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Well, after 1,5 months watching this gorgeous channel I want to share a bit with you.
First of all: Kurt, you saved my ass in July! 😂 thank you so much for that.
Met my other self almost exactly 1 year ago. Took some months for me to realize that this all is a bit special. I had visions of his childhood and thought those where mine experiences. Months later he told me what happened in his childhood and I thought “wait what the fck is happening???”
The nice bubble phase was about 4 weeks… after that, the real fun began. Not.
I’m from Germany and I can tell you, the whole TF topic is really weird in the German speaking area.
They call it Dualseele and if you translate that it’s like “duality-soul”. Um, excuse me 😂 how should anybody really get what’s the matter of it all? And of course nobody tells you about your dark night. AND I READ BOOKS ABOUT THAT TOPIC. Anyway.
In July I was in the “best” state of my dark night of the soul. I didn’t even know what it was. But yeah the vegetable in the bed staring at the wall… that was definitely me.
That was the time I came in contact with the topic “dark night of the soul” and thought “oh, that sounds familiar”
My soul got me to the point of searching for twin flames… bc I had this knowing, I would find answers in the English speaking part of the world 😅
Kurt, I found your channel, watched some videos. I watched the samadhi movie, I read The power of now, everything in 4 days… bc I had nothing else to do in my suffering.
And BAM, my ego died.
And 1 week later my other self called me, now we have almost daily contact. And I just know that everything is fine.
It’s neutral between us, like you say. But it’s a wonderful feeling of wholeness. I have no other words for that.
And now, I gonna show the German world what this journey really is about! 🎉
Hello from Austria! ❤
I am from Austria as well and I am too shocked, that there is still so many Misbeliefs in the German speaking realm about TF's...
Vielleicht hast du ja Lust, was gemeinsam zu starten? Es ist höchste Zeit, mal Licht ins Dunkel zu bringen hier 😉
Hello 👋 how many months did you suffer the ego death ? Thanks 🙏
Hey I am also from Austria. Yes in the German area we would call it dual soul but there are many teachers outside which are saying that there are twin flames AND dual souls. So they talk about 2 different "connections" for dual souls they say that you have to love yourself and also your dual soul. For twin flames they say that you cannot love "them" so this all is really confusing because I don't know the truth if there are 2 different types with 2 different "goals" or if it's just 1 type and they are all confused. 🙃😆
It's profoundly peaceful on a level that initially felt like it was greater than what I feel by myself, but then over time that changed and I can feel that "vibe" on my own. The best way I can explain it is it just feels right. To just accept the moment for what it is and be okay with everything. To know that I'm exactly where I need to be, and whatever happens will happen in the way it is meant to. And essentially it is like there are no real emotional feelings towards the other self, but that's because a state of true, pure unconditional love has been reached. So there are no conditions, no expectations, no desires for outcomes with the other self. It just is what it is, and no further words are needed to describe it. You just learn to enjoy the moments with them and not be concerned about them pulling away, because that just gives you time to work on your own self. Allow the physical to play out however it needs to, and understand that it's your soul (and God/the universe) working for your highest interests.
So well explained thank u so much
Thanks for describing this so beautifully 🙏❤️
Thanks man, i needed to read this right now. I have been on my spiritual journey for quite a while now and have been awakened and feel no emotional emotions towards my other self and stuff. but i forgot why it does "feel" nice to have "them" around and my mind just went a bit crazy over the fact that i dont have emotional (conventional romantic) feelings towards "her". like that its not pain nor pleasure but when "she" is around i just feel the unconditional love and my mind thought isn't THAT EMOTIONAL?! but after reading your comment i was like "bruh ofcourse i already knew this how could i forget" that when being in the purest form of love in yourself(remembering your the soul and stuff/(AGAPE/soul love) that that state of being around my other self is the same thing/ state of "beingness" and thus why the unconditional love just is.
