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*"We used to be great friends . . . remember those days, where we played in the sand and in the mud . . . playing in the mud all the time . . ."* *". . . great friends . . ."*
@NiMAH , he would. Sometimes he breaks character. Actually, his character never really is to make sense... None of them. So there is much possibility that he WOULD have said that...
As much as Benry (Benrey?) was the enemy, he still just wanted to be friends, no matter how much of an asshole he was...he's now all alone in his big meat pit playing PSP alone without Josh, Jefferum, Gordon or the rest. It's a fate worse than death when you know they won't be coming back.
*are... they going to come back..? am i alone..? i guess i am. ahaha. there’s no gettin outta this one, is there? guess i’ll just- yeah. this- this is fine. i’m ok.*
So it is a common theory that Benrey was the big villain solely because Gordon believed/wanted him to be. So he has all these powers that come with being a villain. Well once he is defeated and is no longer the villain, would he still have his powers? Would he be left in this alien dimension? Away from his Playstation and his friends? I saw someone say this made them feel both sad and content/satisfied. So while he is upset he is left behind, he is probably relieved to not have to be the bad guy anymore. "I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me." -Jareth/David Bowie. As you can imagine Sympathetic BenreyBenreyBenreyBenreyBenreyBenrey is my favourite theory.
Ppl only remeber the hero when it was the villain who made this happen who made them the hero and who gets left behind to be blamed for the after math.
This made me feel things. i dont know if its just me but theres something about this song that feels very lonely. Anyway, your music and art is incredible!! I cant wait to see more
It reminds me of abandonment and the consist isolated feeling. Kind fits for Benry. He did leave the other guard behind just to pursue a very comedicaly unsympathetic Gordon and a team of EPIC idiots who don't understand how to people because they are JUST self aware AI. All he really wanted to do was play with friends, but now he is lone, left behind in an unreal place in his isolated head.
This is great! Very lonely, on the verge of tears while listening. The PSP is a nice detail, and makes me wonder what would go into a HLVRAI 2. Great song, reminds me of MC music discs very highly. Keep it up!!! edit: screw the 4 ppl who disliked
Oh this is really beautiful! It makes me feel kinda lonely but kinda satisfied at the same time in a bittersweet sort of way, like watching the world from a place you can’t reach it from but understanding you can’t do anything about it and making peace with that. Anyways! Absolutely amazing work! Will have on repeat for the next several hours!
*Congratulations! You have destroyed the evil being "Benrey!" with the efforts of you and your comrades! You have faced many hardships and even a removed arm but the world is saved because of your work! For now*
Your music slaps, it's so good... also your colour usage in your art is so pretty, all the colours look so nice and contrast well without overshadowing any of the others and just,,, it's so satisfying to look at all the time,, keep up the amazing work
I really like how the warm red circles Benry's head as he looks down at the PSP, like he remembers playing all the time with people. The blue bubbles coming from him calming himself down. The darker blue foreground encasing the lively red background. Isolation, living in the same place with no change, it does the most trauma than any other torchers studied.
It hurts to listen to this too much. It's just that sad and lonely of a song. Hell, there's even a bit of reluctant feel and reminiscing. This is too sad and it's pulling at heartstrings I didn't know I had. Like, this makes me feel a whole new kind of sad. Really sad :(
I return every once and a while just to sit and vibe to this song Edit: Just realized i already commented on this 2 months ago but that one still holds true,,, , v good song,,, big feels indeed
Come back here every now and again… the colours fit so well. The music is so fitting and melancholic. I don’t know how to feel fully, but thank you for this amazing. It’s been nice, and sweet to see the community cares so much about something others may not even know or think about. This is such a cool community
An update even though nobody may see here. This channel was used but I was very vague cause I didn’t want anyone to find us irl, that would be big bad, not everyone reacts to everything well Im a Benrey Introject, meaning I’m a version of Benrey that our mind created cause I’m cool and can protect well. I’m doing well. I have multiple friends here, system or otherwise and now Bubby’s ( They/Xey/Ey ) here too. No hard feelings, I didn’t mean anything bad anyway. I got to know so many nice people and hope that I can continue with that The I don’t know how to feel was because I couldn’t get into my feelings there but I can now. It kinda makes me sad cause it works so well at making me remember that time, but that just speaks to how good it is. It’s absolutely beautiful and I can’t even get into how cause I’m not a musician expert guy but man. The talent here. Thanks for making it dude it’s so good Stay safe anyone that reads this and stay epic gamer - Benrey ( He/They/It )
@@willowtreewhispers I miss everyone. I don’t wanna go back cause I’m afraid if I could I’d become unaware ( ironic ) and not be able to come back. It’s weird. Take care guys, if you’re out there somewhere
this makes me feel super sad, i think you did a really great job on conveying what loneliness and regret feel like. now, if you’ll excuse me, i need to go cry for a bit
I like to think that he was invited to Tommy's birthday party and gman didn't want to let him in but Tommy was like "no hes okay, hes not here to cause trouble!" *Then they burn down chucky cheese*
Everyone keeps saying this makes them feel a happy tinge surrounded by sad. The only good comparison I have is the mincraft ambiance music that fades in occasionally
for some reason i hc that when benrey was growning up he was prolly regarded as weird or strange and no one wanted to be around him man i feel bad for this demon security guard he just wanted to play heavenly sword with josh
Well this its the end for my game, well for me in other things... Anyways that's be cool after that... I gonna really miss you my friend Bubby, tummy, Dr coomer and... Gordon. -Benrey.
