"The loneliest people are the kindest, the saddest people smile the brightest, and the most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see others suffer like they do."
"Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain" -Zion Lee "At the end of the day all you need is hope and strength. Hope that it will get better, and strength to hold on until it does" -Jazmin Whitmore I pray you have a blessed day.
I do. It's like everyone thinks you're invisible, don't matter enough to do something for the society. And as a girl I say, sometimes it feels like I am invisible because I am a girl. not of matter enough, because 'the man will save the day.' It's like talking, but none seems to hear your voice, not even the loudest scream. And then I have my imagnation to escape my problems for a while, but you always have to come back to earth. But I know too that there are a lot of people who don't have that. In that case I would say: listen to music.
"Until we have met the monsters in ourselves, we keep trying to slay them in the outer world. And we find that we cannot, for all darkness in the world stems from darkness in the heart. And it is there that we must do our work." - Marianne Williamson
She stood on the bridge In silence and fear For the demons of darkness Had driven her here They cut her heart Right out of her chest Making her believe That the demons knew best They were always there Sometimes just out of sight Waiting in the background Till the time was right These demons were destructive Knocking down the life she knew Hating everything about her She hated herself too These demons can't be seen But they're far from fairy tales They live inside your mind Their evilness prevails So on the bridge she stood About to end the fight Then she stopped and thought I'll fight them one more night - Unknown
The demon inside me liked this poem, she reread it twice as it reminded her of her life growing up in hell and on earth til she found me. So she says thank you for this piece and she can't wait to see if you come up with anything else.
I believe people who are sad, tend to make those around them smile and happy because they know what being sad, alone, abandoned, and forgotten is like. I think sad people feel a sense of duty to keep their loved ones from feeling the same pain and darkness that we sad and lonely feel
Enemies? Friends? It's all just a coin. It doesn't take much to see the the other side of it. Both know how to hurt you. Both can make you stronger. Flip. Flip. See what side you get.
I just lost my grandfather today and this helped me to disappear into a different world and still be upset. It helped me to wander through the darkness that is creeping near me, to find what lies within is nothing new, just a repeat of the past. It helped me to fast forward without leaving where I am. It helped me to find my warriors strength. To brave the darkness. To let it in then show it out. To shine a light on the darkness that lurks within me. To stand up and fight another day. To be strong, yet mourn at the same time. Thank you for giving me strength to fight even while I am down, and to never give up.
"We've seen so many battle yet we still don't change, no matter how bad it is. We kill, we fight, we die, we cry, we forgive, we remember and we tell everyone our stories. Our lives, how we fought with everything we had, our souls we ripped, shattered, destroyed but somehow, somewhere inside we never stopped, we kept going. No how hard it was we took every step forward, not one step back. we've reach this far and we don't intend to stop, everyone has a story to tell. So listen, don't forget and remember those who fought and died, cause sometimes we fight hard enough, the light shines brighter than ever, through those dark times."
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's crap, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
There is no greater darkness than that of a soul that lost its way. Greater then the the death of flesh is the death of hope, death of dreams. Against that peril we can never surrender. - G'Kar (Babylon 5) One of the greatest quotes I ever heard. I just felt it appropriate to this mix. Stay bright people.
Just need you to know, 7 years later, that this hour long video has gotten me through numerous essays, projects, and presentations the past 4 years. I'm a PhD student now and still using this for when I need to sit down and get to work! So, thanks :)
"Do you have to go?" "I must" "Will You come back?" "I don't know." "Why must you leave me?" "The people are defenseless. They need someone to fight for them. The most noble thing in the world is to die defending the helpless." "Others will help them." "If I do not join them, I will be responsible for their lives. I cannot live with that burden." "Be safe." "Anything for you." "I love you" - Image One of this amazing music.
0:00 Over time, she forgot, everyone did. She recalls talking with someone "Will I forget you?" "I promise you won't" And even knowing his destiny, he stepped forward and went to fight. Years passed, She tried to hold on to the memories; but his figure burnt slowly in oblivion's fire. Now, She remembers moments of fun and love, conversations But She only sees an empty space. Who could it be? One of the forgotten. Sorry if this makes nonsense, just wrote what I has in mind. Also, sorry for my bad english.
That is, although short, a nice story -- it reflects the inevitability that, of the fugacious (hence inane [according to my definition of meaning which involves the limit of entropy and other things]) existence we presently have, there is an ultimate terminus. I enjoyed the story.
LS15QD That is called the calm before the storm. you get use to being sad. then this period of numbness makes you want to feel again. what follows is often fatal. Be careful my friend.
LS15QD Yes. also the final feeling can be one of happiness as you finally surrender and let it all go, a kind of final euphoria that it will all end soon and you no longer have anything to worry about any more because you have made the decision.
When I listened to this, it made me think of my best friend named Alex. me and him were super close friends, but unfortunetly he was in a major and painful state of depression. His parents abused him and yelled at him. I witnessed it once when I was at his house playing with him.he was only one year older then me, I was fourteen at the time, and his depression got worse over time. but one day, 11 days before Christmas, he killed himself. he was only 15 years of age, and he took his own life. I loved him. he loved me, yet we were so far apart. And now we are never together. The one you will be with in the future is only a replica of your true love. We are never with the ones we loved before, and those people always some how get away from us. We only _think_ we aren't destined to be with your first love when they leave us behind. They are taken away on shortnotice. if someone you love is being hurt every day, help them. no matter what hops you back, dodge it and get to your love before it is too late. Day, or night.. if you are thinking of that person, they are thinking of you too. Dont let anything stand in the way if you and your best friend relationship. Its heartbreaking to know that no one since the time humans were brought to this world, has been with their true love. only fakes. thank you for taking the time to read this, I hope this gave the people that are reading this some hope in being with their crush, best friend, or lover.. instead of being with an outsider. Thank you....
Thank you so much for saying this. Today on my way home, a man tried to kill himself by jumping in front of the subway I was in. I never knew the guy, and I never will, however when the firefighters rescued him, he was unscratched. We both shared eye contact, and seeing the sheer panic on his face has been keeping me in tears for the last four hours. I'm so sorry that you had to lose your friend in such an untimely manner, and even though I struggled to read your entire comment, you have given me hope in the humanity and generosity of friends and family. Death is never the answer.
"What is loneliness? What are desires? What is emotion? What is treasure? What is truth? Perhaps the beauty of life is that not all questions need answered."
TSRsoul Genjitsu desires in a buddhist perspect is a looking for satisfaction by the way of sensorial pleasures as hear good things touch good” things smell good things,what is called on buddhism the sensorial pleasures,what causes us atteachment to these pleasures,so if we get it we get happy but this pleasures are impermanent happynes so when it ends it causes suffering because we want more,when we want and dont get it we suffer too because we dont get the obgect” of desire”.thats why we have to fight this desires live balanced lives not wanting too much tryng to be simple,and in many lifes deaths and rebirths we keep evolving and getting detached to this impermanent pleasures of this boddys until u trancends boddy rebirths,thats a basic buddhist teaching. “Ateachment the roots of suffering” “buddha”
@@kauesantili749 If so wouldn't that mean that life is an endless spiral of death and rebirth? Of pain and of suffering? Until one finds peace? And if so... would you meet the god that -cursed- blessed us with this cryptic puzzle or would it all be for naught?
This. Is. Beautifully. Intense. This is simply stunning, there are no words, just damn. I feel like the music is wave after wave crashing into me engulfing me, what an incredible mix, instantly added to my favourites. Thank you xx
When I hear this music, I feel like I can go on to start new. I like this music. It show me, what life is. And In sad situations it helps better than powerfull music.
The devil asked me how I knew my ways around the hallways of Hell I told him that I did not need a map for the darkness I know so well Behind my smile is a hurting heart, Behind my laugh I'm falling apart, Look closely at me and you will see, The girl I am, It isn't me... The most kindest hearts have felt the most pain The most brightest smiles, at least once, they drowned in rain The most beautifulest eyes have cried the most And the monsters inside us, the ones who try desperately to take over, they have felt our pain too... Some people hate pain But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain Tears aren't a signal of the weak, Sometimes, They just mean that the weak has been trying to stay strong for too long... Hey guys I hoped you liked the poems, these are engraved in my mind from the internet, some I made up. Anyways, I hope you have a good day/night. Some people out there really care about you, don't let your monsters inside take over. I believe that you, one day, will realize how much the word 'Love' means, don't make the same mistake I did...
