Kudos Adam, it takes a man of integrity and character to realize that when a child is born, your role in life is now far less about yourself. Your ability to acknowledge that is something that will teach you more about life than any other substance could ever do.
Justin S i think that is a key factor in why i feel the desire to never have kids. I believe all of us are selfish creatures, regardless if we realize it or not. Everything we do in the end is to feed our ego, even in making others happy to an extent because it fills is with that good feeling of doing right by our morals. Knowing that a having a child would mean that my entire life shifts focus so drastically scares me.
hey man! i always liked your vídeos because you didnt seem like a drug addict to me, but a serious guy. Congratulations on your kid, have a great life, people will always hate something
Gotta say. I have a very addictive personality. Started early. Loved alcohol. Loved acid. What am i saying. I loved a lot of things. Any ways. My 1st child, one time he seen me throw up. Not from the flu... he laid on the floor with me and we both fell asleep. Seeing his little face looking at me. Sad momma was sick. That was 12 years ago. Never touched a drug since. And haven't drank in 9 years. Im responsible for 3 other lives. They r much more important than drugs. Yes i did enjoy my time. But, its a chapter in my life that's closed. My kids r my addiction. P.s. weed isn't a drug lol. EDIT: Since some took me wrong... I'm not saying weed isnt a drug, so its not addictive. Im also not saying, hey, weed isnt a drug so smoke ur self comatose. When i drank, id not remember most of the stuff. When i did drugs, excuse me, "hard" drugs, id not remember most. When i smoked weed... i remember what i did. I didn't get violent. Or mean, or daring. All weed does for me is help me eat. And sleep. Do i smoke all day every day. No But, since i have cancer, and autoimmune diseases, and organ failure.....i tend to be nauseated.... loose weight. Get migraines. So. Instead of taking prescription drugs, i literally hit a joint or eat an edible from time to time.....at night. Do i smoke around my family? No. Do my kids even know? No. Because my kids were taught at school that weed is horrible! But my kids also don't know mommy is gonna die within 5 damn years! So calling me a moron, or sayin i had u till i said weed isnt a drug. Yall r jus that 20 percent of the world that are sheeps. Id rather hit a joint here and there than be on oxys. The only side affect from weed is hunger. And to some, paranoia. So before u call someone names, or think they r less because they smoke maybe a joint a month. And eat edibles in place of smoking. Check ur self "I said weed isnt a drug lol" Like duhhh i know its a damn drug. Hence the "lol" dumb ass Id rather hit a joint 3 times to take away the nausea. B able to freakin eat and sleep, than take a hand full of pills, that's also drugs.. with SIDE AFFECTS. I don't sit here and smoke a freaking ounce by my self! It was a joke. Lol. Duhhhhh.
Dark Angel ma’am. You have made my day. My mom still struggles with alcoholism. I grew up with it. I’m 18 now and can tell you the damage is irreversible. It 100% affected all her kids. I don’t hate her for it because I know she has been thru a lot and is one of those who can’t cope. She’s stuck in a huge cycle. Knowing that other people do quit makes my heart happy. You made a huge step for your kids!
@@Christian7936heiser thanks man! Means a lot. I recently took in an old friend of mines kid. She's almost 17. Her mom use to b my best friend. We partied way more than we should have. She never stopped. Did a lot of damage to her kids. That's why i have one of her kids. Sad part is, im dieing. Found out recently. Apparently was born with an autoimmune disease. By the time i found out. It was too late. Has attacked every one of my organs. I live for my kids. They r all i have and all i love in this world
when he asked the question "what could be more important", i go straight to guessing he has a new responsibility in his life that wins over wanting to take psychs. whats the main thing people have when they get new big responsibility, id say they either got a new job, which i highly doubted was his reason, or had a child, since we also already knew he was in a relationship. not that hard to guess really. was smiling ear to ear before he even said it because i was so happy for him.
blackdragonthebad I get your point. But if your succeed in teaching your kids that Psychedelics are not meant to be for party or just "getting wasted " but that they are dangerous yet interesting experiences for the mind ... maybe they'll remember it when they are grown up adults taking their own decisions, which will remain out of your control no matter how good you can possibly raise them. anyway this topic is way too big lol
Adam, I would like to thank you for all you have done... You have saved so many lives including mine, and you will continue to because your vids will stay on the Internet forever pretty much. Congrats on your son he's precious! Anyone who disses what Adam wants to do in HIS life can go pull that stick out their ass. Love you Adam
Alan Watts said, "Once you get the message on the phone, you can put the phone down". Problem is today people are tripping with no clear goal they just want to get fucked up. Don't abuse psychedelics.
it's not about just wanting to get high, it's about irresponsible use of chemicals that have the power to permanently change your mind. not only does irresponsible use put users in danger (physically and psychologically), but it reinforces the stigma that these chemicals are just another way to get fucked up, and should be treated as such.
brad stull i don't doubt that, but the knowledge of the power that psychedelics hold and the respect for that power is vital for users, especially when they are just taking them for fun. otherwise, the liklihood of negative reprocussions increases significantly. at least in my experience. if you don't respect the chemicals, they can wreak havoc on you.
a buddy of mine and I have a very big goal with psychedelics. we're best of friends and after tripping together we had such an experience and learned so much we decided to go out and trip with some of our other friends and see what we learn and them after a few trips get back together and trip again to put everything together.
I was the same, loved psychedelics etc. Then I had a baby and my life has no space for them anymore, like you said, stigma, sleepless nights, priorities shifting etc. My daughter is now 4 1/2 and I haven't taken any psychedelics since I found out I was pregnant just 4 weeks into the pregnancy, she wasn't planned but an amazing surprise and gift, but more interestingly I've had no desire or want to. I know for sure that when she is grown up, I would like to revisit psychedelics in a discreet way, but for now, my child and family life is my world. Oh and my cat, we have a cat too. That doesn't really have anything to do with my comment, but I just wanted to tell the world I got a cat too lol. Belated congrats on your baby!! Daddy Adam!
Yoosorong Isorite many many people do not realise they are pregnant straight away. She said she found out at 4 weeks. That's pretty bloody early actually! Of course no one should knowingly take drugs while pregnant, but would you be happier if she had decided to abort the baby? I think you should let her be in charge of her conscience.
I knew right at the moment when you said you had the far more important reason to not trip I KNEW you were gonna say you had become a dad. This is 2019 and I haven't been around this channel very much, just for some parts, but you always seemed like a sensible and responsible man. Congratulations to you both, 2 years late haha :)
for one man to claim to be enlightened, is like a grain of sand on a beach claiming to be so as well. in other words, no one is fully enlightened until all of us are.
That was the first vid I saw.. then I saw this one and I was like shit man... That was posted a year before this vid. Like, around 3 months or so before she got pregnant.
Who is dictating? NO ONE is stopping you from taking 70 hits of lsd, go ahead bro knock yourself out. Im not even being sarcastic. All I did was comment on a youtube video.
I don't want to take 70 hits of LSD because I care about my brain. Some people have a routine of psychedelic use that they feel benefits them personally. Take microdosing for instance. I was just responding to your claim that "psychedelics are not meant to be routine."
Haven't watched your swim channel yet... but I want to say. Props bro... you have a lifetime of experiences to draw on, and now you have a new life to draw experiences from. Not to say you can never trip again... because kids grow up... but from one former tripper to another... I'd just like to say, I'm proud of you bro. Hope everything is well and the kid is doing well... take it easy. :)
Once you said "New responsibility" I was like "OMG HE HAS A KID!" Congrats man! It seemed like your life was in shambles at the beginning of the video, now I can see it's the opposite haha.
