MY EXPERIENCE OF MISS NEPAL 2018
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- Опубліковано 5 жов 2024
- We always see winners sharing their experience, how their life changes over night after winning but we rarely get to hear the experience of girls who loose and how hard it becomes for them to overcome the situation. It takes quite a time for them to accept the reality and move on with life.
Lets us come forward and hear them. It takes a lot of courage to speak up in the public. Lets us not say “Harey pachi ta testo bhani halchan ni” thats the worst line to hear. I support Samridhi Rai and I wish other girls with similar experience feels encouraged to speak up about unfair practices that they have witnessed.
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This is what a empowered, fearless, courageous woman looks like. Thank you for sharing your side of story. This needs to be heard.
Your story had me on tears. Wondered what you must have felt at that moment. It is so hard to accept failure when you give your blood, sweat and tears to achieve something so dearly. I just watched the journey of Miss Nepal 2018 and honestly, you deserved to win one of those titles righfully.
We girls don't need to be crowned by a group of businessmen to prove our worth. It is utterly disgustful and pathetic that THT labels Miss Nepal as a show for empowering women. How on earth judging someone by their height, weight,body features and rejecting them if they don't meet the criteria is "empowerment"? Shame on the hypocrisy.
I recently watched this show ' Aau na ma sanga khaauna" and seriously was disgusted to hear our so called empowered former Miss Nepal's opinions. They were invalidating Samridhi Rai's truth who was harshly told that she was removed from the list just because they didn't like her. Subeksha Khadka even commented that Sambridi is blabbering because she holds a grudge for not winning any title .And recently again she was accused of spreading hate and negativity and not even a single Miss Nepal come in support of her. How are they empowered women, changemakers, influencers, social activists when they cannot support their own sister being the victim of unfairness shown by their organization? Their have unmasked their own hypocrisy.
Lastly, if you are reading this Shikshya didi, I just want to let you know that you have earned a genuine follower for being authentically REAL. Thank you for being YOU. You deserve the UNIVERSE. Just can't resist myself from loving you. God have more exciting plans for you. May God bless you forever.❤
I love you. Thankyou so much. All these comments are making me feel amazing 😊and yes we all are Queens 👸
@@shikshyasangroula95 Love you too didi. That fraud business organization doesn't deserve genuine person like you. Let them search stars, they aren't potent to identify a MOON like you. There is a thing called karma and I am sure your good deeds and this genuine personality will take you to heights. Just have a faith, believe in yourself and see the magic that follows.
Suggesting you to listen this song 'Khula Akash' by Astha Tamang Maksey in case you haven't listened to it before. The lyrics, the music will calm you. ❤🌻🦋
"KHULA AAKASH PARKHIDAI CHA UDAAN HAMRO HERNA"
She is just sharing her experience she isn't comparing herself with anyone 🤘
To open up this way is not so easy. Damn you are a gem that they lost.
You are a queen and you need no crown. Such a brave girl. ❤️❤️❤️
I already got what she wanted to express silently when she said miss nepal is a business.
More power to you girl.Good luck for you future.
You had the courage to stand for yourself. You’re a true Miss Nepal and you don’t need a crown to prove that. ♥️
Shikshyaa what i really like about you is ur level of confidience..
You have faced so.much bt also u are explaining the whole scenario so calmly loved ur modesty...
I know hw one feels when u dont get the thing which means so much for you .. which you have planned nd prepared for so long..
Bt the good thing is that u are doing fine.. which matters for us may be if u have won then we may nt get know the act behind the scene...
Thank you shikshyaa for staying as confidient nd calm as u are ...
Btw m sayaaraa's good frn so was happy to hear good things abt her..
