Cody Garcia what about now?? You look young. How old ? Just curious. I pray your still good. As a chronic relapser I can tell you it just gets so much worst every time. It gets darker and darker and the darkness closes in faster every time I pick the needle up. After 18 months sober this last time and being on a year long run now I’m about out of hope. So close to throwing in the towel. I’m tired.
Yo I hope you’re hanging in there every day is anew day if a relapse happens remember shit you can still do this I’m currently at my longest on 3 months right now by 90 days so I’m still counting here if you need to talk about it also addicts always have other addicts back we are family ❤️👌
Joshua Van hee Hello Joshua. It’s been 4 months since your reply and I hope you’re still sober. I don’t know who you are at all, and you may not ever read this comment. But I just hope that you still have willpower. No matter what we do, we will always have the power of choice. And realize that there is always a reason to be better. Although I don’t know much, I want you to think about your family, and your friends. I’m sure they would want you to be your best self. And it’s hard. It’s so difficult to get rid of habits, but you have to. And think about what would happen? Go back to old habits and lose everything? What if you died? That would mean all your hard work, all your life choices, all your ups and downs, and all your achievements would become meaningless. Again, I don’t know you Joshua, but I know for a fact that there is someone that wants you to keep going. To keep trying. To keep living. I sure do, and I’ve never met you. So please, Joshua, keep on going. If this random stranger can say anything to you, I just hope that you’re okay. So goodbye Joshua, and I truly hope that there’s some chance that you will reply to me.
You know what I really love about these guys? It doesn't matter if they're playing to a room of 20 or 1000, they will give the same amount of insane energy every damn time.
Kristen Van Houten fucking true, I saw them in Cardiff and spent more energy on them than I did Amity (who were the headliner - my fav band at the time and the whole reason I went tbh)
I saw them with Knuckle Puck back in march, before I was listening to them. They are by far one of the best live bands out there. Made me buy a shirt and an album after the concert haha
Here we are again A thick brown belt's on my arm again A table spoon of tar again I've let go and it never felt so good I've sold out my friends And ruined my life over again My energy and my money's spent I can see your halo fall, halo fall I can see your halo fall, halo fall 'Cause I had it, then I lost it all Cold sweats in the morning Real life's become boring I've tripped and I'm falling But I'll stop tomorrow Can you catch the feeling? A small wet cloth to stem the bleeding The scars on my arms are barely healing I can see your halo fall, halo fall I can see your halo fall, halo fall 'Cause I had it, then I lost it all (Just a quick fix then I'll get clean) (Just a quick fix then I'll get clean) I can see your halo fall, halo fall I can see your halo fall, halo fall 'Cause I had it, then I lost it all I can see your halo fall, halo fall I can see your halo fall, halo fall 'Cause I had it, then I lost it all
This song fucks me up. It’s life 100% the belt, the spoon, the cold sweats, scars are barely healing, I’ll stop tomorrow. The worst is I had it the I lost it all.... and the thought in my head for the last year after being sober for Almost 18 months is “just a quick fix then I’ll get clean” fuckkkkk shit gets dark so fast out here.
Kalijah Johnson when they dropped this I had a huge coke problem and it genuinely was one of the things that woke me up and today I’m currently 3 months clean and counting really strong song
I’ve seen Boston Manor so many times, they will always give the best energy, especially Henry. It’s absolutely outrageous, one of the best bands around.
I'm in love. Never has a song made me feel like crying as much as this one for some reason. BowlCutBoi can really put emotion through his lyrics and I really felt it this song.
my brother keeps relapsing on heroin and this song just makes me bawl thinking about the situation he’s in. this is exactly what he is going through. this is his mindset
Saw these guys yesterday for the first time in Amsterdam. Never heard of them before but wtf i fell in love with this band.. this guys voice is making me drool..
I was into this music video and aesthetic and then I read the lyrics which are pretty obviously about heroin use and I'm just shook, normally these types of videos are about girls or something. Good job Boston Manor, it's really a great song. I hope you guys are all okay
saw them live not long ago with Trophy Eyes, they are absolutely phenomenal live, their gigs may be small to medium sized but they've still got the energy of a stadium.
