somehow, your video came into my feed, so i watched a few of your videos on your channel. i'll use this comment to write out my thoughts. it's clear you are quite tired from your workload. your circumstances are similar to a former love interest i once had. he is from spain, and i am from america. he works in coding and also has dreams of moving to japan. during our short time in a long-distance “situationship,” he was always very busy, very tired, always working on something, and i took that so personally. i tried to be supportive, but i was needy for his attention. honestly, i was paranoid that he was playing with my time and emotions. after a while, i had enough and cut off contact with him. this was over a year ago, but i still think about him almost daily. anyways, hearing your recordings gave me something to think about, and i wish you the very best in your endeavors! thank you for letting me share this 😊
Thank you for this comment. The reason I've decided to move to Japan in the first place was to just escape the enviroment I've been in my whole life, I realized that I would be filled with regret in my last minutes because I had nothing to really live for, so in that moment I just decided to move to Japan whatever it takes and I was possesed with this idea for 3 years, entered a good university, learnt English and a little bit of coding, ignoring the rest of my life. A year ago I realized that I will still have regrets in my last minutes, 'cause I did nothing for this world and even after I achieve my goal I will most likely feel nothing about it and have no one to share my happiness with, so that's why I started recording these videos, I thought that atleast I could make a little spot on the earth and it could motivate others to go forward for their dreams day by day. I remembered that I have people that I really care about and my plans have changed but still, Japan became for me just a checkpoint, though I still want to learn about its culture as much as I can, learn the language and just experience a life in Japan. I can't be there for the rest of my life because it wasn't all about Japan after all, I just wanted to explore the world and be dare to someone. I'm really sorry that something like that happened to you. Sorry if my English was messy, I'm still learning. Wish you all the best!
somehow, your video came into my feed, so i watched a few of your videos on your channel. i'll use this comment to write out my thoughts. it's clear you are quite tired from your workload. your circumstances are similar to a former love interest i once had. he is from spain, and i am from america. he works in coding and also has dreams of moving to japan. during our short time in a long-distance “situationship,” he was always very busy, very tired, always working on something, and i took that so personally. i tried to be supportive, but i was needy for his attention. honestly, i was paranoid that he was playing with my time and emotions. after a while, i had enough and cut off contact with him. this was over a year ago, but i still think about him almost daily. anyways, hearing your recordings gave me something to think about, and i wish you the very best in your endeavors! thank you for letting me share this 😊
Thank you for this comment. The reason I've decided to move to Japan in the first place was to just escape the enviroment I've been in my whole life, I realized that I would be filled with regret in my last minutes because I had nothing to really live for, so in that moment I just decided to move to Japan whatever it takes and I was possesed with this idea for 3 years, entered a good university, learnt English and a little bit of coding, ignoring the rest of my life. A year ago I realized that I will still have regrets in my last minutes, 'cause I did nothing for this world and even after I achieve my goal I will most likely feel nothing about it and have no one to share my happiness with, so that's why I started recording these videos, I thought that atleast I could make a little spot on the earth and it could motivate others to go forward for their dreams day by day. I remembered that I have people that I really care about and my plans have changed but still, Japan became for me just a checkpoint, though I still want to learn about its culture as much as I can, learn the language and just experience a life in Japan. I can't be there for the rest of my life because it wasn't all about Japan after all, I just wanted to explore the world and be dare to someone. I'm really sorry that something like that happened to you. Sorry if my English was messy, I'm still learning. Wish you all the best!