This seems really revolutionary for Japan , since mental illness is often swept under the rug and not considered normal there. The clips I watched from this anime , as someone with a mental illness in a country that tends to have a close minded belief on what mental illness is and is scarres of it , it really makes me happy to see mental illness being talked about :)
@@Jesus-wh4sm It's a heaven and hell at once. The preservation of its many cultures and traditions make it beautiful and unique, however their resistance to change and their refusal to change certain values makes it hard.
Probably seems hard to believe but I think some people understand mental illness despite not having words or knowledge for it back then, 70s manga and anime are the proof of that, they were not shy or afraid to show adults wanting to kill themselves despite it being a kids targeted audience back then, sure it's simplified but some even have those rare moments where the authors obviously sympathized with those that experienced ww2 as a kid and emerging stressed salary men work ethics
Doesn't matter if you find true friends. They'll think of you as a true friend because you do everything in your power to help them, but they don't help you back, even though they know you're going through the same thing as they themselves are. It's so cruel. This really makes me wonder if I should stop telling my friends that they can tell me anything they want and I'll get it for them, or tell my anything they need and that they'll have it from me. I should stop offering hugs and stop making myself uncomfortable just so I can make them happy. But if I stop, then I'll never get the chance of them caring about me.
LolerioNark then i dont think those are true friends... for me true friends are like they help you out the same way you help them and i only have 1-2 of those kinds of friends... But yes its so cruel when you give someone your all just to comfort them and make them feel comfortable but they end up not being there when you really need someone T_T
LolerioNark I believe finding a true friend in this world is extremely rare, because I also have many friends but most of them are fakes (they don’t support you at all). Sometimes not our best friends can become a true friend, it’s just hard to manage it.
when suwa moved closer and hugged him, my heart was filled with warmth and love. he sacrificed so much of his future so kakeru can have one too. the irreplaceable friendship portrayed in this anime is phenomenal. it's truly on another level
Yeah and I hate some ppl hate suwa because of the first timeline that he let kakeru die by stealing naho but if you imagine suwa is I love with naho so long and the transfer guy just steal it for him so easily and the end he choose to help kakeru by sacrificing her future on naho but I’m happy on the ova cause the child of naho and kakeru is so close to him like his the real father of the kid again fvck you,all hater of suwa I will crash all your head in the ground😤
@@lyroo6095 good luck on crashing their head haha, and not just that because if he also didn't sacrifice his love then his life will be full of regrets
He didn't really sacrifice anything. He didn't have a chance from the start. In both timelines Kakeru was her first pick. He only had a shot if Kakeru was gone.
huh? he didn’t sacrifice anything? he didn’t have a chance anyways? he literally gets married to her and has a kid with her in the future. she even claims in the future she would of gotten with him anyways. that’s what we call sacrificing his future marriage and child. What do you think sacrificing means?
Wish I had friends like this. Ive always been dealing with it all alone. My parents hate me, I don't have friends anymore, my siblings don't want to talk to me. I cant make new friends because the thought of opening up to someone and then being thrown aside for it again hurts.
me too.it was hell for me on my first year at a secondary school,i couldnt make any friends and i just sort of got into a depression state,i really think about everyday,think about how useless and how i will never get to enjoy my life,and that i wish i could just die and be reborn ...well now i dont care anymore,Cuz worrying just dont do anything to help.Life could be painfull,more so when u cant be what u want.....Im so worried about what job i will have....i really thought being a sport player would be the best job in the world,but well im not good at anything and ...well it just sucks.im just living like a robot that goes anywhere the world wants me to
DevilluTionisT gri I can relate with you on some things. Probably not everything though. I've been all alone, too. Even so, being alone doesn't mean the end of the world, it just feels like it. It's going to be okay, risk your feelings for friendship. It will all be worth it someday, I promise.
This anime ruined me and I would not want it any other way. I have learned more about friendship from this series than I've learned throughout my 20 years of living. The most rare and purest bond between a group of people. Sure it's a romance anime but the friendship between all of them is so powerful it kind of makes you forget there's romance blooming, in a good way. I'm a sucker for romantic anything and usually if something doesn't give the slightest stench of a love bond, I turn away and look elsewhere but with this story, I just could not look away. It's so raw and so beautiful. If you haven't watched it, give it a shot. I'm sure you'll be hooked and a crying mess once it ends just like me.
Wait why were you crying? I was saddened at times, but I wasn’t crying I never even cried watching Anohana or Angel Beats Okay, I cried at the end of Angel Beats, but not Anohana I will admit thought that I got a bit teary eyed
I've never watched this anime, but this made me very emotional... (Edit: Thank you all for the likes. Shortly after I posted this comment 3 years ago, I watched the anime and I absolutely loved it. One of the most meaningful and emotional series I have ever watched!)
This has nothing to do with the video, but I "saw" you in the comments on one video debating on how Ichihime is better than Ichiruki. hahahaha!!! I have to admit that was one of the funniest conversation ever. If you ask me I would prefer Ichiruki over Ichihime but that is only my personal opinion.
This is mine *me trying to be quiet while watching anime* *sister walks in* Sister: What are you watching Me: leave Sister:why? I’ve got just as much right to this room as y- Me:LEAVE Sister:you can’t tell me what t- *throws pillow at sibling* Me: You shouldn’t have to see me like this
As sad as this anime is I'm so glad I came across it and watched it. I hear a lot of flack about anime being cartoons. Anyone can watch this anime and can easily see the REAL LIFE issues that it shows. Suicide is a truly ugly beast that steals so many lives... I hope Orange helps us all stand up a little taller, and to fight FOR our friends harder.
As true as your comment is, most anime you’ll probably watch in your life won’t be as pertinent to one’s life as you think. Lot can be true and a lot can be said, but it doesn’t speak for oneself.
It's not wrong to be upset. It's not wrong to cry. It's not wrong to want attention. It's not even wrong to scream or throw a fit. What is wrong is to keep it all inside. What is wrong is to blame and punish yourself for simply being human. What is wrong is to never be heard and to be alone in your pain. Share it. Let it out. Tears are good. What flows is alive. Crying is like a thundershower for the soul. The air feels so wonderful after the rain. Don't think too much. Breathe. Don't be harsh or demanding on yourself. Just experience your feelings and know that your tears are announcing change in your life. Change is coming; like a summer rain - to wash away your pain. Have faith that things are getting better.
I love the fact that UA-cam had the suicide hotline right next to the video. If you’re having thoughts of killing yourself. Don’t do it. Even if you have people around you that might not care, you have so much to live for. Live is a gift. Use it with all your heart. You are wanted. Even if it’s from a stranger like me, I can certainly say. You deserve to live. And try your absolute best to keep going. I’m rooting for you. ❤
We all have our stories and reasons why we hurt. I've felt pain like this too years ago but I chose to continue living, even though it was painful. I hated my life but I didn't want to hurt those around me so I bottled everything up. When I decided to let some people in, I was surprised that people do care. Life got better somehow before I even realized it. I hope everyone here finds a reason to chase down a possible happier future, even if right now it doesn't seem to be coming. Life isn't perfect but it is full of surprises. You'll never know when a good day will come but at the very least, you can stay open to it. Whoever you are, know that there is strength within yourself and even this random youtube commenter cares about you and believes in you.
Sometimes I wish I had someone to tell me this. Sometimes I just want to hear that I'm needed. Otherwise, why go on? I'm just a failure anyway, without a purpose. I don't know how much longer I can go on.