You were in Poland two days ago. I heard you for the first time... and i loved you. Great vocal, I regret that I didn't know you before. it was great that you could take pictures with you. Thank you for the show ❤
“Just a quick fix then I’ll get clean” I have had this mindset so many times while deep in my addiction this line actually made my stomach drop. Amazing fucking song dudes
I saw the lyrics to this song from a gif on Tumblr and I had a feeling the actual song would be a banger and I was wrong..... because this song fucking *SLAMS!*
I’m so excited for the new album, y’all are so Fucking talented “be nothing” is literally one of my favorite albums of all time and I’m so excited for this new one!!
They just started playing this on XM Radio (channel Octane) and lets just say Boston Manor gained a fan cause I looked them up this weekend and love their stuff 🤘🏼
The evolution of this band over these past few years has been incredible, Australia is patiently waiting for a tour
backed, really hope they're on the trophy eyes american dream tour for support, i have a feeling they might be!
If that happens that would be an insane tour!
Good things
Australia has good looking chicks. USA needs this rock in our lives! Bring it to me!!
Saw these guys last year in December in Sydney and this went hard as fuck live. Haha definitely wanna see them again.
To those suffering from addiction..
You can do it. I am 45 days sober.
You got this 💗
Bury this demon!
Cody Garcia what about now?? You look young. How old ? Just curious. I pray your still good. As a chronic relapser I can tell you it just gets so much worst every time. It gets darker and darker and the darkness closes in faster every time I pick the needle up. After 18 months sober this last time and being on a year long run now I’m about out of hope. So close to throwing in the towel. I’m tired.
Yo I hope you’re hanging in there every day is anew day if a relapse happens remember shit you can still do this I’m currently at my longest on 3 months right now by 90 days so I’m still counting here if you need to talk about it also addicts always have other addicts back we are family ❤️👌
Joshua Van hee Hello Joshua. It’s been 4 months since your reply and I hope you’re still sober. I don’t know who you are at all, and you may not ever read this comment. But I just hope that you still have willpower. No matter what we do, we will always have the power of choice. And realize that there is always a reason to be better. Although I don’t know much, I want you to think about your family, and your friends. I’m sure they would want you to be your best self. And it’s hard. It’s so difficult to get rid of habits, but you have to.
And think about what would happen? Go back to old habits and lose everything? What if you died? That would mean all your hard work, all your life choices, all your ups and downs, and all your achievements would become meaningless. Again, I don’t know you Joshua, but I know for a fact that there is someone that wants you to keep going. To keep trying. To keep living. I sure do, and I’ve never met you.
So please, Joshua, keep on going. If this random stranger can say anything to you, I just hope that you’re okay. So goodbye Joshua, and I truly hope that there’s some chance that you will reply to me.
@@joshuavanhee4840 I am using again sadly. Reply to this message my friend and I will somehow get your info and we can talk.
@@daMillenialTrucker i hope its day 6 for you. stay strong!
You know what I really love about these guys? It doesn't matter if they're playing to a room of 20 or 1000, they will give the same amount of insane energy every damn time.
Kristen Van Houten fucking true, I saw them in Cardiff and spent more energy on them than I did Amity (who were the headliner - my fav band at the time and the whole reason I went tbh)
I saw them with Knuckle Puck back in march, before I was listening to them. They are by far one of the best live bands out there. Made me buy a shirt and an album after the concert haha
Certified *BANGER*
Max Boston Banger
the aesthetic surrounding this album is so dope
Really? I think it's overused
AMD the album and a whole was I giant letdown. Love Boston Manor but the experiment didn't work imo.out of Halo and If I Cant Have it, it was bad
Bowl cut punk releasing another banger
BowlCutCore
no this belongs in the pressure 4-5 Nu Metal category
Lloyd Christmas status.
@@ByTheGrave BowlCutCore sounds so dope lol
This is punk now? fuck.
Still one of the most underrated songs of all time
Here we are again
A thick brown belt's on my arm again
A table spoon of tar again
I've let go and it never felt so good
I've sold out my friends
And ruined my life over again
My energy and my money's spent
I can see your halo fall, halo fall
I can see your halo fall, halo fall
'Cause I had it, then I lost it all
Cold sweats in the morning
Real life's become boring
I've tripped and I'm falling
But I'll stop tomorrow
Can you catch the feeling?
