Songs You Hear in Your Head at the Last Moment Before Dying (part 2)
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- Опубліковано 21 лют 2022
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Paining: "A Breezy Day" by Charles Curran
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✨ Timestamps ✨ :
0:00 Visions of Gideon - Sufjan Stevens
4:09 Mystery of Love - Sufjan Stevens
8:20 Cursive - Billie Marten
12:19 Happiness is a Butterfly - Lana del Rey
16:52 Have We Met Before? - Tom Rosenthal
19:34 Silhouettes of You - Isaac Gracie
24:33 Soft Currents - Alexandra Savior
27:44 Old Money - Lana del Rey
32:16 Young And Beautiful - Lana del Rey
36:08 Come Here - Kath Bloom
38:59 La vie en rose - Edith Piaf
42:05 You Always Hurt The One You Love - The Mills Brothers
Hope it helps! ❤️
It definitely did! Thank youuuu
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Anybody remember the old war movie where there's edith Piaf la vie en rose? Is it "private Ryan or something?" I used to watched war movie several times as a teenager just to find that strange' heart wrenching feelings 😬 (I know kind of weirdo)
but anyway that moment when you sitting at a quiet place/open place or big empty room silent without the sound of human activities, blank mind or thinking about life with Edith piaf on the background it feels different.
"Life is only a long and bitter suicide, and faith alone can transform this suicide into a sacrifice" - Franz Liszt
Gorgeous quote💜
guess I have to transform this suicide into sacrifice.
That's beautiful
Based Catholic response to suffering
damn straight
Why'd you become a villain?"
"I found a good playlist."
"Thats it? No childhood trauma, revenge, hate for the world?"
" It was a pretty good playlist tho "
Your consciousness dwindles, darkness slowly fills your drowsy eyes, everything sounds so muffled.
You try hard to focus, focus on anything.
Suddenly, your eyes fall back and you fall onto fields of roses surrounding you.
Your vision begins to blur, your body struggles to move, and then….. your heart stops.
You reminisce in your last minutes of life, then, your body finally gives up.
"Oh, how I lived."
"Oh, how I laughed."
"Oh, how I didn't enjoy anything at all."
@@rys_undr1328 way to ruin things
“Oh, how I loved.”
My life is better now, it really is.
I moved out of my parents house, I'm in college, I have an apartment, I have good friends, I'm over my ex, I like the way I look and I'm doing things that I actually like to do.
But is those moments, while I lay down in my bed in the middle of the night, that these toughts come back to me. The ones I had when I felt completely alone in life, I hated myself and my heart was broken into pieces. I was unhappy then and I should be happy now, but sometimes I still fell like I'm inside the deep pit of my mind, inprisioned by all those dark thoughts that I can't run from.
And now, that I don't have a reason to be anxious, sad, *depressed*, it's the moment this hits harder. Because it really shows me that I'm sick, that this is not just caused by problems in my life but something deeper. I hate that I can't even enjoy these moments that should be my best. I have dreams of course, but they seem fragile and weak against my want to end it all, my will is not strong enough. I wish it was.
I just hope that I can heal, one way or another. That I can leave this behind and in the future, oh wouldn't it be good to have a future?, then I can just look back and be proud of myself for getting over it.
But this future certainly is not now.
So I'll just wait.
Sleep early, drink water and exercise 🥺
I remember my dad used to say dying is easy, but if you want to live, you have to work for it. I circled on the verge of life and death multiple times too, but eventually realized the tough moments just made it too hard at times. When I made time for myself to take breaks/do what I enjoy, occasionally the overwhelming feeling of how enjoyable life is comes and I feel like I never want to end it. Maybe it would be the same for you too. Hang in there friend, we got this ❤️
I wish you the best of luck❤
Humans are creatures of habits, almost everything we do can turn into habits, even emotions. To break that habit you could try with your thoughts? When ever I have negative thoughts I acknowledge why I’m saying those bad things about myself and tell myself that they are not true even if I don’t believe that. Eventually I started believing it, I got happier and now I love the way I look and I love my life!
I hope this helps and I just wanted you to know that it does get better, you do heal and that your not alone ❤
Hey, I'm proud of you❤
I’m proud of you! ❤ We’re going through the same thing, and i hope that all of these will be over soon!
There's a strange peaceful feeling when I hear this playlist
you are dying
Yeah, me too. I think we are all dying. And that's fine with me.
@@midnitegremlin1345 I can't die, I'm too busy
@@riches3581 Fair play my friend! As for me, I'm ready, had a good time for 43 years, just run out of ideas.