*Learning never stops*. It's not because you've stoped taking psychedelics that you've stop learning the deep messages about life. *Now, you see, it's the time that you forget what LSD told you and start listening to your son*. I study psychology, and it's well theorized that babies don't really have a defined sense of self in the begining of their life time, they pretty much just identify completely with everything. Does that sound familiar? You now have a dog, which is the most loyal and lovable being on the planet and a baby, which is pretty much a human in a permanent really heavy trip. *Learn with them*. You have a wife which is now a mother. How could that be more beautiful? It's way better than fucking caleidoscopes. Anyway, nice job bro. I'm really happy for you, and looking forward to having a lot of children and dogs.
Buddha's Sun so I use acid as a tool of knowledge as im assuming you do to let's say I had a kid and tripped with him wat would we learn together? or explain how it would go type shit I'm interested
I think buddhas son meant not to actually trip with your kid. I think what he did mean is that life in the early stage is like a heavy trip itself. Just realize that one day you came out of another being and basically started existing. You have no idea how you grew your own body, and you have no idea how everything around you has been created. Its crazy, but when you're an adult you often dont realize, because you've got used to it. Unlike a child, which is pretty much fucking confused. He just woke up and here he is, existing without his choice. Since the kid wasnt here before, isnt it similar to getting blasted off into another universe via dmt? And did you realize that when you are there, the beings seem to like you and well they basically treat you like a baby, an alien in a new world. I know I'm getting pretty much off topic now. I just wanted to make your remember that you dont have to trip with your kid to actually have a pretty much crazy experience which is existance itself!
I enjoy using psychedelics, but honestly, doing yoga and meditation helped me cope with actual problems way more than psychedelics ever could. I think psychedelics can be helpful if used properly, but they're massively overrated and often abused. In other words, do not expect that consuming some chemical will fix any of your problems. It's more likely it'll only create new problems unless you're very cautious about how and why you use them.
well maybe yes, but most of people don't try psychedelics for solving problems, i want to do it because it sounds really fun, and you can get good experiencies from it, awesome ones, and see things you will never see without them. maybe it sounds like a stupid reason, but what is life if it isn't a combination of experiences?
The most powerful drug on the planet is love my friend. Enjoy life's biggest trip. You will be a very wise and loving father. I appreciate the honesty, and thank you for the videos you've given us :)
This dude is legit. Fuck judgement man. Your content is a strong tool in the fight against drugs. Wish I had youtube back when I was experimenting. Stay away from opiotes. They will take your soul.
Such an honest, down to earth man with a beautiful family! Goes to show phsychadelics can't ruin an amazing soul like yourself ! Keep on keepin on man✌️
Can LSD kill your ego? I dosed by myself, had a great trip, it was amazing. I realized truths, I realized my fullest potential, I realized my talents and what I'm capable of, but I also feel like I'm so content with myself, there is no will to be better. There is no desire to be better than others, there is no urge to pursue things and pursue things that I am capable of because I feel like it killed my ego. I'm kinda just living life.. I don't want to be around people, I don't want to mingle with my peers because I don't feel the need to. It's really frustrating because I want to accomplish things, but I've been so humbled by it that I can't. Will this go away?
I always wonder what other people think or do with their life. the art of life is just this one time and by killing your ego and realizing a lot about you it kinda looses its meaning. we know almost everything about us but to me there's nothing more interesting than the people around me. at first I would stay home and not talk to anyone, heck I delete it all my social media accounts because of it. after coming back I realize how much everyone changed from friends to family and it triggered me to learn more about them since I know all about me. I really don't know how to explain this, it's difficult to put it in words. I'll try to come with some meaning or definition for this, I would really like to help you, I know how it feels but don't worry if I got out of it you can too.
Pedro Reyes can you please message me or something because I don't know what to do about it I can't shake myself out of this rut.. it doesn't feel like depression but it feels like a contentment of everything and I wish it wasn't like that.. it's like okay now what? I'm only 17 so I don't want this to ruin the rest of my life.. I had goals and things I'd like to accomplish but this is making me feel like it's not worth it, I don't need to, I'm not worthy of this uk I'm not better than anyone , there's no need to. That's how I feel if that even made sense
+SurreallTV #1 We already do this with Alcohol. Legalizing drugs would be nothing like legalizing theft. Theft and murder is one person acting on another unwilling person. Legalizing drugs would only let those who want to take them, take them. #2 I didn't mean that it would take the drugs out of criminals hands. Only that it would take the money out of their hands. Most if not all of their customers would be going to get their drugs legally because it would be cheaper, and "safer". By safer I mean that you don't really know what you're getting from a criminal. From the government, you'd know that your DMT is actually DMT and there's no need for a test kit. I agree that drugs will cause harm and destruction to those who misuse them, but this already happens and can't exactly be solved unless you eradicate all drugs and make sure they cannot be created. Why not turn this negative into a positive?
+SurrealTV Well that's too bad. I'm sorry you have no time to actually provide a rebuttal to anything I say. Not sure why you imply I'm not dealing in facts. Point out anything false I said if you want to talk about facts. It kind of seems like you have nothing which you call "not having time" but I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. It's unfortunate that someone who's probably pretty smart is so close minded that he can't entertain the idea of an opposing opinion. Good luck and have an even nicer day.
iamnotafeline Don't waste your time. You're never going to convince someone like that. People think legalizing drugs is the same as saying it's ok to do all of them. Like there's people out there that would love to shoot heroin or smoke crack, but they just don't bc they're illegal. Which obviously isn't true. Legalizing wouldn't raise user rates, but it does lower crime rates, disease spread, and drug related deaths. War on drugs is a joke and just keeps our prisons full bc idiots think alcohol is totally fine, but everything else is the boogyman.
Agreed!!! If a father wished to 'enhance' his consciousness to prepare for the special moment of birth, I'd hope he would do so by embracing real spiritual growth from the moment of learning about the pregnancy up to the moment of birth (and of course beyond), but certainly not to take the 'short cut' of being on any kind of drugs, which seems like a grave disservice to the baby. (But part of me does have a sort of curiosity about such things, though the risks are too great for that experiment to ever seem ethical)
After taking dope (and i mean every drug, even cannabis) it seems people have this constant desire to reachieve that dream world. I have abused acid, done shrooms a couple times and am a pothead.. (Which isnt anything to brag about but thats my life as of right now.) But Im glad you have realized life isnt just about getting high, you see the true beauty in life when you create one lol. Psychedelics are amazing and also let you observe the beauty, but people, just use them responsibly and remember your priorities!!! I knew there was a good reason I subscribed to your channel.
That's why I'll never have a kid.. you cannot put yourself first from that point on. Call me selfish but it's my life I don't want to spend it worrying Or no being able to do me
That is so heart warming! We all gotta grow up sooner or later. I honestly have been turned off by them too but if I see something test clean ever again in this eth, rack, eroin, ath salt country I would take trying to break my drinking issue.. MAPS is doing great work.. So glad you have a healthy perfect little baby and family sir!! You never owed us any explanation. Luv ya for the honesty. Stay strong and embrace it. Peace and best wishes.
Someone peer pressured me into taking a bean back in '99 and it changed the outcome of my life both good and bad. Now that Canada is pumping out PMMA instead has turned me off. Some of the best Experiences in my life were after taking one pill. Others include family, Church etc. Can't imagine my own child.
right when you said you had a bigger responsibility than drugs, I instantly thought you had a kid. it's really adorable and I'm glad you're being responsible man!
I raised my daughter virtually drug free, except cannabis and drinking. Before being a father I was all about snorting, dosing, smoking and dropping. Today she is 25 and I'm also a grandfather. Cannabis and an occasional mushroom trip is about all I'm interested in. I think I'd like to drop acid one more time at some point. Congratulations, being a father will be the best experiences of your life. Even when it gets tough, like the teen years.
