We are all on the way out- some sooner, some later- and none of us will be here in a hundred years. It's part of the deal- life is fleeting. You're a fine, intelligent man. We all have tons of regrets- serious, legitimate & appropriate regrets. I'm 62 and know a good bit by now. You're an excellent man.
Get some Ativan from your doctor..............forget about dying and just live as happily as you can......love to you and get something for your anxiety (Ativan).......don't fight just live and be happy..........don't let death loom over you - it's no way to live.....maybe it's real maybe it is not...........stay happy.........meditate focus on breath, it will calm you. Don't worry about liver............naps are good, helps your strength.............don't depress yourself with what you didn't" do.....we all have regrets - you have made no mistakes - you are a kind and sympathetic person.........love yourself!!!!
I'm a cancer survivor and I know the fear you are feeling.I still have fear of my cancer returning. I decided to live my life and not be afraid of what might happen. I'm praying for you and it's not over until it's over.
I’m 31 and dying of a neurodegenerative disease. I totally get what you’re going through. All of your feelings are valid. If you ever need someone to talk to, who gets it.. I’m here ♥️
Just found your cancer vlog today 11/10/20, my heart aches for you! I am in the medical profession and deal with death and dying on a daily basis. Not only do you have the right idea about establishing a legal will to designate where your things end up or who they end up with but you should also consider an advance directive for health care decisions to determine who will make medical decisions for you in the event that you cannot make them for yourself. Absolutely push through with treatment but in the event that it all becomes too much and you make the decision to stop aggressive treatment consider Hospice. I lost my father early in life to a gastric cancer that metastasized to his brain and liver, I watched as he struggled and fought to the very end because he was the single parent of 2 small children. If I had been able to tell him to stop I would have, his struggle was brutal beyond imagination and has left my sister and I with deep emotional scars. His illness was the impetus for my decision to go into healthcare and every time I have a conversation with a patient or a family member regarding end of life I always consider my father's struggle and his reason's for fighting and the peace he could have had if he had stopped fighting. Life is worth the fight!!! You are worth the fight!!! Your family and friends are worth the fight!!! But if you chose to put down your battle ax and kick back in your recliner...that's OK too!!! Peace be with you my friend!!! I hope you find the courage, the energy and the strength to get up every day and fight until you decide not to. I will be on the sidelines cheering you on every step of the way.
Well written very indeed... Hindsight is 20/20, but I have been through a similar case with my mum, so I understand exactly what you mean. It was 20 years ago for me and left me with horrible memories, was a teen at that time. I wish you all the best.
Ok there’s something really special about this guy. The voice, the message, the emotion. He’s facing something most of us fear, we are all going to be there. His story is not over it seems like a beginning not an end. As a Christian Im praying for this guy, we all fear death but it’s not an ending but a transition into something better. I ask all Christians to pray for this man and ask the Holy Spirit to touch his heart as well as all of ours. If he is to go on the greatest adventure ever may 1000 angels lift him up to my lord and savior Jesus Christ. As Steve Jobs said “ Oh Wow, Oh Wow, Oh Wow” !
Personally I think you are a bit of a legend posting this, there are so many people in the same boat as you just wanting to hear the thoughts of others in their situation. I think this is a very selfless thing to do by talking honestly about it all. I hope you can get your anxiety under control and wish you the absolute best.
I prayed for you. I had a friend with terminal cancer, she was given 6 months to live. She actually went on to live for another 17 years! She was always busy doing stuff, she helped look after her mother who wasn’t in the best of health and she never told her mum she was sick because she didn’t want to upset her and she thought her mother wouldn’t be able to cope with the news. Well, my friends mum got sick and passed away and my friend died less than 4 months later. She helped her dad sort out all her mother’s affairs, traveled abroad to sort out property they owned and then not long after getting back home and sorting everything out, she went into hospital and passed away. All that time later... 17 years after a 6 month diagnosis. I don’t believe it was a coincidence that she lived so long and then died so soon after her mum passed. My friend had a drive to help others and she did stuff for people every day. She ran a business and still went to work most days even if it meant taking nap on the job. She booked holidays every year and had a full life right up until a week before she died.. She continued all the family routines - simple things like getting fish and chips in every Friday night, planting flowers in the spring to watch them to bloom in the summer, redecorating a room. I guess I’m trying to say that she didn’t let cancer change her course.I believe putting her mum before herself somehow helped her go on for as long as she did. She told me of friends that deserted her after her diagnosis, she thought it was because they couldn’t deal with feeling awkward around her. Her partner of 10 years left her too and the crazy thing is, some of those people actually went on to die years before before my friend did. She was involved in some trials and she told me that every now and then an individual in the group would be cured or show no visible cancer so it’s definitely worth looking into trials. I don’t say keep fighting, I say keep living. Fighting is tiring and you need all your strength. Many very elderly people wake up daily and enjoy life even though they know they are knocking on heavens door. I know all this is easy for me to say bc I’m not in your situation but I believe you can still have a good life and possibly a long one!