@@midnitegremlin1345 I am quite young but I don't have the wish to live or the wish to end things.
I just want to have never existed in the first place .
The world around us moves.
The flowers sway in the wind ever so gently. The waters push back and forth. And the wind is always blowing, always moving. There's always a cold rock, sitting around. A pebble is just getting kicked around by a kid. Flowers are always being picked for loved ones. Someone has just experienced the sea for the first time. Someone has just seen it for their last.
I let images of these beautiful bits of life play in my head. We don't all notice them as we should. We take them for granted; forget them; some even cast them away as "not worth it". But it's all so worth it once you take the time to think. That maybe, you won't even see these things again.
I let myself return to reality. I'm falling--no--I've been falling for longer than it feels. Minutes? Maybe it's been several days since I jumped. I watch the sea grow, come closer to me. All of a sudden, everything grows cold. A shiver goes through me, and I feel limp. Is this what death feels like? I wish I hadn't jumped. I wish I stayed up there, and enjoyed what was around me for longer. As a final effort, I lift my arm to the light. No one responds.
The world grows farther away, and my eyes close.
_This is the beauty of life._
(Please dont give criticism on this work. I wrote it at 2:30 AM and I'm not proud of it, it was more thoughts from my mind put in journal form rather than story form)
I came back to the place where we first saw each other, you weren't there. But your spirit is, your essence, your resolutions, yourself. I looked from both left and right, nothing. Though I can feel you in the wind, I found myself missing you still. I stood there and waited, but nothing happened. The wind just blew the leaves of memories that ought to be forgotten. I was hardheaded, I still am. I refuse to acknowledge your absence and deep down in my heart I know that someday I'm going to win. Whatever sick competition this is. The night fell upon my clock. I was alone yet not lonely. I was there yet absent. Then it hit me, your in me. You were gone but still alive. You were no longer with me, but inside of me. You are but a fond memory now, one that I will forever cherish and keep. Let's fade away together. For when my time comes, yours will too. And on that time, we will meet again. We will be together.
Goddamnit. You know it's going to be heart breaking when it starts with Visions of Gideon 😭
the inner peace this playlist makes me feel is hartwarming
could you do please a spring playlist? that's what I'm really striving for in this tough days. love your channel
The first one was my favorite playlist of yours, (and maybe ever tbh) i'm so excited you decided to make a new one!
ps. starting with sufjan stevens is always good choice
'And just like that, the world went quite'
Hello, I don’t know how I got here, but thank you for this beautiful welcoming. I unexpectedly released emotions and tears just filled my brown eyes. I lost my beautiful mother in September, I miss her so much…………Thank you for creating this gem 🌟🥰
Sorry for loss Darling 🥺😖
This gives me two moments before I die. Thank you for that.
This video transitioned so smoothly from the "Celt dancing in the woods" playlist I was listening to that I realized the playlist changed after 15 mins in 😅
This may not seem like a compliment but instead it is, because I love them both very much and didn't notice the transition while I was working 😁👏🏻
Thank you ultravclet for the lovely playlists!
we need more playlists like this please!!! ive listened to pt 1 for idk how many times (lost count) cuz its way too good and pt 2 is so nostalgic!!
when I die, I want heaven to be a beautiful garden where I can live my princess fantasies in the afterlife ❤️
Have a story:
“I want to die,” said the boy with a small smile on his face.
“Why would you say that?” Asked a friend of his.
“Well, Andrew, it’s true,” the boy replied.
Andrew thought on that for a second, before nodding.
He then turned to the boy, and whispered, “I think we all do, deep down. We just don’t tell anyone.”
The boy nodded. “That’s exactly right. Never forget that Andrew. Everybody wants to give up. But you can’t.”
Andrew asked a final question. “Why not, Sam?”
“Because,” Sam answered, “I would miss you.”
I'm not crying sth got in my eye I swear
I'm not gonna lie, I ugly cried listening to this and reading some comments, especially the first video of this. I started balling my eyes out from one comment that struck my heart deep.
took a lot of pain killers last night before bed while listeing to this on repeat throughut the night. Still woke up this morning.. dissapointed
I’ve been there. I can’t promise it will get better, but I can say with certainty that there are good things out here for you. All you have to do is find them.
And if you’re not ready to join us yet, if you need more time to rest, that’s okay too. We’ll be here when you’re ready.
this playlist brings a unsettling yet so peaceful feeling into my body
You have no idea how many times I've heard the first part, i'm so in love with it😭 and now thissss, thank you🤍💚
Thank you. For this playlist. Due to some circumstances I couldn't hear music for a very long time. So I've been discovering new music since the past few months, trying new genres, new artists, playlists.
