My brother, my uncle in law, 4 years, pictures, self harm, no one believing you, threats, 4 mental breakdowns everyday. Thank you for listening to my story
(TW. Vent)- I’m so fucking angry. I’m angry with myself, with my life, with the world. I used to be such a sweet person till I snapped I’d finally had enough trauma I’d had enough pain,mistreatment,etc.. I’m 18 and feel like I’ve missed every good thing about my childhood but in reality I never even had one. It was taken from me all my innocence all my happiness I never got to enjoy it. Then when I try to act somewhat childish now *(not in serious situations)* I get judged and called “too much” when all im trying to do is fucking heal my inner child but I guess that’s not gonna happen any time soon. I hate being around people now. I like to stick to myself in my two bedroom apartment alone away from everyone it’s my only safe space living alone is the only thing keeping me sane I know I’d snap even more if I had to deal with constant bother. I’m so tired and fed up with everything got into drugs and alcohol when I was 14 that’s my only escape the only thing I can say im proud of myself for is being Self harm free for 1 month now.. so maybe just maybe, I might be okay. But I know all it’s gonna take is one more thing and I’ll fall into it all over again. Anyways done with this vent have a good night/day if you even read this far, love you btw
i hope you get better too, i deal with a similar situation and i know exactly how it feels to have your life ruined by others. but you will get through this
I didnt even have a childhood. Like I never had any fun or did things a kid should do. Everything revolved around making it later in life, it was studying practicing and sleeping on repeat. I never was able to have fun. even tho I was the younger child I always had more responsibilities and had to look after my older sister. one time I brought this up and my sister called me an ungrateful brat. And I mean ig I am but im abt to be a teen, and I have had no childhood. I cant help but feel sad knowing that I will never be able to have one again. I have been both physically and verbally abused in my life, struggle with sh and an ed. Im not even 13 yet, so why do I have to struggle so much. Nobody knows, so ppl continue to treat me like crap. I can barely even hold myself together, both physically and mentally. I feel this overwhelming sadness all the time and have panic attacks like 3 times a day. But I still get called a brat. What did I do to deserve this? Sometimes I wonder if I just kill myself, would anyone start to care. Would anyone realize that I was just a kid when they threw all of these responsibilities. I honestly have no idea what im doing in life. People call me mature when irl I dont know any different than to act like an adult. And honestly now that ive said all of that, I feel so stupid cuz ppl have it way worse than me but that doesnt stop me from feeling so sad. Yeah im sry u had to read that, but I just wanted to put it out there to get it off my chest
My parents would always treat me like the mom ever since my baby brother was born, I had to learn how to change diapers, make food, clean, and if I didn't do things right I would get yelled at or worse, when I get sick, I have to take my own medication and make my own food, it's so stressful because I am and was only a kid. I'm going to be a teen soon and I couldn't enjoy my childhood and it's so bad. 4/04/23
Я ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ РЕБЁНОК?! Я ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ РЕБЁНОК! Я ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ РЕБЁНОК... ЭТО ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ МАЛЕНЬКАЯ ОШИБКА?! ЭТО ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ МАЛЕНЬКАЯ ОШИБКА! ЭТО ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ МАЛЕНЬКАЯ ОШИБКА... ♡ ВОТ ЭТО ВАЙБ!
My brother, my uncle in law, 4 years, pictures, self harm, no one believing you, threats, 4 mental breakdowns everyday.
Thank you for listening to my story
Im so sorry i hope your doing better if not please get away from your disgusting family stay safe ❤
I'M JUST A KID
I-I-I-I-I-I-
YOU OMOR??!?!?!?
If you're going through a tough time when you read this, it will be alright. There will be a change for the better. I promise
AHH! I FORGOT!
HAPPY NEW YEAR MY LOVES!!
