Older Military Man Finds Your Diary [Daddy Issues] [Abuse] [Reassurance] [M4F] [ASMR RP]

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    You're downstairs cooking some dinner while Charlie is toiling away in the attic, pouring through the boxes left over from your move. He is trying to figure out how to sort them when he finds something... Your old journal. He knows he probably shouldn't snoop... But once he reads a little he can't stop... It's a bitter pill to swallow for him to learn what your life has been like...
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    ● SCRIPT: ItsEsmeJones
    ● ART: Minikui_Cheri
    ● THUMBNAIL: ‪@BabyPinkASMR‬
    ❖ SFX used in this video comes from: freesound.org and my own created sounds.

КОМЕНТАРІ • 220

  • @Oliredwd9cm
    @Oliredwd9cm 11 місяців тому +85

    “No I shouldn’t…WAIT-“
    You said : 👀📖

  • @dukeDevlinstruelove
    @dukeDevlinstruelove Рік тому +440

    I'm not crying you're crying! this episode was a punch in the heart and so feeling it shows how much Charlie cares about short-stack so much Also you still don't get any fried potatoes.

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  Рік тому +105

      Let this be a lesson; If you read someone's diary without permission, get ready to go hungry!

    • @dukeDevlinstruelove
      @dukeDevlinstruelove Рік тому +28

      @@FilthyVA I mean you still get breakfast just no potatoes

    • @elliequddos1429
      @elliequddos1429 Рік тому +7

      @@FilthyVA you are so cute ☺️

    • @KitkatEveeFoxLeader
      @KitkatEveeFoxLeader 8 місяців тому +7

      Let's all be honest your crying I'm crying we're all crying

  • @moonisok872
    @moonisok872 5 місяців тому +86

    I like how he says it’s wrong then turns the page straight after💀

    • @SagaAlghoto
      @SagaAlghoto Місяць тому +1

      I laughed so hard 😂

  • @Kylee508
    @Kylee508 Рік тому +625

    I really loving the Older military Man series Can you please make some more videos of the series?

  • @makermario6665
    @makermario6665 2 місяці тому +13

    Somebody get this man an acting job. The emotion in his voice... bro the most talented voice artist i have heard on youtube by far

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  2 місяці тому +3

      Aww thank you very much! 🥺👉👈

  • @ArcticMonkeyz-yy5pp
    @ArcticMonkeyz-yy5pp Рік тому +144

    ‘Being sweet to people hurts’ punch to the gut. I was teary eyed after this ngl- I love this character sm and I hope we get to see more of Charlie x

  • @alwaysingingSZA
    @alwaysingingSZA Рік тому +193

    The way he said JeSuS in the southern accent had me dead 💀💀😂😂

    • @halieydavson
      @halieydavson Рік тому +16

      Same bruh

    • @davinab_
      @davinab_ Рік тому +10

      Noo because I literally burst out laughing 😭

    • @iiHoneyyy
      @iiHoneyyy 6 місяців тому +2

      "JeSUs"

  • @weirdos._.
    @weirdos._. Рік тому +37

    I-Im not crying **sobs** YOU'RE CRYING!!!

  • @beamerboy000
    @beamerboy000 Рік тому +147

    PLEASE MAKE THIS A SERIES PLEASEEEE THIS HELPS WITH MY TRAUMA

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  Рік тому +60

      This is actually part 5 of an ongoing series! So if you like be sure to check out the previous one! (Pssst, I have a playlist with them all together on my channel 😉)

    • @STARSHOW_1
      @STARSHOW_1 Рік тому +8

      OMG SAME ITS HELPING ME WITH UN FELT WITH TRAUMA

  • @LegendaryOdin
    @LegendaryOdin Рік тому +89

    Well, Charlie may not get any taters, but at least he'll get some buns :P Great work as always, sir!

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  Рік тому +18

      Thank you so much! And thank you again for writing yet another amazing script! (This was quite heavy even for me X v X;; Don't pull your punches Esme!)