One more kura for people of middle class to do something without having money and power garoo cha dherai.. We are beautiful and empowered and we don't need these pagent to prove ourself. Fair and inclusive nai xaina yo hidden treasure ko kura.. Organizers aafai ma conservative mind cha. I think hamle yo miss nepal lai nai dherai hype diyeu.. Many girls dreams of joining and winning miss nepal but jpt reason ma eliminate garera uniharu sanga vako self esteem and self confidence lai pani low gardinchan..yes and i also like the concept of miss universe nepal with the only criteria being brave, bold and beautiful. 💖❤️
No gayera priya sigdel ko story yellers hera English bolna aaudaina thiyo ekdamai poor family bata aayeko government school maa padhnu hunthiyo jaa yo kt haru sanga taal Mel mildaina kati face garna paryo hola MN? Ta ra vanyo vanena.. Hera khai pahila yo dd le thumbnail maa shrinkhala ko photo na rakhey hunthiyo.. Jun din first vibe manparena najane xodera hiddine if u have guts. Look at the 2018 MN 4 of girls they nailed it. Every models knows k pageant maa ticket vote nai ho bikaune. She likes rachana ma'am Jun rachana ma'am chahi last year makeup kura le hangama machayeko thiyo but she was right in her shoes.. Khai ahile yo kura malai pachena harek manxey ko life maa hunxa.. Beauty paegent po ho sabai herxa skinny moti ramro k xa ta k milena sab herxa..
You don't need the crown. You've already won our hearts. Thankyou for not staying silent and bringing this up to inform about the dark side of beauty pageants to young girls like us. I did'nt skip this for a single second. I was putting myself in that scenario and it really made me feel so bad. More power to you girl ❤
Everybody was happy for the winners but no-one bothered to think about the rejected girls once💔 I literally had brusted into tears listening your backstory❤️ I have followed Miss Nepal since 2017 and I really really wanted you to hold one of the titles❤️
What a great speaking skill u have.felt like I was right there throughout your journey.i wud b vry vry proud to hav u as our miss Nepal but u r u know u r miss Nepal in ur own way.lots of love .keep fighting keep living my dear 💖
I think Hidden Treasure had big fear that Sikshya Sangroula gonna take title of Miss Nepal World. But they have always planned to declare winner to Shrinkhala Khatiwada to gain political power. Sikshya being great competitor to Shrinkhala, they didnt place her in even top 14. MN is totally business. Young and talented girls are made a means to earn through various sponsors.
Had always been dreaming to participate in MN but not now from sure.
Now I remember days after Shrinkhala won yeti dherai interview haru uha ko jun aru miss nepal ko pala ma kaile aayena. Shrinkhala is talent definitely but politics has great role to gain popularity which she has gained. Talent le garda nai media le attention deko ho vane anuskha was also equally talented and both of them had gain same position. Everything is power and politics in Nepal. #staystrongsikshyadidi
Exactly and shrinkhala was chosen ambassador for France or sthng which was purely political reason.. she cud get lots of sponsorship for BWAP project which was also political.. srinkhala is no doubt awesome bt she definitely has privileges lots of privileges and huge media attention which we all knw ehy
I did not get it how does shrinkhala has political powers? I just wanna know I don’t mean any hate just curious
@@mingmasherpa7344 she is the daughter of Member of parliament.. her dad and mom are both MPs and their party is currently ruling.. so she has some privileges.. nt doubting her talent though
@@funnypeople2571 ohh thanks no I just wanted to know how she was related to political 😅😅
@@mingmasherpa7344 yemale party cha ni aile ko ruling party KP oli ko party bata chunab jiteko ho.. usko mom and dad both.. her dad is birodh khatiwada (member of parliament) ..
