I mean
So please girl tell me what do I do
'Cus I know that nobody's perfect but I'm perfect for you
And girl you're perfect for me
That's something you couldn't see
I tried to show you but what was the point if you won't believe?
Now tell me why did you leave?
Do you not love me no more?
See I can hide all the pain, but what remains is the scars
I was the best I could be
I know that I have my flaws
But I gave all that I had
Spent more than I could afford
I spent 5 thousand dollars on a ring to call you my Mrs
And you still had the nerve to say I gave no commitment?
There was no way that I could save ya'
Three years is what I gave ya'
And then you leave me and go and find a new man three weeks later?
My sister thinks you cheated and honestly I don't blame her
'Cus moving on that quick is way too strange of a behavior
And I bet that's he's happy 'cus he sees your posting pictures
But dawg I bet my life she thinks about me when your with her
He don't want you like I want you
He don't need you like I need you
He don't see you how I see you
He don't breathe you how I breathe you
And you know it, so tell me, what the fuck you see in him?
We both know that you still love me
So you shouldn't be with him
You should be with me
Right here in my home
Right here all alone
Making love until the morn'
You love how I turn you on
And one thing that I love and hate the most
Is people always change but the memories don't
And lately I can't even eat
Lately I've been feeling ill
When you cannot sleep at night
That's when you know shit is real
You don't even need a gun
You don't even need a pill
If you ever wanna die
Fall in love and you'll get killed
can i use this in my song?
I literally wrote a song to this. It’s depressing but it sounds good. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING AN INSPERATION!!
Can we write song and record with this beat? Or have to ask permission?
I tried to get away
Every night I would pray
But I could never win
Cuz I would be thrown back into the bin
I didn't want to end up like this
Mum I never ever wanted to put u through shit
ButI went on the wrong path
But u never helped me you just watched it all happen whilst the haters laughed
Im sorry I broke you heart in half
But I promise one day I'll be a shining star
Love
Mum
Dad
I lost my love ones wife kids they left to be my best friend painful feeling I tried twice they came back but left again now alone.. beautiful music just relax and reflection ❤️
You dont know what you have until you lose it,and when you do your gonna hurt,on the inside and the outside,put you gotta pull it together so you can hold onto what you have left,never let go because if you do,you'll lose everything.
I walk around with a smile on my face When in reality all I feel is disgrace
Life got me messed up on so many levels Everywhere I turn I see some more of my devils
I try so hard to be nice and fit in
But every time I try, I fail again
I love my friends and I love my fam
Butter still I feel like no one gives a damn Every night its just another nightmare Really by now I shouldn't be scared
But I'm terrified of what could happen Sometimes I'm scared of just nappin
I got all these problems in my head Sometimes I wish I was dead
I know it's not the solution
But sometimes the air around here is like pollution
Every breath I breathe it gets harder
While the good memories seem farther
I know I got Rachel but I feel like I'm pushing her away
I don't show it but all I want is for her to stay People don't understand what I go through I don't even think the ones who say so do
I stuggle with anxiety and depression Sometimes I feel like I'm in a compression I feel so stuck and I feel so alone
The choices I've made I don't condone
I make stupid mistakes
Nah, I don't think you can relate
Most people try too hard but they just dont understand
My emotions are like a tightly pulled rubberband
Any moment I may break
Trust me that'll be a mistake
I take all these pills to try and be normal ha What is normal anyways
I've always been stuck inside my own mind It's like a cage and I can't get out, I'm blind
Jeydon Collins r
Can I use this?
Cameron McHugh Already Taken
😭😭😖😖
NIGGA 😁 its not your write
Oh my gosh this is really amazing it's taking me to another life also makes me remember a lot of things I missed it 💔
I'm sorry you missed out when I went to school for the first time,
And you didn't have me tell you that you were all mine.
I'm sorry you weren't there to take me to the mall,
And you weren't there to tell me I have to stand tall.
Sorry you weren't the one I saw when I came home that day
Or the one I'd run to when I had a bad day.