I hate cancer so much. This young man should be living his life, not facing any of this. Your costume was absolutely amazing, Daniel. I figured it would be good before actually seeing it, but not THAT good! That coat is so dope lol
That costume for Halloween was the best I’ve seen! But man, I HATE cancer with a passion. It takes the most wonderful of people 😞. Your video came as a recommendation and I’d love to be a supporter. Just wish I could give you a huge hug! xx ♥️
Anxiety meds would really be helpful and anyone battling what you're battling would need it. I stumbled across your channel and I'm glad I did. Praying for you and that you get some peace along the way.
It ain’t over til it’s over, there are lots of treatments , but I understand your fear and it’s hard to see anything positive. As you said, you don’t know us personally, but you have generously shared yourself with us. We are strangers who care, who feel your anxiety and pain and are hoping and wishing and praying for you. Wise words about regrets.
I just spent the last 2 hours watching your vlog from the beginning. You’re such an articulate individual and May I say, easy on the eye... Thank you for sharing your life with us. And your kitties. I love animals so much. I also love your Halloween costume...outstanding, really! I will look forward to being able to see your horror stories too! You’re such a sweet guy. I’m so glad I found you.💗💗💗🐱🐱
Hey Daniel. My name is Rob and I’m standing by you bro. I wish I could put words to what I’m thinking as beautiful as what you do. That coupled with your gentle voice makes me want to listen more. +1 subscriber. On a lighter note, the 911 text you have set up with a mate is a fantastic idea and as for those Halloween pix .... wow!!!!!! That’s Hollywood scary movie stuff. Lots of bro love to you from New Zealand. 👍
It just suck though that god isnt real. It suck man but once your dead that is it. No heaven, no conciousness, just nothing. Kind of like before you were born.
I have lupus and when I’m feeling terrible I’m always told “you look so well!!” With that in mind I have to say you’re looking well today. Hope you get some time when you feel good enough to enjoy life a bit.
Such a honest man, its so unfair ,im crying watching this,he doesnt realise what an inspiration he is so brave to show people all these thoughts, your nephew will be proud of your a brave sole, i want to read your short stories x
Subscribed today! I wish you all the best. I work in healthcare and far too often do I encounter patients if you are in denial and are not prepared when their time comes.
😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭 so bloody unfair.... 3 years is a long time to fight But it’s in your nature not to toss in the towel yet You’re anxiety is so understandable You’re a legend dude! A fighter and a funny man...this is heartbreaking I so want you to recover I wish I could hug you! Comfort you somehow But I’m still sending positive vibes from Australia 🇦🇺
I love the costume!!!! Whoever took the pictures is very talented. I agree with Shootayib on the Ativan, or possibly go with Xanax or something a little stronger. I watched my husband die from liver disease in 2017 so I know about the distended stomach. He was a good man even though he was a lifetime alcoholic. I am a new subscriber with the bell on so I can catch all your updates, best wishes and love from me in Alabama.
I really do care about you, Daniel and I want you to know that I’m here, and I will be here until the end, whatever that end may be. It breaks my heart that you are going through this.. just know that you aren’t going through it alone. Stay strong, okay? I’m still praying for a miracle.
The pictures are glorious, your whole look knocked it out of the park. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us. You are a wonderfull, creative articulate force of nature, and I salute you.
The way you talk straight from the heart and convey it in such a creative way is a real gift, I would listen to anything you put out there. Love a good horror story too! Try to focus on and enjoy the now, no one knows what tomorrow brings.
Daniel , pls don’t beat yourself up about regrets & missed opportunities. Perhaps you could write yourself a letter forgiving yourself for those kinda things. It might make u feel less sad about the past. I hope we get to hear the horror stories cause you’re such a talented writer , perhaps we could pay/download it , so we get to keep a piece of you too. :) & that halloween costume was so cool & realistic , great job 😎
The saddest video I have ever seen 🙁 I seen the pain and fear in your eyes. I hope and pray the treatment will work for you!! Gosh I hate cancer!! Hugs to you always!! Your costume was absolutely amazing!!!! Loved it!!
You are so transparent, and I appreciate that. Don’t beat yourself up over stupid regrets, you cannot change the past. I think most of us have regrets, just not everyone admits it. You are in my thoughts. I am glad you made this video.
Most words and platitudes seem insufficient in addressing your current situation, but I want you to know that I would be so proud to be your friend apart from the internet. You are honest, caring, and and deserving of every kindness and support that is offered. Your life has meaning, and you, my friend, matter in the great scheme of life's unpredictable twists and turns. Noone wants to leave this earthly existence, but rest assured, you have made your mark, and will be remembered for your honesty and perseverence in the face of tremendous odds. I love you, my brother - you have greatly enriched my life. Thank you for being you.
