My legs are dangling off the edge The bottom of the bottle is my only friend I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone My legs are dangling off the edge A stomach full of pills didn't work again I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone Gone too far and yeah I'm gone again It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends Ones a bottle of pills, ones a bottle of Gin I'm twenty stories up, yeah I'm up at the top I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off Asphalt to me has never looked so soft I bet my momma found my letter, now shes calling the cops I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it 'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent 'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice I never bought a suit before in my life But when you go to meet god, you know you wanna look nice So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow Yeah I'll see you tomorrow My legs are dangling off the edge The bottom of the bottle is my only friend I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone My legs are dangling off the edge A stomach full of pills didn't work again I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone We hit the sky, there goes the light No more sun, why's it always night When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream When you can't dream, well, whats life mean? We feel a little pity, but don't empathize The old are getting older, watch a young man die A Mother and a Son and someone you know Smile at each other and realize you don't You don't know what happened to that kid you raised What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay? I didn't know 'cause you didn't say Now Momma feels guilt, yea Momma feels pain When you were young, you never thought you'd die Found that you could but too scared to try You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye Climb to the roof to see if you could fly So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow Yeah I'll see you tomorrow My legs are dangling off the edge The bottom of the bottle is my only friend I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone My legs are dangling off the edge A stomach full of pills didn't work again I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky Like a bird so high Oh I might just try I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky Like a bird so high Oh I might just try Oh I might just try
I remember when this came out and I was listening to it as a teenager going through hard time. It doesn't make me feel suicidal but I can't tell if it helped me or hindered me during those times. Such a weird feeling.... can't explain it.
I told my parents that I am bisexual and they think of taking me to a psychologist in some irrational way my friends are no longer with me as I was with them I lost my grandfather who I had for company everything goes wrong I don't know what to do hahaha. I think this song is perfect withe this moments ;) ✨A m a n a z i n g✨ oh! and do not forget that I love you very much and I give you a hug from here little friend nwn !!
i am so sorry your parents are so unreasonable:/ there is nothing wrong with being bi and im sorry for ur loss :( i love u very much too if u ever need to talk u can msg me on insta @rxcky.0225 okay? u got this im so proud of u for pushing thru
im so sorry :( suicidal thoughts are never a joke and should be taken seriously. ur thoughts are valid and im so sorry ur mind has been hurting u like this. u matter so much and have sm ahead of u, even tho it may not seem like it. if u ever need to talk, im @rxcky.0225 on instagram. u got this, we're here for you
if you are still here just know you aren't alone in those feelings take that as you will if you are fortunate enough you might end up feeling better about life later on not trying to raise false hope but rather being realistic whether you choose to stay or leave is up to you and you alone but know there are consequences and those consequences fall on the others who are left behind i wish i would have noticed their suffering before it was too late but now i guess i will follow in their footsteps
"Asphalt to me has never looked so soft, bet my mother, now shes calling the cops I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it 'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent 'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice I never bought a suit before in my life But when you go to meet god, you know you wanna look nice So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow Yeah I'll see you tomorrow" Hit real hard i used to cut and i still have a habit of scratching myself with a pencil or my due to that, but I've been clean from that for 7 or 8 months. Edit (2022): I've been clean for around 2 months. (also to everyone who replied - You're all doing very great, I wish you the best of luck) Edit: I got therapy! However im no longer clean. but im trying! -im getting close to being sent to a psych-ward for self harm, and some other stuff. but maybe next year will be different. I hope you all get to feeling better, your worth it, and i love you! (10/6/22) Edit: 1/3/23 I recently got diagnosed with depression and anxiety, which has helped me to understand why I feel the way I do. And I have relapsed in the past week but I’m in recovery, which how is there recovery without relapses? It’s a part over trying to get over an addiction. I hope you all are doing okay, I really do. I’ll keep adding to this in my 2023 year journey to recovery.
hey connor im sooo proud of you for being 7 months clean. ik it took a lot of effort to resist the temptation to SH. please keep going !! u are an amazing person and if u ever want to talk to anyone you can message me on instagram @rxcky.0225
There is a girl in my class that says that she is depressed and suicidal just because is an aesthetic, I hate seeing that my depression and suicidal thoughts are an aesthetic :(
Oh god, no more hiding behind a upbeat song ! It gives the right vibes for the topic of the song.. And I kinda like how the kid it this version just sounds like an old kid or young adolescente... Anyway, I do love the original but that... That's on another level well done !
im sorry to hear that especially since this is such a sad song :( you are so strong for all youve been through. please keep pushing through, u got this. if u ever need to talk abt anything tell me
I like to close my eyes at the end of this song and imagine that 7 year old me is singing this to me.... I was so blind to what everything was, still can't grasp to the fact I went to a funeral at 5, two years later and the one of the few people who made me happy and feel like a kid d1ed, after that I just started to grow up... Faster than I wanted to, way faster than I should have, 4 years later and I live to regret it.
