Man this got me on my feelings. I was laying down in bed with my eyes closed and when X said ”good” and then that bridge hit I started picturing X dead in his car. He helped my through so much shit, he spoke like a true man, he was aggressive sometimes but he was young, he tried to improve but as life gets better something dark has to take place. Love you jah LLJ🕊️
Hey yall this is bad thinking i just want to take the time and say rq, if you are thinking of killing yourself please ask for help its okay to feel the way you do. No one will tell you to kill yourself knowing that you are thinking of doing that so. Ik thats like well duh dumbass but hey you never know.
For the longest time, I didn't know how to rest. I knew how to sleep: stay stationary until unconscious, but I didn't know you could speed the process up by relaxing your body as you try to sleep. This past week, I've slept the best I have in my life.
… she asked me this one time like a back in 2023 she is not dead tho but she asked me if I died today would you still love me and I said yes super fast and kept repeating yes yes yes she almost died the other day I will never let her down I will always love her untill the end of day 🙏🙏🏥 love you bea stay safe out there you can get out of this just take your time and recover 🥺🥺
@@T0yku dude she said if she was going with This dude she would let me know :( I think she finna break up with me even when I was literally for her WHEN SHE AT THE HOSPITAL I WAITED FOR HER AND AS SOON AS SHE GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL I CALLED HER AND I ASKED HER IS SHE OKAY AND KNOW SHE FINNA LEAVE ME this world is fk up man :(
The start and the rest of this so called melody it's unlocking memories I don't want to remember. My soul has left my body years ago now I am just a physically alive person who walking around the world. Sending a massage throughout this video if it's possible to end it for me just do it, thank you.
Liar, she lied, again again again again again again again again again again again again again and again again again, but i still stayed not because I still loved her, but bc I just didn't want to be alone again
She said this to me a few times, i always helped her from the backstage, but she never saw it. She's no longer my best friend now, and i dont feel sorry, but maybe she really has influenced me, cause i want to ask someone the same question
Please, end my suffering. I do something slightly wrong or forget to do something. Boom, screamed at, cursed at, harshly punished. This quote repeats in my head, but I know if I ask it, they'll pretend to actually care about me. I know it's all a lie. I forgot to do something, and my stuff got taken away, the next morning, she said she was sorry for taking it. I know she's lying. If someone is TRULY sorry, they'd make up for it. In this case they'd give it back. But yk what I was told. "Mow the front and back lawn first, THEN I'll think about it." I ask for stuff to be given back after being taken for no reason. NO. I have to work for it. All the screaming between. All the yelling. Half of it is between my parents, the other half is to me. My sister is completely fine, she never gets yelled at. But me? I can feel my feelings for things fading away. I get screamed at, I keep a stern face, and I get yelled at for that. "And you're just gonna glare at me?" It's amazing how different siblings can be treated. One of the phrases that stays in my mind is "I hate every f****** thing about this stupid f****** house, all of you are pieces of s***"... -My own mother herself.
Trust me take it all in don’t react be the best version of you only breakdown alone behind closed doors pull yourself together and become better when it’s your time to up and move you’ll be prepared for the worst and when it comes ir will not break you. You got this I believe in you
I feel the same way you do, it's as if we live the same lives, just as different people. I don't want to be here either, i don't want to hear everyones insults, i don't want to hear everyone's lies. My mother once kicked me out of the house just because I used an extension cord. I truly wish for my family to love and cherish me, but they refuse. I know how you feel, and i truly would miss you, I would miss you knowing the fact that someone out there was like me and I couldn't help them through it like the help i need. So when you ask who would miss you, think of me, because no matter if I'm a stranger or not, I would miss you.
