Man, this is so true, you have the money you have the drugs, you have the fake friends, the leaches that just take from you. Trying to numb your pain but it only brings more pain. I've been here so many times, say they love me the most but all I see is traces of ghosts!! damn
Big love Madchild. Your "Dope Sick" album helped get me through my heroin addiction. I still deal with substance abuse issues, but I am in therapy, and I am getting better every day. Haven't touched an opioid in 6 years.
I'm glad to see your recovery is going well, it's a very tough thing to beat. I have to be honest, the first words in this song about blue pills describes five years of my life that were absolutely totally consumed, by some of the most intense pain I've ever experienced in my life I'm 37 years old now and clean off of opiates. I pray that you have the strength to keep it up good job.
@@jayfitmob8645 Awesome that you got off them as well! I'm going to write a wall of text, I dunno if you want to read it or not, but here it goes lol: Sounds like you got hooked from legitimate pain? Like got a prescription from a doctor? Blue pills eh? Roxy, Lortabs, or Vicodin(Norco)? Those all come in blue from my experience. But, usually blue pills and opioids typically means 30mg IR Roxy. I myself as a teenager started taking 10mg Norcos from my Dad's prescription bottle that he didn't use anymore, then started buying them off the street when I ran out of those... Taking about 5 at a time. Then the amount quickly went up to 10-12 at a time. They got too expensive, so I switched to 10mg Percocets, about 3 at a time... Once again the amount went up to 8-10 a time. Got too expensive, went to the blue 30mg instant release Roxy. Taking 4 of those at a time, then slowly got to 8 at a time. Once again became too expensive... Then I started buying heroin because it was so much cheaper and stronger than anything else... Started smoking the heroin off of tin foil... Then that got too expensive... Finally switched to injecting heroin with a syringe. That's when you're in the deepest depths of opioid/opiate abuse. It's SO INSANELY STRONG at that point, it's almost like a different drug. The cycle continues with heroin as well... First you shoot up $15 worth of heroin... Then you need more than $15 worth. You need a $20 shot... Then a $30 shot... Etc... Life becomes nothing but finding a way to shoot up... It's all you think about... You become SOOO SICK if you don't have it... It's truly a nightmare at that point... You WANT to quit it, but you can't... It becomes a torturous PRISON. It's terrible... Then I overdosed hardcore one day... Luckily someone found me. They said I was turning blue. Ambulance came just in time to hit my with the Narcan antidote... At that point I realized that I could die and leave my friends and family with horrible sadness and guilt... So I decided to quit... Joined a Methadone out-patient program. Started taking Methadone 90mg/day for about 2 years... Then I slowly tapered off the Methadone over another 2 years. Then after 4 years I'm entirely sober from all opioids/opiates, and I'm off the Methadone! I walked out of that last day at the Methadone clinic screaming "FREEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOMMMM!!!" Like Mel Gibson in Braveheart lol... That was years ago now... I still abuse substances, but I'm not addicted to any of them at the moment. I am currently prescribed Klonopin, Gabapentin, a few Xanax. (I have 2 anxiety disorders, GAD and Panic Disorder) I also occasionally buy some Kratom, some psychedelics like LSD, and occasionally take some DXM. So... Yeah, I still abuse stuff... But, I'm trying to do so less and less... It's hard to cope man. But... It gets easier over time, just really slowly. Anyways... Yeah there's my wall of text. Sorry to ramble. I just like to express my experience with other people who have dealt with opioid addictions as well... Hope you are doing well too!
@@blacksunempire2878 brother you're not the only one that can absolutely write an entire book.. I'm going to go ahead and use voice text so I apologize for all the f***** up nonsensical s*** that Google does to what I'm saying. I spent five years on Roxy's and got to the point where I was doing 10:30 a day and still completely withdrawing I literally laid in a bed and s*** on myself for days when I quit. I will tell you that methadone absolutely helped me, I had to hack a doctor's website to figure out the damn medical schedule for withdrawing off of opiates, and once I did I use the methadone to get down to two pills a day and then I picked up methamphetamine and that was even better because now I'm staying up for two weeks. Had one of the scariest f****** experiences in my life ever I felt like I was living in groundhog Day. That s*** was scary as f*** bro. I swear to God I live the same day over and over three times. After that alcohol moved into my life, and that has been most certainly the hardest thing I've ever tried to walk away from I feel like I can't sleep without it, even though the restless legs with the opiates and all that s*** and the withdrawals and throwing up on yourself and f****** doing all that s***.. I'm trying bro I really appreciate your wall of text, it means a lot to me. I hope that you're safe and healthy we will beat this s*** together and if you want to contact me I will give you my phone number. You have a great night my friend. Oh and by the way the dopamine Rush from the mess got me off of the opiates but it didn't help at all LOL. No dopamine out of the alcohol it just puts me to sleep more or less. Again have a great day my friend
Following you since 2010.. and after all these years I still don’t have a word how it feels listening to your music. Just very thankful you exists and do the music you do. Love from Germany 🇩🇪 God bless you my friend
This song hit home so hard. Being where I am today this song gives me the chills, hope anyone stuck in this life pulls through and becomes a something better they want to be. Nobody is gonna change you but you. My lesson learned.
