I just realized the audio quality might be shitty- istg it’s UA-cam the one who keeps messing it up, not me 😭 so here’s a link to the song with better quality! drive.google.com/file/d/1b7OrCci77EY-8SJ6APyQvVQUxOBhtFCP/view?usp=drivesdk
WAAA IM GLAD YOU LIKE IT!! It’s also one of my favorites as well solely cuz I tried to make it a bit more dynamic instrumental and lyrical wise so I’m glad others notice the difference and enjoy it!! 🛐
this is so good omg!! i love the dark feeling at 2:23 and the BREATHING afterwards was amazing!! i also love the lyrics a lot, you did great with this one!! i cant wait to hear more of your original works!!
Omg yeah! One of the first ideas I had for the song was having this more mellow section + a pause in the music entirely so it was one of the first parts I actually had in mind for the song! And thank you! I have a ton of ideas so I hope to get to them eventually 🛐
I’m glad you do! Tbh my whole song process is basically meshing random instruments I think sound good together and making random beats + melodies I feel that match best with it so sometimes I feel like it sounds like nonsense xd But for me, I usually like sticking to a theme that’s reflected even in the instrumentals which I guess is why each song has its own unique vibe!
Going on about dissociation, because this song is really cool to me. Op i hope you think this song gets across feelings i recognize and its a very beautiful song! This song feels what its like to have constant dissociative episodes, the way the instrumental hums and bangs about feels like those moments when ond can have a depersonalization episode, feeling trapped in their body, hearing their own breathing and heart beat but the "flowers" on theur body prevent them from moving. The people around you chastise you for forgetting things, like events, ir barelh recent events like what they just said. A song about loosing sense with things...very beautiful depiction
As someone who deals with regular dissociation episodes, I really love your interpretation! Honestly while writing this song, I didn’t intend for it with that topic in mind, the intial pitch was pretty cut and dry, the fear of forgetting as I’ve realized how bad my memory was and how it’s effected my relationships (i.e forgetting things people deemed important). The flower motif is used mainly because white daylilies are representative of forgetfulness (and forget me nots for the obvious lol) so the more flowers grow, the more memories you lose basically However, I absolutely love that you can take that messaging away from this song as well. It describes something so much more complex yet makes so much sense in the context that I’m like “Wow! Did I accidentally write this song to have a double meaning? Subconsciously???” While being amateur at best with music and lyrical making, I’m really happy you find beauty in this depiction!
@@sakuravikofficial ofc!! I just love vocaloids and gumi is my favorite so I'm bound to look for songs with her. This probably is one of my favorite with gumi!!
Very interesting song, I love the mv w the moving flowers, although I do think the art could be improved (Not in a ride way I just wanted to give of criticism cos digital art is hard as hell lol) and I like how gumi was just talking in the beginning as I've never seen that before, although i do think the tuning can be patched up cos u can tune really well (ur recent fukase cover was sooo good!!)
Tbh tuning the English voicebanks is a lot harder. I think I can do the Japanese voicebanks very easily but I do still need work with their English ones. Especially for DEX I believe, he’s the one I struggle the most with
I just realized the audio quality might be shitty- istg it’s UA-cam the one who keeps messing it up, not me 😭 so here’s a link to the song with better quality!
drive.google.com/file/d/1b7OrCci77EY-8SJ6APyQvVQUxOBhtFCP/view?usp=drivesdk
YOOOOO gotta be my new favourite song of yours theres so much i like about it holy crap its really great!!!!!!!! will definitely listen to a lot
WAAA IM GLAD YOU LIKE IT!! It’s also one of my favorites as well solely cuz I tried to make it a bit more dynamic instrumental and lyrical wise so I’m glad others notice the difference and enjoy it!! 🛐
this is so good omg!! i love the dark feeling at 2:23 and the BREATHING afterwards was amazing!! i also love the lyrics a lot, you did great with this one!!
i cant wait to hear more of your original works!!
Omg yeah! One of the first ideas I had for the song was having this more mellow section + a pause in the music entirely so it was one of the first parts I actually had in mind for the song!
And thank you! I have a ton of ideas so I hope to get to them eventually 🛐
I love the whole feel of this song so much!! Your original pieces always have such a cool vibe to them
I’m glad you do! Tbh my whole song process is basically meshing random instruments I think sound good together and making random beats + melodies I feel that match best with it so sometimes I feel like it sounds like nonsense xd
But for me, I usually like sticking to a theme that’s reflected even in the instrumentals which I guess is why each song has its own unique vibe!
Going on about dissociation, because this song is really cool to me. Op i hope you think this song gets across feelings i recognize and its a very beautiful song!
This song feels what its like to have constant dissociative episodes, the way the instrumental hums and bangs about feels like those moments when ond can have a depersonalization episode, feeling trapped in their body, hearing their own breathing and heart beat but the "flowers" on theur body prevent them from moving. The people around you chastise you for forgetting things, like events, ir barelh recent events like what they just said. A song about loosing sense with things...very beautiful depiction
As someone who deals with regular dissociation episodes, I really love your interpretation!
Honestly while writing this song, I didn’t intend for it with that topic in mind, the intial pitch was pretty cut and dry, the fear of forgetting as I’ve realized how bad my memory was and how it’s effected my relationships (i.e forgetting things people deemed important). The flower motif is used mainly because white daylilies are representative of forgetfulness (and forget me nots for the obvious lol) so the more flowers grow, the more memories you lose basically
However, I absolutely love that you can take that messaging away from this song as well. It describes something so much more complex yet makes so much sense in the context that I’m like “Wow! Did I accidentally write this song to have a double meaning? Subconsciously???” While being amateur at best with music and lyrical making, I’m really happy you find beauty in this depiction!
this is the first time I've heard one of your original works, and it didn't disappoint at all! i love your production style ^^
Glad to see you enjoyed it! ^^
this song tastes like white chocolate cookies dipped in green tea (positive)
Oddly specific but weirdly describes the kinda vibe I wanted lol
I really like the way the instrumental makes Gumi’s voice pop out
The concept of the song is interesting too!
I’m glad you think so! Thank youuu 🛐
@@sakuravikofficial ofc!! I just love vocaloids and gumi is my favorite so I'm bound to look for songs with her. This probably is one of my favorite with gumi!!
@@REALNOTKYLE AHHH IM HONORED YOU THINK SO!! Gumi is one of my faves as well :D
interesting concept, also nice art!
Thank you! Love the Colress pfp btw 💥
It's heavy and comical, unique and interesting song.
Happy to hear it ^^
I want to download every song..!! ^w^
Then go ahead! Reminds me I wanted to start posting my original songs to SoundCloud soon...
@@sakuravikofficial Oh♪ Thank you for permission♪
@@miraclepainting No problem!
Very interesting song, I love the mv w the moving flowers, although I do think the art could be improved (Not in a ride way I just wanted to give of criticism cos digital art is hard as hell lol) and I like how gumi was just talking in the beginning as I've never seen that before, although i do think the tuning can be patched up cos u can tune really well (ur recent fukase cover was sooo good!!)
Tbh tuning the English voicebanks is a lot harder. I think I can do the Japanese voicebanks very easily but I do still need work with their English ones. Especially for DEX I believe, he’s the one I struggle the most with
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