TW VENTING I'm not really sure what to think because for the past few weeks I have never felt worse and I don't want to go to the psych ward but I feel like I need to what really upsets me though is I've told multiple people that I am at the point where I don't think I'm safe anymore and they just shrugged it off like I don't want to go to the psych ward so I'm kind of happy that they did but at the same time it kind of makes me feel like they don't care because they didn't do anything to be sure that I would make it through the night... Do people even care about me anymore? I no my brother doesn't he just left me again I'm in a group home with a bunch of strangers because not even my own family wants me what the hell else am I supposed to think. I don't know it's getting harder and harder to tell myself to keep going
I don’t self harm because my parents will see and I don’t want to be questioned. But I resort to other ways, like biting my cheek and stuff. Over a year ago, I lost my Dziadzia, my favorite person in the world, to suicide, and not long after that did I lose my stepmom and my great grandma. My other great grandma isn’t doing good these days and I don’t know what to do. Aside from family problems, I just don’t feel happy. I don’t really feel anything. I always get questions like ‘this is so exciting, why aren’t you happy about it?’ But I am happy about it, I just can’t show it. It’s frustrating me and driving me to depression.
ik im hella late but are you okay b? your life is so precious and you are such an amazing person. everyone would be upset to see you leave. please trust me when i tell u that your life matters so much and we are all here for you. you can message me on instagram @rxcky.0225 whenever u need
I’m always there for my friends but are they there for me?Do they make sure that I’m actually ok? No lol.. edit: I love my friends and they are there for me but things are not getting any better. How are you guys?
what do you mean by that? i hope its nothing bad :/ please know that ure not alone in this even tho u may feel like it. we're strangers but im always willing to give u a shoulder to lean on. please talk to me if u want to rant. hang in there beautiful!
@@ayaka3798 No worries, friend. I'm just having hard times and thought that I should end it. But reconsidering was a good idea. Thank you for the positivity!
@@wingsfeatherstalonsYT please dont end it, there are so many ppl who care abt u even tho u may not feel like it. im so sorry ure going through a rough patch in ur life rn,, plsplspls feel free to vent here !! u r so strong and u can keep doing this, i believe in u. thank u for staying alive
@@ayaka3798 heyyy, I'm alive, friend! Life's getting tough again and I reverted back to depressing songs for coping.. yah. unhealthy, I know. But atleast it helps somehow y'know. But atleast I have three good friends by my side now. They'll help me find a healthy coping mechanism, probably. Thank you for caring, once again.
When everyone around me pretends to be suicidal and jokes about it Me and my besti : AY BESTI YOU AINT GOING WITHOUT ME! 😩👌 OUR LEGS ARE DANGLING OFF THE EDGE, THE BOTTOM OF THE BOTTOM ISNOUR ONLY FRIEND, I THINK WE’LL SLIT OUR WRISTS AGAIN AND WE’RE GONE GONE GONE TOGETHER! *whispers in class: “how long?” “1 WEEK!” “AYYYY!” “Wbu?” “One day without sh” “BESTI NO! Hug?”
is it okay to confine yourself in your room with no help. is it okay to feel like a burden. can i just kill myself so i dont have to deal with this unbariable pain? can i just kill myself. someone tell me everything is okay. i dont want to go to that horrible place again.
