alvedon - retire (final)
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- alvedon // retire (final)
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The quality, not the longevity, of one's life is what is important...
Yess
Absolutely true.
This music helps increasing everyone's life quality.
Agree
@@eriick. i felt the same
this song sounds like what it feels like to dissociate. a sense of unrealness, like a hollow nostalgia for something that never happened. makes everything look and feel like a dream
Well said brother
Ageeed bro well said
You described it better than everyone else
extremely well said friend
🤖🤖
this song feels like waking up and realizing you made it, you’re finally done
felt
fr
Perfect explanation😌
I can see that
My life is now complete and I am in eternal peace
It’s truly crazy how songs can make you feel a certain way inside. It’s speaking to our soul
An Albanian saying goes by “music is man’s cry”.
@@unforgettable31real
universal language
Da vibration brother it touches our soul
Yeah, I've been up and down all day listening to shit like this.
You must break the pattern today, or the loop will repeat tomorrow.
Real
Your comment spoke to my soul. I have to get up now. I have to do it now. Or else 20 years will pass and I’ll be in the same spot
I keep putting it all off every day… 😭
real
It’s been on a loop for the longest time now, I don’t think I can ever break it.
Sadness or happiness? They're both conveyed in this music that if not nostalgic, it will be at some point
This music tells me how broken someone can be and how hard it is to cheer up
Great description.
One cannot exist without the other. You are lucky to live sad moments. That's where true happiness resides. How can you truly know the value of something until you lose it? Your freedom? Your family? A friend? A love? These things can return to you, although different. You can break free from the shackles that hold you. You can bring life into this world. You can begin new friendships. You can find love within. All that is required is that you do not lose faith.
There is nothing more profound and overwhelming until the day you experience raw sadness of the past met by raw happiness of the present. Like your soul is surfacing from deep beneath the water. A light from the darkness.
Finally someone who said music and not song😭
@@sonnyplourde90 i hope you're doing better now man. don't be afraid to go with the flow for a while; when we don't feel things, that's sometimes the only thing we can do. focus on the smallest things that you still may enjoy, even something like having a cold glass of water. that helped me a lot. i wish you the best my friend
you are really right
This song feels like waking up at 6 AM on a saturday, and smelling the dawn air
miss thoes days I know exactly feels warm and mellow teenie years
it's actually 6 AM on saturday right now and I really feel what you are talking about
waking up early to go on a flight 🙏
And it's snowing outside.
Anyone listening to this feeling like your life is falling apart and it’s all coming down around you… stay strong you can get through it. I say this cause I did. Depressed and suicidal at 18. Husband and father at 28. Life gets better. Just don’t give up.
regan the real one
You know what? I always find these kind of comments cringe and corny, but this time, I guess maybe because of how you written it, or because it describes how I feel right now, it made me feel better, it touched me. Thanks, guy)
@@Blank_handle+1 from me
This song brings back memories of carefree days in childhood, when the world was simple and innocent. It reminds me of playing with friends, laughing without a care, and finding joy in the smallest things. Those were the days when worries were few and happiness was abundant. But now, you can only think about them, hoping you can go back in time to have fun once again.
Had this song on repeat for awhile. In the direction my life was/is heading. To me. This song just feels like an awakening. The shedding of the old past, into something great. Letting go the things you once knew. For a greater purpose.
To me it feels like sadness of the past met by happiness of the present. True happiness. Yin and Yang. Ive only felt that once in my life and it felt so raw and unreal. Like my soul was surfacing from deep beneath the water. A light shining in the darkness. Never cried so hard yet feel so happy.
@@MyUniqueHandle. fr fr
We needed to explain.
bet 9 months later nothings changed
preciate it gunther
This music makes me feel lonely and whole at the same time. So melancholic
Thank you! People saying it makes them feel happy lmao
I hope that this reaches someone who needs to hear it "I hope you heal from the battle that you tell nobody about" :)
i hope too my brother..