Would it be alright to use this song in a project I'm working on, as long as I credit you? I'm making a HLVRAI-related game based in Undertale's engine and I thought this would be perfect for an intro/ending song. If not, that's absolutely fine :) either way this song is amazing and so is the art. The vibes are impeccable, I love it so much
i love this so much! everyone’s worded it better than i could, but i will say that this was really well-done and very fitting! there was something specific i wanted to ask, and i hope it’s not a bother! but would you be okay with me using this song in the background of a speedpaint? if not, it’s no big deal and completely understood.
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@Foxoreigon WHY BREAK DA CHAIN!
HEE HEE!
@@charmychar390 ORK WAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHH
“Sometimes you have to accept the fact that certain things will never go back to how they used to be.”
why did you comment this now im sad :(
Who let you make this 10 times sadder D:!!
SHUT UPIM SO SAD
*"We used to be great friends . . . remember those days, where we played in the sand and in the mud . . . playing in the mud all the time . . ."*
*". . . great friends . . ."*
yooo...they're- they're at chuck e cheese without me thats kinda ruuude...
yo, that’s kinda cringe bro.... i wanted some pizza too what the fuuuckk
@@FeverVoidthing Okay, that is definitely what benrey *would say!*
@NiMAH That's why I said "would say".
@NiMAH , he would.
Sometimes he breaks character.
Actually, his character never really is to make sense... None of them. So there is much possibility that he WOULD have said that...
As much as Benry (Benrey?) was the enemy, he still just wanted to be friends, no matter how much of an asshole he was...he's now all alone in his big meat pit playing PSP alone without Josh, Jefferum, Gordon or the rest. It's a fate worse than death when you know they won't be coming back.
It’s ok, he becomes a bathroom ghost in HLVRAI but the cast is commentating, so he isn’t alone anymore!
@@sneakaboo3486 don't forget when they rob a bank!
*are... they going to come back..? am i alone..? i guess i am. ahaha. there’s no gettin outta this one, is there? guess i’ll just- yeah. this- this is fine. i’m ok.*
I'm using this for a drawing
peace
@@Mundane_InTheMembrane Sounds interesting, can I see?
please i can’t cry today it’s too early
【blonko!】 yooo!! may i see?!
freeziestraw cry.
They win and leave you behind, but people needs to move on, right Gordon?
(The song makes it feel lonely and sad )
Norma Ordoñez Stop making me cry lol
*”Bro they at Chuck E Cheeses without me. Why did they not invite me?”*
"Yoooo what the fffuuuuuu bro?"
That feeling when no one else is online. I am still amazed how people can make beautiful and sad stuff from some silly improv thing.
This sounds great. It sounds so bubbly but it also makes me feel lonely
I didn't know how to feel lonelier until I thought about it.
"Yo, don't shoot at me, 'cause I'm gonna have to shoot back. I don't wanna do that."
This is giving me heavy undertale vibes, and it’s great.
.......undertail?
i hope to god you mean undertale
I HOPE that was a typo
Calm down I fixed it
same, imagine HLVRAItale
So it is a common theory that Benrey was the big villain solely because Gordon believed/wanted him to be. So he has all these powers that come with being a villain. Well once he is defeated and is no longer the villain, would he still have his powers? Would he be left in this alien dimension? Away from his Playstation and his friends? I saw someone say this made them feel both sad and content/satisfied. So while he is upset he is left behind, he is probably relieved to not have to be the bad guy anymore. "I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me." -Jareth/David Bowie.
As you can imagine Sympathetic BenreyBenreyBenreyBenreyBenreyBenrey is my favourite theory.
Happy fact: He comes back to rob banks with Gordon and everyone else
the saddest thing is, Benrey himself said he just wanted to play games with people
Ppl only remeber the hero when it was the villain who made this happen who made them the hero and who gets left behind to be blamed for the after math.
