taking a break

I know the quality is bad in this video
I've been looking to make this video for a long time but never genuinely felt like I didn't have "room" to make videos anymore. but a lot of recent (and long time) things are starting to affect me mentally and physically. I'm not necessarily "burnt out" as I never had a consistent schedule for my content. the main reason I quit is because I can't put on the always happy persona anymore, I am just really tired in general of a lot of things at the moment and I'm "quitting" UA-cam to give me time in the day to just relax and lay down, or write a story, or read, just something to clear my mind a bit. sorry for the long rant, goodbye -cokeblock

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Ik im very rambly in this video, i wanted to get it out quickly and didnt edit it so i stutter a bit here