chance peña - in my room (sped up & best part loop)

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  • @clovdyy
    @clovdyy  2 роки тому +296

    I love seeing y’all vent in the comments :)
    ily and pls take care!

  • @yoselinmelchor33
    @yoselinmelchor33 2 роки тому +594

    Currently bawling my eyes out gasping for air bc I can’t get enough of this song. This song finally made me cry again after months of being numb.

    • @j4yb0n3z2
      @j4yb0n3z2 2 роки тому +22

      I’ve done that before. As a man it feels emasculate in a way but like sometimes u gotta release it all. It was in 2021 I hadn’t cried in over 6 years

    • @k3ags_4oo33
      @k3ags_4oo33 2 роки тому +5

      Damn, hope all is fine.

    • @yoselinmelchor33
      @yoselinmelchor33 2 роки тому +10

      @@j4yb0n3z2 man I hope you feel better soon bc damn 6 years :/ it’s okay to let it out guys can cry to there’s no shame in that :)

    • @Kuhoochandra
      @Kuhoochandra 2 роки тому +1

      Good for you :)

    • @emiliobuitrago5186
      @emiliobuitrago5186 2 роки тому +2

      @@j4yb0n3z2 i feel you bro, i haven’t cried since i was 12. im 17 now and finally cried brodie and ngl… it’s the best thing i ever did

  • @blububbl3z
    @blububbl3z 2 роки тому +202

    this is like when finally all the years catch up to you and you finally realize whats been going on

  • @lvrbr1
    @lvrbr1 2 роки тому +1287

    This reminds me her, she was so beautiful and kind :) she made me laugh and smile when I was at my lowest. I'm so thankful for her, all the things we did together, the stuff we joked about, the people we would gossip about..I'm thankful for it all. But for some reason I wasn't who she thought of everynight, I wasn't the person that would be the first on her mind everyday once she woke up, I wasn't hers anymore. All I have now are the memories I thought of just to go to bed, it's so lonely without her. I wish I spent more time with her , I wish I texted her every morning asking her how she felt. I could've done more to make her happy, just like how her new lover makes her happy. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough anymore my love. I wish you the best. My destiny.♡

    • @grandturd
      @grandturd 2 роки тому +111

      dont make me tear up man

    • @vxbez_chillin7685
      @vxbez_chillin7685 2 роки тому +57

      Bro ur making me tear cause I feel the same way it hurts know that u can’t have her ik bro

    • @vxbez_chillin7685
      @vxbez_chillin7685 2 роки тому +24

      It hurts cause the things u said happened me with me we still talk but she moved on already an it breaks me know she doesn’t love me anymore it’s hurts I cry every night think what I did wrong what made he lose feelings but she already posted on her story she likes a guy named Alex an on her discord she has her what’s abt me as A💗💕 it broke me when I saw that I broke down at that moment stay strong brother

    • @ashton8565
      @ashton8565 2 роки тому +25

      If it didn’t work out it wasn’t meant to be. Always remember there will always be someone out there that you will meet some day that Will sweep you right off your feet. Let the world do it’s thing and you’ll meet them eventually! In the mean time work on yourself pick up some hobby’s and honestly just do what you love so you’ll already be established going into your next relationship! :)

    • @ashton8565
      @ashton8565 2 роки тому +1

      @@vxbez_chillin7685 ^^^ read what I just wrote.

  • @darth_yeet3487
    @darth_yeet3487 2 роки тому +105

    This song makes feel a sadness that I’ve never experienced, it makes me feel like I’ve been broken but I haven’t

    • @thomasramos4654
      @thomasramos4654 2 роки тому +7

      it feels like you have been so sad but actually it never happened

  • @Ray-by7xo
    @Ray-by7xo 2 роки тому +207

    This music somehow makes me feel like everything is going to be ok it's like a hug, it makes me feel nostalgic and it also makes me feel like something good is going to happen ♡

  • @s3cr3tEm0ji
    @s3cr3tEm0ji 2 роки тому +34

    CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW PERFECTLY LOOPED THIS IS

  • @zachm7020
    @zachm7020 2 роки тому +53

    Damn just graduated and this song is finally making it feel real. Four years of amazing memories. It goes by too fast. It feels like yesterday that I was getting dropped off at the dorm for the first time. So many memories that I will cherish for the rest of my life.

