Teen Idle || Marina and the Diamonds Lyrics
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"Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?"
Damn
It's not ...all😖😢
Hun depression wasn’t born yesterday but youth was
it never was for me :/
actually, it's the ugliest years
@abvnirvana I love your pfp
“oh god, i’m gonna die alone.”
AND GOD SAYS, THAT ON EARTH WILL DIE WITH YOU AROUND 1600 PEOPLE *well thank you god, it doesn´t make any sense*
mood
"Adolesence, did I make sense"
I saw this written on the walls of my 3rd mental hospitals quiet room ;-;
You won’t, go enjoy life buddy
"im gonna puke it anyway" ouch
Ikr😩😖
as soon as i looked at your comment that lyric played oml
as a bulimic that hit too close to home:(
@@cammy9314 same
f e l t
"I wish I hadn't been so clean"
....Damn...
What does that line mean?
@@6_chantel765 like clean meaning not doing something like cutting or burning or starving or whatever self harm thing you do
I believe that by clean she means “she wished she used drugs to mask the painful emotions she experiences, because her methods are not working
I think she means she wishes she wasn't so innocent and that she lived more, instead of being good and following the rules. Like a longing to know what doing the wrong thing feels like.
Jillian Deters this interpretation makes more sense, the other ones not so much. She wish she lived her life to the fullest, and by that she could’ve been maybe less “pure.”
i feel so empty while listening to this. it brings back memories.
Same
maria mi same here
same girl same
this song reminds me of my friend trinity
I know right...
*i want the world to go away*
me: same
BubbIy Soaps ikr I also wanna be a REAL FAKE!
Ella Windstorm The World is crueler then the devils in my head
Ella Windstorm I wanna be gone. I have depression.
Ella Windstorm yes...
@@King-Hammurabi lmfao good
"i want the world to go away" 👀♡
That’s always my mood
Loved your profile pic 😂😂😂😂
Life of an introvert
Uhmm r/im14andthisisdeep i think (I'm 14 and this Is deep if you dont understand)
@@cata8818 lmao XD
The part that hits me hard:
"I wish I wasn't such a narcissist, I wish I didn't really kiss the mirror when I'm on my own, oh god I'm gonna die alone. Adolescence didn't make sense, a little loss of innocence, the ugly years of being a fool, ain't youth meant to be beautiful."
Why is this so relatable?
@@yourstrulysabi I think we all are at this point 😭😭😭
not for me thank god
i recommend you to watch jordan peterson awesome man he changed my life
so true, i wanna change so bad
@Mr Shoeman yes the man that changed millions of lives with his lectures and viewpoints
I dont care if he was a drug addict or not everyone makes mistakes
I would love if you could provide me an example of "cherry statistics " that he chooses and what the fuck does that even mean so nobody should take examples then cz if you dont take everycase then they are all cherry
@Mr Shoeman you just lost all your credibility
“Ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?”
I’m not crying.
I would like but sorry gotta keep 69 :/
I am tho
I’m just cosplaying as a river ;-;
@@sarahk8ie521lmfaooo I'm gonna have to use that line in the future.
but fr that line gets me every time
😭
I don’t think people are realizing just how insanely deep this song is. Notice how she spelled it “idle” not idol. Idle meaning with out worth. This song is talking how bulimia and depression, things of the sort, is considered “cool” this song really goes beyond the surface.
she prob meant to say idle most people spell the things correctly
The definition of "idle" is not "without worth", it means "purposeless" or "inactive". Also, the lyrics in this video are wrong - the name of the SONG is "Teen Idle", but the lyrics in the CHORUS are "teen idol". It's the juxtaposition of what she wishes her youth was like (the glorious existence of a manufactured idol) and what her youth actually is (the aimless existence of a depressed teenager).
@@cairusjean5223 They're just appreciating how much care the artist puts into the music. It's not an attack on marina, it's a compliment.
The def of Idle basically is “purposeless” or like “doing nothing” I think. Like “don’t sit idly by” means don’t just sit there doing nothing... and I think people know the deep ness because it literally says the word suicide but I could be wrong
Well yeah she put suicidal
The worse feeling is crying without tears....
.. why is that me
and then ppl try to convince u that your not really sad your just faking it...and u start believing them
@@nicodiangelo5345True its not fair there supposed to know my mom forces me not to cry in public but I just can't hold it
I cant cry like i dont know how to
fr
Idle: without purpose or effect; pointless
Idol: a person or thing that is greatly admired, loved, or revered.
A teen idle wishing that she was a teen idol.
Or Teen Idol wishing that she was Teen Ible
It's actually more about bulimia and mental illness DUE to wanting to be an idol
@@missoona7130 teen bible
@@Sketchtrastrophe not anymore since she kept burning those
@@andynunez3425 oh yeah
I love how this is from the perspective from 2 girls.
The first is from a conservative background, and she spent her life being “clean” and shying away from the fun of youth. She wishes she had been more popular, more liked, more active.
The second one is that girl the other wishes she was, but this one wishes she could take it all back. She wishes she hadn’t been so promiscuous, she wants her virginity back, she wishes she had been more organised and responsible.
It kinda shows that society pressures girls into various different boxes, but that even if you achieve one of them you will always feel ashamed that you weren’t the other.
i see the song this exact way! great analysis :)
I'M THE FIRST ONE
Thank you for this. Personally, I’m the first one.
I'm the second one.. yeah so many regrets it hurts:))
What a cuckold response, Jack. It's not "conservative" to have basic morals.
