REACTING TO MY FIRST YOUTUBE VIDEO EVER (8 YEARS LATER)

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  • @JellyJezebel
    @JellyJezebel 5 років тому +434

    I just want to give baby Shan a hug and tell her everything will be okay

  • @debbiebeveridge1883
    @debbiebeveridge1883 5 років тому +101

    That was so sweet! I remember those days. You've come a long way!

  • @vivsgm7538
    @vivsgm7538 5 років тому +26

    "I don't love myself all the time, but I'm getting there"
    Shannon Beveridge.
    Thank you.

  • @itsjustme7091
    @itsjustme7091 5 років тому +181

    “I’m just so little and orange” that’s exactly how I feel about my younger self, except I was yellow because of stress 😂

  • @foxesrule9037
    @foxesrule9037 5 років тому +76

    Shannon at the first few minutes: Changes the color of the subtitles on her shirt to make it visible.
    Shannon later: "Fvck it Y'all better listen closely" doesn't change the color.
    But it's fine because the audio was good so

  • @TheBbLlAa
    @TheBbLlAa 5 років тому +154

    Some of what you say in that old video reminds me so much of « a letter to you » :’)

  • @Pixelhugss
    @Pixelhugss 5 років тому +278

    Crurrent state: patiently waiting for the assumption about JPAN video.

    • @honeya3183
      @honeya3183 5 років тому

      They going to re shoot it

    • @AmbeyPankake
      @AmbeyPankake 5 років тому

      SAMEEEE

    • @honeya3183
      @honeya3183 5 років тому +1

      @@AmbeyPankake she said she re shoot video with jess

  • @eminemma282
    @eminemma282 5 років тому +129

    Only thing better than a Shannon video is a video of Shannon reacting to baby gay Shannon

  • @abohmabohm
    @abohmabohm 5 років тому +1

    since her first video she’s been helping people out no matter how uncomfortable she was. it really shows how caring & strong she is. nothing makes me happier than seeing she’s posted a new video, she’s just the best. ❤️

  • @TheJeanLouisse
    @TheJeanLouisse 5 років тому +464

    Why did I think you were gonna be 8 in the video 🙃

    • @joketsu100
      @joketsu100 5 років тому +4

      Why did we all think that

    • @SKYYLOVE
      @SKYYLOVE 5 років тому +5

      Jean Go *youtube wasn’t a thing back then* 😭

    • @KassyGO
      @KassyGO 5 років тому +1

      The title changed! Omg! (8 Years Old) to (8 Years Later)

  • @klara_hansen8528
    @klara_hansen8528 5 років тому +16

    8:50 "I'm just so little and orange" Omg ahashhshahhsa

  • @jordanperkins303
    @jordanperkins303 5 років тому +23

    In 8 years you can do an inception video of you watching yourself watching this video and feel the same way about young Shannon as you do about yourself right now..

  • @lizgrzyb5513
    @lizgrzyb5513 5 років тому +5

    Shannon, this is how you were when you were getting comfortable with yourself. This is how I was when I was getting comfortable with myself. And this is how many people are today as they are growing into who they are. It's always going to be cringy to look back on yourself, but you should give your young self credit for having the courage to even make this video.

  • @H.Wotton
    @H.Wotton 5 років тому +1

    I’m so happy that you showed fetus Shan so much love and empathy

  • @Targaryenwhore
    @Targaryenwhore 5 років тому +42

    okay I'm gonna need a whole video of you talking in just your Texas accent thank you

  • @naeleiw1855
    @naeleiw1855 5 років тому +29

    My heart really needed to hear those things. Thanks little Shan ❤️

  • @aljawhraha7492
    @aljawhraha7492 5 років тому +2

    Honestly i lovvveee watching your videos because first of all i LOVE you ❤️ i think you’re an amazing human being and I look up to you in many ways and whenever I watch your videos idk how to explain this but that feeling of anxiety it goes away I swear it’s so healing just watching your videos give me such a positive message and energy “I struggle with anxiety so bad that sometimes I can’t leave the house“ so I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU AND LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH AND PLEASE KEEP UP YOUR AMAZING VIDEOS AND BEING YOUR AMAZING SELF BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ❤️.