Life a bitch and the worlds hell and no one cares about anyone’s feelings and we are like tools for the government enjoy the life now it’s going to get harder
why you don't wen't to be a muslim all the good thing just remember way we don't drink wayn becose it make us in animal level what if i tall you more if you wan't change to the good
what it cost to be sed i know we have bad thing just happend but stay stronge as you can stand remember that there is Countries without water and food, and children die every day
It’s a day of a guys life especially mine I don’t have a life. No friends, except family. I don’t go to school so I don’t get any social interaction with kids my age. Sometimes I cry alone away from my mom and dad to think about life and my dogs that have sadly passed away from getting shot and my great grandma that would make the best apple pies ever, and feeding the birds bird feed. I miss my old life of having someone next to me everywhere I go. 🥹🥲
Someone will, i don't know you personally, but i do know people die everyday and are born everyday. So, perhaps, I would remember you, would i miss you? I dont know, but keep going bro
Man this got me on my feelings. I was laying down in bed with my eyes closed and when X said ”good” and then that bridge hit I started picturing X dead in his car. He helped my through so much shit, he spoke like a true man, he was aggressive sometimes but he was young, he tried to improve but as life gets better something dark has to take place. Love you jah LLJ🕊️
I hope you’re doing well, Lord Jesus loves you. ❤
Recordemos que en su último tiempo, X estaba intentando poner su vida en orden. Ésto hace que me duela aún más lo que le pasó, no es justo... 💔
You can Hear the pain in his voice
I agree
Spinosaurus depressed now because of hate from rex fanboys
Yah I hear it (hate my life )
Love can be the most twisted curse
-Satoru gojo
FACT: No one will get what he wants unless he endures all kinds of bitter pain
Hi @vz11.0, Please retype this comment in english.
Good now?😕👍
@@vz11.0 its perfect now i can understand it fully
@@davethegreat689 ❤️❤️
fuck man, hitting me hard with that 😢
Heheheh...the good'ol days. I miss them a lot, 2010 through 2022, the rest of the years can be forgotten...God please help me.
True life’s a bitch the worlds hell and no one cares
People say they would. But its all a lie.
realest comment of the year right here
@@souljuhzs real
Or it could be the other way around
@@Thrill_enthusiast9 you're not wrong
Hey yall this is bad thinking i just want to take the time and say rq, if you are thinking of killing yourself please ask for help its okay to feel the way you do. No one will tell you to kill yourself knowing that you are thinking of doing that so. Ik thats like well duh dumbass but hey you never know.
For the longest time, I didn't know how to rest. I knew how to sleep: stay stationary until unconscious, but I didn't know you could speed the process up by relaxing your body as you try to sleep. This past week, I've slept the best I have in my life.
Oh how I loved her
… she asked me this one time like a back in 2023 she is not dead tho but she asked me if I died today would you still love me and I said yes super fast and kept repeating yes yes yes she almost died the other day I will never let her down I will always love her untill the end of day 🙏🙏🏥 love you bea stay safe out there you can get out of this just take your time and recover 🥺🥺
u got this man do not let her down keep her close to you and do not let go.
Thx dude
@@T0yku dude she said if she was going with This dude she would let me know :( I think she finna break up with me even when I was literally for her WHEN SHE AT THE HOSPITAL I WAITED FOR HER AND AS SOON AS SHE GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL I CALLED HER AND I ASKED HER IS SHE OKAY AND KNOW SHE FINNA LEAVE ME this world is fk up man :(
@@DarkLord10928you will find a better girl. Don't stress brother. You don't need her, even if you might think otherwise.
@@DarkLord10928 🙁
I like listening to this song to sleep it's so beautiful
The start and the rest of this so called melody it's unlocking memories I don't want to remember.
My soul has left my body years ago now I am just a physically alive person who walking around the world.
Sending a massage throughout this video if it's possible to end it for me just do it, thank you.
Liar, she lied, again again again again again again again again again again again again again and again again again, but i still stayed not because I still loved her, but bc I just didn't want to be alone again
Real😢❤❤
Real
xxxtentacion 🫡
She said this to me a few times, i always helped her from the backstage, but she never saw it. She's no longer my best friend now, and i dont feel sorry, but maybe she really has influenced me, cause i want to ask someone the same question
That's meaningful...😔😭😭
Real.
i miss u
Death....... Can I die.....? Do I have to live?..... It feels heavy im drowning slowly just fading away the darkness consumes me.