Hate how i can relate to literally everything in this song. The only difference is that i’m a boy
honestly same though
Lol
Same but I'm a girl tho
Oof same-
I don’t think gender matters. But I do hope everything gets better. Just know, I care.
"i wanna stay inside all day" Corona: ''OK!"
Corona: Your wish is my command
Corona: I gotchu
Hahahahahahahaaa
HE IS! HE IS THE MESSIAH!
Hahah
"A little loss of innocence"
Everyone relates to that.
A little?? Naw I lost a lot
@@jessiris1620 true
@@breadcult-bj2wh yesh uwu
@@jessiris1620 tw: yeah way back when i didn’t swear and wasn’t su!cidal
i lost all my innocence
This song: **exists**
Any fandom: Hippity hoppity this is now my property
JAJAJAJAJA xD
GFVBHNBHB
Dream smp tommy, anyone? No? Ok ;w;
@@dontmindme652 ACK SAME, THIS FITS SO WELL WITH TOMMYINNIT
@@nettydoesstuff5491 finally someone else
I never had the teen life I dreamed about when I was a kid. I didn’t hang out with my friends, I didn’t go to parties, I didn’t participate in school’s newspaper club and I didn’t do many other things. I spent all of my time crying in my room, wishing that I could drink outside with my friends. I never had a person that I could call my friend. I spent my limited teen years with social anxiety and depression. I’m only 18 but my life is already full of regrets. It’s not worth to try anymore.
You are awesome okay? Don't die with regrets you can still do something you want to now
Hope you get the help you need and the love you desserve
dont freaking say that, its always worth it to try. ALWAYS. YOU ARE WORTH IT, TRUST ME.
You're never too old to chase your dreams
Some of us find friends after youth,its tough noe but please never give up,YOU ARE AWESOME and someday u are gonna make people very happy
It's similar for me. I feel like I didn't have the same childhood my siblings had. They still get to indulge in childlike activities and play on electronics and stuff with their friends (their 4th and 7th grade), while I had to stop around 3rd. I'm not diagnosed with anything yet but my mom's working on it because of almost daily anxiety attacks and possible depression. But she also says things that hurt me and I don't think she realizes, and doesn't truly listen when I try to explain it. The only way I'm coping with it is music and age regression.
this gives me heathers vibes
Justyna Kozub YESS
indeed
baba przebrana za cebule
actually there's an animatic for heathers on this song by szin, and it's dope
F.F WIFE “Ugh, Heather. Bulimia is so ‘87.” 😂
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“i want blood, guts, and chocolate cake” when you’re on your period
mood
Literally me rn
I felt that.
Don’t Panic! No Not Yet It’s Longer Now so true!
Lol
I see this as a girl who never got to experience teenhood or highschool due to overprotective or strict parents and wishing she had a normal teenage experience like most people
But at the same time, the other side is no better-drinking til sick, bulimia to be prom queen, etc.
@@Lil4kpapii9728 “But that’s nothing to be depressed about” Please stop. Coming from a PTSD survivor, please stop. You don’t get to tell others how they should feel especially when you don’t know their lives whatsoever. There aren’t any “real” problems. It’s just problems. Comparing problems won’t do anything but cause people to never focus on more than one thing, which isn’t right.
@@ber1779 Yeah, but she wasn’t wishing to be a drinking till’ sick teenager, bulimic prom queen, boy-crazy nothing else matters girl etc. She just wanted to live life like how she needed: being able to hang out with friends and doing fun stuff together without any harm.
How I interpreted it was there is no way to experience teen hood correctly. We’re told they’re supposed to be the best years of our life but they end up being the worst. We either isolate ourselves and don’t have any fun before we’re sucked into real life or we we grow up too fast and later on we’ll regret we didn’t stay innocent for longer (because innocence is bliss) and this song is about wasting what are supposed to be the best years of our life feeling drained and depressed even before we’re sucked into adulthood
@@papasscooperiaworker3649 everyone's depressed nowadays. Just look at social media everyone is posting about it.
Nothing to do except dealing with it.
0:48 I think it's kinda nice/weird that she puts suicide in the kind of cheery light, because everyone always jokes about suicide even though its serious, and someone would actually want to do it.
i attempted suicide not oo long ago and people joking about it or saying “lol same” “ mood” , etc is quite upsetting
@@Amiyuu.c Hope you're doing ok now (or as good as you can in that situation), I attempted suicide a few years ago too.
People joking about suicide really have no idea how awful and terrifying that mindset is.
Yeah, I’ve tried to do it many times and got things like “Omg ikr, I wanna do that to! 😩🤣🤪” So it kinda hits hard.
to all the beautiful people here in the comments hope you all are ok :)
@coons i hope you are ok too even though i doubt that you are beautiful (not by face but by personality)
I'm 19, I'm so scared of the future and growing up. I wish I can go back to 16 years old or probably 14 cause I am not ready for anything. I don't know what am I doing. Sometimes I get so scared I just don't want to wake up and see the sun tomorrow. I'm probably childish.
You are not childish, I am 13 and I am scared of the future and the responsibility. I understand where you are coming from, we were never prepared for the future. We can at least try. . . I think. It's hard TBH
I think your 20s is when you learn to stop giving a fuck so much. You're just a little ant in an anthill of billions, who cares if you fuck up this or that? Who cares if your life is a catastrophe in 100 years time? Nobody's gonna remember you in 2121. Just live your life as sincerely as you can whether it ends up being a tragedy or a triumph.