  • @nevaehhenley1873
    @nevaehhenley1873 5 років тому +79

    4:27 ❤️”I do not cry” I love you Shannon we’re all here for you and love you so much// edit: thanks for all the likes

  • @TaylaAleci
    @TaylaAleci 5 років тому +12

    Literally so many of those things you said in your “A Letter to You” video I love you I’m so proud of how you’ve grown and accepted yourself Shan❤️

    • @emilyc7303
      @emilyc7303 5 років тому +3

      Tayla Aleci A Letter to You is such an amazing video. Probably my favorite I’ve ever seen. It’s crazy to see the growth but also her advice has always been the same. Love ya Shan!!❤️

  • @ReginalE123
    @ReginalE123 5 років тому +10

    Loved how you’re looking at yourself ...how much you have grown into the person you are today....taking in every word and still letting it speak to you/us. Keep up the good work!

  • @saltytreehugger1026
    @saltytreehugger1026 5 років тому +195

    Shannon I just wanted to say that I love your videos and that your videos are helping so many people 🏳️‍🌈

  • @chinitown
    @chinitown 5 років тому +15

    I’m so proud of you Shan, this video shows how much confident and sure you are about yourself now, and how everything gets better. It’s amazing! 💛

  • @NinjaJoanie
    @NinjaJoanie 5 років тому +6

    It’s so cool that you have this little piece of yourself to look back on. I’ve gone through some of my old journals, but they’re so depressing bc for so long I believed that I was going to hell for being gay. That broke me for soooooo long. But friends, it’s okay to be you!! You ARE perfect just the way you are ❤️

  • @Jess-wc1wx
    @Jess-wc1wx 5 років тому +23

    Love you Shannon! ♥️ I’ve been watching for 4 years and will continue to watch you. 🙃

  • @marahabd2012
    @marahabd2012 5 років тому +1

    It’s heartwarming how genuine Shannon’s words are ❤️

  • @talia.m.c
    @talia.m.c 5 років тому +43

    I just love it when Shannon uploads. Shannon is a beautiful human inside and out ❤️🌈

  • @maryjoysanderson
    @maryjoysanderson 5 років тому +2

    I love Shannon so much in these kind of videos where she reacts to old stuff. Maybe that’s my type: Cripplingly Embarrassed About Past Self

  • @Brooke-hm5nz
    @Brooke-hm5nz 5 років тому +1

    that was the shannon that changed my life. obviously still love you the same now but back then your videos saved me

  • @eboniz
    @eboniz 5 років тому +20

    the slow dialogue reminded me of kristen stewart in twilight lmao

  • @TheLjubojevic12
    @TheLjubojevic12 5 років тому +3

    This was so sweet. Kinda video I can show to a kid who is struggling to show them that things get better. That being who they are is fine.

  • @BE-kg6vd
    @BE-kg6vd 5 років тому

    There are so many "references" to A Letter to You, one of my favorite videos of all time, in this video! "It feels so much better to have one person really know you and love you anyway, than to have hundreds of people like you but never really know you", You telling the story of praying for a guy to come and change you, and just your general message, and it is so amazing to see how you keep trying to spread positivity and love into the world, then and now, and you have changed so many people's lives for the better, Shannon, so thank you very much for that

  • @michellet4451
    @michellet4451 5 років тому +10

    It's like an old version of "A LETTER TO YOU" 😍❤️❤️

  • @Brooke-hm5nz
    @Brooke-hm5nz 5 років тому

    i watched that video when you first made it and it’s crazy to know that even though you were giving all of us advice, you didn’t fully believe it for yourself. i’m really glad you do now

  • @jessicalee163
    @jessicalee163 5 років тому

    So sweet seeing big Shannon empathizing with little Shannon

  • @mamatihayati3512
    @mamatihayati3512 5 років тому +2

    Happy birthday to you shannon🎁

  • @cocoyanyan5956
    @cocoyanyan5956 5 років тому

    i love how shan always gets up and always look at the positive side of life, all people have been depressed once in their lifetime but the important part is to be well and look life in a positive way again. you inspired me alot. keep uploading shan

  • @teagan8592
    @teagan8592 5 років тому

    Little Shan is pretty much where I am right now. It’s nice to hear that it will get better eventually

  • @susannareid3563
    @susannareid3563 5 років тому +44

    am i the only one or does fetus shannon remind anyone of kristen stewart ?

  • @KyJoLove
    @KyJoLove 5 років тому

    Honestly wish I could meet you and tell you how GORGEOUS you are to your face. Not just looks but your whole being is beautiful!

