verse 1: love you still even when you’re away i can’t feel, 4 am and i’m still awake i get chills when i see your name pain too real when i think of you i shake i wish that you never gave up said you wouldn’t leave, well now what? we built something from the ground up and now there’s nothing left for us and now im trying to overcome my demons this bottle in my right hand is my weakness you told me that i couldn’t be defeated who woulda thought it’d be you to break me i can’t trust, everything is changing now i feel stuck, your name is all the surrounds i wish, we had one more day but now that’s left is a new grave chorus: cry as i reminisce i can’t stand the distance cry as i try to quit i can’t stand the changes now you’re gone i’m alone it’s changing now now i drink to numb when pain surrounds i can’t stand the changes i can’t stand the changes verse 2: so now what, how do i move on? it’s tough and all i remember was the night we got lost cause that’s when in my mind we broke up even though i know we were never in love you know why cause you never felt the same but you lied and you told me, that i was to blame but you would never admit to truth it’s okay maybe it’s good the truth is never what you would say cause i could convince myself that we loved eachother i could convince myself that we always had one another but now i have to live with the reality that you lied when you said you were in love with me maybe that’s why i never said it back maybe that’s why when you died i relapse i was dependent on you for every little thing so not only did you die, when you left you took me chorus: cry as i reminisce i can’t stand the distance cry as i try to quit i can’t stand the changes now you’re gone i’m alone it’s changing now now i drink to numb when pain surrounds i can’t stand the changes i can’t stand the changes
Yo… I can totally hear NF saying the typical truth he spits when I’m listening to this beat!!! Awesome beat! Makes me wanna pour my heart out to some one…
ye this is where we was meant to be Grown up have a family but instead i shown you what love was supposed to be When i met you, full of insecurity, every bit covered there was no skin to see Its hard to breath, when it comes to you i don't even know where to start But now i taught you self love ye im torn appart You Took that love and torn my heart along with my best mate ye he played his part 6 years in the works, ye he was my brother Took what i love now im starting over Trynna get your life straight but your playing games, Post a story? Ye lets post another, Warren's story? Let's destroy another Ye, trusting you was my decision, proving me wrong was your choice So now i just blame it on me i don't even trust my own voice Thats where my issues are starting, im dont like playin, no games I don't believe in god but im praying religiously just hope one day this is a dream Friendships aint always what they seem, your boys telling me you kissed her, what you mean? Look, im not too bothered as long as shes treated well, 'Ye but he's got another girl in the picture' Go over and ask how she feel, but she don't care cus she can do same as well, this isn't the girl i know... oh well I used to know her but now its hard to tell, if shes hurt or if shes out of hell (no tells) Claim to understand her, but you'll never know her nearly half as well Now thats another story that im scared to tell. Theres a difference between that me and the me now, I don't follow other people, making my own route I'm differently wired but I know there's others like me But a different mind grows tired by the world that it sees I watch them follow each other with nobody to lead I'll never let them paint me as somebody I was never meant to be Here i am today finally able to say the words 'I'm me' Got rid of all my burdens, now they behind me, Playing game, running round stuck in the last scene And thats the difference between me and you bro, you can't define me Ye, helping you was my decision, throwing it back at me was your choice Was thinking about revenge but i was the bigger man, choosing the peacful life, no noise But whatever reason every time my name is mentioned, bad things come come out of your mouth Keep it closed, or ill have to do it for ya, keepin the streets clean Friendships aint always what they seem, your boys telling me you kissed her, what you mean?
Verse 1 dear god i slowly see that theres a change in me the fear id lose myself is like theres shackles that are chained to me maybe with the angles and the vision that you gave to me was given for a purpose and these thoughts are lowkey saving me sometimes in my head i question why some even pray for me cause im so used to dirt i feel as grace just wasn't made for me slowly with this journey i can see you paved a way for me knowing that your here keeps all gloomy skies away from me
This beat is too good to not write something on it, so here i go Im sorry that im like this, im really trying to get better Always in a crisis, i hope you'll still love me forever My life's silver lining, is everytime that we're together I dont have to fight it, because she treats me like i matter And i really like it, so i'll do anything to keep it Feels like she is psychic, she knows exactly what im thinking But its kinda frightning, cause now i dont want her to leave me I dont like to hide it, but i dont want to show her How im living and i know that thats deceving And i really want her to believe me But im scared of how exactly she will see me Trying very hard just to control my breathing, heart is beating Harder than i can remember ever feeling, i am dealing With the damage that i cant imagine healing, it is killing All the motivation i can gather so im never willing To go out of my room and stop just staring at the ceiling, its so thrilling I can see that ill be there before you kneeling
@@VANNNProd You're the amazing one. I found you this week and i already found like 10 beats that are simply sick. If you continue like this you'll soon be on par with boyfifty or tundra beats, so keep at it!!
@@thelittlesickle9108 You don’t know how much that means to me. Thank you so much again! And I’m definitely going to. 🙏🏼 Hope you have a great day or night man!
