Here With Me - a song about loss

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  • Опубліковано 28 сер 2024
  • I hope you find peace.
    Spotify: open.spotify.c...
    Apple Music: / here-with-me-single
    Instrumental: ‪@Stephanafro‬ & ‪@EchoBrawlhalla‬
    Produced, Mixed, Mastered: ‪@Stephanafro‬
    Lyrics, Vocals, Video: ‪@Stephanafro‬
    Main Channel: / @stephanafro
    Discord: / discord
    Twitch: / stephanafro
    Twitter: / stephanathrow
    TikTok (dies of cringe): / stephanafro
    This song is free to be used in any monetized work (with credit).
    LYRICS
    Never thought I'd see the day
    where I would ever have to turn around and walk away,
    but today is that day
    And I'm looking for you in each image that I grasp,
    and begging that you're more than memories in my past,
    don't leave me this way
    And I'm counting the days I have left for myself,
    it's a plague that's infecting my brain
    I know you'd be saying "Be good to yourself,"
    but those words with my voice aren't the same
    And I'm not there with you,
    but you're still here with me
    And I'm not there with you,
    but you're still a part of me
    I'm falling apart but I'll choose to go on
    You'll live on in me every day
    I'll hold on to all of these memories we've made
    cause I know you would want it that way
    I'll lift up my eyes and stand up instead
    And push on ahead when my life is in shreds
    I'm trying to be the person I was in your head
    But this road is just twisting at every turn
    It's pulling me down, and I can't seem to learn
    I don't have to pretend I'm okay
    And I, don't know why
    you were taken from me
    I might stand on my own,
    but I won't be alone
    as long as I live you're still here
    cause you're my anchor
    my courage
    my memory, my remedy
    the reason I still can go on
    I'll learn to be strong, I'll learn to move on
    I'll be what I loved in you
    Cause while I'm not there with you,
    you're still here with me
    and I'm not there with you,
    but you're still a part of me
    And I'm shifting the way I look things
    just a moment could pass, where everything
    is just gone in a flash, not worth losing
    all the blood of my past, and bruising
    So, I'll think back to you with each gift that I give
    as you guide what I do while I learn to forgive
    I wish you could see how your legacy lives on in me
    I'm not there with you, but you're still here with me
    And I'm not there with you, but I know you'd be proud of me

КОМЕНТАРІ • 89

  • @StephanafroMusic
    @StephanafroMusic  2 дні тому +2

    Hey there, if you're here because the song is down on Spotify/Apple Music/etc., don't worry. It should be coming back soon. There have been some minor distribution issues, but it should hopefully be back up within the week.

    • @tobyggen1058
      @tobyggen1058 День тому

      Sweet I love this song and I was worried it was gone.

    • @jarjarjarjarjarful
      @jarjarjarjarjarful 13 годин тому

      Coming back here for some inspiration. Thanks for the great song!

  • @StephanafroMusic
    @StephanafroMusic  8 місяців тому +71

    Btw, this video took over 57 hours to render.
    _Which is only a fraction of how long it took to make._

  • @skillfulbones6178
    @skillfulbones6178 4 місяці тому +57

    I know it's not the original meaning, but this song reminds me of someone choosing to not let go of the younger version of themselves
    Edit: I felt like i should clarify something, It reminds me of someone who was hurt as a child, who is afraid of growing up, but knows it will happen eventually.
    "im not there for you, but you're still here with me" would mean, like I can't help my inner child, but that inner child helps me now.

    • @StephanafroMusic
      @StephanafroMusic  4 місяці тому +31

      I love this interpretation, and it's equally valid.

    • @shadehalo2305
      @shadehalo2305 2 місяці тому +2

      I've read the song both ways, as someone who was hurt as a child and has lost someone

  • @michaelbell1554
    @michaelbell1554 3 місяці тому +10

    I just realized something new. I no longer have the memories of them that I once had. Only ten young years since shes past, my best friend, and her memories are so faded. So limited. damn

  • @imjustsadlol
    @imjustsadlol 4 місяці тому +20

    as someone who lost their big brother, this is really healing thank you

    • @FrgttnSnpr
      @FrgttnSnpr Місяць тому +1

      I lost my elder brother last year myself, and my heart goes out to you

    • @imjustsadlol
      @imjustsadlol Місяць тому

      @@FrgttnSnpr im so sorry ..my condolences 💗 my heart goes out to you too 🫂

    • @FrgttnSnpr
      @FrgttnSnpr Місяць тому +1

      I just hope that one day, both of us might go a day without crying till our eyes are burning. Stay strong for the ones still alive, and in memory of those... not.