  • @isabelb.9031
    @isabelb.9031 5 років тому

    Everything you‘ve said in your old vid was exactly how i felt. Especially when you said it’s okay to be gay, but i don’t wanna be gay. But it really helps to accept oneself if one tells others about being gay, bi or whatever

  • @carlijnvanhelden9416
    @carlijnvanhelden9416 5 років тому

    Dear Shannon, i came out to some of my friend last week, it felt good, but still like you were at first i don’t feel so comfortable with it yet. I’m scared of what my other friends will think and what my grandparents will think. Seeing this gave me really hope that things will get better. Looking at you how you’ve grown gives me hope and strength and it keeps me going. Things will get better, thank you so much for this video❤️

  • @vita.esotico
    @vita.esotico 5 років тому +1

    i really resonated with this video. thank you, shannon. i was at such a low point in my life a few months ago but life’s slowly getting better. love you so much 💕

  • @avaj9925
    @avaj9925 5 років тому +8

    Can we all just appreciate how much Shannon has been posting 🤧🙏🏻🙌🏻

  • @g.i.chowtime8302
    @g.i.chowtime8302 5 років тому +2

    Awe you are such a sweet person! I Came out to my parents... my mom cried out of suprise and my dad said pass me the beer. Lol. Everyone has their story. Ur amazing!. Just wanted to say, what ever life brings.. find something to smile abput each day! A smile is the best thing anyone can ever wear on any given day. Much love!!

  • @korenisme
    @korenisme 5 років тому +14

    Off topic but you, my friend, are breathtaking!

  • @alizea.8707
    @alizea.8707 5 років тому +7

    Ugh, she is so BEAUTIFUL!😍

  • @zinakassah
    @zinakassah 5 років тому

    My heart is so... full. This journey is the best and most relatable one out there. The fact that little shan is literally me from 2 years ago is absolutely crazy to me because I do believe her now. Things do get better and it does get easier and seeing that I'm still in high school and that I still have a longer way to go with so much more surprises and hopefully more happiness it makes me so excited for the future and I guarantee you that feeling was not there 2 years ago 😅. I'm so happy for Shannon and I'm happy that she's happy and living her life with not only hundreds but thousands of people who love her and actually know her (not personally but still, you get my point). It gets better and... well, Tell someone ❤️

  • @Andrea-vr8zt
    @Andrea-vr8zt 5 років тому +42

    I just one a hug and befriend baby Shannon. Tumblr was good at the time I have to agree.

  • @ejm3381
    @ejm3381 5 років тому +1

    Great reaction! You have come such a long way, and helped many along your journey, thank you for putting content on the internet for us to relate to,
    much appreciated.

  • @juliesobreira
    @juliesobreira 5 років тому

    Little Shan is the cutest thing in the world... She was so right about everything, but she seems so sad.. glad that you are now feeling way better about yourself, you are normal, you are a perfect little human who love the person that she want and that’s all that matter. KEEP POSTING CAUSE YOU ARE A UA-camR !AHAHA

  • @music-xo2fe
    @music-xo2fe 5 років тому +16

    So many of her quotes from this video are in her video from 2 years ago called “A Letter To You” go watch it & you will see💕

  • @Mackenziedoingthings
    @Mackenziedoingthings 5 років тому +1

    I'm so glad you shared this! Oh how I wish I had seen your video 8 years ago. It really does get better. I am so inspired by you and how you share so openly about your journey. I try to remind myself to be that brave. I'm 26 and was also in a sorority.. now considering joining the Junior League in my city. Its so intimidating to be in a room with 60 + women and wonder and have doubts about weather they will accept me. Most are married, with kids or engaged (South Louisiana). I think I am the only one who is an open lesbian, but I have similar interests and goals as these women and my sexual orientation should not matter or even be a thought. But, its scary, and I remind myself of what you are doing and how seeing you and your videos has helped me, and it makes me realize that I can be an example too, that just because I am gay does not mean I need to hide, or not do the things that I love. Hopefully becoming an involved and public figure in my community will help younger girls see that its okay, and if I can do for them what you have done for all of us, then I will be very proud of myself. I'm proud of you, and relate to you and I hope you're extremely proud of yourself, Shannon! So much love

  • @larawrrr9736
    @larawrrr9736 5 років тому

    Little Shannon gives me peace. I needed that. Thank youu

  • @breefts
    @breefts 5 років тому +1

    you are always this cute person who always says brave and inspirational things, I am so proud of you, I feel more comfortable watching your videos, it seems that you are hugging me with your words. and look how far you've come! ily ♥️