i just made an NF Typea Beat titeld "changes", i was searching it up and i found this, now im hearing it the 5th time in a row and i dont think ima stop soon
“She looks good on paper, and I know I’m a mess She’s got it all together, I won’t lie I’m impressed But even though she’s beautiful and perfect, it’s only on the surface, yeah it’s true She looks good on paper, But I look good on you…” She’s got the perfect life, a flawless scene Everything’s in line, she’s living in a dream Got the career, got the look, she’s got it all down But I see the cracks forming when there’s no one around She hides behind those polished walls But when she’s with me, they start to fall She don’t need to impress me, I see the real It’s more than just a story, I know how she feels She’s got all the right answers, the right moves But underneath, there’s something she won’t prove That all of the pieces don’t always fit She looks the part, but she’s faking it She looks good on paper, yeah, I can’t lie But when she’s with me, it’s just a disguise I’m the one that knows her heart Not what’s written in the dark She looks good on paper But I look good on you She’s got that smile, got those eyes But when we’re alone, she breaks from the lies I’m the one who sees her true She looks good on paper But I look good on you **Verse 2 (**1:28** - **1:58**)** They don’t know her the way I do She’s more than the picture that they all pursue Yeah, she’s got their attention, got their praise But she’s lost inside this perfect maze When it’s us, she lets go of the role she plays She’s good on paper, but that’s all they see I get the girl she hides beneath
Oh … Oh… Oooh… Yeah (Wondering ) (Blundering ) It’s been a lot of years I couldn’t define What we have losted here , Will time will ever define It’s been some things different here so there is some changes I know u don’t want them now Coz here u are me and u now Looking in the mirror of our own reflection Of re-flashing Corner in my mind Which I couldn’t deny It’s the real thing that’s ever happen to me Sometimes I wonder I ask why? Like what is the meaning of life Yeah It’s the present times of love, It’s will be remembered when the days are though ⏱️
I ain't seen the body of a loved one But if I was laying my eyes upon one, It'd still be the same thing: A boy in his late teens unable to face grief To say peace to his grandmother, Withering away in a hospital ward It gets harder while I'm coming to grips But now I've plunged in a bottomless pit I try to keep a clutch of my sanity By writing some songs, Instead I'm practicing metal I don't mean the genre, I'm talking 'bout a clip to my temple
I remember the first night we chatted Way back when my life so backwards When the only way I'd cope was thru the end of backwoods. When we developed feelings wondering who would act first Its like we both made a move the way you made me feel was so natural The way youd push me to do what i have to Dispite all the bad moves I cant erase you from my heart like a tattoo I think its sad that i had to Discover a demon who was living on the underneath The only time that we were good is if i could give you things. We started from the bottom We shouldn't break hecause if problems God knows that everybodys got em But i feel we giving up. How could you let them come between us When we both know that we need us So we gave everyone exactly what they wanted And our love is dead inside a house that was never haunted. The battle we done lost it Then hung our sacred bond on a gaultet I just been going thru changes Different areas different places Different people new faces Took my only shot so aimless Tried to block out all our memories How it all turned out like this It don't make sense to me Because Everytime I close my eyes your father's house is my senory And I just hate the fact that you don't wanna be with me But at least we tried We went on a fast ride Not expecting us to crash I Didn't know you thought I was such bad guy When your daddy kicked you out And you had no one around You and your daughter I never let you down And don't you tell anyone I didn't fucking try Your the one that let the separation get in your mind Cheat on me and let your friends get in-between you and I What that means that everything you say is fake Said you would stay that's fine I'm on my way Back to place that I don't wanna say Tho I have a feeling that I'll cave I'ma hoples piece of shit who just can't be saved Maybe you'll appreciate me more when I'm in the grave
You made life hell for me Running from all the pain you feel And grabing all the love I feel When you up and left I feel like a broken weel Look it hurts to kneel From all the long night I've prayed I've stayed Up at all hours of the night for you Praying that God repay every every unchanged due Look it's past curfew I gotta leave befor I start missing you
0:22 Bakit parang nag bago kana Uhh uhh Iisa lang katanungan nila Uhh uhh Pero dati parang di kilala Ngayon na tumubo ang bunga parang bida kana Uhh uhh Sa istorya na malabo na makita Na ikaw nag didikta Sa iisa na kontrabida
nie chodzi mi o siano, kiedy chodzi mi o szczęście. nie ważne, czy bogato, czy jak za dzieciaka biednie. jeśli kochasz to kochaj, jeśli walczysz to po więcej. nie jesteśmy stworzeni żeby dostosować siebie. nie ważne czy to bloki czy dzielnice na strzeżonej. nie ważne co powiedzą ważne jak widzisz to w głowie. choć życie tak jak wyścig, z każdą sekunda jest gorzej. to nie bój się małolat to tylko lekcja na potem.
Soul is embered, Bodys hungered, Now I'm Thinkin lesser, No recover, think my notes are bound to show I suffered. Hole uncovered, In my heart, because I know the love hurt Pull me under, All you ever did was learn to disappoint me, Now you left me unemployed and took off running, its annoying, Been exploiting every reason your avoiding every message I'm deploying, What it's showing I've had it with you, I could never plan to have a family with you, That's a big lose All you ever proved is that you Haven't improved Dammit it's to hard, To get the vision past you, I can't have you, I've been reminiscin Back to moments that we had, And I can't hold it past you, There's no goin back, I'm glad I caught the act you reacted too fast, to the clashes that we cant impact who'd imagine Id give what I had too, save what we had left, my thoughts surpressed, inside my head, I'm in a mad mood
I gotta change I gotta change I cannot make excuses No excuse to stay the same I been at the bottom But that’s only where I came I could never stay Cause God he lead me break my chains You know I believe him He the reason I’m still sane I ain’t popping no more pills Now I pop demons in his Name Giving God the glory cause I made it through the flames
Now I know I’m chosen And I know to die is gain I ain’t going back to all my sin I felt ashamed People said they love me they love playing with my brain Told me I was nothing justified it It was strange Had to learn forgiveness all my anger had me stained
Chips was on my shoulder Cause that hurt in me brought rage I was ready to go fight I rather die than be a fake I can’t see the point in living lies with all the snakes