Daniel, I stumbled across your videos just recently. I was drawn in by a thumbnail pic (previous video) of yourself. I immediatley felt and saw something behind your eyes that I beleive I needed to hear. I clicked on just based on that feeling, didnt even read the title, so the video could have been a squirrel running around a tree, or a grown man explaining how to tie shoelaces but I knew I had to see it. 😊 Now that I DO know your situation, I so desperatley wish I could provide some solace or peace or something. You know, you have been quite articulate about your thoughts and feelings but I feel there is something even deeper maybe words cant express. I wish I could sit with you, allow you to talk freely without judgement, & somehow provide comfort. Its really awful that I know a fellow soul is in need that Im unable to help with. Please look after your mental health as well. I so hope you have that person or persons in your life that you can really speak with. Someone that will hold your hand when something hurts, that will hug you when they can see you need it, will just listen. I will be watching and sending you a shit tonne of positive vibes from Australia. 😊😊😊😊 P.S. Holey moley, that halloween costume was frightening!! I loved it! 😃
I just found you today! I hear you. I see you . I'm here for you ! You are not alone in this time! I've been through Cancer with my Mother and my husband. It sucks ! I can tell you this from what I learned being both of their caregiver. If treatment is to much...stop taking it. My Mother battled for 5 years with what started as breast cancer. It metastasized to so many areas over the 5 year course. About a week before she passed away in my arms she had a very lucid moment and held me and told me that if she had do overs she would have stopped the treatments to have quality of life over quantity. My Husband said the exact same thing. We knew his was terminal from the beginning, but he chose to go through treatments that made him so sick and miserable that he couldn't enjoy the things he loved to do. Both of them got on a anxiety med which helped them so much !! As far as regrets...we ALL HAVE THEM !! Please Daniel do not beat yourself over your regrets ! I know how those regrets hurt and remind us of the should, would have and could have events in our life. You are not alone in that ! I'm a Mother of a son, possibly about your age. I'm a Grandma to an 18 year old Granddaughter that is figuring out her path. I'm a woman that lives with chronic pain due to several things, Fibromyalgia, damage from car accident and I have HepC. I'm not in your shoes, no one is, but I am here. Listening, praying and watching your journey ! Hugs from a virtual stranger from Kansas
Daniel, I just came across your channel and I want to thank you for sharing your feelings. It's helps others going through treatment and helps caregivers. My husband passed away in 2018 from Glioblastoma and he never really opened up about his illness. He did cry and say he didn't want to leave me though and that made me cry as well. I think it's great that you share your story and the love and support you receive must warm your heart. Hang in there and keep fighting ! Your still winning.😊😊😊😊😊 The halloween costume is awesome !!!
Do you have palliative care? They can help a lot of anxiety and help with other symptoms to make you comfortable, help with anxiety, and a lot more. It’s for anyone with chronic illness regardless of prognosis. Thank you so much for sharing your journey. We are all standing with you, and wishing you the best. You are a f*cking warrior. I really admire your frankness, and being so open about your thoughts and feelings.
Hi Daniel, Your video popped up, didn’t know you existed. I’m sorry for your diagnosis. You sound like a strong man. Cancer sucks I’ve lost 3 family members to cancer. May God be by your side. Keep the faith
Your emotional clarity and ability to express yourself is admirable is just a shame that talent has to be show through this circumstances. I send hugs and prayers from Mexico your way Daniel hoping the treatment helps.💗♥️💗
Listening to you... hearing you. I suggest you research NDE (Near Death Experiences). I promise there’s nothing to be afraid of. There is life after this and it’s AMAZING!!! It truly is the feeling of “going home”.
Daniel u are an inspiration and u are helping me see life and the importance of living it in an honest fashion and to have no regrets traci rossi South Africa
You can't wrap your mind around the thought of death. All I can say, is that this is very sad. I have son's your age and your so eloquent with your speech and in chronicling. I don't think I will ever forget your face and your story. As I age, I prepare in little ways. I've written my kids very personal letters in case I should pass. I say in case lol.. It's as sure as taxes, that one day I will pass. Your legacy will live on. Hugs from Northern Canada. I'm so sorry of what your going through, but thank you so much for sharing your story. Your Halloween costume was so amazing. Holy crow.. It could win prizes.
Oh my God. I hate cancer! It took so many from me and I was a cancer survivor for 25 years but now it's back...I have so many regrets ...🥺...Your videos have already stolen my heart and I just came across them. I see the pain in your beautiful eyes. Stay strong Daniel and reach out if you need!
Daniel, it is ok to be practical and you are so brave! I was a respite nurse for many years. I am so glad you are preparing for the worst, but living each day! Take one day at a time. Try to do or think of one thing that makes you happy and smile each day. It is hard. Don't regret your past. Everyone has regrets, but nothing can change them. Think of today only. Big hugs to you!! Keep reaching out when you are in low spirits. Remember, you still have today to enjoy!