    • @LegendaryOdin
      @LegendaryOdin Рік тому +13

      @@FilthyVA "Don't pull your punches".
      ... I don't think I've ever actually 'cackled' until I read that. Kudos! >:3

  • @OllieoxenVA
    @OllieoxenVA Рік тому +21

    I’ve listened to this series on repeat for the past two days. I definitely was not ready to have this hit me so close to home. To the dad passing unexpectedly, the toxic family, even to the abuse.
    Thank you for this.
    WE’RE HEALING TODAY YALL. ❤❤

  • @KitkatEveeFoxLeader
    @KitkatEveeFoxLeader 8 місяців тому +13

    Let's all be honest your crying I'm crying we're all crying 😭

    • @Demi_Sukimata
      @Demi_Sukimata 7 місяців тому +4

      I'm definitely crying- I'll cry with you

    • @KitkatEveeFoxLeader
      @KitkatEveeFoxLeader 7 місяців тому +4

      @@Demi_Sukimata we shall cry together 🫂😭

  • @redwillow311
    @redwillow311 Рік тому +154

    As someone who grew up experiencing both physical and s€×ual abuse from male and female family members this hits really close to home. It's interesting and quiet startling to see and hear it in this format (not in a bad way mind you) as I actually brought it to my session with my Psychiatrist. She thinks it's an interesting take and as long as I am keeping myself grounded in that it is not my reality it's a healthy way for me to help process that I am not alone in what happened to me and that other people have experienced this as well.
    This has been a an interesting series to listen to and I do enjoy it quite a bit. The writing is absolutely amazing and the acting is emotionally charged and spot on. Thank you for creating something that can invoke such emotional response and I can't wait to see where this goes from here.

    • @laybby
      @laybby Рік тому +5

      im so sorry ml ☹️❤️

    • @STARSHOW_1
      @STARSHOW_1 Рік тому +5

      As somone who's been through the same im the exact same and I'm sorry you went through this ml

  • @CharleeSings
    @CharleeSings Рік тому +121

    Being someone who just lost their military dad..this hits hard.
    Thank you so much, I needed this
    I'm gonna go cry in my room now ❤

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  Рік тому +31

      I'm sorry for your loss, I hope that this helps to make the pain a little less

    • @ildikoboglarkanemeth8616
      @ildikoboglarkanemeth8616 Рік тому +8

      I am with you in spirit Dear 💖🫂! I hope your heart will heal on the level you need as soon as possible.

    • @sillychotu
      @sillychotu Рік тому +3

      Not the daddy issues 💖💖✨✨🎊🎊😩😩🤭🤭🥳🥳🤪

    • @CharleeSings
      @CharleeSings Рік тому +11

      @@sillychotu What the heck? Not a cool response to someone who just lost their dad

    • @blackcherry941
      @blackcherry941 Рік тому +8

      @@sillychotunot the right time for that
      Someone just lost their goddamn dad

  • @Somebodyy1
    @Somebodyy1 Рік тому +53

    The fact that I do indeed have a diary and it’s filled about the things some friends did to me-

  • @Connie23550
    @Connie23550 Рік тому +18

    My brothers name is Charles and I call him Charlie sooo this is tough….. also he SA’d me so even tougher 😬 the audio is great tho I just personally use a diff name when I’m listening lol😊

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  Рік тому +6

      Oh my... I am very sorry to hear that... Hopefully it is not too hard to listen to...

    • @Connie23550
      @Connie23550 Рік тому +4

      @@FilthyVA aw no it’s ok if I wasn’t ok with listening I wouldn’t have clicked :) your audios are super comforting! He did it when I was 8 and he was 9 so a manly voice isn’t triggering or anything 😘

  • @Vixenschuuring
    @Vixenschuuring Рік тому +5

    It hits hard when you actually had a rough childhood like this

  • @GamerGal13
    @GamerGal13 Рік тому +54

    This nearly made me cry and I love this we need more of these so badly.