Al Borde Derrepente caigo al abismo de nuevo, mirar tus ojos de frente ya me da miedo, nunca fue suficiente lo que di ya no me enredo, mentiras frecuentes seguir así ya no puedo, deja que vuele el tiempo que se lleve tu arrogancia, mientras yo me emborracho vendiendo ron por la distancia, lo teníamos todo terminamos en estas circunstancias, dormir me cuesta si aún en mi cama se mantiene tu fragancia, mi cabeza dando vueltas como un carrusel me tiene al borde, tú dices que ya no te hago falta y tú en mí dejaste un vacío enorme, aunque la silueta de alguien más tú sábanas adorne, se que será difícil que dejes de pensar en mi nombre, otro capítulo roto lágrimas de sangre lo mancha, que te olvide es fácil decirlo cuando no son ellos quien se marchan, la luna de mi constelación dejando una huella ancha, si tú fuiste la mala entonces por qué de eso a mi me tachan, me expreso de esta manera por qué no encontré otra, quería que supieras que le sigo siendo fiel a tu boca, el destino sabe lo que hace el nunca se equivoca, tal vez eras mi karma y merecía tener el alma rota, justo cuando me enamoré de vrdd de una loca, esta fue mi condena por haber actuado como un idiota, llámame cuando quieras estaré pendiente, por si alguna noche fría quieres que te caliente, se que no es lo mismo desde que estoy ausente, más sabes tú valor y el que yo te di no fue suficiente, bueno al menos eso dices cuando acabarán los días grises,
Support a family that's real pressure World crushes until you give and you press your Stresses into your home Stretches out into my tone Dresses up the idea to throw a stone Catches an old me who was prone To being down with taking someone under Take aim on their fault you'd think I was an eager hunter Triggered like it's open season Stuck with myself roping reason Into the argument when freezing The thought on love would be squeezing The anger out of the danger zone Slow to blow or I could just not
EVERYTIME I RAP I RAP FROM THE HEART (RAP FROM THE HEART) SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE IM TRAPPED IN THE DARK (TRAPPED IN THE DARK) IM LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT (LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT) BUT IM WRAPPED IN THE PAST (WRAPPED IN THE PAST) TRYNA GET BACK YEAH BACK TO THE START BACK TO THE START WHEN YOU WERE BATTLING DARK-NESS THEN TELL THE KID EVERY BATTLE YOU'VE HAD MADE YOU ONE OF THE (STRONGEST) SO GO RATTLE THE CAGE KID ONE DAY (ONE DAY) YOUR GONNA BATTLE WITH GREAT-NESS AND WIN (AND WIN) I BELIEVE IN YOU KID IF YOU CRIED YOU DONT GET IT I WOULD BLEED FOR YOU KID I AINT LEAVING YOU BUD I GOT DEMONS TO HUNT YOUR BLOOD OF MY BLOOD AINT NO DEMONS ABOVE. ONLY ANGELS AND THE ANGELS CAN SEE WHAT THE DEMONS HAVE DONE. CAUSE THEY WERE: TRAPPED IN THE DARK (TRAPPED IN THE DARK) WRAPPED IN THE PAST (WRAPPED IN THE PAST) THEY WERE: LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT (LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT) NOW WERE: BACK TO THE START (BACK TO THE START) THIS IS A RAP FROM THE HEART
Know I gotta change Cos each day the same, try to switch lanes, end back in the same place The same pain, the same ways , either dog or the Ammi haze, and I I’veblazed through another eighth, I lay dazed but wide awake, numb my brain but there’s no espace. No change, it’s all the same, No new days, just different dates - [ ] New picture the same frame, stars flickers but held in place,mixture of love and hate, an exiler to sea my I’m Every decision I go make teverything around me I break shoulders slowly giving in ain’t much more weight coudlr longer take. No struggle, no story made ,with no stress no mental gain, Without tests n all n at stake, how the fuck can I ever be brave what I f don’t taste what can take, then it’s pain that paves the Walton struggle N My lyrics They ain’t shoulders ll the tears all the pain, all the lyrics my minds create. a crack fiend achieving kore than I ever dreamed achieve Loren you got everything you need,’bl nothing Everything I break, calm to chaos I go create, Its no wonder im 28,n Im still yet to procreate with decisions i gone and made, Widecisions every decision - [ ] - [ ] Break into to fits rage, n - [ ] - [ ] mixture to - [ ] - [ ] decision or is it fate, exiled to my dream gone out of date, how am I supposed to believe fate decision I make the flickering the Every decision i make No changes WhyWhatever decision I make No matter I make There’s no change , there’s Cos these days are all the same, st the date the only changr change only These days j staring i I lay in dazed but and pray for a Each day play out the same. Tomorrow is today, just like it was yesterday, only just new dates Just a a new day but nothin changed same picture but new frame, gone n hitcha right in the face n each day, just all the same, new and I praise myself to be great, n always k n keep myself n try keeping and I pray to god the dog or ammi haze And i got d LDeep down
Day have change Since I been gone My name still the same My friends haven't been seen On my phone all of them cheated The pain i don't feel a thing My friends is my sin they deleted now I feel alone The pain is the same I deleted the hate On your comment God makes me King The day I be bless God I have a dream I completed my game I pass the test I don't feel like toxic Don't show me the content Day I sign my contract Can't wait to battle on the streets I'm out for pain get ready for combat I bring out my rage I'm already I removed your secret weapon I throw it away I know where the bomb at Your arful plans You already blow it Don't care where your mom at Go cry to your mommy I won't die for the im rocky Take your eyes off of Ronnie and focus on me I take my time your problem is you playing hocus pocus with me I changed lives I probably saved my lucky bonus for me but you kept me hanging off the hook I kept thinking I lost my looks Friends stay silent every day It never change No phone calls My friends always childish Everyday the weather is the blame No one home connection lost My life is just a challenge I play it my way It's just one fight in college I take it to the highway Don't drop off your cat on my porch Keep your wife away from me 29 days straight I walk off with my bat Like I want to end your divorce 29 games was my off break I don't need to spend time with your wife to end this year season finale Why I want to spend a dime in my wallet For the night be second time I end your career All I want is to spend wants mine once I'm done in college I walk out the door Principle called My name out to Claim my reward I got fiscal with the devil I talk about it with the Lord so he straightened things out I'm saving money for a game in my account
I keep on telling myself That it’s gonna be okay But see I’m lying Deep inside I got this awful pain Everytime I look me in the eyes I see it in my face Every night I’m really trying Just to escape this space Every person I confide in Man they turn the other way Get so lost inside myself I just wanna bang My brain All over the inside of this cage My fate Hangs in the balance of my own change My name Inside your mouth Tasting some type of way Yeah it’s sour ain’t it Keep on chasing Ill gotten gains A flower in the rain Doesn’t grow in 3 days But it’s been 3 years I still don’t feel great I don’t know if I got 3 more So there’s no time waste I’m figuring ways to fight up out of this state Hope I don’t stay Depression winning like every race Life’s a game An unfair one, it walks up to your place Knocks on the door the second you start feeling okay You open up and before you get say anything Knife in your gut, slicing out every little bit of your feelings I’ve had enough, keep the door locked Imma focus on healing Won’t open up, I keep it shut And they just think that I’m kidding Who are you kidding? I over analyze all my decisions Until I’m drifting away Inside of my own ignorance
I'm crying, by a bottle of pills with shots of liquor to add more thrills I'm dying to open that pack send them back like satan asked I'm headed down the road alone Knowing the only call on my telephone Is the voice of my Mother that loves who I am But the truth is mom, I hate this man My first verse.
