Ethel Cain - Crush (slowed + reverb) [Darker Version]
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i associate this song with this person i used to know. someone i wanted so much to be a relationship with but they just couldn’t commit to anything. they were the only person to make me feel pretty and like someone could actually like me. yet at the same time they were just like that, i was not special to them at all. they weren’t like me. they were experienced and they were open and they didn’t take anything seriously. i took everything too seriously, and i didn’t know what i was doing. they remind me of this song. “like it’s actually important” that’s something that would come from their lips. “hasn’t tried coke but they’ve always had a problem saying no”. i was probably too stuck up for them, too serious, too high or too low. they were steady and they were everyone’s favourite. i wasn’t even their favourite, though they were obviously mine. that feels like a fracture in my soul. that i wasn’t the favourite of this person i cared so much for. that i was interchangeable with the others. that that is just what they are like. any attention i got was whatever they gave to everyone else. no matter how much it hurts, this song is them, and it almost feels therapeutic to listen to it. someone gets it. someone so fundamentally wrong for you but you just can’t help but feel that intense attraction. someone so flawed yet so chill yet so broken. they’ve always been a contradiction to me. maybe other people understand them better, maybe other people get to get closer but i was always at arms length. this song though. it makes me understand what was happening and who we both were just a little bit more.
Oh honey
Idk if you’ll read this or if it’ll be of any comfort to u and trust me, I’ve been there and I know that often times nothing anyone says, even if u know it’s true and even if it makes sense, helps, but I’ll say it anyway. It has absolutely no bearing on ur value. This persons behaviour is not reflective at ALL of ur worthiness and lovableness. It’s their own trauma making them act the way they do and the fact that it affects you most likely means there’s something on ur own past u need to address and understand but at the root of it, these things are always so clinical. There’s always a psychological reason why we feel the things we do, which themselves are just chemicals. Thinking about it scientifically sometimes helps me to take things less seriously bc they really aren’t that destructive when we come out of our heads and look at it from afar. U posted this a year ago so I hope u have healed even somewhat from this but time and space always alwuas always soothes these wounds and we always look back wondering what we were so upset about at the time. Which is soothing to me because it means the universal truth is that things WILL get better and also that the shame or hurt or insecurity we are facing is never reflective of the truth. You’re going to find someone so much better and more suited for ur lvoe and I don’t know you but I just KNOW you are absolutely beautiful and lovable
These visuals are amazing
OMG!!!😢 inject this into my bloodstream
Its... its... BEAUTIFUL 😭
love it
Omg