Me and mine are officially in union. He moved in and it feels great. It’s pretty cool, actually. But, you spelt it out nicely. And, it does feel like it does when you’re home alone. lol There’s a sense of contentment and zen. It’s funny how my DM said to me the other day, that we just “are”. I love how the DFs are the more awakened ones and yet the DMs speak the lingo, too. lol
Almost 7 months into this ego death but have a small inclination the violence of it is over. If you would’ve told me even 3 months ago I’d barely have a serious thought over my TF anymore I’d just never fucking believe you. But you Eckhart and Spira are gigantic helps to get me where I’m at now. Pure presence. As much as possible. No matter the physical conditions. Always 💙
This phenomenon is driving me nuts. My twinflame has been writing me poetry for a long long time. At first I thought I was “crazy” because he’s famous- then my ego dropped and the walls started to fall. When I met him in person i convinced myself I was “obsessed” even though when I first saw him I did not find him appealing. I never dealt with obsession before. EVER. When we started writing eachother poetry that’s when shit started to really manifest. I could see the mirror dynamic, the similarities in our writing, pain when I was in pain, happiness when I felt joy. It was beautiful. It still is- but I’m convinced now that this is real. It took me a long long time to believe that a celebrity that I did not like, was my “twinflame” . Despite all the synchronicity and massive spiritual awakening 😂
Such a beautiful gift of our existence. Have to go through with a lot of bravery and not giving up. Faith leads the way. So clear, it is beyond the ego. It is without the emotions. That is the beautiful depth. It is being in now. Self-actualiszation is going within.
Thank you for your guidance Kurt! Without you, I would have been trying for years to figure out what was going on with me mentally, especially after the Kundalini experience. Once I understood what was going on, and having that blissful experience of oneness, meditation has made me much more balanced and more understanding of reality and existence. I also don’t think about other very often and she comes around. I did have a weird experience when I chatted with my twin one night, it was as if I was the only one in the room. Once I accepted the Spiritual Awakening was the most important aspect of the experience, everything has falling into place smoothly and has put me in a peaceful place. Love for Self and connection to my higher Self has been the ultimate benefit. I hope your channel continues to grow and you continue helping others realize what this is so they’re not going through the challenges of understanding what is happening for years. YOU SAVED ME AFTER TWO MONTHS OF TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS HAPPENING AND I THANK YOU 🙏🏾
That was very nicely said 😉
So powerful!
"The mind THINKS..." !!!
"The only 2 words that matter, are 'I' and 'They'!
Thank you Sir!
Great video Kurt 💐👍🏼😊
Thanks for the video, Kurt
Thank you soooo much Kurt for this wonderful video. 🙏
Thanks for explaining 💕
Thank you Kurt, I am really thankful for you💚
Around 8 minutes i received a download about the behind my twin flame story.. The Twin is the light that brings forth the truth that sits deep in your consciousness. They truly are the soul Dr( surgeon )that opens you up. Love this journey for the liberation, hate it for the pain. Absolutely despised it for revealing things in me that i hadn't learned to accept
Cheers heaps for everything your doing for people Kurt good stuff legend 🤙 I met my other self few years ago I felt something the first time I met her wasn’t sure what it was, only really got close start of this year and then up till a month ago which would of been the bubble faze, we argued over phone and she told me to f*ck off pretty much, after that all the fun stuff started haha, the overthinking about her was insane I couldn’t get her out of my head and then I realised that it felt like it wasn’t even my thoughts like they were just flowing to me from somewhere aye but wiggy , not the funnest thing like you said, I stopped eating for a few days just wanted to lay in bed and do nothing but cry , a video popped up on my UA-cam feed something about twin flames I had no idea what it was the next day one of your videos popped up i think it was one about twin flame separation, watched it and was like wtf everything made so much sense aye and after watching some of your teaching videos and the samadhi movie my ego died and the overthinking stopped once I realised that it’s my spiritual awakening I just focused more on myself and days later my other self messaged me back apologetic about how she spoke to me, I’m still struggling with it cos she’s got me in friend zone and feels like nothing will happen, I’m just being faithful n positive about it, gonna let the universe work it out aye
It’s a fascinating phenomenon. You’ll reach a point where you actually don’t care to see them - you ll go about doing what you do and they ll find a way to pop in and spend time with you. You ll remain friends - and it can be nice when they’re around ( or maybe even a bit annoying because u just wanted a nice simple solo trip with peace and quiet. haha)
If you can maintain a good friendship and not have the desire to be with them romantically - that’s a good place to be in.