Ive lost all my friends due to people hating and putting out false rumors and going outta there way to make my life a living hell, i have no family except my Father the rest have believed the rumors and shunned me completely! I have tried to end myself but unfortunately I was unsuccessful at it! It’s not my last attempt that i can guarantee! Hope to see some of you on the other side in a long time, I really wish you all the best in the world wishing you all the success you can accomplish
It's hard to see, to feel, to understand it fundamentally. We focus on the loss, because our vision isn't clear. The pain is the signal of growth. Today is painful, but that pain can make you unbreakable. I'm human, I offer my condolences, my empathy is here of course but also, so is my honesty as I speak from being in such a relative position in my past, not to say today the pain has gone it hasn't, I don't want to it go, it serves to remind me. I hope, on your path you find you're peece, you're happiness. Whatever that may be.
Madchild I need to say thank you for never giving up your music you have given me so much to think about and give me the courage n drive to stay clean. My addiction tore my family apart and I'm now rebuilding my life healing starting a new company I know as long as I stay clean there's no problem I can't overcome I love you brother I hope to see you live in person one day so I can shake your hand n thank you for opening my eyes to a new life worth living for I have lost so many people that I need to live for
love your music bro. from older to newer the fans get to see the struggles of one with many demons and slowly conquering them.one of my Top 5 hands down 💯
Felt EVERY WORD of this! I'm a stay at home mom (with 1 on the way), I have depression, anxiety, cptsd, n bpd, and am also a recovering addict... Haven't used in quite awhile, bt that doesn't make the struggle any easier n neither does my mental issues.. I'm truly sorry you've felt the same Madchild. I don't wish that feeling on anyone and unfortunately unless people have been in similar situations, they don't realize just how lonely n dark it can get... Just know in your heart of hearts your NOT alone! OMG is right here with you! Thank you for this! Songs like this have helped me continue 2 fight my battles. Keep ya head up
By some chance you see this Shane, know you are idolized. A man who can show the world his real self is a man who has my full respect. Stay strong, some people are counting on you to help them just like you have been for so long. Mad respect and love from the PNW
@@jayfitmob8645 Thank-you I really appreciate that, sometimes a good artist music will get you through knowing we all share some of the same feelings, it's a really good time and I hope maybe you find me online again at some point, we could chat man!(_JjLilSkip)
@@jjlilskiprecords absolutely bro if you want to chat sometime I'm 100% down, I use UA-cam for entertainment not sure about messaging or anything I have multiple social media accounts and honestly ones that are verified. I'd be more than happy to spend some time talking to you.
I love the line about fake smiles but inside I am dying.....100% my life all the time. Being a recovering addict with major depression is what that is called. You are smiling but that smile leaves you feeling more hollow inside. You are a master on the mic loved this joint and felt it in my soul. 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I would be long gone if it was not for my family!! FACTS.. much love bro.
Song explains how he lost about 3 million on Percs and Roxies and OCs and his house being used and abused by randoms that were only there to keep him thinking he was not alone. He has literally lived it people, whoever is going thru addiction and can’t find a way out, listen to Madchild’s songs and story. He’s the real deal and will admit his downfalls and his accounts of living this nightmare. He also gives songs of hope and talks of inspiration. Love from Washington State! Edit: I meant to say Percs and Roxies not “aka” but regardless all these pills have the same fucking drug “oxycodone” just different formulations
I've been there too bro, honestly I've spent more on drugs than most people will ever make in their life. I'm trying my damnedest to kill my last two addictions, but this s*** is hard. Nicotine and alcohol are my last two. I've been days and days and weeks and months and years and got to the point of 10 Roxy's a day, and I'm not afraid to admit that because I beat it to death. I'm fighting the last two now and I hope you're doing okay too.