As I read this poem, the memories I still have cried out in meaning, saying that I've felt all those things. I would've rejected this thought if I didn't still remember the tears in the rain and the pain behind the fake smiles and laughs. I've been depressed for quite some time, even though I'm still young. If any of you feel the same, I'm praying for you.
The second and third are sadly but true me I may smile but I’m really hurting deep down I try my best to be happy But the monster(pretty much my depression)deep down Won’t let me be happy And the monsters minions Enforce it and never back down,my life is a living hell But I pretend to be happy And smile when I’m not And I lay awake at night wanting so scream and cry my eyes out,the monster in me is to strong and has won Everyday I become more emotionless than the last I would feel no pain even when it’s there,the true monster in me has come out and ruined my life,with its minions still breaking me down and hurting me even if I may not feel the pain anymore... (What I mean by the monsters minions is all the bullies and fake friends) I’ve been to depressed for to long and it’s taken it’s affect on me...i won’t fight back...I’ve...Ive given up...ive accepted all the pain that comes,ive given up on fighting the monster and it’s minions..and every night i would think I deserve this even when i didn’t..i will never kill myself,but I know it’s gonna take some time before I can ever feel happy like I once did,i need to be fixed,i know I need help but I’m to afraid to ask,i can never feel confident in myself anymore,i don’t feel like I fit in,I’m starting to hate myself,please if u have any advice I’d love to hear it.. (Also sorry if this is a bit on the long side its jus what i felt as i was reading your comment)
"Most gods throw dice, but Fate plays chess and you don't find out until too late that he's been playing with two queens all along." - Sir Terry Pratchett
Fate can stack that in any which way he wishes. Because any pawn can become a Queen and the Queen always protects her King. And fate can strip anything away but even in chess he cannot strip that rule. So can you beat fate? Oh yes. But you have to have the will to do so, and have a Queen that's willing to fight for you and have a Queen worth fighting for.
seek the light Well it is impossible to prove if there is fate or not. But incase fate would exist how could a criminal be guilty if it was not his or her choice? How could there be purpose? Life would be nothing but a pathetic joke if it was not for choices and on my opinion life is not a joke but far more it is beauty itself.
@@jackatlas4707 you have replied just like an intellectual person should have replied. It is possible to prove fate. Look, it is neither that fate decides everything nor it is that fate is non existent. It is actually in between. Once a disciple asked a mentor: What is fate? Mentor: lift up your one leg and stand on the other. Disciple followed. Than mentor asked him to lift the second leg and stand. Disciple: it is not possible. Mentor: fate is also such that you have control over somethings while others, you can not control. E.g: death. Some die on bed without any illness, and some survive battle fields Some people have a baby eventhough they used precautionary measures and some donot even after trying all medicines. So this is fate my dear.
This mix reminds me of my childhood... Being bullied for 3 years, my crush... And this mix says to me, that I must work for myself, care about others more. Thank you.
wow...perfect description...though I kinda feel that people who appreciate this music are more prone to being melancholy and we've found peace in this music because it mist accurately describes how we feel. Words are cumbersome.
Their are voices I hear in my head. They hold to me when I am tired. They talk to me when I am lonely. They hug when I am sad. So when I scream and my tears have my eyes. They are still there. And they will be the ones to care. For they are called: Family.
@@adatewithnature8333 It's like glass. It's a happiness that's there. Hard to notice. And it will shatter just as fast. Having a family that cares isn't the same as having a family that cares if your happy 100% of the time
Words can’t express the emotions stirred by this music. Each melody seeps into the soul, reminding us of beautiful yet heartbreaking memories. This isn’t just music; it’s an emotional journey, a reminder of love, loss, and hope. Thank you for sharing these moments!
A powerful music, shows when your alone u cry, when your with others u dont show your real emotions and wut u suffer with, say family abuse, depression, a feeling of not doing enough...... Its how i feel all the damn time And this song shows although i been through shit i keep going, not once i thought of suicide cuz i believe theres a happier life than wasting it. This world is cruel....but theres ones deep hidden beneath oddities, that make u the happiest alive...never waste it :)
As we all walk we hear the shadows talking. A twisted addiction that feeds the darkness. As the faceless shadows opens it arms and welcomes us all. Cloaking us all in a illusion that we are all alone. As they dance upon the walls, something broke. Opening our eyes for the first time the illusion starts to crumbles. We all are just one.
As I listen to this I wonder if life is really worth it. Some may call me gleeful, but I am hurting. Dying slowly. My hope is rotting. And I am sinking into darkness. And all of this for what reason? My family. They don't love me for who I am. They wish I was like them, normal. But I'm not I'm the black sheep, or maybe the rainbow one. But nothing hurts like being called a worthless sinner by your own family. Nothing ever makes you hate life more than that.
The word normal is terrible, useless and meaningless. Whenever someone says anything to me with the world normal said or implied, i question them, if they think that i have to conform or someone else does, they either need to change or we can’t be friends. When someone is in that position with family, i know cuz i am, then you just need to show them that you are you and nothing they can do or say will change that. This may be harsh, but if they can’t except you at least partially if not fully for who you are, then they aren’t true family. Trust me, if they can’t except you, they don’t deserve you.
i feel your pain. i feel drowning in an ocean of sorrow, buried under a mountain of agony and slowly absorbed by the darkness. listening to this makes me picture the timeline of my life since i was a kid, crying every moment knowing that i am on the verge of ending all this misery. i will be gone without any regrets...
You know you're not alone, go find positive people to hang out with, many people can't get along with their "family", you have a soul tribe, there are people like you who feel like you out there. Go find them! No one is alone, for everyone on earth has some soul tribe that they relate to, you just have to go looking for them. There are many people just like you who have been abused by their families for the same exact reason. Just remember that! ~
I once knew a man, who loved someone so deeply and so strongly. This woman became his whole world. And one day, one fateful day, he lost her. He lost the desire of her heart and the love from her soul. He always promised never to kill himself, and he always planned to keep that promise. So he went on living his life for others. Living for the sake of keeping those who care about him safe from the loss. And every night he would return home and stare off into the abyss, reminded of the hole that now exists where she used to be. Day after day of living for the sake of others, because his life had lost all meaning. The only one that knew of his sorry state was the journal he wrote in. Recounting the feelings he experienced every night, detailing his efforts to protect people from ever experiencing what he feels every single day. And by the time people found out, it was too late. He grew old with the passage of time and finally grasped the sweet release of death as he entered his final slumber. The only record of his sorrows kept within that journal. Only then did his family truly discover what he had gone through, and everything he did to protect them. Please, for the love of god. Check on your strong friend. Give them a hug, spend time with them. Distract them from the abyss long enough that they can be reminded why they live.
i love this. and i love how everyone is being super deep in the comments...It's being here now that's important. There's no past and there's no future. Time is a very misleading thing. All there is ever, is the now. We can gain experience from the past, but we can't relive it; and we can hope for the future, but we don't know if there is one... Is music a reality or an idea. we can hear it but it is all chaos that soothes us but is that us soothing us or is it, it soothing us...
We know not what reality is for it isn't words. We know not why we live for we are alive. We know nothing beyond that in which we know. Chaos. Peace. Death. Life.
This is forcing my eyes to open to see the real world.. This music is truly inspiring me to try to succeed in life instead of slouching around all day This truly is sad because recently my best friend who has been my friend my entire life is at the hospital and he is very sick This music is truly amazing. Thank you for puting these together
I have no words, how can I trust, if I don't trust myself, how can I love, If I don't love myself, how can I help people, If I can't help myself, how can I help people get back to the surface, if I'm already drowned, how can I make people live, If I'm already dead ? Monsters aren't under your bed, they are inside your head.
"People say that sadness and despair are things to be feared, to be looked down upon or avoided at all cost. That bitterness and sorrow breaks and pushes people away from eachother. But they are all wrong and could not be further from the truth. Sadness and Depression don't push people away...rather it brings people together and reforges previous bonds stronger than ever." ~ Anonymous Person
I have some quotes and poems mashed together, and they're all sad. Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain, Hiding the tears that fall like rain. Saying I'm fine when I'm anything but. This ache in my soul rips at my gut. My skin is on fire; I burn from within. The calm on my face is an ongoing sin. The world must stay out; I've built up a wall. My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall. Loneliness consumes me; it eats away the years Until my life is swallowed by unending fears. Waiting for someone to see I wear a mask And care enough to remove it; is that too much to ask? It is the darkest, deepest place one can travel alone, A solo journey filled with struggles and groans. Every day is a new battle against the same foe, But the enemy fights back with psychological blows. It creeps up on you in your most vulnerable state, Especially when there's no one around who can relate. Thoughts in your mind begin to swirl and swell, Which drag you into your own subconscious hell. Figments and entities from your past Serve as the pain, which you can't outlast. Finally, sleep always comes as a welcomed friend, But it the morning the ceaseless battle begins yet again. ~~~~~~~---------~~~~ Tell me more (preferably very) sad poems by replying to me. I'll edit them in.