    • @wspamira
      @wspamira 2 роки тому +4

      1 month late but congrats 4 graduating!

  • @ren.6415
    @ren.6415 2 роки тому +19

    this song reminds me of the times when i was smiling and laughing almost every minute, i was enjoying life then. i wanted everything to be alright, but i let myself down. i went through a bad mental state and i didn't know what to do with myself, i didn't know how to tell anyone and i didn't want to bother anyone.
    i tried finding ways to distract myself, i tried finding someone that i could love, that didn't work out. everybody left me when i was at my lowest, but it wasn't their fault. they didn't know i wasn't okay, i didn't want them to worry about me, so i didn't tell them what was happening with me. lately ive been working on maintaining a positive attitude, im way more healthier now, you should do the same! im not the best i could be though, but i hope everybody reading this realises that you only have one chance in life, use that to ur advantage! try new things, find new hobbies and take care of urself !!
    make sure to stay hydrated, so many people care for u. and even though i don't know who u are, i'm always cheering you on and i'm supporting you through all the hard times, whenever you're feeling down, remember that you have several people cheering u on. u truly are an amazing human being, and whatever ur feeling right now is completely valid and so many people are here for u.
    i love u.

  • @xbinaryx0
    @xbinaryx0 2 роки тому +385

    I can't tell what this song makes me feel, but it makes me feel something. Not necessarily sad, but not happy, either. Almost like the feeling of reminiscing on things that you miss but you know you can't get back.

    • @x.3975
      @x.3975 2 роки тому +10

      This is exactly it, a melancholic feeling

    • @thomasramos4654
      @thomasramos4654 2 роки тому +4

      you're f*cking right, this song reminds me when i had friends and i saw them and we drunk toguether and had parties toguether and stuff, i mean, now im in a relationship with a beatiful girl and i love her so much but it made me walk away from those friends and every day i feel more alone in the sense of friendships and i miss them, i miss hanging out with them. Im in a relationship 1 year and 6 months ago and since that time i have no friends and i really miss them. wow it feels good to vent in a certain way. nothing else, thanks to listen to me, im from argentina, palermo

    • @Iittlelamb
      @Iittlelamb 2 роки тому

      ​@@thomasramos4654 your feelings are normal and valid. Just know that you will heal and you'll get over it.

    • @thomasramos4654
      @thomasramos4654 2 роки тому

      @@Iittlelamb thanks! i wrote that message almost 4 months ago and i feel better now. i mean, i still have no friends but i've been talking with an old friend and that makes it easier

    • @Darkwolfgamer_125
      @Darkwolfgamer_125 2 роки тому

      Yeah

  • @mb.4zz
    @mb.4zz 2 роки тому +19

    I've been staying up in the early hours of the morning for 3 days while I cry constantly for the same reason:
    I don't feel enough for my parents. They are the people I love most on this planet, but, I feel that since I enter my adolescence everything has changed. The moments of happiness do not feel genuine. A couple of days ago we went out and went to a very nice farm in the mountains, we saw animals, we took photos, we walked, and in the afternoon when it started to get dark, there was a fire show at the entrance of the place, so everyone who visited the farm was gathered there and it felt very nice, seeing the children laughing, seeing the people applauding, the family atmosphere that, even though it was cold, felt warm. I felt genuine happiness, and I saw that my parents felt the same. Then we left and went home, bought pizza on the way.
    I was happy for the day we had, but later, I heard Mom talking to Dad, and telling him that I seemed a little ungrateful. Maybe she told him that in some specific context, or something, but I kept thinking about it until now, and I can't get it out of my mind.
    Didn't they enjoy it the same as I did? Did I do or say something wrong along the way that ruined the atmosphere? I don't know what it had to do with everything, but from that moment all my happiness falled apart. That's why now I think that my happiness doesn't feel genuine, I remember the moment when we stable watch the fire show and laugh, and I start crying, because then I remember what Mom said, and I feel that nothing was important there.
    I just want to go back to my childhood, where everything was happiness all the time :(