I didn't skip a single second entire this video...i literally got tears in my eyes and goosebumps when i was listening to you.. such a brave girl .... Wish you all the luck in coming days ❤️❤️
Thanks 😊 good luck to you too
I wish u both all the luck 😌♥️😂
Sikshya di , please can you manage other girls to make such videos as well ? We want to listen to everyone’s story. We want people to realize that things happen backstage too. More power and love to you di . Forever been your supporter ❤️
I literally watched it for straight 1hour without skipping a second and trust me I felt like watching a movie. I liked the way you expressed your story and journey from childhood ,your aims and all those hard grindings during the journey,your sufferings. I'm so sorry to hear that you had to go through unfair judgement,you had to be a victim of someone's favourism. I'd watched MN 2018 from the audition round to the finale,and I'd noticed two girls from the beginning.One was you and the other was shrinkhala. Despite giving 100%to MN journey,few gentlemen couldn't find a gem 💎 and they somehow chased you. But never mind, "sometimes the wrong train takes us to the right destinations". You're a model and who knows an international modelling career is waiting for you.There are like many Nepalese models working in many countries in the world. The world is a small place for those who never lose hope. Who knows a big movie project could be waiting for you or anything big opportunity is awaiting to hit on you. Someone's simple judgment isn't a tool to measure our beauty. We are born beautiful the way we are and we can be known to the people through our other works too. 🙂
And it is so shameful that Zenisha Moktan did your bodyshaming. Like how could she call someone too skinny and not fit for MN. Does the person with that poor mentality really deserve that crown? Is that the way she be talking about women empowerment.. calling someone too skinny for the pageant. I find Zenisha Moktan the worst Miss Nepal amongst all. She even called samriddhi Rai 'thees Nepal". What has she done for the country after she wore that crown?? 🙄.... Anyway Shikshya Di,you go girl..all the best for your new beginnings❤️.Keep on shining!!! You're star of your own universe🔥. Not a single tool on this planet can measure our beauty.
Thankyou for the love and support ❤️i am in the most happiest phase of my life. A beautiful future awaits while I enjoy my present.
@@topoftheworld4134 And the irony is she is the judge this year!!
@@prarthanamagar1439 is she???? Oh god🙄.. But I don't think MN this year will get much support and appreciation from the audience cause of the past things..
@@topoftheworld4134 Yeah she is.
I don't think it would matter to them anyway. As long as they can delete comments, and keep acting how superior they're because they're a great clan of sisters who kept mum against injustice and biasness. Maybe that's how the world works.
If whatever you are saying is genuine, this means Miss Nepal pageant bikyo.... they dint wanna put you in top 5, bcoz they were scared your answer would or could be better than shrinkhal's.
LOL. HAHAHAHAH. shrinkhala is genius, no one had the capability like S.K. to represent our country. Not only she's so beautiful, she's a total genius either in studies or general knowledges, she's literally the best.
@@zackfoster8946 shut up
I agree ashma dhungana's answer was best intop 5 .Short and to the point how a beauty queen should answer .
Miss nepal winners through years
Evana Manandhar - daughter of CE construction CEO
Asmi Shrestha - popular and established model (before joining MN)
Shrinkhala Khatiwoda - daughter of politician
Anushka Shrestha - daughter of mukus boutique owner
Women empowerment ko nam ma thulo business ho. Girls if you don't come from rich amd influential family, leave this shit.
Shikshu thank u for being so true and gathering all courage to speak out the truth that many of us were unable...I still remember shrinkhala le malai aaru ta hoina shikshya sanga ekdam darr laxa Mero miss Nepal world ko lagi competitor shikshya matra ho vaneko kura...and we agree that too...being in the same compitition...we used to idolize u and shrinkhala...We were shocked when u and also angela were not placed in top 14...and at the very moment we realized all the unfairness and black business of the franchise...
More power to u Shikshu...we all love u for how true u are and how strong u are...keep on shining...lots of love 💕
And also the favorism thing is so true...
We all used to notice how the organizers treated shrinkhala and Manita from the beginning...no hard feelings for my girls(its not their fault, it’s the organizers fault)
Yes dear. Thankyou for writing this. You know I love you. Super proud of who you have become ❤️see you soon.
thank you for this comment.so true and convincing
Omg !
Thank you for writing this comment!
This made my vision more clear now 💙
Moral is dont take any beauty pageant as your main aim!
I was rooting for her so much since the beginning of the miss nepal journey. I still remember she overshadowed srinkhala during the training session but at the end we all know what happen. Dear girls, if you dont belong to powerful, rich and influential family its better to give up the idea of participating in miss nepal. Miss nepal doesn't sound fair at all. #lotsoflove
yeah i felt so bad backthen in 2015 when nishma sister couldn't even be 2nd runner up..she was the most confident,answer was more thoughtful but....
Shut up Manita Devkota wasnt from a rich family ..... ok??? She was from a middle class family...
@@swostikaaa5921 yeah
for your kind information shrinkhala is also from middle class family and she deserved to be a miss nepal..