I guess I wanna start by sayin you're the one to blame for this I chose this on my own so know that I don't feel no shame in this This aint the easy way, it's harder than my days have been Consisted of me sittin here just thinkin of you laid with him See I cant take it, I'm sick of bein the one who Gets left to be alone when you find someone else to run to Hate you cause I'll never feel nothin for no one but you That's why I'm sittin here and I'm starin down this gun tube FUCK YOU! Tell me how could you do this?? How can you sleep at night knowin my life is ruined? I walk around like a zombie my brain is muted These feelins are killin me bitch cause I am only human I'm losin this battle can't handle this shit no more Find me in a splatter brain matter up on the wall Cause I cant take it I feel like my heart is tore I guess that's what I get for fallin in love with a whore right? That's why I'm writtin you this letter To let you know I'm leavin for good I shoulda known better Than to trust you, I guess I should forget her But it's to hard to go on livin if we isnt together I said X2 You fuckin heartless bitch I hope your ass is hearin this I hope you know the pain you caused this shits got me delirious I'm serious, I wanna blow my fuckin brains out Goin home after this show and I'm takin Cobain's route This ain't how, I thought this fuckin shit would end With me dyin all alone and with you fuckin other men It's a sin that you told me that you would be mine forever When you told me you would marry me regardless of whatever Bitch you're fucked up But I wanna say somethin fore I cock this shit I hope you know that you're the cause of this I hope you go and talk some shit and get hit by some boxer bitch I hope you get an AIDS test and that fuckin shit is positive Flip your car on the interstate and get tossed from it I hope that you get ate by a monster and then get vomited If you start abusin drugs and you endin up lost in it I hope you overdose and both your babies end up foster kids And so I'm writtin you this letter To let you know I'm leavin for good I shoulda known better Than to trust you, I guess I should forget her But it's to hard to go on livin if we isnt together I said X2
Lately i dont know how im feeling My mind is empty im staring up at the ceiling You and I was the only thing I really believed in How could you just walk away without giving me any reason oh no You were great but your mood changed like the seasons While the Summer was nice your winter killed my wellbeing Seeing our pictures together brings me warmth when its freezing But i realize its probably just best to delete m I dont want to tho I just wanna know Do you still think about me when youre all alone You made me feel like theres something wrong with me well i did the best I could and I hope you know That Now Im feeling low, you had me feeling high When you said goodbye, i said i love you though I think thats probably what hurts me the most cause you moved on while Im left here all alone
Yo Život je čudo ludo Al zato igram mudro sve karte stavim na stol kažu da sam puko ne mogu stati nikad ja tražim samo još kao klinac brate možda sam bolji loš
Nf, changes beat I feel like i’m addicted to traps, remember nights on hells edge thinking it was my last, broken bottles on the floor make me think of the past, we should’ve listened when they said nothing in life will last, I still remember how it felt coming home, the sun was out, blue sky, couple kids all alone, couldn’t help but feel that something wasn’t right, it was wrong I heard them sirens on the way and then I answered the phone, a strange voice told me go upstairs, grab little David, lock the door, plug both of your ears, bunch of banging and yelling , that’s when I looking in the mirror, and saw little david’s face, confused and scared, he looked at me, and I looked at him too, said everything gonna be fine, shit look at you’re tooth, I can tell you just lost, that’s kinda cool, he said its gotta count for something, like a buck or two right? then I saw his little smile, thought he’ll be fine, cuz if he’s anything like me, then he can take the fire, if he’s anything like me then he walk in a storm and walk to straight to the eye and say fuck being warm I don’t care if i’m the only person that I got, at least I got myselfs back, and for the rest of and although we may not talk about it now, you being alive is something we both think about , late night drives just to get up out the house, going 90 in a 40 thinking how we’ll live out, you, cuz that’s what it comes down to, closing every door to block the light, it’s come down to, not just that, but also moving on without you, every since you left i’ve had to do some shit without you, like walking to the bus stop, or getting a haircut, or prom night when I was tryna find what to wear ah it’s difficult to say that i’ve been lost and i’m scared ah, music is the only place that I can air out ah you ever feel like you And to this day, I think about the why, why’d you have to leave if I still had a bunch of time, why’d you have to go and put the show up on the road, nothing I can do, don’t gotta tell me, I know, (SOUND ON SOUND) see, the problems that were bred to almost never be content, success breeds happiness engrained in our heads, and I get where you come from, you want more money, just remember that with money comes some things you never wanted, just think about how you got problems now, u got the rent, new baby, maybe she’s not around, life came around the corner by the age of 6, back when daddy had started working, taking extra shifts, see mom got a little lonely, that’s when satan hit, she took a breath for the last time on April 5th, And you were way too young to even know to spell the more I hid you from the pain, it’s like the more you felt and although we avoid it, I can always tell, you haven’t felt the same, fuck, you’re favorite words “oh well” see growing up I didn’t get along with all the other kids,
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The best sad beat i’ve heard in a while yo keep up with that 🔥
Thank you so much!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼
verse 1:
love you still
even when you’re away
i can’t feel,
4 am and i’m still awake
i get chills
when i see your name
pain too real
when i think of you i shake
i wish that you never gave up
said you wouldn’t leave, well now what?
we built something from the ground up
and now there’s nothing left for us
and now im trying to overcome my demons
this bottle in my right hand is my weakness
you told me that i couldn’t be defeated
who woulda thought it’d be you to break me
i can’t trust, everything is changing now
i feel stuck, your name is all the surrounds
i wish, we had one more day
but now that’s left is a new grave
chorus:
cry as i reminisce
i can’t stand the distance
cry as i try to quit
i can’t stand the changes
now you’re gone
i’m alone
it’s changing now
now i drink
to numb
when pain surrounds
i can’t stand the changes
i can’t stand the changes
verse 2:
so now what,
how do i move on?
it’s tough
and all i remember was
the night we got lost
cause that’s when in my mind we broke up
even though i know we were never in love
you know why cause you never felt the same
but you lied and you told me, that i was to blame
but you would never admit to truth it’s okay
maybe it’s good the truth is never what you would say
cause i could convince myself that we loved eachother
i could convince myself that we always had one another
but now i have to live with the reality
that you lied when you said you were in love with me
maybe that’s why i never said it back
maybe that’s why when you died i relapse
i was dependent on you for every little thing
so not only did you die, when you left you took me
chorus:
cry as i reminisce
i can’t stand the distance
cry as i try to quit
i can’t stand the changes
now you’re gone
i’m alone
it’s changing now
now i drink
to numb
when pain surrounds
i can’t stand the changes
i can’t stand the changes
Wow man! This is amazing.
Dope lyrics!
these lyrics are crazy fr
Crazy lyrics but this beat has been purchased by me
Very emotional one 💪💪
Thank you so much!
Yo…
I can totally hear NF saying the typical truth he spits when I’m listening to this beat!!!
Awesome beat! Makes me wanna pour my heart out to some one…
Thank you man! Glad you like it 🙏
We're stuck on past traumas that go over our head yeah its hard to forget
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Sorry I don't know what that means
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@@Faith-uo4qf it means
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Love this vibe 🔥
Thank you so much!!
I just want relief from my stress..💟
Don’t worry I get it
@@mjrd952 Good because that's what I was feeling and I don't know the rules to this game 😃💛
@@Binknew lol yeah. That song is so good
@@mjrd952 He sang it when I saw him a few months ago 😃💛
@@Binknew oh wow
really enjoy your beats Vannn, shits got energy
Thank you so much man! 🤍
FIRE ASF💥💥keep grinding brodie🤞🏼
Thank you fam!
Yes 🤘 been done long ago they can't hide no more
I fucking love NF and this beat is top quality!