    • @imjustsadlol
      @imjustsadlol Місяць тому

      @@FrgttnSnpr its been about 4 years for me now, the pain always lingers there but it gets a little better everyday

  • @sambuchanan3787
    @sambuchanan3787 4 місяці тому +28

    I cried the entire song cause you said all the words I've been struggling to say

  • @tangos716
    @tangos716 6 місяців тому +16

    I may be a month late on hearing this breathtaking song but the day I first listened to this my uncle passed away... And it is hitting unbelievably hard. Stephanafro you are a great bh player and even better montage maker but your talent with music is truly something to behold. Thank you, I needed to listen to this today

  • @huejanuel2292
    @huejanuel2292 5 місяців тому +23

    Both my grandparents have somewhat recently passed away. This song just hit me on a different level because of that. The animations are gorgeus and the text + your voice are amazing as always

  • @KaungSithuTun7820
    @KaungSithuTun7820 Місяць тому +3

    I don't usually get emotional while listening to songs, but this one, man... it just hit me in the spot..

  • @mionwhatshisface526
    @mionwhatshisface526 8 місяців тому +12

    this honestly made me cry. i havent lost anyone luckily, but the emotion in this song just puts me in a place where i feel like i lost someone important. nice job steph, this was honestly very beautiful ❤

  • @EchoBrawlhalla
    @EchoBrawlhalla 8 місяців тому +18

    I'm glad to know people enjoy it!

  • @amtays
    @amtays 8 місяців тому +11

    dealt with loss and grief in the past like many others and this caught me off guard. kinda lost for words right now.

  • @Fuzzycryptid
    @Fuzzycryptid 3 місяці тому +6

    I teared up almost immediately. I've lost a few loved ones over the past few years and I may be about to lose another. I needed this.

  • @actuallyluceyfer
    @actuallyluceyfer 4 місяці тому +7

    The only song that makes me hold back tears more than this is time stand still by rush, holy shit.

  • @drigger225
    @drigger225 5 місяців тому +5

    JJJack gave me a taste of your artistry, but what brought me here to this video was how good the other songs were. I'll be here for the rest of them, however many there may be.

  • @HeavenlyDemonicKid
    @HeavenlyDemonicKid 5 місяців тому +5

    I got chills. Beautiful storytelling with the animation

  • @randomvideos_thelittleones7024
    @randomvideos_thelittleones7024 5 місяців тому +8

    ...What?
    What the absolute frick? Words cannot express what is being expressed here.
    Had to leave a few bro's behind, I get what ya feeling, and the use of lyric colours I really liked, a really neat touch

  • @shinsekai2783
    @shinsekai2783 8 місяців тому +6

    I've got goosebums all over me while listening to this song, it hits hard the right way

  • @SpyderLondon
    @SpyderLondon 4 місяці тому +5

    I just lost my father back in december and this... this hit me really hard...

  • @casualcanadiann
    @casualcanadiann 8 місяців тому +6

    I'm so happy you are fully persuing music I've been listening to Why Can't you stay for so long hopping you would make more music like it It's great

  • @pratama4737
    @pratama4737 6 місяців тому +7

    This is a work, where the lyrics are very piercing, as well as your beautiful voice that complements this song ❤

  • @enter-rv3ng3d
    @enter-rv3ng3d 8 місяців тому +4

    I simply felt the raw emotion and beauty in these lyrics. As someone who's lost loved ones back then, it kinda relieves me hearing this song. Whoever you lost before, they'd be proud of you indeed.

  • @PC-Doodle
    @PC-Doodle 4 місяці тому +3

    I didn't comment before but I absolutely love this song. After recently going through my own loss and grief, it hits close to the heart.

  • @IntoTheEverUnknown
    @IntoTheEverUnknown 8 місяців тому +6

    My new hyper-fixation after Forever

  • @IsabelsChannel
    @IsabelsChannel 8 місяців тому +5

    beautiful 💕

  • @fryght
    @fryght 8 місяців тому +4

    Man this song is amazing, it’s so beautiful! And your voice goes so well with the tone of it! Hopefully this song finds more people so they can hear this
    Keep going steph, love every song you’ve made so far!

  • @AddyIsNotHere
    @AddyIsNotHere 8 місяців тому +4

    Literally no reason you should be this talented wtf this is actually amazing and I don't even listen to this genre

  • @brandonwedemann961
    @brandonwedemann961 29 днів тому +2

    I’ve been listening to this song on repeat since i found it last night. How the crap does it only have 15k views? This is absolutely amazing!

  • @elud
    @elud 8 місяців тому +4

    Honestly, was never a fan of your brawlhalla content, but this is a really amazing song with amazing vocals. You’re awesome dude!