My eyes are tearing up because of this song it's beautiful
You should listen to early Oneohtrix Point Never. It's like this but composed way better
@@SPARKLEDAZEY suggest one
@@saturn5312 start with "Returnal" then "Betrayed in the Octagon"
@@SPARKLEDAZEY You should listen to among the roots by somnium . It's like this but composed way better
@@saturn5312 nah I'm good
This reminds me of traveling far away and enjoying a beautiful sunset like you've never seen before.
this.
i actually did this bro. this song always makes me think and reminisce about that moment-I was walking on the beach with my hands in my pockets, listening to this song.
it reminds me of a cold, snowy, misty morning in ancient china
Me too
This song feels like the morning after a traumatic break up
It reminds me an another sad scene
Wander tries to call Sylvia but She's not here
Wander asked lord hater for help and he said:
"have you ever seen Sylvia?"
Lord hater said:
"No, i haven't seen her"
Wander calls Sylvia on the barrel, on his house, everywhere but She's not here
Wander asked lord dominator and commander peppers for help and he said:
"have you ever seen Sylvia?"
Lord dominator and commander peppers said:
"No, i haven't seen her"
Wander was feeling scared but he said to himself:
"I still don't now where is Sylvia"
Wander asked queen entozoa for help and he said:
"have you ever seen Sylvia?"
Queen entozoa said:
"What animal is Sylvia?"
Wander said:
"She's a horse"
Queen entozoa understands Wander's question and she said:
"i understand where is Sylvia, she got killed by Godzilla!!!! She's so far"
Wander calls Sylvia everywhere but nothing works
Wander said to himself while crying:
"I still don't know where is Sylvia"
Wander cries after Sylvia got killed by Godzilla
Wander founded Sylvia but She's dead
Wander starts crying but he said to himself:
"I hope she gets better"
Wander cries after Sylvia got dead by Godzilla
Lord hater feels bad for wander, so he said to him:
"Oh my god, wander!!!!! Why are you crying?"
Wander asked lord hater while crying:
"Sylvia got killed by Godzilla"
Lord hater understands wander's question and he said:
"When Sylvia got dead by Godzilla, you ever seen a sadness"
wander said to lord hater and he said:
"Lord hater, i hope she gets better"
Lord hater said:
"She misses you so much"
Wander left himself while crying but he said to himself:
"No, no, no, no, NO!!!!!! I hope she gets better"
Wander cries after Sylvia's last word before her death
Wander runs faster to wake Sylvia up while crying
but Sylvia waked up and wander got shocked
Wander said to Sylvia before crying:
"Is it really you?"
Sylvia said:
"Wander, i miss you"
Wander runs faster and hugs Sylvia while crying and he said:
"I thought i lost you"
Sylvia said to wander:
"Lost me? you saved me"
Sylvia and wander reunited
This song definitely plays when your life flashes before your eyes
"Difficult roads often lead to beautiful destinations."
140
It better be something worth all the shit I'm conquering everyday
I'll crash before the destination
i loved this so muchhh
@@Y-LAT real
Continue. Move on. Achieve your dreams. Just keep continuing until you good to the destination.
Get-
True❤️
i love you
the overwhelming sense of serenity and nostalgia i feel from this song, is indescribable. In no way at all does this song make me feel sad, in fact, it makes me want to cry because of how good it is. i close my eyes and i just feel like im being hugged, not just in a small way, but in a never ending, final type of hug. one that i feel i've been waiting forever for. i love this song so so much, and i'll listen to it until the moment i die if i have to.
awww
Damn
This song feels like finally meeting the person that understands you, sunset drives, laughing your ass off with your favourite person, enjoying time with yourself. This song feels like singing your favourite childhood songs, nostalgia, it feels like home
I played this song all the time when I was at my lowest. I was going through alot. I had nothing and nobody left. I made some decisions, and now this song has a different meaning. Now when I listen, I think: "I made it." There is always light at the end of the tunnel.
proud of you gang.
I needed this
Sorry but, a lot*
literally same
Thank u
The only type of music that actually makes me think and make me relive my best memories
I hope my son or daughter sees this comment in the future, I love you and u will be in my heart forever and send my best to your mother, love you🫶🏻
aww.❤
How do you make such a masterpiece? How can a human make something like this?
tape loops my friend, tape loops
I invite you to listen to "Tim Hecker - Ravedeath 1972" it will blow your mind and make you wonder again, how did a breathing human being create such an abstract and beautiful ambient music?
