the moment just before the windfall | just before sunrise

the moment just before the windfall | just before sunrise
💚 I wrote this to help myself put into words what I knew to be true about the place on my path that I am on. It's all too easy to look around, seeing no proof of progress or change when that is all I want, and lament or give up hope. When really, this is a powerful moment of opportunity to plant the seed of gratitude and faith, knowing that the change I seek is right around the corner- I just can't see it yet.
Transcript:
I have to admit I’m not exactly where I want to be.
But I know in my soul that this place on my path is just as valid as any other...
The should and could filled voice inside
tells me I should get into the habit of embracing my life, as it is.
But at the same time, I wonder if this resistance
is guiding me in my newest direction.
The only thing to do here that feels the most right…
Is to feed the knowing that my circumstances are temporary…
To recognize that I’m simply in the
in between of what was and what will be…
So yes, although it feels a bit empty here, this place on my path is just
as valid as any other…
It is the lack of change I’ve been resisting...
But whether I scale out or go within, I find myself aware of a calm and steady truth:
that I am existing in the middle of transition itself.
The contraction that happens on the brink of expansion.
The moment right before the archer releases her arrow.
Right before that crack of sunlight bursts over the horizon and fills the sky with color and magic.
Yes, this place on my path is as valid as any other.
It is in this moment that I surrender more deeply to the benevolence of forces that are working in my favor to guide me into an authentic light that is easy on the eyes…
It is in this moment where I am truly safe to open my heart to receive an experience of embodied freedom that as Krista, I’ve never known.
On these fertile grounds that I have so faithfully sown through internal nudge after internal nudge, I await in faith for the harvest that natural law promises. I deepen into my knowing of my worthiness of a life of ease and effortless existence.
It is right here, in this seeming void, where I thank God for the detours I resisted but ultimately led me into a humility that kept me in reverence to my truest path. Into an honoring of the something greater that knows that plenty means nothing without its inherent qualities of temperance and generosity…
This is where I recommit to my truest intention- the one in which I allow the joy of life to permeate my being and spread into to the world around me… where I know that through my flawed efforts, Grace sees to it that my heart’s sincerest prayer takes root, is nurtured, and eventually blooms into its fullest expression…
It is here that I take my newest step into the miraculous & loving unknown of the surrendered path.
So yes, this moment on my journey is a valid one.
It is the place where soul begets matter.
Where love does what she will.
And where worthiness just is.
Where once again, I have the opportunity to plant a seed.
I guess I’d feel pretty silly right now if in this place, I allowed myself to plant the seed of impatience.
No, no. Gratitude will do.
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[@nadahamdi1]

The emptiness is making room for more aligned things ❤

[@soulhearken]

Thank you! I agree! 🙌🌈

[@lisa_mo3689]

This is really beautiful, Krista ❤ Thank you!

[@soulhearken]

Aww thanks, Lisa! Enjoyed writing/creating it and glad you enjoyed it too!💚

[@S.A.N.I.]

You are so lovely... Great Video...
Love from Germany, beautiful soul... 🤍

[@soulhearken]

Thank you so much! 🙌🌻