    • @ellena9535
      @ellena9535 2 роки тому

      I read what you wrote and i want to tell you that i'm sincerely srry for how that sentence your mom told your dad ruined your vibe that day and also some days after that. But I rlly do think that it could be a better idea to discuss openly with your parents about what u heared and how it made you feel. Maybe they'll give you some explanations or they might also say srry for their reaction towards you.
      Pls remember that communication is always the key.
      I wish you all the best and hope that you'll start feeling better than now.🥺🥺🥺

    • @cheryyysssss
      @cheryyysssss 2 роки тому

      I'm sorry about it, hope u feel better :(

    • @thomasramos4654
      @thomasramos4654 2 роки тому +1

      while i red this i started crying because in certain way i feel somthing like that lastly but like Elle Na said you have to talk them and leave everything clear and maybe you feel better. if you do it, answer this comment telling us how it was just if you want. lucky

    • @Dogzstud04
      @Dogzstud04 2 роки тому

      Go to gym

    • @love-cc3zn
      @love-cc3zn 2 роки тому

      I really want to go back to my childhood, I feel that I miss her. The same situation happened to me. I hope you are fine. I am not, but I am trying.

  • @444kesh6
    @444kesh6 2 роки тому +19

    this song reminds me of all those fun times, sad times also the angry rage times. basically at the time of those fun times i didn’t know they were my funniest times in life. and the sad times i didn’t know how much i was missing out on from being sad. those angry rage times i didn’t know i was that mean, rude, aggressive, angry and i hate myself dearly for those affected by these times. basically just have as much fun as you can endure even if you’re going through something have the best times, also take risks, make mistakes, be whoever you wanna be, because at the end off the day nobody’s perfect it’s all fake.

  • @_vita5841
    @_vita5841 2 роки тому +11

    Feels so good to finally find a song I can cry to as I see all my friends doing so much better without me in their lives anymore

  • @Mr.Frijol
    @Mr.Frijol 2 роки тому +19

    This song reminds me so much of her, I love her so much she’s the only person who’s been there for me, she honestly deserves the whole world. My everything

  • @lobsterpatties
    @lobsterpatties 2 роки тому +45

    this song reminds me of how many good people i have in this world and how much love and support they provide me. Every memory with my friends that i look though it makes me emotional. Seeing myself happy in photos brings me joy. My one goal in life is to be happy, and to have a positive additude to get through rough times. Spend every moment enjoying life and getting the most out of everything you do.

  • @renagrey9650
    @renagrey9650 2 роки тому +28

    This song makes me feel so sad but happy at the same time

    • @thomasramos4654
      @thomasramos4654 2 роки тому +2

      exactly. it feels like if something very bad would have happened but that everything is going to get better too

  • @shessupersalty
    @shessupersalty 2 роки тому +4

    Just spent so long looking for this.. I'd listen to this for hours while driving. It got my through so much hell.

  • @JLR-gf3le
    @JLR-gf3le Рік тому

    I love every single version of this song man it’s so good

  • @mistciara
    @mistciara 2 роки тому +25

    not all hero’s wear capes 🙏🏽

  • @alejandrodavila585
    @alejandrodavila585 2 роки тому +18

    No hay sentimiento mas lindo que pensar en la persona que alguna vez te hizo sonreír por amor, y después recordar que ya no están, la extraño con mi alma y aun así no es suficiente para que ella me ame de la forma que lo hizo hace años...

  • @minnie_14v14
    @minnie_14v14 2 роки тому +64

    La melodía me hace pensar en muchas cosas :')

  • @ashton8565
    @ashton8565 2 роки тому +29

    This audio is very calming and makes me feel like I’m floating ☺️. Great job! Very underrated‼️

  • @itsyungdream
    @itsyungdream 2 роки тому +8

    3rd day inna row i’ve bailed my eyes out to this . heartbreak is something i wish on NO ONE

  • @isabellefleming1130
    @isabellefleming1130 2 роки тому +8

    I've had this on the loop for days. I can't stop crying about how dumb I acted toward him. I was never there to hurt him, I was trying to give him everything I had to offer. I don't know why it always has to end this exact way. I am so damn tired of it ending like this. My mom was and has always been right, "people are gonna fuck you over and I'm gonna let them do it" I never thought that anybody could do such a thing. I mean I guess I'm a nice person, but the stuff I never give ever gets matched. I'm so sick and tired of this. I'm tired of feeling like this song, tired of feeling like if it's not one way it's the other way, I'm tired of trying to keep it going for as long as I can and then it not being ever enough.