I'm sorry you didn't hear me write these; you'd have been so proud,
And you weren't there to lift me up on a cloud.
Sorry you weren't there to tell me there's nothing to fear,
But then again you should have been here.
I'm sorry you weren't the one to teach me to ride a bike,
Or the one who took me on my first ride.
I'm sorry you weren't the one who carried me on his back.
That was my other daddy, the one I actually had!
Or the one who held me tight when strength is what I lacked.
I'm sorry you weren't the one to hold me when I cried
Or tell me I did great when I really tried.
I'm sorry you were never there to teach me how to cook
Or there at night to read me my favorite book,
I'm sorry me as a daughter is what you never had.
You will always be my father, but you will never be my dad. 😔💔
Man I feel it so deep it's like reliving what I'm already living bro u got me there I'm mean wwwooooowwwww it's special man u got me almost tearing up love it bro
i love this!
This is a letter to my daughter she passed away at 1 month I have so much to express I’m laying at night thinking of how I could have saved her here if goes
Mmmm
Somebody once told me and said you never know a good thing until it’s gone
When I first held your hand i was a little bit scared but knew you mine all along
Sitting here at the hospital waiting for 12 to hit
So I can see my newborn daughter and kiss those pretty lips
I remember Watching you born and cutting that cord
You just weight about 8 pounds
Man it blew my mind
I can still hear you make them grunts when use the number 2
I found it really cool that would make you like me too
You were a temporary blessing that left way to fast
I ask god everyday for a chance to bring you back
I hope he shows you how to tie your shoes
Cause that’s something I didn’t knew
The pain that I opened kept me awoken, everyone saw and started joken, they saw my wounds and started pokin, this is from the heart the way these words are wroten, I just really don't like the way they had to come out and be spoken, I kept hurting my self without even knowing, I burned my pain so why is it still going, it's like a dark stream of water that just will not stop flowing, I'm just a lost little boat that keeps on paddling, I've lost the war so why am I still battling, it's like if a snake dies but it's rattle keeps rattling,
Jordan Johnson can I please use this for a song please if you didn’t already use it
This track is beautyful. Just beautyful
Clutching the jagged edge, I cut myself today,
Seeking the knowledge, to see if I still sense pain.
What if you could see, the darkest side of me?
The needle, the rush, the release of endorphins,
In and through my blood stream, demanding conformance.
Friendships redefined, zero peace in the mind;
Anything to cram back the broken piece’s inside.
Lifetime of changing sometimes, into many a times;
I know I’m killing myself, inside I’m dying,
I don’t give a damn, as long as I’m still flying
Death certificate signed, my new prenuptial;
No way I’m going back, Makers Mark another cupful.
Actavis, Ambien, Adderall, Xanax binge,
Very Best friends with the thing that's killing me,
Enemies with my best friend, there's no healing me.
The worse it got, the less I feared a fatal blood clot;
Attempting payments, laying, face covered with snot.
Becoming more reclusive, and the pills becoming more abusive;
Moved to the basement, deep depression's a rotten curse,
Hiding in a dark space, my mind and body hurts
Only dedication for what the dealer's supplying;
Never hung up on how much I’m buying.
Keeping valuable faith, could really use an eighth;
Room spinning, ears ringing, thinking,
I might've jut sipped a little too much…
THIAXIS TV bruh fr this shit is really deep. You should fr get into the music shit
Let these lyrics take you away, let my thoughts show you the way, dont follow a path astray, no i dont want the
money or the fame, just to guide your soul make you a whole, the rhythym from up above, let me show you my thought
this is a gift that no 1 brought, a battle that one fought, yes not everyone will understand but in time you can
call me a lyrical god, life has its ups and downs, true music comes from the soul so dont let yours drown, you
start at the bottom and climb thats the way of life, people who stay true to themselves are the ones that strive
Your Beats So Far Have Been Very Good 👍 Keep Up THE Good Work! But May I Ask If You Can Make Like A Fast Trap Beat?