There’s always a place to turn to. Always a light to run towards. No matter how dark the situation is, if you strive forward and defeat your demons u WILL become stronger than u ever were. So if you’re looking to give up, don’t. There’s always someone there for u, someone who cares. And, although they don’t show themselves immediately, they will, and they will be there to comfort u at the end of the long road. Never give up, never give in. Keep fighting.
I had someone.....and in my rage I broke her.......she then broke me....told me that I needed to feel regular emotion.....I'm trying to cry but I can't....I want to cry
Hello dear laidy and gentleman, i have to say something, do not do that, its bad for you, just show what you feel and what you think. Tha can consume you day after day, dont let the society destroy you. Have a nice day and i hope you feel better^^
only so mutch a person can take or withstand, never ending wars inside the mind as in wars there are always others that feel the same so take comfort in that
That's so bad I have that feeling as will but that won't be for ever there's an end to all of that but but when nobody's know I got a date in a therapy it would take up to 8 month its too much but it would help me if I got medicine I'm pretty sure Wtf is wrong with Germany I have no idea at all
I cannot stop listening to this track Its such an powerful piece and makes me feel grounded and connected yet disconnected because of the hate, cruelty and in humane treatment many of us face and feel every second of our entire insistent... The fight is not over!
That's amazing. What program do you use? And do you make the samples yourself? I'm interested in making music, but I never understood how people could make music like this with just a computer. (Been playing the Piano and Violin).
No matter who we are, we all have monsters inside us. The ones who are happy are those who have overcame these monsters. One day, even the saddest person will overcome them and find happiness that had always been within them from the beginning -Me
I think us all sad are the ones who need each other and care for others not just yourself it might make you end up embarrassed but that's okay it means your the better so you should feel better my life has been ruff I've been bullied for six years but all that matters is how you act feel good for yourself speak for yourself stay yourself but get involved Ps.feel yourself and express your emotion and you will feel better.
This is what depressed people hear in their hearts, especially when they walk away from parties and family and friends. It’s what I hear on a daily basis, it’s like the sound track of my life
Hope that you are strong and doing well. I'm sorry that you are going through this. Although I'm don't think I'm depressed, I'm still moved by this music.
When you give up it shows your a coward I lost someone he made everything I wanted to accomplish happen when I lost him I locked myself in my room for one week and this song gave me the inspiration to go on with life and never give up and i listen till I said I'm ok and I'm going to make myself happy be accomplishing what he did
Imagine, having only 15 days left to live. And the one you loved the most, never stayed by your side throughout those 15 days. Everyday, you grow thinner, paler as the sickness slowly consumes you. On the last day, you get ready to say your final goodbye, but he wasn't there. You cry silently, knowing that you never deserved love. Then, as you close your eyes, someone kisses you on the forehead, saying: "I'm sorry." The heart-monitor flat-lines-
Hello, if u are not doing good pls remember it is going to be fine. U are going to be fine . Even if its not looking like its ever going to be fine. But it will trust me. Pls don’t stop trying u came so far, I mean look at u u are still here after all the sh-t . U can be so proud of u. You deserve to feel happy, to feel good u deserve love u deserve it. U are beautiful and perfect how u are, and if others say otherwise then they don’t know u. U are beautiful ur body and ur soul ! Grades or other things are not important enough to risk ur health ! U are important, we need u and we love u. You are never going to be alone, someone will always be by ur side ! Remember the internet is fake. We love u like u are. Be urself cause urself is beautiful. Life is like a book, there are short, long , good and bad chapters every chapter will end some time, also the bad ones. After rain always comes sun again, right ? I dont know u, I don’t know what is going on. But everyone deserves love ! Pls try and get help, it will be hard ofc but whatever it is its going to be fine. U are so strong, but together with help we can be even stronger right ? Pls stay safe and keep going pls never stop dreaming ! Stay safe and don’t forget to drink and eat something . Ly ! Remember nothing is worth it to throw ur life away.
jt slayz I'm not depressed or melodramatic....the souls that feel this music deeply as do ... believe we come from another time... another place. A place where people like yourself may not understand. Don't judge our feelings... we just feel more the others... Maybe we are incarted souls....from a time where people love more deeply... cared more...loved more.... Im rambling I know....sit alone with headphones on and no one in the room... give it another listen... maybe you to will feel
This music is hauntingly beautiful, it covers. So many emotions. I love sad music, it makes me gratefully for what I do have. I have read so many comments about suffering and hope below. I had a very bad childhood, in a way you never do. But I think of people who have it much worse than me. There is hope beyond the storms of life. I have never given up, someday I may have the things I dream of. Don't give. Up, don't listen to the bad voices in your life. Everyone is worthy to be loved and to be happy.
Oh that first picture from Dark Souls 3. So beautiful... Kind of reflects their story too... The Firekeeper, forced to wait for ages until the ashen one arrives that can free her of her duty by achieving his goal.... That could be to either link the fire, or stop the endless cycle of what is essentially a cycle of suffering and despair. Entering a new age of Dark with an unknown future.. where the two are free... "Ashen one, hearest thou my voice, still?"
Eternal Genesis They spoke Shakespearean in the Medieval era? I thought that he was only alive in the Elizabethan era. Unless thou is not Shakespearean in that case my bad :/
"The loneliest people are the kindest, the saddest people smile the brightest, and the most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see others suffer like they do." -Anonymous
'Hope is what keeps us alive. Hope is what gives us strength. Without hope, no speck was created in this world. Without hope, we are all losers. If there were no hope, we could not fight for what we want'
Most of the sad songs in this mix only remind me of my story and my country's story venezuela and what it's going through right now , I don't have a place to go back to , being out of my country is killing me because of the fact that I can't be with my people and my family fighting together for freedom , I expend most of my time alone , my friends are always busy or doing their business , my old friends in Venezuela are friends no more , every time I talk to a girl my luck just screws everything up , my country full of good people with good hearts like me are being filled with hatred and anger because everything was taken away from us except our freedom , our happiness got taken away as so our laughs but hope is still there yet , I watch everyday how my brothers and sisters get shot at and how one warrioir got shot at point blank , but also I see them fighting back and giving one of the best warrioir display I've seen in 21 century fighting back with everything they've got expect for guns , the only weapons they've got are stones Molotov cocktails intelligence and strategy , the saddest thing is the ones giving the fight are girls and guys like me , teenagers Youngblood I'm 17 years old there have been 5 teenagers murdered in this series of protest against this nefarious government we have 83 days fighting and even people like me outside of the country are struggling to help our people and our family , my heart is that of a scarred person , my country is no country for children I've been pointed at with a gun I've seen people who just got shot I've been in gunfights I've learned and talked to murdereres and thieves learned from them yet didn't embrace their ways , I've been bullied I've been left alone I've been let down , I've been cheated on , friends of mine have been murdered , and yet I stand tall helping others and giving happiness to others despite the hatred and anger in my heart ... and there i wonder how am I still alone ? And then I say "the life of a wolf is always solitary"
José Aguilar Same my friend, same. Much of the world is destroyed, so many peoples loses their family, brothers and fathers, womens and sisters, sons and daughters. And why we do that? Just because politicians tell us to do that! In my conutry, in Serbia, we survives dozens of brutal wars, wars that wiped out fifth, quarter, even a third of our population. And did we are now united? Did we help each other now? Did we love our friends now? No...we don't...because this corrupt politicians that comes after 2000 we are destroyed. But, even before that they were destroying us. Today we are quiet...quiet because they divide us, they divide us by partys and take our freedom. I just hope that we, peoples of the world, will one day rise and take out goverments and that we will unite, because we are all same. Black or white, christian or muslim, capitalist or communist...what is the difference? We are all humans and we should be that, not some beasts that are products of politic, products of hate and pain! We should all be unite as one big family! Until that day we should be happy, because there is no thing greater than smile on the face. My friend, you shouldn't be sad because you are alone, because there are others that care about you, there are peoples that thinks like you. I have 17 years, too. I'm alone, too. But I'm happy! Happy because I am alive, because I know that good times will come. Believe me, your country will survive and there will be times when you will live with yout nation, when you will be surrounded with friends and family. You and I, we will get old and, maybe even sick, but we will be with our familys, with our childrens and even their childrens. And we will die old and happy and remembered by our family and our friends. But how I know that? It's because I believe in that, because I have hope. Remember my friend, only negative and pessimistic peoples are sad and only they don't love their lives. That's reason why we should stay positive and optimistic, because everything is possible if we believe in that and should never lose our hope! Greetings from your friend, Aleksandar 😊
thanks man beautiful words and very inspirational ones too , we will get through this i swear and your country will be free too free from politics and hatred and everything , greetings from your friend Jose Aguilar .