@@jayfitmob8645 Hey man, proud of you for beating what you have so far.. the booze, cigs and weed are my trio of destruction.. the booze is the one that scares me right now the most though, not sure how much longer I can drink the amount of booze i drink daily
@@TheMrForan thank you Matthew and I appreciate that. I'm doing everything I can right now to fight my own self, it's a crazy battle because I'm a very strong person. It seems like I'm battling the worse to the demons and they're all inside of me. I pray for you even though I'm not religious please keep up keeping up. Keep on keeping on as they say. And don't pay attention to social media at all, or the news.
He is solid in his raps. I like his style besides his lyrics that embrace evil an are almost promoting Satan an devils like a chosen lifestyle. He is not better then every mainstream rap artist. Buster Rymes, Tech9, Eminem, Andre 5000, JAY-Z are mainstream and better & more developed in my opinion. Peace from a Juggalo. Keep grindin Madchild!
This song is literally my life... -Photos on the wall of a life like it wasn't mine -picking threw my house like they scavengers -so many around never felt so alone - I don't wanna die tryna find reason for me to stay alive keep on breathing - all these people all around never felt so alone - early 30s but I move like I turned 74 - I'm trapped in a cycle an it's vicious fake smiles an pretend best wishes - true definition of insanity I'd be long gone if it wasn't for my family - people come and people go its like my house a shelter - people all around but nobodies here to help me -all these people in my home so many around never felt so alone Just a few lyrics that really hit home rest did too just tiny bit different thank you for your music madchild song has made me decide to give life one last shot an go get help for my family sake
Yo you ain’t the Canadian werewolf, you’re the Canadian Dragon...breathing nothing but straight 🔥. Thanks as always, for making me not feel alone with the way I think and feel all the time, through your lyrics. Forever a fan fam!
I'm struggling with depression right now with stomach pains so hard it's hard for me to even walk , felt this track so much true bars thanks for everything madchild you are a true human
@@patrickloughlin2953 it's not the first time i struggle with pains like that i believe I'm gonna stand up soon thanks for your positive energy i appreciate you
"I can feel the Reaper searching for my address..!" Fantastic words, no one but Madchild has ever expressed so AUTHENTICALLY and ARTICULATELY and at the same time he INSPIRES everyone. His words from his mouth are truly magical. No one else has ever come close to writing such quality lyrics as Madchild does.
That's why I always share these songs. Music helped through the toughest times of my life. Dope mad and tom dropped sounds like this around the same time. Whoever is having a hard time right now. Keep fighting. You got this.
"True definition of insanity, I'd be long gone if it wasn't for my family". You and me both, and family don't always mean blood. Keep spitting truth. Mad love Madchild. OMG
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’m proud of you for going down the personal road mad. Since Oz has been there I’ve seen a change in a good way in you and your music. I’m proud of all of you. Thank you mad for giving Jimmy and oz the opportunities and ambition and drive I seen restored in them last year when you reached out and this new journey began. #OMG
Tom: "Friday is my day" But also don't forget Tom: "The fam comes first" Friday is the day of good art from the real artists. I hope I keep getting Tom and Madchild on the same day! Honestly helps keep the songs more fresh before I gotta do a cool down.
Saw both show up in my feed. Clicked on Mad instantly. Listened to it about a dozen times today. Just listened to Toms track. Came back & listened to Mad again. We need to rename it Mad Friday. Mad is staying on repeat every time he drops a new track.
I've still got this song on repeat can't stop listening. you are talented my bro keep talking truth and keep being you. Hope all goes well for you you say what i can't get out nuff love
Much love and respect to you. Sometimes I feel that family is all that we have, all that remains. God bless you for the message and songs you have delivered. Please don't feel alone. We're here with you. 🌻
Been caught in the fog and delusional thinking I'm finally alive and awake.. Thank you God!! Thank you people that lived in our shoes and made it out!!
This is the only song keeping me going right now....You are an inspiration Madchild ive listened you my entire 21years of living i dont think theres a moment in time i haven't listened to you when im depressed and or suicidal your songs are 100% TRUTH, and ive never related to a song so much in my entire life or thought and looked up to a rapper this much!! I love you Madchild keep up the amazing work with your songs!! I love every single one of them!!
You are a beautiful soul and have been through some unimaginable things let alone what comes along with chasing a passion and love for music and expressing yourself. Full respect and keep shining bright! Real love man!
More therapy for the SOUL Stay 🙏blessed my brother. I feel the same way about my family, took me awhile to let LOVE in and when I did my LIFE got much better than it used to be..life is a beautiful struggle. 💪
Brother your made me feeling some old feelings I'm Alone in my house I got alot respect I really appreciate it this song is da Bomb sounds like me. 6 years clean n sober
Life is tuff but my 8 yr old granddaughter said to me. "Don't be sad because sad is bad and sad backwards is Das, and das no good". I hope that impacts one person like she impacted me. Your a don MC.
