lyrics I think I'm almost happy here, but I will never regret venturing despite fear Because everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive, so if this is reality, then I guess I don't regret the nights I thought that I had died Cause sometimes I feel like nothing, and nothing ever changes when changes consume me through these changing stages Everything we could have done differently is now just a memory And the love I hoped for is hanging on a rope and it's funny how artistic we become when our hearts are broken Through this constant collapse, the thought of relapse I guess it's safe to throw our bones back into the sea I guess it's safe to throw our bones back in the sea With this saltwater for blood and fear of falling in love, I'm almost happy here but I'm still moving I just want us to run wild, young beauty Because I always thought I would be okay, and some days I still feel the same, but everyday the same way I feel afraid to embrace grace, cause I know I don't deserve it And I know that I can't earn this, and I know that I can hurt this heart that I have grown within But it's a a given to even someone as sick as me Now I can breathe seeing that I'm not living in apathy So I guess we'll throw our bones back into the sea I guess it's safe to throw our bones back into the sea Come with me And I hope I stay alive because ghosts can't love through this broke love and turn to above In a quick dash, feel the impact on this car crash, and pray to God I can be forgiven and have my friends back Where we sleep is where we dream, and I haven't slept for days REM cycles are a memory of when I was sitting in a dorm room, thinking of how much greener the grass would be if I became a touring act some day But now I'm dreaming or sinking, most nights they feel the same since I can lose one friend, lose all friends and still not keep those demons at bay And I said all my friends are trees, with the roots in the earth, what hurts is that the branches in a community, we've labeled our hearts into a collective seam, into a collective faithless dream of empty courage and empty hearts Hollow light, hollow lovers, always falling apart. So I'll love life and let go and try my best to understand there's nothing new to know Though I didn't say it's true, I still feel the same, like I died with you. And I feel the strain, taking two steps back on these wooden floorboards, I'll beg for more, and pray this isn't just a retrospective moment. Not just a soul begging for catharsis, but rather the start of a new me and a real movement God forgive me
This was an epic journey through the entire Hotel Books catalogue. Starting with essentially a Nicole part 2, absolutely beautiful. All the hours of listening to their songs made this song that much better.
I'm almost happy Cam, thanks to yourself and Hotel Books for everything you've done for myself and thousands of people who take in every word you say to us.
I think I'm almost happy here but I will never regret venturing despite fear, because everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive so if this is reality, then I guess I don't regret the nights I thought that I had died cause sometimes I feel like nothing and nothing ever changes when changes consume me through these changing stages everything we could have done differently is now just a memory, and the love I hoped for is hanging on a rope and it's funny how artistic we become when our hearts are broken through this constant collapse and thought of relapse I guess it's safe to throw our bones back in the sea I guess it's safe to throw our bones back in the sea, with this salt water for blood and fear of falling in love I'm almost happy here but I'm still moving I just want us to run wild young beauty, because I always thought I would be okay and somedays I still feel the same but everyday the sameway I feel afraid to embrace grace cause I know I don't deserve it and I know that I can't earn this and I know that I can hurt this heart that I have grown within but it's a given that even someone as sick as me now that I can breath seeing that I'm not living in apathy so I guess we'll throw our bones back into the sea, I guess it's safe to throw our bones back into the sea (come with me) and I hope I stay alive cause ghosts can't love through this broke love and turn to above and a quick dash feel the impact on this car crash and pray to god I can be forgiven and have my friends back, where we sleep is where we dream and I haven't slept for days rem-cycles are a memory of when I was sitting in a dorm room thinking of how much greener the grass would be if I became a touring act someday but now I'm dreaming or sinking most nights they feel the same since I can lose one friend lose all friends and still not keep those demons at bay and I said all my friends are trees with roots in the earth what hurts is the branches in the community we've labeled our hearts into a collective scene into a collective faithless dream of empty courage and empty hearts, hollow light hollow lovers always falling apart so I'll love life and let go and try my best to understand theres nothing new to know, though I didn't say it's true I still feel the same like I died with you and I feel the strain taking two steps back on these wooden floorboards I'll beg for more and pray this isn't just a retrospective moment not just a soul begging for catharsis but rather the start of a new me and a real movement. GOD FORGIVE ME.