Hey ❤ It's okay to cry. It's okay to be deeply sad Let it out. Let the tears roll down your face. Just don't stay there for too long beautiful. When you're ready take a deep breath.Wipe those pretty eyes. You're going to be okay. Things will get better I promise. This is only for a season. So hope on. There is light at the end of this tunnel ❤❤
It’s reminds me so much of what I used to feel constantly, I no longer feel that way and sometimes I miss it. Its amazing how much this music makes me feel like me old self again. There was a point in my life where I had so many friends, the most I had ever had, but I was the loneliest I had ever been. I always walked at the back of the pack, by myself, feet dragging, head down, and nobody noticed. Nobody noticed that I was depressed, extremely uncomfortable with myself, and just strait up unemotional. I put up that mask every single day and wore it through everything, apparently it worked. I’m finally starting to get over it, but I just moved schools and now I’m stuck again. I look back on that person and I also realize that they were the best version of myself that there ever was. I want to be that person again, but .... now people actually notice...no more hiding.
This helped me move on from my mistakes but they haunt me, so I am grateful for this, to actually enjoy something now, I'm scared I won't make it in life but if I do take this into consideration you might have saved a life, thank you
14:32 is me but staring up to the night sky, wondering if someone else out there, somewhere far away, on another world or in a space shuttle, is staring into the sky as well and wondering the same thing. Perhaps, I'd like to think we're staring back at each other. But...we just don't know it...yet...
It's actually not impossible. Time is relative. The farther you are from a source of gravity... the slower time goes. If someone where to leave our earth at the speed of light and go on a journey for 10 years of their time. By the time they got back earth would have experienced 100 years. Relativity is complicated.
"The loneliest people are the kindest, the saddest people smile the brightest, and the most damaged people are the wisest.
All because they don't wish to see others suffer like they do."
That was quite nice. Did you come up with that yourself, if not who?
Eternal Genesis no, I saw it somewhere else
Eternal Genesis But the writer is anonymous. And I just love the quote
Mr. Wonderful Yeah I quite like it too. Probably because this used to apply to me.
Mr. Wonderful so true... I find myself so said even when am the happiest
"Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain" -Zion Lee
"At the end of the day all you need is hope and strength. Hope that it will get better, and strength to hold on until it does" -Jazmin Whitmore
I pray you have a blessed day.
its a storm for me
Someone once said, live is all that chaos what happens around you, while you trying to understand why.
“[A] quotation is a handy thing to have about, saving one the trouble of thinking for oneself, always a laborious business."
"Everyone wants hope, and hates feeling hopeless... but you cant have a rainbow without a little rain."
"Do you feel lonely, even when you're around people?"
-Lars
I do. It's like everyone thinks you're invisible, don't matter enough to do something for the society. And as a girl I say, sometimes it feels like I am invisible because I am a girl. not of matter enough, because 'the man will save the day.'
It's like talking, but none seems to hear your voice, not even the loudest scream. And then I have my imagnation to escape my problems for a while, but you always have to come back to earth. But I know too that there are a lot of people who don't have that. In that case I would say: listen to music.
Yes.
''yes''
Sometimes ...😞
Actually I feel lonely when Im around people. Crowd makes me feel lonely. When Im alone, I dont feel lonely. Its strange.
"Until we have met the monsters in ourselves, we keep trying to slay them in the outer world. And we find that we cannot, for all darkness in the world stems from darkness in the heart. And it is there that we must do our work." - Marianne Williamson
XxFireSpectrexX wow... beautifully said
XxFireSpectrexX
So I need to stab my own heart?
franzoa alwyn de klerk
Naturally.
thanks
Nope. You must focus on improving yourself. Not the world.
She stood on the bridge
In silence and fear
For the demons of darkness
Had driven her here
They cut her heart
Right out of her chest
Making her believe
That the demons knew best
They were always there
Sometimes just out of sight
Waiting in the background
Till the time was right
These demons were destructive
Knocking down the life she knew
Hating everything about her
She hated herself too
These demons can't be seen
But they're far from fairy tales
They live inside your mind
Their evilness prevails
So on the bridge she stood
About to end the fight
Then she stopped and thought
I'll fight them one more night - Unknown
and then...what happened??? I want to know! :O
Guess we will never know..
The demon inside me liked this poem, she reread it twice as it reminded her of her life growing up in hell and on earth til she found me. So she says thank you for this piece and she can't wait to see if you come up with anything else.
Olivia B made this just for your info since you didn't know
Scott Bennett, may I use this poem in the book I'm writing?
I believe people who are sad, tend to make those around them smile and happy because they know what being sad, alone, abandoned, and forgotten is like. I think sad people feel a sense of duty to keep their loved ones from feeling the same pain and darkness that we sad and lonely feel
agree
Be happy guy.
So true..
true
I help others because no one would help me
The saddest thing about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemies.
Of course it does. Sadly, those enemies were hiding all along.
Rice juice
True...
wow that's true, sadly :(
Enemies? Friends? It's all just a coin. It doesn't take much to see the the other side of it.
Both know how to hurt you. Both can make you stronger.
Flip. Flip.
See what side you get.
lmao, of course it cant come from your enemies. Do you even know what the word means?
"Art is meant to disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed."
indieflower wow beautiful.
Thanks
facts
Ciel Lilas well said
not bad ...
Thank you for sharing three of my tracks in this epic mix and I appreciate you adding links to my official channel.
You rock for being a forward thinker instead of just trying to sic lawyers on her.
Plus your music is great.
Thanks Akira and I hope to see you on my channel from time to time.
Chris Haigh Music , is amazing. Im cry while typing this 😭😭😭
I just lost my grandfather today and this helped me to disappear into a different world and still be upset. It helped me to wander through the darkness that is creeping near me, to find what lies within is nothing new, just a repeat of the past. It helped me to fast forward without leaving where I am. It helped me to find my warriors strength. To brave the darkness. To let it in then show it out. To shine a light on the darkness that lurks within me. To stand up and fight another day. To be strong, yet mourn at the same time. Thank you for giving me strength to fight even while I am down, and to never give up.
“Sometimes you must HURT in order to KNOW, FALL in order to GROW, LOSE in order to GAIN, because life's greatest lessons are learned through PAIN.”
"Everything that lives must die."
And so. Return. Return to the stars.
"We've seen so many battle yet we still don't change, no matter how bad it is. We kill, we fight, we die, we cry, we forgive, we remember and we tell everyone our stories. Our lives, how we fought with everything we had, our souls we ripped, shattered, destroyed but somehow, somewhere inside we never stopped, we kept going. No how hard it was we took every step forward, not one step back. we've reach this far and we don't intend to stop, everyone has a story to tell. So listen, don't forget and remember those who fought and died, cause sometimes we fight hard enough, the light shines brighter than ever, through those dark times."
This is very beautiful
Reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's crap, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
Anna Cochran thank you
You did this knowing full well that you might not have been thanked.
Pointless.
MEANINGLESS.
And also respectable
You're amazing for writing this, thank you
@@gemmaphobic6233 I actually copied it from somewhere but Thanks
My goodness, this is so wholesome!! My vision spheres are liquifying!!! Aaaaaaa
There is no greater darkness than that of a soul that lost its way. Greater then the the death of flesh is the death of hope, death of dreams. Against that peril we can never surrender.
- G'Kar (Babylon 5)
One of the greatest quotes I ever heard. I just felt it appropriate to this mix. Stay bright people.
Too
Little
Hope
How?
is there such thing as happy depression? Cuz that's what I'm feeling right now...
yea and its called melancholy. Its pretty normal i guess.
