This song hits hard. I’ve been sober since September 24th 2014 and I’m blessed for my sobriety. My biggest regret in life is how I did my family especially my mother. I will never be able to make up for the pain i caused her.
This song cuts deep because both of my parents are still in the worst of their addiction. I have about 45 days clean, this song makes me emotional two ways. It makes me think about my parents and the pain I feel.. even more so it makes me think about baby daughter and the pain I don’t want her to ever feel… being an addict, is one of the hardest things of my life, but it’s even harder watching it happen to someone you love
Me too. Like what ur parents did I was playing victim n then wtf I did same to my babies. It sucks n sad. 3 don't talk to me . Starting treatment Fri I'm scared it's do or die.
I've had this song on repeat for 3 days now. I swear this hits SO close to home that it's unreal... Watching a loved one OD and have to be brought back two different times is the scariest thing I've ever witnessed..
I can’t imagine what you’ve been through 💔 Watched my soul mate (my ex husband) die from effects of needle use and heavy alcohol consumption. It’s why I left him and it’s what killed him. I can’t let him go. Even though I’ve moved on and remarried.. He’s always at the back of my mind.
This song is so beautiful, I cant help but keep coming back to it. I’ve never been able to express my grief and explain how I feel about my dads death.. and this is exactly it. You nailed it man.
Watching all the tiktoks broke me. I lost my husband to an od and I barely saved myself. Finally, I have my family back around me. Pure catharsis. Thank you Av.
Absolutely therapeutic and also a huge eye opener that we are all not alone. Each and every one of us should keep pushing to do better for the future generations. Break those generational curses. My dad was a very abusive alcoholic and yet to me he was still my hero because I didn’t know better. Now I’m a disabled vet with ptsd and I am still doing better then my father because I choose not to be an addict. Not to be a drunk. He overdosed when I was pretty young and I wish he would have taken my life and not his own. That’s what stops me from doing it to my two sons. They need there father and not in the way I was raised. But a father who can be better a father who can be present. If I can do it anyone can. It’s it’s artist like this guy who helps us all think deeply on that pain to heal through it. Thank you 🙏
Seek help, I promise your kids will thank you so much. Wishing you the best, sobriety makes life s much better trust me. Me and my partner are recovering alcoholics and life is so much better sober
Fight for your sobriety. It’s hard I know I’ve been through it. Seek help it’s totally worth it. God bless you on your journey. You’ll be in my thoughts and prayers!
Im in the same boat... Got a 2 year old and a 8 month old... I think it's time to set the alcohol aside brother.. we got dad dutys now and they need us
Ooooh... It's healthy to let them go if it's harming you. You can't choose your parents but family's what you make it. You're worth being sober for. Don't settle
99 days sober today. The love of my life is still out there. She refused to go to treatment with me. They say you make the best memories with the people you love the most and it's the hardest thing when that person becomes a memory. What scares me the most is memories eventually fade. I just don't want her to fade away
This is the lyric that hits me hard. Everyone who’s been an addict knows/ and everyone’s who’s loved one knows the other parts of this song. This song just speaks to all of us.
Listening to this song as an addict, in recovery, for the 1000th time; this hits so much different looking at it in the perspective of some one who hated them selves so much, they tried to drown their sorrows in copious amounts of drugs and alcohol, to the extent of losing everything, everyone, but my sense of self lingered. Its always been there. My self worth, that devil on my left, and angel on my right. Part of me always longed to take the righteous path. Part of me always craved chaos.