Donie Little everyone can serves a purpose, everyone is needed for something, whether that's be helping someone else. You are needed! Never forget that!
I feel you. I wish I had someone to tell me such nice words too, but I guess I can understand the people around me, I rarely say something like that myself, probably because I think they wouldn't care about my opinion :/ Furthermore I think that I deserve to be hated/ to don't be liked because I'm worthless and such a mess, and then I star t thinking about killing myself. But then I notice that if I would end my life, I wouldn't be able to do so many things. I couldn't get taught how to cook by my mom, I couldn't reach better/higher rank in Overwatch with my m8, i wouldn't be able to play Overwatch entirely, I wouldn't be able to visit so many interesting places, I wouldn't be able to learn cool skills and make experiences, like being loved. Today this thought came into my mind that there are many things I still want to do, but probably most of the time I'll forget it bc I am kind of stupid^^ Maybe it gives you hope, and thats one of the things we desperately need. If you wanna talk /write you can add me on Battle.net: Fanrath#2592 [ Because of your picture I'm guessing you have an account at Blizzard?] I believe in you!^^ Don't hurt yourself!
Fanrath tbh i am planning soon to suicide bc nobody ever wanted me they always said we are there for you and they actually not i want to have a real bff like a real brother ... FML
Please don't do it! I can't really help you much( because im not a trained proffesional), i can only try to give you more hope and maybe some advice (even tough i am just 14 so i dont have much experience).^^ As far as I have experienced people many really like you but they can't show it because either they are not sure how to express it or they don't know how much they like you^^ (Aaaaand it's not typical for men to show emotions to other men.. that kind of sucks) I know the feeling of desperately wanting to be wanted (dat grammar, 10/10 would never write that again), for some strange reason being wantend from my mum isn't enough. I've found at least 2 people I dont wanna lose, you just have to keep going and searching until one day you are lucky and find you real bff^^ (I've found these people trough video games and internet, so just do your "hobby" at an place where other people are doing it too, sooo you can find people who have the same interests as you^^) And another hope-giver is to think about the things you still want to do. Don't you have places you want to visit? Any skills you want to learn? Any experiences you want to make? Don't you want to visit that special someone? If you just find one answer to one of these questions, voila! you have a reason to keep on going. And if you're struggling with these problems/ they affect your daily life , please go seek a doctor, they will probably send you to an psychotherapist which is able to give you coping techniques,( for example I once heard that if you make a list with things that you did good, that are good about you, etc. it will help you with (potetial) self-esteem/worth problems.) Don't hurt yourself! I believe in you!
Fanrath i have a lot of friend in the internet they trust me and always help me but im scared that they are gonna make my life worst if i meet them someday + thx for your comment really appreciate it thx🌺
I’m just living for my family because I know they need me and they will be devastated if I commit suicide. They will be questioning all their lives about what goes wrong and blaming themselves for not doing anything. I just couldn’t do that to them. So for someone that’s going through this, just remember lots of people love you even if they don’t say it normally.
Baby_Dinosaur if you can’t live for yourself, live for others. I love that there’s still somebody like you. It’s much more tiring though, living for others.
Ake S i think my family would be a bit happy if i die cuz everything that i do EVEN THE THINGS THAT I DO PERFECTLY is always bad wrong or teribble in their eyes
Otaku Gamer you can’t just think that by yourself. You shouldn’t assume what they would think. You should talk to them. I’m sure they wouldn’t feel that way. We always assume the worst case scenario.
Rawr XDDD It’s too hard sometimes to live for myself. Even though it’s not wrong for me to do things for myself, I feel selfish and guilty sometimes. It’s the thought that somebody depends on me that got me through. It’s not bad to use this to get through your episodes. People always say “experience life more”, but not everyone gets to have that choice. My family is messy, my life is so busy that I don’t even have time to myself. Reality is cruel sometimes.
Rawr XDDD I knew all that, I just hope feelings could be that rational. But every time I do something just for myself, or put my needs above anyone else, I just ended up feeling bad. That’s why I choose to do something for others more than for myself. And it’s actually not that bad, at least I find myself a reason to live on. I hope I could find a goal just for myself one day, but until then this is what got me through my episodes.
I can understand this I have had depression all my life I was bullied all my life When I talk about my depression people laugh it off like I told a joke I try to be happy I do I just can't I've tried I want to die Life is pain I lie to myself every day Saying that I will be okay it will be okay But I am not I am not Existence is pain Life is cruel If you don't fit in life's hell I have so many things in my diagnosis Autism dyslexia dyscalculia depression and anxiety dysgraphia ADHD I don't fit in anywhere no one wants to be friends with me everyone looks at me like I'm weird like I'm different how can I be okay with myself no one else looks like me and I hate myself I hate myself every day Every day I can't take it
I've never really met many people who have to deal with so much stuff like you do. I've met one person similar and she was so kind. As soon as I started speaking to her, she opened up about everything. That's not very common. When you first meet someone, they don't spautomatically talk about their parent's divorce, bullies, shitty people in general. She spoke about all of her problems, and there were a lot of them. It just goes to show how awful it can be when you don't fit in with everyone, when you have so many things to get off you chest. The fact that she automatically told me everything means that not many people probably listen to her without mocking her or trying to get her to calm down before letting herself finish venting. Venting is such an amazing tool for feeling better, and I feel like adults don't let kids vent enough. Here's a motto that hits hard with me and often hits hard with many people struggling with mental illness. I hope it helps you in on way or another, even if it's only for a second: "Life is tough, but so are you."
Evie I understand what your going through I have Autism I have ADHD I have Bipolar I have aspergers and I have schizophrenia and I have depression I tried killing myself saying it was my fault and that I should of died I still do feel that way 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
It’s Better Off Being Alone And Suffer Then To Put The Burden On Somebody Else Or To Tell Them Of What Your Going Through. People Think That They Will Understand But The Truth Is They Will Never Understand. It’s Sad That The World That We Live In Is Cruel And Can Make You Feel Depressed To Where You Find No Purpose In Living Anymore.
everytime i watch this scene i start to cry because the burden of carrying your emotions inside like that wears you down, when i first watched this series and suwa said "its because were close friends that you should talk to us" i just broke down and started crying. the only other show to do that to me was Clannad
it's really sad and painful to currying feelings like that...I know his pain I had tried to kill myself twice so I really feel him , I am glad that he has some people to care and hug him...if you have any friend that feel sad,empty,useless,freak or even a mistake don't ask him/her why? just hug them and try to bring a smile to their face....believe me if someone just tried this to before I wouldn't dating with psygologist so many times(sorry for english)
When I saw orange I was SO SO jealous for Kakeru's friends, when he said them they are his close friends he shouldn't tell them because he's supposed to laugh when he is with them, I feel so identified with this line, and Kakeru's character, the moment they conforted him, it was pure jealousy burning inside me, I want something like that too
Suwa is such an amazing boy. He’s so thoughtful and nice, I’m always sobbing when I see Naho and Naruse together and he watching them like im- Suwa deserves better 😭
Animes like these are beautiful when it touches on suicide and mental illness, it doesn't glorify suicide, and it doesn't teach the message of 'oh, you're friend's just a downer, just ignore them.' Or 'just be happy, look at the brighter side of life!' Because it really takes it head on without flushing out characters, and making them known as 'that suicidal character'. Kakeru is much more than that, and it really shows!