I'm not a bullshitter. I am able to experience deep states of meditation every day just by sitting down for 20 minutes and observing. It's really not what people think, it isn't like any drugs it's just a complete fucking coming back to the present moment. To reality, to actuallity. You finally understand your life in this universe. You don't really know anything more conceptually but you feel it. You are proud of yourself and you never felt so at home in your entire life. You just understand how your self works. It's beautiful but tbh I still smoke a joint every evening I like the relaxation and the funny aspect of it. Having the most fucked up thoughts and then realizing wtf you were thinking and eating pizza and listening to music and to be away from your problems for a time is just awesome. I never did DMT but I will do for sure some day. I explained to you how meditation feels, not how you get into a state of meditation. Don't take my words for it, then you will just try and copy a state of mind which does not lead to meditation. You have to follow no rules, just see what IS right now. Nothing more than that. Sry for bad English I'm not English and 16 years old lol
Christiaan N meditate while high, it's even better. If I meditate just while high from weed, it increases my high and makes me feel even better and even more at peace. Get a mat, a candle, some binaural beats, and you are set.
Everything you've ever done on this channel is toooooooootally justifiable. Your amazing, changed my life and many others, thank you and congratulations!!
I knew your first reason before you even said you have a baby. The way I see it is you've learned so many lessons from the trips now it's time to apply them to your "new" life. I came to your video because the mushrooms just aren't doing for me what they used to. And over the past year and a half of using them I have been given sooooo much information that I embody it in my day to day life. I took some yesterday and the "high" of it was fantastic but I realize I need to take the time to apply all these lessons because there not much more at this point there showing me. Maybe for you, wait til your baby is older and then more will come. As for me, I'm content in continuing to grow them so my friends can come to awakenings like I have. Stay blessed!
Should be fun when your kid is all grown up and starts watching your videos. :P You seem like a really good father though Adam, good luck to your family. I'm sure your kid will grow up into a responsible human being.
Nothing but love from right here. I enjoy that you are open & willing to risk your comfort to explain to your fans whats going on in your life. I love how raw & honest you are. You videos have helped me in so many ways. Congrats on your son. Hope his name is Scott. :) Had to join everyone in that wondering if he did predict the future. Don't worry about the negative shit others may say. You are a brilliant soul. Your son & wife are so lucky to have such a wonderful person to share this life with. Keep doing what you do & educate. I've used your videos as a tool to help others who are wrongly informed about drugs and plants that make you break out of what we feel is reality.
Interesting that you find your son to be more satisfying than finding spiritual enlightenment. Maybe there isn't so much wrong with the "normal" path most humans take, that is - go to school, get job, get girlfriend, found a family.
They never were, and there isnt much to get enlighted about besides being positive and help those who need it. i dislike the word spirit as well. by that i mean you get your consciousness from your brain. ergo any and all decisions are made there. not in some made up state of mind. its like taking blame from the brain. "its the spirit in me". so when we call it enlightenment we give those poor souls who still believe in healing rocks the idea that they just need to do a bunch of drugs untill they get to see god who then tells em their life path. lmao.
MrFreddy Consciousness is most certainly not made up. It is the very thing that separates mammals from rocks, and exploring your own consciousness can be incredibly enlightening. In doing so, you can find solutions to any problems you are experiencing and discover things you never knew that you knew. I do this each night through hypnosis. Your mind is more powerful than you think it is, and you are capable of accessing that power with the right tools.
Says he doesn't take drugs...but now will take prescriptions because oh that's not illegal? I thought your entire channel before was about the backwards way we look at prescription drugs vs psychedelics? So you'll take Adderall to work and Xanax to sleep now because your a grown up father? Too grown up to smoke marijuana or eat mushrooms. Man this video has ME trippin lol. Not mad or anything but wow that was a 180.
Thank you for sharing your decision to be a good dad. Family first. Life is about phases. Enjoy your next phase. Your honesty will make you are cool open and honest dad to talk to when you children are ready to go through their phases. You rock.
Happy for you. I hold for certain you'll do great as a dad. Make sure your baby becomes an accomplished person before the idea of experiencing psychedelics (if ever) comes to her/his mind.
Well my dad said to me that tripping around a child or an animal can be seriously wacked out... I did mushrooms around my dog once, and he kept trying to communicate with me, and his spirit kept making funny faces- weirded me out. they don't have ego like adults do, they still remember their future, and yours... it can be a lot to deal with.
FeyScribe Hahahah yea man a few months ago my friend and I were tripping on an oval and we attracted two dogs responding to our vibrations coming from the frequency we were emitting. Another time I came home with a friend from a fat acid trip and we smoked weed once we got home and we pretty much peaked harder than the peak and I could understand the universal law from my cat and his tail was responding to my vibrations. Pretty beautiful experience seeing the souls of animals so vividly:)
FeyScribe I have also had similar experience with my dogs and it's so fucking cool. They just "be" you know? They don't have any feelings around it. They just are. Everything I was saying to them, they looked at me or responded and I could tell they understand and we're trying to have a conversation with me. The first time it happened I was like "I'm just high this isn't possible". But after a few times and then after reading this comment I know I'm not the only one. You explained it perfectly!!
I've been following your journey. No one really knows where there journey will take them. Thank you for sharing. I wish you the best. Yeah, kids are amazing even when they are frustrating, sick, and your struggling. It's the best thing that's happened to me. Everything takes a back seat to them. Even if that is no one else's choice. Best wishes.
I'm living in Germany and here is the only thing they tell you in school that the most drugs are illegal because they are bad and you have a 100% chance of getting addicted o.O
Creus17 man I have learned so much upon this subject since I have been struggling with this since 2 years old and up to now it's gotten worse. But I really don't see depersonalization/derealization as a disorder and more of a enlightenment since in a way you are experiencing the truth. All of this is fake, reality doesn't exist and the fact that one can experience this is quite amazing. Many people see it as the most horrible thing on this planet but I see it as the most beautiful.
Mush respect brother. You did fill a gap, youve likely saved a life or two, you've likely opened a lot of minds. You've definitely done a great service to the young and more. We love you and what a lot of people may not know....Having a child is the biggest TRIP of all! Safe and loving Journeys!!!
Am I the only subscriber who has never done hardcore drugs of any kind and am only here to experience the feelings of a trip through someone else? No? Just me? That's cool.
Never tripped or done hardcore drugs, I was educating myself when I stumbled upon Adam's videos. Adam is a trip at times, but I like how the videos educate more then promote. P.s. Great video Adam
Tripping is not for everyone not even 50% of the population taking low amounts of lsd etc is however for everyone and i still remember the 6 months after my first acid tab i was thinking in so many different ways. When you realize your brain can be reprogrammed you really start thinking about that ur personality is 100% ur brain and you can change it however you like YOU are in charge its wonderful
You deserve it brother. First video I watched was one of the challenges and it got me hooked onto your channel. Mad respect for you and your channel. Good luck with your child. You will be a great father!
I always wanted to be a young mom. I'm 24 now, have been with my partner for 6 years and because of my parents constantly making me feel like I would be worthless if I had a kid and that I need to focus on the business I own, there's no kid for me even within the near future. So I just have a cat. But I wish so badly to be a mother and I feel like my time is running out.
Yeah you're telling me.... I own a salon and I'm also working on getting my associates as we speak. I wish so badly to tell them to fuck off trust me. I swear I always said I was born to be a mom and that's the ONE thing I want to actually truly do! Thanks for your input
Arianna IP you are in the perfect age for getting kids biologicaly, better than +30 years in therms of health. If you and your partner have enough money and the possibility to take care and feed the baby why shouldn't you! Can't understand your parents they should engage you to spread some Arianna into the world. I say this because it's funny, I'm 24 too and I don't want a baby at all at the moment because I think I'm too less developed in that sense and my niece even turns me crazy sometimes. But I definitely want kids if I find a nice girl. Maybe that's why I find you privileged that you could probably be a perfect mum in any regards or at least it seems you have the possibilities to.