  • @liz7694
    @liz7694 Рік тому +46

    This episode holds a particularly special place in my heart, emotional, well thought, gentle, and comforting.Amazing work!!

  • @SmolFoxTrue
    @SmolFoxTrue 3 місяці тому +1

    I know I’m late to this series, but so far it’s helping me heal with what I’ve gone through. So thank you

  • @callmekit87
    @callmekit87 Рік тому +25

    He’s 6’6”! Jesus 😂

  • @obviouslylesbigay
    @obviouslylesbigay Рік тому +15

    I love this series, although I could never bring myself to talk to older guys irl lmao 😭

  • @ltsrubesshawty
    @ltsrubesshawty Рік тому +25

    Manifesting for Charlie and shortstack to have a baby called Samuel or Fredrick🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  Рік тому +12

      It seems there are quite a few people rooting for Charlie and Shortstack's future babies! Here's hoping their future is brighter than their past!

    • @doratoth3336
      @doratoth3336 Рік тому

      Essswetejdjeieimmnxdososkdoj❤xdidjjdjdidisijjjjdjs😢djdjhhisuuszhshhusuhshsusuhheusuudzusduuuwuduuzvyajhsuhhshuhhhsshbebrejdnjejddbdjd❤😂gh😅h😊udzfjxz h

  • @khloeperry6589
    @khloeperry6589 10 місяців тому +5

    This feels like it’s stabbing me in the heart “I’ll stop hurting in time” like owww 💔💔💔

  • @Ghost_Girl420
    @Ghost_Girl420 Рік тому +7

    I'm absolutely in love with this series, and it's actually started to help me work thru my trauma... I understand most everything what the listener has gone thru, so it's helped me a lot...
    Please continue this series! ❤

  • @jaidyn259
    @jaidyn259 Рік тому +8

    Would be a big liar if I said this series didnt have me snot-nosed crying into a pillow. Hit a little close to home but was very well written and I hope everyone can have their own version of mr. Charlie to protect them from the world. 💕

  • @YoursFaithfully21
    @YoursFaithfully21 Рік тому +37

    It’s just so heartfelt oh my gosh - beautiful work and yet another amazing script (totallyyyy not crying) 😭✊

  • @toshimight01
    @toshimight01 Рік тому +5

    I just found your youtube channel with this lovely military man right here....and gosh of mighty i LOVE him (I literally saved this playlist and watched ALL these videos....and my heart and soul goes FULLY to Charlie) but im gonna so watch other videos of yours! P.s. the way the voice cracked "I'll stop hurting, in time." and you literally make this man CRY my heart was like punched and was on the verge of tears! THIS IS WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR GIRL got a good man! I would hug him and give him all the cuddles he desires! but he still read the diary so no fried potatoes for him.

  • @abbycrossing13
    @abbycrossing13 7 місяців тому +2

    I so badly need this series continued

  • @Misfit_Potato
    @Misfit_Potato Рік тому +71

    I have no idea what to expect this time, but I know it's going to be an emotional ride, and I'm here for it

  • @toasty688
    @toasty688 Рік тому +5

    Aww this is so sweet I love Charlie

  • @lisab214
    @lisab214 Рік тому +3

    I'm crying. That was such a good episode 😭

  • @jozalynshepherd7200
    @jozalynshepherd7200 Рік тому +15

    Can you please do a pregnancy video with the older military man please

  • @shaniahinchliffe3119
    @shaniahinchliffe3119 Рік тому +7

    God this is so cute but so dam sad

  • @khloeperry6589
    @khloeperry6589 9 місяців тому +2

    My heart was aching listening to this diary 😭😭😭

  • @IMANALIEN48
    @IMANALIEN48 Рік тому +19

    Not the potatoes

  • @SquishyListener
    @SquishyListener Рік тому +2

    NEVER LET THIS SERIES DIE PLEASEE

  • @vampers
    @vampers 6 місяців тому +1

    These are helping me heal more then i could possibly express .. thank you so much 💜

  • @ThomasBsangster_16
    @ThomasBsangster_16 11 місяців тому +6

    daddy issues go brrrrrrrrrrr😵

  • @acidx1845
    @acidx1845 Рік тому +16

    OMG THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU, i am in love with this series thank you so much Filthy omg.