It has been 6 years since I've overdosed but my mother came in just in time to save me. It was not easy that day as it was my nieces baby shower and my kids were in the next room crying telling me they loved me but I was lost in sorrow to hear them. I hated myself so much and thought if I'd leave this world it would be better off without me but that wasn't the case. My family needed me! Here I am fighting everyday to never get to that point again. I just hope I broke the cycle so my kiddos will never have to go through what I went through. If they do they know they can talk to me. Please those that are going through a hard time, reach out to anyone you can truly trust. Don't lose faith. Keep fighting. We need you here. 💖🙏
I lost my sister a year ago to a fentanyl overdose. This hit pretty hard, because I told her that I was scared for her life since her habits were nothing to take lightly. A week later she ended up overdosing and didn't receive medical attention in an ideal timeframe to safe her from oxygen deprivation to her brain. Anyway, as she laid in a coma that was induced for the next two weeks. My family and myself had to acknowledge and accept that the right decision would be to let her go. Despite the fact thats obviously not what we wanted...but its not about what we wanted in this situation , was it? I knew that every moment was precious up until her last breathe. I think about her everyday and it's a wound that won't actually heal the way we'd prefer things to heal. It's like a scar, but the ones on the outside are easier to accept versus the scars inside in my opinion. Every moment of this life we're living is truly a rare gift. Remind yourself, and I'll try to do the same, that someone in this world loves and cares for you in a way that not too many living beings (as far as we're concerned) get to experience life and love the way we comprehend it. Whoever that person may be, that person deserves the best us. I have so many memories of reading comments like the one I'm writing right now and kinda fuckin hate that I've found myself commenting to no one really and simply using this as a coping mechanism/tool if you will. Nonetheless this message is for you Camille. I miss you and want to send the reminder that as long as you remain in my heart and thoughts then no one is ever truly gone. Love your little brother John
If your reading this just hold on don’t give up you are important stay strong just know it will eventually get better and that you are loved and if nobody has told you that you where made perfectly you are perfect
My whole life I looked around me and almost every person was on some kind of substance. Keep your families safe now because this world is about tearing you all apart. Don’t let the system of things win. First they corrupt your mind, without your mind you cannot protect yourself or your families. Have god in your life and make sure your serving the right one for there are many gods. I am first hand to see how generations of substance can destroy family and friends to where I grew up alone. Don’t let your kids grow up alone, that isn’t right.
My husband is a recovering addict. He was addicted for years before me and he was addicted for five years while we were together two years ago he took the step to get the help he needed. The biggest step is knowing you need the help and reaching out and getting the help, you are struggling reach out. We want you to get help. You will recover, they do recover 😊
Adderall had a hold on me. Days of heart palpitations and no sleep, ignoring responsibilities and the people I love. I thought I'd never get out of it. 4 years sober and its the best thing that ever happened to me
You hit a nerve with this one soooo proud of you making this song... healing...very❤..thank you ❤..bless everyone struggling with addiction or loving someone who's an addict..I feel like I'm singing to my drug if choice,to myself and my demon's 😢
As much as i resent my father for leaving us bc of his addiction, he will always be missed and have a place in my heart. He gave me memories i will never forget, but there was still so many to make and so much of my life for him to see. I miss him lots sometimes
It's hard warching the love of your life slip through the cracks. He was sober for 5 years, and the past 6 months I've watched him turn into someone else. We also suffer. It's an indescribable pain that I wish no one to bare, but if have to bare it to get my guy back, I'll do it. I miss my best friend. Please God, protect him, keep him safe, heal him, make him whole again! Amén.
Lived with an Addict for 11yrs , struggling and trying to get him healthy while making myself Sick with mental health.. this song describes us and our life so much 😢
This song is very related to what happened to me I’m 12 and my dad died in august 19 2022 my dad walked out of life in 2018 he took a lot of drugs and would smoke weed all the time and I didn’t realize what he was doing when I was younger but now I understand what he was doing I never knew why he would take drugs but I just know he was hurt and there wasn’t a way for him to get help my dad was a good dad but once he walked out my life I hated him but now I understand why he js didn’t want me to see him all messed up it’s sad knowing I couldn’t help him because I was young but I wish he was still here taking care of me I wish he got help to become a dad again sadly. A few weeks before he died I tried calling but he didn’t answer he was living on the streets so that’s why he didn’t pick up when he died he died on a train track because a train hit him he was holding a bible in his hands when he died I think he was trying to get help. His death was on the news search up Jose antopia death august 19 2022 and you’ll find it
So many prayers to you! I’m 28 now but I lost my dad at 15. He was an alcoholic my whole life and that’s what killed him. It took me a long time to understand that he did love me more than he loved the whiskey. It took me a long time to understand his hurt and pain. The reason he chose to drink in the first place. You seem to already know that your dad was hurting and that’s why he turned to drugs. Addiction is miserable. I’ve been there myself, after swearing I’d never turn into my father. I chose drugs vs alcohol but addiction is addiction. That’s what made me understand what he was going through. It’s still so hard for me to wrap my head around him not being able to quit for his children. Like I did. But I believe I’m stronger than he was and his hurt was maybe worse than mine. Stay strong love. Try your hardest not to turn to substances to numb your pain. It may numb it for a moment but it just hurts more when you’re sober. It’s not worth it, not even once.