Thats a GREAT SONG!!!!! Definitely cuts deep into the soul been there and still climbing back up ! Keep up the Awesome work and STAY STRONG BRO!!!!🤘🤘🤘🔥💯%
I don't know anything about madchild but I love his music. An I think his addiction may stem from depression, because I feel the same way and can relate even though I dont struggle with drug addiction. His music gives me the energy I need to tackle my day and push through negative thoughts.
This is such a great feeling knowing I can have an end to the shame I lived knowing finally i can have a end to it with integrity finally succeeding where I once failed many years ago
“I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for love” truth
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Man, this is so true, you have the money you have the drugs, you have the fake friends, the leaches that just take from you. Trying to numb your pain but it only brings more pain. I've been here so many times, say they love me the most but all I see is traces of ghosts!! damn
OMG 4EVER 💗🙏
This song speaks to so many people on so many different levels.
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Iv gotten sober over the past 4 years since my daughter was born now I look back like how did I live life like that keep your head up king 🤴
Big love Madchild. Your "Dope Sick" album helped get me through my heroin addiction.
I still deal with substance abuse issues, but I am in therapy, and I am getting better every day.
Haven't touched an opioid in 6 years.
I'm glad to see your recovery is going well, it's a very tough thing to beat. I have to be honest, the first words in this song about blue pills describes five years of my life that were absolutely totally consumed, by some of the most intense pain I've ever experienced in my life I'm 37 years old now and clean off of opiates. I pray that you have the strength to keep it up good job.
@@jayfitmob8645 Awesome that you got off them as well!
I'm going to write a wall of text, I dunno if you want to read it or not, but here it goes lol:
Sounds like you got hooked from legitimate pain? Like got a prescription from a doctor?
Blue pills eh? Roxy, Lortabs, or Vicodin(Norco)? Those all come in blue from my experience.
But, usually blue pills and opioids typically means 30mg IR Roxy.
I myself as a teenager started taking 10mg Norcos from my Dad's prescription bottle that he didn't use anymore, then started buying them off the street when I ran out of those... Taking about 5 at a time. Then the amount quickly went up to 10-12 at a time.
They got too expensive, so I switched to 10mg Percocets, about 3 at a time... Once again the amount went up to 8-10 a time.
Got too expensive, went to the blue 30mg instant release Roxy.
Taking 4 of those at a time, then slowly got to 8 at a time. Once again became too expensive...
Then I started buying heroin because it was so much cheaper and stronger than anything else...
Started smoking the heroin off of tin foil... Then that got too expensive...
Finally switched to injecting heroin with a syringe.
That's when you're in the deepest depths of opioid/opiate abuse. It's SO INSANELY STRONG at that point, it's almost like a different drug.
The cycle continues with heroin as well... First you shoot up $15 worth of heroin...
Then you need more than $15 worth.
You need a $20 shot... Then a $30 shot... Etc...
Life becomes nothing but finding a way to shoot up... It's all you think about... You become SOOO SICK if you don't have it...
It's truly a nightmare at that point... You WANT to quit it, but you can't...
It becomes a torturous PRISON.
It's terrible...
Then I overdosed hardcore one day...
Luckily someone found me.
They said I was turning blue.
Ambulance came just in time to hit my with the Narcan antidote...
At that point I realized that I could die and leave my friends and family with horrible sadness and guilt... So I decided to quit...
Joined a Methadone out-patient program. Started taking Methadone 90mg/day for about 2 years... Then I slowly tapered off the Methadone over another 2 years.
Then after 4 years I'm entirely sober from all opioids/opiates, and I'm off the Methadone!
I walked out of that last day at the Methadone clinic screaming
"FREEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOMMMM!!!"
Like Mel Gibson in Braveheart lol...
That was years ago now...
I still abuse substances, but I'm not addicted to any of them at the moment.
I am currently prescribed Klonopin, Gabapentin, a few Xanax. (I have 2 anxiety disorders, GAD and Panic Disorder)
I also occasionally buy some Kratom, some psychedelics like LSD, and occasionally take some DXM.
So... Yeah, I still abuse stuff... But, I'm trying to do so less and less...
It's hard to cope man.
But... It gets easier over time, just really slowly.
Anyways... Yeah there's my wall of text.
Sorry to ramble. I just like to express my experience with other people who have dealt with opioid addictions as well...
Hope you are doing well too!