You can also type ''endless melancholy'' on youtube. You will find lots of sad music
clownsandcandycorns5 I know what you mean, bro.
clownsandcandycorns5 It's called The Feels, or Feeling Dramatic Like I'm In An Intense Moment In A Movie. 😂😂😂but I know how you feel dude. same.
you are not depressed
Just need you to know, 7 years later, that this hour long video has gotten me through numerous essays, projects, and presentations the past 4 years. I'm a PhD student now and still using this for when I need to sit down and get to work! So, thanks :)
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Hope this helps!
😊❤🎧🎶🎻🎹🌌
up up up
In the description there is a full list with names of the music
thanks
arilamayor àsiwa
arilamayor jsa
"Do you have to go?"
"I must"
"Will You come back?"
"I don't know."
"Why must you leave me?"
"The people are defenseless. They need someone to fight for them. The most noble thing in the world is to die defending the helpless."
"Others will help them."
"If I do not join them, I will be responsible for their lives. I cannot live with that burden."
"Be safe."
"Anything for you."
"I love you"
- Image One of this amazing music.
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Over time, she forgot, everyone did.
She recalls talking with someone
"Will I forget you?"
"I promise you won't"
And even knowing his destiny, he stepped forward and went to fight.
Years passed, She tried to hold on to the memories; but his figure burnt slowly in oblivion's fire.
Now, She remembers moments of fun and love, conversations
But She only sees an empty space. Who could it be?
One of the forgotten.
Sorry if this makes nonsense, just wrote what I has in mind.
Also, sorry for my bad english.
Judith it makes sens and your english isn't that bad (I'm also bad I speak french)
You should write more, it is not you speaking nor your heart. It is your energy. Write for you shall be the best.
That is, although short, a nice story -- it reflects the inevitability that, of the fugacious (hence inane [according to my definition of meaning which involves the limit of entropy and other things]) existence we presently have, there is an ultimate terminus. I enjoyed the story.
I think it's beautiful, but I also wanna have more.. 💕
I've been sad for so many years that I don't feel it anymore, sometimes I miss the feeling
join the club
LS15QD That is called the calm before the storm. you get use to being sad. then this period of numbness makes you want to feel again. what follows is often fatal. Be careful my friend.
thedarkestdawn1 im scared of what is gonna happen then. Same for me.
I've had the same, until I started going to therapy. I definitely recommend it. And if you can't afford it, talk to someone whom you trust.
LS15QD Yes. also the final feeling can be one of happiness as you finally surrender and let it all go, a kind of final euphoria that it will all end soon and you no longer have anything to worry about any more because you have made the decision.
When I listened to this, it made me think of my best friend named Alex. me and him were super close friends, but unfortunetly he was in a major and painful state of depression. His parents abused him and yelled at him. I witnessed it once when I was at his house playing with him.he was only one year older then me, I was fourteen at the time, and his depression got worse over time. but one day, 11 days before Christmas, he killed himself. he was only 15 years of age, and he took his own life. I loved him. he loved me, yet we were so far apart. And now we are never together. The one you will be with in the future is only a replica of your true love. We are never with the ones we loved before, and those people always some how get away from us. We only _think_ we aren't destined to be with your first love when they leave us behind. They are taken away on shortnotice. if someone you love is being hurt every day, help them. no matter what hops you back, dodge it and get to your love before it is too late. Day, or night.. if you are thinking of that person, they are thinking of you too. Dont let anything stand in the way if you and your best friend relationship. Its heartbreaking to know that no one since the time humans were brought to this world, has been with their true love. only fakes. thank you for taking the time to read this, I hope this gave the people that are reading this some hope in being with their crush, best friend, or lover.. instead of being with an outsider. Thank you....
Thank you so much for saying this. Today on my way home, a man tried to kill himself by jumping in front of the subway I was in. I never knew the guy, and I never will, however when the firefighters rescued him, he was unscratched. We both shared eye contact, and seeing the sheer panic on his face has been keeping me in tears for the last four hours. I'm so sorry that you had to lose your friend in such an untimely manner, and even though I struggled to read your entire comment, you have given me hope in the humanity and generosity of friends and family. Death is never the answer.
Did you listen to it at 4 : 0 8 AM?
4 : 0 8 A M, this helped me a lot, thanks.. 🙂😪
waitaminute your friend's name was Alex....are you a gay?
The best loves I have in life are those come from strangers
It's strange how in world full of people one can be so alone
S. Š. Sad but true 😔
This is cause we still selfish and we have “derires” so this desires makes us lonesome
"What is loneliness? What are desires? What is emotion? What is treasure? What is truth? Perhaps the beauty of life is that not all questions need answered."
TSRsoul Genjitsu desires in a buddhist perspect is a looking for satisfaction by the way of sensorial pleasures as hear good things touch good” things smell good things,what is called on buddhism the sensorial pleasures,what causes us atteachment to these pleasures,so if we get it we get happy but this pleasures are impermanent happynes so when it ends it causes suffering because we want more,when we want and dont get it we suffer too because we dont get the obgect” of desire”.thats why we have to fight this desires live balanced lives not wanting too much tryng to be simple,and in many lifes deaths and rebirths we keep evolving and getting detached to this impermanent pleasures of this boddys until u trancends boddy rebirths,thats a basic buddhist teaching. “Ateachment the roots of suffering” “buddha”
@@kauesantili749 If so wouldn't that mean that life is an endless spiral of death and rebirth? Of pain and of suffering? Until one finds peace? And if so... would you meet the god that -cursed- blessed us with this cryptic puzzle or would it all be for naught?
This. Is. Beautifully. Intense.
This is simply stunning, there are no words, just damn. I feel like the music is wave after wave crashing into me engulfing me, what an incredible mix, instantly added to my favourites.
Thank you xx
When I hear this music, I feel like I can go on to start new. I like this music. It show me, what life is. And In sad situations it helps better than powerfull music.
Thank you for uploading. :'(
The devil asked me how I knew my ways around the hallways of Hell
I told him that I did not need a map for the darkness I know so well
Behind my smile is a hurting heart,
Behind my laugh I'm falling apart,
Look closely at me and you will see,
The girl I am, It isn't me...
The most kindest hearts have felt the most pain
The most brightest smiles, at least once, they drowned in rain
The most beautifulest eyes have cried the most
And the monsters inside us, the ones who try desperately to take over, they have felt our pain too...
Some people hate pain
But you can't have a rainbow
Without a little rain
Tears aren't a signal of the weak,
Sometimes,
They just mean that the weak has been trying to stay strong for too long...
Hey guys I hoped you liked the poems, these are engraved in my mind from the internet, some I made up. Anyways, I hope you have a good day/night. Some people out there really care about you, don't let your monsters inside take over. I believe that you, one day, will realize how much the word 'Love' means, don't make the same mistake I did...
As I read this poem, the memories I still have cried out in meaning, saying that I've felt all those things. I would've rejected this thought if I didn't still remember the tears in the rain and the pain behind the fake smiles and laughs. I've been depressed for quite some time, even though I'm still young. If any of you feel the same, I'm praying for you.
The second and third are sadly but true me
I may smile but I’m really hurting deep down
I try my best to be happy
But the monster(pretty much my depression)deep down
Won’t let me be happy
And the monsters minions
Enforce it and never back down,my life is a living hell
But I pretend to be happy
And smile when I’m not
And I lay awake at night wanting so scream and cry my eyes out,the monster in me is to strong and has won
Everyday I become more emotionless than the last
I would feel no pain even when it’s there,the true monster in me has come out and ruined my life,with its minions still breaking me down and hurting me even if I may not feel the pain anymore...
(What I mean by the monsters minions is all the bullies and fake friends)
I’ve been to depressed for to long and it’s taken it’s affect on me...i won’t fight back...I’ve...Ive given up...ive accepted all the pain that comes,ive given up on fighting the monster and it’s minions..and every night i would think I deserve this even when i didn’t..i will never kill myself,but I know it’s gonna take some time before I can ever feel happy like I once did,i need to be fixed,i know I need help but I’m to afraid to ask,i can never feel confident in myself anymore,i don’t feel like I fit in,I’m starting to hate myself,please if u have any advice I’d love to hear it..
(Also sorry if this is a bit on the long side its jus what i felt as i was reading your comment)
Whoa that was deep stuff wow I don't know who you are but keep on keeping on
Bruh
Did you write this
"Most gods throw dice, but Fate plays chess and you don't find out until too late that he's been playing with two queens all along." - Sir Terry Pratchett
Fate can stack that in any which way he wishes. Because any pawn can become a Queen and the Queen always protects her King. And fate can strip anything away but even in chess he cannot strip that rule. So can you beat fate? Oh yes. But you have to have the will to do so, and have a Queen that's willing to fight for you and have a Queen worth fighting for.