I’m so sorry for your loss. It wasn’t supposed to be this way. Please know that you are loved, and someday everything will be ok. It’s important to remember that your parents love you very much, and every child is precious in God’s eyes! What happens to our parents is never, ever, ever our faults. Ever. And no matter what, you can go forward and create your own life and be happy. Sending hugs and prayers!
I've spent my entire life hating my mom because she chose her addiction over me. I saw her being carried away in an ambulance and in the hospital on life support so many times as a kid, and it fkd me up. Walking up to multiple cr@ck houses trying to find her because she was missing for days at a time when i was 10-12 years old. Going through s3xual abuse because she left me and my sister with anyone who would take us so she could go get h!gh. Pills, cr@ck, m3th, alcohol... She loved it all. I've heard that shes clean now. But I've been no contact for 4 years. My 3 children don't know her. And i don't want them to. And it makes me hate myself. I'll spend the rest of my life on psych meds and in therapy for my CPTSD that can never be undone. I just wanted her to love me more.
How come Life is strange literally has my download list lol 😱😳 Been listening to Julia and Angus Stone and Daughter for years 🤣😝👍 Its good somebody else noticed these artists..my faith in humanity is coming back!!
This reminds me of someone I cared about that absolutely loved drugs and just wasn’t there for me and now she’s disappeared out of my life period. This song reminds me of that person all the way!
I know that you hate me, I hate me too. I cant get over what I did to you . Mom, im sorry for all the pain that ive caused you, I know every day you pray to have your daughter back again. To my kids, mommy is so sorry that you feel like ive given up. No matter the circumstances I could never give up on you boys. I promise to do better. & To my grandma, im so sorry . I know that you worry every day that your going to get a call that im gone. I know that you dont want to relive that type of pain again like you did with Cassie. To my family, I love you. & I promise ill do better ❤
13 years clean off of meth and I relapsed 8 months ago on Adderall and used it from time to time until 4 weeks ago this coming Wednesday. This disease sucks! Don't think just because you have a lot of clean time, that you're good because if sobriety isn't always on your mind and you don't have a plan, this disease can jump up and bite you. Always make sure you have a plan, whether it be to call a friend, or someone who has your best interest at heart and knows of your battle with addiction, attend a meeting or something that can help prevent a relapse. I didn't have a plan and got too comfortable and failed. I'm back on the wagon now and intend to keep it that way. I'm better without it and my wife/kids need me 100% sober. Anyone struggling with addiction, my thoughts and prayers are with you. If I was able to kick an 8 year meth addiction, y'all can get clean to!
one of my aunts unfortunately passed ... she just couldn't leave drugs alone me and her used to sing this song together I can't listen to it without crying but I love this song so much
Omg my daughter shared this song with me I got clean and sober when she was 10 she 18 now and I got clean for her and I caused so much damage I hope she knows I love her more than anything now I didn't love myself before if you struggling with addiction get help there's always hope God bless all his children 🙏
I was a heavy pot head before the military, after I joined i started drinking, then I started popping pills again, after a while i went back to what I knew and ended up getting discharged before i hit Sgt. I lived with the love of my life, she smoked too so it was ok at first...then she noticed i wasn't smoking for fun but i was dependant on it, I would sell my stuff just to get another dub. I would drink uncontrollably and pop pills just to not be sober. She ended up leaving me and now I'm lost. I stopped drinking and smoking and popping, i hope we can fix things but my bipolar mixed with the substances made me say some pretty dark shit to her. Dont let this stuff control you, im not going to be a hypocrite and say don't do it at all, but know your limits and don't constantly past them, its a dark place in this gutter
What fucks me up the most is knowing he don't really got family and wanting to just start inviting him to family events and make him apart of our family
My brother ended his own life a week ago today because he couldn't fight his demons screaming this song every single day rest easy r kid love you forever see you again one day xxxxx
So glad I got out of the cycle. Now I'm the parent my kids will never hear this song and think of. They will have no idea what it's like and never be able to relate and.... That means I did it. 🥹 I won.