hey love, it's terrible that you have to deal with this pain. i'm so sorry i didn't reply earlier. if this helps, i promise you everything will be okay eventually. please don't take your precious life away, you are not a burden. i'm here for you, always
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone
Gone too far and yeah I'm gone again
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends
Ones a bottle of pills, ones a bottle of Gin
I'm twenty stories up, yeah I'm up at the top
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft
I bet my momma found my letter, now shes calling the cops
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice
I never bought a suit before in my life
But when you go to meet god, you know you wanna look nice
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah I'll see you tomorrow
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
We hit the sky, there goes the light
No more sun, why's it always night
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream
When you can't dream, well, whats life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die
A Mother and a Son and someone you know
Smile at each other and realize you don't
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised
What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say
Now Momma feels guilt, yea Momma feels pain
When you were young, you never thought you'd die
Found that you could but too scared to try
You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye
Climb to the roof to see if you could fly
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah I'll see you tomorrow
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try
Oh I might just try
i think people listening to this know the lyrics and they dont need to read it. atleast i do.
@@Matesso
At least I like to read the lyrics so as not to make mistakes. :)
@@mnnfrr that makes sense. but if you are like me then you know the lyrics from memory :)
@@Matesso We are not the same, so better focus on yourself, bye.
@@Matesso same
My god. I've always heard it so upbeat and now I hear it this way... It's amazing!
thank you!!
Parents and therapists think that these songs make you worse, but for me this cures it.
I like it.. but I love the original 😭
thank you! so do i
Perfect song to listen to at 4 am, thank you :)
thank you for your support
Yoooo the flashbacks I got from this from year 5 from this song- 💀
this song was iconic ☹️
this is making a legendary song into something even better, in a different, more haunting way. Tysm ♥
I just love how every time I put my playlist on shuffle, this song always comes after Don't Stop Believing
sobbing wtf thats so funny
Literally same but it's different songs💀
Typically when I’m feeling down I resort to slowed and reverb songs I’ve known this song but now that I hear it slowed it fits my mood perfectly
im glad to hear that
There’s Something so calming about the song being slowed
I remember when this came out and I was listening to it as a teenager going through hard time. It doesn't make me feel suicidal but I can't tell if it helped me or hindered me during those times. Such a weird feeling.... can't explain it.
Honestly as someone who was that person. Its a bit of both
I told my parents that I am bisexual and they think of taking me to a psychologist in some irrational way my friends are no longer with me as I was with them I lost my grandfather who I had for company everything goes wrong I don't know what to do hahaha. I think this song is perfect withe this moments ;)
✨A m a n a z i n g✨
oh! and do not forget that I love you very much and I give you a hug from here little friend nwn !!
i am so sorry your parents are so unreasonable:/ there is nothing wrong with being bi and im sorry for ur loss :( i love u very much too if u ever need to talk u can msg me on insta @rxcky.0225 okay? u got this im so proud of u for pushing thru
"a stomach full of pills didn't work again"
Damm that hits hard
theres something so familiar about this song
i dont know what,, but it feels right?
same fr :') thank u for listening
This makes me think of when I first listened to it when I was 15 lol. The last part is always cute imo
Ive been suicidal for a few years, my friends thing I'm just joking.......
im so sorry :( suicidal thoughts are never a joke and should be taken seriously. ur thoughts are valid and im so sorry ur mind has been hurting u like this. u matter so much and have sm ahead of u, even tho it may not seem like it. if u ever need to talk, im @rxcky.0225 on instagram. u got this, we're here for you
@〉Hey.Hey.Hey〈 i hope you doing okay :(
@〉Hey.Hey.Hey〈 its great to hear that ^-^
if you are still here
just know you aren't alone in those feelings
take that as you will
if you are fortunate enough you might end up feeling better about life later on
not trying to raise false hope but rather being realistic
whether you choose to stay or leave is up to you and you alone
but know there are consequences and those consequences fall on the others who are left behind
i wish i would have noticed their suffering before it was too late
but now i guess i will follow in their footsteps
@@TheInfernalLuminary it’s been 2 years and yes I do feel better, I know I’m not alone and thank you for trying to help me 🫶🏻
I wish that I could fly way up in the sky, like a bird so high, oh I might just try, oh I might just try this hit hard rn..
"Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,
bet my mother, now shes calling the cops
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice
I never bought a suit before in my life
But when you go to meet god, you know you wanna look nice
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah I'll see you tomorrow"
Hit real hard i used to cut and i still have a habit of scratching myself with a pencil or my due to that, but I've been clean from that for 7 or 8 months.
