My best friend died of cancer about one year ago and this we were always listening this music before she went to the hospital. This music reminds me of her, not just when we suffer but how she fought for survive, although she didn't she is a fighter
That’s so beautiful I’m sorry you lost your friend many years ago now but that’s a beautiful story and you have this music to remember them bye. and the good times you had with them.
november of 2009 my grandpa was diagnosed with liver cancer and on january 31 of 2010 he passed away surrounded by all of his family... He had to be moved into a visitors room because his whole family was there to stand by his side when he faced death head on... We all love and miss him so much... He was the bravest and strongest man I will ever love and ever knew. I miss you so much Grandpa Jim I hope you're proud, we're all trying so hard to live our lives the way you would have wanted us too.
this song is amazing, i cant listen to it without crying because i feel so bad for him because of what he went through. im so glad hes better now. i love josh ramsay & marianas trench so much. ♥
this is the song that i began to listen to when my life was going into a really deep depression. my friends and family started to not even matter to me. when i listened to an interview with josh ramsay i almost cryed because i finally found someone out there that finally understood me. one day i held a knife to my throat but now i can live cause i found hope :) people need to realize when you open up, life is better. i know personally its hard to get there, but there are people to help you :D
Like everyone else, I love the old stuff. I relate to the old stuff. I miss the old stuff. However, I wouldn't want them to go back to this. It's like retelling a personal story, something that is so dark and hunting, you can still feel how it felt then. For Josh to write stuff like this again, would be him feeling this all over again. You can hear the pain in his voice, so just imagine how it was for him personally. He hasn't changed, he's just overcome this. Hence the 'different' music.
I have to say that this is my favorite song by them...EVER. It's what Josh went through...I love songs with meaning in them...and this has to be the best one. Josh says its hard to write exactly what he feels....so im proud that he did.
This song makes me smile and cry at the same time. Marianas Trench has some of the most emotional diversity of any band I've ever listened to. If I need to cry, I have Marianas Trench. If I need to smile, I have Marianas Trench. If I'm having a horrible day, I have Marianas Trench. If I'm feeling on top of the world, I have Marianas Trench. And that is why I love them so much.
"A fever broke somewhere behind July... And remember how I weighed one thirty-five? And we collide.." Those lines are absolutely too real for me.. I weighed 135 at the beginning of summer.. and now I'm going down fast and at 12O...
awwe, his past and everything he went through makesme sad, this song is my favourite now that i understand wat its about, he went through so much, i love these guys
@1bookfish I know what it's like to have someone have cancer, it's absolutely awful, one of my classmates died on Christmas Eve last year from cancer, it was awful, but thankfully I had my friends to help me get through it. Just remember that no matter what happens, your friends will always be there for you.
I love this song so much. I can relate to every line. If I could talk to anyone in the world about my struggle with addiction it would be Josh. He's my inspiration.
You're right. Besides, there are only a hanfull of people who can relate to this. Most people can understand the songs about break ups and love better. There is a part of me, though, that wants this part of them back. I feel like the old Josh is the only person in the world who understands me. Now he's just like every other band. It's not a bad thing, I just...miss him.
When I heard about him weighing 135, I thought "wow, I almost weigh that and I am only 14, some of MT's songs make me want to cry, that's how amazing and passionate they are
I never knew these werethe words to this song, but after seeing this video it made me so sad inside.. Prayers for everyone going through something horrible.
my friend really needs to hear this song....he's in the psychiatric ward in the hospital for depression. he's not allowed to have headphones, chargers, ect with him for fear he might attempt suicide. his arm is full of scratches. the first time i saw it, i almost cried. please please PLEASE get better, Daniel!! we miss you and we want you out of that hospital!!
I think that might be why I love it so much though. A lot of songs out today are really about nothing, but this has actual meaning and feeling to it :) it still stinks that for this song to be made, he had to go through that though ... ):
Oh my gawd i cried when i listened to this the vfirst time... I swear Josh is one of my heros and should be a guest speaker at a high school or juinor high and talk about what drugs do to you
Yes this was a very good band, but I'm actully kinda happy that they dont write songs like this. It makes me know that he doesnt have any more problems or having anymore issues. It lets us all know he is doing A LOT better
@1bookfish I'm sorry that someone you love and someone that means something to you is dying from cancer. I'll pray for them even though I don't know them. Just know if they do pass, they will be looking down on you(: I'm sure everyone at least once in their life feel small. I have multiple times and it's always nice to be reminded people are there (wether you know them or not) music can bring people together. It's amazing to see that.