Coming back and reading this sober.. whoo, fuck man. Still fucking miss her. I know that you hate me and I hate me too... fml. Love you sheridan!!!!!! I will always love you!!!!!
Drugs have fucked my life up my mum's dead and partner dead I can't live without him and listening to this song helps as he died of overdose on spice I was cleen off gear and crack and drink his birthday and are 16year anniversary is coming up on sat an I just want to overdose to be with him 😢😢😢❤ As I can't live in this world without him 😢😢
I’m sorry, just no that you’re mom, loves you, and you’re partner, just no that he is watching over you now, and you will see him soon, ❤ pls take care of yourself, I understand how you fill my dad is on drugs I haven’t heard from him I don’t no were he is idk if he is ok, all I no os it’s not safe to do with him,
My friend committed suicide February 1st... He struggled with addiction and alcoholism. He started doing good for himself and no idea where this came from. We thought he was going to be okay... I forgive you Ryan Meahl but I can't let you go. I love you bro. RIP
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This song hits hard. I’ve been sober since September 24th 2014 and I’m blessed for my sobriety. My biggest regret in life is how I did my family especially my mother. I will never be able to make up for the pain i caused her.
It’s the other way around for me
I'm proud of you.
I feel this too. Just remind her how much you love her ❤
This song cuts deep because both of my parents are still in the worst of their addiction. I have about 45 days clean, this song makes me emotional two ways. It makes me think about my parents and the pain I feel.. even more so it makes me think about baby daughter and the pain I don’t want her to ever feel… being an addict, is one of the hardest things of my life, but it’s even harder watching it happen to someone you love
Me too. Like what ur parents did I was playing victim n then wtf I did same to my babies. It sucks n sad. 3 don't talk to me . Starting treatment Fri I'm scared it's do or die.
You got this shit it takes real strength but it'll just show you who you really are
I've had this song on repeat for 3 days now. I swear this hits SO close to home that it's unreal... Watching a loved one OD and have to be brought back two different times is the scariest thing I've ever witnessed..
I can’t imagine what you’ve been through 💔 Watched my soul mate (my ex husband) die from effects of needle use and heavy alcohol consumption. It’s why I left him and it’s what killed him. I can’t let him go. Even though I’ve moved on and remarried.. He’s always at the back of my mind.
@@No_Pancake_Mix_ you too friend ❤️
Ik how it feels and I am truly so so sorry. I found my "dad" overdosing and had to save his life. Im very sorry.
@@Aylee-o6u I appreciate your sympathies
My father let go I'm lost understanding I'm scared of life
This song is so beautiful, I cant help but keep coming back to it. I’ve never been able to express my grief and explain how I feel about my dads death.. and this is exactly it. You nailed it man.
❤i feel you on this
Watching all the tiktoks broke me. I lost my husband to an od and I barely saved myself. Finally, I have my family back around me. Pure catharsis. Thank you Av.
Absolutely therapeutic and also a huge eye opener that we are all not alone. Each and every one of us should keep pushing to do better for the future generations. Break those generational curses. My dad was a very abusive alcoholic and yet to me he was still my hero because I didn’t know better. Now I’m a disabled vet with ptsd and I am still doing better then my father because I choose not to be an addict. Not to be a drunk. He overdosed when I was pretty young and I wish he would have taken my life and not his own. That’s what stops me from doing it to my two sons. They need there father and not in the way I was raised. But a father who can be better a father who can be present. If I can do it anyone can. It’s it’s artist like this guy who helps us all think deeply on that pain to heal through it. Thank you 🙏
I’m struggling so hard with alcoholism and I don’t want to let my kids see me like this. This song breaks my heart. Idk what to do
Seek help, I promise your kids will thank you so much. Wishing you the best, sobriety makes life s much better trust me. Me and my partner are recovering alcoholics and life is so much better sober
Fight for your sobriety. It’s hard I know I’ve been through it. Seek help it’s totally worth it. God bless you on your journey. You’ll be in my thoughts and prayers!