Edit (2022): I've been clean for around 2 months. (also to everyone who replied - You're all doing very great, I wish you the best of luck)
Edit: I got therapy! However im no longer clean. but im trying! -im getting close to being sent to a psych-ward for self harm, and some other stuff. but maybe next year will be different. I hope you all get to feeling better, your worth it, and i love you! (10/6/22)
Edit: 1/3/23 I recently got diagnosed with depression and anxiety, which has helped me to understand why I feel the way I do. And I have relapsed in the past week but I’m in recovery, which how is there recovery without relapses? It’s a part over trying to get over an addiction. I hope you all are doing okay, I really do. I’ll keep adding to this in my 2023 year journey to recovery.
hey connor im sooo proud of you for being 7 months clean. ik it took a lot of effort to resist the temptation to SH. please keep going !! u are an amazing person and if u ever want to talk to anyone you can message me on instagram @rxcky.0225
@@ayaka3798 thanks!
@@ayaka3798 also i don't have Instagram though i have discord, could that work?
Sleepy Boi Connor ya sure im @blueanathema#5449
Congratulations. I’ve only been clean for two days but that’s a start
the end of this song still hurts me.
NiCe SlOwEd DoWn SoNg :)
tHaNk yOu sO mUcH!
@@ayaka3798 AbSoLuTeLy AnYtImE
This Really Did Hit Different
There is a girl in my class that says that she is depressed and suicidal just because is an aesthetic, I hate seeing that my depression and suicidal thoughts are an aesthetic :(
This is so relatable tho-
Hi~
If you're reading this im so sorry, ill always be here if you guys need me
I hope it gets better for us~
Omfg I love this.
thank you
Oh god, no more hiding behind a upbeat song ! It gives the right vibes for the topic of the song..
And I kinda like how the kid it this version just sounds like an old kid or young adolescente...
Anyway, I do love the original but that... That's on another level well done !
3:54 this is the part you want :)
My "happy" song
this hits close to home for me.
im sorry to hear that especially since this is such a sad song :( you are so strong for all youve been through. please keep pushing through, u got this. if u ever need to talk abt anything tell me
@@ayaka3798 thank it means a lot that someone cares ❤️
damn.....this song is just..... u n d e r r a t e d
This song hits close- Luv IT btw
it does doesnt it:( if u ever need to talk do message me!! and thank u
I like to close my eyes at the end of this song and imagine that 7 year old me is singing this to me....
I was so blind to what everything was, still can't grasp to the fact I went to a funeral at 5, two years later and the one of the few people who made me happy and feel like a kid d1ed, after that I just started to grow up...
Faster than I wanted to, way faster than I should have, 4 years later and I live to regret it.
Kinda scary but I like it :)
Kutie Club yees hahah & thank you
I‘m subscribing
thank you so much oh my
I remember listening to this in 2013 lol I should have just ended it then save myself alot of pain and trouble
Yess I love this
thank uuu
@@ayaka3798 you're welcome
Hearing it like this fills me with so much dread and guilt its scary...😟
TW VENTING I'm not really sure what to think because for the past few weeks I have never felt worse and I don't want to go to the psych ward but I feel like I need to what really upsets me though is I've told multiple people that I am at the point where I don't think I'm safe anymore and they just shrugged it off like I don't want to go to the psych ward so I'm kind of happy that they did but at the same time it kind of makes me feel like they don't care because they didn't do anything to be sure that I would make it through the night... Do people even care about me anymore? I no my brother doesn't he just left me again I'm in a group home with a bunch of strangers because not even my own family wants me what the hell else am I supposed to think. I don't know it's getting harder and harder to tell myself to keep going
day infinite in 2020 listening too this song, its having a bad effect on my mental health.
oh no do u wanna talk about it?
when people think your just a angsty teen joking about suicide but you have to take showers when your breaking down so you don't consider anything
I don’t self harm because my parents will see and I don’t want to be questioned.
But I resort to other ways, like biting my cheek and stuff.
Over a year ago, I lost my Dziadzia, my favorite person in the world, to suicide, and not long after that did I lose my stepmom and my great grandma. My other great grandma isn’t doing good these days and I don’t know what to do.
Aside from family problems, I just don’t feel happy. I don’t really feel anything.
I always get questions like ‘this is so exciting, why aren’t you happy about it?’
But I am happy about it, I just can’t show it.
It’s frustrating me and driving me to depression.
lol can relate but tonight's my last chanceee wish me luck :)
You okay buddy?