There is a spirit energy that continues after the body battery runs out. I'm Dakota Sioux. An elder told me after we pass away we follow the north star to the center of galaxy milky way. And are spirits process thru a spaceport where we are recycled to another planet and become another being. And we don't know what kind of being we will become or what kind of world we will be sent to. I don't know if true but it's a cool outlook on after life. That would be amazing to continue on a journey like that.
Hi Daniel, I have been following you for a while, I have a partner with terminal liver cancer and my heart feels like it is going to break, I see him go up and down and I have seen him be frightened and I have seen him pretending to be ok when he is so definitely lot. He sleeps slot and is very weak, my heart goes out to you, I hope you have family support. Lots of love and positive energy that I hope may help xx
My heart goes out to you..Get the doctor to prescribe Ativan for your anxiety. ..do whatever you need to do to be at peace and have the doctor's give you whatever you need to keep you comfortable. God Bless you
Yes, take some Ativan. It works well and you don't feel totally spaced out. Also, they gave me some good anti- nausea meds, which really helped with my appetite. The liver thing is awful, but we are all praying you will come out the other side!
I just watched some of your videos. I understand that you are fighting for your life. I feel the fear you are going through. I hear you saying: "It's getting bigger and closer." And when you speak, man, there is no doubt left, that this is serious. You have my full respect, Daniel. But sorry. I see a man with incredibly beautiful warm eyes and a wonderful caressing voice and it makes me feel good. Strange. And magic. Greetz from Germany. All the best 4 u.
I will be watchin till then end! My father died from pancreatic cancer stage 4 and it took a year from diagnosis till death and it was heartbreaking I just want to understand more of what happened so that's how I stumbled upon your page your Channel. To sit there and be so what's the word you call it I'm not sure if I can even say because there's not a word for but to be strong for yourself and for others around you you are truly a blessed soul
Please God place your hands on this man and heal him. Prayers to you.
Amen 🙏🙏🙏.
God should have prevented Daniel from getting cancer in the first place!
RIP - his costume was unbelievable! I wish those pictures would go viral
11/22/2021 - RIP dear Daniel. You fought such a difficult fight. Praying for your dear friends and family. Sure going to miss you!
We are all on the way out- some sooner, some later- and none of us will be here in a hundred years. It's part of the deal- life is fleeting. You're a fine, intelligent man. We all have tons of regrets- serious, legitimate & appropriate regrets. I'm 62 and know a good bit by now. You're an excellent man.
Yes and a 100 years after we pass no one will really remember all the toil and joy we went thru.
@@waynewells1958 sadly It will be about 40 yrs….
Get some Ativan from your doctor..............forget about dying and just live as happily as you can......love to you and get something for your anxiety (Ativan).......don't fight just live and be happy..........don't let death loom over you - it's no way to live.....maybe it's real maybe it is not...........stay happy.........meditate focus on breath, it will calm you. Don't worry about liver............naps are good, helps your strength.............don't depress yourself with what you didn't" do.....we all have regrets - you have made no mistakes - you are a kind and sympathetic person.........love yourself!!!!
Such lovely advice! ❤️❤️
What AMAZING advice, please take it. We support you all the way ❤
He. Is being real!
its not easy trying to keep it off your mind
Trust in the lord for the forgiveness of your sins for the life after this
I'm a cancer survivor and I know the fear you are feeling.I still have fear of my cancer returning. I decided to live my life and not be afraid of what might happen. I'm praying for you and it's not over until it's over.
I’m 31 and dying of a neurodegenerative disease. I totally get what you’re going through. All of your feelings are valid. If you ever need someone to talk to, who gets it.. I’m here ♥️
I send my best thoughts to you as well.
You are brave Steph!! I'm so sorry!! I hope you have lots of love and support around you! Praying in Minnesota
Praying for you from Indiana 🙏❤🙏❤🙏
❤ Im so sorry
Thank you so much for all of the love ♥️🙏🏼
You have such a gentle soul. May God be with you and bring you peace.
Just found your cancer vlog today 11/10/20, my heart aches for you! I am in the medical profession and deal with death and dying on a daily basis. Not only do you have the right idea about establishing a legal will to designate where your things end up or who they end up with but you should also consider an advance directive for health care decisions to determine who will make medical decisions for you in the event that you cannot make them for yourself. Absolutely push through with treatment but in the event that it all becomes too much and you make the decision to stop aggressive treatment consider Hospice. I lost my father early in life to a gastric cancer that metastasized to his brain and liver, I watched as he struggled and fought to the very end because he was the single parent of 2 small children. If I had been able to tell him to stop I would have, his struggle was brutal beyond imagination and has left my sister and I with deep emotional scars. His illness was the impetus for my decision to go into healthcare and every time I have a conversation with a patient or a family member regarding end of life I always consider my father's struggle and his reason's for fighting and the peace he could have had if he had stopped fighting. Life is worth the fight!!! You are worth the fight!!! Your family and friends are worth the fight!!! But if you chose to put down your battle ax and kick back in your recliner...that's OK too!!! Peace be with you my friend!!! I hope you find the courage, the energy and the strength to get up every day and fight until you decide not to. I will be on the sidelines cheering you on every step of the way.
