Understandable why Ivan can't perform this song live in concert anymore. He says it nearly kills him emotionally and lyrically pertains to his own family. Thank you for the upload.
When I was a kid...our father beated us...told us we were shameful, worthless and brought him only misery..he left to build a new life somewhere ''In his eyes we never added up''. My younger brother took the brunt of it whenever father was not happy..''I never stood by him at the time''. My mother died 10 years later.My sister started threating her kid the same way father did..''I only did what I thought was truly right..'' She now blames me for losing custody of her child. I walk my path alone..
You are not alone, not really. I was the one in my family who took the brunt; they saw me as the black sheep and also, or alternatively, the scapegoat. No worries, never you mind. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter.
This song has been burned in my soul. I lost my mother just a few years ago and to hear this song it brings back all those bad memories of my childhood. But keeps me going to do better for my children. Awsome song guys.
2013 i lost my older brother and my stepfather, back to back, I never felt more alone in my life then I did when I saw my stepfather die, and that is a pain I live with every day of my life, nothing I can do will ever bring them back, no matter how badly I wish I could take back the things I said, I cant. Remember this, always tell your family and friends that you love them, because you never know when that moment you spent with them will be the last moment.
basically the message is that we all have regret but never let that stop you from making it right no matter how ,many times we wish we could undo it we cant but that is what makes us who we are even if we cant forget no matter how hard we try it is what defines us as a whole regret is a wicked thing but we all have it it is part of life and no matter what we do somethings we just have to move on from even though it hurts badly, to me that is this songs message
I kinda heard it a bit differently.. I'll explain what I mean and hope it makes sense lol Say I'm in the middle of a breakup and this is the conversation with my person.. if I could do that, could you do that...
I think I read somewhere is letting go and talking about regret that heavy is important to share with your family. Which is what I got from this. A lot easier to have things in the open rather than closed off remembering it all in your own mind. Theres other views we need to listen to them.
@@douglassigmund8620 let me add their are other views or regrets we should also speak up on that we aren't. Whats done in the dark will shine. Have the confidence to be the light before it all ignites.. in many ways.
I have always loved this song but it hits different now. My husband died unexpectedly on New Years Day and I have never felt more alone. We had just bought a house and he died before the first payment was due. He was so happy and then in an instant he was gone. I have so much anger in me and no real release. It truly is a long and lonely road when you know you walk alone.
I am soo sorry my deepest wishes to you know that god is on your side I had lost my grandma and my grampa both 2 years ago I miss them soo very much but I know there with me even if i cant see them .
I love this song, the first time I heard this remembered everything I have done that I regretted and I cried, being 14 at the time, in a bad time of life, facing a lot of challenges, and getting assaulted, it was the thing that just tipped my bucket and it felt good.
This song has a strong place in my heart as it has helped my in my dark place and got me back to the light I don’t know what I would do if I hadn’t found this band back in the early 200s
I'm sure we all relate to this song. For me, it's the entirety of the song. They wrote it for all who relate. All the lyrics in this song, for me is 100% my life. That's how much I relate to it. Thank you FFDP, you made this song for all of us. 😶👍👏
This song reminds me of my dear cousin, we lost her to gun violence on 12-20-20, in her last moments she was visiting and paying respects to a memorial not knowing those moments would be her last. RIP Dezzy, I will never forget the sweet memories I had with you being kids and going to school. 😢
this is kinda how i feel at times unfortunately thats just how it is but death punch has gotten me thuogh a lot of sorrow and regret it has lways spoken to my very soul i always have and always will be a fan til the end
This song.. It feels so similar to my life.. A dad that I haven't seen since 17 years long (he lives 30km from me), married to another woman who is out on his money. My mom who did her best but I failed a lot in my life because I am too stubborn to listen to my mother and sisters.. But I never quit, get back up and fight your proper errors. But I have that pain really deep in my heart because of regrets.. This brings me such a lot of motivation to get back on the right track 🙏
This sing is everything i would say to my family .... i jnow it's wring but i feel i would just listen to this before i end everything .. I just feel i can't hold on anymore .. or i'm barely holding on ... I just can't stand my self anymore .. I wanna break down into tears and just dissiper like i've never been there without hurting anyone and without feeling hurt anymore .. I'm sorry to everyone but i' most sorfy to myself ... I don't know how much i can keep on being this way anymore ...