"...almost held failed potential; that it represented our ability to be just not good enough; that we had come to the brink of something beautiful, but fell short so many times, we crafted a word for it…"
My friend just told me she loves me but she can't be with me because her head says no but her heart says yes... going to listen to this song on repeat 🖤
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lyrics
I think I'm almost happy here, but I will never regret venturing despite fear
Because everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive, so if this is reality, then I guess I don't regret the nights I thought that I had died
Cause sometimes I feel like nothing, and nothing ever changes when changes consume me through these changing stages
Everything we could have done differently is now just a memory
And the love I hoped for is hanging on a rope and it's funny how artistic we become when our hearts are broken
Through this constant collapse, the thought of relapse
I guess it's safe to throw our bones back into the sea
I guess it's safe to throw our bones back in the sea
With this saltwater for blood and fear of falling in love, I'm almost happy here but I'm still moving
I just want us to run wild, young beauty
Because I always thought I would be okay, and some days I still feel the same, but everyday the same way I feel afraid to embrace grace, cause I know I don't deserve it
And I know that I can't earn this, and I know that I can hurt this heart that I have grown within
But it's a a given to even someone as sick as me
Now I can breathe seeing that I'm not living in apathy
So I guess we'll throw our bones back into the sea
I guess it's safe to throw our bones back into the sea
Come with me
And I hope I stay alive because ghosts can't love through this broke love and turn to above
In a quick dash, feel the impact on this car crash, and pray to God I can be forgiven and have my friends back
Where we sleep is where we dream, and I haven't slept for days
REM cycles are a memory of when I was sitting in a dorm room, thinking of how much greener the grass would be if I became a touring act some day
But now I'm dreaming or sinking, most nights they feel the same since I can lose one friend, lose all friends and still not keep those demons at bay
And I said all my friends are trees, with the roots in the earth, what hurts is that the branches in a community, we've labeled our hearts into a collective seam, into a collective faithless dream of empty courage and empty hearts
Hollow light, hollow lovers, always falling apart. So I'll love life and let go and try my best to understand there's nothing new to know
Though I didn't say it's true, I still feel the same, like I died with you. And I feel the strain, taking two steps back on these wooden floorboards, I'll beg for more, and pray this isn't just a retrospective moment. Not just a soul begging for catharsis, but rather the start of a new me and a real movement
God forgive me
Carolin Baker you the real MVP
Thank youu
I love the nods to old songs in this. Beautiful track, guys. You never disappoint.
right?? the whole song gave me goosebumps but those parts. Oh my god.
I love your remixes!!
right!!
I came here to hopefully see that someone caught it like I did. Fucking amazing man
I love that he put old song titles and heavy lyrics from each song into this
This is like a combination of all hotel book's songs.... Perfection, im out of words
This was an epic journey through the entire Hotel Books catalogue. Starting with essentially a Nicole part 2, absolutely beautiful. All the hours of listening to their songs made this song that much better.
Hotel Books is love, Hotel Books is life. ❤
i love how the lyrics allude to old tracks 🌻
This band has invoked so many spiritual moments in my life. I wish I had more people that could listen to this and enjoy the moment with me.
i swear Hotel Books never disappoints 😭🙌🏽
One of my favorite groups, glad they released another single.
once again, never clicked on a video faster.
hotel books you continue to deliver masterpieces.
Saarah Gilbert Ditto.
I saw this for second and clicked on it
love how a lot of the old songs are brought together to make a masterpiece
there's parts of older songs in this, omg i loved it
"It's funny how artistic we become when our hearts are broken"
*screams*
it's like one day Cam just decided to see how many of his old song titles he can sensibly put in one song
I'm not crying, it's just raining a lot over here.
This is such an amazing band. I’m so excited for this album
I'm almost happy Cam, thanks to yourself and Hotel Books for everything you've done for myself and thousands of people who take in every word you say to us.
Absolutely amazing. Cam smith never disappoints. This is probably my favorite spoken piece of work I️ have ever heard.
Just met him literally 30 min ago....he is the chillest person ever and just looking at him made me happy
Once again, he’s created a goddamn masterpiece. He deserves to be on the radio NOW. ❤️
I loved hearing this live last Wednesday and I'm glad I get to hear it again
I love them, so much.
