I saw my pops beat my mom and felt helpless that shit left me traumatised and made my world spin and now ive grown and cut him off he says im selfish talking shxt behind my back about ive failed him I get them flashbacks of your hands around her throat im tugging at your trousers begging you allow it mummy's cold I was 6 years old feeling like im living a horror show now im feeling like the zodiac killer without the horoscope aint it a joke ? shit how I adapted to my demons I locked myself away coz i was scared of my feelings felt to do a zodiac and commit a m****r for no reason this harm OCD left me scared of daydreaming now when I day dream it I end it with a godforbid for a while I couldn't even cut up food in my own crib afraid what ill do if I ever heard them voices with the knife in my hand lord forgive me for my choices but as I try to look back I dunno who to blame for that matter of fact I can even probably put the blame on man he would pin my bro down holding his wrists with his hands tell us punch him up give him as many licks as you can but as I grew older I started to understand the only reason you done that coz you knew you weren't his dad little prat how the fuck can make us do all of that man youre lucky you left the country coz you probably woulda got packed and that's facts ever since I see mummy in a box I cut all family ties everyone became an opp whilst I was locked in the jailhouse I heard my mum was gone I was lost I didn't even know what was right or wrong and I had most of my family telling me that I killed my mom and I didn't know what to believe man I nearly went along I even had a dream I got nicked for a m****r on my mom I don't think I ever woke up so happy that I was in the box locked ! to be continued ...
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I saw my pops beat my mom
and felt helpless
that shit left me traumatised
and made my world spin
and now ive grown and cut him off
he says im selfish
talking shxt behind my back
about ive failed him
I get them flashbacks of your hands around her throat
im tugging at your trousers begging you allow it
mummy's cold
I was 6 years old
feeling like im living a horror show
now im feeling like the zodiac killer
without the horoscope
aint it a joke ?
shit how I adapted to my demons
I locked myself away
coz i was scared of my feelings
felt to do a zodiac and commit a
m****r for no reason
this harm OCD left me scared of daydreaming
now when I day dream it
I end it with a godforbid
for a while I couldn't even cut up food in my own crib
afraid what ill do
if I ever heard them voices
with the knife in my hand
lord forgive me for my choices
but as I try to look back
I dunno who to blame for that
matter of fact
I can even probably put the blame on man
he would pin my bro down
holding his wrists with his hands
tell us punch him up
give him as many licks as you can
but as I grew older
I started to understand
the only reason you done that
coz you knew you weren't his dad
little prat
how the fuck can make us do all of that
man youre lucky you left the country
coz you probably woulda got packed
and that's facts
ever since I see mummy in a box
I cut all family ties
everyone became an opp
whilst I was locked
in the jailhouse
I heard my mum was gone
I was lost
I didn't even know what was right or wrong
and I had most of my family telling me
that I killed my mom
and I didn't know what to believe
man I nearly went along
I even had a dream I got nicked
for a m****r on my mom
I don't think I ever woke up so happy
that I was in the box
locked !
to be continued ...
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