  • @lucyluvsboba
    @lucyluvsboba 2 роки тому +70

    this song reminds me of the time i realized that no matter how much i try i’ll never seem to be enough for anyone. but it’s okay i guess.

    • @Leo-wv1jz
      @Leo-wv1jz 2 роки тому +4

      dont give up ,ik its hard ,but u doing amazing job ,just letting u know that u are perfect person(am here for u )

    • @워뇨꾸라
      @워뇨꾸라 2 роки тому +4

      you're more than enough :)

    • @rogayahabdullah4876
      @rogayahabdullah4876 Рік тому +1

      You'll never be enough for them because you're more than enough!❤

  • @onyxrea
    @onyxrea 2 роки тому +7

    i listen to this song when i overthink about my relationship. it helps me feel secure. kinda like how a big hug feels. it makes me feel as if everything will be okay even if i sit for hours and bawl my eyes out.

  • @royercardona5312
    @royercardona5312 2 роки тому +1

    this song gives me a feeling of melancholy and nostalgia for some reason

  • @shailaes
    @shailaes 2 роки тому +2

    this actually makes me feel so emotional bro

  • @itzmidnight_serenity6609
    @itzmidnight_serenity6609 2 роки тому +4

    This song makes me have a lump in my throat ;-;

  • @aiden2250
    @aiden2250 2 роки тому +9

    i miss her so much

  • @nalacxc135
    @nalacxc135 2 роки тому +6

    I don‘t know why but this song reminds me of a friend that commited suicide a few weeks ago. I heard this song and immediatly had to cry. This is him. It may sound stupid but if the song had a personality it would be his. He was often melancholic and this suits just perfectly.
    Miss you M.

  • @ciciking2057
    @ciciking2057 2 роки тому +3

    I had this break down once and he held me so gently I felt precious for a moment. It’s been months and I really need to let it go, but he didn’t run away from me when things got tough. He came closer. He cared for me. This song brings be back to that night. I hate it so much.

  • @ruthshakembo1221
    @ruthshakembo1221 2 роки тому +2

    im literally so stressed. tests, famiy issues, friends and much more. parents always arguing 24/7. when will this stop?..

  • @Eli22232
    @Eli22232 8 місяців тому +2

    i’ve always sensed that there’s more to us than only seeing each other as friends. i know there’s something beyond this relationship (despite i am the only one who carries a deep longing between the both of us).
    i have liked him from the very start we met. i always stare at him clandestinely & i often catches his eyes look at me in his seat as though he wanted to communicate something to me-as though glimpsing at each other was the only way we could speak with one another. as though it was the only way we could show our urge & desire to know each other-that only if we can speak through our mouths eye-to-eye, face-to-face, & mind-to-mind, at a table, we could communicate what we really wanted to tell each other; & for me, it is that i have feelings for him since the very first time he’s layed eyes on me. because there’s something in his eyes that washes everything away-something that only in the presence of his eyes is able to happen: its ability to bring forth a feeling beyond elation. a feeling i can feel only when he’s around. his eyes has always been impenetrable, & that’s what i like about it. i spent days stealing glances of him whenever i get the chance to, & the feeling has always been constant & unchanging-i still feel the same intensity from when i first catched a glimpse of him before.
    he has brought forth this particular feeling only him has been able to invoke deep within me for years of my existence. i have liked all of him & all that it took to make up his being to a man that he is. i have liked him & will still like him in the preceding breaths my lungs will pump up within this chest. & yes, i have loved him once in my life. so much that i never really got to remember what we were:
    friends.

    • @Eli22232
      @Eli22232 8 місяців тому

      he reminds me of this song, & how this particular feeling was brought forth by him in just a glance.