Love all the references to your older songs. 💕
pray this isnt just a retrospective moment, not just a soul begging for catharsis, but rather the start of a new me and a real movement
I hold this band so close to my heart
I love how he mixed all his older tracks in this 💯❤
I think I'm almost happy here but I will never regret venturing despite fear, because everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive so if this is reality, then I guess I don't regret the nights I thought that I had died cause sometimes I feel like nothing and nothing ever changes when changes consume me through these changing stages everything we could have done differently is now just a memory, and the love I hoped for is hanging on a rope and it's funny how artistic we become when our hearts are broken through this constant collapse and thought of relapse I guess it's safe to throw our bones back in the sea I guess it's safe to throw our bones back in the sea, with this salt water for blood and fear of falling in love I'm almost happy here but I'm still moving I just want us to run wild young beauty, because I always thought I would be okay and somedays I still feel the same but everyday the sameway I feel afraid to embrace grace cause I know I don't deserve it and I know that I can't earn this and I know that I can hurt this heart that I have grown within but it's a given that even someone as sick as me now that I can breath seeing that I'm not living in apathy so I guess we'll throw our bones back into the sea, I guess it's safe to throw our bones back into the sea (come with me) and I hope I stay alive cause ghosts can't love through this broke love and turn to above and a quick dash feel the impact on this car crash and pray to god I can be forgiven and have my friends back, where we sleep is where we dream and I haven't slept for days rem-cycles are a memory of when I was sitting in a dorm room thinking of how much greener the grass would be if I became a touring act someday but now I'm dreaming or sinking most nights they feel the same since I can lose one friend lose all friends and still not keep those demons at bay and I said all my friends are trees with roots in the earth what hurts is the branches in the community we've labeled our hearts into a collective scene into a collective faithless dream of empty courage and empty hearts, hollow light hollow lovers always falling apart so I'll love life and let go and try my best to understand theres nothing new to know, though I didn't say it's true I still feel the same like I died with you and I feel the strain taking two steps back on these wooden floorboards I'll beg for more and pray this isn't just a retrospective moment not just a soul begging for catharsis but rather the start of a new me and a real movement. GOD FORGIVE ME.
Goosebumps for 3 years
I ordered my copy of the album today ❤️❤️❤️
Literally in love. Can't wait for the album to come out.
This is what i need right now. i just know that my ex are married a few months ago and having a baby soon. thanks cam 😭
THIS IS A HOLY EXPERIENCE IM NOT CRYING YOURE CRYING
Every single song makes me cry god damn it.
i like this song, he reads the lyrics not by singing, but by speaking.
Everything y’all put out I definitely relate to...
And I love how he uses older references and explains how.he feels about them now
Love love love. As always.
"...almost held failed potential;
that it represented our ability to be just not good enough; that we had come to the brink of something beautiful, but fell short so many times, we crafted a word for it…"
Oh my god amazing.
This speaks to my soul
LOVE
I was interested when I met him at a concert that he played at. It was different.
I still...fucking...miss you...
Holy shit, did anyone any one else get really excited when they heard all the song titles being used right on top of one another like this !!!¡
My favorite song is still mm/dd/yyyy. Such a powerful song!
Ma hart, ma soul
My friend just told me she loves me but she can't be with me because her head says no but her heart says yes... going to listen to this song on repeat 🖤
love this
Needed
Must listen on repeat now
Omfg this is beautiful omfg 😭
I fucking miss you Issy...
tears tears tears
Has someone got lyrics for this please ? :D
I’m so emo ?? Fucking bless you Cam ❤️
SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL
This is the song you use to intro your friends to Hotel Books cuz he references all his popular songs
I just want us to run wild, young beauty...
❤
Note just The lyrics but also the begging sounds like July and august
Fuck this is so good.
something new intertwined with some things old, good as always n yet :(((
Freaking hotel books
Hey
I feel like i know this song due to all the references
:(
Just another comment talking about how he put old song references in here.
I'm waiting for him to sing but it never happens.
i just want us to run wild young beauty
Also sounds like Nicole
if you mean nicole as in ex-twiabp, one hundred year ocean nicole, i'm very happy i'm not the only person who thinks this
What the fuck