Same and I really appreciate it. Check out more of my recent NF beats, bet you’ll like them too. Much love. 🤍
ye this is where we was meant to be
Grown up have a family but instead i shown you what love was supposed to be
When i met you, full of insecurity, every bit covered there was no skin to see
Its hard to breath, when it comes to you i don't even know where to start
But now i taught you self love ye im torn appart
You Took that love and torn my heart
along with my best mate ye he played his part
6 years in the works, ye he was my brother
Took what i love now im starting over
Trynna get your life straight but your playing games,
Post a story? Ye lets post another,
Warren's story? Let's destroy another
Ye, trusting you was my decision, proving me wrong was your choice
So now i just blame it on me i don't even trust my own voice
Thats where my issues are starting, im dont like playin, no games
I don't believe in god but im praying religiously just hope one day this is a dream
Friendships aint always what they seem, your boys telling me you kissed her, what you mean?
Look, im not too bothered as long as shes treated well, 'Ye but he's got another girl in the picture'
Go over and ask how she feel, but she don't care cus she can do same as well, this isn't the girl i know... oh well
I used to know her but now its hard to tell, if shes hurt or if shes out of hell (no tells)
Claim to understand her, but you'll never know her nearly half as well
Now thats another story that im scared to tell.
Theres a difference between that me and the me now,
I don't follow other people, making my own route
I'm differently wired but I know there's others like me
But a different mind grows tired by the world that it sees
I watch them follow each other with nobody to lead
I'll never let them paint me as somebody I was never meant to be
Here i am today finally able to say the words 'I'm me'
Got rid of all my burdens, now they behind me,
Playing game, running round stuck in the last scene
And thats the difference between me and you bro, you can't define me
Ye, helping you was my decision, throwing it back at me was your choice
Was thinking about revenge but i was the bigger man, choosing the peacful life, no noise
But whatever reason every time my name is mentioned, bad things come come out of your mouth
Keep it closed, or ill have to do it for ya, keepin the streets clean
Friendships aint always what they seem, your boys telling me you kissed her, what you mean?
damn, nice vibe
Thank you fam. I’m glad you liked the vibes!
Verse 1
dear god i slowly see that theres a change in me
the fear id lose myself is like theres shackles that are chained to me
maybe with the angles and the vision that you gave to me
was given for a purpose and these thoughts are lowkey saving me
sometimes in my head i question why some even pray for me
cause im so used to dirt i feel as grace just wasn't made for me
slowly with this journey i can see you paved a way for me
knowing that your here keeps all gloomy skies away from me
This is sick bro! :)
This is awesome 🔥🔥🔥
Thanks so much bro! Constantly supporting and I appreciate you for it. 🙏🏼
Perfect Song Good Luck Bro
I appreciate it brotha! 🤍
Straight Fire!!🔥🔥
Thank you so much!
This one is absolutely unreal man
Thank you bro! Glad you liked it.
This beat is too good to not write something on it, so here i go
Im sorry that im like this, im really trying to get better
Always in a crisis, i hope you'll still love me forever
My life's silver lining, is everytime that we're together
I dont have to fight it, because she treats me like i matter
And i really like it, so i'll do anything to keep it
Feels like she is psychic, she knows exactly what im thinking
But its kinda frightning, cause now i dont want her to leave me
I dont like to hide it, but i dont want to show her
How im living and i know that thats deceving
And i really want her to believe me
But im scared of how exactly she will see me
Trying very hard just to control my breathing, heart is beating
Harder than i can remember ever feeling, i am dealing
With the damage that i cant imagine healing, it is killing
All the motivation i can gather so im never willing
To go out of my room and stop just staring at the ceiling, its so thrilling
I can see that ill be there before you kneeling
This is amazing man. You should go ahead and record this one. And Thank you fam. I’m glad you liked my work.
@@VANNNProd You're the amazing one. I found you this week and i already found like 10 beats that are simply sick. If you continue like this you'll soon be on par with boyfifty or tundra beats, so keep at it!!
@@thelittlesickle9108 You don’t know how much that means to me. Thank you so much again! And I’m definitely going to. 🙏🏼 Hope you have a great day or night man!
Warrior formly
i just made an NF Typea Beat titeld "changes", i was searching it up and i found this, now im hearing it the 5th time in a row and i dont think ima stop soon
“She looks good on paper, and I know I’m a mess
She’s got it all together, I won’t lie I’m impressed
But even though she’s beautiful and perfect, it’s only on the surface, yeah it’s true
She looks good on paper,
But I look good on you…”
She’s got the perfect life, a flawless scene
Everything’s in line, she’s living in a dream
Got the career, got the look, she’s got it all down
But I see the cracks forming when there’s no one around
She hides behind those polished walls
But when she’s with me, they start to fall
She don’t need to impress me, I see the real
It’s more than just a story, I know how she feels
She’s got all the right answers, the right moves
But underneath, there’s something she won’t prove
That all of the pieces don’t always fit
She looks the part, but she’s faking it
She looks good on paper, yeah, I can’t lie
But when she’s with me, it’s just a disguise
I’m the one that knows her heart
Not what’s written in the dark
She looks good on paper
But I look good on you
She’s got that smile, got those eyes
But when we’re alone, she breaks from the lies
I’m the one who sees her true
She looks good on paper
But I look good on you
**Verse 2 (**1:28** - **1:58**)**
They don’t know her the way I do
She’s more than the picture that they all pursue
Yeah, she’s got their attention, got their praise
But she’s lost inside this perfect maze
When it’s us, she lets go of the role she plays
She’s good on paper, but that’s all they see
I get the girl she hides beneath
Nice beat!
Thank you so much!
Dope bro! 🔥🔥💪
Thank you brotha 🙏
Oh …
Oh…
Oooh…
Yeah
(Wondering )
(Blundering )
It’s been a lot of years I couldn’t define
What we have losted here ,
Will time will ever define
It’s been some things different here so there is some changes
I know u don’t want them now
Coz here u are me and u now
Looking in the mirror of our own reflection
Of re-flashing
Corner in my mind
Which I couldn’t deny
It’s the real thing that’s ever happen to me
Sometimes I wonder I ask why?
Like what is the meaning of life
Yeah
It’s the present times of love,
It’s will be remembered
when the days are though
⏱️
I ain't seen the body of a loved one
But if I was laying my eyes upon one,
It'd still be the same thing:
A boy in his late teens unable to face grief
To say peace to his grandmother,
Withering away in a hospital ward
It gets harder while I'm coming to grips
But now I've plunged in a bottomless pit
I try to keep a clutch of my sanity
By writing some songs,
Instead I'm practicing metal
I don't mean the genre,
I'm talking 'bout a clip to my temple
💛
Hijo bhanda Aja change bha cha
Life puroi game bha
Hasi Majak garne kto Aja sad ma dekhiraxa...