Omg I feel the same. I am already 18 and I do not know how it happened.I am not ready. Everybody is asking me about the future, college, job and things like that and I am just like... I do not understand basic things about adult life.I cannot go to the doctor alone, I cannot drive, I do not know what are the documents that I need to have, I do not know how bank work, I can barelly cook some basic meals, I am not really good at doing the domestic things... i just feel so useless... And somehow everybody around me know these things. (P.S. Sorry for my english)
Meanwhile, I am 17 and I am scared of them now. I want to fast forward a few months until I am free and can be myself.
We will make it through this.
You're not being childish. I remember being a teen and being so utterly terrified and paralyzed at the thought of the future. And so incredibly unprepared! The truth is, and I know this is a tired statement, it does get easier. I think almost everyone is uncertain about life, and what will come next. It just gets easier to deal with that, and less terrifying. I'm 24 now, and you couldn't pay me to be a teenager again. I'd struggle in Spanish class, and spiral thinking about how if I couldn't even conjugate a verb, how was I going to do in college, or at a job? But so many things that are important in high school, just aren't later in life. And you'll be fine! The decisions you feel like you have to make now are less urgent than they seem. You're going to be ok
"Feeling super super super suicidal" - half of my life
Hey so some of you guys are kinda toxic in the replies and I just wanted to let you know that uh I've struggled with severe depression for actual years now. Like I'm allowed to talk about it? I get that me saying this came off a little "cringey" but like this is really how I've felt when I heard that line. It was never my intention to be "quirky" and I think you need to unpack some of your trauma instead of trying to invalidate mine.
KiNda quiRky dOe
*omggggg I’m soosososoosso quiirrky*
AhA same tho
@@rebelagainsttheblues hi, please go see a doctor. your life is worth more than you think.
Don’t think that people won’t miss you, or people will forget you, you are loved even if you don’t feel it right now
Said by someone anonymous on the internet. Applies to you all.
is it just me or is that lightning in the shape of a cat?
It's just you
*No no, he’s got a point.*
a screaming one
Demon cat
I see a cyclop looking down and a cat looking straight or up
“The ugly truth”
Truth: 👁💧👄💧👁
lol
😂
LOL. 😅😅
Suddenly I’m the truth 😁
That one person named Truth:
👁️👄👁️
this song hurts. i’m 17 now and i feel like i’ve wasted my teenage years. i haven’t accomplished anything. my existence has remained static. the future looks so bleak and empty. i don’t know what i’m doing to do after high school.
edit: thank you guys for all the kind comments i love you guys, and i hope you all find peace in your life. i’m in a much better place now. i’m still depressed but i’m in therapy now and that is helping a lot. i’m going to a college now and i’m pursuing a nursing major. as someone who thought i wasn’t going to be okay, i can tell you you’re going to be okay.
Amen
Same, I'm 17 and didn't live the
"🌺typical teenage girl🌺" life. I just locked myself at room all day feeling hopeless and scared for the future. I reached the point where I didn't give a fvck about myself.I just don't care anymore
You are still a teenager, in your age I was in the same mindset as you but once you start "living" life its really hard going back, Im almost 20 now and I've been throught a lot, even tho I had some great experiences there were also a many bad once, now I even sometimes miss old days when I was ignorant, so dont push yourself everything comes in a right time 😘🌺
bruh, is it for everyone who is 17 years old? cause its the same for me
hi I just wanna let u know I feel the exact same way my uncle just ranted about what I’m gonna do after highschool and it’s like dude idk I already worry so much about it I just want u to know ur not alone 😭😭😭
"And the day has come where I have died, only to find I've come alive"
Me, everyday.
;-; thats not funny
@@LT_NTHN its not supposed to be.
I hope everythings okay! Remember that you are worth it. Dying will not help at all. Death is not a way to solve our problems, but to make them worse. Stay safe, and remind yourself that everything will Be fine!
Kids this days using depression as a trend cause they think it's cool, but trust me it's the worst feeling ever.
Yeah it is. Its just that feeling of emptiness and as if you have to fake everything. It hurts.
Its like you want to cry but nothing comes out of your eyes.
@@anu_myg3632 yup
I just thought that feeling was normal
I honestly hate when kids act all depressed. Trust me, I understand the pain people have to deal with.
I used to come here when I was 13, and I used to change the lyrics from "being 16 and burning up a bible" to "being 13-" just to relate to it even more.
I'm back, and now I'm 16. I dont have to change the lyrics anymore. realizing it just made me so sad
SAME holy shit i used to listen to this when i was 14 and it feels so weird now that i'm 16
i love how we were all watching this at 13/14 and now coming back to it at 16
@@karidesana8977 IKR
@@xx_ash_xx3006 it's alright, dw, but thank u [flushed]
Same I was so young now it's crazy
Random person: I’m depressed...
Random people: *(saying random things about helping)*
Random person: I’m depressed...
Random people: *sAmE*
I want to suffer suffer. i tried helping one of my friends but it blew up in my face because i didn’t say what he wanted to hear
????