This made me feel things. i dont know if its just me but theres something about this song that feels very lonely. Anyway, your music and art is incredible!! I cant wait to see more
It reminds me of abandonment and the consist isolated feeling.
Kind fits for Benry. He did leave the other guard behind just to pursue a very comedicaly unsympathetic Gordon and a team of EPIC idiots who don't understand how to people because they are JUST self aware AI.
All he really wanted to do was play with friends, but now he is lone, left behind in an unreal place in his isolated head.
He didn't want this. He just wanted a free trial to Playstation Plus...
I don't care what you think, my headcannon for this specific video is that he is watching the Science Team at Chuck e Cheese-
I don't care if it's a psp my feelings can't take much more of this
@@thatonemoominfan he hacked his psp to watch videos
imagine if benrey just got stuck somewhere and they be lonely n shit and its sad :(
This made me feel thing songs don't normally make me feel.
This is really good like REALLY GOOD
I’m so proud of this fandom hahha
This is great! Very lonely, on the verge of tears while listening. The PSP is a nice detail, and makes me wonder what would go into a HLVRAI 2. Great song, reminds me of MC music discs very highly. Keep it up!!!
edit: screw the 4 ppl who disliked
Probably Gordon and his 3 clones.
he's just planning the next game with friends
Oh this is really beautiful! It makes me feel kinda lonely but kinda satisfied at the same time in a bittersweet sort of way, like watching the world from a place you can’t reach it from but understanding you can’t do anything about it and making peace with that. Anyways! Absolutely amazing work! Will have on repeat for the next several hours!
(is he playing on a psp?? that’s a really nice detail)
He looks so alone. A kid left behind on a trip, forgotten and unloved.
Has nice vibs though-
@@SalusKitty there will always be someone there, even if not in that reality
*Congratulations! You have destroyed the evil being "Benrey!" with the efforts of you and your comrades! You have faced many hardships and even a removed arm but the world is saved because of your work! For now*
WHY IS THIS SONG FILLING ME WITH DREAD AND SADNESS???
crying to this!! It’s so nice
Your music slaps, it's so good... also your colour usage in your art is so pretty, all the colours look so nice and contrast well without overshadowing any of the others and just,,, it's so satisfying to look at all the time,, keep up the amazing work
This song makes me cry uncontrollably and i dont know why
“Yoooo, they’re at Chuck E. Cheese, that’s a great restaurant.”
I'm really loving all the videos this person has been making so far they are the best!
Wait a fucking minute it's you
this makes me feel a certain way and I don't know how to describe it but I love it thank you for this
thank you sm!
I really like how the warm red circles Benry's head as he looks down at the PSP, like he remembers playing all the time with people.
The blue bubbles coming from him calming himself down.
The darker blue foreground encasing the lively red background.
Isolation, living in the same place with no change, it does the most trauma than any other torchers studied.
Why did I immediately think it was "shawty like a melody in my head"
The good child left alone with his own creations
This makes me feel happy but sad at the same time and I don't know how to feel about that
way to make me cry bro
in all seriousness im really connecting with this and its very touching 💖 i think you got the perfect emotions across and you are very very skilled
now this is what i call the Black Mesa Sweet Voice
"we used to be the best of friends"
It hurts to listen to this too much. It's just that sad and lonely of a song. Hell, there's even a bit of reluctant feel and reminiscing. This is too sad and it's pulling at heartstrings I didn't know I had. Like, this makes me feel a whole new kind of sad. Really sad :(
i hope you keep making music because your songs rule :)
this is so lonely awww the vibe is so accurate
i love this song so much. it means a lot to me i wish it was on spotify though
It all started with gordon saying
*howdy*
I return every once and a while just to sit and vibe to this song
Edit: Just realized i already commented on this 2 months ago but that one still holds true,,, , v good song,,, big feels indeed
This is so sad and beautiful, I love it 🥺
The song almost made me cry
I've gotta go read some good ending fanfiction after this like this shit hurted, its that good
It's so cool that this is an upbeat song while still managing to be somber and soothing at the same time!