When I lost my dad, this song made me lose it. I've never lived to to their expectations. I've always been the disappointment. Still, 2 years after losing my dad, even tho he said he was proud of me, I know in my heart I was a disappointment and every day all I want is to take the courage to take my life. But as a failure at everything in life, I have failed numerous times at ending it all. The only thing I've ever truly wanted to succeed at, ending my life, I can't even succeed there. The feeling of disappointment is just so overwhelming. I wish there was a sure fire way to end the pain I feel. I guess being a chicken shit coward is who I will be until it's inevitably my time. Just wish I could hurry the process
When you wake up and realize everyone you ever knew stayed one step ahead of you collecting rocks so they can bicker about the the day they finally get to bury you.
I know what your are going through. Me and my so called sister. If you were to chat with us separately you would swear we were raised in separate houses. She is the golden child and I am the screw up. Nowadays she is so full of self righteous indignation..
The pain never truly heals, even after it's been so long since the pain was actually inflicted. I'm still reeling from it, it keeps me up at night, it haunts my every thought, it makes me so afraid that my own child might suffer my fate despite my best intentions. I remember everything. I can't forget even if I want to.
I felt like this for years didn't want to wake up and face reality that my dad was never ever gonna be there for me I blamed myself for the way I was when I was young, he only wanted to know me when it pleased him, I just wished I never had a dad then it wouldn't feel so painful, I'm glad I had a great mum yes she had her faults like every mother, this song is great
Relatable for me, I've so far lived a life I don't wanna remember but I can't forget and have tried almost everything to numb it all it's weird cause the things you think help make it worse
Every word. Perfectly describes my life…my mother, my father being god and how I failed him. My brother I have never stood beside, my sister I gave up when my mom died because I figured it would be better for her. The way I still feel like running away, at 40 I’m still so far from home. Sober for seven years, said I’d never change? But what the fuck do you know… And above all? I remember everything…
Its a long and lonely road when u know you walk alolen i remember everything i feel like running away im still so far from home you say id never change but wtf do you know i relate to you
Well if you ever wanted to hear this song at concert you cant anymore bc ivan said they wont play it anymore. They have their reasons but man such a good song but there is still more songs.
4:54pm January 2019, instant flashback to the "pond " 1978. I rediscovered this memory back in December 2016,how could I forget something like this? I realise that my memory has been wiped but not completely just some events and the " lilly pond " was the first to come back, but the timing was not accidental it was deliberate and precise, my mind remembered the instructions & from complete ignorance to full realization was shocking. In 1978 I fell into a steep sided pond, disgustingly full of the carcasses of a entire herd of pigs, a dozen or more. Heads,legs,insideds, genitals and the gallons of blood enough to turn the water frothy pink and full of intestines. So how could I forget about this ? Infrasound frequencies and memory implant techniques using spice to kick it all off. I'm losing my reason for telling you this ,ok got it, I was given this track to listen to while I was getting my memory back and this song was so emotional for me I couldn't stop a few tears from rolling down my face. Really powerful words and guitar at that moment when I remembered the pond and many other experiences I had repressed
I REMEMBER EVERYTHING I remember the day you left I remember your first lie I remember all your words all your promises I remember how you made me feel seeing you with him I remember that look I remember that last touch I remember the last time you drove away I remember everything and I wish I couldn't remember the new cause I can't remember the the old just remember
This song almost kills my soul when I hear it because I can relate to it. My mother allowed me to be abused by many and I’m the bad guy. I walk alone now
Understandable why Ivan can't perform this song live in concert anymore.
He says it nearly kills him emotionally and lyrically pertains to his own family.
Thank you for the upload.
It kills me emotionally thinking about how it relates to mine, can't imagine what it does to the originator. I feel for a man with such pain.
The pain is sometimes a black hole and loneliness just as bad
"im sorry, i was never good enough"
I know what you mean.
Same bro
Preach bro
Same
Same 🥲
When I was a kid...our father beated us...told us we were shameful, worthless and brought him only misery..he left to build a new life somewhere ''In his eyes we never added up''. My younger brother took the brunt of it whenever father was not happy..''I never stood by him at the time''. My mother died 10 years later.My sister started threating her kid the same way father did..''I only did what I thought was truly right..'' She now blames me for losing custody of her child.
I walk my path alone..
I hope it better, have a great day lovely. ❤
🤗
You are not alone, not really.
I was the one in my family who took the brunt; they saw me as the black sheep and also, or alternatively, the scapegoat. No worries, never you mind. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter.