@@chiral219 tu me inspiraste 😂
@@ygstraightout2780 what do you mean?
@@chiral219 *you inspired me*, i thought that you knew spanish by your surname 🤦🏽♂️
Who ever is reading this I want u to know that u are enough and I’m so proud of you. I know life gets hard sometimes but remember that after every dark night there is a rising of the sun. I love u and I wish the best for u . Stay strong I believe in you , lord have mercy on your soul , and help u out . Amen 🙏💗
I jus like it cuz it helps me sleep 😂
But appreciate it 💯
I usually never comment on videos, but I'm leaving this here as a memento, my cat died earlier today at 3 AM. I'm sorry I couldn't take care of you correctly, I am unable to forgive myself.. Starting tomorrow morning I will try to do my best to live life to the fullest.
RIP Trixie.
It’s not your fault. Don’t blame yourself. It was her time to go and you loved her. You are a good person. Rest in Peace Trixie
rest in peace, trixie. i'm sure you were a wonderful owner, and it sounds like your cat was very loved. you'll meet eachother again one day.
it's not your fault, i'm sorry to say this but you know, death is inevitable. it was her time and i am 100% sure she was gratefull for all the things you have done for her. cats are very very intelligent so she probably understood why things went that way andd not the other.( sorry for my bad english it's not my first language)
I have never felt such an attachment to a song in my life. This song makes me feel such phenomenal things. It recently got taken off my Spotify and I literally cried. So so so so so glad I found it on here. There’s no way I can live without this song 😫
Гимн отчаяния, безысходности, но в то же время такого спокойствия и умиротворения.. Как будто где-то там, вдалеке, можно разглядеть хрупкую слабую надежду, но это всё - ложь
засыпаю под неё
yes. i agree
real
Я думаю это скорее смирение
@@user-ed5hp6le2b похоже на то
I’m so glad this type of music is getting noticed a lot more. It’s one of those where you can empty your mind to, reflect on life, and make up your own meaning if you will.
Ambient music will always be great for that.
I just went to a local park and while I'm walking down the trail with this song playing all the memories I've made with all my friend groups that I don't even talk to anymore rushed through my head. I sat down on the swing and it's almost as if I felt vulnerable for once the song intensified and I just remember months and months of pain and tears that I held back. Many times because I didn't want to appear weak but most of the time because I couldn't I just was not able to cry anymore I had lost that ability. And for the first time after so long I was finally able to feel the relief of crying again. I almost felt like I was sick for years and now I'm finally free. Although I only cried for a solid 5 minutes I can probably say that was the best cry of my life. I don't know what made it happen, I don't know anything other than it felt great to be free. I got to this song from a video by Coryxkenshin. The video talks about time. "The clock's ticking". Video with insanely meaningful words of advice. I will never forget this day.
Sending your lots of love. It’ll be okay. It’ll take some time, but it’ll be okay.
i aint reading allat (i read every single letter and im super happy that you are doing well i knew this song bfr seeing it on cory's vid but once i heard it i remembered it)
@@SelGogreen appreciate it, we stand together.
@@myamutomusashi2785 I wish the best for you too man. We’re all strong when we work together as men.
@@chaireh3025 we are indeed, i hope nthg but the best for u g
I honestly enjoy looking over the comments while listening to songs on here i think its so fascinating to see and visualise everyone's interpertations of it and the memories that music holds for them
This song, everytime i hear it i keep thinking of a train or a car on a highway, the wobbling like sound in the background reminds me of the road. Like, where are we going? We're going somewhere nice very far away, and that melody just adds nostalgia
-sounds- feels like a dream..
One day this comment will stay. Everyone who commented will stay but time will move on and this will be nothing just waiting to be played again who knows
That's depressing. Welp time to have existential dread!
Still here a year plus later.
Let's come back next year and see how well it's aged.
❤
The music describes our journey of life, agony, love, hatred, fun, direction, finding and losing the path, it displays all, it displays our imperfect journey through life, nothing is perfect, and never will be. This music is our journey, this music is the complexity of the human mind, experience and the acceptance of all that happend and ever come to be, enjoying the melancholy in your life aswell as the precious moment, a moment can be both, which is exactly this musical composition. ~ That's my Interpretation.