Thank you for these vdeos on UA-cam ❤
I just found this channel 2 days ago and have been nonstop watching video after video, after spending almost 2 years reading other tf channels on the internet. What i've seen on here makes sense but I just fell on this one and what you're all saying is that passion, and touch and love cease to exist between you in the physical sense when you get together after being seperated. I'm such a romantic at heart that this is breaking my heart. My Tf and I were intimate in the past, before breaking up, and now i can't even imagine not having that kind of love with him when we come back together 😢 yet at the same time my soul is making me feel like it'll be OK. I hope this makes sense. Everything I was doing until now just got turned upside down and it's making me feel conflicted. Doesn't the "DM", not being awakened as we are, want/need physical passion and love from and with us?
So so true about how every you tuber attempt to enlighten about twinfame as Soulmates which is totally not true! I have found your videos by way of I guess chance and they are so elaborate and very precise about twinflame explanations. Very knowledgeable, funny and easy to follow-through mentor!! Thanks for all the helpful videos!
During our four-year relationship/situationship it was a peaceful feeling. It almost felt like one person, if that makes sense. We could joke, tease, and I would flirt. He was uncomfortable with feelings, though. After the bubble love phase he started pulling away. I think he loved the idea of a "friendship". When he told me he started dating someone else, I just said" ok" and"no" to the " friendship " he offered. After the DNOTS and obsessive thinking, I really don't feel the need to have him in my life anymore. I am focusing on my spiritual journey. I can accept the Zen feeling, but I have no need for a friend. I plan to manifest a soulmate and don't want an ex hanging around as a friend. I don't think my new man would like that either. My initial mistake was thinking he was a soulmate since I didn't know anything about twin flames.
Kurt, do make a trip to India. A workshop in Calcutta would be great ❤
Yes,when i was with my other self, it was peacefull, time dropped away, the ego disappeared and yes it felt like i was on my own
Yes but people are made to want to be with each other. You know , enjoying each other’s company
Hello Kurt. I've been watching your videos for about three weeks now. My twin flame is deff my twin. And the crazy part is she is the one who gave me the idea in the first place. W seperated in Nov. She even started dating sineine els however she still calls and even comes to visit and stay the night. She has put up many boundaries that are deff needed. She's aware of my pain and hates it. But she is the dm and she knows that. Even tho we stay close we still are in a separation. It's very weird. But I'm working on letting go and focusing on myself. But I still have hard days. I wish I could afford to pay for your program but I am a single father and times are hard. I guess I just want to say thankyou for helping me get through this process. Thankyou
Thank you 😊
Btw, a very nice youtube channel i found about oneness,is your higherself
168 k followers,but really interesting
I guess you maybe really like it Kurt,and students
Its alott like Anna Brown
Have a great day❤❤
Thank you ❤🤯
I am not with my other self, and I feel very peaceful and happy by myself. If I am ever with him again, that would be fine too.
Thank you🙏
Hi, Kurt. This is one of your best tutorials yet! Indeed, the TF "experience" is ......boring. 😅 After the initial "bubble" phase but before the "ego death" kerfuffle when we "separated", the TF and I (me and me) were alone in the same computer lab for over an hour. By that point, we had stopped chatting as much, in fact I'd say this took place exactly 1 month before all hell broke loose. Anyway, the point is that for that one hour, time paused, I felt absolutely nothing. No excitement, no happiness. Just nothingness. I even turned around to look at him (myself?) and felt nothing. He left and I didn't even notice. I'd say it was eerie but that's a "feeling." Guys: it's literally nothingness.
but if it's nothing why do twins (as Kurt said) get married and stay together? if it's so stupid and boring?