1:23 I bet the majority of this comment section needs this in their life, including me. I wish a friend would hug me and support me for once. I guess I'm just like Kakeru. I'm not missing a parent, but I'm still depressed, and I go out of my way to support my friends (although I say hurtful shiz sometimes anyway, and push them away if I'm feeling really bad), just like him. All I'm missing is that hug.
As someone who almost took their life. This resonates with me. I didn't have any friends to help me, my parents didn't help me either. I had to rely on myself and believe that I would make a change in my life and that I was worth it. Specifically, I almost died of an overdose, it was terrifying. Don't try to take your life, it's true that your life flashes before your eyes, but when it does, it makes you realize that you have so much to live for and what would people think if you were gone?
I lost my friends, family, and relationship over being suicidal. Even talking about it just scared them because I couldn't stop myself from crying. Now I have a sad look on my face that strangers laugh about. Funny because when everyone gave up I felt like living because I wanted to be with them and have a happy life, but in the end I'm now cold and alone with the option to either continue to suffer alone and wait for it to finally end or end it myself.
I feel like dying every minute..... i am not loved by anyone.... my parents just want me to be successful so that they spend their old age happily...even i want to keep my parents happy , but they should talk to me sometimes instead of just lecturing me 24 x 7...... i have no friends.. i am forced to follow everything my parents say.... ... i feel like cry every other day but i can't cry...... i am a 17 year old girl.... i feel embarrassed to show my tears to anyone...... i haven't cried for 8 years..... my life is really not doing well right now.... i wish people have more better life than me.... i don't know why sm i writing this here ..... but ...... i dont trust anyone near me......
If you could cry someday please do it for you to feel better and let everything out, life will get better we just have to wait, I am here for you if you need someone to talk too, I am always here to help in everything I can. You are strong, you are important, never forget that
There’s one person in my life who I can always turn to when I’m feeling my worst. And I’m immensely grateful. When I first read Orange, I sobbed my eyes out, and here I am now, sobbing again
Orange killed me. I cried through 80% of the episodes. Such emotion in this one. Truly a very well made story told very well. And definitely had more of an impact on me then any other show or movie. I relate to both Naho and Kakeru on a very personal level. This anime hit me hard in the gut with feels.
i just want to say that in the future you're going to look back at your problems right now like they were nothing, you're going to get through this difficult part of your life. Each life has to contain hardship just like how a graph dips low but dips back up high again and even though it hurts so much because it feels like no one else around you is going through anything half as stressful what you are, just know you are loved. You are loved so much by someone out there and you just have to wait until you find them. In the meanwhile, keep living your life knowing that your blessings always outweigh your sufferings at the end of the day. Love from others doesn't just come when you want it to, so why not just trust that in the end you will be loved and you will end up fine and anything you're currently facing e.g. people you hate but you have to see everyday; will be there during this stage of your life but will be gone the next
This is the first show that has actually made me cry in several years, although I am an adult now. And it was exactly this moment that got me. Why? Because I had a personal connection to that topic. Not getting to know what your close friend is going through, trying to help them through it somehow, not wanting to lose them... it reminded me of someone who is extremely important to me...
This is one of the best animated and written anime I’ve ever watched, it delicately tells a story of kid wanting to die thinking every thing is his fault, and with the music that plays in the scenes tie it all together.
I believe i completely relate to the "*believing every thing is his fault" part. I went through some hard times in the last few years. im 16 and it all started when i started smoking weed which was when i was 12. the hardships shot right through to this day from the day i started smoking.
I know the feeling... the feeling when you want to die... when you think that it all is your fault... the feeling wanting to go back and make it better... or the feeling having no right to exist anymore... I recommend watching the Anime "Erased" too, it´s really good...
Wow this makes me sad. And I feel the same way as kakeru. I have been thinking about dying so much. I've been struggling with depression for 4 yrs now. I don't really have friends to talk to. Because they don't understand what I'm going through. Talking to family members ain't helping either, because they just want me to deal with it. Depression is hard to deal with when you are doing it alone. I started to talk to friends online a lot and they truly helped me since they understand how depression is like. I'm still struggling with depression and depression can be a lifetime. Finding someone who truly knows how you feel can be hard. But that's because you aren't opening yourself up to other people to see if they understand you. Even if they don't, you still have friends online :3 my friend told me to do what I love to do to keep me away from thinking too much and it indeed help. But, if I don't get the chance to do it. My stress comes out and depression starts showing up. That's when I get really down. I had a feeling I have mental health problems. Because I started to think about doing something evil. And then later I stopped myself and dragged myself into depression again. I am weak minded, so I tend to think about suicide and killing something or smashing things. And yes I do feel like I am close to being a psycho. But each time I would stop myself and think about what would it lead me to if I did those. It's tough but I still manage to get through. I'm still struggling but I'm working on it.
Ever since I was a child I thought my family would be much happier without me. I didn't have any friends, I was a complete weirdo who was unable to socialize with people and I cried in pain when someone tried to touch me. I often thought about dying because I considered myself as worthless. But the reason why I never tried to commit suicide was because I believed I didn't even deserve that. Such a piece of shit like me didn't deserve to be relieved from this miserable existence. It took over 16 years to finally get to the point when I wanted to live on and got professional help. But... even after I got better, I still don't really care if I'm alive or if I'm dead. I don't have any plans for the future or dreams I want to achieve. I live my life fighting every day against depression, hoping to be able to keep it on a low level. But I never managed to overcome it completely
I've felt the same way when I was living with my mum and I hated myself so much. Every single day was pure torture and even though I've moved out, I still have nightmares about her. Stay strong and build new relationships; if you can't find any irl, you can talk to people online i.e. me and suicide shouldn't be the answer. I've realised that even though I'm useless, staying alive is enough. No one says you have to live a perfect life, as long as you're alive, you win.
I can relate to this so much. I’m always too scared to open up to people and when I do I’m scared to be Judged for that. I grew up sometimes being mocked by my opinions and feelings and it kinda made me emotionless. Sometimes I’d cry by myself. I don’t even have many good friends to talk to cuz I’m so disconnected along with getting used to the new school. Hopefully I’ll get over this phase. Suicide isn’t an option for me cuz it’ll put many burdens on the people I love
I cried watching this. Everyday I go through struggles hoping it’ll get better but it doesn’t. I feel suicide is the big full stop to this all. I feel lonely
I don't think I've ever cried so much over an anime. Me and I'm sure a lot of us with a similar experience with depression here at one time or another wanted to reach out to a friend or somebody to tell them you want to die everyday. As someone who has attempted suicide this hit me really hard but in a good way. I think the most brilliant thing with this anime is how it dove into paralleling Kakeru's feelings and actions to that of an actual suicidal person. Luckily I found someone who lead me to pure happiness and the best version of myself. Looking back on how relatable the character of Kakeru is to how I used to be is enough to make me tear up.
I want to tell my friends but they rely on me. I’m the one that they can cry on when they’re sad, I’m the one that they can rest on when they’re tired. I can’t let them down. If I was to break down, who would be there to look after them? I need them more than they will ever need me. I’m a useless person, I’m not particularly smart, I’m not anything special to look at, my personality is boring, I don’t have any talents, and I’m negative. Them just being in my life, I need it the most. I can’t tell them that I want to die or that I’m sad, because I don’t want to hurt them too. I don’t want them to think that I’ve been forcing myself around them, or that I use them to forget my sadness. I wouldn’t be able to bare it. If I can see them smile and laugh just for one more day, then I can endure this alone.
Sometimes, even when friends ask you if you're fine, it's still hard to unload because you usually end up making them feel better about your situation anyways.