I totally agree. I find that most music now is just really pointless lyrics so that it'll make number one. No one ever tries to do anything with music anymore. MTrench is pretty amazing like that, cause almost, if not all, of their songs have meaning. :) They're pretty amazing. and the fact that Josh overcame his ED and his addiction and actually writes about it is really great. :)
i wonder if they ever read these comments.... i really wish they did so they could see they dont need to change for people to listen or like them :) one a marianas trench always a fan.. i just kinda wish their new album still had the same emotion and sound like a rock. they changed alot.. but i still love them!! :)
i'm not going to lie... this is like my theme song, when i first heard it way back in 2003 i cried because it is just that beautiful and related so closely to me.
gahh i love this song with a burning pashion of a thousand suns :) it makes me sad and happy at the same time :): i think everyone feels small at one point in there life :'( this song makes me want to cry but makes me smile
I believe it's about Bulimia, oddly enough. My friend suffers from that condition. I fear for her life every day... It's also about losing someone the character loves due to cancer. Idk someone will probably give you a better description but that's what I get out of it. It makes me cry every time I hear it =/
This is an AMAZING SONG!! Just like all marianas trench songs. I'm in love with them as an inspired musician, and I'm in love with their songs! (Awesome vid by the way... good work! :D)
@1bookfish Thanks for watching and commenting on my video :) I just thought it might make you feel better to know that I'm going through the same thing. She's my second mom, and she has only a few weeks left. She's been battling cancer for three years, but her fight's been fought now. I understand how you feel. And I'm aware of hoe much it all sucks. Stay strong
Some people just need to realize that someday you will find a guy/girl that will love you no matter what. They will love you without your makeup or your muscles. They will love you for you. You are perfect in every way. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
@EmMaRaE1313 Not to be mean or anything but its actually all about his bulimia. the line 'this ones of you certain of cancer' is talking about how purging can cause cancer
There isn't an "old Josh" he's still Josh and he could still understand you. He's just overcome this era in his life. Which is a good thing. Look at it from this way, he's overcome all of his past, and so can you. So no, he isn't like every other band. A lot of bands get by on good looks and decent voices. Josh has worked for everything handed to him. Fought his demons to get there and it's only made him stronger. He will always be Josh. Just a stronger version.
@1bookfish i know we dont know eachother but i feel that anyone can be close to someone just by talking to them and not knowing them. if you ever need any advice or anything i AM SO here! oh, im new to this youtube thing, so i didnt really know how to reply back to you after you replied to me. lol! (: i am religious, so its all good. i know how some people can be about that kind of stuff. im glad to here that everything is working out ok and that you are staying strong im so happy to hear that!
I know that this didn't get them anywhere, and they hate it for that, but these songs have more feeling into them, the only reason they changed was to make money, which they needed and I understand that, but Fix Me and their EP will forever be my favourites.
@1bookfish i feel soo bad for you....hopefully you and everyone else can get through it all together. i know how you feel, but everything will be ok. remeber that everything happeneds for a reason.
@TheBendystraw From what I've heard, Josh wrote it about his bullimia... There could possibly be even more to it, but I'm not an expert on their song lyrics xD Just an avid fan :D :)
i was about to throw up for my first time.. when i was about to go i found this song. Marianas Trench saved my life, they're not all "Don't do it, ur beautiful blah blah" its something deeper. like beautiful hauntings... but something about these songs warn you to stay away... Thankyou Marianas Trench, i owe you my life.
@loveforgotme1 it makes people feel stronger because josh went through alot and had the strength to get through it so it inspires others to do the same..
Heyheyhey I love every single thing they did. I'm not trying to bash them. I love them with all my heart and even saying I'm not a good fan makes me wanna cry already. I love them more than you could understand. So please don't go there. I was saying what josh said in an interview. Omg. I'm like as much of a fan as you. If you would die for them at least.
@THEnergizerBunnay I know D: It's so good! I can't wait to see them live again, I'm hoping they play this. I doubt that they will, but it would be amazing if they did. *30 days ♥*
@joshrgirl4ever Yes, people really do care. Even strangers care(: Songs have a way of doing that! I'm glad you didn't go through with it and I'm glad they noticed you
I was searching for this version, because the other always says " Between these spaces" and I was a 100% of certain that they always says " All my faces" ....
@joshrgirl4ever :D i'm so happy to hear that you're better now, and that something i did helped you with that. thank you so much for letting me know that (:
@joshrgirl4ever You're very welcome dear! I promise you, you aren't alone. I've been through a lot and it also took me a lot to overcome it. It's hard, really hard but there are people around you that would be more than willing and happy to help you. I had to learn that the hard way. A stranger would even lend out a hand to help. I will if you ever need one (not to sound weird) haha. Songs can be a good comforter. I know they are for me(:
@DisasterEverAfter Actually, I'm not 1OO% positive, but I think I heard one of his family members actually had cancer when he went through part of this.