  • @professorjigglybutt9795
    @professorjigglybutt9795 5 місяців тому +5

    The instrumentals are nuts

  • @pinguane
    @pinguane 8 місяців тому +6

  • @Kryselo
    @Kryselo 4 місяці тому +4

    I had to hear it probably 10 times today, this is so beautiful, this is art. Thank you for making this song, critically underrated. Keep on cooking!

  • @purgatorydreaming
    @purgatorydreaming 7 місяців тому +4

    This is amazing music, dude. I'm sharing it around, more people need to hear this. Your voice is beautiful, and the lyrics are incredibly gripping. Lots of love your way, I wish you success.

    • @StephanafroMusic
      @StephanafroMusic  7 місяців тому +2

      thank you! More stuff coming soon! (Hopefully a tad bit happier than this lol)

  • @tobyggen1058
    @tobyggen1058 День тому

    Im coming up on one year since my dad passed, and this song perfectly captures everything i feel. One of a handful of songs that made me cry.

  • @Silhohen
    @Silhohen 8 місяців тому +4

    This is awesome man ❤

  • @caralinareaper7612
    @caralinareaper7612 4 місяці тому +3

    Your channel deserves so much more attention. This was beautiful and something i needed today

  • @johndidonato2793
    @johndidonato2793 8 місяців тому +4

    Unreal. This song hits hard. 😢
    Very nice

  • @withered1835
    @withered1835 2 місяці тому +3

    I've never felt like I've been hit by a truck as much as I have been listening to this, ngl

  • @lalalandie
    @lalalandie 4 місяці тому +2

    I found you as an artist through JacksFilms And I am enchanted by your voice, choices in visuals, The music behind the words, and the evident intense work you've put into your arts
    The level of detail and beauty in the lyrics and the visuals of your work is just outstanding
    This video really breaks into the heart
    Grief is one of the hardest things in the world for the living to bear
    I recently lost my last grandparent, and that is going to sting forever no matter the circumstances of her age or health
    Very powerful and meaningful moment, and I can tell not only by your post but by the video how much energy and soul and time and passion was put into making something like this
    Feels like a very genuine tribute and I love listening to artists so in tune with being themselves and free with their hearts
    I'll be looking for more beautiful things from you, and I wish you to feel some catharsis from the creation of this song and posting it, and knowing that others are sharing in your grief just a little bit

    • @StephanafroMusic
      @StephanafroMusic  4 місяці тому

      Thank you. This genuinely means so much to me.

  • @Pixel_Forge_
    @Pixel_Forge_ 4 місяці тому +2

    This has me crying at the breakfast table, great song with so much emotion!

  • @catlox910
    @catlox910 2 місяці тому +2

    Such an incredible masterpiece, both the art and the lyrics..got me to tear up every time I listened to it, easily one of my newfound favorite songs. I know I'm late to this.

  • @TheCrazedJ
    @TheCrazedJ 7 місяців тому +1

    This song makes my insides feel funny.

  • @chengwong3190
    @chengwong3190 3 місяці тому +2

    Again, thank you so much for your songs. I’m crying but that’s ok, it the good kind of crying. Thank you.

  • @ywkool
    @ywkool 3 місяці тому +3

    Powerfull song with a strong message
    Super good

  • @knightgale2120
    @knightgale2120 4 місяці тому +3

    Needed this today, thank you

  • @Kateiscute
    @Kateiscute 2 місяці тому +3

    This was so good!! I'm in tears!- I'm in fucking tears!! This was amazing!! i absolutely applaud you!!♡

  • @theosbr3384
    @theosbr3384 4 місяці тому +2

    Right song at the worst moment..Damn

  • @SolCreativity
    @SolCreativity 3 місяці тому +2

    Had this song play in my Apple Music randomizer as I was working and had to make a complete stop to listen. This is absolutely beauiful and I shall now listen to your entire discography. Keep the amazing work up because you made me cry.
    Fuck You. 🥰🥰🥰

  • @Kryselo
    @Kryselo 3 місяці тому +1

    11 days later, probably heard this song 30 times by now

  • @WillHuizenga
    @WillHuizenga 4 місяці тому +2

    I was expecting this to hurt a little bit but damn. I miss my little brother so much. I'd give anything to have him back.

    • @StephanafroMusic
      @StephanafroMusic  4 місяці тому +1

      I'm so, so sorry. This song is also about someone similar. Despite the art, it's also about a younger brother. Someone who passed way sooner than they should have.
      I hope you and your family are doing well.

    • @WillHuizenga
      @WillHuizenga 4 місяці тому +1

      @@StephanafroMusic My brother got diagnosed with Melanoma March 2023 and was gone by July. We had hope he would defeat it because he was so young, but it wasn't discovered until it was already stage 4.
      He had recently finished college and had only moved out into his first apartment in September. I feel like his life never had a chance. It really seemed like he was going places.