    • @Rjkskoo
      @Rjkskoo 5 місяців тому

      It's strange. Because once I felt the same as you do when I was in my highschool...
      We never got to talk verbally but our eyes spoke most of it. The long eye contacts,the unreal attraction,the non physical closeness...
      And I couldn't lie that I never liked him. Maybe he was my first love and I'm grateful for him to teach me how that feels... Unfortunately things had to take turns and we are far away from each other physically and maybe emotionally... I didn't had the courage to speak up neither did he...
      Now whenever I try to get attracted to a man he comes up to my mind and i couldn't forget him even if we aren't meant to be together.

  • @MiaLuvsYou11
    @MiaLuvsYou11 2 роки тому

    This reminds me of him. He was the best friend in the world, he always cheered me up when I'm down. I used to like him but I realized that he only saw me as a friend so I just see him as a friend now. I miss him so much.

    • @bruceleesmilkytiddies
      @bruceleesmilkytiddies Рік тому

      What happened?

    • @MiaLuvsYou11
      @MiaLuvsYou11 Рік тому

      @@bruceleesmilkytiddies I found out that one of his friends also like him and that friend is also my friend and i can't just have a crush on the same person my friend also likes so i just decided to move on, but if u think he died or smth bcs of the I miss him so much part it's just that we're in vacation now and i never get to see him anymore and never get to talk to him.

  • @itsssLenaaa
    @itsssLenaaa 2 роки тому +1

    Feels so good that there’s finally a song that will make me cry out everything and the beat just goes with my life :’)

  • @edenmariemusic
    @edenmariemusic Рік тому

    this makes me think of my best friend. he's absolutely everything to me and he's saved my life so many times. I have BPD and he's my favourite person and sometimes that gets difficult and I randomly get times where I feel like he's gonna leave and if I had a montage of what it would feel like to lose him this song would be playing in the background as all of our memories flashed in front of me. but then I remember it's all in my head and reminds me just how good those memories are and how many more like that we're going to make, because I'm self aware that he's not gonna leave but BPD is gonna BPD and I can't do anything about that. I love him more than anything and I'm so grateful he's in my life. thank you M.

  • @chachaboomboom7616
    @chachaboomboom7616 2 роки тому

    This song always reminds me of my dad. It was my 8th birthday, we didn't celebrate it, bcs my parents were busy. I was so sad. Then my dad surprised me with a little birthday party with my mom siblings and him, I saw in my dad that he took time off to buy a cake and ice cream, and a present just for me, I am really grateful for my dad. It felt like to my dad that he thinks he didn't put effort into it, and he didn't care about me. but i my heart it was the best. So now that I got older I start to appreciate my dad more. He did a lot for me when I was little and I didn't notice it. I Love You Dad

  • @Darkwolfgamer_125
    @Darkwolfgamer_125 2 роки тому +1

    This makes me realize how much she makes me happy and how much I truly love her❤

  • @patrickmcquiller9487
    @patrickmcquiller9487 Рік тому +1

    This feels like the good days when my mom was here laughing having fun but she's in a better place now im grateful I couldn't ask for more then for her to be taken care of we laughed we talked we cried we screamed but there was always a light in a tough situation never stop loving yourself your enough if somebody else says your not remind them your enough to dont let you insecurities get the best of you

  • @urdawgwater
    @urdawgwater 2 місяці тому

    hits different after you've had a long day with your friends.

  • @kairamiyahana
    @kairamiyahana Рік тому

    her

  • @Az_.isaias
    @Az_.isaias Рік тому

    This song reminds me of her and her beautiful smile how we would laugh during practice or how we would play around I will miss her so much just hope she takes care and hope she eats and stays healthy

  • @sivaa1401
    @sivaa1401 2 роки тому +2

    The build up to the beat drop is like all the happy moments and fun memories I have...once the beat drops it feels like a heartbreak...although we've gone through everything togather, it won't matter later....and I can change that, no matter how hard I try

  • @macikuki
    @macikuki 2 роки тому +18

    You're music taste>>>>>>>
    Btw thank you for posting and it's so calming and it makes me feel better

    • @clovdyy
      @clovdyy  2 роки тому +1

      thank you! and ofcs, have a good day as well :)

  • @rubenfelebrico80
    @rubenfelebrico80 2 роки тому +1

    This reminds me of my family we were a happy once now we don't bonding anymore were always fighting...why can't we just be happy mom and dad?:(

  • @savannalayne7448
    @savannalayne7448 Рік тому

    I need a 10 hour version of this

  • @overcookedvegetables
    @overcookedvegetables 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you for making this song.. it reminds me of my homies.. But they're gone now.. Thank you so much..