I once told a good friend that I don’t want to life anymore (I’m better now after a few years) but she just answered “me too” .... we’re not friends anymore
@@ctf_edits Oof. Honestly tho same, whenever I say things like "I've been having urges to cut" "I've been depressed lately" etc. My friends just say "OMg rElAtABle" even tho they haven't been diagnosed with depression, and don't know what its like to truly want to die. Also none of them have cut before. -, -
I've been diagnosed with depression and I hate to see people fake depression because it's not cute,quirky or cool it's fucking suffocating
This makes me think about how I wasn't an "actual teenager".... I wanted the teenage experience like I see in the coming of age movies. Going you with friends, going to sleepovers, and out to parties... but no... I had to develop no social skills and big environments like parties make my head spin and make me feel sick, and being away from my home/comfort zone makes me want to scream at the top of my lungs... and now I'm almost 18 and I've never had that real teenage experience...
Same here... I'm gonna be 18 this year and everyone is saying that I should be happy, but the only thing I can think of is that I never once was a typicall teenager. I feel like I ruined it all...
I'm turning 18 next year and I feel like I wasted my teenage years:((
You're a kid, trust me, TRUST ME, you don't want teen-age "fun", hahaha. Do not learn the hard way. Pray for gratitude for all things!
@@seronymus forgot I even made this comment, but like I just turned 19 and now all I’m thinking is
“Wow…. I’m almost at the legal drinking age, and I don’t even like to drink.”
Me
probably gonna get called dramatic for this, but i’m apart of class 2020 and listening to this song made me cry for some reason lol. feeling really cheated out of my senior year.
I cried. too
You poor girl! ♡ Don't worry, everything will be over soon. Even though you'll never have the memory of walking down the aisle with your friends, you'll still have all the memories you made there kept with you. 💕
Lmao what a Mood
I’m class of 2021 and same. I’ve never had prom and never will :(
I cried too after I missed my sats and basically year 7 too, and were laughing at me. Sorry, I just want a normal school experience.
The puberty anthem hell yeah
😌😔🤞🏼
Nice gladion pfp
I love your pfp
i thought it was the lost teenagehood theme ?
gladion pfp person, were did you get your facts? it does'nt appear this why on my copy of the "full life ost"
“I wanna stay inside all day” same sis
Corona
Corona has you covered.
now u are
You got what you wanted
@@katemaze8185 yup....same for hurricane Laura and hurricane delta they got ya covered 🙃
Self destructive, unstable, and nigh inconsolable. I know the temptation to rot and whither in the chasms of your mind, and hell sometimes it’s ok to do that if you’re at least thinking. However it’s so important to not let yourself get to the point of irreversible consequences.
Yeah. Don’t get to *that* line. After you cross that line you really don’t get to make any changes.
@Kiyoko Shimizu I know that the amount of people who need to hear it is no small number.
Love this comment !...... thank you
Why couldn't I have seen this comment 4 years ago, I crossed the line too long ago and it's too hard to go back now.
why do I wanna listen to this on a stormy night with led lights on in an oversized hoodie with headphones in under my blanket while everyone is alseep
ngl this sounds bomb
damn, same
Because it would be awesome. On an unrelated topic, are you alright? Hope you'll have a good day!
Same
I thought that the comment section would be full of edgy 12 year old girls...
I was wrong. This day has finally arrived.
red hoodie for real. I hate people who act like they have depression for attention. It’s sickening and it’s disgusting. If anyone here is self diagnosed and thinks they’re depressed and haven’t gone to the doctor, get off your high horse. You’re not depressed, you’re not suicidal, you’re fucking ugly personality-wise. You’re sick if you think acting depressed makes you look cool and shit. Because it isn’t. It just shows how much of a jackass you are.
Talk to me when you go to the doctor to get ACTUALLY diagnosed of depressed by a doctor and then talk to me. Don’t sit here talking about your depression and being a slob and being edgy and shit. Talk to your parents about it and take medication if you really want to be happy. If you’re not willing to get out of your bed and into a doctors office to feel better, then I honestly hate you. Get the fuck off of the internet you fake ‘depressed’ jackasses, you don’t belong here; putting to shame the people who actually have depression and actually feel suicidal. 🖕
Staved yO EXACTLY. I was friends with this girl last year, and she used EVERY MENTAL ILLNESS IN THE GAME AND CLAIMED SHE HAD IT KALEKENASKFKDJSN SHE STILL DOES I HATE HER
Staved You are right.
One of my close friends has had depression and she’s nothing like the self-centered 12 year olds that use their “dEpReSsIoN” as an excuse to behave rudely online. They also think that depression is something “cool, trendy and / or quirky” when in reality, it’s a serious mental illness that shouldn’t be bragged about. Depression is not Billie Eilish, Melanie Martinez, Lana Del Ray or their songs, it’s a mental condition that should be taken care of immediately, before it leads to serious injuries (s*lf h*rm and / or s*icide)
@@norskinoff386 i wouldnt say that because im willing to listen to everyones storys but yeah try and see if you have depression first and always say you think you might and if you have suicidal toughts defenitally go to a professional
@F.F WIFE true, for me you literally don't need a fucking piece of paper to be "officially depressed"
I used to listen this when i was 13 or 14 and i was hoping i wont feel this way at age 16...damn i am 16 and unfortanely its so relatable
18 and it gets more relatable as I get older lmao.
@@callmebyyourname9183 good news
I'm 18 and same, I remember listening to this when I was 14 I think? :')
I' m 29, and still relatable as fuck :D
me
kids, go outside, drink and make big mistakes. do it for me who didn't. look where it took me. i'm crying while listening to this song like a little kid who is still scared of how her parents would react to her drinking and sleeping around even if she moved out for college.
you make it sound easy, but i can't even go outside without my parents, the internet and school and close family members are my only why of socializing (my social skills are close to 0) and i have been denied year and a half of it becuase of schools shuting down, people my age are more mature got there one lives and i feel like im a year or more back mentaly, why expected to know shit but wasn't allowed to do anything? like, they got there own cars and im just started how to drive. i feel like live is moving to fast for me
why im a suppose to choose what i will do for the next 40+ or more of my life when i still dont have my own money?