Wait why was your younger sibling taking the brunt of it? It’s our job as the oldest ones to protect them. Tf
Hang in there brotha
This song has been burned in my soul. I lost my mother just a few years ago and to hear this song it brings back all those bad memories of my childhood. But keeps me going to do better for my children. Awsome song guys.
Sorry for that
So Sorry for your loss, I lost my dad last year
2013 i lost my older brother and my stepfather, back to back, I never felt more alone in my life then I did when I saw my stepfather die, and that is a pain I live with every day of my life, nothing I can do will ever bring them back, no matter how badly I wish I could take back the things I said, I cant. Remember this, always tell your family and friends that you love them, because you never know when that moment you spent with them will be the last moment.
Is this mike from the 417,it’s Joey goggles
basically the message is that we all have regret but never let that stop you from making it right no matter how ,many times we wish we could undo it we cant but that is what makes us who we are even if we cant forget no matter how hard we try it is what defines us as a whole regret is a wicked thing but we all have it it is part of life and no matter what we do somethings we just have to move on from even though it hurts badly, to me that is this songs message
I kinda heard it a bit differently.. I'll explain what I mean and hope it makes sense lol
Say I'm in the middle of a breakup and this is the conversation with my person.. if I could do that, could you do that...
I love this song myself because it sorta defines me
I think I read somewhere is letting go and talking about regret that heavy is important to share with your family. Which is what I got from this. A lot easier to have things in the open rather than closed off remembering it all in your own mind. Theres other views we need to listen to them.
It's open to personal perspective, and I respect your thoughts. My differ slightly but I love your interpretation.
@@douglassigmund8620 let me add their are other views or regrets we should also speak up on that we aren't. Whats done in the dark will shine. Have the confidence to be the light before it all ignites.. in many ways.
This song is literally just right in every word he sings. So close to home it has a seat in every playlist.
Sup
Parts of this song has a lot of meaning to me ! And my life
When I had no one. This is the song Id play and cry to. This is song saved me many times and continues to save me.
Myself included. I battled severe depression most of my adult life. I once listened to it for ten minutes straight.
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I wish i could cry, i need to,
❤
I have always loved this song but it hits different now. My husband died unexpectedly on New Years Day and I have never felt more alone. We had just bought a house and he died before the first payment was due. He was so happy and then in an instant he was gone. I have so much anger in me and no real release. It truly is a long and lonely road when you know you walk alone.
My condolences for your loss. Loosing someone is never easy.
“I walk a lonely road, the only road that I have ever known” - Linkin Park (I think)
@@arsenictemperance7940 Green Day
Sending you love! I hope you stay strong and get through this terrible time. This stranger cares for you!
I am soo sorry my deepest wishes to you know that god is on your side I had lost my grandma and my grampa both 2 years ago I miss them soo very much but I know there with me even if i cant see them .
"It's a long and lonely road....WHEN YOU KNOW YOU WALK, ALOOOOOONEEE" I think I've said this on your videos TOO MANY TIMES..... I can relate :/
Too many times, when your own parents abandoned you it’s the lowest
My dad loves this song he wants me to play it if something happens to him this song makes me wanna cry
MidnightFnaflover 99 i hope you never have to play this song then
And it is a good song
@@Hector-rx7gc yes very memorable though my choice would be gone away for when i go or when the seasons change either way these are all amazing songs
Rennako Noramaki good point ffdp is a great band
Rennako Noramaki and make good songs
I love this song, the first time I heard this remembered everything I have done that I regretted and I cried, being 14 at the time, in a bad time of life, facing a lot of challenges, and getting assaulted, it was the thing that just tipped my bucket and it felt good.
Every time I listen to this song I break down and end up screaming and crying to it
This song is so good it makes me cry when I listen to it
Oh man
Me too
This song has a strong place in my heart as it has helped my in my dark place and got me back to the light I don’t know what I would do if I hadn’t found this band back in the early 200s
This song hits me hard because it reminds me of my childhood
I'm sure we all relate to this song. For me, it's the entirety of the song. They wrote it for all who relate. All the lyrics in this song, for me is 100% my life. That's how much I relate to it. Thank you FFDP, you made this song for all of us. 😶👍👏
This song reminds me of my dear cousin, we lost her to gun violence on 12-20-20, in her last moments she was visiting and paying respects to a memorial not knowing those moments would be her last. RIP Dezzy, I will never forget the sweet memories I had with you being kids and going to school. 😢
this is kinda how i feel at times unfortunately thats just how it is but death punch has gotten me thuogh a lot of sorrow and regret it has lways spoken to my very soul i always have and always will be a fan til the end
Same
Jesus saves.