Im in the same boat... Got a 2 year old and a 8 month old... I think it's time to set the alcohol aside brother.. we got dad dutys now and they need us
Thank you everyone you all are so kind
Sending love and hope positive vibes I hope you get better I know the struggle is real ❤️❤️❤️❤️
My parents are addicts, as much as it hurts I will never let them go you only get one mum and dad I’m thank ful they are mine❤️
I envy your parents🥺
It sounds like they love you ❤. My addict parents werent loveable. In praying they get the help they need babe
Ooooh... It's healthy to let them go if it's harming you. You can't choose your parents but family's what you make it. You're worth being sober for. Don't settle
I envy your parents too
Scream crying this in the car is my form of therapy.
Same
Same goes for me to
I yell this about my shit father
Literally doing this right now
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Aww I’m sorry love 💗
99 days sober today. The love of my life is still out there. She refused to go to treatment with me. They say you make the best memories with the people you love the most and it's the hardest thing when that person becomes a memory. What scares me the most is memories eventually fade. I just don't want her to fade away
Idk you but be her motivation to get sober i mean i cant say much bc im an active user but yall got this
This hits my soul my husband same boat
Oh but how many of us. Alone. Thank you for this.
i told myself i didnt like this song but here i am fucking crying at 12 41 pm on a sunday
Fucking same 😭
It will be well
It's hard but we often don't like what heals us or makes us feel.
@@JustifiedMelody
Realest song ever ... I sing it all day ... 😢 This song needs to be out in the world
What a great song. I wish drugs and alcohol didn't exist at all. How different my life could have been
"I know that you hate me and I hate me too. I can't get over what I did to you" 😔
This is the lyric that hits me hard. Everyone who’s been an addict knows/ and everyone’s who’s loved one knows the other parts of this song. This song just speaks to all of us.
It hits so hard I try and try and I can't quit I just want to end it@@kristenbruce8262
If you like those lyrics listen to hate me by blue October
Listening to this song as an addict, in recovery, for the 1000th time; this hits so much different looking at it in the perspective of some one who hated them selves so much, they tried to drown their sorrows in copious amounts of drugs and alcohol, to the extent of losing everything, everyone, but my sense of self lingered. Its always been there. My self worth, that devil on my left, and angel on my right. Part of me always longed to take the righteous path. Part of me always craved chaos.
Could have written this myself. Congrats on your 1000th try. You got this!
It has been 6 years since I've overdosed but my mother came in just in time to save me. It was not easy that day as it was my nieces baby shower and my kids were in the next room crying telling me they loved me but I was lost in sorrow to hear them. I hated myself so much and thought if I'd leave this world it would be better off without me but that wasn't the case. My family needed me! Here I am fighting everyday to never get to that point again. I just hope I broke the cycle so my kiddos will never have to go through what I went through. If they do they know they can talk to me.
Please those that are going through a hard time, reach out to anyone you can truly trust. Don't lose faith. Keep fighting. We need you here. 💖🙏
Love it I’m 46 yr old recovering addict 18mnths clean. Took my whole adult life then my marriage. Song just hits a spot for me
It's all for my son. It's all for you baby. It's all for you.
i didn’t cry the whole fing song until i saw this comment. 😭😭😭 my son is my world b it’s so hard being an addict…
Wow…this pulled my heart something fierce.
Gonna listen to this till I stop crying ❤ being the hero hits hard ❤❤
I lost my sister a year ago to a fentanyl overdose. This hit pretty hard, because I told her that I was scared for her life since her habits were nothing to take lightly. A week later she ended up overdosing and didn't receive medical attention in an ideal timeframe to safe her from oxygen deprivation to her brain. Anyway, as she laid in a coma that was induced for the next two weeks. My family and myself had to acknowledge and accept that the right decision would be to let her go. Despite the fact thats obviously not what we wanted...but its not about what we wanted in this situation , was it? I knew that every moment was precious up until her last breathe. I think about her everyday and it's a wound that won't actually heal the way we'd prefer things to heal. It's like a scar, but the ones on the outside are easier to accept versus the scars inside in my opinion.