Same here, but I’m in my senior year of high school. I absolutely WILL do what I want to do (as long as it doesn’t harm anyone, is consensual, etc.) without my parents stopping me on college because I’m just so tired of being controlled and reliving memories of them abusing me. I don’t care if they yell or scream at me, I’m moving out and doing as I please in college because they don’t deserve me if they are just going to treat me like a disposable tomogachi that they still, for some reason, want to keep on a leash after threatening to disown me/put me up for adoption for shit I did BECAUSE OF MY MENTAL DISORDER, WHICH THEY KNEW ABOUT, AND IT WAS MOSTLY FORGETTING TO DO CHORES. Sorry for the rant I’m just legitimately pissed off and I am just tired of them lmao
I did all of that and am still empty inside as an adult lol
@@moldy_fettuccine
well... guess we should die
I think it's better to interpret the song as "do what you desire and start living". For some it's drinking and sleeping around but for others it may not work. Just start living how you want and experiment and try things you want to. Sleeping around and drinking doesn't make everyone feel alive, bad advise :/ comming from someone who developed an addiction from it, soooo yeah be careful with your words haha
“ I wanna be a real fake “ ouch that hurt relatable and sad. And people think this is an amazing song even though it’s way deeper than a lot of people would know
"Insted of being sixteen im burning up a bible feeling super super suicidal "
If teens who are forced by their parents to be the person they don’t want to be has a theme:
I know right
This reminds me of what my parents say. They want me to be a doctor or a lawyer or some other "great" job. But i have no interest in being a doctor. I love music and i wanna grow up to be a musician BUT NO "DrEaM bIg"
I'm sorry about this comment i couldn't hold it in.
@@seyiselaton No it's ok, I feel you my mother wants me to be a Lawyer or a Doctor but I just want to work on a cafe lol
@@missgurl9787 Lmao me too i think working an a cafe or a small restaurant would be a really fun job to do and fullfil other dreams aswell other than working 24/7 just for some shit fame ;-;
@@seyiselaton Yeah true, I mean it's our own life we can do what we want.
you know the worst feeling is feeling suicidal, depressed, anxious, bulimic, etc. and all the popular kids joke about bulimia and fake depression. And it just really makes you feel like your problems are jokes.
You know, I am anorexic and this songs is holding a deep meaning. I only can tell/explain you about and associate this song with MY personal connection, feelings and overall experience (just wanted to disclaim this beforehand.
So I think this song puts the feeling of being pointless/feeling irrelevant in this huge world together as it’s name is “teen IDLE” (idle = pointless). This feeling of being nothing leads to the desire of wishing to be everything what this society dreams of. To become something. To at least fulfill ideals (no matter if it’s for someone else, to become popular or to just cure the feeling of being irrelevant / not ideal).
Now to how I personally am connecting this to eating disorders + other several mental illnesses: my anorexia of course holds and started because of a lot triggers and is a coping meshanism for personal things but another reasons also is for me to fulfill an purpose. -> to actual be ideal and also fulfill society’s wishes/an living purpose. In my case I’m not even doing it for an special reason, it’s just so I can feel worthy for living.
So all in one; the urge and desires to fulfill an purpose, in order to worth something in this big world, leads to the sick behavior of self destruction (example; ,,I’m gonna puke it anyway”), impulsive behavior ( ,,I wanna do this/be that”) and several other mental illnesses (like depression because she actually clearly don’t want to be so impulsive/can’t control it but does it anyway, doing everything to just fulfill the purpose) which she’s singing about (example ,,I want the world to go away/feeling suicidal).
Adding to that, an eating disorder is wasting your youth, years and life away. You’re basically living a slow death while the mind is romanticizing this lifestyle (,,pretty lies”), even though you know damn well this isn’t any kind of a nice life (,,Ugly truth”), it’s ugly.
@@angeljones965 I wish you to recover well
@@angeljones965 that‘s amazing
I’m currently crying to this song after having anxiety about how I look. Beauty standards are so toxic.
Ain't body dysmorphia a b?
if one eats like a pig and doesn't exercise, it's got nothing to do with beauty standards
They are soo toxic...I feel with you.
@@bobjoe8613 that's exactly what beauty standards are? During middle ages and reneissance bigger women were the ideal beauty and antique Greece and Romans also valued more fuller women. Beauty ideals change with society and time. So maybe learn what things mean before spewing your worthless nonsense 😊
I can relate. I hate how much pressure society is giving to women. My classmates bullies me because of my brown skin. Here in philippines they worship white skin, eurocentric beauty standards. Like if you don't fit into those, you will get treated like shit. The worse part is I didn't even enjoy my teenage years because of how I look. You know, being a typical teenage girl.I wish I could live that life. Luckily I have british friends that are friendly and accepts me.But still, I wish I could connect to my own race
As someone who lost thier teen years to mental illness and depression, this song hurts
Sooo I have this song on a playlist called “songs that turned me bi” and my mom turned it on. I have an awesome coming out story
You have my attention now xD
What's worrying me is how did this song turn you bi?
leah same and I’m staying here for a while
Hah.