@@blacksunempire2878 brother you're not the only one that can absolutely write an entire book.. I'm going to go ahead and use voice text so I apologize for all the f***** up nonsensical s*** that Google does to what I'm saying. I spent five years on Roxy's and got to the point where I was doing 10:30 a day and still completely withdrawing I literally laid in a bed and s*** on myself for days when I quit. I will tell you that methadone absolutely helped me, I had to hack a doctor's website to figure out the damn medical schedule for withdrawing off of opiates, and once I did I use the methadone to get down to two pills a day and then I picked up methamphetamine and that was even better because now I'm staying up for two weeks. Had one of the scariest f****** experiences in my life ever I felt like I was living in groundhog Day. That s*** was scary as f*** bro. I swear to God I live the same day over and over three times. After that alcohol moved into my life, and that has been most certainly the hardest thing I've ever tried to walk away from I feel like I can't sleep without it, even though the restless legs with the opiates and all that s*** and the withdrawals and throwing up on yourself and f****** doing all that s***.. I'm trying bro I really appreciate your wall of text, it means a lot to me. I hope that you're safe and healthy we will beat this s*** together and if you want to contact me I will give you my phone number. You have a great night my friend. Oh and by the way the dopamine Rush from the mess got me off of the opiates but it didn't help at all LOL. No dopamine out of the alcohol it just puts me to sleep more or less. Again have a great day my friend
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Glad you kicked the beast. 💪.
My husband has ben playing this song non stop for 3 days thank you Mr child. Your songs help my husband more than therapy
Feeling this one for real for real 💯
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Following you since 2010.. and after all these years I still don’t have a word how it feels listening to your music.
Just very thankful you exists and do the music you do.
Love from Germany 🇩🇪
God bless you my friend
That was the best song I've heard in the past few years. The beat the lyrics and the truth behind it all ..
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This song hit home so hard. Being where I am today this song gives me the chills, hope anyone stuck in this life pulls through and becomes a something better they want to be. Nobody is gonna change you but you. My lesson learned.
I hurt.. 100% true...last month had it all.. lost everything..my family..my kids.. my heaven..
Ive lost all my friends due to people hating and putting out false rumors and going outta there way to make my life a living hell, i have no family except my Father the rest have believed the rumors and shunned me completely!
I have tried to end myself but unfortunately I was unsuccessful at it!
It’s not my last attempt that i can guarantee!
Hope to see some of you on the other side in a long time, I really wish you all the best in the world wishing you all the success you can accomplish
Keep your chin up homeboy
It's hard to see, to feel, to understand it fundamentally.
We focus on the loss, because our vision isn't clear. The pain is the signal of growth.
Today is painful, but that pain can make you unbreakable.
I'm human, I offer my condolences, my empathy is here of course but also, so is my honesty as I speak from being in such a relative position in my past, not to say today the pain has gone it hasn't, I don't want to it go, it serves to remind me.
I hope, on your path you find you're peece, you're happiness.
Whatever that may be.
I wonder why.
Madchild, the world needs this right now. It’s therapy for you and for thousands. Love to you and everyone who is relating.
I feel this song. Fire. Feeling alone in a house full of people is never a good feeling.
SUPER FIRE
Madchild I need to say thank you for never giving up your music you have given me so much to think about and give me the courage n drive to stay clean. My addiction tore my family apart and I'm now rebuilding my life healing starting a new company I know as long as I stay clean there's no problem I can't overcome I love you brother I hope to see you live in person one day so I can shake your hand n thank you for opening my eyes to a new life worth living for I have lost so many people that I need to live for
Had me.on the tear my bro @madchild. Been listening 🎶 since you started your journey, I felt this one. Hope you good. Though still
love your music bro. from older to newer the fans get to see the struggles of one with many demons and slowly conquering them.one of my Top 5 hands down 💯
Another one live it I feel and understand you music all to well God bless still 5years sober it's hard God bless us alll
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@@donnarose6037 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
MADCHILD ALWAYS SPITS FIRE! lyrically GIFTED! tHAT CHORUS IS CATCHY AF
So proud of madchild. Loving all these new songs and albums. Helps me get through
RIGHT!!!💗💗
Felt EVERY WORD of this! I'm a stay at home mom (with 1 on the way), I have depression, anxiety, cptsd, n bpd, and am also a recovering addict... Haven't used in quite awhile, bt that doesn't make the struggle any easier n neither does my mental issues.. I'm truly sorry you've felt the same Madchild. I don't wish that feeling on anyone and unfortunately unless people have been in similar situations, they don't realize just how lonely n dark it can get... Just know in your heart of hearts your NOT alone! OMG is right here with you! Thank you for this! Songs like this have helped me continue 2 fight my battles. Keep ya head up
We need a concert in Denver. I love your music. I always share your music man.