Hightower yeah it's so weird... all of my friends parents tell me all the time how they wish their children were having kids and how they can't wait to be grandparents. And then there's mine like pretty much telling me "don't make a mistake and wind up pregnant. We don't want to have to deal with that" or like my mom always asks me if I'm using protection.... it just hurts that she's so adamant and almost like grossed out at the thought of me having a kid. My sister is a biomedical engineer, now a professor, and is 28 and married. I made a comment like I wanted to be an aunt so bad and my moms like "no!! She needs to focus on her career and build that before she can even think of having kids" like give me a fucking break. And you're right, I'm not going to be this age forever and if anything it will just complicate things later on. Also I'm hoping maybe you'll change your mind about having kids yourself! I feel like it's different once you meet "the one" and things you thought you would never do, you start to consider cause they actually don't sound too bad anymore!!
I see where they're coming from. I'm 25 and don't even have my life together. I work a full time job (at a revolving door warehouse) and if I lose that, I have nothing. At any moment in time, life could change for the worse or for the better. They want to make sure at any instance, you're settled and relaxed. If you needed to, you could be financially stable by taking a few months off. I see a lot of young moms nowadays just popping out kids left and right with no job. It's upsetting not only for the kid, but for the mother as well. Focus on yourself, and when the time is right, life will give you a blessing.
Official Twiggz your comment brought me to tears! Lol. I guess I've never looked at it from that point of view. But you're definitely right... doesn't make the fact any easier but you're right I suppose they are looking in my best interest. But my sister is completely financially stable, her husband is an aerospace engineer. And she is a biomedical engineer. So I'm not sure what the problem would be regarding her? In any way, thank you for opening my eyes to a different perspective!!
Thank you for everything you do. you've been a great friend without even knowing it. You've given me hope and light. I honestly might not be here right now if it wasn't for this channel. Namaste
It started with one bad trip. Then I had a bad trip 20% of the time. Now I only ever had bad trips. I can't take psychedelics without having a bad trip
Congratulations man, I hope that you and your new family have many years of happiness and peace together. I also appreciate all of the lessons that you have thought me through your videos.
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HAHAH you made my day
" I look like an absolute wreck"
*looks fresh as fuck*
Looks like he smoked a fat spliff..
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he's gonna be a cool dad
stopstaringatmyleo fucking spoiler dude ;(
ben flaherty sorry man
I thought he had more subs a few months ago? In the 600K range.
shitmandood it's a conspiracy. UA-cam manipulating what people see lest this content plant the seed of thought.
troll much?
I freaked out when I realised his cupboard was watching him.
I laughed hard at that
AMAZING! HAHAHAHA!
It wanted to "open up" but felt it wasnt a good time.
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MVP of this comment section
He has your hair! :)
Classic Mail ha!
Hopefully the acne chemicals that took his hair didnt find it's way into his genetic code
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I love this
Brilliant. 😁
your probably a better father than 80% of father's because of your knowledge and experience with the divine, congratulations man
Carlos Franco it's because he's white that he's better than 80% 😂😂😂
That's not always true
Erik Giovani someone clearly is butt hurt
I'd say he's better than the 80% simply because he seems like a loving person. That's way more important than intelligence ever could be.
Teacher in 2nd grade: "so Scott, what does YOUR dad do?"
Scott: "umm..."
Teacher: "Ok, well what does your mom do?"
Scott: "Ummm...have you heard of OnlyFans?"
Fatherhood is the best trip of all!
AMEN BROTHER!!!
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DMT is better
Yes sure.....
Wait 4to6 years...........and we talk again.
I have 3 kids and are adults now and never was for me. It was responsibility and work but definitely not the best trip. Keeping it real.
Kudos Adam, it takes a man of integrity and character to realize that when a child is born, your role in life is now far less about yourself. Your ability to acknowledge that is something that will teach you more about life than any other substance could ever do.
Ed Prideaux hes a lot more mature than you obviously
Ed Prideaux have your ever seen idiocracy?
Justin S i think that is a key factor in why i feel the desire to never have kids. I believe all of us are selfish creatures, regardless if we realize it or not. Everything we do in the end is to feed our ego, even in making others happy to an extent because it fills is with that good feeling of doing right by our morals. Knowing that a having a child would mean that my entire life shifts focus so drastically scares me.
hey man! i always liked your vídeos because you didnt seem like a drug addict to me, but a serious guy.
Congratulations on your kid, have a great life, people will always hate something
ALaughingMagician addict? bruh youre thinking about meth ice heroin users etc think before you type
+Josh Mugen Chill out, I know many people who develop addict mentalities from psychedelics alone. It's not exclusive to hard drugs only.
+Justin S we all have that one friend that drops high doses of chems 3 nights in a row. You can be mentally addicted.
+Josh Mugen english is not my mother language, also im high. i dunno how to explain myself better now.
muerte a la careta
ALaughingMagician He wasn't. As far as I know he only used non addictive substances like psychedelics regularly.
Congrats brotha✌🏼 the ultimate "trip" is Parenthood. 👊🏼
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Gotta say. I have a very addictive personality. Started early. Loved alcohol. Loved acid. What am i saying. I loved a lot of things. Any ways. My 1st child, one time he seen me throw up. Not from the flu... he laid on the floor with me and we both fell asleep. Seeing his little face looking at me. Sad momma was sick. That was 12 years ago. Never touched a drug since. And haven't drank in 9 years. Im responsible for 3 other lives. They r much more important than drugs. Yes i did enjoy my time. But, its a chapter in my life that's closed. My kids r my addiction.
P.s. weed isn't a drug lol.
EDIT: Since some took me wrong...
I'm not saying weed isnt a drug, so its not addictive.
Im also not saying, hey, weed isnt a drug so smoke ur self comatose.
When i drank, id not remember most of the stuff.
When i did drugs, excuse me, "hard" drugs, id not remember most.
When i smoked weed... i remember what i did.
I didn't get violent. Or mean, or daring. All weed does for me is help me eat. And sleep.
Do i smoke all day every day. No
But, since i have cancer, and autoimmune diseases, and organ failure.....i tend to be nauseated.... loose weight. Get migraines. So. Instead of taking prescription drugs, i literally hit a joint or eat an edible from time to time.....at night. Do i smoke around my family? No. Do my kids even know? No.
Because my kids were taught at school that weed is horrible!
But my kids also don't know mommy is gonna die within 5 damn years! So calling me a moron, or sayin i had u till i said weed isnt a drug. Yall r jus that 20 percent of the world that are sheeps. Id rather hit a joint here and there than be on oxys. The only side affect from weed is hunger. And to some, paranoia. So before u call someone names, or think they r less because they smoke maybe a joint a month. And eat edibles in place of smoking. Check ur self
"I said weed isnt a drug lol"
Like duhhh i know its a damn drug. Hence the "lol" dumb ass
Id rather hit a joint 3 times to take away the nausea. B able to freakin eat and sleep, than take a hand full of pills, that's also drugs.. with SIDE AFFECTS. I don't sit here and smoke a freaking ounce by my self! It was a joke. Lol. Duhhhhh.
Can confirm that lol.
Nerd
yuh
Dark Angel ma’am. You have made my day. My mom still struggles with alcoholism. I grew up with it. I’m 18 now and can tell you the damage is irreversible. It 100% affected all her kids. I don’t hate her for it because I know she has been thru a lot and is one of those who can’t cope. She’s stuck in a huge cycle. Knowing that other people do quit makes my heart happy. You made a huge step for your kids!
@@Christian7936heiser thanks man! Means a lot. I recently took in an old friend of mines kid. She's almost 17. Her mom use to b my best friend. We partied way more than we should have. She never stopped. Did a lot of damage to her kids. That's why i have one of her kids. Sad part is, im dieing. Found out recently. Apparently was born with an autoimmune disease. By the time i found out. It was too late. Has attacked every one of my organs. I live for my kids. They r all i have and all i love in this world
His kid is going to be the plug in high school.
Mixtape Dropper lmao
The LSD in the sperm already had the kid in trip when he came out.
and in preschool
Lmfao dick
This is the reason why he didn't want us to know about his kid
I could tell what you were going to say before you said it. I support you fully :)
Me too, haha.
Jack Berdine he gay I knew.