....
Live you nf
Aye! I hope you like the instrumental, man.
Fire
Thanks fam!
amazing beat man - what key is it in?
I remember the first night we chatted
Way back when my life so backwards
When the only way I'd cope was thru the end of backwoods.
When we developed feelings wondering who would act first
Its like we both made a move the way you made me feel was so natural
The way youd push me to do what i have to
Dispite all the bad moves
I cant erase you from my heart like a tattoo
I think its sad that i had to
Discover a demon who was living on the underneath
The only time that we were good is if i could give you things.
We started from the bottom
We shouldn't break hecause if problems
God knows that everybodys got em
But i feel we giving up.
How could you let them come between us
When we both know that we need us
So we gave everyone exactly what they wanted
And our love is dead inside a house that was never haunted.
The battle we done lost it
Then hung our sacred bond on a gaultet
I just been going thru changes
Different areas different places
Different people new faces
Took my only shot so aimless
Tried to block out all our memories
How it all turned out like this
It don't make sense to me
Because Everytime I close my eyes your father's house is my senory
And I just hate the fact that you don't wanna be with me
But at least we tried
We went on a fast ride
Not expecting us to crash I
Didn't know you thought I was such bad guy
When your daddy kicked you out
And you had no one around
You and your daughter I never let you down
And don't you tell anyone I didn't fucking try
Your the one that let the separation get in your mind
Cheat on me and let your friends get in-between you and I
What that means that everything you say is fake
Said you would stay that's fine I'm on my way
Back to place that I don't wanna say
Tho I have a feeling that I'll cave
I'ma hoples piece of shit who just can't be saved
Maybe you'll appreciate me more when I'm in the grave
🔥
You made life hell for me
Running from all the pain you feel
And grabing all the love I feel
When you up and left I feel like a broken weel
Look it hurts to kneel
From all the long night I've prayed
I've stayed
Up at all hours of the night for you
Praying that God repay every every unchanged due
Look it's past curfew
I gotta leave befor I start missing you
Dope
Лучшая минусовка ❤
I appreciate you!
0:22
Bakit parang nag bago kana
Uhh uhh
Iisa lang katanungan nila
Uhh uhh
Pero dati parang di kilala
Ngayon na tumubo ang bunga parang bida kana
Uhh uhh
Sa istorya na malabo na makita
Na ikaw nag didikta
Sa iisa na kontrabida
nie chodzi mi o siano, kiedy chodzi mi o szczęście.
nie ważne, czy bogato, czy jak za dzieciaka biednie.
jeśli kochasz to kochaj, jeśli walczysz to po więcej.
nie jesteśmy stworzeni żeby dostosować siebie.
nie ważne czy to bloki czy dzielnice na strzeżonej.
nie ważne co powiedzą ważne jak widzisz to w głowie.
choć życie tak jak wyścig, z każdą sekunda jest gorzej.
to nie bój się małolat to tylko lekcja na potem.
keep it up
Thank you man. And will do!
🖤
Aye thank you brotha!
Soul is embered,
Bodys hungered,
Now I'm Thinkin lesser,
No recover,
think my notes are bound to show I suffered.
Hole uncovered,
In my heart, because I know the love hurt
Pull me under,
All you ever did was learn to disappoint me,
Now you left me unemployed and took off running, its annoying,
Been exploiting every reason your avoiding every message I'm deploying,
What it's showing
I've had it with you,
I could never plan to have a family with you,
That's a big lose
All you ever proved is that you
Haven't improved
Dammit it's to hard,
To get the vision past you,
I can't have you,
I've been reminiscin
Back to moments that we had,
And I can't hold it past you,
There's no goin back,
I'm glad I caught the act you reacted too fast, to the clashes that we cant impact who'd imagine Id give what I had too, save what we had left,
my thoughts surpressed, inside my head, I'm in a mad mood
This is amazing man 👏
I gotta change
I gotta change
I cannot make excuses
No excuse to stay the same
I been at the bottom
But that’s only where I came
I could never stay
Cause God he lead me break my chains
You know I believe him
He the reason I’m still sane
I ain’t popping no more pills
Now I pop demons in his Name
Giving God the glory cause I made it through the flames
Now I know I’m chosen
And I know to die is gain
I ain’t going back to all my sin
I felt ashamed
People said they love me they love playing with my brain
Told me I was nothing justified it
It was strange
Had to learn forgiveness all my anger had me stained
Chips was on my shoulder
Cause that hurt in me brought rage
I was ready to go fight I rather die than be a fake
I can’t see the point in living lies with all the snakes
The blind follow the blind but eventually they gon see
The cost is so much higher in the end you’ll pay the fee
Thankful for my father cause without him I’m deceived
I never would’ve made it out that pit
Without my King
This is just amazing 🤍
Al Borde
Derrepente caigo al abismo de nuevo, mirar tus ojos de frente ya me da miedo, nunca fue suficiente lo que di ya no me enredo, mentiras frecuentes seguir así ya no puedo, deja que vuele el tiempo que se lleve tu arrogancia, mientras yo me emborracho vendiendo ron por la distancia, lo teníamos todo terminamos en estas circunstancias, dormir me cuesta si aún en mi cama se mantiene tu fragancia, mi cabeza dando vueltas como un carrusel me tiene al borde, tú dices que ya no te hago falta y tú en mí dejaste un vacío enorme, aunque la silueta de alguien más tú sábanas adorne, se que será difícil que dejes de pensar en mi nombre, otro capítulo roto lágrimas de sangre lo mancha, que te olvide es fácil decirlo cuando no son ellos quien se marchan, la luna de mi constelación dejando una huella ancha, si tú fuiste la mala entonces por qué de eso a mi me tachan, me expreso de esta manera por qué no encontré otra, quería que supieras que le sigo siendo fiel a tu boca, el destino sabe lo que hace el nunca se equivoca, tal vez eras mi karma y merecía tener el alma rota, justo cuando me enamoré de vrdd de una loca, esta fue mi condena por haber actuado como un idiota, llámame cuando quieras estaré pendiente, por si alguna noche fría quieres que te caliente, se que no es lo mismo desde que estoy ausente, más sabes tú valor y el que yo te di no fue suficiente, bueno al menos eso dices cuando acabarán los días grises,
Support a family that's real pressure
World crushes until you give and you press your
Stresses into your home
Stretches out into my tone
Dresses up the idea to throw a stone
Catches an old me who was prone
To being down with taking someone under
Take aim on their fault you'd think I was an eager hunter
Triggered like it's open season
Stuck with myself roping reason
Into the argument when freezing
The thought on love would be squeezing
The anger
out of the danger zone
Slow to
blow or I could just not
🔥🔥😮💨
Thanks so much brother. 🙏🏼
@@VANNNProdu only improve man fr, sick beat. keep it up
@@blitzzot1442 Thank you again brotha! Much love 🤍
EVERYTIME I RAP
I RAP FROM THE HEART
(RAP FROM THE HEART)
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE IM
TRAPPED IN THE DARK
(TRAPPED IN THE DARK)
IM LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT
(LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT)
BUT IM WRAPPED IN THE PAST
(WRAPPED IN THE PAST)
TRYNA GET BACK YEAH
BACK TO THE START
BACK TO THE START WHEN
YOU WERE BATTLING DARK-NESS
THEN TELL THE KID
EVERY BATTLE YOU'VE HAD
MADE YOU ONE OF THE (STRONGEST)
SO GO RATTLE THE CAGE KID
ONE DAY (ONE DAY)
YOUR GONNA
BATTLE WITH GREAT-NESS
AND WIN (AND WIN)
I BELIEVE IN YOU KID
IF YOU CRIED
YOU DONT GET IT
I WOULD BLEED FOR YOU KID
I AINT LEAVING YOU BUD
I GOT DEMONS TO HUNT
YOUR BLOOD OF MY BLOOD
AINT NO DEMONS ABOVE.