Remember you fall nine times get up ten
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By some chance you see this Shane, know you are idolized. A man who can show the world his real self is a man who has my full respect. Stay strong, some people are counting on you to help them just like you have been for so long. Mad respect and love from the PNW
I have been in this exact situation. you painted it so incredidbly well. Killer song. thank you so much. - 11 years sober , Seattle.
stay strong 💗
Your lyrics resonate with my very soul...Thank you for being you
I feel this every day, feel alone in every single way, I needed this today, thank-you.
You got back up out here if you need it. 💯
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@@jayfitmob8645 Thank-you I really appreciate that, sometimes a good artist music will get you through knowing we all share some of the same feelings, it's a really good time and I hope maybe you find me online again at some point, we could chat man!(_JjLilSkip)
@@jjlilskiprecords absolutely bro if you want to chat sometime I'm 100% down, I use UA-cam for entertainment not sure about messaging or anything I have multiple social media accounts and honestly ones that are verified. I'd be more than happy to spend some time talking to you.
I love the line about fake smiles but inside I am dying.....100% my life all the time. Being a recovering addict with major depression is what that is called. You are smiling but that smile leaves you feeling more hollow inside. You are a master on the mic loved this joint and felt it in my soul. 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I would be long gone if it was not for my family!! FACTS.. much love bro.
I TOOK THE WORDS OUT OF MY MOUTH...GOD BLESS YOU.
@@TheBrownRecluse520 God bless you too!!
@@proud2BAmerican24 Thank you that's much appreciated 😊😁😎
Song explains how he lost about 3 million on Percs and Roxies and OCs and his house being used and abused by randoms that were only there to keep him thinking he was not alone. He has literally lived it people, whoever is going thru addiction and can’t find a way out, listen to Madchild’s songs and story. He’s the real deal and will admit his downfalls and his accounts of living this nightmare. He also gives songs of hope and talks of inspiration. Love from Washington State!
Edit: I meant to say Percs and Roxies not “aka” but regardless all these pills have the same fucking drug “oxycodone” just different formulations
I've been there too bro, honestly I've spent more on drugs than most people will ever make in their life. I'm trying my damnedest to kill my last two addictions, but this s*** is hard. Nicotine and alcohol are my last two. I've been days and days and weeks and months and years and got to the point of 10 Roxy's a day, and I'm not afraid to admit that because I beat it to death. I'm fighting the last two now and I hope you're doing okay too.
@@jayfitmob8645 Hey man, proud of you for beating what you have so far.. the booze, cigs and weed are my trio of destruction.. the booze is the one that scares me right now the most though, not sure how much longer I can drink the amount of booze i drink daily
@@TheMrForan thank you Matthew and I appreciate that. I'm doing everything I can right now to fight my own self, it's a crazy battle because I'm a very strong person. It seems like I'm battling the worse to the demons and they're all inside of me. I pray for you even though I'm not religious please keep up keeping up. Keep on keeping on as they say. And don't pay attention to social media at all, or the news.
You ain’t lying shit he looks really healthy as fuck here all his real fans have seen him at all levels
Shane is a real dude love his honesty ❤
" I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for love" 🙏💕
OMG 🙏💗
Madchild is ahead of every single mainstream artist by far in REALNESS. STAY REAL, FUG A PLATINUM, MC!!!
Fr
Hes the underground champ. He should be getting a shit load of awards. This is madchilds best stuff yet. Get it big dog, keep grinding
@@adrianjporter5295 Yeehhh
He is solid in his raps. I like his style besides his lyrics that embrace evil an are almost promoting Satan an devils like a chosen lifestyle. He is not better then every mainstream rap artist. Buster Rymes, Tech9, Eminem, Andre 5000, JAY-Z are mainstream and better & more developed in my opinion. Peace from a Juggalo. Keep grindin Madchild!
@@user-CMC31 No they aren’t. Huh I’m fuggin’ better than Adre 2000 never fuggin’ heard of him and FEMININE.
Damn…look at those eyes. Maddy ❤
This one was a banger. Keep it up.
FACTS
This song is literally my life...
-Photos on the wall of a life like it wasn't mine
-picking threw my house like they scavengers
-so many around never felt so alone
- I don't wanna die tryna find reason for me to stay alive keep on breathing
- all these people all around never felt so alone
- early 30s but I move like I turned 74
- I'm trapped in a cycle an it's vicious fake smiles an pretend best wishes
- true definition of insanity I'd be long gone if it wasn't for my family
- people come and people go its like my house a shelter
- people all around but nobodies here to help me
-all these people in my home so many around never felt so alone
Just a few lyrics that really hit home rest did too just tiny bit different thank you for your music madchild song has made me decide to give life one last shot an go get help for my family sake
Madchild is my favorite because his lyrics “hit home” and I can relate identically to a lot of his content.