@freckledangelmikayla I agree :) it's part of the reasons i love the band & their songs so much :D they actually worked to get where they are and have meaning to their songs
My best friend died of cancer about one year ago and this we were always listening this music before she went to the hospital. This music reminds me of her, not just when we suffer but how she fought for survive, although she didn't she is a fighter
That’s so beautiful I’m sorry you lost your friend many years ago now but that’s a beautiful story and you have this music to remember them bye. and the good times you had with them.
november of 2009 my grandpa was diagnosed with liver cancer and on january 31 of 2010 he passed away surrounded by all of his family... He had to be moved into a visitors room because his whole family was there to stand by his side when he faced death head on... We all love and miss him so much... He was the bravest and strongest man I will ever love and ever knew. I miss you so much Grandpa Jim I hope you're proud, we're all trying so hard to live our lives the way you would have wanted us too.
If they went back to this kind of music, and these kind of lyrics, I would be more worried than excited.
That's exactly what I was thinking.
this song is amazing, i cant listen to it without crying because i feel so bad for him because of what he went through. im so glad hes better now.
i love josh ramsay & marianas trench so much. ♥
this is the song that i began to listen to when my life was going into a really deep depression. my friends and family started to not even matter to me. when i listened to an interview with josh ramsay i almost cryed because i finally found someone out there that finally understood me. one day i held a knife to my throat but now i can live cause i found hope
:) people need to realize when you open up, life is better. i know personally its hard to get there, but there are people to help you :D
oh my god... i cant help but crying this song is making me think about my dad
as a person who used to have bulimia, this song, along with skin and bones, means a lot to me
Like everyone else, I love the old stuff. I relate to the old stuff. I miss the old stuff. However, I wouldn't want them to go back to this. It's like retelling a personal story, something that is so dark and hunting, you can still feel how it felt then. For Josh to write stuff like this again, would be him feeling this all over again. You can hear the pain in his voice, so just imagine how it was for him personally. He hasn't changed, he's just overcome this. Hence the 'different' music.
I have to say that this is my favorite song by them...EVER. It's what Josh went through...I love songs with meaning in them...and this has to be the best one. Josh says its hard to write exactly what he feels....so im proud that he did.
This song makes me smile and cry at the same time.
Marianas Trench has some of the most emotional diversity of any band I've ever listened to. If I need to cry, I have Marianas Trench. If I need to smile, I have Marianas Trench. If I'm having a horrible day, I have Marianas Trench. If I'm feeling on top of the world, I have Marianas Trench.
And that is why I love them so much.
they are amazing, they never fail to make me cry and smile at the same time
I love how emotional Josh Ramsay gets when he sings these old songs
I miss this Marianas Trench. I understad that every band needs to change in order to grow but this will alwys be my favourite era of their music
"A fever broke somewhere behind July...
And remember how I weighed one thirty-five?
And we collide.."
Those lines are absolutely too real for me.. I weighed 135 at the beginning of summer.. and now I'm going down fast and at 12O...
Doing a little blast from the past right now. Hope you're doing okay!
Yeah hope you’re okay now too
I'm pretty much addicted to this song right now. It's amazing
awwe, his past and everything he went through makesme sad, this song is my favourite now that i understand wat its about, he went through so much, i love these guys
When he says "Because that's the way you wanted it" I could feel the hatred, and passion.
I can't turn this song up loud enough. Its too good.
I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG!!! It makes me cry everytime I listen to it. Totaly relating to this
@1bookfish I know what it's like to have someone have cancer, it's absolutely awful, one of my classmates died on Christmas Eve last year from cancer, it was awful, but thankfully I had my friends to help me get through it. Just remember that no matter what happens, your friends will always be there for you.
Josh Ramsay is really my Role Model. He's not afraid to write a song about his life. I love him! He's amazing, and his music inspires me! :)
Beautiful. So much love for Marianas Trench.
I love this song so much. I can relate to every line.
If I could talk to anyone in the world about my struggle with addiction it would be Josh. He's my inspiration.
You're right. Besides, there are only a hanfull of people who can relate to this. Most people can understand the songs about break ups and love better. There is a part of me, though, that wants this part of them back. I feel like the old Josh is the only person in the world who understands me. Now he's just like every other band. It's not a bad thing, I just...miss him.