Beautifully stated!!!
As an RN, I agree with your words which were well written. I'm with you Daniel! Hang in there.... From Ontario, Canada 🍁 hugs
Well written very indeed... Hindsight is 20/20, but I have been through a similar case with my mum, so I understand exactly what you mean. It was 20 years ago for me and left me with horrible memories, was a teen at that time. I wish you all the best.
This comment is so true and I do hope that this brave young man considers either Palliative or Hospice Care.
How do you do these directives . As as wife can I make these decisions ?
Love the costume and the pics. Many hugs and prayers for you. Much love too.
Ok there’s something really special about this guy. The voice, the message, the emotion. He’s facing something most of us fear, we are all going to be there. His story is not over it seems like a beginning not an end. As a Christian Im praying for this guy, we all fear death but it’s not an ending but a transition into something better. I ask all Christians to pray for this man and ask the Holy Spirit to touch his heart as well as all of ours. If he is to go on the greatest adventure ever may 1000 angels lift him up to my lord and savior Jesus Christ. As Steve Jobs said “ Oh Wow, Oh Wow, Oh Wow” !
Personally I think you are a bit of a legend posting this, there are so many people in the same boat as you just wanting to hear the thoughts of others in their situation. I think this is a very selfless thing to do by talking honestly about it all. I hope you can get your anxiety under control and wish you the absolute best.
I prayed for you. I had a friend with terminal cancer, she was given 6 months to live. She actually went on to live for another 17 years! She was always busy doing stuff, she helped look after her mother who wasn’t in the best of health and she never told her mum she was sick because she didn’t want to upset her and she thought her mother wouldn’t be able to cope with the news. Well, my friends mum got sick and passed away and my friend died less than 4 months later. She helped her dad sort out all her mother’s affairs, traveled abroad to sort out property they owned and then not long after getting back home and sorting everything out, she went into hospital and passed away. All that time later... 17 years after a 6 month diagnosis. I don’t believe it was a coincidence that she lived so long and then died so soon after her mum passed. My friend had a drive to help others and she did stuff for people every day. She ran a business and still went to work most days even if it meant taking nap on the job. She booked holidays every year and had a full life right up until a week before she died.. She continued all the family routines - simple things like getting fish and chips in every Friday night, planting flowers in the spring to watch them to bloom in the summer, redecorating a room. I guess I’m trying to say that she didn’t let cancer change her course.I believe putting her mum before herself somehow helped her go on for as long as she did. She told me of friends that deserted her after her diagnosis, she thought it was because they couldn’t deal with feeling awkward around her. Her partner of 10 years left her too and the crazy thing is, some of those people actually went on to die years before before my friend did. She was involved in some trials and she told me that every now and then an individual in the group would be cured or show no visible cancer so it’s definitely worth looking into trials. I don’t say keep fighting, I say keep living. Fighting is tiring and you need all your strength. Many very elderly people wake up daily and enjoy life even though they know they are knocking on heavens door. I know all this is easy for me to say bc I’m not in your situation but I believe you can still have a good life and possibly a long one!
I hate cancer so much. This young man should be living his life, not facing any of this. Your costume was absolutely amazing, Daniel. I figured it would be good before actually seeing it, but not THAT good! That coat is so dope lol
Wow........ that costume came out great!!..... awesome work..... loved it
Biggest, biggest hugs to you. You are such a strong yet gentle soul. Such a lovely combination that this world could use so much more of.
I just found you! 131 first...I have to go back and watch them all ....your face is so kind.
This video so touched me Daniel. Hugs to you dear.
I wish I could hold your hand and give you a hug...sending love and prayers. 🦋🌈💜
My heart goes out to you Daniel, you have my prayers and best wishes.
You say you're afraid. I accept what you say. Along with that I see massive strength. Which in turn gives me strength.
Ill pray for you. And we dont know eachother like strangers but We CARE.
That costume for Halloween was the best I’ve seen! But man, I HATE cancer with a passion. It takes the most wonderful of people 😞. Your video came as a recommendation and I’d love to be a supporter. Just wish I could give you a huge hug! xx ♥️
Anxiety meds would really be helpful and anyone battling what you're battling would need it. I stumbled across your channel and I'm glad I did. Praying for you and that you get some peace along the way.
I like how your videos still show up. Life is a journey even after it ends
I see you
And your total honesty.
Words fail me
You are in my thoughts 💗
Stunning costume. I like your style. You are loved my friend. You are brave Daniel. :-)
You are missed.. a year later, here I am, watching your videos again, wishing you were here..
A shower of blessings and a big hug! Loved the Halloween pictures!