  • @reneedegroot6490
    @reneedegroot6490 5 років тому

    wow the transition between than and know is so big! I'm so proud of u i cant even put it in words. i love u so much! keep being u, cause ur making the world a better place

  • @lunamartinezzz
    @lunamartinezzz 5 років тому

    This made me wanna cry cause I realize with so many things that the old Shannon said and to see that today she is doing so well it’s so inspiring

  • @damselintuxedo
    @damselintuxedo 5 років тому +7

    I love you for just being who you are and for inspiring everyone in your own ways. You are a golden heart. 💛

  • @iamallovertheplace
    @iamallovertheplace 5 років тому

    little orange shannon was so wise and inspiring wow. we love tumblr

  • @jessicavasquez5899
    @jessicavasquez5899 5 років тому

    I think you've always just been good at giving advice. And it's nice to see how much can change in a person's life for the better, it makes me feel a bit hopeful for myself. I love you Shannon xx

  • @alwyda
    @alwyda 5 років тому

    why am i crying?? anyway thank you lil shan! love you.

  • @michellerbn
    @michellerbn 5 років тому

    this was the cutest video ever omg. looking back and seeing how far youve come is amazing

  • @lou3893
    @lou3893 5 років тому

    thank you so much, I'm somewhere in between where you were and where you are now and what you said about it keeps getting better even though it already got better and you are maybe stuck and have to deal with that kind of better that still isn't the best. Like I made so much progress from like trying not to think about the possibility of me liking girls to realising it and accepting it. And I never thought that it was actually a bad thing I just didn't want it for myself and yes it sounds like I'm just repeating what you said but that only shows how much I can relate to you and how much that is helping me, how much you are helping me

  • @aidaamira_mr
    @aidaamira_mr 5 років тому +11

    You should do a video on how you straight your hair

  • @smooshtheconfuzzled
    @smooshtheconfuzzled 5 років тому

    I feel for younger Shannon so much in that video. Identified so much with the feeling when I was younger

  • @KatherineGardner13
    @KatherineGardner13 5 років тому

    Sooo I was ready for this to be all funny and cute but honestly it kind of took my breath away when you described what I’ve been going through. I feel like I’m comfortable with who I am until I see things like this and realize I’m still not there yet. It’s so so good to see how far you’ve come in terms of being comfortable with yourself and it’s good to know that I can get to that point someday. Sorry to be sappy lol but this was such a good reminder for me 💜💜

  • @danielazav9874
    @danielazav9874 5 років тому

    I find this so crazy because I remember watching that video and feeling like I was a part of something. You have helped me soo much and you’ve been a part of my journey without really knowing it. So thank you for being you!

  • @TaterTiitan
    @TaterTiitan 5 років тому +4

    On one hand, oW MY HEART
    On the other hand, you’ve always been an inspiration and had an awesome message to share ❤️

  • @jadafurtick2855
    @jadafurtick2855 5 років тому

    omg i love how much you’ve grown and i’ve been watching u for a little over 5 years and it’s so crazy just seeing the person you’ve become omg u make me so happy!!!!!💕🥰🤩❤️❤️

  • @carolinalins
    @carolinalins 5 років тому

    Now i feel like rewatching all your videos

  • @isabellajones4026
    @isabellajones4026 5 років тому +1

    little shan gives me so much hope for the future 😊😊

  • @josepha133
    @josepha133 5 років тому +1

    I truly needed this. I’m not at the young shannon stage anymore but I’m definitely not at the current shannon stage yet either.

  • @emilypoppleton4471
    @emilypoppleton4471 5 років тому +1

    Awwwww so adorable! Love you Shannon 😚 your such an inspiration!

  • @valeriareyes4255
    @valeriareyes4255 5 років тому +1

    ily Shannon! Thank you for always giving us positivity and letting all of us know it always gets better💙

  • @lou3893
    @lou3893 5 років тому

    you know this gives me so much hope your progress and everything thank you so so much ❤

  • @lugarcia6201
    @lugarcia6201 5 років тому +3

    Orange But still beautiful in a mad way..
    shan.. you made me come out 3 years ago.. it was all thanks to you I was able to do it..
    I will forever thankful to you.. forever.. ❤️

  • @nevaehhenley1873
    @nevaehhenley1873 5 років тому +2

    YAY THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEO SHANNON😍We love you so much thank you for everything you do❤️

  • @alaabenjeddy9353
    @alaabenjeddy9353 5 років тому +1

    After this vid i started thinking about telling my sister maybe it will make me feel way much better , thank u shannon for sharing it with us💕

  • @3Oh3metrostation
    @3Oh3metrostation 5 років тому

    So glad you posted this. Love u shannon, always.