  • @nayukia2889
    @nayukia2889 2 роки тому

    I’ve been crying rn because of this song. It reminds me of her i dont want to lose her.:((

  • @amalia3289
    @amalia3289 2 роки тому +1

    This song seems like a sunset on a warm beach and i feel like I’m sitting on the sand, crying for no reason while listening to this song and admiring the sun going away, leaving behind him some nostalgic colours.

  • @jayantsarohe9912
    @jayantsarohe9912 2 роки тому +2

    This reminds me my memories of childhood 😭

  • @pknyyy0
    @pknyyy0 2 роки тому

    the melody gives me chills.

  • @reynadavila4502
    @reynadavila4502 Рік тому

    This reminds me of him, he was the only reason why I liked going to school. When we’d look for each other in the hallways during passing periods. When I tried looking for him, there he was looking at me. He moved though, I don’t know where he is now, but I feel like he felt the same way I felt about him too.

  • @lainthetripletaurus3132
    @lainthetripletaurus3132 2 роки тому +6

    This song is a lot like grief pain, it hits In waves. One moment you're fine and the next you're thinking about them...
    It's been over a month since my boyfriend died, and the pain never ends, I miss him more than anything and just want him back...
    Rip Terrell James poster ( 01/12/06-09/26/22 ❤️❤️)
    I miss you terrell, and love you more than anything else, and I will always and forever...

    • @pop-kr1my
      @pop-kr1my 2 роки тому +1

      ohmygosh, please feel better and know it’s okay to grieve!! love you, stay strong!!

  • @ittoobsession8796
    @ittoobsession8796 2 роки тому +2

    this song brings me peace, like the calm after the storm. it reminds me of my childhood.

  • @MizTheWitch
    @MizTheWitch Рік тому

    This feels like sitting on a cliff late autumn watching the sunset, wind blowing softly through your hair as you contemplate life and who you are.

  • @Justme-db7zc
    @Justme-db7zc 2 роки тому +8

    This reminds me of my relationship with him it sounds just like this … like a late spring that wind on a summer night . That one rainy day that just fits so prefect with your mood that autumn that fills you with warmth .. ecstasy. My relationship with him was my ecstasy . I met new people but some songs like this still reminds me of my first love

    • @Leo-wv1jz
      @Leo-wv1jz 2 роки тому

      Heyy dont give up move one am believe u amazing person

  • @omiohmy6474
    @omiohmy6474 2 роки тому +2

    this sounds to me like looking behind you after being so self centered for so long and finally seeing how many people have been and are there for you 💓

  • @savannahwilliams7060
    @savannahwilliams7060 2 роки тому +2

    everyone's commenting abt how this song makes them happy but this song is making me BAWL my eyes out rn, it really makes me think abt how shitty my life is bro

  • @Victor-ph2sd
    @Victor-ph2sd 11 місяців тому +1

    um dos melhores sons que pude encontrar na minha vida

  • @mustangsandmadras
    @mustangsandmadras 2 роки тому

    I've had a rlly hard week and I found this and it made me feel a little better, tysm

  • @flowersnothing7059
    @flowersnothing7059 Рік тому

    this song reminds me of my cat. he was my best friend and then he was gone. it still feels weird, he was was here with me and then the next day he wasn’t. i did everything i possibly could to find him and cried to sleep every night. it hurts to not know what happened. this song reminds me of his meows and the memories we had together. he was perfect, this song is perfect. i still feel numb and think about him everyday. just remember they’re not just animals, give your pet some love because you never know what can happen.

  • @ernesto5571
    @ernesto5571 2 роки тому

    This song gives me a feeling.. like a sad/enjoyable feelin... Idk, its just something..addictive.