I just lost my mother to cancer. My father died 4yr ago from cancer. This song takes me back to my childhood. To bad its not happy memories
I can't say I relate to this song but it's still hits the feels.
I do remember everything....this song was taken out of the depths of my soul somehow???? Love it.....And still I'm moving on....
1:55 - indeed, it’s very lonely
This song.. It feels so similar to my life.. A dad that I haven't seen since 17 years long (he lives 30km from me), married to another woman who is out on his money. My mom who did her best but I failed a lot in my life because I am too stubborn to listen to my mother and sisters.. But I never quit, get back up and fight your proper errors. But I have that pain really deep in my heart because of regrets.. This brings me such a lot of motivation to get back on the right track 🙏
This sing is everything i would say to my family .... i jnow it's wring but i feel i would just listen to this before i end everything ..
I just feel i can't hold on anymore .. or i'm barely holding on ...
I just can't stand my self anymore ..
I wanna break down into tears and just dissiper like i've never been there without hurting anyone and without feeling hurt anymore ..
I'm sorry to everyone but i' most sorfy to myself ...
I don't know how much i can keep on being this way anymore ...
This song speaks to me so much I can’t express
I have so much pain it can never be numb.all the hurt and pain flows through. my heart like a raging river
When the rage inside can't be let out! You know that someone's going to die if it does
ffdp always
All i can say is this is the perfect song. The lyrics are spot on. Damn good tune.
Except for the "before I let you run" it's "before I let you in"
I remeber everything !
🔥❤🔥My Life Story!!!!🔥❤🔥
♥️♥️hugs .I know how it feels
My life story too ❤❤
I love this song and all other ffdp songs
R.I.P. Uncle Moose. I miss so much everyday 10-7-2017
What is that last name
@@kingdavid8470 why?
I lost my older brother to suicide in 2017.. Definitely hurts hearing this song but he loved it 💔
This song hits home the words r so true my life
When I lost my dad, this song made me lose it. I've never lived to to their expectations. I've always been the disappointment. Still, 2 years after losing my dad, even tho he said he was proud of me, I know in my heart I was a disappointment and every day all I want is to take the courage to take my life. But as a failure at everything in life, I have failed numerous times at ending it all. The only thing I've ever truly wanted to succeed at, ending my life, I can't even succeed there. The feeling of disappointment is just so overwhelming. I wish there was a sure fire way to end the pain I feel. I guess being a chicken shit coward is who I will be until it's inevitably my time. Just wish I could hurry the process
Maybe you are meant to be here. Keep going. You’ll find the path. If you keep walking, the path will find you.
You got this. One step at a time.
Ive only ever seen my dad cry once and he began listening to this
my favorite band
my fav song
Mine too
Sadly this song will never be played live anymore. It is so good!
Yeah they choke up singing it cause of how close it hits to home for one of them
You KNOW you did something right when your own song gets you going in tears
When you wake up and realize everyone you ever knew stayed one step ahead of you collecting rocks so they can bicker about the the day they finally get to bury you.
@Joey lyrics mania - Thank You!! Awesome Sound and video!! PeaCe&ReSPeCt, ShelleBelle
This song fucks me up. When he say the Sister part it really pertains to my life. She hates me for real.
I know what your are going through. Me and my so called sister. If you were to chat with us separately you would swear we were raised in separate houses. She is the golden child and I am the screw up. Nowadays she is so full of self righteous indignation..
Being from a family of addicts and feeling the pain of remembering everything is rough man...
😢yes
To my beloved mother and brother, to my father who live in eternity now,
I'm sorry, i was never good enough
this song Reverberates so much what's happening now in Afghanistan our country has fought so long for nothing from 2001 till 2021
This is my favorite song from my god mother 😍😍❤️🎶🎤😍💕
The pain never truly heals, even after it's been so long since the pain was actually inflicted.
I'm still reeling from it, it keeps me up at night, it haunts my every thought, it makes me so afraid that my own child might suffer my fate despite my best intentions.
I remember everything. I can't forget even if I want to.
I had to pull over. I started fucking sobbing
I felt like this for years didn't want to wake up and face reality that my dad was never ever gonna be there for me I blamed myself for the way I was when I was young, he only wanted to know me when it pleased him, I just wished I never had a dad then it wouldn't feel so painful, I'm glad I had a great mum yes she had her faults like every mother, this song is great
This so sums up yesterday for me
Ffdp always da best ...