This feels like waking up and my day went perfect just hanging out with friends and having fun
This is one of those songs that are constantly playing in my head, like a soundtrack to both happy, and sad moments of my life. Be safe, guys.
This song is literally what love sounds like.
I’m upset this song was removed from Spotify. I used to listen to it every night 😢
Literally, same
i think it’s on there. it’s just called “retire” and it’s by external
@@saikikfanatic5830 i cant find it
It should be: retire (final)
I have it in my playlist, but the song disappears on occassion
its on there now. thats how i found it origionally
This song is a bit warm and fuzzy, but also distant, mysterious and nostalgic.
This song feels like breaking away from your shackles, moving on to something new, discovering something for once, but still feeling unsatisfied. Something’s missing, something’s wrong, but what could it be?
YES, something's missing.
@andresalonsomunozdelgado6344 is it loved? Is it having a family is it finally cry?
The thing that is missing is a sense of purpose. A goal of all goals. The finale of your life.
genuinely one of the most moving songs i’ve ever heard
Today, I attended the funeral of someone from my past whom I didn't share much with besides memories. As I approached the coffin, nervousness gripped me, but I summoned the courage to draw closer. His body lay peacefully, his eyelids closed as if in sleep. Gazing at his serene face filled me with an overwhelming sadness, and all I could manage to utter was a quiet 'thank you.' I didn't linger for long, but I stayed enough to offer support to the grieving family. As I left, I couldn't shake the realization that tomorrow would dawn without him , sparking a torrent of unanswered questions within me.
"Because I could not stop for Death -
He kindly stopped for me -
The Carriage held but just Ourselves -
And Immortality."
This music feels like the calm before the storm. Relaxing and yet full of tension. Crisp and clear and mysterious. I love it!
Thank u for this
Never zoomed so fast to UA-cam with a Dreamscape notification 🤣😍
amazing how only sound can tell a story , this is so melancholic yet hopeful at the same time. just genius
Can’t believe this song is letting out all of what I been holding in, I’m just at my lowest rn and lost my parents, I’m all alone … I’m my own responsibility.. I just feel like no one cares for me, all these years I been getting it on my own.. I’m tired .. I’m tired of being depressed .. I just want to be loved..
Better days will surely come pal...
Just hold on for the time being....
@@arsalanzakir1378 thanks buddy
i hope someone loves you how you deserve ❤️
If you ever see this man, please know no matter what you are always loved and never alone, I hope everything goes well for you and that you get what you're looking for
keep going, man. there’s light at the end of the tunnel.
downloaded this song a week ago, listened to it 100 times already.
I think of snowy winter nights and warm baths.
I kept listening to this song when I visited my sister in Colorado during winter and I saw snow for the first time, and I’d sit in the warm bath defrosting listening to this song just enjoying it all
This song makes my childhood memories flow in my head over and over again and I miss being a baby and...a real person😕
Feels like cold waking up at winter morning, and the whole world in your hand
The nostalgia, it hurts me internally... I can't describe it. All the good and bad memories in my head at once I can still imagine them all. Just reminding me of this music, looking around my childhood neighborhood and home. Such strong emotions I can't stop. Get me out of this place. I can't take it anymore. I need to move on and never look back. This is just too much. Good or bad memories I hate them. They have all become bad now. I no longer can look back with a smile on my face, now I look back with tears, anger, and stress. Must leave forever, but can't. I am not old enough yet.
Depending on what your mind is thinking of while you're listening to this, it can drastically change your mood. Sometimes I listen to this I'm sad, others time just reflect on good times, and even just to let time pass by me while listening. This song really captures your soul in ways I've never experienced before.
This song feels like how it feels to wake up and looking at the sunrise smelling the fresh air and the dew on the grass during a camping trip
smell childhood, sleeping at grandparents house and having fun. good memories.
This song somehow resonates within me in a familiar way but also with a sense of longing. Makes me feel nostalgic, but about what I’m unsure. Truely beautiful.