ONLY ANGELS
AND THE ANGELS CAN SEE
WHAT THE DEMONS HAVE DONE.
CAUSE THEY WERE:
TRAPPED IN THE DARK
(TRAPPED IN THE DARK)
WRAPPED IN THE PAST
(WRAPPED IN THE PAST)
THEY WERE:
LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT
(LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT)
NOW WERE:
BACK TO THE START
(BACK TO THE START)
THIS IS A
RAP FROM THE HEART
Changes ! are the things I've been doing no its still hard that my mom isn't here no more brother "
I felt that!
Превосходно завис на этом треке ❤
Know I gotta change
Cos each day the same, try to switch lanes, end back
in the same place
The same pain, the same ways
, either dog or the Ammi haze, and I I’veblazed through another eighth, I lay dazed but wide awake, numb my brain but there’s no espace. No change, it’s all the same, No new days, just different dates
- [ ] New picture the same frame, stars flickers but held in place,mixture of love and hate, an exiler to sea my I’m
Every decision I go make
teverything around me I break shoulders slowly giving in
ain’t much more weight coudlr longer take.
No struggle, no story made ,with no stress no mental gain, Without tests n all n at stake, how the fuck can I ever be brave
what I
f don’t taste what can take, then
it’s pain that paves the Walton
struggle
N
My lyrics
They ain’t
shoulders
ll the tears all the pain, all the lyrics my minds create.
a crack fiend
achieving kore than I ever dreamed
achieve Loren
you got everything you need,’bl
nothing
Everything I break,
calm to chaos I go create,
Its no wonder im 28,n Im still yet to procreate
with decisions i gone and made,
Widecisions
every decision
- [ ]
- [ ] Break into to fits rage, n
- [ ]
- [ ] mixture to
- [ ]
- [ ] decision or is it fate,
exiled to
my dream gone out of date, how am I supposed to believe fate
decision I make
the flickering the
Every decision i make
No changes
WhyWhatever decision I make
No matter
I make
There’s no change
, there’s
Cos these days are all the same, st
the date the only changr
change only
These days j
staring i
I lay in dazed but
and pray for a
Each day play out the same. Tomorrow is today, just like it was yesterday, only
just new dates
Just a
a new day but nothin changed same picture but new frame,
gone n hitcha right in the face
n each day, just all the same, new
and I praise myself to be great, n always k
n keep myself
n try keeping
and I pray to god
the dog or
ammi haze
And i got
d
LDeep down
This is really nice man! Keep up
Day have change
Since I been gone
My name still the same
My friends haven't been seen
On my phone all of them cheated
The pain i don't feel a thing
My friends is my sin they deleted now
I feel alone
The pain is the same
I deleted the hate
On your comment
God makes me King
The day I be bless
God I have a dream
I completed my game
I pass the test
I don't feel like toxic
Don't show me the content
Day I sign my contract
Can't wait to battle on the streets
I'm out for pain get ready for combat
I bring out my rage I'm already
I removed your secret weapon
I throw it away I know where the bomb at
Your arful plans
You already blow it
Don't care where your mom at
Go cry to your mommy
I won't die for the im rocky
Take your eyes off of Ronnie and focus on me
I take my time your problem is you playing hocus pocus with me
I changed lives I probably saved my lucky bonus for me but you kept me hanging off the hook
I kept thinking I lost my looks
Friends stay silent every day
It never change
No phone calls My friends always childish
Everyday the weather is the blame
No one home connection lost
My life is just a challenge I play it my way
It's just one fight in college
I take it to the highway
Don't drop off your cat on my porch
Keep your wife away from me
29 days straight I walk off with my bat
Like I want to end your divorce
29 games was my off break I don't need to spend time with your wife to end this year season finale
Why I want to spend a dime in my wallet
For the night be second time I end your career
All I want is to spend wants mine once I'm done in college
I walk out the door
Principle called My name out to
Claim my reward
I got fiscal with the devil I talk about it with the Lord so he straightened things out
I'm saving money for a game in my account
🙏🔥
Piano chords?
Copia el link y míralo en Chordify
I keep on telling myself
That it’s gonna be okay
But see I’m lying
Deep inside I got this awful pain
Everytime I look me in the eyes
I see it in my face
Every night I’m really trying
Just to escape this space
Every person I confide in
Man they turn the other way
Get so lost inside myself
I just wanna bang
My brain
All over the inside of this cage
My fate
Hangs in the balance of my own change
My name
Inside your mouth
Tasting some type of way
Yeah it’s sour ain’t it
Keep on chasing Ill gotten gains
A flower in the rain
Doesn’t grow in 3 days
But it’s been 3 years
I still don’t feel great
I don’t know if I got 3 more
So there’s no time waste
I’m figuring ways to fight up out of this state
Hope I don’t stay
Depression winning like every race
Life’s a game
An unfair one, it walks up to your place
Knocks on the door the second you start feeling okay
You open up and before you get say anything
Knife in your gut, slicing out every little bit of your feelings
I’ve had enough, keep the door locked
Imma focus on healing
Won’t open up, I keep it shut
And they just think that I’m kidding
Who are you kidding?
I over analyze all my decisions
Until I’m drifting away
Inside of my own ignorance
Amazing writes man!!
Amazing beat fam!!!!