Mage Trapzz He only does sad emotional beats i think
Ohh I just subbed to him a couple days ago so I wouldn't know lol but thanks 👍
Just bought this and Don't cry.
I tried...but I failed....miserably. I still can't be super mario 3 despite all of these.......YEAAAAAAAAAAARRRSS!...ohhh noohh. I give up....😔
How much for this beat it pay what you want my dad's dying I really need this beat to express my feelings
How's your dad😢😢
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0:46 . You can do it man. Let it pour.
my simplicity take me too the ground.
feeling like am not d best in town..
mayb I won't b announced
d self pain I felt.
brought me a lost of regret.
tear me apart.
living a deadly life dats d fact.
still I try just to differential my crime.
all in ice.
low in mile .
not easy too smile..
does dat seem to b life..
no!! my soul was overtaken.
even my joy cnt put a change..
I always still v one word
live to great..
still pray to the master so amaze
Hey, I feel like I'm dying right now...
I guess... I should say goodbye in case I won't be back here again.
To Sad life - I loved you all, I'm sorry.
NightmareNoxX _ don't do it dude!
Sold my soul at 20 one
Look back at my life wonda was really I the one
To change my family's story so mama don't have to worry
But it cost me joy o Lord please mercy on me
Look in the mirror but I can't see whose in front of me
... fr...
How do you play this on piano?
Trying is way better than waiting for the perfect moment.
When the 8-2-6 jungler types a resigned "I tried" in all-chat after all his lanes lost...
100% me, lel
Ahahahaha made my day
When your support uses his braum wall to block a cait ult but is standing BESIDE you and types in chat "welp I tried"
Think I might have just found the perfect producer lol every beat is on point.
I must write...
i tried to carry on walking with a good heart around but still bad problems always hit me and when ive been there for the ones who needed support i gave them more advices than i give my self 🤧😪
Where can I get the song without it saying 'edoby'
Trying to do right so God as I kneel n pray thankffor the guidance n let me seek the heavenly way
Cause every day seem like a trip
Life itself feels .curse .. still i seek for the blessings yerning seeking the true.
se puede usar sin fines lucrativos?
I tried yeah,tried to take the pain away I tried yeah not worried about the fame no I tried yeah my friends have to much pain no I tried they got bad thoughts in they head I tried they tried to hurt themselves I cried yeah but god saved day yes glory to the most high ,my friends survived u should never lie.
nice piano music i like this
How many times have we been down this road
How many lies do you think we’ve told
What happen to the girl I fell for
Tell her I’ve been lookin for her
Was I the first to make mistakes
Or was it you that made me this way
With all the lies you told with a straight face it’s breaking me
letting go of all the things that held their grips on me
With you being my first priority
You turned me into a man I don't even recognize
I don’t wanna take closure if I can fix tonight
Don’t wanna be over if I can make it right
I don't expect you to understand
It's nothing less than true romance
Or am I just making a mess
It's for the best, it's over now
It wasn't anyone's fault it didn't work out
She's a good girl, just wasn't the one
We wanted different things, we had a good run
But she's better off and so am I
It is what it is, man, it's alright
I don't tell 'em how you broke my heart
I just tell 'em that we grew apart
It's time to move on, forget all the wrong
Now that we both can see
All that we say confused in our heads
Left us so empty
I don’t wanna take closure if I can fix tonight
Don’t wanna be over if I can make it right
omg soo perfect
This song is beautiful and relaxing
Nu ma, si está bien sad :c
Dad died back in ‘09 didn’t even cry, dont know why!
But I miss you.
And I try yeah I try to move on but I need to be with you so as I say this back to my six year old self, treasurer.. treasure what you have in this life because nothing comes free to us. The forgotten. I try don’t forget, I tried, tried to call you... no answer just a play back of what once was but your gone now even thought it have been almost a decade there’s still never a day where your never with me always by my side deep into the night, I love you
Well I listen to this when my mom nags me
She wants me to be perfect :c
But I TRIED
I feel you... Been there😥