I wish I didn't feel so lonely all the time but at the same time, im happy I've had time alone to understand myself
This song got me crying mad hard
I think it's beautiful how everyone has a different ideal as to what this gorgeous music conveys. For some, it's achieving a life long goal, moving on from the past, or simply waking up to a beautiful morning sky. For me. though I got to say, It feels like something is lost but not yet discovered. And I'm not sure if this hidden treasure carry's a curse or a blessing. Sure, it sounds like a very specific feeling, but that's the beauty of it. So simple yet so pretty and moving in terms of sound. If I had to give this song it's own lyric, if you will, it would probably be along the lines of something like, "Did you see that?....Nevermind." I don't mean to sound philosophical, but I really love music and the things it makes people feel or do. Remember everyone, "Life without music is a mistake." Good morning-Good day-Good evening-Goodnight. May the best days of your past, be the worst days of your future.
wow😢
I'm in a state of my life where music and outside are my true pleasures
Very cool! Such a relaxing song
What emotion do you feel? Happiness or sadness? I feel both actually beautiful song tbh.
Sadpiness
Just kinda empty
Sad and empty
@@marieclaude2421 a penis can be sad ???
Lonely
This song feels like when it’s a Friday afternoon with the perfect weather cloudiness raining 🌧️ it’s brings so much peace and nostalgic 🤧
This song sounds like freedom and victory over depression. To finally be able to rest and breathe without the weight and restlessness of a empty void of loss in the heart. 🤍
Oh, I bet.... I'll definitely come back to this, when I finally escape depression.
@@SakuraaaCha good luck 💓
@@mysecretaccount8222 Thank you. I'm definitely gonna need it after all these years. I feel like I'm getting somewhere, maybe
@@SakuraaaCha It always comes back
Waking up on the last day of school before summer break, before entering high school, feels like you accomplished a part of your life you will always remember.
This songs makes you think about your whole life. It feels like your alone in space with your thoughts
Thanks bro u have no idea how much music helps me get through the day
listening to this song feels like thinking back on old memories, old happy memories and being happy then being hit with a wave of sadness because you’ll never get to experience them again. But then you come out of your trance and realize you may not be able to go back but atleast you got to experience. That sad feeling you get when you think about them is proof you enjoyed that living experience you went through and your forever grateful you got to experience it. Although i may not be able to live through it again…. i’m happy i lived through it. i’m grateful even.
This song feels like looking back on old memories and actually enjoying that it happened rather then being sad it’s over
This song feels both depressing and stuck + peaceful and accomplishing for me.
It's either the emptiness conveyed in the despair, or the peace after realizing you've made it on a good day or watching the sunset.
Thank you for this. This brought my brain to life.
lol i’m such a baby. i have been playing this every night on repeat for the past 2 weeks to relax and ponder. today, i decided to read the comments and suddenly i’m weeping. i think i met my people. this is exactly how i feel and i don’t think many people would understand that or care about that. music means so much to me, in every way.
for realllll 😭🫂♥️
This song takes me back to the pandemic, specifically 2020. That year is such a blur; I could hardly remember it until hearing this song. Not going to lie, I cried because some of the most best times of my life were contained to this single year. It’s about to be 4 years since and I feel as if it was a lifetime ago. Hearing this track makes me comfortable “retiring” all of the reminiscing and nostalgia. I don’t know…strange how I had so much fun during a very chaotic era of the world.
whoever got this removed from Spotify... I'm coming for you
I was here when everything was going badly, I’ll write when I’m truly happy.
It’s songs like these that make you feel a certain way you can’t describe.
One of the most beautiful musical compositions ever made.
Each time I listen to this, i feel as if there is someone or something reaching out to me, offering some sort of reassurance. Something I never had felt before.
This song makes me feel like I have been awakened to do better and bigger things everyday, like I have found my passion and purpose
This song makes me feel everything. Life, death, beginning, end. what's to come and we're all terrified, but we know theres no stopping it. I see all the workers labouring through their days in despair dreaming of how much better things could be. and how much worse it might get before it gets better for their children.
This used to be a sad song for me, but now it feels lighter and more associated with my love for my little kitty boy. He's an absolute gift from the universe and he makes me want to keep going every day. ❤
just imagine listening to this song while waking up at 8 am in the morning in the winter season getting ready to go get your favorite coffee while it's snowing.