Atrocious do you really mean that??
when he asked the question "what could be more important", i go straight to guessing he has a new responsibility in his life that wins over wanting to take psychs. whats the main thing people have when they get new big responsibility, id say they either got a new job, which i highly doubted was his reason, or had a child, since we also already knew he was in a relationship. not that hard to guess really. was smiling ear to ear before he even said it because i was so happy for him.
i didnt expect there to already be a baby, i thought he would say Jasmine is pregnant
Just imagine what his son will think if he discovers all of those videos.
shinexed they're gonna talk to him about it before he finds out
if he is raised right nothing much i guess
if adam lets society fuck his head up though he will be shocked yes
that his dad is cool af... duh
He'll think his dad is cooler than her could possibly imagine :P
Because he will received an open minded education (probably)
blackdragonthebad
I get your point. But if your succeed in teaching your kids that Psychedelics are not meant to be for party or just "getting wasted " but that they are dangerous yet interesting experiences for the mind ... maybe they'll remember it when they are grown up adults taking their own decisions, which will remain out of your control no matter how good you can possibly raise them.
anyway this topic is way too big lol
Adam, I would like to thank you for all you have done... You have saved so many lives including mine, and you will continue to because your vids will stay on the Internet forever pretty much. Congrats on your son he's precious! Anyone who disses what Adam wants to do in HIS life can go pull that stick out their ass. Love you Adam
I know your boy will grow up happy. You're a good man Adam
Alan Watts said,
"Once you get the message on the phone, you can put the phone down".
Problem is today people are tripping with no clear goal they just want to get fucked up. Don't abuse psychedelics.
Who cares if they just wanna get high
it's not about just wanting to get high, it's about irresponsible use of chemicals that have the power to permanently change your mind. not only does irresponsible use put users in danger (physically and psychologically), but it reinforces the stigma that these chemicals are just another way to get fucked up, and should be treated as such.
A lot of people don't have insightful experiences on psychedelics. They simply have a good time. You also don't have to take massive doses
brad stull i don't doubt that, but the knowledge of the power that psychedelics hold and the respect for that power is vital for users, especially when they are just taking them for fun. otherwise, the liklihood of negative reprocussions increases significantly. at least in my experience. if you don't respect the chemicals, they can wreak havoc on you.
a buddy of mine and I have a very big goal with psychedelics. we're best of friends and after tripping together we had such an experience and learned so much we decided to go out and trip with some of our other friends and see what we learn and them after a few trips get back together and trip again to put everything together.
I was the same, loved psychedelics etc. Then I had a baby and my life has no space for them anymore, like you said, stigma, sleepless nights, priorities shifting etc. My daughter is now 4 1/2 and I haven't taken any psychedelics since I found out I was pregnant just 4 weeks into the pregnancy, she wasn't planned but an amazing surprise and gift, but more interestingly I've had no desire or want to. I know for sure that when she is grown up, I would like to revisit psychedelics in a discreet way, but for now, my child and family life is my world. Oh and my cat, we have a cat too. That doesn't really have anything to do with my comment, but I just wanted to tell the world I got a cat too lol. Belated congrats on your baby!! Daddy Adam!
Jojo Sagewitch haha crazy cat woman over here loving this comment! 😂
Smoke weed with your 4 year old, 4 year olds love weed
Kashleigh B crazy cat woman here also, thank you! I would have a sea of cats in my house if my partner let me haha! 😂
Nigel you tricky rascal
Yoosorong Isorite many many people do not realise they are pregnant straight away. She said she found out at 4 weeks. That's pretty bloody early actually! Of course no one should knowingly take drugs while pregnant, but would you be happier if she had decided to abort the baby?
I think you should let her be in charge of her conscience.
I knew right at the moment when you said you had the far more important reason to not trip I KNEW you were gonna say you had become a dad. This is 2019 and I haven't been around this channel very much, just for some parts, but you always seemed like a sensible and responsible man. Congratulations to you both, 2 years late haha :)
PantsuMann ditto man! Couldn’t have said it any better, every word.
Trip with the baby. 1000ug.
alitlefish lmaoooo
alitlefish "in this short documentary, a nine month old baby will be ingesting 400ug of lsd" 😂
alitlefish c'mon man it's a baby not a lab rat. the baby could forsure handle at least 1500ug
For harm reduction purposes of course
alitlefish deleat it
this man has reached enlightenment
victor angel A stage beyond enlightenment
dr FeelGood pretty sure he is lol
yahh
for one man to claim to be enlightened, is like a grain of sand on a beach claiming to be so as well. in other words, no one is fully enlightened until all of us are.
Hmmmmmm 🤔
It's Scott! The universe was created for you buddy!!
Othala Thank you Cheyenne!!
Othala Exactly what I was thinking!!
That was the first vid I saw.. then I saw this one and I was like shit man... That was posted a year before this vid. Like, around 3 months or so before she got pregnant.
I love how honest and real you are, it reminds me a lot about myself but without the eye opening experiences you have, I appreciate you.
You will be "the cool dad".
apex128 already is
What, you mean my son isn't a virgin anymore
Nigel Farage hi Nigel
Yeah psychedelics are not meant to be routine. More like a one time perception reset. In the long run, constant use will kill your inner identity.
josh aguilar yep..
na that's bs
Why do you feel the need to dictate how psychedelics should be used?
Who is dictating? NO ONE is stopping you from taking 70 hits of lsd, go ahead bro knock yourself out. Im not even being sarcastic. All I did was comment on a youtube video.
I don't want to take 70 hits of LSD because I care about my brain. Some people have a routine of psychedelic use that they feel benefits them personally. Take microdosing for instance. I was just responding to your claim that "psychedelics are not meant to be routine."
Anybody else see the cupboard staring at him?
Roadfart you have trust issues, man
LOL xD
Roadfart LLMFAOOOO
Bahahahaha
Omfg
Haven't watched your swim channel yet... but I want to say. Props bro... you have a lifetime of experiences to draw on, and now you have a new life to draw experiences from. Not to say you can never trip again... because kids grow up... but from one former tripper to another... I'd just like to say, I'm proud of you bro. Hope everything is well and the kid is doing well... take it easy. :)
Once you said "New responsibility" I was like "OMG HE HAS A KID!" Congrats man! It seemed like your life was in shambles at the beginning of the video, now I can see it's the opposite haha.
Sub that's a damn good point. he is clear with himself👍
Sub damn spoiler alerts
you are like the Vsauce of drugs.lmao
he even looks like him
peter tamuljonok But better looking
peter tamuljonok could you imagine Michael on dmt
peter tamuljonok hey vsauce Michael here
That's hilarious! XD
*Learning never stops*. It's not because you've stoped taking psychedelics that you've stop learning the deep messages about life. *Now, you see, it's the time that you forget what LSD told you and start listening to your son*. I study psychology, and it's well theorized that babies don't really have a defined sense of self in the begining of their life time, they pretty much just identify completely with everything. Does that sound familiar? You now have a dog, which is the most loyal and lovable being on the planet and a baby, which is pretty much a human in a permanent really heavy trip. *Learn with them*. You have a wife which is now a mother. How could that be more beautiful? It's way better than fucking caleidoscopes.
Anyway, nice job bro. I'm really happy for you, and looking forward to having a lot of children and dogs.
This comment!
Oh man. Now I wanna have a son and tripsit him!
Buddha's Sun good comment
Buddha's Sun so I use acid as a tool of knowledge as im assuming you do to let's say I had a kid and tripped with him wat would we learn together? or explain how it would go type shit I'm interested
I think buddhas son meant not to actually trip with your kid. I think what he did mean is that life in the early stage is like a heavy trip itself. Just realize that one day you came out of another being and basically started existing. You have no idea how you grew your own body, and you have no idea how everything around you has been created. Its crazy, but when you're an adult you often dont realize, because you've got used to it. Unlike a child, which is pretty much fucking confused. He just woke up and here he is, existing without his choice. Since the kid wasnt here before, isnt it similar to getting blasted off into another universe via dmt? And did you realize that when you are there, the beings seem to like you and well they basically treat you like a baby, an alien in a new world. I know I'm getting pretty much off topic now. I just wanted to make your remember that you dont have to trip with your kid to actually have a pretty much crazy experience which is existance itself!