I just delete all my gay music like
Little miss perfect and they will never find it
What's the playlist? I wanna listen lol
This song I can relate to so much. This is like my anthem along with primadona girl.
This song and Primadona girl describes my 2 moods so well, Teen idle: hating myself and wishing I was different and primadona girl: being a selfish narcassist and blaming all my problems on everyone around me
same heeere, together with Primadonna, Sex Yeah and Bubblegum Bitch :D
the neutral harmonization on “so i can feel infinity” gives off a plateau in the melody’s range. it sounds almost motonus while the percussion almost gives us a “lift”. it gives the feeling as if she could possibly sing the last note forever, which really tickles my brain
This songs means so much to me , I listen to this a lot when i was younger and now i’m turning 18 soon and my teenage years were just filled with misery..sums up all i was dealing with
Sarah chill out don't focus in the negative focus in building something special in your life God bless you dear
Best,
People seem to think that for a teenager to be having a special time they need to have a drug problem, drinking problem, sex problem but really, drugs, alcohol and tons of sex tend to be a sign that a teen is having a time, not the time itself. In short, kids can be suicidal without drug tests and scars.
I swear you’re just taking songs from my playlist 😂🖤
I need your playlist
u have a good taste then Maddie ❤
Honestlyyyyy
To the kids who fake depression to look “cool”. Y’all don’t know the true struggle and pain, it makes you hate yourself with a passion. It’s like your life came to an end , but nobody can help you escape.
@l qwq l True. Sometimes people may seek attention because there is something lacking in them.
Why did this suddenly remind me of gacha kids..
Yea and people seek the attention from the internet that they don't get from their home. But there are others seeking attention by faking depression and shit which isn't cool at all.
please tell me why do i feel like i am faking it for attention even after i was diagnosed and started taking medications?
@@makaron7470 hey look first of all don't listen to what people say on the internet including me but if you're really going through shit please get the help you need alright? Take care buddy
I think fangirllyrics chooses their aesthetic pictures carefully since in this song the person has thunder inside them and thats what the pictures represents! Good job!✨you get a star!⭐️
I'm only 16, and I still feel like I wasted my teenage years. But living with strict parents, it's a struggle. I wanted to go out and party, stay out at night and drink alcohol but they never allowed it. I only have 2 more years until I'm 18 and it's scary. God I wish I did what the other teens did. I regret all of this. I wish I got to live my teenage years
same, but worsed
But you have missed the message: it's all folly
"super suicidal" man I can relate to that and people might think that being suicidal is a joke but when you actually go through what people go through that cause them to want to commit then it's not really a joke anymore so don't play around with stuff like that I understand that some people might feel that way I am one of those people as well but at least I don't play around with it
I’d like to believe you’ve actually been through this stuff, but your not using any form of punctuation 😂
But yeah, it’s not a joke and I’d wish it upon nobody
Sad thing is,, when someone asks why I feela and think this way all I can say is "I don't know" and get labeled a attention seeker
@@loewel3237 its alr to say I dont know tbh I sometimes tell people that idk why I feel the way I feel and sometimes people leave me and dont care and spread rumors but the true people that stay and try to help you understand and get over whatever your thinking and going through r the best people to have in your life
My friend pretends to be depressed but little does she know, she’s pretending right infront of a person who’s really experiencing it, it’s not me but many other people too.
@@lizardparty_ does it matter if they use punctuation or not? You don’t get to decide weather they’ve been through it or not by punctuation
omg my favorite song
"I want blood guts and angle cake, I'm gonna puke it anyway" 😔
I’m coming back to this at least 4-ish years later and i remember listening to this when I wasn’t in a good place mentally, strangely this song was extremely comforting for me at the time. This is gained popularity again and I’m in a not great mental stale again lol but I’m better than I was when I found this song and it’s still weirdly comforting.
I’m 17 almost 18 as of writing this and I found this song when I was around 13 and god it hits so much harder now that I’m older. I’ve only recently realized most if not all of my childhood was taken from me because my parents(my mother) valued my grades above all else, how being bullied all throughout middle school really affected me along with the other events from that time, how much I wished to live like the other kids because of how strict my parents are, how no matter what I did nothing was good enough and how now I long to be the child and teen I never got to be.
hope Ur okay now! Sending lots of love!!❤️
The song I feel is saying how she is regretting not doing enough in her younger years, and hanging around the wrong people. It’s a fantastic song!
I mean... who wOulDn’T want the world to go AWAY.
EXTROVERTS
@@F4real_2 i am an extrovert and i still want it to go away sometimes-
I think that sometimes we need a break of the world and just breath, only to feel okey
I relate to this song so much, a teen living in the middle of covid, unable to ever experience the "teenage dream", stuck being upset and numb.
I feel every word.
i remember being obsessed with this song when i was like 12 and now i’m 17 listening to it again and just crying because i realized that i’ve lived these lyrics out.
It’s not too late
Yeah me too. I loved it when I was 16 years old just because of music but didn't get the lyrics that well. Listening to this again when I am 20, I definitely got what she meant. I felt like I became the lyrics.
So I accidentally sang 'Feeling super super super super suicidal' in front of my older sister and she said 'MOOD' Im crying
So we talk gonna talk about how “idle” means without worth not idol
Edit:this song is lovely
cheryl blossom vibes!!
And skins uk
Yepp
Tati Fellon omg yas
the CURSE is backkkk (in my opinion I don’t like riverdale plz no hate:))
Warisha Nawer I mean the first season was good but the others are 💩💩
Reminds me of all those actually "teen idols" who were thrown into fame to young
“ ain’t youth meant to be beautiful “ definitely going to be my senior quote
“I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake” I sense Himiko Toga...