When I heard about him weighing 135, I thought "wow, I almost weigh that and I am only 14, some of MT's songs make me want to cry, that's how amazing and passionate they are
I never knew these werethe words to this song, but after seeing this video it made me so sad inside.. Prayers for everyone going through something horrible.
my friend really needs to hear this song....he's in the psychiatric ward in the hospital for depression. he's not allowed to have headphones, chargers, ect with him for fear he might attempt suicide. his arm is full of scratches. the first time i saw it, i almost cried. please please PLEASE get better, Daniel!! we miss you and we want you out of that hospital!!
I think that might be why I love it so much though.
A lot of songs out today are really about nothing, but this has actual meaning and feeling to it :)
it still stinks that for this song to be made, he had to go through that though ... ):
Oh my gawd i cried when i listened to this the vfirst time... I swear Josh is one of my heros and should be a guest speaker at a high school or juinor high and talk about what drugs do to you
woahwoahwoah :o the new album is about different things, but is not crap. its the most artistically advanced album josh has ever written.
Yes this was a very good band, but I'm actully kinda happy that they dont write songs like this. It makes me know that he doesnt have any more problems or having anymore issues. It lets us all know he is doing A LOT better
This song is one of my FAVS by Marianas Trench!
@1bookfish I'm sorry that someone you love and someone that means something to you is dying from cancer. I'll pray for them even though I don't know them. Just know if they do pass, they will be looking down on you(: I'm sure everyone at least once in their life feel small. I have multiple times and it's always nice to be reminded people are there (wether you know them or not) music can bring people together. It's amazing to see that.
I totally agree. I find that most music now is just really pointless lyrics so that it'll make number one. No one ever tries to do anything with music anymore. MTrench is pretty amazing like that, cause almost, if not all, of their songs have meaning. :) They're pretty amazing. and the fact that Josh overcame his ED and his addiction and actually writes about it is really great. :)
i wonder if they ever read these comments.... i really wish they did so they could see they dont need to change for people to listen or like them :) one a marianas trench always a fan.. i just kinda wish their new album still had the same emotion and sound like a rock. they changed alot.. but i still love them!! :)
i'm not going to lie... this is like my theme song, when i first heard it way back in 2003 i cried because it is just that beautiful and related so closely to me.
gahh i love this song with a burning pashion of a thousand suns :) it makes me sad and happy at the same time :): i think everyone feels small at one point in there life :'( this song makes me want to cry but makes me smile
Josh is awsome it makes me think if he can do it with his past so can I. He so strong
I believe it's about Bulimia, oddly enough. My friend suffers from that condition. I fear for her life every day...
It's also about losing someone the character loves due to cancer. Idk someone will probably give you a better description but that's what I get out of it. It makes me cry every time I hear it =/
This is an AMAZING SONG!! Just like all marianas trench songs. I'm in love with them as an inspired musician, and I'm in love with their songs! (Awesome vid by the way... good work! :D)
@1bookfish Thanks for watching and commenting on my video :)
I just thought it might make you feel better to know that I'm going through the same thing. She's my second mom, and she has only a few weeks left. She's been battling cancer for three years, but her fight's been fought now.
I understand how you feel. And I'm aware of hoe much it all sucks. Stay strong
Some people just need to realize that someday you will find a guy/girl that will love you no matter what. They will love you without your makeup or your muscles. They will love you for you. You are perfect in every way. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
@EmMaRaE1313 Not to be mean or anything but its actually all about his bulimia. the line 'this ones of you certain of cancer' is talking about how purging can cause cancer
There isn't an "old Josh" he's still Josh and he could still understand you. He's just overcome this era in his life. Which is a good thing. Look at it from this way, he's overcome all of his past, and so can you. So no, he isn't like every other band. A lot of bands get by on good looks and decent voices. Josh has worked for everything handed to him. Fought his demons to get there and it's only made him stronger. He will always be Josh. Just a stronger version.
if i could inspire 1 person as much as they have inspired thousands i will be a happy person
I have a different version of this song lol
This is such a touching song. Even though it's very sad, I think it's my favorite MT song of all time.
my favorite song by them
@1bookfish i know we dont know eachother but i feel that anyone can be close to someone just by talking to them and not knowing them. if you ever need any advice or anything i AM SO here! oh, im new to this youtube thing, so i didnt really know how to reply back to you after you replied to me. lol! (: i am religious, so its all good. i know how some people can be about that kind of stuff. im glad to here that everything is working out ok and that you are staying strong im so happy to hear that!
I'm thinking about making a music video for this. Or doing a photoshoot series based on this. Sound good?
i think it's great how he got through it and shares it the way he has too though. sucks that it had to be the way it was,
I know that this didn't get them anywhere, and they hate it for that, but these songs have more feeling into them, the only reason they changed was to make money, which they needed and I understand that, but Fix Me and their EP will forever be my favourites.