I wish that I had friends like that growing up. I had a hard time as a kid because my parents were always at each other's throat and I couldn't make anyone around me understand that I was hurting because of it. It started to follow me to school and the teachers noticed it, but they didn't do much to help me. I wish that I had good friends during that time who could have helped me shoulder that burden, but I just couldn't open up to anyone. If I ever have kids, I'll remember this show and do my damnedest to make sure they're happy.
Seeing one video of this anime made me want to watch it, I couldn't sleep because I thought of the depressed character, Kakeru, and how much his feeling related to mine. Yea, my mom didn't commit suicide, heck she's still alive right now. But how hes depressed even though hes with people everyday, I felt his pain. I watched the whole series, and when this clip happened in one of the episodes, I cried. And no, not the "only one tear" cry, I was huffing and puffing and gritting my teeth, it was the "ugly" cry. While I was crying, the whole time I wished that I had friends like him. I wish I had friends who would hug me and tell me everything's okay. My friends don't seem like they care at all. I once slipped in that I was diagnosed with depression and none of them talked about it. Everytime I'm sad they tease me about it, except for one, but even if she hugs me, It felt more like "I feel guilty" hug then a genuine one. I don't feel like they care at all, that's why I don't burden others with my feelings. For now on, I promise to never look sad again, and hide my feelings. No one cares, no one. Not only do me and Kakeru not want to burden others with our problems, we both blame ourselves for our relatives deaths. My grandma had cancer at the time of her death. My mom was busy taking care of her. I was playing Minecraft at the time. I wanted mom to play with me, and I got angry. I thought, "I wish gigi (grandma) would get better soon." Right after that, she had collapsed. I still blame myself for her death to this day. If I hadn't wished that, would she still have died? I didn't even get to say goodbye. My mom had left me and my sister at our house with, at the time, were our babysitters. I cried cause I was envious of him, a fictional character. I still thought that it would be nice to at least have friends like that, supporting me in every way. I started imagining a better life then mine currently. I started feeling depressed again. My suicidal thoughts came back. I wish I could fly like superman and go to heaven to meet gigi, hopefully there is a heaven, though.. hopefully its peaceful there. Hopefully. Anyway, whoever's reading this, please don't stop! I'm just some random stranger ranting about her feelings, but please, don't stop believing and follow your dreams! I can't promise you that things will get better, but I will promise you that you'll regret it, whether you are, if you decide to end it all. I wish I will take my advice someday, as I still don't believe in it myself. I really don't know why I expect complete strangers to believe in what I say if I don't believe in it myself, but if you can, that'll make me happy! :) Let's hope this year will be a great one! 🌟
years ago, i might have share exactly the same thing n have been in his place, except my mother never divorced or committed suicide. but i realized, as the years come past, i learn not to think about it anymore though it still hurts when you got no one that you could share about it truly. this anime is good for people like me. i hope whoever that had gone through exactly the same thing and had already watch this anime, i hope you find strength in this. don't worry, if anything ,though it hurts, it's all gonna past. it wouldn't be better, but it'll pass, because that what the time does; it heals.
...Two things... One: I wishes I had friends like that because I have zero friends 💔 Two: I always felt like I just wanted to end my life but watching this anime kinda made me stop doing it...🖤
This seems really revolutionary for Japan , since mental illness is often swept under the rug and not considered normal there. The clips I watched from this anime , as someone with a mental illness in a country that tends to have a close minded belief on what mental illness is and is scarres of it , it really makes me happy to see mental illness being talked about :)
Bcuz people in japan work until thy die
Damn sad reality in japan
and they say it’s paradise over there
@@Jesus-wh4sm It's a heaven and hell at once. The preservation of its many cultures and traditions make it beautiful and unique, however their resistance to change and their refusal to change certain values makes it hard.
Probably seems hard to believe but I think some people understand mental illness despite not having words or knowledge for it back then, 70s manga and anime are the proof of that, they were not shy or afraid to show adults wanting to kill themselves despite it being a kids targeted audience back then, sure it's simplified but some even have those rare moments where the authors obviously sympathized with those that experienced ww2 as a kid and emerging stressed salary men work ethics
True Friendship really is hard to find... u'll need a lot of hard stuff to go through before finding one....
People are animals. They say we evolved from animals but it feels like most people are below animals
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Doesn't matter if you find true friends. They'll think of you as a true friend because you do everything in your power to help them, but they don't help you back, even though they know you're going through the same thing as they themselves are. It's so cruel.
This really makes me wonder if I should stop telling my friends that they can tell me anything they want and I'll get it for them, or tell my anything they need and that they'll have it from me. I should stop offering hugs and stop making myself uncomfortable just so I can make them happy. But if I stop, then I'll never get the chance of them caring about me.
LolerioNark then i dont think those are true friends... for me true friends are like they help you out the same way you help them and i only have 1-2 of those kinds of friends...
But yes its so cruel when you give someone your all just to comfort them and make them feel comfortable but they end up not being there when you really need someone T_T
LolerioNark I believe finding a true friend in this world is extremely rare, because I also have many friends but most of them are fakes (they don’t support you at all). Sometimes not our best friends can become a true friend, it’s just hard to manage it.
when suwa moved closer and hugged him, my heart was filled with warmth and love. he sacrificed so much of his future so kakeru can have one too. the irreplaceable friendship portrayed in this anime is phenomenal. it's truly on another level
i literally cry at that part qwq
Yeah and I hate some ppl hate suwa because of the first timeline that he let kakeru die by stealing naho but if you imagine suwa is I love with naho so long and the transfer guy just steal it for him so easily and the end he choose to help kakeru by sacrificing her future on naho but I’m happy on the ova cause the child of naho and kakeru is so close to him like his the real father of the kid again fvck you,all hater of suwa I will crash all your head in the ground😤
@@lyroo6095 good luck on crashing their head haha, and not just that because if he also didn't sacrifice his love then his life will be full of regrets
He didn't really sacrifice anything. He didn't have a chance from the start. In both timelines Kakeru was her first pick. He only had a shot if Kakeru was gone.
huh? he didn’t sacrifice anything? he didn’t have a chance anyways? he literally gets married to her and has a kid with her in the future. she even claims in the future she would of gotten with him anyways. that’s what we call sacrificing his future marriage and child. What do you think sacrificing means?
Wish I had friends like this. Ive always been dealing with it all alone. My parents hate me, I don't have friends anymore, my siblings don't want to talk to me. I cant make new friends because the thought of opening up to someone and then being thrown aside for it again hurts.
It's the same as mine 😭
Shina Nao I can truly relate with you..I am in the same situation as you
me too.it was hell for me on my first year at a secondary school,i couldnt make any friends and i just sort of got into a depression state,i really think about everyday,think about how useless and how i will never get to enjoy my life,and that i wish i could just die and be reborn ...well now i dont care anymore,Cuz worrying just dont do anything to help.Life could be painfull,more so when u cant be what u want.....Im so worried about what job i will have....i really thought being a sport player would be the best job in the world,but well im not good at anything and ...well it just sucks.im just living like a robot that goes anywhere the world wants me to
DevilluTionisT gri I can relate with you on some things. Probably not everything though. I've been all alone, too. Even so, being alone doesn't mean the end of the world, it just feels like it. It's going to be okay, risk your feelings for friendship. It will all be worth it someday, I promise.