  • @heathiesteele8153
    @heathiesteele8153 Рік тому +3

    I just finished listening to what you published so far, and I'm loving it. More of this series, please?

  • @shellbyrussell2330
    @shellbyrussell2330 8 місяців тому +2

    Ugh the southern accent gets me !!!! 😅❤❤

  • @persinityglitch-qt1tn
    @persinityglitch-qt1tn Рік тому +11

    Sorry 30 minutes late to the meeting boss

  • @apsarasangreal84
    @apsarasangreal84 Рік тому +4

    O M G !!!!!! More Charlie!

  • @smolandangeryandgay7662
    @smolandangeryandgay7662 Рік тому +18

    genuinely cried listening to this omg- poor shortstack

  • @kiiiwi5
    @kiiiwi5 7 місяців тому +2

    Whenever I listen to this audio I cry it’s horrible what happened to her

  • @iidasworshiper
    @iidasworshiper Рік тому +3

    IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS BRO SOBBING TEARS OF JOY FR😭IVE MISSED HIM🩵

  • @livleona5
    @livleona5 Рік тому +14

    Im trying to listen to the heartfelt talk, but i just hear fried potatoes 😂

  • @trinityharmon5107
    @trinityharmon5107 Рік тому +20

    I'm glad my diary was destroyed in a fire

    • @Demi_Sukimata
      @Demi_Sukimata 7 місяців тому

      I have thrown and burned so many diaries, it's not even funny-

    • @trinityharmon5107
      @trinityharmon5107 7 місяців тому

      @@Demi_Sukimata i do understand

  • @Jackieeeisvibing
    @Jackieeeisvibing Рік тому +3

    Holy shit the 6:08 I don’t know where he buried her hit me like a brick

  • @echerechie6313
    @echerechie6313 Рік тому +15

    I’ve never known the pain that short stack experiences, so I hope that the people who have get some amount of comfort through this series! Absolutely love this series, thank you for making such a comforting asmr series friend!

  • @somebodys_Dream
    @somebodys_Dream Рік тому +13

    I love this Series so much i have rewatch it like 12 times. ahem- make it 13

  • @kawaiimillie2724
    @kawaiimillie2724 Рік тому +2

    I love this series, I would love to see one of running into someone from the past like Kyle. I think it would be interesting ❤

  • @vanillepudding697
    @vanillepudding697 Рік тому +13

    I love this series so much! It comforts me in so many ways and I actually feel safe and loved! Thank u so much!
    Take careeree

  • @AlexTurners3
    @AlexTurners3 Рік тому +5

    OH. MY. DAYS. My birthday is June 6th...😭💀

  • @yourcreepy_gacha9010
    @yourcreepy_gacha9010 Рік тому +7

    The fact may 28th is my birthday made it worse...

  • @Sodatabs7
    @Sodatabs7 Рік тому +14

    Dear god, you have no clue how some of this stuff hits to close to home for me

  • @popstarprincess123
    @popstarprincess123 Рік тому +18

    I don’t want this to ever end

  • @pixiestick853
    @pixiestick853 Рік тому +28

    i found this series a couple days ago and i've listened to every single video from you. i love your videos ❤️❤️

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  Рік тому +3

      Thank you so much! I am glad to hear that you enjoy my videos!

  • @SativaSmith-xu7df
    @SativaSmith-xu7df 2 місяці тому +2

    You're downstairs cooking some dinner while Charlie is toiling away in the attic, pouring through the boxes left over from your move. He is trying to figure out how to sort them when he finds something... Your old journal. He knows he probably shouldn't snoop... But once he reads a little he can't stop... It's a bitter pill to swallow for him to learn what your life has been like...

