Dear kids, i wanna talk to you but cant... but they didnt say shit bout a verse heres to u Just know it hurts to keep my distance Work so hard just to be different From the man that i became i do not expect you to listen For i dont even trust myself I wouldnt even pay attention To a single word i say For most your lives ive been away Off and on with random women Taking time to know their children 3 of my own That i cant even see Fuck that pain dont ever leave Its a sight most dont see While i see these fucking fathers who are choosing to leave You make me sick , you piece of shits, some of us have no choice Id trade everything today for a day with my boyz Then a day with my girl Who'd id let meet my girl Remiscing of the times i had you in my world But those times are long gone Its been over five years And the last few months you saw me i had lost my damn mind Stuck in addiction Waiting for prison But i did everything i could to stay a fact in your life Even when your mama lied and said shit that amped up the case I regret alot of things but not striking her face She couldve told the truth i wouldve walked away But instead she wrote false statements and i went away.. But ill be the first to say , i fucked up in a sense.. I couldve done things right thats not the road i went I sacrificed it all, in pursuit of my death Instead of death i found myself another prison stint 5 years later, im now back on the streets, oregon state says that we can not speak While under her roof, the law runs the game, as soon you move out send a message my way.. sorry i missed your prom you looked so GOD damn handsome Still killin it in sports i hope you can become one Of the men you want to be i hope some shit i taught stuck What your mom and i hads toxic it was never love, I got out n kicked some doors in when she asked me to move Came down with fake bills wasnt sure what id do Never held a job, always did things illegally But when i got that chance i knew i would do things differently Got a job on the docks, working 6 days a week Started training at precision And then we had amari You would never guess my past in fact your mom even laughed Untill she saw that side bet its not funny now.. I couldve fought the case i couldve took the stand, i couldve showed daves letter do you comprehend? I took the fucking deal so youd four have a roof, if i took the shit to trial they wouldve called on you.. youd be put in a dilemna , Tell the truth you become homeless Follow lies and say goodbye... You were there and know the lie , is that i was already inside.. Got jumped in portland and came home, with a stab wound and broken bones.. mom picked me up, remember how bad that i looked? As soon as i recovered i was back on the move In and out of siletz ..... this beats ending... always remember....
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Dear kids, i wanna talk to you but cant... but they didnt say shit bout a verse heres to u
Just know it hurts to keep my distance
Work so hard just to be different
From the man that i became i do not expect you to listen
For i dont even trust myself
I wouldnt even pay attention
To a single word i say
For most your lives ive been away
Off and on with random women
Taking time to know their children
3 of my own
That i cant even see
Fuck that pain dont ever leave
Its a sight most dont see
While i see these fucking fathers who are choosing to leave
You make me sick , you piece of shits, some of us have no choice
Id trade everything today for a day with my boyz
Then a day with my girl
Who'd id let meet my girl
Remiscing of the times i had you in my world
But those times are long gone
Its been over five years
And the last few months you saw me i had lost my damn mind
Stuck in addiction
Waiting for prison
But i did everything i could to stay a fact in your life
Even when your mama lied and said shit that amped up the case
I regret alot of things but not striking her face
She couldve told the truth i wouldve walked away
But instead she wrote false statements and i went away..
But ill be the first to say , i fucked up in a sense..
I couldve done things right thats not the road i went
I sacrificed it all, in pursuit of my death
Instead of death i found myself another prison stint
5 years later, im now back on the streets, oregon state says that we can not speak
While under her roof, the law runs the game, as soon you move out send a message my way..
sorry i missed your prom you looked so GOD damn handsome
Still killin it in sports i hope you can become one
Of the men you want to be i hope some shit i taught stuck
What your mom and i hads toxic it was never love,
I got out n kicked some doors in when she asked me to move
Came down with fake bills wasnt sure what id do
Never held a job, always did things illegally
But when i got that chance i knew i would do things differently
Got a job on the docks, working 6 days a week
Started training at precision
And then we had amari
You would never guess my past in fact your mom even laughed
Untill she saw that side bet its not funny now..
I couldve fought the case i couldve took the stand, i couldve showed daves letter do you comprehend? I took the fucking deal so youd four have a roof, if i took the shit to trial they wouldve called on you.. youd be put in a dilemna ,
Tell the truth you become homeless
Follow lies and say goodbye...
You were there and know the lie , is that i was already inside..
Got jumped in portland and came home, with a stab wound and broken bones.. mom picked me up, remember how bad that i looked?
As soon as i recovered i was back on the move
In and out of siletz
..... this beats ending... always remember....