    • @StephanafroMusic
      @StephanafroMusic  4 місяці тому +1

      @@WillHuizenga I see... I hope you had time to say goodbye.
      Just know the impact he left on you will last a lifetime. He may not have gotten to live his own, but you can honor his life everyday through your own by being someone he would be proud to call his brother. Continue being strong.

  • @MindoftheEye02
    @MindoftheEye02 3 місяці тому +1

    Really good stuff, falling in love with your music. I can tell these lyrics are really coming from the heart

  • @stevenschannel6411
    @stevenschannel6411 4 місяці тому +1

    This fully deserves thousands of times more attention than it's receiving, please keep going.
    You're amazing

  • @Katkaddajjen
    @Katkaddajjen 2 місяці тому +1

    Dude.... Why are you so good at this shit? Fuck it hits hard.

  • @skillfulbones6178
    @skillfulbones6178 4 місяці тому +3

    bro imma bout to cry

    • @STYLEZ1st
      @STYLEZ1st 4 місяці тому +1

      Don't forget the memories

  • @Mr.BrokenRecord
    @Mr.BrokenRecord 3 місяці тому +2

    Wow, this is amazing!

  • @Butterknife3
    @Butterknife3 3 місяці тому +2

    Came from Jacksfilms and proceeded to binge all your videos, shorts, and spotify songs. Absolutely phenomenal voice and the lyricism is amazing, there's so much emotion and passion in your voice and it's just *chefs kiss* The production quality on these is insane I'm getting goosebumps with every song. The videos themselves look so sick, even the ones with you jumping around with a mask are a super cute gimmick (I'm genuinely curious did you make the mask yourself? Are the emotes edited in or how do you switch between the different emotes on the LED?)
    But anyways! Enough yapping, I'm just genuinely blown away. Every aspect of what you do is so high quality and your passion just seeps through.
    Commenting for the algorithm dude, you deserve way more. I'm sharing this with all my friends and I hope you blow up one day, keep going at it and all the best 💜

    • @StephanafroMusic
      @StephanafroMusic  3 місяці тому +1

      Wow, this is an incredibly kind comment! Thank you! I'm gonna keep at it!
      And to answer your question, my emoting isn't edited in. I have to choreograph it all lol. 😅

    • @Butterknife3
      @Butterknife3 3 місяці тому

      Oh that's so cool! I meant how do you switch between the emotes, is it based on your head tilts or a button press :0?

    • @StephanafroMusic
      @StephanafroMusic  3 місяці тому +1

      @@Butterknife3 Nah, buttons would be great. I wish it was as natural as it looks. But what I meant is that I have to choreograph my mask along with everything else lol. So I record / program my mask expressions beforehand to sync with whatever music/audio I'm using and then play it back during filming.

    • @Butterknife3
      @Butterknife3 3 місяці тому

      Ooo I see, damn that sounds hard and a lot of effort to do, props dude!

  • @Tosscaat
    @Tosscaat 4 місяці тому

    I relate to nothing here but it’s sad and amazing, did you draw it all? If so that’s so awesome

  • @purpledude-lv5hs
    @purpledude-lv5hs 3 місяці тому +1

    Why does this only 400 likes

  • @israeldominguez4582
    @israeldominguez4582 15 днів тому +1

    :) forgeting sucks i guess haha

  • @maybejaydee
    @maybejaydee 28 днів тому +1

    Why did this get taken off spotify?

    • @StephanafroMusic
      @StephanafroMusic  28 днів тому +1

      @@maybejaydee I moved to a new distributor, it should be back in the next 2-4 days!

    • @maybejaydee
      @maybejaydee 28 днів тому +1

      @@StephanafroMusic Oh, what did you change to? I'm in the process of uploading some of my stuff to spotify with CDBaby :D

    • @StephanafroMusic
      @StephanafroMusic  28 днів тому +1

      I'm switching from DistroKid to Too Lost! I can't speak to how it compares to CD Baby, but against DistroKid it's been night and day. Too Lost's cheapest tier offers almost everything that DistroKid's most expensive tier offers.

    • @maybejaydee
      @maybejaydee 28 днів тому +1

      @@StephanafroMusic CD Baby is pay-per-song or album. It's $5 USD for a song and typically $10 USD for an album/EP from 2-50 songs

    • @StephanafroMusic
      @StephanafroMusic  28 днів тому +1

      @@maybejaydee Ohh okay, I can see the benefit there. With the frequency I plan to release singles a subscription service makes more sense for me. I hope CD Baby works well for you, and GL with your music! 🎉