Fate is non-existent. The only thing that decides the future is the present. And the present is us.
@@jackatlas4707 ummm may be noo..
seek the light Well it is impossible to prove if there is fate or not. But incase fate would exist how could a criminal be guilty if it was not his or her choice? How could there be purpose? Life would be nothing but a pathetic joke if it was not for choices and on my opinion life is not a joke but far more it is beauty itself.
@@jackatlas4707 you have replied just like an intellectual person should have replied.
It is possible to prove fate. Look, it is neither that fate decides everything nor it is that fate is non existent. It is actually in between. Once a disciple asked a mentor: What is fate? Mentor: lift up your one leg and stand on the other. Disciple followed. Than mentor asked him to lift the second leg and stand. Disciple: it is not possible. Mentor: fate is also such that you have control over somethings while others, you can not control.
E.g: death. Some die on bed without any illness, and some survive battle fields
Some people have a baby eventhough they used precautionary measures and some donot even after trying all medicines. So this is fate my dear.
This mix reminds me of my childhood... Being bullied for 3 years, my crush... And this mix says to me, that I must work for myself, care about others more. Thank you.
May I ask about you crush. What happened?
wow...perfect description...though I kinda feel that people who appreciate this music are more prone to being melancholy and we've found peace in this music because it mist accurately describes how we feel. Words are cumbersome.
Their are voices I hear in my head.
They hold to me when I am tired.
They talk to me when I am lonely.
They hug when I am sad.
So when I scream and my tears have my eyes.
They are still there.
And they will be the ones to care.
For they are called:
Family.
Haha. If only.
If only they cared
If only anyone gave a shit.
can someone tell me what its like to have a family who actually cares,please?
@@adatewithnature8333 It's like glass. It's a happiness that's there. Hard to notice. And it will shatter just as fast.
Having a family that cares isn't the same as having a family that cares if your happy 100% of the time
Words can’t express the emotions stirred by this music. Each melody seeps into the soul, reminding us of beautiful yet heartbreaking memories. This isn’t just music; it’s an emotional journey, a reminder of love, loss, and hope. Thank you for sharing these moments!
There's a person i miss a lot. And i don't know if she's dead or alive. it hurts so much. she's everything for me. without her i can't life..
Sasi .x
You too
Maybe one day
Does she know you?
We are but dust on the ocean floor in this universe of chaos
Think back to why you didn't miss her before knowing her. It all comes down to how you feel in the moment when handling loss.
I hope u find her and i'll pay for her return
So much music, so little time...
there is always time for music lol I can't go a day without listening to music lol
Thirty, Make the time just do it , An that's an order Dude lol :D
i get u
Thirty I have at least 4 fucking 1hour epic music playlists that I want to hear and I can't find the time so yes I totally feel you.
Hannah that doesn't mean you can discover all of its beauty.
thanks for this music, , my dog just passed away and this is helping me a lot. thanks
A powerful music, shows when your alone u cry, when your with others u dont show your real emotions and wut u suffer with, say family abuse, depression, a feeling of not doing enough......
Its how i feel all the damn time
And this song shows although i been through shit i keep going, not once i thought of suicide cuz i believe theres a happier life than wasting it. This world is cruel....but theres ones deep hidden beneath oddities, that make u the happiest alive...never waste it :)
As we all walk we hear the shadows talking. A twisted addiction that feeds the darkness. As the faceless shadows opens it arms and welcomes us all. Cloaking us all in a illusion that we are all alone. As they dance upon the walls, something broke. Opening our eyes for the first time the illusion starts to crumbles. We all are just one.
I've come here in the hopes of letting my tears flow... but this healed my soul instead.
Even when you cry you feel heald
Cry it all and remove that sad outta your soul
As I listen to this I wonder if life is really worth it. Some may call me gleeful, but I am hurting. Dying slowly. My hope is rotting. And I am sinking into darkness. And all of this for what reason? My family. They don't love me for who I am. They wish I was like them, normal.
But I'm not I'm the black sheep, or maybe the rainbow one. But nothing hurts like being called a worthless sinner by your own family. Nothing ever makes you hate life more than that.
The word normal is terrible, useless and meaningless. Whenever someone says anything to me with the world normal said or implied, i question them, if they think that i have to conform or someone else does, they either need to change or we can’t be friends. When someone is in that position with family, i know cuz i am, then you just need to show them that you are you and nothing they can do or say will change that. This may be harsh, but if they can’t except you at least partially if not fully for who you are, then they aren’t true family. Trust me, if they can’t except you, they don’t deserve you.
i feel your pain. i feel drowning in an ocean of sorrow, buried under a mountain of agony and slowly absorbed by the darkness. listening to this makes me picture the timeline of my life since i was a kid, crying every moment knowing that i am on the verge of ending all this misery. i will be gone without any regrets...
You know you're not alone, go find positive people to hang out with, many people can't get along with their "family", you have a soul tribe, there are people like you who feel like you out there. Go find them! No one is alone, for everyone on earth has some soul tribe that they relate to, you just have to go looking for them. There are many people just like you who have been abused by their families for the same exact reason. Just remember that! ~
it's called a shit test, everyone does it
You are beautiful💜 i dont need to see your face sis. The words are enough for me to know. Fighting!
I once knew a man, who loved someone so deeply and so strongly. This woman became his whole world. And one day, one fateful day, he lost her. He lost the desire of her heart and the love from her soul. He always promised never to kill himself, and he always planned to keep that promise. So he went on living his life for others. Living for the sake of keeping those who care about him safe from the loss. And every night he would return home and stare off into the abyss, reminded of the hole that now exists where she used to be. Day after day of living for the sake of others, because his life had lost all meaning. The only one that knew of his sorry state was the journal he wrote in. Recounting the feelings he experienced every night, detailing his efforts to protect people from ever experiencing what he feels every single day. And by the time people found out, it was too late. He grew old with the passage of time and finally grasped the sweet release of death as he entered his final slumber. The only record of his sorrows kept within that journal. Only then did his family truly discover what he had gone through, and everything he did to protect them.
Please, for the love of god. Check on your strong friend. Give them a hug, spend time with them. Distract them from the abyss long enough that they can be reminded why they live.
Absolutely sublime and beautiful. Thank you.
Beautiful... i feel the music like its running through my veins, into my heart and straight into my soul. Intense. ❤
i love this. and i love how everyone is being super deep in the comments...It's being here now that's important. There's no past and there's no future. Time is a very misleading thing. All there is ever, is the now. We can gain experience from the past, but we can't relive it; and we can hope for the future, but we don't know if there is one...
Is music a reality or an idea. we can hear it but it is all chaos that soothes us but is that us soothing us or is it, it soothing us...
We know not what reality is for it isn't words. We know not why we live for we are alive. We know nothing beyond that in which we know. Chaos. Peace. Death. Life.
This is forcing my eyes to open to see the real world..
This music is truly inspiring me to try to succeed in life instead of slouching around all day
This truly is sad because recently my best friend who has been my friend my entire life is at the hospital and he is very sick
This music is truly amazing. Thank you for puting these together
What *real* world do you speak of?
There is no *fake* world.
All that you see, all that you experience is the real world... darkness and all.
I have no words, how can I trust, if I don't trust myself, how can I love, If I don't love myself, how can I help people, If I can't help myself, how can I help people get back to the surface, if I'm already drowned, how can I make people live, If I'm already dead ?
Monsters aren't under your bed, they are inside your head.
To be fair. Simply telling them it's meaningless can help.
Showing one their own Meaninglessness can show them meaning in a world without meaning.
1-Hour Pleasure
agree
Sad pleasure*
Urucha Chan whenever I see the word pleasure it usually means something wrong so when you said sad pleasure it sounded even more wrong
Totally Not Emo Oh...Xd yea I kinda see it as something wrong too but idk, didn't seem that weird for me here xd.
Sad joy**
That what I call sex
Edit: I meant I call sex 1 minute of pleasure
This playlist is literally calming the darkness in my soul, I'd be crying if I hadn't ran out of tears.
God Bless!!
"People say that sadness and despair are things to be feared, to be looked down upon or avoided at all cost. That bitterness and sorrow breaks and pushes people away from eachother. But they are all wrong and could not be further from the truth. Sadness and Depression don't push people away...rather it brings people together and reforges previous bonds stronger than ever." ~ Anonymous Person
I have some quotes and poems mashed together, and they're all sad.
Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain,
Hiding the tears that fall like rain.
Saying I'm fine when I'm anything but.
This ache in my soul rips at my gut.
My skin is on fire; I burn from within.
The calm on my face is an ongoing sin.
The world must stay out; I've built up a wall.
My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall.
Loneliness consumes me; it eats away the years
Until my life is swallowed by unending fears.
Waiting for someone to see I wear a mask
And care enough to remove it; is that too much to ask?
It is the darkest, deepest place one can travel alone,
A solo journey filled with struggles and groans.
Every day is a new battle against the same foe,
But the enemy fights back with psychological blows.
It creeps up on you in your most vulnerable state,
Especially when there's no one around who can relate.
Thoughts in your mind begin to swirl and swell,
Which drag you into your own subconscious hell.
Figments and entities from your past
Serve as the pain, which you can't outlast.
Finally, sleep always comes as a welcomed friend,
But it the morning the ceaseless battle begins yet again.
~~~~~~~---------~~~~
Tell me more (preferably very) sad poems by replying to me. I'll edit them in.
I would but I think this is fine yeah?
I am no poet.
I am no priest.
But the song you have created here is a masterpiece.
There’s always a place to turn to. Always a light to run towards. No matter how dark the situation is, if you strive forward and defeat your demons u WILL become stronger than u ever were. So if you’re looking to give up, don’t. There’s always someone there for u, someone who cares. And, although they don’t show themselves immediately, they will, and they will be there to comfort u at the end of the long road. Never give up, never give in. Keep fighting.
I had someone.....and in my rage I broke her.......she then broke me....told me that I needed to feel regular emotion.....I'm trying to cry but I can't....I want to cry
Hello dear laidy and gentleman, i have to say something, do not do that, its bad for you, just show what you feel and what you think. Tha can consume you day after day, dont let the society destroy you. Have a nice day and i hope you feel better^^
only so mutch a person can take or withstand, never ending wars inside the mind as in wars there are always others that feel the same so take comfort in that
That's so bad I have that feeling as will but that won't be for ever there's an end to all of that but but when nobody's know
I got a date in a therapy it would take up to 8 month its too much but it would help me if I got medicine I'm pretty sure
Wtf is wrong with Germany I have no idea at all
I cannot stop listening to this track Its such an powerful piece and makes me feel grounded and connected yet disconnected because of the hate, cruelty and in humane treatment many of us face and feel every second of our entire insistent... The fight is not over!
I Love this music because it helps me focus on my story writing and my character backstories but also helps me focus on my studying
I have been listening to your music for about 3 years and it just keeps getting better. Amazing
Thanks so much for including my track!
Your track was absolutely breathtaking! How do you make such natural sounding tracks?! No way that this is all digital right?
Eternal Genesis it actually is all digital haha
That's amazing. What program do you use? And do you make the samples yourself?
I'm interested in making music, but I never understood how people could make music like this with just a computer. (Been playing the Piano and Violin).
Well, it was the best by far...
That's yours??!! Holy crap it is like one of my favourite pieces of all time!! It is on all my playlists and I listen to it 24/7!!
Stay strong things will get better. It might be storming now but it can't rain forever.
You should make a Spotify channel.. I would follow.
OMGKITTENMEWMEW1 omg yess please
No matter who we are, we all have monsters inside us. The ones who are happy are those who have overcame these monsters. One day, even the saddest person will overcome them and find happiness that had always been within them from the beginning
-Me
I've been a long time fan. And you never fail to suprise me
"Do Monsters make War? Or does War make Monsters?"
"By slaying monsters one should see to it that that they don't become monsters"
All monsters live inside us, it's how you control them that matters.
War make the monsters and the monsters make the war again and again like a cycle (circle)
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Many of us are monsters under the surface, whether we want to be or not. And war often brings out the monsters in even the kindest of people.
It is people that create monsters no outside force does
I think us all sad are the ones who need each other and care for others not just yourself it might make you end up embarrassed but that's okay it means your the better so you should feel better my life has been ruff I've been bullied for six years but all that matters is how you act feel good for yourself speak for yourself stay yourself but get involved Ps.feel yourself and express your emotion and you will feel better.
“Hope is a lie that people use to get though their toughest moments”
This is what depressed people hear in their hearts, especially when they walk away from parties and family and friends. It’s what I hear on a daily basis, it’s like the sound track of my life
you are special loved guided and will always be protected i know love and light be strong you will never be alone
Hope that you are strong and doing well. I'm sorry that you are going through this. Although I'm don't think I'm depressed, I'm still moved by this music.
When you give up it shows your a coward I lost someone he made everything I wanted to accomplish happen when I lost him I locked myself in my room for one week and this song gave me the inspiration to go on with life and never give up and i listen till I said I'm ok and I'm going to make myself happy be accomplishing what he did
Imagine, having only 15 days left to live. And the one you loved the most, never stayed by your side throughout those 15 days.
Everyday, you grow thinner, paler as the sickness slowly consumes you.
On the last day, you get ready to say your final goodbye, but he wasn't there.
You cry silently, knowing that you never deserved love.
Then, as you close your eyes, someone kisses you on the forehead, saying:
"I'm sorry."
The heart-monitor flat-lines-
Hello, if u are not doing good pls remember it is going to be fine. U are going to be fine . Even if its not looking like its ever going to be fine. But it will trust me. Pls don’t stop trying u came so far, I mean look at u u are still here after all the sh-t . U can be so proud of u. You deserve to feel happy, to feel good u deserve love u deserve it. U are beautiful and perfect how u are, and if others say otherwise then they don’t know u. U are beautiful ur body and ur soul ! Grades or other things are not important enough to risk ur health ! U are important, we need u and we love u.
You are never going to be alone, someone will always be by ur side ! Remember the internet is fake. We love u like u are. Be urself cause urself is beautiful. Life is like a book, there are short, long , good and bad chapters every chapter will end some time, also the bad ones. After rain always comes sun again, right ? I dont know u, I don’t know what is going on. But everyone deserves love ! Pls try and get help, it will be hard ofc but whatever it is its going to be fine. U are so strong, but together with help we can be even stronger right ? Pls stay safe and keep going pls never stop dreaming ! Stay safe and don’t forget to drink and eat something . Ly ! Remember nothing is worth it to throw ur life away.
Am i sick or anyone else feel like deep sad moments are as heartwarming as happy moments in a sense...? :)(
No
Yes?
I don't know.
But I hate pain.
And I hate pleasure.
I love hate.
And I hate love.
Why I don't know
I listened to this and lectured myself about good and evil...a good hour well spent
everyone here is either melodramatic or actually depressed. at least they can chat with one another here in the comments
jt slayz Ikr
yea -.-
jt slayz I'm not depressed or melodramatic....the souls that feel this music deeply as do ... believe we come from another time... another place. A place where people like yourself may not understand. Don't judge our feelings... we just feel more the others... Maybe we are incarted souls....from a time where people love more deeply... cared more...loved more.... Im rambling I know....sit alone with headphones on and no one in the room... give it another listen... maybe you to will feel
LOL @Paul Butvila your use of ellipses is incredible.
I don't see this music as being sad, but beautiful :-)
This music is hauntingly beautiful, it covers. So many emotions. I love sad music, it makes me gratefully for what I do have. I have read so many comments about suffering and hope below. I had a very bad childhood, in a way you never do. But I think of people who have it much worse than me. There is hope beyond the storms of life. I have never given up, someday I may have the things I dream of. Don't give. Up, don't listen to the bad voices in your life. Everyone is worthy to be loved and to be happy.
Oh that first picture from Dark Souls 3. So beautiful... Kind of reflects their story too... The Firekeeper, forced to wait for ages until the ashen one arrives that can free her of her duty by achieving his goal....
That could be to either link the fire, or stop the endless cycle of what is essentially a cycle of suffering and despair. Entering a new age of Dark with an unknown future.. where the two are free... "Ashen one, hearest thou my voice, still?"
Eternal Genesis
They spoke Shakespearean in the Medieval era? I thought that he was only alive in the Elizabethan era.
Unless thou is not Shakespearean in that case my bad :/
Serenity Moon Well it's based in a fantasy world with a lot of languages and dialects. Most of the characters speak like this tho.
Dark Souls 🥰
This is not depressing at all. It sounds so good you start to feel happy when you are actually depressed!
"What's good about sad?"