So thank you! ✨
Your video titles alone give me shivers. Great work.
Thank you so much. I can't express in words how much I needed this.
I'm literally addicted to this playlist, and I have no idea why. But then, isn't that the nature of all addiction?
Just discovered your channel, what beautiful and diverse playlists you make! And this one just so lovely, thank you so much! Wishing you all the best!
I have enjoyed each and every one of the pieces you chose for this playlist. Thank you very much
i used to listen to p1 all the time.. thank you so much for making a part 2 :)
I LOVE YOUR PFP SO MUCH!!! and your playlists are always *chef kiss*, i adore them!!! 💞💞
this playlist is so beautiful, thank you
Ahh yess, thank you for another video like this. The first part is my favourite playlist and I found my favorite songs in it
Thank you a lot. Your video really makes me feel peaceful.
That painting is beautiful
You'll probably never read this but you have inspired so many music collectioers to follow there heart & have got me & so many other editor's through hard times. I hope know that & I'm so excited for this! I know it will be am amazing playlist just like all your other
Masterpiece even before hearing it entirely! Thank you a lot
your playlists always make the creative juices flow, i come back to them again and again. thank you so much for doing this.
Glad you're back, love your playlist
Saludos de México!
Great compilation! Thank you!
The backgrounds are just perfect
I LOVE THIS CHANNEL SO MUCH AAAHHHH
Not Visions of Gideon followed immediately by Mysteries of love 😭 my tear ducts can't take this
i love finding playlists with unique songs i havent heard before yet love on them
Sufjan Stevens just hits home bro
I'm literally in love with this playlist
oh my god,, half of these are, like, my favorites
Yas, finally! I really needed a part two : 3
listening to this live and loving every song 🤍🤍
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I have very sensitive hearing. Everything hurts, everything gives me headaches. The other day I was in a very quiet library and the guy beside me kept sighing. The sighs made my ears hurt and I just got up and moved before I yelled at him to stop.
if I wear headphones / AirPods for more than 30 minutes I get a really bad headache, even if the pain isn't that bad. when it isn't pain erupting in my ears, it's an uncomfortable tingle. I want to wear earplugs everywhere, I'm tired of this all. I thought it was normal, I thought this was just how ears were supposed to work. And then a year ago ish I mentioned the annoyance of people clapping (because that hurts) to a friend and she told me to see a doctor. I was confused. A doctor??
I'm booking an appointment today. Why I held it off for so long? I was scared. What if the doctor tells me I can't wear headphones anymore? What if the doctor takes away the one thing I love most besides writing?
I'm so scared. I'm more than scared--i'm terrified. But at the same time, I want it gone. I want to have normal working ears. I want to be able to listen to music without toughing out a headache. I have a headache right now as i type this.
Why me? Why did I have to be the owner of these stupid ears?
i hope the appointment helped. on a similar note, I have one ear. well- technically two, but only one has an eardrum. the other one's under-developed and all cartolige (Grade 3 Microtia). I've found over the years that while there are times when I want nothing more than to rip off the unusual, I also learned to love it. sure, there's plenty that people don't like about themselves, but I believe its more about how you react to that mindset. just because something isn't what you want doesn't mean it isn't part of you... it may take a while, but learning to at least care for the things you may have mixed feelings about can go a very long way.
P.S. i hope you're doing well, stranger.
POV: you're listening to this after listening to part one and crying. you think this won't make you cry again. you were wrong.
Bro I'm just trying to do my stats homework and this is going to make me cry lmao. Feel kinda close to dying trying to figure out how to manually calculate the p-value for a t-stats lmao
My dog died last night. I have always feared and been curious about death. Constantly thinking about it. Hoping and stressing for it to come. I would’ve taken his place in a heartbeat. He didn’t deserve to go, and not as early as it did. He tried to comfort me while I cried, he was always so sweet. I dream this is what his death was like, instead of the stale one at the vet. He deserved a better life than the one I gave him
Rest In Peace, Teddy
2019-2022
as soon as soon as i hit play on this video my heart lepth into my thoret and tears came to my eyes im not sure why but it seemed to have made me think of my dad that has dead 2 and a half years ago im not sure why but now im trying my hardest to not break down in tears as i listen to this playlist i not sure why im remined of my facter but i love this playlist ill shall sit here and let the tears fall as i rember the mormies of my daddy
“Life can be beautiful. In your mind. your alone you taken it and decided you will end. but do you really want to.? there something waiting for you. just wait. “ - a person who waited and got something that makes them happy again.