Shina Nao cherrr up friends I m feelings something special and that is u all are dear to ur family and u all. awesome just hang in there
This anime ruined me and I would not want it any other way. I have learned more about friendship from this series than I've learned throughout my 20 years of living. The most rare and purest bond between a group of people. Sure it's a romance anime but the friendship between all of them is so powerful it kind of makes you forget there's romance blooming, in a good way. I'm a sucker for romantic anything and usually if something doesn't give the slightest stench of a love bond, I turn away and look elsewhere but with this story, I just could not look away. It's so raw and so beautiful. If you haven't watched it, give it a shot. I'm sure you'll be hooked and a crying mess once it ends just like me.
Joselin i learned more with anime than school
Kitten Mitten *surely did not learned to spell 'I'*
Wait why were you crying?
I was saddened at times, but I wasn’t crying
I never even cried watching Anohana or Angel Beats
Okay, I cried at the end of Angel Beats, but not Anohana
I will admit thought that I got a bit teary eyed
Are you still Hikikomori?
I've never watched this anime, but this made me very emotional... (Edit: Thank you all for the likes. Shortly after I posted this comment 3 years ago, I watched the anime and I absolutely loved it. One of the most meaningful and emotional series I have ever watched!)
I legit had tears in my eyes and almost started crying.
I'm a grown ass man who rarely cries watching videos.
Holy fuck.
I've never watched this too but this hit too close and now i'm bawling my eyes out
This has nothing to do with the video, but I "saw" you in the comments on one video debating on how Ichihime is better than Ichiruki. hahahaha!!! I have to admit that was one of the funniest conversation ever. If you ask me I would prefer Ichiruki over Ichihime but that is only my personal opinion.
Ikr? It's too sad
I nearly cried.
(Sobbing quietly)
(Dad walks in the house)
Dad: are you crying?
Me: SHUSH IM WATCHING ANIME
Remi S. XD
Remi S. xD
Lol
This is mine
*me trying to be quiet while watching anime*
*sister walks in*
Sister: What are you watching
Me: leave
Sister:why? I’ve got just as much right to this room as y-
Me:LEAVE
Sister:you can’t tell me what t-
*throws pillow at sibling*
Me: You shouldn’t have to see me like this
Legend says she go whooped hard asf
I'm not crying...I'm just watching it with a blurrrrr faces
Jeff The Killer my names blurry face and i care what you think.
Wish we could turn back time
Shut up
I'm So *Stressed out*
Random person: I wish I had friends like that
Me: I wish I had friends
-ItzOreo- i feel your pain man
its the same actually, if you dont have real friends, then still you feel lonely
Me: I wish I would be a good friend
It’s better to have no friends, than to have fake friends imo.
How do people even define that theyre friends are fake?
As sad as this anime is I'm so glad I came across it and watched it. I hear a lot of flack about anime being cartoons. Anyone can watch this anime and can easily see the REAL LIFE issues that it shows.
Suicide is a truly ugly beast that steals so many lives... I hope Orange helps us all stand up a little taller, and to fight FOR our friends harder.
Jokes on you I ain't got no friends
Jamie Gandy I also recommend the manga the drawing are beautiful
My mum spotted me watching anime and commented that I'm too old for cartoons -_-
As true as your comment is, most anime you’ll probably watch in your life won’t be as pertinent to one’s life as you think. Lot can be true and a lot can be said, but it doesn’t speak for oneself.
It's not wrong to be upset. It's not wrong to cry. It's not wrong to want attention. It's not even wrong to scream or throw a fit. What is wrong is to keep it all inside. What is wrong is to blame and punish yourself for simply being human. What is wrong is to never be heard and to be alone in your pain. Share it. Let it out. Tears are good. What flows is alive. Crying is like a thundershower for the soul. The air feels so wonderful after the rain. Don't think too much. Breathe. Don't be harsh or demanding on yourself. Just experience your feelings and know that your tears are announcing change in your life. Change is coming; like a summer rain - to wash away your pain. Have faith that things are getting better.
😭😭😭 Well Said!
THANK YOU FOR THIS COMMENT BRO
Don’t know if you’re still active or will ever come across this, but this was beautifully written.
Thank you man. Even it's a two years comment, I might change because of you. Thanks man.
Thanks
Anyone who's going through something similar, you're not alone.
-ˏˋѕαм ˎˊ- Me
I am alone always alone
I'm always alone rest of my life may be 😞
That height difference is adorable
I cried ugly because of this
Kuchi Kopi 😂
Kuchi Kopi yea whatever, I been ugly since birth what's new?
salty coffee (I get its a joke but still...) Your beautiful and don't forget that! 😁☺😊 she was just jealous 😆
Oh, wow. There goes my heart and feels! 😢
Someone: *goes to the door without knocking*
Are u crying???
Me: DELAWARE... DETOROITO SUMAAAASSHHHHHHHHH
Kaneki Ken/Haise Sasaki 😂😂
I love the fact that UA-cam had the suicide hotline right next to the video. If you’re having thoughts of killing yourself. Don’t do it. Even if you have people around you that might not care, you have so much to live for. Live is a gift. Use it with all your heart. You are wanted. Even if it’s from a stranger like me, I can certainly say. You deserve to live. And try your absolute best to keep going. I’m rooting for you. ❤
We all have our stories and reasons why we hurt. I've felt pain like this too years ago but I chose to continue living, even though it was painful. I hated my life but I didn't want to hurt those around me so I bottled everything up. When I decided to let some people in, I was surprised that people do care. Life got better somehow before I even realized it. I hope everyone here finds a reason to chase down a possible happier future, even if right now it doesn't seem to be coming. Life isn't perfect but it is full of surprises. You'll never know when a good day will come but at the very least, you can stay open to it.
Whoever you are, know that there is strength within yourself and even this random youtube commenter cares about you and believes in you.
xarchanx Thank you so much!
xarchanx I’d like to believe things can get better for me.but after years of fake promises I’m not so sure.
His friends are so supportive I wish I had friends like that. I relate to him so much it made me want to cry
"Orange" is such a good anime and this is one of the best scenes, especially when you know the whole context.
Imagine if everyone at school had friends like those guys.
If only
i am not crying , my eyes are just bleeding water 💦
Melichi :3 bleeding water?! That doesn't really sound healthy, go seek a doctor!
Kappa.
from the manga i cried, even this anime scene i still cry like hell TT ^ TT )
Yuki Yurosaki
Only the manga made me cry, I thought this anime was okay but the manga was so much better
Ik I was bawling like a baby reading the manga and I'm bawling like a baby here watching this....these kind of things get to me.
Then you shoul watch the live action too and see if you'll cry too
Animefan13 yeah the manga was way better. But the anime wasn't that bad
Can you tell me anime name
Sometimes I wish I had someone to tell me this. Sometimes I just want to hear that I'm needed. Otherwise, why go on? I'm just a failure anyway, without a purpose. I don't know how much longer I can go on.
Donie Little everyone can serves a purpose, everyone is needed for something, whether that's be helping someone else. You are needed! Never forget that!
I feel you. I wish I had someone to tell me such nice words too, but I guess I can understand the people around me, I rarely say something like that myself, probably because I think they wouldn't care about my opinion :/
Furthermore I think that I deserve to be hated/ to don't be liked because I'm worthless and such a mess, and then I star t thinking about killing myself.
But then I notice that if I would end my life, I wouldn't be able to do so many things. I couldn't get taught how to cook by my mom, I couldn't reach better/higher rank in Overwatch with my m8, i wouldn't be able to play Overwatch entirely, I wouldn't be able to visit so many interesting places, I wouldn't be able to learn cool skills and make experiences, like being loved.