Yo you ain’t the Canadian werewolf, you’re the Canadian Dragon...breathing nothing but straight 🔥. Thanks as always, for making me not feel alone with the way I think and feel all the time, through your lyrics. Forever a fan fam!
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Your.not alone fam this song feels like it was made for my.husband
Living the Same Life struggles as me bro. Keep it 💯🙏🏻 I try everyday. Two years SOBER now!!!
I'm struggling with depression right now with stomach pains so hard it's hard for me to even walk , felt this track so much true bars thanks for everything madchild you are a true human
Hope you feel better soon bro 🙏
Positive vibes sent to you. Keep pushing through. You. Can. Do. This.
@@bigdog7336 thanks 👊
@@patrickloughlin2953 it's not the first time i struggle with pains like that i believe I'm gonna stand up soon thanks for your positive energy i appreciate you
@@johnthecrazyguy8664 you got this. Manifest it. Own it.
"I can feel the Reaper searching for my address..!" Fantastic words, no one but Madchild has ever expressed so AUTHENTICALLY and ARTICULATELY and at the same time he INSPIRES everyone. His words from his mouth are truly magical. No one else has ever come close to writing such quality lyrics as Madchild does.
When you rap in this voice-your deeper Misguided Angel voice like from earlier records-I feel it so much more
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That's why I always share these songs. Music helped through the toughest times of my life.
Dope mad and tom dropped sounds like this around the same time.
Whoever is having a hard time right now. Keep fighting. You got this.
"True definition of insanity, I'd be long gone if it wasn't for my family". You and me both, and family don't always mean blood. Keep spitting truth. Mad love Madchild. OMG
🙏🙏LETS GOOOO
I'll be singing this hook in my head all day. 🎶🔥 #OMG Goooo #Madchild! #Top5Rapper
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❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’m proud of you for going down the personal road mad. Since Oz has been there I’ve seen a change in a good way in you and your music. I’m proud of all of you. Thank you mad for giving Jimmy and oz the opportunities and ambition and drive I seen restored in them last year when you reached out and this new journey began. #OMG
OMG 4EVER 💗🙏
After she passed four years ago I feel so alone haven’t dated since . Keep these tracks coming . Keeping me motivated
Had to put this on repeat. Just close my eyes and vide.
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Nailed it. A million things need said to people love hearing how he does each one.
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Tom: "Friday is my day"
But also don't forget
Tom: "The fam comes first"
Friday is the day of good art from the real artists. I hope I keep getting Tom and Madchild on the same day! Honestly helps keep the songs more fresh before I gotta do a cool down.
Saw both show up in my feed. Clicked on Mad instantly. Listened to it about a dozen times today. Just listened to Toms track. Came back & listened to Mad again. We need to rename it Mad Friday. Mad is staying on repeat every time he drops a new track.
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I love this song and the video in black and white; really set the mood! Love love love.
Dude is going deep with his lyrics. Loving the new stuff and keep it coming
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Gotta learn to be ok okay by myself lookin 4 that peace an serenity that God sez is within me
POWER. just power. Well done my guy, great message, simple soft mellow beat with strong lyrics. Keep it up MAD!!!
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This is an expression of how exhausted someone can become. I felt it right away.
So much love Madchild. Thank you for being a voice for those of us with mental health issues and addiction.
OMG 4EVER 💗🙏
Been in a crowd of thousands and still felt all alone. Keep the music coming Shane. Loving it
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I've still got this song on repeat can't stop listening. you are talented my bro keep talking truth and keep being you. Hope all goes well for you you say what i can't get out nuff love
it really is amazing!!!
Much love and respect to you. Sometimes I feel that family is all that we have, all that remains. God bless you for the message and songs you have delivered. Please don't feel alone. We're here with you. 🌻
I'm in love with this song it might be my new all time favorite of Madchild!!!
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I have to hear some Madchild everyday. Quite literally looken up to the guy.
You and my husband
@@krystellambert3978 Hell yeah
Love watching and hearing ur words bro they get me right in my heart
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Been caught in the fog and delusional thinking I'm finally alive and awake.. Thank you God!! Thank you people that lived in our shoes and made it out!!
We all love you Mad. The OMG crew and Baxwar fans will always have your back.
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madchild i love you and you make me feel understood. your fans will always be here for you..♥♥♥
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Madchild i think this is one of the best songs I have heard from you. I love all you stuff but this just topped it!