Please tell us you’re okay
Oh dear
are you ok?..
ik im hella late but are you okay b? your life is so precious and you are such an amazing person. everyone would be upset to see you leave. please trust me when i tell u that your life matters so much and we are all here for you. you can message me on instagram @rxcky.0225 whenever u need
It’s been like two and a half years since I’ve known this song.
this song sums up my life
please hang in there
@@ayaka3798 here is an update I am now taking these pills which are anti depressants I am slowly getting better
GothicWolfBoi 2004 ah im glad to hear that :)) i hope they help u !
@@ayaka3798 I had been trying to get off of cutting myself it has been hard for me recently
@@October_999 i understand:( im proud of u for trying to stop. if u ever need to talk u can msg me on insta @rxcky.0225
I can relate to this wayyy to much
oof :(( if u ever need to talk u can message me on instagram @rxcky.0225 !! hang in there b
yesss
*my legs are dangling off the edge*
wow. just wow.
3:52 dont mind me
Spent so much time chasing you.... But your long gone. So my legs are dangling off the edge...
its kinda scary...
thats true, this song is dark :(
@@ayaka3798 but anyway i really like it 🤗
@@Toko.LPSx0 aw thank u
I need help. Anybody that I can talk to?
3:45, this is just for me.
i feel like i want to die and this helps me feel good about myself
3:52
yknow,
i wanna try
I’m always there for my friends but are they there for me?Do they make sure that I’m actually ok? No lol.. edit: I love my friends and they are there for me but things are not getting any better. How are you guys?
im sorry :( u deserve so much better than that. i'm here if u need anything
Oh me, oh my. My time's come.
what do you mean by that? i hope its nothing bad :/ please know that ure not alone in this even tho u may feel like it. we're strangers but im always willing to give u a shoulder to lean on. please talk to me if u want to rant. hang in there beautiful!
@@ayaka3798 No worries, friend. I'm just having hard times and thought that I should end it. But reconsidering was a good idea. Thank you for the positivity!
@@wingsfeatherstalonsYT please dont end it, there are so many ppl who care abt u even tho u may not feel like it. im so sorry ure going through a rough patch in ur life rn,, plsplspls feel free to vent here !! u r so strong and u can keep doing this, i believe in u. thank u for staying alive
@@ayaka3798 heyyy, I'm alive, friend! Life's getting tough again and I reverted back to depressing songs for coping.. yah. unhealthy, I know. But atleast it helps somehow y'know. But atleast I have three good friends by my side now. They'll help me find a healthy coping mechanism, probably. Thank you for caring, once again.
3:50 best part 😅
"Stomach full of pills didn't work again"
Hit hard.
It's not worth it. Believe me, I would know.
When everyone around me pretends to be suicidal and jokes about it
Me and my besti : AY BESTI YOU AINT GOING WITHOUT ME! 😩👌 OUR LEGS ARE DANGLING OFF THE EDGE, THE BOTTOM OF THE BOTTOM ISNOUR ONLY FRIEND, I THINK WE’LL SLIT OUR WRISTS AGAIN AND WE’RE GONE GONE GONE TOGETHER! *whispers in class: “how long?” “1 WEEK!” “AYYYY!” “Wbu?” “One day without sh” “BESTI NO! Hug?”
🤗
If I survive, then ill see yall tomorrow
Yeah, I'm not going to sugarcoat it. None of us are okay.
Oml The Kid Sounds Like a teen-
1:26 “and so if I survive, then I’ll see you tomorrow…yeah I’ll see you tomorrow…”
Hits different when you’ve tried to kill yourself three times lol
So If I survive then I’ll see you tomorrow
me: *sees trigger warning* hehe I'd already tried them they don't work XD
I miss the days when music didn't have fucking "trigger warnings"
is it okay to confine yourself in your room with no help. is it okay to feel like a burden. can i just kill myself so i dont have to deal with this unbariable pain? can i just kill myself. someone tell me everything is okay. i dont want to go to that horrible place again.
hey love, it's terrible that you have to deal with this pain. i'm so sorry i didn't reply earlier. if this helps, i promise you everything will be okay eventually. please don't take your precious life away, you are not a burden. i'm here for you, always
@@ayaka3798 thanks
It’s bullet not bullets
3:43