This hits so hard
Dear mother im sorry im not good enough😢😢😢 im fighting alone 😥💔
Awe
Feels like my childhood
I Remember Everyting.
2:05 to 2:07 really hit hard for me it explains a little of my past
I know that feeling it happend To me too In past
@@ketis06 yeah life sucks tbh
@@EndangeredGhoulMusic not always
@@jessetuominen9551 how do you know? You don't live my life :/
@@EndangeredGhoulMusic oh really
Good song
3:52-4:20 best part for me
I love them too bad I am too young to go to there concerts.👍🤗🤗
Relatable for me, I've so far lived a life I don't wanna remember but I can't forget and have tried almost everything to numb it all it's weird cause the things you think help make it worse
Literally perfect song to describe me
My favorite FFDP song but admittedly it makes me sad. :(
Joey is the person who share everything
This want my fav
I feel this everyday
Every word. Perfectly describes my life…my mother, my father being god and how I failed him. My brother I have never stood beside, my sister I gave up when my mom died because I figured it would be better for her. The way I still feel like running away, at 40 I’m still so far from home. Sober for seven years, said I’d never change? But what the fuck do you know…
And above all? I remember everything…
Wow hit home this song do 😢
Remember everything❤
All of my grandfathers are no longer with me I would always cry about them
Wow that's perfect
Man I'm hurting inside and this song hit hard
Essa letra bate com força em qualquer um!
"In my heart I know I failed you"
Bro😢😢😢
I really like that song Desiree
.....this song describes luther from the umbrella academy so much😔😔
My step brother passed in a fatal car crash last night. This song and gone away are hitting harder than a truck right now.
So sorry. God bless u
Its a long and lonely road when u know you walk alolen i remember everything i feel like running away im still so far from home you say id never change but wtf do you know i relate to you
Well if you ever wanted to hear this song at concert you cant anymore bc ivan said they wont play it anymore. They have their reasons but man such a good song but there is still more songs.
Why not?
For his family i think. Or bc it had personal stuff in it. Idk but i saw the thing where he said he wouldnt play it anymore.
This song describes me everything that has happened to me its how i feel
Story of my life
Battlefront : The Sarah Connor Chronicles - The War Of Skynet
4:54pm January 2019, instant flashback to the "pond " 1978.
I rediscovered this memory back in December 2016,how could I forget something like this? I realise that my memory has been wiped but not completely just some events and the " lilly pond " was the first to come back, but the timing was not accidental it was deliberate and precise, my mind remembered the instructions & from complete ignorance to full realization was shocking. In 1978 I fell into a steep sided pond, disgustingly full of the carcasses of a entire herd of pigs, a dozen or more.
Heads,legs,insideds, genitals and the gallons of blood enough to turn the water frothy pink and full of intestines. So how could I forget about this ?
Infrasound frequencies and memory implant techniques using spice to kick it all off.
I'm losing my reason for telling you this ,ok got it, I was given this track to listen to while I was getting my memory back and this song was so emotional for me I couldn't stop a few tears from rolling down my face.
Really powerful words and guitar at that moment when I remembered the pond and many other experiences I had repressed
Sangat indah untuk dikenang
When you know you walk alone... ❄️ 🌬️
I REMEMBER EVERYTHING I remember the day you left I remember your first lie I remember all your words all your promises I remember how you made me feel seeing you with him I remember that look I remember that last touch I remember the last time you drove away I remember everything and I wish I couldn't remember the new cause I can't remember the the old just remember
Nerd
Happens to the people youd think itd never happen to. @jennykob7457
Not to be rude but he is actually saying “I’ll burn it all to the ground before I let you in”
How's that rude by saying that?
I love this song....but I wish I didn't understand it
Yes it is when u walk alone
anybody know why they rarely tour Quebec
'cos I remember everything........ and, I do.
This song almost kills my soul when I hear it because I can relate to it. My mother allowed me to be abused by many and I’m the bad guy. I walk alone now
Me too, every day
''i remember everything'',sexual abuse songs on spotify got me here.
"It all went by so fast;I still can't change the past".But I Remember EVERYTHING"
I left that
You say that I'll never change but what the FUCK do you know.
I feel this line everytime I hear it and I dedicate it to my parents and sister.
One mistake at 16...i remember every bloody thing said before i walked away. ✌️
Damn near everything mask off #thegame #unity #1📐💔
Ffdp for life
This hits home oh this hits fucking home me and my dad have a strained relationship
0:26
1:31
My dad loves💗
This song