I enjoy using psychedelics, but honestly, doing yoga and meditation helped me cope with actual problems way more than psychedelics ever could.
I think psychedelics can be helpful if used properly, but they're massively overrated and often abused.
In other words, do not expect that consuming some chemical will fix any of your problems. It's more likely it'll only create new problems unless you're very cautious about how and why you use them.
my personal experience is what will work for EVERYONE . Listen to me , I bear the word of the messiah
I agree with everything you said except for the abused part. If you know anyone who trips on the daily their no fukn human period.
Im looking forward to may when the mushies grow. Iv never done them but i just want to do drugs for fun not home improvement.
do them with yoga and meditation
well maybe yes, but most of people don't try psychedelics for solving problems, i want to do it because it sounds really fun, and you can get good experiencies from it, awesome ones, and see things you will never see without them. maybe it sounds like a stupid reason, but what is life if it isn't a combination of experiences?
next video: my son accidently ate 27 tabs of acid. he is now breakdancing on the ceiling fan humming beethoven
Aj 40_oz ouch. Sorry to hear that.
Aj 40_oz xD
Shrek don’t be this guy..
Aj 40_oz lol
Aj 40_oz 😂😂😂
No judgements, you're doing the right thing man
Good for you man ....nothing like having a kid ,good vibes
I freaking knew this was going to be about a baby...
The most powerful drug on the planet is love my friend. Enjoy life's biggest trip. You will be a very wise and loving father. I appreciate the honesty, and thank you for the videos you've given us :)
drugs have to be consumed u can't consume love...
Paige Reid Riley Reid's sister
do*right why....
You deserve all the subscribers and views you are getting, you're doing god's work here. I learned so mch
Okay congrats on the baby. Do Crack vs meth next
the giant midget lmaoo this is fucking hilarious
hahahahaah
This dude is legit. Fuck judgement man. Your content is a strong tool in the fight against drugs. Wish I had youtube back when I was experimenting. Stay away from opiotes. They will take your soul.
Truth!
Such an honest, down to earth man with a beautiful family! Goes to show phsychadelics can't ruin an amazing soul like yourself ! Keep on keepin on man✌️
Can LSD kill your ego? I dosed by myself, had a great trip, it was amazing. I realized truths, I realized my fullest potential, I realized my talents and what I'm capable of, but I also feel like I'm so content with myself, there is no will to be better. There is no desire to be better than others, there is no urge to pursue things and pursue things that I am capable of because I feel like it killed my ego. I'm kinda just living life.. I don't want to be around people, I don't want to mingle with my peers because I don't feel the need to. It's really frustrating because I want to accomplish things, but I've been so humbled by it that I can't. Will this go away?
Kelly Phelps i dont know... been living this nightmare for 2 years now
c-bass the second for real?
I always wonder what other people think or do with their life. the art of life is just this one time and by killing your ego and realizing a lot about you it kinda looses its meaning. we know almost everything about us but to me there's nothing more interesting than the people around me. at first I would stay home and not talk to anyone, heck I delete it all my social media accounts because of it. after coming back I realize how much everyone changed from friends to family and it triggered me to learn more about them since I know all about me. I really don't know how to explain this, it's difficult to put it in words. I'll try to come with some meaning or definition for this, I would really like to help you, I know how it feels but don't worry if I got out of it you can too.
Kelly Phelps It certainly can.
Pedro Reyes can you please message me or something because I don't know what to do about it I can't shake myself out of this rut.. it doesn't feel like depression but it feels like a contentment of everything and I wish it wasn't like that.. it's like okay now what? I'm only 17 so I don't want this to ruin the rest of my life.. I had goals and things I'd like to accomplish but this is making me feel like it's not worth it, I don't need to, I'm not worthy of this uk I'm not better than anyone , there's no need to. That's how I feel if that even made sense
So much respect for stopping when you have a child to take care of.
Congratulations on your little person. Cherish every moment- they won't stay little for very long. Life in itself is a trip. Enjoy the ride.
So now that you're more comfortable talking about your personal life on this channel, would you consider doing a face reveal soon?
*unzips from back of head* "GLARGGHAARGHHWAARGHHH"
I demand he shows his true reptilian self.
Charles Darwin you truly are on that good shit
Happy to be the 420th like on this comment.
BrianZ interestngly enough, the pic he showed on his DMT trip video was a reptilian. aka: demon
This dude is gunna be the chillest dad
Please tell me your name is genuinely Mike Hunt :') (MyCunt for anyone wondering)
You're a brave, bold, and beautiful woman. Cheer up!
Dom and bald xd
This is awesome! I took MDMA while drinking a lot of alcohol and I wish I’d seen this channel before then. Thanks dude!
A.J. Reed what a comment 😂😂😂
Congrats man!
Donald Trump legalize all drugs big don
But legalizing drugs would not only provide the country with more money, it would take it out of the hands of criminals.
+SurreallTV
#1 We already do this with Alcohol. Legalizing drugs would be nothing like legalizing theft. Theft and murder is one person acting on another unwilling person. Legalizing drugs would only let those who want to take them, take them.
#2 I didn't mean that it would take the drugs out of criminals hands. Only that it would take the money out of their hands. Most if not all of their customers would be going to get their drugs legally because it would be cheaper, and "safer". By safer I mean that you don't really know what you're getting from a criminal. From the government, you'd know that your DMT is actually DMT and there's no need for a test kit.
I agree that drugs will cause harm and destruction to those who misuse them, but this already happens and can't exactly be solved unless you eradicate all drugs and make sure they cannot be created. Why not turn this negative into a positive?
+SurrealTV
Well that's too bad. I'm sorry you have no time to actually provide a rebuttal to anything I say. Not sure why you imply I'm not dealing in facts. Point out anything false I said if you want to talk about facts. It kind of seems like you have nothing which you call "not having time" but I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. It's unfortunate that someone who's probably pretty smart is so close minded that he can't entertain the idea of an opposing opinion. Good luck and have an even nicer day.
iamnotafeline Don't waste your time. You're never going to convince someone like that. People think legalizing drugs is the same as saying it's ok to do all of them. Like there's people out there that would love to shoot heroin or smoke crack, but they just don't bc they're illegal. Which obviously isn't true. Legalizing wouldn't raise user rates, but it does lower crime rates, disease spread, and drug related deaths. War on drugs is a joke and just keeps our prisons full bc idiots think alcohol is totally fine, but everything else is the boogyman.
I wonder what would happen if you were on MDMA when you first saw your son
Good luck Adam, you're a great father
probably would be overwhelming tbh
WELL, birth (and breast feeding) naturally creates a release of a lot of oxytocin for mother & baby, so...
xVeplzz reminds me of a story. some old stoner dude i used to work with was on acid (as was his wife) when one of their children was born.
i wouldnt want to go through that important moment under the influence of anything.
Agreed!!!
If a father wished to 'enhance' his consciousness to prepare for the special moment of birth, I'd hope he would do so by embracing real spiritual growth from the moment of learning about the pregnancy up to the moment of birth (and of course beyond), but certainly not to take the 'short cut' of being on any kind of drugs, which seems like a grave disservice to the baby. (But part of me does have a sort of curiosity about such things, though the risks are too great for that experiment to ever seem ethical)
You taught me the way of the test kit. God bless
I cant thank you enough for what you're doing. Every video is always a good watch and your honesty is what i really love. Keep up the amazing work man
After taking dope (and i mean every drug, even cannabis) it seems people have this constant desire to reachieve that dream world. I have abused acid, done shrooms a couple times and am a pothead.. (Which isnt anything to brag about but thats my life as of right now.)
But Im glad you have realized life isnt just about getting high, you see the true beauty in life when you create one lol.