  • @ileanzoo713
    @ileanzoo713 Рік тому +8

    just curious. What’s their age gap?

    • @agayontheloose
      @agayontheloose Рік тому +8

      10 years

    • @shaynalewis3141
      @shaynalewis3141 Рік тому +7

      I thought it was more like 20 years

    • @LegendaryOdin
      @LegendaryOdin Рік тому +9

      @@shaynalewis3141 Nah. Canonically speaking, Charlie is 35 and Short Stack is 25, but I don't mind people playing those dynamics :3

  • @Barrne_
    @Barrne_ Рік тому +8

    could you please add this to the playlist on your channel? that’s be so helpful thank you :>

  • @demonangel918
    @demonangel918 Рік тому +13

    I have a whole mess of parental issues, so this was very needed

  • @kuromi_em
    @kuromi_em 9 місяців тому +2

    I HEARD A COWBOY ACCENTAND SPIT OUT MY WATER AND HAD TO HOLD MYSELF BACKFROM SCREAMING 😳😳😳
    (Edit)
    Daddy issues: so..you wanna talk?
    Me asf: *absolutely not* 😃🔫

  • @xXRobin_Afton_Xx
    @xXRobin_Afton_Xx Рік тому +5

    PLEASE TELL ME THEIRS GOING TO BE A PART 6 😭😭😭

  • @nyaorsumn8447
    @nyaorsumn8447 Рік тому +1

    the beginning sounds like that lamp that jumps on the I from i think pixar

  • @themostepic0162
    @themostepic0162 Рік тому +7

    Omg come for the title, stay for the story. This isnt even my style but now im just invested. Short stack and charlie vs the world.

  • @One_and_only_lol
    @One_and_only_lol Рік тому +7

    GIVE THAT POOR MAN HIS FRIED POTATOES NOW 😭😭😭

  • @Meipmeep
    @Meipmeep Рік тому +7

    One of the best relationships I’ve ever had was with a man 19 years older than me and retired Air Force. Unfortunately my life took a different path due to my child’s mental health needs.

  • @Da._.Wizqrd
    @Da._.Wizqrd Рік тому +3

    Could you do one where he sees that youre having a panic attack ? Pls I would love that but only if you have the time to no rush. ❤❤❤

  • @muffinhead2032
    @muffinhead2032 Рік тому +4

    MORE MORE MORE

  • @deadspoderlily
    @deadspoderlily Рік тому +6

    I seriously wanna give Listener a hug😭😭❤️‍🩹

  • @kels_loves2519
    @kels_loves2519 Рік тому +7

    I LOVE THIS SERIES SO MUCH BECAUSE OF PRICE😍😍😍😍😍

  • @pixelae8046
    @pixelae8046 Рік тому +8

    😭

  • @Boo_0622_Z
    @Boo_0622_Z 3 місяці тому +2

    Wow what the actual fuck was this like I thought it was gonna be protective and cute and I’m crying in my people like I actually just lived the awful life like what the hell dude.

  • @apsarasangreal84
    @apsarasangreal84 Рік тому +3

    O M G !!!!!!

  • @littlebugl0u
    @littlebugl0u Рік тому +6

    the accent is giving Arthur Morgan and I'm in love

  • @Yak1986
    @Yak1986 Рік тому +8

    Fried potatoes! 🩷

  • @LillianCrago
    @LillianCrago Рік тому +7

    Bro this hits a little too close to home, but amazing audio series👍

  • @ClueGirl41
    @ClueGirl41 Рік тому +64

    This was so sweet, heartfelt, and tender. Thank you

  • @randomhooman8402
    @randomhooman8402 Рік тому +5

    Ahh here we go again, my favourite dilf ^^
    I tried to keep a diary/journal but it didn't go well as it was never consistent so this was an experience
    Edit: and indeed it was an experience..wow..I'm so happy we as short stack are okie now..seriously

  • @Itz_Caite_Wolf955
    @Itz_Caite_Wolf955 Рік тому +4

    𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝓪𝓶𝓪𝔃𝓲𝓷𝓰!