Every moment of this life we're living is truly a rare gift. Remind yourself, and I'll try to do the same, that someone in this world loves and cares for you in a way that not too many living beings (as far as we're concerned) get to experience life and love the way we comprehend it. Whoever that person may be, that person deserves the best us. I have so many memories of reading comments like the one I'm writing right now and kinda fuckin hate that I've found myself commenting to no one really and simply using this as a coping mechanism/tool if you will. Nonetheless this message is for you Camille. I miss you and want to send the reminder that as long as you remain in my heart and thoughts then no one is ever truly gone.
Love your little brother John
Sober since September 2011. This song reminds me of everyone I've ever tried to love.
I Lost my dad to alcohol and 2 brothers to heroin. This song hits different with my own battles now ❤
If your reading this just hold on don’t give up you are important stay strong just know it will eventually get better and that you are loved and if nobody has told you that you where made perfectly you are perfect
My whole life I looked around me and almost every person was on some kind of substance. Keep your families safe now because this world is about tearing you all apart. Don’t let the system of things win. First they corrupt your mind, without your mind you cannot protect yourself or your families. Have god in your life and make sure your serving the right one for there are many gods. I am first hand to see how generations of substance can destroy family and friends to where I grew up alone. Don’t let your kids grow up alone, that isn’t right.
My husband is a recovering addict. He was addicted for years before me and he was addicted for five years while we were together two years ago he took the step to get the help he needed. The biggest step is knowing you need the help and reaching out and getting the help, you are struggling reach out. We want you to get help. You will recover, they do recover 😊
my fav song as of right now ❤
Adderall had a hold on me. Days of heart palpitations and no sleep, ignoring responsibilities and the people I love. I thought I'd never get out of it. 4 years sober and its the best thing that ever happened to me
You hit a nerve with this one soooo proud of you making this song... healing...very❤..thank you ❤..bless everyone struggling with addiction or loving someone who's an addict..I feel like I'm singing to my drug if choice,to myself and my demon's 😢
As much as i resent my father for leaving us bc of his addiction, he will always be missed and have a place in my heart. He gave me memories i will never forget, but there was still so many to make and so much of my life for him to see. I miss him lots sometimes
It's hard warching the love of your life slip through the cracks. He was sober for 5 years, and the past 6 months I've watched him turn into someone else. We also suffer. It's an indescribable pain that I wish no one to bare, but if have to bare it to get my guy back, I'll do it. I miss my best friend. Please God, protect him, keep him safe, heal him, make him whole again! Amén.
Lived with an Addict for 11yrs , struggling and trying to get him healthy while making myself Sick with mental health.. this song describes us and our life so much 😢
This song is very related to what happened to me I’m 12 and my dad died in august 19 2022 my dad walked out of life in 2018 he took a lot of drugs and would smoke weed all the time and I didn’t realize what he was doing when I was younger but now I understand what he was doing I never knew why he would take drugs but I just know he was hurt and there wasn’t a way for him to get help my dad was a good dad but once he walked out my life I hated him but now I understand why he js didn’t want me to see him all messed up it’s sad knowing I couldn’t help him because I was young but I wish he was still here taking care of me I wish he got help to become a dad again sadly. A few weeks before he died I tried calling but he didn’t answer he was living on the streets so that’s why he didn’t pick up when he died he died on a train track because a train hit him he was holding a bible in his hands when he died I think he was trying to get help.
His death was on the news search up Jose antopia death august 19 2022 and you’ll find it
So many prayers to you! I’m 28 now but I lost my dad at 15. He was an alcoholic my whole life and that’s what killed him. It took me a long time to understand that he did love me more than he loved the whiskey. It took me a long time to understand his hurt and pain. The reason he chose to drink in the first place. You seem to already know that your dad was hurting and that’s why he turned to drugs. Addiction is miserable. I’ve been there myself, after swearing I’d never turn into my father. I chose drugs vs alcohol but addiction is addiction. That’s what made me understand what he was going through. It’s still so hard for me to wrap my head around him not being able to quit for his children. Like I did. But I believe I’m stronger than he was and his hurt was maybe worse than mine.
Stay strong love. Try your hardest not to turn to substances to numb your pain. It may numb it for a moment but it just hurts more when you’re sober. It’s not worth it, not even once.