A small wet cloth to stem the bleeding
The scars on my arms are barely healing
I can see your halo fall, halo fall
I can see your halo fall, halo fall
'Cause I had it, then I lost it all
(Just a quick fix then I'll get clean)
(Just a quick fix then I'll get clean)
I can see your halo fall, halo fall
I can see your halo fall, halo fall
'Cause I had it, then I lost it all
I can see your halo fall, halo fall
I can see your halo fall, halo fall
'Cause I had it, then I lost it all
"just a quick fix then I'll get clean" damn
🔂
@@royalchunk943 who didnt get it straight away literally every lyric is about heroin
Then the monsters are talking to you from there on out.
This song fucks me up. It’s life 100% the belt, the spoon, the cold sweats, scars are barely healing, I’ll stop tomorrow. The worst is I had it the I lost it all.... and the thought in my head for the last year after being sober for Almost 18 months is “just a quick fix then I’ll get clean” fuckkkkk shit gets dark so fast out here.
Kalijah Johnson when they dropped this I had a huge coke problem and it genuinely was one of the things that woke me up and today I’m currently 3 months clean and counting really strong song
I’ve seen Boston Manor so many times, they will always give the best energy, especially Henry. It’s absolutely outrageous, one of the best bands around.
it's like as you please from citizen and be nothing from boston manor had a baby and i am, quite frankly, here for it
Blake McConnell in other words, perfection 😍
sorry i will never offer a comparison of anything ever again and express my very positive opinion of the song, please excuse my lack of judgment
Charlie Kelly - I go down and read this shit, goddamn bro are u going thru a mid-life crisis lmao
Blake McConnell RIGHT?!
Never say "here for it" again and the world will eternally grateful
If you're struggling I see you and you are loved. You've got this. Keep fighting ❤
Thank you Octane, this band is legit.
I'm in love. Never has a song made me feel like crying as much as this one for some reason. BowlCutBoi can really put emotion through his lyrics and I really felt it this song.
Bowl cut Bois releasing straight bangers this summer
The world's most underrated band
IMAGINE HOW GOOD THIS IS GOING TO BE LIVE
AMAZING THATS WHAT!!!
They were awesome live!
I just seen them at LTL AND THEY WERE AMAZINGGGGG LIVE
they’re the best band i’ve seen live and i’ve been to a lot of rock concerts
my brother keeps relapsing on heroin and this song just makes me bawl thinking about the situation he’s in. this is exactly what he is going through. this is his mindset
im conflicted because this is such a banger but also the lyrics make me SAD AS HELL
hoi
Paul hey paul jij ook hier
hierdoor heb ik nog meer zin in jera
Paul maar echt same, te lang geleden dat ik ze heb gezien
hahahah hoi same
This has literally been stuck in my head for 2 weeks
The chorus has been stuck in my head . Love the new sound .
Reminds me of early 2000s alt rock.
Reminds me a little of Crossfade.
Trapt.... this song is great
Alcoholic 4yrs clean. Thank you for this.
This song is toooo good, fav one yet
Hell yes, one of the best bands on Pure Noise right now, can't wait for the album!!
No doubt about that.
Saw these guys yesterday for the first time in Amsterdam. Never heard of them before but wtf i fell in love with this band.. this guys voice is making me drool..
I was into this music video and aesthetic and then I read the lyrics which are pretty obviously about heroin use and I'm just shook, normally these types of videos are about girls or something. Good job Boston Manor, it's really a great song. I hope you guys are all okay
Em I can tell you they’re not. They hit this shit right on the money. Dead on. Sadly I’ve never related to a song so much. Every. FUCKING. Line.
🤟
This song is absolutely amazing. Boston manor are just getting better and better with each album
Great song, deserves more than a million views
I CAN SEE YOUR HALOOOOO FALLLLLLLL 🗣 what a banger omg
This band only gets better
wow this is probably my favorite song you guys have ever done I am SO here for this!
Different sound from BM and honestly.. I'm loving it.
just went to their concert last week and honestly these guys go hard I love it!! they're amazing ❣
This is so damn close to my soul, I gotta stop falling TODAY!!
saw them live not long ago with Trophy Eyes, they are absolutely phenomenal live, their gigs may be small to medium sized but they've still got the energy of a stadium.
I LOVE YOU KIM LIP!