Idk why, but this song kinda reminds me of looking back at the last moments of your old childhood place (like a school) before it's about to be closed down forever. So you go back to cherish those memories one last time. Kinda like a liminal space vibe. Really depressing, but kinda calming.
Remember the quiet. They were here.
They have placed their hands on these rocks and climbed for this view just as you have. Though they didn’t carve their names into the wood of the overlook, or cut notches in the trees, they were here. The sun kissed their face as it does yours. The clouds rolled overhead. The grass licked their palms as they sat in utter admiration of this world.
They were here. The quiet were here.
I feel like this music describes my current phase in life, i feel lost and alone in the world. I just moved to a new country over a year ago and it hasn’t been the same ever since. I miss the old days where life was more simpler, and I would enjoy time with my friends and my cousins. Its still baffles me how it’s already been a year, and I feel like time is moving so fast. In 2 to 3 years I would’ve already finished high school, signing up for college, and officially not a kid anymore. It’s true when they say cherish every moment or you only appreciate the value of something when you don’t have it anymore.
I feel so worried and stressed that there is nothing that makes me relax except this music
When I listen to this song I fell nothing but pure unconditional love.
when i die, i want this song to be playing at my funeral while all my friends & family remember and talk about all the amazing moments we had together. I want them to remember who I was as a person not what i accomplished.
This song just helps you realize that your life's good and to always enjoy your time. This song helped me realize that anything's possible with God
if glory took the embodiment of music, this would be it, this song makes me feel like I've achieved every goal in my life.
This song makes me feel like I'm finally home.
Saaamee
A nostalgic part of me longs for reliving my youthful days with my siblings and parents. The other part of me is grateful for my wife and children that I have today. I’m torn that I can’t have both but that’s life. We move forward.
I dont think I'll ever forget her
she was there. Enjoy these memories ❤
And keep fine, stranger. Things going on good again
My dear, dear Cocoa...
I will always miss you. You were always a cat that make me happy when I was sad. It is so, so heartbreaking to see you gone...I will never forget what you have done for me. Your bright blue eyes, your white scruffy fur, your cute cat lips, and your adorable meows...nothing could ever be replaced. I have been in such despair ever since you left, I just wish I could have known better...and now you are gone. Please forgive me.
aww I’m so sorry for your loss
@@shyannefaith thanks..
Listening to this song might not bring happiness inside for me but it brings peace and that’s all I ask for
This song makes me think of my brother. He passed away in 2012. And I been struggling ever since. Struggling to be happy. Struggling to keep friends. I keep getting so mad and I always push them away. Everyday I’m in pain and I tried milking myself years ago and failed. My fiancé helped me out of such a dark time but I feel like I never left. I’m 30 now. My old brother passed when he was in his younger 20s. I miss you a lot Erik. This shit sucks pretty bad. It’s like screaming for years non stop with nothing coming out
I want this played at my funeral
i’ll carry out your honorable request
Me too
I was about to comment on another video how much I love that u upload many good songs and boom u uploaded another one ^^
stunning, beyond realization what this sound creates, million emotions and ideas flow but it's tough to grasp a single one, so much words can describe this. Props to the creator ♡
This song had me shed two tears. A mix of nostalgia, sadness and dread. I did not think of any particular memory to make me tear up. Just the song and me.
To me, this feels like the suffering has finally lifted, that all the pain you’ve been through is gone and you can finally enjoy life instead of feeling like everyday is a battle for survival, hanging on just by the thread of purpose and what you’ve set out to do in life.
I have lost much in the 5 last years - so many friends, a family I trusted.
I've lost a good job, some great colleagues. By no fault of my own. But because of my illness. It is hard to cope. I've always tried to look forward instead, always push on. It's exhausting. And it's also not very human. I never took the time to grieve, to be honest, to tell the raw truth. So when I am forced to stop this inexorable advance - when I look back, a stupor takes a hold of me. Like a deep blow to the core of who I told myself I was. A thousand yard shot sraight to the heart. All of a sudden you just lay there mouth agape, breathless. No words, no thoughts - just the painful truth.
Truth is, we cannot escape from it. Every now and then we must face reality... The thing is, there's always a chance to start all over. Don't ever get discouraged from wanting to reset your mind thus life. We must... and we got this.