If you were in a room with others would they pick you.
real real
Please, end my suffering. I do something slightly wrong or forget to do something. Boom, screamed at, cursed at, harshly punished. This quote repeats in my head, but I know if I ask it, they'll pretend to actually care about me. I know it's all a lie. I forgot to do something, and my stuff got taken away, the next morning, she said she was sorry for taking it. I know she's lying. If someone is TRULY sorry, they'd make up for it. In this case they'd give it back. But yk what I was told. "Mow the front and back lawn first, THEN I'll think about it." I ask for stuff to be given back after being taken for no reason. NO. I have to work for it. All the screaming between. All the yelling. Half of it is between my parents, the other half is to me. My sister is completely fine, she never gets yelled at. But me? I can feel my feelings for things fading away. I get screamed at, I keep a stern face, and I get yelled at for that. "And you're just gonna glare at me?" It's amazing how different siblings can be treated. One of the phrases that stays in my mind is "I hate every f****** thing about this stupid f****** house, all of you are pieces of s***"... -My own mother herself.
It'll get better, it'll get a lot better when you get out, when you get away it'll be better, slightly lonely but better.
Trust me take it all in don’t react be the best version of you only breakdown alone behind closed doors pull yourself together and become better when it’s your time to up and move you’ll be prepared for the worst and when it comes ir will not break you. You got this I believe in you
I feel the same way you do, it's as if we live the same lives, just as different people. I don't want to be here either, i don't want to hear everyones insults, i don't want to hear everyone's lies. My mother once kicked me out of the house just because I used an extension cord. I truly wish for my family to love and cherish me, but they refuse. I know how you feel, and i truly would miss you, I would miss you knowing the fact that someone out there was like me and I couldn't help them through it like the help i need. So when you ask who would miss you, think of me, because no matter if I'm a stranger or not, I would miss you.
Life a bitch and the worlds hell and no one cares about anyone’s feelings and we are like tools for the government enjoy the life now it’s going to get harder
Every child deserves good parents, but not every parent deserves a child.
Dam the background look like god has abandoned us😢
Or is it the other way around
Live ist Hard and harsh.
My 2 dogs and my ant died this song man! :(
For how long 🙂
a second
a minute
a hour
a day
a month
a year
a lifetime.
why you don't wen't to be a muslim all the good thing just remember way we don't drink wayn becose it make us in animal level what if i tall you more if you wan't change to the good
@@wolfdz8163 im muslim and i had a stroke reading that
what it cost to be sed i know we have bad thing just happend but stay stronge as you can stand remember that there is Countries without water and food, and children die every day
@@wolfdz8163 I know, may Allah Guide us All
Je suis en déprime ..
you will become stronger by overcoming your depression, show who's boss. fuck them, it won't look better but you will become stronger yourself
real
She said I was low in her eyes
i wish it was true
I wasn't a lie for baby I miss him so much. Rip Alberto I love you an always riding for you an both of us . I never lied about ride to die
It’s a day of a guys life especially mine I don’t have a life. No friends, except family. I don’t go to school so I don’t get any social interaction with kids my age. Sometimes I cry alone away from my mom and dad to think about life and my dogs that have sadly passed away from getting shot and my great grandma that would make the best apple pies ever, and feeding the birds bird feed. I miss my old life of having someone next to me everywhere I go. 🥹🥲
Hey guys, I got a question. If I died would u miss me?
Someone will, i don't know you personally, but i do know people die everyday and are born everyday. So, perhaps, I would remember you, would i miss you? I dont know, but keep going bro
Yes and so will many others. Stay safe!!
Who would I give good night kisses to then 🥺
what did he say after she said yeah?
„Good“
No you didn’t, did he commited it after that ? Tell me, I’m dead serious
But they'll just mourn your death for day all a lie they won't even misss u 😂😂😂 i just wanna disappear at this point
😂
Would she miss me?
Gibt es eine Übersetzung dessen, was zwischen ihnen passiert ist?
The guy that talked is XXXtentacion. He’s dead now, he died from a shooting that took place when he got robbed leaving a motorcycle dealership
Me honestly..
bro life is just a lie
But would they really…
she probably just saved a life
fr...
He is dead
Is xxxtentacion bro💀
XXXT
Go missing
she is a liar.
It’s fake
No one would 😂
Who was the girl on the phone tho? is it the baby momma or the other one?