  • @camille9830
    @camille9830 5 років тому

    Thank you so much for this video Shannon, I think it's very important for some people to know that what they are experiencing in the beginning will be so much easier and positive years after years. ❤️

  • @joanacoelho630
    @joanacoelho630 5 років тому

    this is so amazing. it's amazing to see how you and your confidence has grown so much over the years, it fills my heart with pure joy. your journey in general just... it's just inspiring. i love u, thank you for sharing it with us

  • @OhhState
    @OhhState 5 років тому

    This video will most definitely help a lot of people. To see you then and now, and that you're ok. Wish I would have seen a video like this when I was in high school. I'd have probably came out 10 years earlier.

  • @Carolina-kb4jo
    @Carolina-kb4jo 5 років тому

    I got tears in my eyes from watching this. So beautiful, thanks for sharing💕

  • @yuifunami1525
    @yuifunami1525 5 років тому

    Shannon is always positive even when not everything is great. It also looks like Shannon also sat in an orange room and filmed it a few days ago

  • @SiennaMeadow
    @SiennaMeadow 5 років тому

    couldn't imagine a more fitting video from Piscean Shan to start bringing Pisces season to a close...super sweet 💖🙏

  • @michebayles5444
    @michebayles5444 5 років тому

    "it's tough being alone" -> this hit me so hard. I don't know who I should tell

  • @k8tr14
    @k8tr14 5 років тому

    This video is so inspiring. I'm probably somewhere between orange baby Shannon and current Shannon and I can't wait for things to get even better

  • @colibritube
    @colibritube 5 років тому

    This video actually made me feel better about myself, thank you for reminding me that things get better ❤️

  • @candacemichelle8345
    @candacemichelle8345 5 років тому +8

    Young Shannon reminds me of twilight Kristin Stewart.

  • @jdean788
    @jdean788 5 років тому +35

    IS THAT THE DAMN FIRE ALARM STILL? I heard it... I swear I did.

    • @arjenH2Os
      @arjenH2Os 5 років тому +3

      I jumped up to check mine 🙈

  • @kkthemarshmallow5113
    @kkthemarshmallow5113 5 років тому

    thank you for making this video, i remember feeling the same way when i first came out and your content truly helped me so much! thank you for being you i love you

  • @taxi5225
    @taxi5225 5 років тому

    Baby gay Shannon’s coming out video was the first lesbian coming out video I watched and the reason I could affirm I was gay. You have helped me so much throughout my journey and I’m so grateful for you and your videos.

  • @hannahspencer4493
    @hannahspencer4493 5 років тому

    I LOVE THIS SO MUCH! LOVE SHANNON!

  • @soft4051
    @soft4051 5 років тому

    I love how you changed a lot but not so much to lose your thoughts.

  • @user-gk6vw7ck8z
    @user-gk6vw7ck8z 5 років тому +1

    OH MY GOD SHANNON

  • @lovinlife2744
    @lovinlife2744 5 років тому

    I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE MAKING VIDEOS AGAIN! I’ve missed you! You’re my favorite youtuber, and have always inspired me. Ily. ♥️

  • @freidaclaxton2674
    @freidaclaxton2674 5 років тому

    I love when yousay we are all in this together.....i say that all the time.

  • @gummybears1760
    @gummybears1760 5 років тому

    I remember those days....you really helped us through some tough times.

  • @charessearmatey2775
    @charessearmatey2775 5 років тому

    We love you and this recent flood of content! You’re literally the cutest! Praying you’re feeling better and happier ❤️

  • @charleysmith5849
    @charleysmith5849 5 років тому +1

    yesssss omg back and better than ever, ily and i'm so happy you're feeling better! actually feeling more confident myself atm, so ik how amazing it is xx

  • @ambiedextrus6191
    @ambiedextrus6191 5 років тому

    ily! This was soooo good to watch. So special to witness this journey, I think it could comfort/help so many. Thank you for your vulnerability 😘🌟