Psychedelics are amazing and also let you observe the beauty, but people, just use them responsibly and remember your priorities!!! I knew there was a good reason I subscribed to your channel.
I delivered my child at home, one thing is you don't ever grasp being human until you become a parent.
Good luck!
That's why I'll never have a kid.. you cannot put yourself first from that point on. Call me selfish but it's my life I don't want to spend it worrying Or no being able to do me
Pack044 Exactly my thoughts. We should be free to make that choice.
Pack044 Same. If I got a wife, I'd only hope she wouldn't want to have a kid.
Pack044 Humanity needs low tier humans like you.
Google Translator, take the red pill man; not everyone has to live a traditional lifestyle.
true dat
The cupboard looks so shocked at the news
Great spot!
👀
Lmfao!!! I'm dead wtf you're right 😂😂🤣🤣
Bro are you a dad
Edit: yeah you are
I'mthewalrus
LSD,MDMA,DMT
Astronomy guy The names he'd give his children?
DeformedBear
No only lsd, im still going.
Crown the empire meance" on lsd is awesome btw
That is so heart warming! We all gotta grow up sooner or later. I honestly have been turned off by them too but if I see something test clean ever again in this eth, rack, eroin, ath salt country I would take trying to break my drinking issue.. MAPS is doing great work.. So glad you have a healthy perfect little baby and family sir!! You never owed us any explanation.
Luv ya for the honesty. Stay strong and embrace it. Peace and best wishes.
Someone peer pressured me into taking a bean back in '99 and it changed the outcome of my life both good and bad. Now that Canada is pumping out PMMA instead has turned me off. Some of the best Experiences in my life were after taking one pill. Others include family, Church etc. Can't imagine my own child.
right when you said you had a bigger responsibility than drugs, I instantly thought you had a kid. it's really adorable and I'm glad you're being responsible man!
honestly watching this 2 years later for the 1st time just made me subscribe love seeing this type of content
Great video :)
Simon du Lümmel! Hätte ich mir eigentlich denken können, dass du seine Videos ebenfalls guckst. LG :-D
OPEN MIND Simon bester Mann. Gleich nach upload kommentiert :)
Bin ein riesen Fan
Hat er ja auch schon in nem Video gesagt :D
OPEN MIND :)
OPEN MIND wehe du bekommst jetzt auch ein Kind und hörst auf mit Drogen!!!
I raised my daughter virtually drug free, except cannabis and drinking. Before being a father I was all about snorting, dosing, smoking and dropping. Today she is 25 and I'm also a grandfather. Cannabis and an occasional mushroom trip is about all I'm interested in. I think I'd like to drop acid one more time at some point. Congratulations, being a father will be the best experiences of your life. Even when it gets tough, like the teen years.
ThisIs Slammin reality would be good if people lived like u
start meditating yo, no drugs, no money, no drawbacks, just sweetness
you probably smell like cigarettes and piss
Ctancreation lmao
I'm not a bullshitter. I am able to experience deep states of meditation every day just by sitting down for 20 minutes and observing. It's really not what people think, it isn't like any drugs it's just a complete fucking coming back to the present moment. To reality, to actuallity. You finally understand your life in this universe. You don't really know anything more conceptually but you feel it. You are proud of yourself and you never felt so at home in your entire life. You just understand how your self works. It's beautiful but tbh I still smoke a joint every evening I like the relaxation and the funny aspect of it. Having the most fucked up thoughts and then realizing wtf you were thinking and eating pizza and listening to music and to be away from your problems for a time is just awesome. I never did DMT but I will do for sure some day. I explained to you how meditation feels, not how you get into a state of meditation. Don't take my words for it, then you will just try and copy a state of mind which does not lead to meditation. You have to follow no rules, just see what IS right now. Nothing more than that.
Sry for bad English I'm not English and 16 years old lol
Christiaan N meditate while high, it's even better. If I meditate just while high from weed, it increases my high and makes me feel even better and even more at peace. Get a mat, a candle, some binaural beats, and you are set.
Becoming a Father is why I stopped also. 👣
JUSKENZ my children have made me whole unlike any other substance could honestlly
I'm unsubscribing. Fuck off he loves his kid
IS IT SCOTT DID CHEYENNE PREDICT THE FUTURE
my mind has just blown.
FUCK YEAH SCOTT THE CHOSEN ONE. PREDICTED BY THE ALMIGHTY CHEYENNE
Lmfao
My EXACT thought!!!
That video was made the same month but the year before, so I'm guessing he knew a baby was on the way?
Did you name him Scott?
Everything you've ever done on this channel is toooooooootally justifiable. Your amazing, changed my life and many others, thank you and congratulations!!
I knew your first reason before you even said you have a baby. The way I see it is you've learned so many lessons from the trips now it's time to apply them to your "new" life. I came to your video because the mushrooms just aren't doing for me what they used to. And over the past year and a half of using them I have been given sooooo much information that I embody it in my day to day life. I took some yesterday and the "high" of it was fantastic but I realize I need to take the time to apply all these lessons because there not much more at this point there showing me. Maybe for you, wait til your baby is older and then more will come. As for me, I'm content in continuing to grow them so my friends can come to awakenings like I have. Stay blessed!
Should be fun when your kid is all grown up and starts watching your videos. :P You seem like a really good father though Adam, good luck to your family. I'm sure your kid will grow up into a responsible human being.
Oh and btw......awwwwwww!!! How sweet and what a cute baby!! ❤ Congrats to you and your family (9 months late)
He's got huge hands.
Alain Sadun you know what they say big hands big feet big shoes
I_bombhillsb big gloves n big socks
I_bombhillsb big hands means he has big fingers
and big toes. at least two of them...
micro dick actually
Sorry buddy,, your baby is an illusion... keep tripping.
JK.. good luck man!
lmao
Love the profil pic.
Congrats, and good luck to you and your family!
As soon as you said "a bigger responsibility" I knew it was a kid. I hope he's happy and healthy and you are all good
Congratulations on the son.
Nothing but love from right here. I enjoy that you are open & willing to risk your comfort to explain to your fans whats going on in your life. I love how raw & honest you are. You videos have helped me in so many ways. Congrats on your son. Hope his name is Scott. :) Had to join everyone in that wondering if he did predict the future. Don't worry about the negative shit others may say. You are a brilliant soul. Your son & wife are so lucky to have such a wonderful person to share this life with. Keep doing what you do & educate. I've used your videos as a tool to help others who are wrongly informed about drugs and plants that make you break out of what we feel is reality.
The kid is adorable.
Interesting that you find your son to be more satisfying than finding spiritual enlightenment.
Maybe there isn't so much wrong with the "normal" path most humans take, that is - go to school, get job, get girlfriend, found a family.
Merthalophor spoiler: there is no spiritual enlightment. its called balance and you only can truly get that in a true sober state.
+San91 I see. Drugs aren't a quick method to get enlightened it seems, then.
They never were, and there isnt much to get enlighted about besides being positive and help those who need it. i dislike the word spirit as well. by that i mean you get your consciousness from your brain. ergo any and all decisions are made there. not in some made up state of mind. its like taking blame from the brain. "its the spirit in me". so when we call it enlightenment we give those poor souls who still believe in healing rocks the idea that they just need to do a bunch of drugs untill they get to see god who then tells em their life path. lmao.
MrFreddy Consciousness is most certainly not made up. It is the very thing that separates mammals from rocks, and exploring your own consciousness can be incredibly enlightening. In doing so, you can find solutions to any problems you are experiencing and discover things you never knew that you knew. I do this each night through hypnosis. Your mind is more powerful than you think it is, and you are capable of accessing that power with the right tools.
Says he doesn't take drugs...but now will take prescriptions because oh that's not illegal? I thought your entire channel before was about the backwards way we look at prescription drugs vs psychedelics? So you'll take Adderall to work and Xanax to sleep now because your a grown up father? Too grown up to smoke marijuana or eat mushrooms. Man this video has ME trippin lol. Not mad or anything but wow that was a 180.