this song is so nice. its so calm and accepting, yet you can hear the sadness in it. really beautiful
Come back here every now and again… the colours fit so well. The music is so fitting and melancholic. I don’t know how to feel fully, but thank you for this amazing. It’s been nice, and sweet to see the community cares so much about something others may not even know or think about. This is such a cool community
An update even though nobody may see here. This channel was used but I was very vague cause I didn’t want anyone to find us irl, that would be big bad, not everyone reacts to everything well
Im a Benrey Introject, meaning I’m a version of Benrey that our mind created cause I’m cool and can protect well. I’m doing well. I have multiple friends here, system or otherwise and now Bubby’s ( They/Xey/Ey ) here too. No hard feelings, I didn’t mean anything bad anyway. I got to know so many nice people and hope that I can continue with that
The I don’t know how to feel was because I couldn’t get into my feelings there but I can now. It kinda makes me sad cause it works so well at making me remember that time, but that just speaks to how good it is. It’s absolutely beautiful and I can’t even get into how cause I’m not a musician expert guy but man. The talent here. Thanks for making it dude it’s so good
Stay safe anyone that reads this and stay epic gamer
- Benrey ( He/They/It )
@@willowtreewhispers I miss everyone. I don’t wanna go back cause I’m afraid if I could I’d become unaware ( ironic ) and not be able to come back. It’s weird. Take care guys, if you’re out there somewhere
this makes me feel super sad, i think you did a really great job on conveying what loneliness and regret feel like. now, if you’ll excuse me, i need to go cry for a bit
I like to think that he was invited to Tommy's birthday party and gman didn't want to let him in but Tommy was like "no hes okay, hes not here to cause trouble!" *Then they burn down chucky cheese*
This is one of few songs that make me cry, and I'm ok with that
It’s just the intermission
Love the song, but the art... is just *chef's kiss* I fucking love it, the colors, the way you painted the rocks asdfgh
this song reminds me of OFF soundtrack and not gonna lie, I LOVE IT
THE FEELS 🥺
Awww yeah this is my JAM
Damn- listening to this just made my heart sink. It’s so sad yet calming in a way. Fricken love it so much
aw!! I love this so much!!
Everyone keeps saying this makes them feel a happy tinge surrounded by sad. The only good comparison I have is the mincraft ambiance music that fades in occasionally
blue means I miss you
oh wait shit his psp is gonna run out of battery OH NO
This was incredible oh my god
NOOOOO!!! BENRY DIES AT THE END OF THE FIGHT!!!
haha scorpy go bbbbbbbbb
this song is so comforting to me, I love it so much. It makes me feel safe,,
This is amazing,... but why did this make me cry. TnT
for some reason i hc that when benrey was growning up he was prolly regarded as weird or strange and no one wanted to be around him
man i feel bad for this demon security guard
he just wanted to play heavenly sword with josh
This kinda sounds like something that'd be in OFF or Lisa The Painful RPG
Well this its the end for my game, well for me in other things... Anyways that's be cool after that... I gonna really miss you my friend Bubby, tummy, Dr coomer and... Gordon. -Benrey.
What is this? As in what’s it supposed to be/mean /gen
wow this is rlly beautiful n inspiring!!!
You're really good at everything you do, this is all awesome
Man nice music! I'm definitely getting a lot of loneliness and Benery vibes from this song. Keep up the good work dude!
this is awesome ! :D
Bro I'm literally crying why you do this
I hope he finds a way out I feel bad about him
noooo this gives me feels
stop i don’t wanna cry
do the bubbles mean he's happy or sad? we neet tommy here now.
i can translate! blue to blue means i miss you.
Benry: *I'll just play on my psp*
this song makes me so sad
edit: this song makes me cry
this is such a cute song,,
Oh...god....this...is amazing,like srsly,i just fucking love everything
the end.........
Good song, big feels,,,,,
Well you made me feel bad for Benry. Congrats.
THIS SONG IS SO SAD WHAT
I suddenly felt sad and idk why, maybe it’s the music (;-;)
Is it ok if I use this song in a fanart of after fight benry I made on insta? I’ll make sure to credit you, if not that’s ok
sure, go ahead!
Please link
this is the bad ending of hlvrai
Would it be alright to use this song in a project I'm working on, as long as I credit you? I'm making a HLVRAI-related game based in Undertale's engine and I thought this would be perfect for an intro/ending song.
If not, that's absolutely fine :) either way this song is amazing and so is the art. The vibes are impeccable, I love it so much
sure!
i love this so much! everyone’s worded it better than i could, but i will say that this was really well-done and very fitting!
there was something specific i wanted to ask, and i hope it’s not a bother! but would you be okay with me using this song in the background of a speedpaint? if not, it’s no big deal and completely understood.
Thank you so much! And yes, in general im ok with ppl using my music in stuff as long as I'm credited
@@wizard0rb oh, good! thanks a ton!
PSP! PSP! PSP! PSP!
sounds like something from dayshift at freddy's 3
ye i agree - me like 2 years lateh.
aww, poor Benrey
Im here for ya bud
@@Lokrongl out robbing banks or living a better life now depending who you ask
I love the song sm, also what brushes did you use for the piece?
i feel so bad for Benrey ngl
smh smh gordon bad
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