@@andreakornick because it’s the only relationship where you feel true peace ; that said, it’s also a relationship where extreme pleasure or pain don’t exist either.
@@marivg8948Thats Funny as i had best time with my tf. But that bubble also last 2 months. We where free and would talk anything and all days full of sex and romantic. So i dont know is Kurt really talking Right things 100%. Some say with twinflame you have romantic and sexual life and better than other souls. But egos Will take tf away.
It’s frustrating because I’ve prayed for love and I’m loving me, I feel so! And I still can’t get reciprocated love? I meet a person for God to say….no daughter love you more!! Can’t have him until you learn the lessons…I’m 42 I’ve had a horrible past I’ve learned them!!! So I said fine…I’ll attempt dating another person! I’m thinking of him!! I feel exhausted to say the least. Whomever can have it. I just want the regular love. Easy soft gentle. Please and thanks and Amen!!!
I feel you ❤❤❤ I love your name!! Kahrissa
@@1stephhy__ thank you!!
Please write a book with more focus on the spiritual aspects and the tf journey only as a sketch or an anchor to start the book
I’m loving your explanation of non-duality but I’m wondering why your clients get married when in union ? I mean what’s the point of being married without any romance or emotion ?
Hmm… great question. I’m finallyyy in union with my DM and we definitely have romance. We are attracted to each other and our sex life is pretty great. lol But, we also have and experience all of what he spelt out in this video, too. So, I, too, am kind of hmm’ing over here. 🤔🤔
Oh! We already know we want to marry, too. Because, our love is that strong. Maybe, it’s the human part of us that want to marry. That makes sense to me. 🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️
I literally just seen 3333 when I saw this video lol. But Hi Kurt ❤.
Me too! And the video is 33:33 long😀
good to hear the truth :)
🎯 Yes! @min 10;
Dr. Gabriel Oyibo proved the theory of relativity with his mathematical theorem in 1991.
Stephen Hawking told Gabriel
"you are clearly the one closest to God'
because Dr Oyibo had proven the theorem mathematically sought by Einstein, Galileo, Copernicus, Hawking, etc..
Thank you
Another great and informative video, thank you 🙂
Sorry if I am annoying you with all my comments.. I am just commenting as I am going through this.
I believe I experienced Kundalini this morning, for the first time! Then someone I met said she could feel the peace radiating off me.. which is 'good'.
If I'm understanding now, I have been practising just BEING, which does feel 'good' because there is no 'good' or 'bad', it just IS, it's peaceful. I've been living with the no 'good' or 'bad' for years since I read the book Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch (I'm not religious btw). This also talks about separateness - but states we are not separate from anyone or thing. I clearly didn't embrace it as fully as I needed to...
My question is, if my TF doesn't awaken, I get that, but wouldn't they not experience the same peace and just being towards me as I do towards them, because they wouldn't understand the union as I do?
Ok, I probably need to go and watch the science videos and the DM perspective right?
🤣
Hi. Thank you for the amazing video. I have a question though. When DFs manifest using the law of vibration...will their desires also be manifested into the physical reality of the DM since they are the same soul vibration?
Exactly why is this happening to me
Holy moly.
It’s bliss but it’s hell. I’m glad mine out of my life now
Hey 👋 Kurt , why does the other self make love confessions if they come back to see you ? Thanks 🙏
He's best one that still...Alive. LoL ❤
Can someone go tell all these ’twinflame’ coaches out there who talk about manifesting your ultimate lover twinflame that they are fucking up everyones spiritual awakening.
What if your other self is in a committed relationship do they eventually contact you again when you stopped thinking about them and go on with your life?