Awsome halloween costume !! Loved the theatrical setting too !
It ain’t over til it’s over, there are lots of treatments , but I understand your fear and it’s hard to see anything positive. As you said, you don’t know us personally, but you have generously shared yourself with us. We are strangers who care, who feel your anxiety and pain and are hoping and wishing and praying for you. Wise words about regrets.
Bravery personified. A good man. The World is a better place with you in it. My prayers are with you.
I just spent the last 2 hours watching your vlog from the beginning.
You’re such an articulate individual and May I say, easy on the eye...
Thank you for sharing your life with us.
And your kitties. I love animals so much.
I also love your Halloween costume...outstanding, really!
I will look forward to being able to see your horror stories too!
You’re such a sweet guy. I’m so glad I found you.💗💗💗🐱🐱
Hey Daniel. My name is Rob and I’m standing by you bro. I wish I could put words to what I’m thinking as beautiful as what you do. That coupled with your gentle voice makes me want to listen more. +1 subscriber. On a lighter note, the 911 text you have set up with a mate is a fantastic idea and as for those Halloween pix .... wow!!!!!! That’s Hollywood scary movie stuff. Lots of bro love to you from New Zealand. 👍
just remember that God is always with you and death is not the end!
Amen🙏🙏🙏.
It just suck though that god isnt real. It suck man but once your dead that is it. No heaven, no conciousness, just nothing. Kind of like before you were born.
@@jacobsjungle5676 Very well said!
@@jacobsjungle5676 It sucks that you've never felt the indwelling of the Holy Spirit! ✌bro!
Omgosh awesome pictures and setting. Bet your stories are just as awesome
I've said a prayer for you just now. I will continue to do so. May God bless and keep you.
Your kind and your a fighter and such compassion
Ohhhh and I love the Halloween 🎃 costume.... unreal!
scary awesome costume Dan! thinking about you every day and praying
I wish I could hug you....I cannot imagine how you are feeling but I wish I could bring you some solace 💜💜
You look like you stepped out of a Hollywood movie, what an amazing costume! Wow!
I have lupus and when I’m feeling terrible I’m always told “you look so well!!” With that in mind I have to say you’re looking well today. Hope you get some time when you feel good enough to enjoy life a bit.
So sad when I whatched this. You're a true human and a shining star. Always will be. ⭐
Such a honest man, its so unfair ,im crying watching this,he doesnt realise what an inspiration he is so brave to show people all these thoughts, your nephew will be proud of your a brave sole, i want to read your short stories x
Same....just. ...tears and more tears
Daniel You are LOVED!🥰
Sending you 💡💡💡💡💡
Awww, Perez, I like that... 💡 💡 💡
❤️..........................❤️.....................❤️
He loves following cancer people. I've seen him post on a couple. Even sent a video to this cancer youtuber peeweetoms who passed
Subscribed today! I wish you all the best. I work in healthcare and far too often do I encounter patients if you are in denial and are not prepared when their time comes.
😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭 so bloody unfair.... 3 years is a long time to fight
But it’s in your nature not to toss in the towel yet
You’re anxiety is so understandable
You’re a legend dude! A fighter and a funny man...this is heartbreaking
I so want you to recover
I wish I could hug you! Comfort you somehow
But I’m still sending positive vibes from Australia 🇦🇺
Praying for your peace of mind and physical comfort. 🙏💚💛🧡🙏
Praying for you!
Just found you on here. Just to say I am with you in spirit. You are so brave. Your costume is amazing xxx
I'm heartbroken for you Daniel. You're truly amazing, dignified and brave. And I love your photos, they're brilliant x
I love the costume!!!! Whoever took the pictures is very talented. I agree with Shootayib on the Ativan, or possibly go with Xanax or something a little stronger. I watched my husband die from liver disease in 2017 so I know about the distended stomach. He was a good man even though he was a lifetime alcoholic. I am a new subscriber with the bell on so I can catch all your updates, best wishes and love from me in Alabama.
I really do care about you, Daniel and I want you to know that I’m here, and I will be here until the end, whatever that end may be.
It breaks my heart that you are going through this.. just know that you aren’t going through it alone. Stay strong, okay? I’m still praying for a miracle.
Fantastic pics!!!
The pictures are glorious, your whole look knocked it out of the park. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us. You are a wonderfull, creative articulate force of nature, and I salute you.
You are loved! Please find comfort that I am with you!
The way you talk straight from the heart and convey it in such a creative way is a real gift, I would listen to anything you put out there. Love a good horror story too! Try to focus on and enjoy the now, no one knows what tomorrow brings.
Daniel , pls don’t beat yourself up about regrets & missed opportunities. Perhaps you could write yourself a letter forgiving yourself for those kinda things. It might make u feel less sad about the past. I hope we get to hear the horror stories cause you’re such a talented writer , perhaps we could pay/download it , so we get to keep a piece of you too. :) & that halloween costume was so cool & realistic , great job 😎
We all have regrets of our past
May Jesus hold you in His arms
Cancer has touched us all. That is the common bond. That is why you are not alone.