Today this thought came into my mind that there are many things I still want to do, but probably most of the time I'll forget it bc I am kind of stupid^^ Maybe it gives you hope, and thats one of the things we desperately need.
If you wanna talk /write you can add me on Battle.net:
Fanrath#2592
[ Because of your picture I'm guessing you have an account at Blizzard?]
I believe in you!^^
Don't hurt yourself!
Fanrath tbh i am planning soon to suicide bc nobody ever wanted me they always said we are there for you and they actually not
i want to have a real bff like a real brother ... FML
Please don't do it!
I can't really help you much( because im not a trained proffesional), i can only try to give you more hope and maybe some advice (even tough i am just 14 so i dont have much experience).^^
As far as I have experienced people many really like you but they can't show it because either they are not sure how to express it or they don't know how much they like you^^ (Aaaaand it's not typical for men to show emotions to other men.. that kind of sucks)
I know the feeling of desperately wanting to be wanted (dat grammar, 10/10 would never write that again), for some strange reason being wantend from my mum isn't enough.
I've found at least 2 people I dont wanna lose, you just have to keep going and searching until one day you are lucky and find you real bff^^ (I've found these people trough video games and internet, so just do your "hobby" at an place where other people are doing it too, sooo you can find people who have the same interests as you^^)
And another hope-giver is to think about the things you still want to do.
Don't you have places you want to visit?
Any skills you want to learn?
Any experiences you want to make?
Don't you want to visit that special someone?
If you just find one answer to one of these questions, voila! you have a reason to keep on going.
And if you're struggling with these problems/ they affect your daily life , please go seek a doctor, they will probably send you to an psychotherapist which is able to give you coping techniques,( for example I once heard that if you make a list with things that you did good, that are good about you, etc. it will help you with (potetial) self-esteem/worth problems.)
Don't hurt yourself!
I believe in you!
Fanrath i have a lot of friend in the internet they trust me and always help me but im scared that they are gonna make my life worst if i meet them someday + thx for your comment really appreciate it thx🌺
I’m just living for my family because I know they need me and they will be devastated if I commit suicide. They will be questioning all their lives about what goes wrong and blaming themselves for not doing anything. I just couldn’t do that to them. So for someone that’s going through this, just remember lots of people love you even if they don’t say it normally.
Baby_Dinosaur if you can’t live for yourself, live for others. I love that there’s still somebody like you. It’s much more tiring though, living for others.
Ake S i think my family would be a bit happy if i die cuz everything that i do EVEN THE THINGS THAT I DO PERFECTLY is always bad wrong or teribble in their eyes
Otaku Gamer you can’t just think that by yourself. You shouldn’t assume what they would think. You should talk to them. I’m sure they wouldn’t feel that way. We always assume the worst case scenario.
Rawr XDDD It’s too hard sometimes to live for myself. Even though it’s not wrong for me to do things for myself, I feel selfish and guilty sometimes. It’s the thought that somebody depends on me that got me through. It’s not bad to use this to get through your episodes. People always say “experience life more”, but not everyone gets to have that choice. My family is messy, my life is so busy that I don’t even have time to myself. Reality is cruel sometimes.
Rawr XDDD I knew all that, I just hope feelings could be that rational. But every time I do something just for myself, or put my needs above anyone else, I just ended up feeling bad. That’s why I choose to do something for others more than for myself. And it’s actually not that bad, at least I find myself a reason to live on. I hope I could find a goal just for myself one day, but until then this is what got me through my episodes.
I can understand this
I have had depression all my life
I was bullied all my life
When I talk about my depression people laugh it off like I told a joke
I try to be happy I do
I just can't
I've tried
I want to die
Life is pain
I lie to myself every day
Saying that I will be okay it will be okay
But I am not
I am not
Existence is pain
Life is cruel
If you don't fit in life's hell
I have so many things in my diagnosis
Autism dyslexia dyscalculia depression and anxiety dysgraphia ADHD
I don't fit in anywhere no one wants to be friends with me everyone looks at me like I'm weird like I'm different how can I be okay with myself no one else looks like me and I hate myself I hate myself every day
Every day
I can't take it
me too
I've never really met many people who have to deal with so much stuff like you do. I've met one person similar and she was so kind. As soon as I started speaking to her, she opened up about everything. That's not very common. When you first meet someone, they don't spautomatically talk about their parent's divorce, bullies, shitty people in general. She spoke about all of her problems, and there were a lot of them. It just goes to show how awful it can be when you don't fit in with everyone, when you have so many things to get off you chest. The fact that she automatically told me everything means that not many people probably listen to her without mocking her or trying to get her to calm down before letting herself finish venting. Venting is such an amazing tool for feeling better, and I feel like adults don't let kids vent enough.
Here's a motto that hits hard with me and often hits hard with many people struggling with mental illness. I hope it helps you in on way or another, even if it's only for a second:
"Life is tough, but so are you."
Evie I understand what your going through I have Autism I have ADHD I have Bipolar I have aspergers and I have schizophrenia and I have depression I tried killing myself saying it was my fault and that I should of died I still do feel that way 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I love you man, hope you're happy wherever you are dear ❤ Been on the same track before bud
The way I was and still am jealous that he had friends that actually cared about him
It’s Better Off Being Alone And Suffer Then To Put The Burden On Somebody Else Or To Tell Them Of What Your Going Through. People Think That They Will Understand But The Truth Is They Will Never Understand. It’s Sad That The World That We Live In Is Cruel And Can Make You Feel Depressed To Where You Find No Purpose In Living Anymore.
everytime i watch this scene i start to cry because the burden of carrying your emotions inside like that wears you down, when i first watched this series and suwa said "its because were close friends that you should talk to us" i just broke down and started crying. the only other show to do that to me was Clannad
Suwa is the real MVP, the friend everyone want to have. The group's friendship in the anime is really touching and beautiful ♥️
it's really sad and painful to currying feelings like that...I know his pain I had tried to kill myself twice so I really feel him , I am glad that he has some people to care and hug him...if you have any friend that feel sad,empty,useless,freak or even a mistake don't ask him/her why? just hug them and try to bring a smile to their face....believe me if someone just tried this to before I wouldn't dating with psygologist so many times(sorry for english)
just a girl with anime photo I hope you have those friends as well!!!
love your profile photo😂😂
every time I watch this scene, I start tearing. This scene tugged my heartstrings. I try not to cry, but the water works come in
When I saw orange I was SO SO jealous for Kakeru's friends, when he said them they are his close friends he shouldn't tell them because he's supposed to laugh when he is with them, I feel so identified with this line, and Kakeru's character, the moment they conforted him, it was pure jealousy burning inside me, I want something like that too
i want friends that are like them ;( ...
Suwa is such an amazing boy. He’s so thoughtful and nice, I’m always sobbing when I see Naho and Naruse together and he watching them like im- Suwa deserves better 😭
Animes like these are beautiful when it touches on suicide and mental illness, it doesn't glorify suicide, and it doesn't teach the message of 'oh, you're friend's just a downer, just ignore them.' Or 'just be happy, look at the brighter side of life!' Because it really takes it head on without flushing out characters, and making them known as 'that suicidal character'. Kakeru is much more than that, and it really shows!
