Enchanting until the bitter end (IMO TWOM)

this might get a bit long but fk it, if u wanna read u can xx
having a lvl 40 was one of the things I wanted most on this game, and after all of the time I spent to make it here - it's lowkey disappointing. the fact that I've spent so much time just to make minuscule progress is demotivating af for long term goals, and there are a lot of other ways I could be better spending my time which would probably be more enjoyable
-- and in no way am I writing this to try and get other ppl to stop playing the game, if u still enjoy playing then just ignore my dumbass --
at the end of the day I was slowly getting sick of the game and I was well and truly sick of playing on NS. I was never involved in any of the bs drama or anything like that, I just hated how the server was so damn overcrowded - especially since the whole corona thing. meaning there was never anywhere to train or farm at any lvl, and it was impossible to be chosen for bf due to the countless spottakers who have nothing better to do with their time & money
basically I was either gonna quit altogether or simply move servers, but I was pretty much done with the game and most of the annoying ppl who played it (not to say that everyone was annoying, some of u were very kind to me and I appreciate that xx). but I pretty much wasn't playing anymore anyway - all I would do is log on and enchant random sht bcoz it's the only part of the game that I truly enjoyed lol
so I said "screw it, if the dezo goes to +8 I'll stay - if not, i'll just enchant everything and call it a day" and u know what happened from there
I might come back one day, I might not - u never really know lol
but if I do I would most likely be playing on the Japanese server (no im not Japanese, but I am learning their language). mainly bcoz the server is pretty much empty - meaning there are always places to farm & train and there are literally no bf spottakers so you're chosen every single time
its a dream come true, except it's in Japanese. but that's not a problem if you've played the game a bunch bcoz u probably know the ins and outs of all items and NPCs anyway
I still have all of my characters with the items that can't be enchanted with weap/arm scrolls and ill just leave them sitting there for if I ever decide to come back. I'll put a list at the end of the description of every character I own just so no bitchass imposters can try to fool any of u, but ill never be on any character apart from my own
anyway yeah that's about it
GGs everyone. thx for watching the vids xx
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*MY CHARACTERS*
Oumbaku lvl 40 Ranger - Newstar, Siras
Linguine lvl 31 Mage - Newstar, Siras
TBE lvl 11 Warrior - Newstar, Siras
TGE lvl 18 Warrior - Newstar, Siras
Lamburger lvl 11 Mage - Newstar, Siras
Oumbaku lvl 15 Warrior - Japanese server, Lanos
Linguine lvl 7 Mage - Japanese server, Lanos
*FRIEND'S ACCS THAT I WAS TRAINING*
stanky lvl 30 Warrior - Newstar, Siras
Aerodon lvl 27 Warrior - Newstar, Siras