"It's happy for deep people."
yep
Yeah kind of. It feel like I can't describe
Greetings to fellow Whovian! This was, for me, the most impressionable dialogue from the entire series
@@anankedell melancholy
Hell yeah brother
A traditional Catholic Confession and being a traditional Catholic will make the pain go away., forever.
"Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mistory.
But today is a gift.
Thats why it is called present"
- turtle named oogway
And after this amazing quote he got Thanos-snapped away
Let me correct you. Master Oogwey!
mystery
He's actually a tortoise if I recall correctly. Still one of my favourite quotes
Bill Keane.
The first few songs were kinda sad, the rest were just pretty chill and relaxing for me. And I love it.
listen to epic music: "aha finally i was able to kill that spider!"
feels sorry next video
hey I just killed a spider listening to this too LOL
abdou ketfi هلا والله بعبدو
Nah bro when i find a spider in my house, i give it a home in a plastic box, and feed it flies 😂
I just let it outside to roam, to be free...
Peter Roe Shared Tears 😍😍😍😍 with the picture... beautiful emotions!!! 💕🌹🙏
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
I'm just here cause of that thumbnail. It is fantastic.
"The loneliest people are the kindest,
the saddest people smile the brightest,
and the most damaged people are the wisest.
All because they don't wish to see others suffer
like they do." -Anonymous
Elenitsa Kritikia True...
I believe that is true for most.
But true sorrow is apathy
'Hope is what keeps us alive. Hope is what gives us strength. Without hope, no speck was created in this world. Without hope, we are all losers. If there were no hope, we could not fight for what we want'
Most of the sad songs in this mix only remind me of my story and my country's story venezuela and what it's going through right now , I don't have a place to go back to , being out of my country is killing me because of the fact that I can't be with my people and my family fighting together for freedom , I expend most of my time alone , my friends are always busy or doing their business , my old friends in Venezuela are friends no more , every time I talk to a girl my luck just screws everything up , my country full of good people with good hearts like me are being filled with hatred and anger because everything was taken away from us except our freedom , our happiness got taken away as so our laughs but hope is still there yet , I watch everyday how my brothers and sisters get shot at and how one warrioir got shot at point blank , but also I see them fighting back and giving one of the best warrioir display I've seen in 21 century fighting back with everything they've got expect for guns , the only weapons they've got are stones Molotov cocktails intelligence and strategy , the saddest thing is the ones giving the fight are girls and guys like me , teenagers Youngblood I'm 17 years old there have been 5 teenagers murdered in this series of protest against this nefarious government we have 83 days fighting and even people like me outside of the country are struggling to help our people and our family , my heart is that of a scarred person , my country is no country for children I've been pointed at with a gun I've seen people who just got shot I've been in gunfights I've learned and talked to murdereres and thieves learned from them yet didn't embrace their ways , I've been bullied I've been left alone I've been let down , I've been cheated on , friends of mine have been murdered , and yet I stand tall helping others and giving happiness to others despite the hatred and anger in my heart ... and there i wonder how am I still alone ? And then I say "the life of a wolf is always solitary"
José Aguilar Same my friend, same. Much of the world is destroyed, so many peoples loses their family, brothers and fathers, womens and sisters, sons and daughters. And why we do that? Just because politicians tell us to do that! In my conutry, in Serbia, we survives dozens of brutal wars, wars that wiped out fifth, quarter, even a third of our population. And did we are now united? Did we help each other now? Did we love our friends now? No...we don't...because this corrupt politicians that comes after 2000 we are destroyed. But, even before that they were destroying us. Today we are quiet...quiet because they divide us, they divide us by partys and take our freedom. I just hope that we, peoples of the world, will one day rise and take out goverments and that we will unite, because we are all same. Black or white, christian or muslim, capitalist or communist...what is the difference? We are all humans and we should be that, not some beasts that are products of politic, products of hate and pain! We should all be unite as one big family! Until that day we should be happy, because there is no thing greater than smile on the face. My friend, you shouldn't be sad because you are alone, because there are others that care about you, there are peoples that thinks like you. I have 17 years, too. I'm alone, too. But I'm happy! Happy because I am alive, because I know that good times will come. Believe me, your country will survive and there will be times when you will live with yout nation, when you will be surrounded with friends and family. You and I, we will get old and, maybe even sick, but we will be with our familys, with our childrens and even their childrens. And we will die old and happy and remembered by our family and our friends. But how I know that? It's because I believe in that, because I have hope. Remember my friend, only negative and pessimistic peoples are sad and only they don't love their lives. That's reason why we should stay positive and optimistic, because everything is possible if we believe in that and should never lose our hope!
Greetings from your friend, Aleksandar 😊
Steva Stevanovic Stay happy and I wish you best Regards from Poland:-)
Shay 1986 Thanks, same 😊
thanks man beautiful words and very inspirational ones too , we will get through this i swear and your country will be free too free from politics and hatred and everything , greetings from your friend Jose Aguilar .
+Steva Stevanovic Svaka ti čast za ovo što si napisao! 😊
I like that you included Krale in this mix - He's a great artist and I wish more people knew about his music!
I listened to this while also listening to the Clock Tower bell from Majora's mask on loop. It made for a very unsettling experience.
The comment section is full of sad quotes, because of music. But actually emotional musics tend to encourage me. Be strong.
Ayə, get başqa yerdə ağla. Axmaq. Ağlamağın sırasıdı? Dərs oxu, DƏRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why am I crying? Why am I born in this dirty world? Why I can't be with one I love?
To learn and experience. Your love is always with you.
Can Khon, just feel it when you like someone and love and care about them, then what you get is pain
Alucard how tf do you have 5 million subscribers???
Alucard also do you have ark?
Life in itself is suffering. Consider your tribulations to be a part of it.
Hey ❤
It's okay to cry. It's okay to be deeply sad
Let it out. Let the tears roll down your face.
Just don't stay there for too long beautiful.
When you're ready take a deep breath.Wipe those pretty eyes. You're going to be okay.
Things will get better I promise. This is only for a season. So hope on. There is light at the end of this tunnel ❤❤
Your taste is SO GOOD. so UNBELIEVABLY GOOD. Really keeps me going while doing homework.
I couldnt do homework with such a sad mix. I would cry the most time, because of the music
It’s reminds me so much of what I used to feel constantly, I no longer feel that way and sometimes I miss it. Its amazing how much this music makes me feel like me old self again.
There was a point in my life where I had so many friends, the most I had ever had, but I was the loneliest I had ever been. I always walked at the back of the pack, by myself, feet dragging, head down, and nobody noticed. Nobody noticed that I was depressed, extremely uncomfortable with myself, and just strait up unemotional. I put up that mask every single day and wore it through everything, apparently it worked. I’m finally starting to get over it, but I just moved schools and now I’m stuck again. I look back on that person and I also realize that they were the best version of myself that there ever was. I want to be that person again, but .... now people actually notice...no more hiding.
I have no friends. No one has my back when I fall. Luckily I don’t fall. If I did though, no one would catch me I would just keep falling
What should I say for this? I have no words to describe what I hear
The true masterpiece!!!
This helped me move on from my mistakes but they haunt me, so I am grateful for this, to actually enjoy something now, I'm scared I won't make it in life but if I do take this into consideration you might have saved a life, thank you
All are beautiful, but special favourite is David Eman
I'm impressed how "sadness" brings the best comments and quotes.
live a life that is yours and understand your human we all make mistakes, and it's never to late to try again
Your mixes make reading so much easier.
"Some people prefer to be alone, not because they like it, but because they think they'll feel the pain of abandonment once more."
Thank so much for ur music.....it brings me to the bottom of my sadness.........at least I know how deep it is now..........#1
14:32 is me but staring up to the night sky, wondering if someone else out there, somewhere far away, on another world or in a space shuttle, is staring into the sky as well and wondering the same thing. Perhaps, I'd like to think we're staring back at each other. But...we just don't know it...yet...
no no, i'm here and to most, one person does not matter but how would there be many without every one person?
It's actually not impossible.
Time is relative.
The farther you are from a source of gravity... the slower time goes.
If someone where to leave our earth at the speed of light and go on a journey for 10 years of their time. By the time they got back earth would have experienced 100 years. Relativity is complicated.
@@shirori2004 Time also depends on how fast u re moving
@@lagagensh494 That's not necessarily true. And by that I mean specifically, that maybe it's true.
Seems more like an hour of great sacrificial music rather than sadness. Majority of this is Epic with sombre thematic tones cast over them.
The Sun is surrounded by billions of stars and yet it still lonely.
Best thing to listen to with exams coming up, thanks for this