(TW. Vent)- I’m so fucking angry. I’m angry with myself, with my life, with the world. I used to be such a sweet person till I snapped I’d finally had enough trauma I’d had enough pain,mistreatment,etc.. I’m 18 and feel like I’ve missed every good thing about my childhood but in reality I never even had one. It was taken from me all my innocence all my happiness I never got to enjoy it. Then when I try to act somewhat childish now *(not in serious situations)* I get judged and called “too much” when all im trying to do is fucking heal my inner child but I guess that’s not gonna happen any time soon. I hate being around people now. I like to stick to myself in my two bedroom apartment alone away from everyone it’s my only safe space living alone is the only thing keeping me sane I know I’d snap even more if I had to deal with constant bother. I’m so tired and fed up with everything got into drugs and alcohol when I was 14 that’s my only escape the only thing I can say im proud of myself for is being Self harm free for 1 month now.. so maybe just maybe, I might be okay. But I know all it’s gonna take is one more thing and I’ll fall into it all over again. Anyways done with this vent have a good night/day if you even read this far, love you btw
You can do this, I belive in you and I hope you will get better ;(
I love you. I'm so sorry
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i hope you get better too, i deal with a similar situation and i know exactly how it feels to have your life ruined by others. but you will get through this
@@marceldawn0_o thank you sm love I’m sorry you experience similar things That shit always sucks
thank you for this
sure ヽ(´▽`)/
UNDERATTED WHY
OMG NEW SUB!!!!!!!!
I didnt even have a childhood. Like I never had any fun or did things a kid should do. Everything revolved around making it later in life, it was studying practicing and sleeping on repeat. I never was able to have fun. even tho I was the younger child I always had more responsibilities and had to look after my older sister. one time I brought this up and my sister called me an ungrateful brat. And I mean ig I am but im abt to be a teen, and I have had no childhood. I cant help but feel sad knowing that I will never be able to have one again. I have been both physically and verbally abused in my life, struggle with sh and an ed. Im not even 13 yet, so why do I have to struggle so much. Nobody knows, so ppl continue to treat me like crap. I can barely even hold myself together, both physically and mentally. I feel this overwhelming sadness all the time and have panic attacks like 3 times a day. But I still get called a brat. What did I do to deserve this? Sometimes I wonder if I just kill myself, would anyone start to care. Would anyone realize that I was just a kid when they threw all of these responsibilities. I honestly have no idea what im doing in life. People call me mature when irl I dont know any different than to act like an adult. And honestly now that ive said all of that, I feel so stupid cuz ppl have it way worse than me but that doesnt stop me from feeling so sad. Yeah im sry u had to read that, but I just wanted to put it out there to get it off my chest
You have every right to vent and feel sad, everybody struggles , including myself, you're valid
0:30 I hope you have a good rest of your day
THIS IS AMAZING ILYSM FOR MAKING THIS
that man never really cared if i was a kid or not.
I'm sorry :((
I feel like im not good enough I try and try but yet I fail I wish I could make her proud :/
I wish you the best, you're awesome, never give up! ♡
woah i love it!! :D
and this is when it all starts again
I'M TOO NEW! I LOVE THIS SONG
My parents would always treat me like the mom ever since my baby brother was born, I had to learn how to change diapers, make food, clean, and if I didn't do things right I would get yelled at or worse, when I get sick, I have to take my own medication and make my own food, it's so stressful because I am and was only a kid. I'm going to be a teen soon and I couldn't enjoy my childhood and it's so bad. 4/04/23
Я ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ РЕБЁНОК?!
Я ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ РЕБЁНОК!
Я ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ РЕБЁНОК...
ЭТО ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ МАЛЕНЬКАЯ ОШИБКА?!
ЭТО ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ МАЛЕНЬКАЯ ОШИБКА!
ЭТО ВСЕГО ЛИШЬ МАЛЕНЬКАЯ ОШИБКА...
♡ ВОТ ЭТО ВАЙБ!
Вайб подростковой нежелательной беременности? Не надо это романтизировать
@@Adanciraлол
КОМФОРТИК И ВАЙБ, Я КАЙФУЮ ОТ ЭТОЙ ПЕСНИ НА МОМЕНТЕ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡>>>>>0:33
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it was just a little mistake. :(
0:33
i hate myself so much, i don't deserve to be happy
"I'm just a kid" Yeah so act like one
"I'm just a kid" No you are maturer than others
I'm just a kid
Steven universe de mayo cutie pie’s pov while sleeping:
i'm just a kid...
🤎.
0:32
I always try to f#cking fit in and whatever I do she still calls me a annoying basic white girl.
oh :((
im just a kid... ;((
I’M JUST KID….