@1bookfish I'm glad I was able to help:) I hope that whatever is going on gets better:)
This one has so much more emotion in his voice then B-side
it was on their EP actually (:
As far as i know it wasn't attached to any of the albums.
thank you Marianas Trench It's helping me atm you make me feel myself again
computer-feeling afraid me-rolls over and crys
That was beautiful. Thank you
Can't go wrong with old school Marianas Trench. :]
@BeckyRamsay ya i cry sometimes when I listen to it but not always. I love himm
I'm in tears.
@1bookfish i feel soo bad for you....hopefully you and everyone else can get through it all together. i know how you feel, but everything will be ok. remeber that everything happeneds for a reason.
@mtrenchfan3434 when is there an other album???
im in love with this song.. :$
I Love This SONG!!!
I relate to this song so much.
It's about he's bulimia that he had and his aunt that died of cancer and he also got bulimia after she died love this song -3
@horseluvaa14 but can we still get it ? cause i NEED it. seriously
Josh Ramsay is my insperation i just love him forever i will never regret anything of him
@TheBendystraw From what I've heard, Josh wrote it about his bullimia... There could possibly be even more to it, but I'm not an expert on their song lyrics xD Just an avid fan :D :)
I think Josh is my hero.... if he comes to my hometown again i must tell him that... lols
i was about to throw up for my first time..
when i was about to go i found this song.
Marianas Trench saved my life, they're not all "Don't do it, ur beautiful blah blah"
its something deeper. like beautiful hauntings...
but something about these songs warn you to stay away...
Thankyou Marianas Trench, i owe you my life.
Carly Weber LMAOOO throwing up doesn’t equal dying
I like b-side better, just because "all the spaces" part. :)
But this song, and skin and bones saved me from bulimia.
Does anyone know who played guitar for this song cuase the guitar solo is AWSOME!
This was probably Steve Marshall.
@loveforgotme1 it makes people feel stronger because josh went through alot and had the strength to get through it so it inspires others to do the same..
Well thank you, that's EXACTLY what I've been doinggg. She's been "puke free" for about a month =D
Heyheyhey I love every single thing they did. I'm not trying to bash them. I love them with all my heart and even saying I'm not a good fan makes me wanna cry already. I love them more than you could understand. So please don't go there. I was saying what josh said in an interview. Omg. I'm like as much of a fan as you. If you would die for them at least.
@THEnergizerBunnay I know D: It's so good! I can't wait to see them live again, I'm hoping they play this. I doubt that they will, but it would be amazing if they did. *30 days ♥*
2 people obviously have stone cold hearts. 125 have golden ones. :)
@XImTheOnlyOneX yupp- he wrote it about his experience with bulimia
as far as i'm aware anyways :)
thanks for the view/comment :D
@joshrgirl4ever That was a very brave thing to do to admit that. You're not alone dear
@joshrgirl4ever Yes, people really do care. Even strangers care(: Songs have a way of doing that! I'm glad you didn't go through with it and I'm glad they noticed you
Love it :)
The original self-titled EP and Fix Me!
How do I keep finding these songs i've never heard of?
How could 2 people possibly dislike this song D:
NIce job :)
I was searching for this version, because the other always says " Between these spaces" and I was a 100% of certain that they always says " All my faces" ....
@joshrgirl4ever
:D i'm so happy to hear that you're better now, and that something i did helped you with that.
thank you so much for letting me know that (:
Just remember regreting wasted time is in the end wasted time
@horseluvaa14 im pretty sure your right or at least thats what the lyrics sounded like to me
that was good
This song basicly explains my life
it gives him inspirattion, ya it does suck it had to come frum the way it did, but hes a great artist and that what matters now right??
@joshrgirl4ever You're very welcome dear! I promise you, you aren't alone. I've been through a lot and it also took me a lot to overcome it. It's hard, really hard but there are people around you that would be more than willing and happy to help you. I had to learn that the hard way. A stranger would even lend out a hand to help. I will if you ever need one (not to sound weird) haha. Songs can be a good comforter. I know they are for me(:
ahah perfectly fine, i did know there wasn't though :) english class does that i guess :) thanks for pointing it out!
@DisasterEverAfter Actually, I'm not 1OO% positive, but I think I heard one of his family members actually had cancer when he went through part of this.
@freckledangelmikayla I agree :) it's part of the reasons i love the band & their songs so much :D
they actually worked to get where they are and have meaning to their songs
correction. Not handed to him but he's worked for everything that he has earned.
sham on you
to the six dislikers
@horseluvaa14 I totally agree... they deserve where they are now. They've worked hard and put aside their problems. I love them