@@zareddean650 Appreciate it brother. Welcome to the channel. 🙏
I'm crying, by a bottle of pills with shots of liquor to add more thrills
I'm dying to open that pack send them back like satan asked
I'm headed down the road alone
Knowing the only call on my telephone
Is the voice of my Mother that loves who I am
But the truth is mom, I hate this man
My first verse.
🤍
I guess I wanna start by sayin you're the one to blame for this
I chose this on my own so know that I don't feel no shame in this
This aint the easy way, it's harder than my days have been
Consisted of me sittin here just thinkin of you laid with him
See I cant take it, I'm sick of bein the one who
Gets left to be alone when you find someone else to run to
Hate you cause I'll never feel nothin for no one but you
That's why I'm sittin here and I'm starin down this gun tube FUCK YOU!
Tell me how could you do this??
How can you sleep at night knowin my life is ruined?
I walk around like a zombie my brain is muted
These feelins are killin me bitch cause I am only human
I'm losin this battle can't handle this shit no more
Find me in a splatter brain matter up on the wall
Cause I cant take it I feel like my heart is tore
I guess that's what I get for fallin in love with a whore right?
That's why I'm writtin you this letter
To let you know I'm leavin for good I shoulda known better
Than to trust you, I guess I should forget her
But it's to hard to go on livin if we isnt together
I said
X2
You fuckin heartless bitch I hope your ass is hearin this
I hope you know the pain you caused this shits got me delirious
I'm serious, I wanna blow my fuckin brains out
Goin home after this show and I'm takin Cobain's route
This ain't how, I thought this fuckin shit would end
With me dyin all alone and with you fuckin other men
It's a sin that you told me that you would be mine forever
When you told me you would marry me regardless of whatever
Bitch you're fucked up
But I wanna say somethin fore I cock this shit
I hope you know that you're the cause of this
I hope you go and talk some shit and get hit by some boxer bitch
I hope you get an AIDS test and that fuckin shit is positive
Flip your car on the interstate and get tossed from it
I hope that you get ate by a monster and then get vomited
If you start abusin drugs and you endin up lost in it
I hope you overdose and both your babies end up foster kids
And so I'm writtin you this letter
To let you know I'm leavin for good I shoulda known better
Than to trust you, I guess I should forget her
But it's to hard to go on livin if we isnt together
I said
X2
Nice one man!
@@VANNNProd Thanks, hopefully recording this in the next few days
@@BBones541 let’s get it brotha
Asragan Kim Edi Erishgan Kim Bo'ldi
abdiy Muxabatin Yakuni shumidi
O'zgardin Bir Kunda Yuragi Tor Unda
Bebaxo Sevgimizi Narxi Arzonmidi
Lately i dont know how im feeling
My mind is empty im staring up at the ceiling
You and I was the only thing I really believed in
How could you just walk away without giving me any reason oh no
You were great but your mood changed like the seasons
While the Summer was nice your winter killed my wellbeing
Seeing our pictures together brings me warmth when its freezing
But i realize its probably just best to delete m
I dont want to tho
I just wanna know
Do you still think about me when youre all alone
You made me feel like theres something wrong with me
well i did the best I could and I hope you know
That Now Im feeling low, you had me feeling high
When you said goodbye, i said i love you though
I think thats probably what hurts me the most cause you moved on while Im left here all alone
This is amazing!
0:32
🙏🤍
Take me out of this world sin this is the mothsfuckin shit
I ain’t willing to admit
7SA made a song to this beat bro its called "All I Wanted Freestyle " sus it out
Yo
Život je čudo ludo
Al zato igram mudro
sve karte stavim na stol
kažu da sam puko
ne mogu stati nikad
ja tražim samo još
kao klinac brate
možda sam bolji loš
Bro can i use this!! I just luv itt 🤍🪐
I'll surely write your name there ❤️🩹
Go ahead, it’s free for non profit!
@@VANNNProd omg thank you so much what's your Instagram?
@@VANNNProd the real one 🥺❤️
@@IDK_KRI_ Your welcome! My IG is: @vannnvibes
I did a song w/ this beat, what do you think about it? would appreciate feedback or any thoughts
I got you bro! Let me listen it in a minute bro
56 Smith
Nf, changes beat
I feel like i’m addicted to traps,
remember nights on hells edge thinking it was my last,
broken bottles
on the floor make me think of the past,
we should’ve listened when they said nothing in life will last,
I still remember how it felt coming home,
the sun was out, blue sky, couple kids all alone,
couldn’t help but feel that something wasn’t right, it was wrong
I heard them sirens on the way and then I answered the phone,
a strange voice told me go upstairs,
grab little David, lock the door, plug both of your ears,
bunch of banging and yelling , that’s when I looking in the mirror,
and saw little david’s face, confused and scared,
he looked at me, and I looked at him too,
said everything gonna be fine,
shit look at you’re tooth,
I can tell you just lost, that’s kinda cool,
he said its gotta count for something, like a buck or two right?
then I saw his little smile, thought he’ll be fine,
cuz if he’s anything like me, then he can take the fire,
if he’s anything like me then he walk in a storm
and walk to straight to the eye and say fuck being warm
I don’t care if i’m the only person that I got,
at least I got myselfs back, and for the rest of
and although we may not talk about it now,
you being alive is something we both think about ,
late night drives just to get up out the house,
going 90 in a 40 thinking how we’ll live out,
you,
cuz that’s what it comes down to,
closing every door to block the light, it’s come down to,
not just that,
but also moving on without you,
every since you left i’ve had to do some shit without you,
like walking to the bus stop,
or getting a haircut,
or prom night when I was tryna find what to wear ah
it’s difficult to say that i’ve been lost and i’m scared ah,
music is the only place that I can air out ah
you ever feel like you
And to this day, I think about the why,
why’d you have to leave if I still had a bunch of time,
why’d you have to go and put the show up on the road,
nothing I can do, don’t gotta tell me, I know,
(SOUND ON SOUND)
see, the problems that were bred to almost never be content,
success breeds happiness engrained in our heads,
and I get where you come from, you want more money,
just remember that with money comes some things you never wanted,
just think about how you got problems now, u got the rent, new baby, maybe she’s not around,
life came around the corner by the age of 6,
back when daddy had started working, taking extra shifts,
see mom got a little lonely, that’s when satan hit,
she took a breath for the last time on April 5th,
And you were way too young to even know to spell
the more I hid you from the pain,
it’s like the more you felt
and although we avoid it,
I can always tell,
you haven’t felt the same,
fuck, you’re favorite words “oh well”
see growing up I didn’t get along with all the other kids,
Ooo this is nice man! Keep up