So true like wha-
My fellow fan
Fuzzydubs Kinda, her quirk is where she can drink someones blood and then become them
OMG YES SAME-
@Fuzzydubs Whaaaaaaaaa-???
i remember listening to this a few years ago crying my eyes out and thinking abt s*ic*d.
I wish i could say to my younger self that things get better, they really do. Pretty much everything in my life changed, sometimes you just have to hold on strong even if it's hard
Same
THIS SONG WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY. SINCE THE FIRST TIME I HEARD IT😫😭
same
Same 😢😩
"I wish I wasn't such a narcissist, I wish I didn't really kiss the mirror when I'm on my own, oh god I'm gonna die alone." was something i deeply felt when i was 14 and unaware of my npd lol.
Have you been diagnosed?
Im just trying to figure out how the hell does this song match hermiones theme song, shes nothing like this.
slytherin queen Maybe because she was a “perfect” student (always following rules, getting top marks, never rebels etc) and this song is about regretting being a “perfect” teenager
i’m a hufflepuff. teen idle is not my theme song, but it is my electra heart archetype. :)
i think it fits draco more honestly
@xx_AmberAliens_xx to be honest, it's not really my theme song, pumped up kicks, cool that your a slytherin I am too.
*my name being hermione.*
yeah i relate to this song.
wish my mum forced me into something like acting or art because im now a teen with no talents or hobbies
No one:
This song: A teens anthem
can i request lyrics for idle town by conan gray????
I don't go out bcs I don't have friends. I've had both anxiety and depression since I was 13, I'm turning 17 this year.
It's ruined my teen years. The thought that I'm turning 18 next year makes me wanna jump off a building, bcs I'm becoming an adult without being able to enjoy my teen years, my youth, it's been ruined by my mental illness and there's little nothing I can do it about it. I can't enjoy my life and yet here I am living it, for literally no reason other than hoping that one day it will get better. But as the years pass by my hope diminishes and the idea of offing myself and being put out of my misery feels like a preferable future rather than being miserable for the rest of my life.
Same here... I'm gonna be 18 this year and people are asking me what I want for my birthday. Honestly I just want to be 15 again... I always felt like I was an adult in child's body and now I feel like I'm a child in adult body... I hate it, I hate how everyone want me to be mature when I literally can't do anything alone
Hey you. I just wanted to reach out. Im turning 24 this year. I cant say those feelings go away. Acknowledge them. Let yourself feel them, but dont let the nastiness of those thoughts dictate what route you take yourself to. I remember listening to this song in my basement room at 15 fucked up beyond any recollection to feel numb because I felt so alone. Know you are loved. I never thought i'd make it to my age and sometimes it's a struggle to this day. But the beauty of growing old is that you have more control over your environment and mentality. you got this.
I know exactly how u feel I dealt with this on again off again at from 14-19 I’m surprised I’m still here
I'm 18 now, I don't have many friends but I have one very good now. They're literally the best person ever. I'm glad I didn't off myself bcs then I would have never become friends with them. I never thought I'd meet someone like them. They bring so much joy to my life, I'll forever be grateful towards them. My life isn't great, but I'm still here, bcs I have hope, which is something I haven't had in a long time, hope that some day things will get better.
I used to listen to this song when I was suicidal. And it’s just bringing me all those flashbacks about how empty I actually was. And the worse is that to this day a part of myself still feel like this. And I can’t help but believe that maybe I’ll feel this way for the end of my life
same, i feel like when that feeling comes it stays for a long time. but u gotta keep fighting sis, Gods gotcha 🫶🏼
0:19 "I wanna stay inside all day" now u can
The lyrics are well written. This song is dark but I am impressed by the songwriting and the lyrics of this song.
Shout out to Marina for almost single handedly having all of Tumblr in a death grip when this was released along with Lana
“Kids want to be teenagers, adults want to be teenagers. Everyone wants to be a teenager.
But teenagers no.”
kids want ot be teens or adult
teens what to be nether
adult want to be ether
lets be honest not all teenagers are "teen" in this senario.
Teenagers doesn't want to become teenagers because adults, who wanted to be them, making them stressed
Ugh the aesthetics though 😍😷❤❤ love this song :')
It’s not an aesthetic it’d sucide
There is nothing wrong about listening to a song for aesthetics. Every one is free to perceive songs in any way they like. It doesn't matter what the motive behind listening to the song is. Everyone is allowed to enjoy the song.
i get that the song is catchy and honestly, sometimes I listen to songs without giving much thought to the meaning too but PLEASE don't see suicide and mental illness as an "aesthetic". That's just wrong on so many levels
What a beautiful song. So depressing but also inspiring to not let my depression and anxiety turning into Suicide. Had a few close calls over the years, but I have found myself with my friends and family and I'm better. This is inspiration to not go back to that. Thanks Marina.
This proofs Marina is insanely talented and puts work in her songs to create a meaning beyond the surface.
this makes me wanna really live out the last year's of highschool
as someone who is 22 and soon to be 23, i knew this song during my teen years and coming back here, only now i realize, these lyrics are absolutely genius.