  • @f3t1maaa
    @f3t1maaa 2 роки тому

    I’m really thankful for this I just need something calming recently my dog is dying won’t stop throwing up blood won’t eat and she’s just suffer I’ve been trying my best so have the doctors I just can’t lose her she my best friend my number 1 it’s hurts to see her suffering I finally let it all out alone in my room it felt ok but I just want to hug her forget and never let her go.I love you pepper ♥️

  • @mon.nklwwaa
    @mon.nklwwaa 2 роки тому +1

    this song reminds me of that one ex because he was the first boy that made me feel good for who i am and i started loving myself. i was struggling with ed and he helped me to start eating again. i was eating three full meals everyday and never felt more proud of myself. even tho it was a distance relationship he never made me feel alone while we were dating. sadly one day everyhting changed and he wanted to break up because of the distance.. this really broke my heart and even tho i moved on it still hurts when i remember it. if he sees this one day i just want to let him know that i loved him to bits.. i love you.

  • @KojiTheGreatOfficial
    @KojiTheGreatOfficial 2 роки тому

    Bro this song made me cry after a year of not crying. This song is so powerful this made me cry for a reason. Have a nice day

  • @emilia4413
    @emilia4413 2 роки тому

    Crying while listening to this music, hits different man.

  • @goofygoofymf
    @goofygoofymf 2 роки тому

    This takes me back to uni in the Netherlands. The nighttime walks and occasionally going to a bar and stumbling back to my apartment. Being able to walk everywhere I absolutely needed to be, taking the train when needed, occasionally riding my bike... the walking trails, too.
    Everything but the whole being in uni and having classes and homework, I miss. I was going to start my adult life there. I wonder how things would have been had I opted to try and find work there.
    Corona may have messed that up for me, but there's so much that's happened since then, I'm content. I wouldn't trade the things that have happened since then for anything.

  • @kensanchez9369
    @kensanchez9369 2 роки тому +3

    This made me bawl at the gym by seeing how mean I am to mom and how little me would be so sad and disappointed at myself for doing that because of all the things she did for me the sacrifices she done just to get me happy… I just hate myself for being so selfish and being mean to her. Ima stop that now I just want to spend time with her make her happy and when I’m older I can pay her back for everything I love you momma with all my heart ❤️

  • @fgwpo
    @fgwpo 2 роки тому

    makes me miss her hearing this everyday i would pick her up play her song in my car with my hand on her lap , now im stuck with every feeling of missing her and slowly getting depressed everyday i wish i could’ve stayed and not left that night… forever gonna love my yazmin 💔

  • @Sneezles
    @Sneezles 2 роки тому +1

    Whoever is reading this :)
    Let go of your past. You’re tired and exhausted. Be in the moment right now and let’s vibe together. I love you

  • @thinking137
    @thinking137 2 роки тому

    although i’ve heard songs like these that make me feel nostalgic & fuzzy inside… this song has made me cry so hard. my grandpa passed away a month ago and i was numb to his passing, i just couldn’t believe it. somehow this song makes me let out all of my emotions and allows me to feel something after being so emotionless for so long. it’s not necessarily a sad or happy song, but it just reminds me of him, of how i wish i could’ve had more time with him, to just talk to him once more.
    i like to sometimes imagine that i’ll see him one day, and i’ll give him the biggest hug… even if it’s just for a second.

  • @sph9140
    @sph9140 2 роки тому +5

    I miss him sm..

  • @stevieiscooll
    @stevieiscooll 2 роки тому +4

    i love him so much

  • @wutang6504
    @wutang6504 Рік тому

    Been looking for the song for so long

  • @Axeljkw
    @Axeljkw 2 роки тому +1

    Every time I listen to this music, I think of my family, my happy times with my family and my photos. But times change.

  • @lucifer-lb5sy
    @lucifer-lb5sy 2 роки тому +3

    we are probably moving out together next week but today makes me feel like im at such a low point in my life right now, bad words went through our conversation, didnt speak to him all day and all the old shit came back, this song makes me feel sad but also peaceful in some way - since i know one day im gonna take my last breath and im probably gonna be grateful that he saved me in some way, i hope that last breath is gonna be by his side. he did saved me. didnt think id make it by 18 and now im turning 20. no matter what happens in the future i do hope im still gonna have him by my side till the end.

  • @haoyoulikethat
    @haoyoulikethat 2 роки тому

    really need this version. thankyou.