Is he named Scott though???
Whats this Scott reference haha?
CaveWang watch "lsd with autism a live experience" then you will get it
Maybe Cheyenne traveled through time on his trip.
"Great Scott!"... :D ua-cam.com/video/OsX2ME1i7F8/v-deo.html
Thank you for sharing your decision to be a good dad. Family first.
Life is about phases. Enjoy your next phase. Your honesty will make you are cool open and honest dad to talk to when you children are ready to go through their phases.
You rock.
And his name is Scott??!
Happy for you. I hold for certain you'll do great as a dad. Make sure your baby becomes an accomplished person before the idea of experiencing psychedelics (if ever) comes to her/his mind.
Julien M good advice !
Well my dad said to me that tripping around a child or an animal can be seriously wacked out... I did mushrooms around my dog once, and he kept trying to communicate with me, and his spirit kept making funny faces- weirded me out. they don't have ego like adults do, they still remember their future, and yours... it can be a lot to deal with.
FeyScribe Hahahah yea man a few months ago my friend and I were tripping on an oval and we attracted two dogs responding to our vibrations coming from the frequency we were emitting. Another time I came home with a friend from a fat acid trip and we smoked weed once we got home and we pretty much peaked harder than the peak and I could understand the universal law from my cat and his tail was responding to my vibrations. Pretty beautiful experience seeing the souls of animals so vividly:)
yeah man! you get it! hahaha... Awesome! I'm glad it's not just me
FeyScribe
I have also had similar experience with my dogs and it's so fucking cool. They just "be" you know? They don't have any feelings around it. They just are. Everything I was saying to them, they looked at me or responded and I could tell they understand and we're trying to have a conversation with me. The first time it happened I was like "I'm just high this isn't possible". But after a few times and then after reading this comment I know I'm not the only one. You explained it perfectly!!
I've been following your journey. No one really knows where there journey will take them. Thank you for sharing. I wish you the best.
Yeah, kids are amazing even when they are frustrating, sick, and your struggling. It's the best thing that's happened to me. Everything takes a back seat to them. Even if that is no one else's choice.
Best wishes.
I'm living in Germany and here is the only thing they tell you in school that the most drugs are illegal because they are bad and you have a 100% chance of getting addicted o.O
Aber dafür ist Holland schön nah ;)
Ya Germany doesn't have a good reputation in the world they haven't for about 75 years lol
Talk about depersonalization-derealization
Creus17 thumbs this up!
Creus17 Yes do this
Creus17 man I have learned so much upon this subject since I have been struggling with this since 2 years old and up to now it's gotten worse. But I really don't see depersonalization/derealization as a disorder and more of a enlightenment since in a way you are experiencing the truth. All of this is fake, reality doesn't exist and the fact that one can experience this is quite amazing. Many people see it as the most horrible thing on this planet but I see it as the most beautiful.
Creus17 plz!
Yes please!!
Yo, people can think what they want. You clearly know what's responsible and you know that your family is first. People can think what they want.
Mush respect brother. You did fill a gap, youve likely saved a life or two, you've likely opened a lot of minds. You've definitely done a great service to the young and more. We love you and what a lot of people may not know....Having a child is the biggest TRIP of all! Safe and loving Journeys!!!
I'm going to be thoroughly disappointed if your sons name is not Scott.
Am I the only subscriber who has never done hardcore drugs of any kind and am only here to experience the feelings of a trip through someone else? No? Just me? That's cool.
Damn wish i could say the same
Never tripped or done hardcore drugs, I was educating myself when I stumbled upon Adam's videos. Adam is a trip at times, but I like how the videos educate more then promote. P.s. Great video Adam
Tripping is not for everyone not even 50% of the population
taking low amounts of lsd etc is however for everyone and i still remember the 6 months after my first acid tab i was thinking in so many different ways. When you realize your brain can be reprogrammed you really start thinking about that ur personality is 100% ur brain and you can change it however you like
YOU are in charge
its wonderful
Same!!
Cute cliche
Fastforward to 2022.
"Lets do acid live on youtube"
You deserve it brother. First video I watched was one of the challenges and it got me hooked onto your channel. Mad respect for you and your channel. Good luck with your child. You will be a great father!
Anyone else think he looks like marty from mighty car mods?
Wesley Webster YES
I just thought this was his side channel :P
So was his friend cheyenne right? did he create the universe for "scott"
CaLL Me AfR0 yes
I always wanted to be a young mom. I'm 24 now, have been with my partner for 6 years and because of my parents constantly making me feel like I would be worthless if I had a kid and that I need to focus on the business I own, there's no kid for me even within the near future. So I just have a cat. But I wish so badly to be a mother and I feel like my time is running out.
Yeah you're telling me.... I own a salon and I'm also working on getting my associates as we speak. I wish so badly to tell them to fuck off trust me. I swear I always said I was born to be a mom and that's the ONE thing I want to actually truly do! Thanks for your input
Arianna IP you are in the perfect age for getting kids biologicaly, better than +30 years in therms of health. If you and your partner have enough money and the possibility to take care and feed the baby why shouldn't you! Can't understand your parents they should engage you to spread some Arianna into the world. I say this because it's funny, I'm 24 too and I don't want a baby at all at the moment because I think I'm too less developed in that sense and my niece even turns me crazy sometimes. But I definitely want kids if I find a nice girl. Maybe that's why I find you privileged that you could probably be a perfect mum in any regards or at least it seems you have the possibilities to.
Hightower yeah it's so weird... all of my friends parents tell me all the time how they wish their children were having kids and how they can't wait to be grandparents. And then there's mine like pretty much telling me "don't make a mistake and wind up pregnant. We don't want to have to deal with that" or like my mom always asks me if I'm using protection.... it just hurts that she's so adamant and almost like grossed out at the thought of me having a kid. My sister is a biomedical engineer, now a professor, and is 28 and married. I made a comment like I wanted to be an aunt so bad and my moms like "no!! She needs to focus on her career and build that before she can even think of having kids" like give me a fucking break. And you're right, I'm not going to be this age forever and if anything it will just complicate things later on. Also I'm hoping maybe you'll change your mind about having kids yourself! I feel like it's different once you meet "the one" and things you thought you would never do, you start to consider cause they actually don't sound too bad anymore!!
I see where they're coming from. I'm 25 and don't even have my life together. I work a full time job (at a revolving door warehouse) and if I lose that, I have nothing. At any moment in time, life could change for the worse or for the better. They want to make sure at any instance, you're settled and relaxed. If you needed to, you could be financially stable by taking a few months off. I see a lot of young moms nowadays just popping out kids left and right with no job. It's upsetting not only for the kid, but for the mother as well. Focus on yourself, and when the time is right, life will give you a blessing.
Official Twiggz your comment brought me to tears! Lol. I guess I've never looked at it from that point of view. But you're definitely right... doesn't make the fact any easier but you're right I suppose they are looking in my best interest. But my sister is completely financially stable, her husband is an aerospace engineer. And she is a biomedical engineer. So I'm not sure what the problem would be regarding her? In any way, thank you for opening my eyes to a different perspective!!
Thank you for everything you do. you've been a great friend without even knowing it. You've given me hope and light. I honestly might not be here right now if it wasn't for this channel.
Namaste
0 judgements here. None. Not one.
Last time i was this early u were wearing a lab jacket
It started with one bad trip. Then I had a bad trip 20% of the time. Now I only ever had bad trips. I can't take psychedelics without having a bad trip
Hideo Saeki That means you have serious issues in your life that you need to resolve.
Forgot you had a PhD in psychiatry...
Hideo Saeki probs cos you're a weebo
+Alex I'm not really that interested in Japan. I just occasionally watch anime
I strongly suggest keeping atleast 3 weeks between trips.
Congratulations man, I hope that you and your new family have many years of happiness and peace together. I also appreciate all of the lessons that you have thought me through your videos.