@@HaleyL95 tysm🤍
I’m so sorry for your loss. It wasn’t supposed to be this way. Please know that you are loved, and someday everything will be ok. It’s important to remember that your parents love you very much, and every child is precious in God’s eyes! What happens to our parents is never, ever, ever our faults. Ever. And no matter what, you can go forward and create your own life and be happy. Sending hugs and prayers!
I'm so sorry. No child should have to bear that pain. Please make sure you talk to someone about your grief because you deserve to be here too.
My condolences 😢
I've spent my entire life hating my mom because she chose her addiction over me. I saw her being carried away in an ambulance and in the hospital on life support so many times as a kid, and it fkd me up. Walking up to multiple cr@ck houses trying to find her because she was missing for days at a time when i was 10-12 years old. Going through s3xual abuse because she left me and my sister with anyone who would take us so she could go get h!gh.
Pills, cr@ck, m3th, alcohol... She loved it all.
I've heard that shes clean now. But I've been no contact for 4 years. My 3 children don't know her. And i don't want them to. And it makes me hate myself. I'll spend the rest of my life on psych meds and in therapy for my CPTSD that can never be undone. I just wanted her to love me more.
I understand ❤
How come Life is strange literally has my download list lol 😱😳 Been listening to Julia and Angus Stone and Daughter for years 🤣😝👍 Its good somebody else noticed these artists..my faith in humanity is coming back!!
Man this song. 😢
I've been clean for 16 months. My dad died 2 months ago from drink. Soon as I heard this I broke down 😢❤
Sorry man
This song hits hard.
The man made a fine piece of art. How did he know that sounds like most of my life
Loving an addict is the hardest thing I have ever done.
Never has a song described my whole life before, loving someone who loves drugs more is a brutal pain, I love and miss you dad 🩵
Still miss you Sheridan!!!! Love you soo much😢
This song is amazing couldn’t help but cry
I broke the cycle. My son will never ever know this pain.
Me too!!
My fkn fave!!! ❤
Awesome song. Felt so much
This song has helped me so much with a parent who is battling addiction
I don't understand how people enjoy the way this sounds. Lyrics are great but damn the voice
I was a child of addicts and a survivor of CSA I now have bpd this song hurts my heart 😢❤️❤️❤️
❤️🔥 love is a drug
I needed this song in my life atm 🙏🏽 thank you so much
My hunny bunny this is a good song
Jus 3:09 t been told bout this from my Friend!,i think this is amazing. The lyrics are really touching☮️💜🙏
This reminds me of someone I cared about that absolutely loved drugs and just wasn’t there for me and now she’s disappeared out of my life period. This song reminds me of that person all the way!
Wow.. this song .. so much reminds me of my story ❤love it.
Sober after 36 years Letts goooo , if your struggling u can do it. My last one was funny sober . God is amazing
I know that you hate me, I hate me too. I cant get over what I did to you .
Mom, im sorry for all the pain that ive caused you, I know every day you pray to have your daughter back again.
To my kids, mommy is so sorry that you feel like ive given up. No matter the circumstances I could never give up on you boys. I promise to do better.
& To my grandma, im so sorry . I know that you worry every day that your going to get a call that im gone. I know that you dont want to relive that type of pain again like you did with Cassie.
To my family, I love you. & I promise ill do better ❤
I've been hearing this all over tiktok
The guy that does the "broke bf" videos
This is so good
So Relatable ❤
13 years clean off of meth and I relapsed 8 months ago on Adderall and used it from time to time until 4 weeks ago this coming Wednesday. This disease sucks! Don't think just because you have a lot of clean time, that you're good because if sobriety isn't always on your mind and you don't have a plan, this disease can jump up and bite you. Always make sure you have a plan, whether it be to call a friend, or someone who has your best interest at heart and knows of your battle with addiction, attend a meeting or something that can help prevent a relapse. I didn't have a plan and got too comfortable and failed. I'm back on the wagon now and intend to keep it that way. I'm better without it and my wife/kids need me 100% sober. Anyone struggling with addiction, my thoughts and prayers are with you. If I was able to kick an 8 year meth addiction, y'all can get clean to!