  • @JustinSSR
    @JustinSSR 2 роки тому +1

    this reminds me of my childhood friend who moved somewhere i didn't even know when he moved and he didn't say a word to me but i will never forget you brother

  • @alexpollard7156
    @alexpollard7156 2 роки тому +2

    The worst part about a situation like this, is you can’t blame them. Or me. It’s not her fault or mine. Everyone goes through it and sometimes it affects their relationships. Cant love someone else till you love yourself right? But man, it’s hard. I feel like lately I’ve just been pulling on strings trying to hold something together that’s already gone. Part of me is scrambling to hold all this together while the other is trying to convince myself it’ll be fine. This is the first time in a long time that something like this has felt so real to me. Made me feel like myself truly. Fully. It’s hard to see it falling apart. Good song.

  • @onlyhim.207
    @onlyhim.207 2 роки тому

    i just want a hug from him...

  • @nin4aaaaa
    @nin4aaaaa 2 роки тому +1

    i love him sm

  • @quetzalgodMX
    @quetzalgodMX 2 роки тому

    This always takes me to some memories where I pass the time with that special girl that doesn't exist :'(

  • @malakile6765
    @malakile6765 2 роки тому +5

    Perfect song for a very depressing day☝️

  • @jaywhypeee477
    @jaywhypeee477 2 роки тому

    This relaxes me

  • @Keyoshi987
    @Keyoshi987 2 роки тому

    beach vibes 🌅😩

  • @neidx_
    @neidx_ 2 роки тому

    this reminds me him, every smile and talk of him. I miss every moment we once had, but I see how much better your life is now. It's good to see, that at least one of us has moved on. I hope in other lives that we have more time to fall in love. I still feel him close to me, almost everyday. I miss him so much

  • @eli-l1j
    @eli-l1j Рік тому

    this sone saved my life so Thank u THANK u sm and i would not be alive whitout this song im 14 and i live in san ationio

  • @XiaoWinShu
    @XiaoWinShu 2 роки тому

    This song > therapy

  • @Ski.i.i.i
    @Ski.i.i.i 2 роки тому +1

    This song makes me feel stuck. I can’t go back but I don’t want to move forward… Makes you wish that you’ll wake up and it was all a dream…

  • @fairy..gay..mother13
    @fairy..gay..mother13 2 роки тому

    This song makes me sad, i love it!
    But at the same time it makes me feel like im in a magical world were theres peace around the world and everything is so calm and gentle, makes me feel safe
    I love this kind of feelings when i listen to these kind of songs

  • @nics9695
    @nics9695 Рік тому

    I miss her so much:

  • @VIXX-L
    @VIXX-L 2 роки тому +4

    Everytime I hear this part of the song, I think of the exact moment that me and Jesus will embrace in hug shortly after my arrival in heaven. Oh the feeling it will be. My king, my lord, my savior. I long for your embrace. My heart screams for you Jesus. It pains me that I can physically hug you when I need one. But I shall lie and wait patiently until that day. The day where all the pain goes away. All the fear, all the sorrow, all the bitter hurt that I've dragged myself through, just to get to you Jesus. I will no longer have to worry about lonely nights, and silent crys i. Desperation for your presense. Please come soon Lord. I love you Jesus. Thank you for always loving me!

  • @Rat-TDS
    @Rat-TDS 2 роки тому

    i love this audio i listen to it alot because ive not been doing good lately and this ... well... it just.... reminds me of the good days with fam.

  • @wspamira
    @wspamira 2 роки тому +1

    makes me feel nostalgic for some reason

    • @wspamira
      @wspamira 2 роки тому

      heey me 5 months ago :)

  • @user-cj8nd3ew6p
    @user-cj8nd3ew6p 2 роки тому +3

    Que nostalgia a momentos dificiles de mi vida, que feo sentir toda esa carga de nuevo por una persona ;(

  • @angeliz-4984
    @angeliz-4984 2 роки тому +1

    This just made me realize that I love him even more than a best friend I just wish that he would see That I’m actually love him.

  • @_r1amma
    @_r1amma 2 роки тому

    This song makes me cry ;(

  • @richie6038
    @richie6038 2 роки тому

    Bro this song is to perfect to exist..

  • @hallunate920
    @hallunate920 2 роки тому

    man I like her sm