"adolescence did not make sense. a little loss of innocence. the ugly years of being a fool" - that right there my friends is literal perfection when it comes to describing teenage years. every single word is true and it sums up that whole shitty period of life as "the ugly years of being a fool". it is actually scary how much truth can be found in such description. this song is way, way better than i remembered.
so early it's private
ITS ABOUT TIME THANK YOU
Lyrics:
I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don't know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish I hadn't been so clean
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake
Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive
I wanna be a virgin pure
A twenty-first century whore
I want back my virginity
So I can feel infinity
I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts, and angel cake
I'm gonna puke it anyway
Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive
Come alive, I've come alive
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
I wish I wasn't such a narcissist
I wish I didn't really kiss
The mirror when I'm on my own
Oh God, I'm gonna die alone
Adolescence didn't make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugliness of being a fool
Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?
Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive
Only to find, I've come alive
Only to find, I've come alive
Come alive
(Feeling super, super, super)
(Feeling super, super, super)
(Feeling super, super, super)
Come alive
...but this is lyrics video...
@@trnn444 Im pretty sure its now sort of like an inside joke now
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LMFAOAOOA
I like this comment because I could see all the lyrics at once. I find it easier to sing along this way.
This song reminds me of ‘Carrie’
this song is great and so is this video! thanks 😊
I love this song, it's scary
Guys, do any of y'all imagine your OCs or your fave characters while listening to music? 'Cause that's what I'm doing right now.
Oh my lol same
oml same-
I'm imagining my PC. But also myself since it applies to both of us. But it applies more to her in some bits.
Oc*
yup, whenever i listen to a song i almost always imagine an animatic to go along with it.
the weird mind of a visual thinker, in theaters near you
After two years of listening to this song, I just realized she doesn't say "only to find a conga line"
TWO.
YEARS.
This song runs DEEP for me, don't press show full comment unless you want to see a book about how I relate to this song LOL)
I used to listen to this song at age 14, not really understanding what it meant and singing along, at that time I was a suicidal and depressed teen taking it at face value, spending my teen years doing impulsive things and ending up in psych wards, but looking at this song with an older perspective and life experiences, it's gut-wrenchingly beautiful.
It's both happy and sad. (In my perspective at least., remember that) Teen IDLE, not IDOL.
What she wishes she was as a teen:
What's supposed to be the happiest years of your life can end up being the WORST time of your life, 'wasting your youth' efficiently.
Envy of other teenagers' experiences in life, the way they look, talk, act, and the actions they pursue.
Leaving you Feeling as if you have missed out by being "good" and considered "clean". But, not for long.
Depression and mental instability come in, and being alienated from these things as a teenager can feel damaging and leave you with depression and even ideas of suicide and furthermore, attempting. Paired with other Impulsive decisions.
The song also briefly mentions the social pressure of high school, and everything feeling fake. This is pretty common (if you don't relate? this ain't about you at alllll)
I feel there's a lot of symbolism in the song about the mental death of the "teenager" you once were.
I see this as a good part, this is where I feel as if it's a more grown-up perspective looking back on those things, realizing that's not all to life and that it gets better :) (COME ALIVE :D)
When it talks about wanting virginity back, I relate it to a regretful adult perspective, maybe engaging in dumb teenage sex to feel as if you are living those years correctly, regretting doing things like that to feel as if you've LIVED, young dumb party culture mixed with the pressure of not 'maturing' or 'getting some' in time. I feel like a lot of people struggled with that mentality if they were socially alienated as a teen. It's actually something in my teenage years people would make fun of people for. (Absolutely stupid, still happens for some reason.)
Regret, the regret of younger dumber decisions. To feel complete and fulfilled at that time of your life by doing these things, PRESSURE.
When she talks about wanting to drink until she aches, that's like a throwback again, a mentally unstable little teenage girl who wants to party and feel like she's living the teenage dream. She's still insanely depressed and suicidal though so that put a damper on the model coming-of-age teen IDOL moment (Felt.)
(The day has come where I have died.) A theoretical death of past younger mentality.
(ONLY TO FIND I'VE COME ALIVE.) THAT's! GOOD! SO BEAUTIFUL UGH I GOT TEARS FROM THAT, powerful tbh.
(OH god, I'm going to die alone.) Minor throwback in the song again, I feel like mentally unstable teenagers would think something like this in a moment of hopelessness in their life at this time, I know I used to think that but its silly to think, you're just a teen, and can't understand or fathom what the future has for you. :)
TL:DR?
I feel like this is the mourning of your wasted teen years, the grievance of what you COULD have had, but as you are older now, in a way it doesn't matter nearly as much as you've COME ALIVE. People have lied about the teenage experience and what it could be, life is hard. But you've GROWN, matured, and flourished into something beautiful.
(FEELING SUPER SUPER SUPER! x 3) Doesn't say suicidal anymore :D does it?
end note, excuse any typos, i was crying, sleep deprived, feeling whimsical, and happy at the same time 😩
3:05 you can feel the emotion like she’s at her breaking point before finally saying “fuck this shit” and going off on everyone
Like she’s gone from crying about it to finally looking at everyone else not caring and being like “oh wait. It’s not just me who’s fault this is…”
Things I can really relate to from the song:
"Adolescence didn't make sense"
"The ugly years of being a fool"
"Ain't youth meant to be beautiful"
"I want back my virginity"
Sadly same sis-
Damn.
HA I LIVE WITH THE MENTALITY OF MAIN CHARACTER OF HAIKYUU
I'M NOT GONNA LOSE MY VIRGINITY BECAUSE I DON'T LOSE
I can't remember the kids name holy fu-
Chicken tendu
Hol up- 😳