How this turned from a yaoi moment into a shoujo moment. My life has been a lie lol
Fan Baek I was thinking the same as I cry. Bruh, this hurts in the hart
Fan Baek ifkr like wtf I was so excited 😂😂😂
Fan Baek same 😫😫
Same😭 my heart is so conflicted, what should I cry about first? The beautiful moment, or that the Shounen ai got replaced by shoujo
when the darkness is bigger than the light cry for both😢 😭😭😭😢
I need to watch happy things now.
Sofa hhhh
Mood. Im drowning in tears.
this scene is so pure, it gives me life, they are my ot3 😍✨❤
1:23 I bet the majority of this comment section needs this in their life, including me. I wish a friend would hug me and support me for once. I guess I'm just like Kakeru. I'm not missing a parent, but I'm still depressed, and I go out of my way to support my friends (although I say hurtful shiz sometimes anyway, and push them away if I'm feeling really bad), just like him. All I'm missing is that hug.
As someone who almost took their life. This resonates with me. I didn't have any friends to help me, my parents didn't help me either. I had to rely on myself and believe that I would make a change in my life and that I was worth it. Specifically, I almost died of an overdose, it was terrifying. Don't try to take your life, it's true that your life flashes before your eyes, but when it does, it makes you realize that you have so much to live for and what would people think if you were gone?
Hope you're doing well ❤
Because you got a view from halfway down, if you know what I mean
Its always the people that smile the most that are having the hardest of times
I lost my friends, family, and relationship over being suicidal. Even talking about it just scared them because I couldn't stop myself from crying. Now I have a sad look on my face that strangers laugh about.
Funny because when everyone gave up I felt like living because I wanted to be with them and have a happy life, but in the end I'm now cold and alone with the option to either continue to suffer alone and wait for it to finally end or end it myself.
or you just need to find a nice girl, seek for help, marry her, and to have your own family.
I feel like dying every minute..... i am not loved by anyone.... my parents just want me to be successful so that they spend their old age happily...even i want to keep my parents happy , but they should talk to me sometimes instead of just lecturing me 24 x 7...... i have no friends.. i am forced to follow everything my parents say.... ... i feel like cry every other day but i can't cry...... i am a 17 year old girl.... i feel embarrassed to show my tears to anyone...... i haven't cried for 8 years..... my life is really not doing well right now.... i wish people have more better life than me.... i don't know why sm i writing this here ..... but ...... i dont trust anyone near me......
If you could cry someday please do it for you to feel better and let everything out, life will get better we just have to wait, I am here for you if you need someone to talk too, I am always here to help in everything I can. You are strong, you are important, never forget that
S A I T A M A
Cool Kid can't believe Suwa is our Hero
Hahaha
I dnt realize it after watching this...
I've seen you before....
Suwa is really the best part about this entire story. I know the story is about Kakeru and his struggle, but Suwa's sacrifice felt equally as potent.
Just tears, buckets of tears because of this anime.
I really want a friend like suwa, all my friend only knows my laugh and didn't even know how my sadness and anxiety which grow inside me every day
Ik I'm a year late but I got u bro if u ever need a friend like dat 💯
@@iggy4180 thx bro
I cry every time I watch this anime. Dude, I DO NOT WANT TO WASH THE FLOOR WITH MY TEARS, NUH UH, NOT TODAY!!!
ua-cam.com/video/riaSg23CGTM/v-deo.html I succesfully created lofi music out of this sad sample conversation :(, please have a look
There’s one person in my life who I can always turn to when I’m feeling my worst. And I’m immensely grateful.
When I first read Orange, I sobbed my eyes out, and here I am now, sobbing again
This scene was so sweet. Bless that man who comforted him. He has a heart of gold.
1:24 i literally cried at that part QAQ
Orange killed me. I cried through 80% of the episodes. Such emotion in this one. Truly a very well made story told very well. And definitely had more of an impact on me then any other show or movie. I relate to both Naho and Kakeru on a very personal level. This anime hit me hard in the gut with feels.
i just want to say that in the future you're going to look back at your problems right now like they were nothing, you're going to get through this difficult part of your life. Each life has to contain hardship just like how a graph dips low but dips back up high again and even though it hurts so much because it feels like no one else around you is going through anything half as stressful what you are, just know you are loved. You are loved so much by someone out there and you just have to wait until you find them. In the meanwhile, keep living your life knowing that your blessings always outweigh your sufferings at the end of the day. Love from others doesn't just come when you want it to, so why not just trust that in the end you will be loved and you will end up fine and anything you're currently facing e.g. people you hate but you have to see everyday; will be there during this stage of your life but will be gone the next
I almost cried...
Then she confessed...
THIS SCENE BROKE ME FR
I can relate to this so much about this anime it’s not even a joke....
This is the first show that has actually made me cry in several years, although I am an adult now. And it was exactly this moment that got me. Why? Because I had a personal connection to that topic. Not getting to know what your close friend is going through, trying to help them through it somehow, not wanting to lose them... it reminded me of someone who is extremely important to me...
This is one of the best animated and written anime I’ve ever watched, it delicately tells a story of kid wanting to die thinking every thing is his fault, and with the music that plays in the scenes tie it all together.
I believe i completely relate to the "*believing every thing is his fault" part. I went through some hard times in the last few years. im 16 and it all started when i started smoking weed which was when i was 12. the hardships shot right through to this day from the day i started smoking.
"Have you ever thought that you wanted to die?"
Yes. Always. Everyday.
I know the feeling... the feeling when you want to die... when you think that it all is your fault... the feeling wanting to go back and make it better... or the feeling having no right to exist anymore...
I recommend watching the Anime "Erased" too, it´s really good...
I really hope that more shows can depict mental illnesses, and how you can combat them or help others combat them.
I read and watched so many times Orange, but I still cry so hard over it
Wow this makes me sad. And I feel the same way as kakeru. I have been thinking about dying so much. I've been struggling with depression for 4 yrs now. I don't really have friends to talk to. Because they don't understand what I'm going through. Talking to family members ain't helping either, because they just want me to deal with it. Depression is hard to deal with when you are doing it alone. I started to talk to friends online a lot and they truly helped me since they understand how depression is like. I'm still struggling with depression and depression can be a lifetime. Finding someone who truly knows how you feel can be hard. But that's because you aren't opening yourself up to other people to see if they understand you. Even if they don't, you still have friends online :3 my friend told me to do what I love to do to keep me away from thinking too much and it indeed help. But, if I don't get the chance to do it. My stress comes out and depression starts showing up. That's when I get really down. I had a feeling I have mental health problems. Because I started to think about doing something evil. And then later I stopped myself and dragged myself into depression again. I am weak minded, so I tend to think about suicide and killing something or smashing things. And yes I do feel like I am close to being a psycho. But each time I would stop myself and think about what would it lead me to if I did those. It's tough but I still manage to get through. I'm still struggling but I'm working on it.
Is this anime called Orange🤔
Shy Roc247 yes
Tilda :3 Thank you🤗
No, it's actually called Apple. It's a common mistake, don't worry about it.
Um so it's called apple
Tilda uhh no it's called boku no pico u should know that by now
This is so sad. Their is nothing better than having best friends
FUCC I CRIED
I ship it.
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Ever since I was a child I thought my family would be much happier without me. I didn't have any friends, I was a complete weirdo who was unable to socialize with people and I cried in pain when someone tried to touch me. I often thought about dying because I considered myself as worthless. But the reason why I never tried to commit suicide was because I believed I didn't even deserve that. Such a piece of shit like me didn't deserve to be relieved from this miserable existence.