Well done
This song right here is the one.
Lost my little brother to a OD a year ago, i miss him every single day.
Always with the ice coffee over here too
Good song 🎵 👌
Can't even make it thru this song without tears 😢wish he wanted help !!
I've never cried over a song like this before. This just killed me. Forever on my playlist
This hit so hard
Me to 😢
one of my aunts unfortunately passed ... she just couldn't leave drugs alone me and her used to sing this song together I can't listen to it without crying but I love this song so much
Weeds not a drug til your parents can't live without it
I'm proud to be sober. We do recover🫶
Omg my daughter shared this song with me I got clean and sober when she was 10 she 18 now and I got clean for her and I caused so much damage I hope she knows I love her more than anything now I didn't love myself before if you struggling with addiction get help there's always hope God bless all his children 🙏
says it all
So many of my loved ones overdosed, and I really wish I can scream this to their face
I lost my mum the same week you lost your dad so this song really hits hard ❤❤
I can’t even say how much this song makes me feel feelings I hate feeling lol
The way this song just fucked me up…. in so many ways..😞😔
Same
I miss you odin ezra❤
😢😢💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯
I was a heavy pot head before the military, after I joined i started drinking, then I started popping pills again, after a while i went back to what I knew and ended up getting discharged before i hit Sgt. I lived with the love of my life, she smoked too so it was ok at first...then she noticed i wasn't smoking for fun but i was dependant on it, I would sell my stuff just to get another dub. I would drink uncontrollably and pop pills just to not be sober. She ended up leaving me and now I'm lost. I stopped drinking and smoking and popping, i hope we can fix things but my bipolar mixed with the substances made me say some pretty dark shit to her. Dont let this stuff control you, im not going to be a hypocrite and say don't do it at all, but know your limits and don't constantly past them, its a dark place in this gutter
What fucks me up the most is knowing he don't really got family and wanting to just start inviting him to family events and make him apart of our family
omg i love this song
My brother ended his own life a week ago today because he couldn't fight his demons screaming this song every single day rest easy r kid love you forever see you again one day xxxxx
If You Loved Me Like You Loved = Darryl James Stamper
I talk to him and he's amazing he voice and songs ❤️
If only I loved myself like I love getting high.
Sorry family.
I’m always the lover never the loved
Going thru the hardest break up ive ever delt with and this song is therapeutic in every way man fuck ts hurts
So glad I got out of the cycle. Now I'm the parent my kids will never hear this song and think of. They will have no idea what it's like and never be able to relate and.... That means I did it. 🥹 I won.
❤❤❤
15 years of sobriety and out of prison. Life is much easier and wish and pray for all that have the same disease 🤙
Crying in a dark closet playing this song while everybody in the world is doing something
I miss you Sheridan...... God damn fucking drugs.. wish I could have been strong enough for you...😢
Coming back and reading this sober.. whoo, fuck man. Still fucking miss her. I know that you hate me and I hate me too... fml. Love you sheridan!!!!!! I will always love you!!!!!
I wish there was an Alcoholic only version...because the verse from the other person POV is how I feel.😢
When you're no contact but still worry about them every day even after all the hurt..
Yes
“Know that you hate me , I hate me too “ 💔
Drugs have fucked my life up my mum's dead and partner dead I can't live without him and listening to this song helps as he died of overdose on spice I was cleen off gear and crack and drink his birthday and are 16year anniversary is coming up on sat an I just want to overdose to be with him 😢😢😢❤
As I can't live in this world without him 😢😢
I’m sorry, just no that you’re mom, loves you, and you’re partner, just no that he is watching over you now, and you will see him soon, ❤ pls take care of yourself, I understand how you fill my dad is on drugs I haven’t heard from him I don’t no were he is idk if he is ok, all I no os it’s not safe to do with him,
@@Gray-gray291 thanks for your comment means allot to me right now 🥰
I understand this is deep
Crying to this atm, my dad just passed from an od
My friend committed suicide February 1st... He struggled with addiction and alcoholism. He started doing good for himself and no idea where this came from. We thought he was going to be okay... I forgive you Ryan Meahl but I can't let you go. I love you bro. RIP
🙏🏼🙏🏼💔