Btw, this song is cool :)
Carla Sánchez Suárez hahaha
STAN LOONA
STAN TALENT
LA GRUPA OMG:0
KIMBERLY LIPPINGTON ❤
You were in Poland two days ago. I heard you for the first time... and i loved you. Great vocal, I regret that I didn't know you before. it was great that you could take pictures with you. Thank you for the show ❤
Great ENERGY!
I can see your halooooo fallllll!!
Good aesthetic good tunes good lyrics excited for what's next
Very late 90s/early 00s. Brilliant.
Okay, it's possible to hear songs without asking myself "Didn't I hear that before?" Great song!
Never knew you guys until I saw you live this song came on and gave me goosebumps. Instant fan.
Big Hype for this album!
awesome gig last night, gained a big fan!
Okay boston manor has blessed us with amazing music once again
They have a late 90s/early 00's US pop punk sound. Exciting band. Really, hope they do well
“Just a quick fix then I’ll get clean” I have had this mindset so many times while deep in my addiction this line actually made my stomach drop. Amazing fucking song dudes
These guys are amazing. Last month I finally saw them at Jera and it was awesome. Can’t wait for the Europe tour!!
So hyped for the new album
BANGER
Just seen them touring with ADTR. I had never heard them before. Great show. Awesome presence. This chorus is what really got my attention. 🤘🏻
Dahlia Bragg same I saw them in Maine they are really good
I saw the lyrics to this song from a gif on Tumblr and I had a feeling the actual song would be a banger and I was wrong.....
because this song fucking *SLAMS!*
I'm struggling with my benzo withdrawal at a Hospital. This is a lot harder than every opioid withdrawal. Music like this is a great therapy!
Love this song... going through alot with a broken/over marriage and I hope this song gets more attention.
I just contributed 10 views in a row. Song is killer. Maybe I should adjust my halo
wow this band has matured so much iM SHOOK
You guys did that
Just saw this band live at the diamond ballroom in Ok, and this song sounded better live than it does on the radio!
Stunned. So good
Normally don't like pop punk but this message is very relatable as an addict and I like this slightly electronic sound they've added
Thank you Spotify for introducing me to this band. Been playing this song all day.
I’m so excited for the new album, y’all are so Fucking talented “be nothing” is literally one of my favorite albums of all time and I’m so excited for this new one!!
One of my all time favorite songs!
HYPED
This is my first listen of this band. I dig it
I have this song on repeat
Ashton Idkhow same
Made a "repeat" playlist just for this song
The first song I started exploring this band. It hooked me entirely!
This gives me an early 2000s vibe, and I fucking dig it
This comes off as very early-00s to me, in a good way
Can't wait for the album
I don't know about you guys but this makes me incredibly happy and proud
Shiiiiiiit man. These guys just keep getting better
ur energy live is FUCKEN INSANE. in love with u guys, keep it up. come back to OKC 😭
I was there too! I second that vote
They just started playing this on XM Radio (channel Octane) and lets just say Boston Manor gained a fan cause I looked them up this weekend and love their stuff 🤘🏼
Hell yeah!!
I love how this album is going for a more dark, and dare I say cold-feeling sound. I can't fucking wait til this album drops.
I pre-ordered the new record last night. First album I'm buying of Boston Manor cause I'm just starting to get into them. Love the sound
I swear, when Halo starts playing in ma Playlist - its like coming Home. I heard so many "hidden" Songs of them that its nice to get back to the roots
This is such an amazing song, this is a good morning.
Damn I love it 😍 excited for the new album!!
we stan pure talent only in this house
SO ready for the new album!
Please come back to Portland, OR. I miss you guys!!
Boston banging the bowl
Best song on Octane right now
The lyrics of the song remind me of the film, "Trainspotting".
this band is so good
legends. one of my top songs of the year so far. cannot wait for this album
I love this song and this band is so fire the lyrics in this song are so powerful and filled with meaning
Here from a Real Friends concert and I am certainly not disappointed
One of the best songs I ever heard in my whole life. Made me even cry because it was so amazing. Yes, I cried!
the intro riff kinda reminds me of Cemetery Gates by Pantera
Great opening to the main stage @ Download '18 lads!!!
One of those songs that hits ya.
have seen them live yesterday and didn't know them before. great show, great band!
straight up fire
This is a amazing song, glad I discovered this band.
So good
New fav song by them