It took over 16 years to finally get to the point when I wanted to live on and got professional help. But... even after I got better, I still don't really care if I'm alive or if I'm dead. I don't have any plans for the future or dreams I want to achieve. I live my life fighting every day against depression, hoping to be able to keep it on a low level. But I never managed to overcome it completely
I can pretty much relate...
I've felt the same way when I was living with my mum and I hated myself so much. Every single day was pure torture and even though I've moved out, I still have nightmares about her. Stay strong and build new relationships; if you can't find any irl, you can talk to people online i.e. me and suicide shouldn't be the answer. I've realised that even though I'm useless, staying alive is enough. No one says you have to live a perfect life, as long as you're alive, you win.
I'm crying ;-;
Just repeat this and try to not laugh like I did for some reason
"Have you ever wanted to die?"
I can relate to this so much. I’m always too scared to open up to people and when I do I’m scared to be Judged for that. I grew up sometimes being mocked by my opinions and feelings and it kinda made me emotionless. Sometimes I’d cry by myself. I don’t even have many good friends to talk to cuz I’m so disconnected along with getting used to the new school. Hopefully I’ll get over this phase. Suicide isn’t an option for me cuz it’ll put many burdens on the people I love
I cried watching this. Everyday I go through struggles hoping it’ll get better but it doesn’t. I feel suicide is the big full stop to this all. I feel lonely
I don't think I've ever cried so much over an anime. Me and I'm sure a lot of us with a similar experience with depression here at one time or another wanted to reach out to a friend or somebody to tell them you want to die everyday. As someone who has attempted suicide this hit me really hard but in a good way.
I think the most brilliant thing with this anime is how it dove into paralleling Kakeru's feelings and actions to that of an actual suicidal person.
Luckily I found someone who lead me to pure happiness and the best version of myself. Looking back on how relatable the character of Kakeru is to how I used to be is enough to make me tear up.
I want to tell my friends but they rely on me. I’m the one that they can cry on when they’re sad, I’m the one that they can rest on when they’re tired. I can’t let them down. If I was to break down, who would be there to look after them? I need them more than they will ever need me. I’m a useless person, I’m not particularly smart, I’m not anything special to look at, my personality is boring, I don’t have any talents, and I’m negative. Them just being in my life, I need it the most.
I can’t tell them that I want to die or that I’m sad, because I don’t want to hurt them too. I don’t want them to think that I’ve been forcing myself around them, or that I use them to forget my sadness. I wouldn’t be able to bare it.
If I can see them smile and laugh just for one more day, then I can endure this alone.
Sometimes, even when friends ask you if you're fine, it's still hard to unload because you usually end up making them feel better about your situation anyways.
Oh my God,these are amazing friends...Honestly this is the saddest anime moment I've ever seen :(
I wish that I had friends like that growing up. I had a hard time as a kid because my parents were always at each other's throat and I couldn't make anyone around me understand that I was hurting because of it. It started to follow me to school and the teachers noticed it, but they didn't do much to help me. I wish that I had good friends during that time who could have helped me shoulder that burden, but I just couldn't open up to anyone. If I ever have kids, I'll remember this show and do my damnedest to make sure they're happy.
This is why i love slice of life kinda genre. Hits me in the feels everytime.
Its so sweet seeing how they cared about him depression is real im glad anime is adressing it💖
Seeing one video of this anime made me want to watch it, I couldn't sleep because I thought of the depressed character, Kakeru, and how much his feeling related to mine. Yea, my mom didn't commit suicide, heck she's still alive right now. But how hes depressed even though hes with people everyday, I felt his pain. I watched the whole series, and when this clip happened in one of the episodes, I cried. And no, not the "only one tear" cry, I was huffing and puffing and gritting my teeth, it was the "ugly" cry. While I was crying, the whole time I wished that I had friends like him. I wish I had friends who would hug me and tell me everything's okay. My friends don't seem like they care at all. I once slipped in that I was diagnosed with depression and none of them talked about it. Everytime I'm sad they tease me about it, except for one, but even if she hugs me, It felt more like "I feel guilty" hug then a genuine one. I don't feel like they care at all, that's why I don't burden others with my feelings. For now on, I promise to never look sad again, and hide my feelings. No one cares, no one.
Not only do me and Kakeru not want to burden others with our problems, we both blame ourselves for our relatives deaths.
My grandma had cancer at the time of her death. My mom was busy taking care of her. I was playing Minecraft at the time. I wanted mom to play with me, and I got angry. I thought, "I wish gigi (grandma) would get better soon." Right after that, she had collapsed. I still blame myself for her death to this day. If I hadn't wished that, would she still have died? I didn't even get to say goodbye. My mom had left me and my sister at our house with, at the time, were our babysitters.
I cried cause I was envious of him, a fictional character. I still thought that it would be nice to at least have friends like that, supporting me in every way. I started imagining a better life then mine currently. I started feeling depressed again. My suicidal thoughts came back. I wish I could fly like superman and go to heaven to meet gigi, hopefully there is a heaven, though.. hopefully its peaceful there. Hopefully.
Anyway, whoever's reading this, please don't stop! I'm just some random stranger ranting about her feelings, but please, don't stop believing and follow your dreams! I can't promise you that things will get better, but I will promise you that you'll regret it, whether you are, if you decide to end it all. I wish I will take my advice someday, as I still don't believe in it myself. I really don't know why I expect complete strangers to believe in what I say if I don't believe in it myself, but if you can, that'll make me happy! :) Let's hope this year will be a great one! 🌟
So beautiful and heartfelt.
i love how you don't even need to watch the anime to cry when a sad moment happens.
Someone told me to watch this anime because I wanted a break from all the sad anime I’d been watching. I hope they’re proud
Dam it, now im going to stay up all night watching this again. Thanks!!!! (seriously though thanks.)
Aw, I've only read the manga, which was sad enough already, but this adds another level of emotions.
Suwa is an actual angel in this anime
okay i started watching orange yesterday. I cried. It was so good i watched it again today. Still makes me cry.
It's sad when I try to cry, but no tears flow out of my eyes.
Friendship is the best precious time🖤❤️
This so Happy it made me Cry..
CURSE WHOEVER DISLIKED THIS THEY ARE MONSTERS DO THEY NOT LIKE IT?!!!THEN DON'T DISLIKE IT JUST SAY SO IN THE COMMENTS!!!!!!
Fenale GamingGirl They didn't like how it made the cry.
Calm the fuck down every one got there opinion
For me personally, the scene was very boring and didn't leave me feeling any emotions.
this part was so sad in the manga. I didn't know there was an anime for it! Time to binge-watch, my friends
Orange. How bittersweet
This part honest to god had me sobbing
years ago, i might have share exactly the same thing n have been in his place, except my mother never divorced or committed suicide. but i realized, as the years come past, i learn not to think about it anymore though it still hurts when you got no one that you could share about it truly. this anime is good for people like me. i hope whoever that had gone through exactly the same thing and had already watch this anime, i hope you find strength in this. don't worry, if anything ,though it hurts, it's all gonna past. it wouldn't be better, but it'll pass, because that what the time does; it heals.
I remember this was the first anime that made me cry a lot because I usually only cry once in an anime but this one was episode after episode ORANGE 🍊
Something like this has happened to me before and it makes me happy because I know I have caring friends like these guys 💛
...Two things...
One: I wishes I had friends like that because I have zero friends 💔
Two: I always felt like I just wanted to end my life but watching this anime kinda made me stop doing it...🖤
You know it's good when you can hear your own heart race in anticipation 😭💔