I posted the previous comment during the post.. now I have watched it all.. Your halloween costume!! all I can say is WOW
The saddest video I have ever seen 🙁 I seen the pain and fear in your eyes. I hope and pray the treatment will work for you!! Gosh I hate cancer!! Hugs to you always!!
Your costume was absolutely amazing!!!! Loved it!!
You are so transparent, and I appreciate that. Don’t beat yourself up over stupid regrets, you cannot change the past. I think most of us have regrets, just not everyone admits it. You are in my thoughts. I am glad you made this video.
Most words and platitudes seem insufficient in addressing your current situation, but I want you to know that I would be so proud to be your friend apart from the internet. You are honest, caring, and and deserving of every kindness and support that is offered. Your life has meaning, and you, my friend, matter in the great scheme of life's unpredictable twists and turns. Noone wants to leave this earthly existence, but rest assured, you have made your mark, and will be remembered for your honesty and perseverence in the face of tremendous odds. I love you, my brother - you have greatly enriched my life. Thank you for being you.
OMG amazing photos. Sending you some white light..............
Daniel, I stumbled across your videos just recently. I was drawn in by a thumbnail pic (previous video) of yourself. I immediatley felt and saw something behind your eyes that I beleive I needed to hear. I clicked on just based on that feeling, didnt even read the title, so the video could have been a squirrel running around a tree, or a grown man explaining how to tie shoelaces but I knew I had to see it. 😊
Now that I DO know your situation, I so desperatley wish I could provide some solace or peace or something. You know, you have been quite articulate about your thoughts and feelings but I feel there is something even deeper maybe words cant express. I wish I could sit with you, allow you to talk freely without judgement, & somehow provide comfort. Its really awful that I know a fellow soul is in need that Im unable to help with. Please look after your mental health as well. I so hope you have that person or persons in your life that you can really speak with. Someone that will hold your hand when something hurts, that will hug you when they can see you need it, will just listen.
I will be watching and sending you a shit tonne of positive vibes from Australia. 😊😊😊😊
P.S. Holey moley, that halloween costume was frightening!! I loved it! 😃
Try to remember my friend, its truly not a ending but a new eternal beginning. You have a beautiful soul. Love
Oh, Daniel....I’m so sorry and so sad. You are a true warrior my friend...lots of love and prayers 😘
I just found you today! I hear you. I see you . I'm here for you ! You are not alone in this time!
I've been through Cancer with my Mother and my husband. It sucks ! I can tell you this from what I learned being both of their caregiver. If treatment is to much...stop taking it. My Mother battled for 5 years with what started as breast cancer. It metastasized to so many areas over the 5 year course. About a week before she passed away in my arms she had a very lucid moment and held me and told me that if she had do overs she would have stopped the treatments to have quality of life over quantity. My Husband said the exact same thing. We knew his was terminal from the beginning, but he chose to go through treatments that made him so sick and miserable that he couldn't enjoy the things he loved to do. Both of them got on a anxiety med which helped them so much !!
As far as regrets...we ALL HAVE THEM !! Please Daniel do not beat yourself over your regrets ! I know how those regrets hurt and remind us of the should, would have and could have events in our life. You are not alone in that !
I'm a Mother of a son, possibly about your age. I'm a Grandma to an 18 year old Granddaughter that is figuring out her path. I'm a woman that lives with chronic pain due to several things, Fibromyalgia, damage from car accident and I have HepC. I'm not in your shoes, no one is, but I am here. Listening, praying and watching your journey !
Hugs from a virtual stranger from Kansas
Daniel, I just came across your channel and I want to thank you for sharing your feelings. It's helps others going through treatment and helps caregivers. My husband passed away in 2018 from Glioblastoma and he never really opened up about his illness. He did cry and say he didn't want to leave me though and that made me cry as well. I think it's great that you share your story and the love and support you receive must warm your heart. Hang in there and keep fighting ! Your still winning.😊😊😊😊😊 The halloween costume is awesome !!!
Loved the Halloween photos btw....you have beautiful eyes!
Do you have palliative care? They can help a lot of anxiety and help with other symptoms to make you comfortable, help with anxiety, and a lot more. It’s for anyone with chronic illness regardless of prognosis.
Thank you so much for sharing your journey. We are all standing with you, and wishing you the best. You are a f*cking warrior. I really admire your frankness, and being so open about your thoughts and feelings.
Great advice.
Hi Daniel,
Your video popped up, didn’t know you existed. I’m sorry for your diagnosis. You sound like a strong man. Cancer sucks
I’ve lost 3 family members to cancer. May God be by your side. Keep the faith
Your emotional clarity and ability to express yourself is admirable is just a shame that talent has to be show through this circumstances.