Yes whatever their situation they will contact you ❤
I’m going to finish the video and come back after it’s over.. btw my tf was trying to send out a message to me while I’ve been watching it on Snapchat but didn’t send anything.. I got the TYPING NOTIFICATION on Snapchat. I would be curious to know why marry our tf if we can’t and won’t experience pleasure while in presence of our other self? We already are self and complete.. in my experience when he’s here with me the pull starts..do I feel love for him, do I desire him, do I want to cuddle with him in bed or watching tv.. but I have to pull back each time because when I indulge he usually runs again the following day. It wasn’t like this in the beginning either we had a full soulmate type relationship for the first 5 yrs .. not pain free by any means. It was once we hit year 5 the separation began.. dark night of the souls I had 2, rebirth. We are fast approaching year 7 and it’s now me detaching, him coming in for a night or a few nights and him running again and me detaching again.
There's still pleasure and passion that can be had, it just comes from more of a place of pure unconditional love (the soul) rather than the chaotic swirl of emotions that is our ego (mental/emotional) self. Essentially we can't put any expectations or energy on the other self, which can be difficult to get out of doing. If they pull back it's so that you can reflect within and figure out what blocks or obstacles need to be cleared. The 3d takes time to match the soul level, and we just have to allow that process to play out while continuing to work on our own selves and staying in alignment with our souls while they figure out their own stuff.
@@Sorenthaz that makes a lot of logical sense. I am thinking about the last time he was here he said he wanted to work on things with me. Then I probably asked him 3 or 4 times if he was sure he wanted to do that.. which was me being insecure and then the day after he left I could feel the shift.. he was back out with a 3rd party and I was so upset for him lying. When inevitably it was probably more of my push that lead him to simply change his direction. I felt like I set
Myself very far back because I had 100% detached I was already dating someone else and pretty happy with the way things were going with that relationship when my tf busted back in. I had literally very close
To no attraction at all for him anymore. Almost
Like I outgrew him.
Why do I keep falling into the obsessive thinking?! It goes away then comes back! And when it does come back DM runs &Disappears!
'cause their energy (which is your own in another body) is addicting to your ego self (which is your collection of emotional/mental patterns, personal life story, etc built up over your physical lifetime). First step is to realize you aren't that obsessive thinking, and raise above that (or go deeper into yourself) and learn how to resonate with your soul (which is also them). Get rid of the mindset that there's an "other", even if your mind will struggle to follow that logic.
Haven't watched this vid fully yet but I imagine Kurt points towards watching the 'Samadhi (2017)' film and reading Eckhart Tolle's "The Power of Now" to help with getting to that point of no longer identifying with your thoughts/emotions. From there you can work on detoxing from the person and essentially choosing to focus on your spiritual journey. From there, they naturally come back. The conundrum of sorts is that you need to just let them do what they will, and surrender any expectations/desires for an outcome with that other person. As you raise your vibration higher through aligning with soul, they will naturally try to come back as the physical will desire to match what is already at the spiritual level (union with oneself).
Ultimately it's all about understanding that the other person doesn't matter in this equation, as strange as that might be to say from the ego/3d level. If they want to come back in, it's up to you whether you want to work them back in or not. But ultimately you can't focus on them or set an expectation of being together, because that implies you aren't already together where it counts. The 3d just takes its time to match the soul level, and any focus on the process will throw things off, because suddenly you're trying to control something that needs to just flow and go where it will.
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there's a reason for these strange and upsetting gaps in the journey - those dark nights. long ago we had wise and ancient animal spirits to provide guidance and dispel the uncomfortable experiences caused by awakening. but we bred them into pets, not realising that we were deactivating DNA segments that exist to enable interaction with other species. And, the species we left behind during our journey here have been seeking us across the millennia. This has created an energy vortex comprising endless howls of abandonment, which engulfs every seeker during the stage of the journey where they would normally be bonding with kindred species and receive direct instructions.
Now that goddess portals are opening and upcodes are being transmitted to every species, we can reconnect with our forgotten cousins.