  • @strayash232
    @strayash232 Рік тому +7

    The diary entries were so gut wrenching :///

  • @-_-peach_milk431-_-
    @-_-peach_milk431-_- Рік тому +2

    Is it me or does put me ‘Put Me In A Movie’ by Lana Del Rey fit perfectly for this series
    Also you’re doing a amazing job filthy love ya ☺️🫶🏽

  • @bella-pq7zu
    @bella-pq7zu Рік тому +5

    FINALLY I've been waiting for this series

  • @kuronoreiskornanime9013
    @kuronoreiskornanime9013 11 місяців тому +2

    I mean yes i love this series and you are officially my fav va currently but holy macaroni with strawberry milk... That was some emotional damage mixed with the sweetest words... I think i need to calm down from that first 😵‍💫
    On the other Hand... Your voice is really nice! Deep but Not Scratchy

  • @erynlanse2376
    @erynlanse2376 Рік тому +5

    That last entry of the journal got me crying😢
    I was just folding clothes and that got me. I kinda relate to her in terms of suffering in silence and keeping my emotions in.

  • @patricecipher6457
    @patricecipher6457 Рік тому +2

    100/100
    More pls 😊❤❤❤

  • @OphelianDreams
    @OphelianDreams 11 місяців тому +2

    Just listened to the whole playlist rn, and i am devastated 💔 is this the last part? Will there be no furure parts to this? How am i supposed to heal my inner child now? 😭😭😭

  • @Casper_ham0
    @Casper_ham0 Рік тому +6

    AHHHH

  • @Ldogsquad
    @Ldogsquad Рік тому +7

    Please make more of these they are amazing

  • @samsam-rd7vz
    @samsam-rd7vz Рік тому +5

    the diary entries really broke my heart. My heart goes out to everyone who has experienced things like this, you're so strong for making it this far❤❤

  • @Chewy_sweetheart
    @Chewy_sweetheart Рік тому +7

    4:25 THATS MY BIRTHDAY

  • @Leo_TvT
    @Leo_TvT Рік тому +5

    For someone who had a past like this, it hurts really badly 🥲

  • @SpotTaylor-sq9pg
    @SpotTaylor-sq9pg Рік тому +4

    ok i recently found this series and i gotta know how much older he is, like are we in our 20s? 30s? is he in his late 40s? 50s 60s??? im just wondering also this episode made me cry when he read a "fun time" or good time? cant remember, but its sad that a lot of people have to go through this.

    • @LegendaryOdin
      @LegendaryOdin Рік тому +5

      Charlie is canonically 35 and Shortstack is 25, but I don't hold folks to canon from my scripts outside of having a hard 'no creepy/illegal' boundary.

    • @SpotTaylor-sq9pg
      @SpotTaylor-sq9pg Рік тому +1

      Oh yeah that makes sense thanks for replying^^@@LegendaryOdin

  • @mommysheartVA42
    @mommysheartVA42 Рік тому +4

    This was amazing 🥲 you’re a wonderful artist. Such a soothing voice 🥰

  • @bella-pq7zu
    @bella-pq7zu Рік тому +5

    this is too short😭

  • @zephyrrose1866
    @zephyrrose1866 8 місяців тому +2

    I was painting in my room while listening to this and godamn, I have to stop what I do just to really listen to it. THIS MADE ME SOB SO MUCH

  • @meeboo5296
    @meeboo5296 Рік тому +6

    Thank u for this meal 🐢

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  Рік тому +1

      Just remember, no fried potatoes lol

  • @HayleeMitchell-bn3fv
    @HayleeMitchell-bn3fv 3 місяці тому +1

    This one really packed a punch. I had similar upbringings, unfortunately, not one with a sweet ending😅 I hate my dad and thought i never needed one, so Daddy issues never really made it to where I cared. This one, though.. I'm afraid to admit I cried a lot. Thanks..