Sitting in a field on a warm summer evening you hear these songs in your head. The sun is setting over the pine trees that line the field. A sense on weightlessness comes over you. Like when you have been reading a book for hours, lost, in another world, and you finally look up. You feel content. The music starts to fade with the setting sun. Your eyes close and finally you are taken into the peaceful arms of death.
The BEST playlist I never seen I’m in love!!!!
Music can be a vehicle to the other side. The side which we only know in dreams and memories.
YAAY MY FAVOURITE PLAYLIST HAS PART 2
Wandering throught the forest, I've found something beautiful. It's like a waterfall full of colours that comes from the sky. Amazed, I walked closer and I've reach my hand slowly, wanting to touch it. Would I even feel it beneath my fingers if I come close enough?
Songs are so amazing
Please make more playlists!😍🥰
“Come Here” brings me back to the first time I watched “Before Sunrise”. Such a beautiful movie.
Can you please make "You're a mortal in love with an ancient Greek god/goddess?"
yes yes yes
This is lovely
"in honor to the 200 subscribers" I HAVE FANTASTIC NEWS FOR YOU THAT NUMBER MULTIPLIED SO FAST
Amo essas playlists🤧💜
this playlist fits for me while doing school works
Happiness is a Butterfly ❤
i wanna know what being loved feels like, just once before i end it all
this is a BIG YES!! It started with Visions of Gideon and then Mystery of Love..
This playlist is just gorgeous, but i can't find pt.1 loved it too much 😭
Thank youuuu
I was s/h with this playlist, just watching the result. Thinking about how ironic it would be to pass out and die to this, how unfortunate. My head hurts now,I'm gonna sleep now. I'm so sorry.
I love your playlists! Can you make another ancient asia playlist?
Sorry if english is not good
A few minutes in and I’m already landing in CMBYN vibes ☺️☺️☺️ great playlist
This is such interesting
Oh my god I just realised there’s a part 2🤯🤯
I'm dying today and I approve of this playlist.Bye guys😀
Are you still here? I hope so, the sunrise was beautiful ^^, and if you didn't see it, I'm sure tomorrow's will be just as lovely.
But, if you are not here, then I hope you were the one dancing on the horizon. You made this morning beautiful.
And I'm sorry if I had no right commenting, I'm not meaning to step out of line.
I hope you found your peace.
I wish you will get your beautiful freedom ♥︎
perfect playlist for dealine- for no reason
happiness is a butterfly 🦋
I can’t wait until my last breath. I failed everyone and everything. Don’t tell me to hold on. The abuse is unbearable. I pray for my last breath
are you okay?
the first song I heard "Is it a video"
Btw an otherworldly playlist created by you once again
I will gladly pass away now
:’(
Lmao that's a pretty long last moment if I have time to listen to all these songs
but I'm not complaining, it would a pretty nice way to go
can’t believe i’ve been dying for 45 mins and no one is gonna help me🙄
I'm down with serious infection, I hope these songs won't be my last 😥
hey, you still here? 💛
@@aloevera0.0 Yea thanks for the concern, I've recovered now! :) My bleakest days are over
@@anaysayersyes I’m so happy to hear that!! :)
Lana Del Rey's song " Old Money" sounds so much like the song " A Time for Us" in 1968s Romeo and Juliet. There's definetly sampling of the melody.
Let's say goodbye with a smile, dear
Just for a while dear we must part
Don't let this parting upset you
I'll not forget you, sweetheart...
We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know we'll meet again some sunny day
Keep smiling through
Just like you always do
'Til the blue skies chase those dark clouds far away
And I will just say hello
To the folks that you know
Tell them you won't be long
They'll be happy to know
That as I saw you go
You were singing this song...
We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know we'll meet again some sunny day
And I will just say hello
To the folks that you know
Tell them you won't be long
They'll be happy to know
That as I saw you go
You were singing this song...
We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know we'll meet again some sunny day❤
finally some alexandra appeciation
Most of these sons were already in my playlists…. Like I’m preparing for that day to come (80 years later I hope so lol)
I would like to suggest one more song bcoz it really just fits this situation so perfectly. The name is "Afterthoughts" by Renforshort. It's underrated but really beautiful.
hurts really bad, as should
you killed me with the first one..
I hope mystery of love is my last song, with the love of my dreams next to me while I go with a smile on my face.
velho tu é brasileira??? skksskk muito obrigada por essa (e outras) playlists maravilhosas
Brasileira com orgulho e feijoada kkkkkkkkkk
lana and edith piaf ??? this playlist is so incredible !!💓💓
YAY
I just watched call me by you name and sufjan stevens just hits different now