In my journey I chose the welsh tradition called "llatai" where a wild animal is chosen to carry the love message - luckily, the animal that I chose happened to be a shaman and our union was blessed with vivid and tangible forms from the astral. ☯
🧘🏽♀️🧘🏽♀️🧘🏽♀️❤❤❤❤🔥🔥🔥🔥🥰🥰
Dosen't say how it feels to be in union with your TF
I been watching this channel, hoping to hear something that will definitely tell me i met my twin.. anything concrete . But I continue doubting. 😏 🤷🏻♀️ I came to the conclusion that he’s a false twin. Even though some information resonates. I’m still doubting. Even though … lmao 🤣. My conclusion false twin
I'm still not getting that if you can't love your twin flame, you can't emotionally think about them then how can you marry your twin flame? Isn't it a loveless marriage then?
If iam right, the soul,who we really are is pure love
Love is not an emotion..thoughts and emotions come from the mind
So soul love is pure love
(Kurt correct me if iam wrong hihi)
Yes it is loveless but they don’t care
Firstly it is not loveless. Here I define LOVE as love for yourself which would be the same for others. Ex.. can you love yourself so much that the things you do in life like wanting to eat out, spending time outdoors, having sex is all because you want to have those experiences for fun and to live in that moment of it.
If you do all those things because you have a desire to experience all that for yourself, then you WILL EXPERIENCE all those things and in this case with the twin person. Its all about what YOU want to experience. You will basically HAVE those experiences but with the twin which would be similar to a relationship experience but the feel of it would be something like this- Imagine a childhood experience where you are having fun with a friend and in that moment you forget that you are you and your friend is another. its just the experience.
So it will be what YOU will make of it. It will not be about another because there is no another. Hope that clears! There will always be love because Love is at the center of it. Love is creation and experience of it all. Its not boring, its LOVE.
@@anki3336Kurt sayd boring life and No romantic life. And also, sex is important thing in relationship also. We had all and it was full of passion with tf. Not at all what Kurt says. But after 8 months bubble ended as i was spiritual and she also but material life was still for she more important. Then she sayd that feelings 😂need suddenly. And If you read Some other divine pages then they say that feeling are taken away because she have to learn again to look whats really important,soul. I hope someday we come together again.
Dunno there was so many pschycopathic predators interfering with the relationship
If you can’t love your twin flame and you are one soul, then you don’t love yourself?
@@M.A.M.966 absolutely
I see a lot of 4s
I keep dreaming of my 4th-Gen-cousin I met for the first time recently. It was a three-day family event, we are over 7 hours away from each other.
Our last meeting was left with a hug from him and tears in my eyes. 3 days later, I noticed that I texted him. I have no recognition of how I texted him, due to the fact that we were in the depths of the country. I began to read the text, it didn't sound anything like me. In this text, I claimed how he felt strangely familiar and that I love him unconditionally. He actually said back I love you so much, I didn't feel anything at the thought of the text because it felt like my body wasn't in control & of course, he was my 4th Gen cousin. It seemed as though, when he said I loved I was supposed to react more, so then the dreams came strongly and repeatedly. I am 20 he is 25.
It’s been a total of 50 dreams repeatedly of him, in a row!! In the beginning, I could feel his presence around me. I had cried numerous times over him uncontrollably, it felt like I knew him before. He felt strangely familiar, somehow my soul assumed I knew him. I knew maybe my heart chakra was damaged, I meditated on it and cried as if I lost someone. I would sometimes awake from dreaming of him and instantly cry in pain as if grief happened. It came with screams in pillows some nights. It felt like his soul was merging with mine. He not only stalked me in my dreams, a child would also come into my dreams. This child made me, experience him in every life cycle. Womb to 7 years old!! It made itself clear that it was the child of me and this cousin?!! I keep getting spiritual numbers repeatedly 11:11, 12:12, 10:10, 9:11, 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, 4:44 & 5:55.
Second stage, he consumed my mind, and I lost passion & purpose for everything. All I could do was think of him. It was uncontrollable, I meditated constantly. It felt as though his soul was a cloud in my head. I couldn't focus on the things, I loved before. I would have opened eyed vision of I & Him. I would sometimes find myself bringing myself back to reality. I tried everything to get him out of my mind, but then he started manifesting more powerfully in my subconscious dreams. It seemed as though, I could go up to this cousin and tell him everything about himself strangely.
