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- Опубліковано 2 жов 2024
- ★☆ Hey, before this I just wanna say that I’m not gone! I’m just active on TikTok instead so you can meet me there. My account is @annoying_ghostt or Mazu!
This is when I truly realize that no one will ever coming to save me
My coping mechanism is crying, I cry a lot at every single thing but eventually, that wasn't enough. I always thought that I'm going to be like this forever and I’m aware of it, but deep down I always imagined what will happen if someone finds out. That was my first attempt recently and I intentionally didn't hide it. It was three days before she noticed and her actions felt like a slap on my face. She's so bad at feelings it genuinely hurts. It left my mind all jumbled because that's it? That's what I've been wanting for years isn't it? For someone to notice. Nothing changes. Everything goes on as if the whole thing never happened, nothing except now she blames herself and looks so guilty, now she subtly treats me like glass and every time I'm with her it reminds me of everything before, I feel even worse. She doesn't tell anyone else, after researching I also found that therapy in my country is very shitty. Even if there's a good one, I'm too self-aware of my own problems.
Whatever. I don't want to get better anyway
This is what I drew whenever I was sad lately (I have to rushed due to impending work-), the lineart is intentionally choppy.
Heavily inspired by Advenit647!
![[UA] NAVI проти G2 Esports | Blast Premier Fall Final](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/QWlIm4FGESQ/mqdefault.jpg)
"Subtly treats me like glass".... I wonder if I did this to my former best friend. She ended up ghosting me about half a year after she spent some time in a mental hospital, and sometimes I wonder if I treated her like this. If I was older and smarter I wouldn't have tried to be so careful around her after that. I was just so afraid of doing something to make her worse. She was so precious to me. But the way I acted might've been alienating. I don't know. There were other reasons why she could've ghosted me but I just can't help but wonder if that was one of them.
This is very sad I hope ur ok….
Why?Pain is helpful it makes you stronger and more resistant
@@goddosyourself7970yeah but op said “I hope you’re ok” not “I hope you don’t go through more pain”
@@crocs_n_socs Ik what they said.Pain is helpful
Yes, pain helps shaping you up and make you stronger, but that’s not always the case. Sometimes pain is just hurtful with no benefits, sadly
@@CatfishisDumplol u sure there are none at all? I feel like you should have shaped yourself as a stronger person because of it
I'm out of words... I'm someone who's very far from knowing your situation, I can only hope the little comments i leave on your videos can be enough.
I've been through a good amount of things, the things you've went through are dissimilar to mine a bit. We live very differently, indeed. But this is still human emotion so I'm not unable to see you and feel such as if it was I.
I just don't know what to say, I just wanna help
I truly wish I could help you. Hug you and tell you everything will work out in the end because it always does. Whatever you’re going through, I know it feels like it will never end but it will. You will find peace and happiness somewhere, someday, in someone. You just have to keep fighting. It’s hard I know, but you can get through it because you are strong and truly an incredible person. You may or may not see this comment, but I hope somehow something will reach you that gives you hope to feel better. I wish the best for you on this journey called life. Please, don’t give up. You *can* do this. God bless you.❤️❤️
Your story is truly sad, I hope things will get better for you, even if things are bad now, I hope your mental state improves and things change for the better.
Virtual hugs🫶
I just hope you're okay and things'll become better ❤
😞hope youre ok. I love the animation but its really sad and im sorry. love the song too btw..
also i remember watching your omori animations years ago
I like your artstyle and hope you have a wonderful day
I hope you're okay, first and foremost.
Secondly, this is beautiful, i lobe your art style and the way you were able to portray the emotions through the small text and characters SMACK middle of the screen is amazing. Please dont ever give up drawing, this and you are both gems
I hope you’re doing ok right now ❤️
sad song
Heyy. I see you are sad. Take this butterfly🦋. It’s beautiful. Not a lot of things in this world are beautiful anymore:( that’s why I have this butterfly. He’s proof that there are still beautiful things in this world, we just gotta keep looking. I mean, that’s the reason we’re living, right? To find happiness. I hope whatever you’re going through passes, and you’ll come out stronger:)
I hope you feel better when you’re healed most of the way ♡
I understand how you feel and tbh the fact that you came out is truly impressing,like,really impressive
coming from me,who hides,and always has hidden,even since I was a little child,the entirety of my feelings,the entirety without a single drop,I don't try to become feelingless or any emo shit,nah..
I just pretent that everything is and always has been fine,while It is and always has been the opposite,even to my straight parents,everyone
Except the internet,it's the only place where I *can* vent,and be frank on the fuckin freak [and a lot of stuff about myself which are boring and apparently "negative" but are just true]
Truly congrats,and to me,what you did wasn't a mistake,at least,you was able to do so
*And GOD fuckin dammit the art is fuckin great*
You need to make a comic! I love your artstyle and characters so much!
This reminds me of an issue ive always had where I'm just a constant unhappy person not in the way of depression but everything is a little tinted and i feel terrible that i feel this way when people who really are in need of help feel similar. Like why should i feel this way when my life is pretty decent besides being broke. Hope to see you recover but just take time for other hobbies and stuff of affection but what do i know.
hey, I’m really sorry for what you’re going through. are things any better? do you need to talk?
Sending virtual hugs 🫂