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This is the only song keeping me going right now....You are an inspiration Madchild ive listened you my entire 21years of living i dont think theres a moment in time i haven't listened to you when im depressed and or suicidal your songs are 100% TRUTH, and ive never related to a song so much in my entire life or thought and looked up to a rapper this much!! I love you Madchild keep up the amazing work with your songs!! I love every single one of them!!
My man!!!! These new tracks are straight 🔥 , can’t to hear this new Swollen project I’m hearing about!!!
FACTS!!
You are a beautiful soul and have been through some unimaginable things let alone what comes along with chasing a passion and love for music and expressing yourself. Full respect and keep shining bright! Real love man!
The Canadian Werewolf is back!!
Yep I am gonna make this video for him and the last one leave a light on its done
yessssss
Full moon
More therapy for the SOUL
Stay 🙏blessed my brother.
I feel the same way about my family, took me awhile to let LOVE in and when I did my LIFE got much better than it used to be..life is a beautiful struggle. 💪
OMG 🙏💗
@@donnarose6037 no doubt 🙏❤
That beat, those lyrics! That chorus!!! All FIRE SHANE!!
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Brother your made me feeling some old feelings I'm Alone in my house I got alot respect I really appreciate it this song is da Bomb sounds like me. 6 years clean n sober
🗣1 More time Jimmy. #OMG #SICFUX 💥🔥🔥🔥🔥
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Life is tuff but my 8 yr old granddaughter said to me. "Don't be sad because sad is bad and sad backwards is Das, and das no good". I hope that impacts one person like she impacted me. Your a don MC.
Madchild thanks for getting me out of dark moments
💗 stay strong
True definition of insanity, I would be long gone if it wasn't for my family.
Felt that ❤ glad your here bro, Gods work
Man, i'm litteraly crying now, while hearing this track.
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I've literally been crying to this song for 3 days. It's still on replay though! 😢😢
I listen to this song probably 5 times a day. This song is whats been getting me through the bullshit. Thank you Madchild fr. Much love.
Wow this blew my mind… it’s amazing and so deep… love it!!
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Beautiful Song.
A new Madchild Vid, a new Swollen Members Vid, a new Tom Macdonald Vid, IS IT CHRISTMAS TODAY???!!!
No, just July 16th.
YES! XMAS IN JULY! THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING THEM ALL!
For real! Canada is repping hard with these cats 💯💥🔥
And a new @harrymack Omegle bars
What a day!
His back 🔥🔥🔥
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New tracks are amazing. Best one yet!
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I seriously think this is one of his best works. Has a poetic and mellow tone with style and an absolute perfect rhythm and beat.
My friend, this is great stuff. Catchy song, something I would replay a lot. Awesome writing. All love from our family to yours
OMG 4EVER 💗🙏
Bro just love the way you flow much love from Scotland
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I know what it's like to be in a house full of people n still feel all alone...stinks...we all just gotta stay strong 🥺🥺🖤🖤🖤🖤
Two of them thangs back to back, this has a sound that could blow 💥💥💥💯💯
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Been loving this song over withdrawals .
OMG 4EVER 💗🙏
Love your music. Keep it coming.
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Aw man.... Love love love this. I hear ya and I feel ya poetry brother!😎🤘
Love this!! Much love
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🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥😎👍bada$$ my brother keep it up still here still listening to your music ✌️
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Thats a GREAT SONG!!!!! Definitely cuts deep into the soul been there and still climbing back up ! Keep up the Awesome work and STAY STRONG BRO!!!!🤘🤘🤘🔥💯%
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This is dope, sounds like when I was on Top and my fall off, it's the same for all of us.
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I don't know anything about madchild but I love his music. An I think his addiction may stem from depression, because I feel the same way and can relate even though I dont struggle with drug addiction. His music gives me the energy I need to tackle my day and push through negative thoughts.
This is tight love it hits hard.
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This is such a great feeling knowing I can have an end to the shame I lived knowing finally i can have a end to it with integrity finally succeeding where I once failed many years ago
MY HUSBAND MY KING! THE ONE TRUE KING OF THE UNIVERSE! 🔱👑
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me, right now. hitting so hard ive got tear drops. thank you mad, speaking when i cant find
the words
You're killing it man. I can relate a lot to the lyrics. Songs like this feel like a therapy session, almost. Thanks for that.
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Whoooo🔥🔥🔥 Luv it 4 sure! OMG ✌🏻❤️🇨🇦
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Can Madchild be underrated? Probably..lyrics are deep and on point!
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Love this vibe