When I look at photos of him, it feels as though he’s me strangely. I could feel his emotions, I dreamed of him so much that it felt as though, I have two souls and I am basically two people. I look in the mirror and recognize me but I also recognize him. It feels as though, when we met his soul jumped out his body into mines. My soul & heart was longing for him, I denied this in my mind. Soul & Heart started feeling like it was ripping me in half, it felt like I was swallowing my own heart. My heart cried out badly as if, it lost him in a different lifetime and it was trying to get back to its other soul. My heart & soul was unconditionally in love with him. My mind began to deny, it was because I was confused. I was in love with some cousin I just met and somehow it feels like I was romantically involved with him in a different dimension. It got so bad that, I would go into a trance. I could stare at a wall for hours without blinking it felt like. He was consuming my head somehow, I & Him never spoke a word to each other during our first meet only eye contact. Last time, I made eye contact with him it felt as though I had an out-of-body experience. I in that moment, felt like I left Earth and fell back onto earth for a second. I shook my head as If I was dizzy. I shook that feeling off. I never experienced that in my entire life. I was unknowingly, unable to eat. I lost my appetite, food was no longer fuel to be. My fuel was sensing his presence and dreaming of him. It felt like I had a full meal after dreaming of him. I had to force myself to eat because I was concerned for my health. It felt as though, everything in my body wasn't working but was being taken over by his soul. It felt like I was a prisoner in my own body and I was sitting there letting him take control of my soul. I never cried that much in my life, I cried over my loved one’s passing but this was far worse. It felt as though, I was crying my soul out. I cried so deeply sometimes, that my head felt congested like it was about to explode.
This cousin came into my dream in the form of a lion with glowing golden eyes, I dreamed that it was two of him in the same dream, one with glasses and one without. This dream left me terrified because I was clearly lucid dreaming. I could hear myself in the dream telling this other version of him that he wasn't supposed to be in this dream. He was aware and knew it was an accident and was trying to find a portal out of my dream as he was running. I saw his last name in my dreams twice, I flipped a random page in the Bible and got his exact last name. He offered a marriage proposal in my dream, and for some reason, I said yes, he got on one knee but didn't have a ring, this was the first dream out of 50 repeated dreams that he actually spoke words out his mouth (Will you marry me). Two days later. I dream of a glow of light possibly an Angel in the midst of stars at night, This angel was making Emerald crystals come out of a black portal into my hand, it was then manifesting an Emerald ring in the palm of my hand. Five days later, I dream of walking down the aisle with him, I then continue to dream of our wedding ceremony 2 days in a row in different settings. I can’t stop dreaming about him and keep getting synchronicities!!
So basically…boring? No different than being alone, it seems.
Not quite. Boring is an emotion, which is mind. This is beyond mind. It's inner peace and oneness...
It’s NOT romantic? It’s like being with/by yourself? Sounds boring. Maybe I don’t want my twin flame at all. Maybe I’d prefer my soulmate… 😕
Yup, it's not what people think it is...
@@NewWorldAllstar Dangit, Kurt! 😝 I really thought I wanted this man. How could I NOT when the obsessive thinking & uncontrollable crying, all over an 8 week flirtation, feels like utter insanity. Maybe his only purpose was to prompt this journey of self-discovery/spiritual growth to prepare me for my soulmate. Either way, this is bonkers. I’ve been devouring your content & it’s been a comfort to me during this horrible time so thank you! 🙏🏻❤️
I too will vouch for Kurt. Went through all the phases. DNOTS lasted 1 week. Found Kurt’s videos and he led me to the Samadhi video’s. Watching them I entered a Zen state for the first time. My female DM left back to Chile since she was in Florida for her sister’s wedding to my brother.
I took my mind off of her and began researching and reading “The Power of Now”. Also started meditating.
Now we are chatting every single night for hours. What’s crazy is that it only took 1 week to get her to reengage. Thanks Kurt! 🫡🙏
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