I send hugs and prayers from Mexico your way Daniel hoping the treatment helps.💗♥️💗
Listening to you... hearing you. I suggest you research NDE (Near Death Experiences). I promise there’s nothing to be afraid of. There is life after this and it’s AMAZING!!! It truly is the feeling of “going home”.
Daniel’s life advice #2 And when you build a bridge between you and another human being, as long as that bridge is important to you keep it strong”
That feeling...the anxiety and fear... I'd steal it from you like a thief if I could...
I would do the same. There are so many people who you've never met, who would take all of your anxiety and fear and pain in an instant.
Daniel u are an inspiration and u are helping me see life and the importance of living it in an honest fashion and to have no regrets traci rossi South Africa
You can't wrap your mind around the thought of death. All I can say, is that this is very sad. I have son's your age and your so eloquent with your speech and in chronicling. I don't think I will ever forget your face and your story. As I age, I prepare in little ways. I've written my kids very personal letters in case I should pass. I say in case lol.. It's as sure as taxes, that one day I will pass. Your legacy will live on. Hugs from Northern Canada. I'm so sorry of what your going through, but thank you so much for sharing your story. Your Halloween costume was so amazing. Holy crow.. It could win prizes.
I'm so sorry you are afraid. God will be with you. You are so precious.
YES! .HE IS PRECIOUS! I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES!!
There's always hope, don't give up yet, xx
Oh my God. I hate cancer! It took so many from me and I was a cancer survivor for 25 years but now it's back...I have so many regrets ...🥺...Your videos have already stolen my heart and I just came across them. I see the pain in your beautiful eyes. Stay strong Daniel and reach out if you need!
My heart is crying for you, you’re very strong.May God bless you a good health dear
Daniel, it is ok to be practical and you are so brave! I was a respite nurse for many years. I am so glad you are preparing for the worst, but living each day! Take one day at a time. Try to do or think of one thing that makes you happy and smile each day. It is hard. Don't regret your past. Everyone has regrets, but nothing can change them. Think of today only. Big hugs to you!! Keep reaching out when you are in low spirits. Remember, you still have today to enjoy!
Honesty is always a good look. ❤️
I’m so sorry you are going through this cancer crap I wish you well and pray you recover God bless you ❤️🙏😇
I’m Rooting for you Daniel. Sending love your way
I don't know what I can say to make this ok, it's not ok. You are a gorgeous young man and I hope you have lots of love and support in your life.
There is a spirit energy that continues after the body battery runs out. I'm Dakota Sioux. An elder told me after we pass away we follow the north star to the center of galaxy milky way. And are spirits process thru a spaceport where we are recycled to another planet and become another being. And we don't know what kind of being we will become or what kind of world we will be sent to. I don't know if true but it's a cool outlook on after life. That would be amazing to continue on a journey like that.
Hi Daniel, I have been following you for a while, I have a partner with terminal liver cancer and my heart feels like it is going to break, I see him go up and down and I have seen him be frightened and I have seen him pretending to be ok when he is so definitely lot.
He sleeps slot and is very weak, my heart goes out to you, I hope you have family support. Lots of love and positive energy that I hope may help xx
My heart goes out to you..Get the doctor to prescribe Ativan for your anxiety. ..do whatever you need to do to be at peace and have the doctor's give you whatever you need to keep you comfortable. God Bless you
Yes, take some Ativan. It works well and you don't feel totally spaced out. Also, they gave me some good anti- nausea meds, which really helped with my appetite. The liver thing is awful, but we are all praying you will come out the other side!
ooohhh I am so so so so sorry for you. Love from Belgium.
You came up on my timeline in Ireland. Praying for you Daniel 🙏♥️
You are a good man I can tell put your life in Gods hands you will go on to a much better place. We all have regrets for sure. God bless you.
Classiest costume ever. As a cancer survivor, I understand the fear and anxiety. My heart ❤ is with you, sweet man.
🙏💪Daniel ❤️💔 Love the pics 🤗
Cancer sucks and I am so sorry you’re a very handsome man you are in my prayers 🙏🙏🙏 I will be by your side!,
I just watched some of your videos. I understand that you are fighting for your life. I feel the fear you are going through. I hear you saying: "It's getting bigger and closer." And when you speak, man, there is no doubt left, that this is serious. You have my full respect, Daniel. But sorry. I see a man with incredibly beautiful warm eyes and a wonderful caressing voice and it makes me feel good. Strange. And magic. Greetz from Germany. All the best 4 u.
Love the Halloween costume. Very realistic...my thoughts and prayers are with you.
I will be watchin till then end! My father died from pancreatic cancer stage 4 and it took a year from diagnosis till death and it was heartbreaking I just want to understand more of what happened so that's how I stumbled upon your page your Channel. To sit there and be so what's the word you call it I'm not sure if I can even say because there's not a word for but to be strong for yourself and for others around you you are truly a blessed soul