@@asmivau7575 i think uh tryna say she is from political family..
It's good to hear your experience. I was rooting for you from the beginning and i was shocked that you didn't make it to top 14. Glad you overcame it. I'd love to see you in Miss Universe Nepal but since you said you don't wanna waste time in beauty pageants i don't wanna push it. Good luck for your future. You will do amazing in life. ❤
I am proceeding my future in writing public speaking and social activist and in future I also want to go miss nepal but now I think for that financially independence is more important
I think in part we, the audience, are also equally responsible. We(many not all) idolize those winners and worship them as god. Yaha actual social activist le kehi katai bolna paudaina, beauty queen 2-4 ota video banayera "social worker" bandai 100 ota bhasan gardai hidxan. Pandemic ma doctor ko interviews aaudaina, hero heroine miss nepals le k bhaney sunxau. Yeti hadh samma ki just on the basis of beauty pageants and interviews, prime minister samma banauney bhandau ufrinxau. I see many faults in the audience as well. We give the hype and we are angry of that hype? Lets listen to intellectual experts of each field rather than following these beauty queen manipulator who talk about changing the world but cannot even speak up of any injustice to themselves or others.
True that. 🙏
Exactly nepal ma intellectual kam aye
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True yar.audience are failure
I agree to what you have said in the first few sentences about audience just being supportive to beauty queens more than social workers who are relentlessly focusing on bringing bigger changes. But I oppose to what you have said later “beauty pageants winner bhayesi PM nai banchu bhanne”
I believe everyone has the right to say so. And there are many miss nepals who have been genuinely working and advocating for different social causes. Ishani, Malvika, Shrinkhala and many others have been working their level best to contribute to their society. You cannot expect everything to be done by them. With the time limit and resources they have been giving their best. ❤️lets not spread hate against anyone.
Thank you so much shikshya d for bringing this up.No doubt you're such a strong and empowered girl❣️
And yes please DO NOT take these beauty peagents seriously!
I have a similar experience back to 2075 (i was 17yo then)which i would like to share.
I don't know how to start, yet I'll try to make it short as i can. Though i didn't entered there to win the title but i had that gut feeling that I'll explore smthg great in me. I didn't win that title but i won the hearts. I still remember that night how our dd (former title winner) came to hug me and said we'll always remember u and few days later gathering huda when the sir who trained us asked me if i was ok with the decision where he mentioned that he was expecting me too. I am saying this not because i think that i was the only one deserving.We were 27 and the actual competition was 'among few' jun prastai dekhintyo but the result was not fair (which everyone there knew) . But i feel so lucky that it couldn't affect me much. Infact it made me more stronger. It was a journey that ended with meaningful lessons for me.
There might be a fair peagent contests where it is shiny both 'out and inside' but still I'd like to say please do not take them seriously neither let 'that single thing' affect your perfection or put a question mark to your worth.
Always stay strong💛
Stay positive🤗
Those who win are given most limelight and those who didn’t win but are equally talented are depressed, lost self-esteem and what not. From experience I can say, girls, if you don’t have influential/rich family it’s hart to win. Additionally, you need to have great relationships with organisers as well.
"Yestai rahexa yaha ko chalan, jitneko haso haso, harneko aasu aasu."
The amount of Lovee and respect I’ve for this brave girl, Ahh i can’t even describe♥️ Only Loveeee😘
I still can’t believe Zenisha Moktan Said To Her that she were too skinny Ohh maynnn Like seriously😒Zenisha di Hajur taiii mnxea haina jasley Hajur ko insta ko Photo ma kasaii ley body shaming gardaa comment ma You are Noone to judge me vaneyrw Reply diney🤦🏻♀️ And how can you do Same thing to another girl?🤷🏻♀️ Shame On Zenisha Moktan😝Ma’am How can You judge someone by their body structure Xeeeee😤 What a worst thinking?🤔
Shikshya di You’re Beautiful Just the way you aree😘 Also Zenisha Dii You’re Also Beautiful the way you aree That’s why Zenisha di please don’t tell anyone there’s body is fine Or Not🙏🏻 Appreciate Everybody😊
We are all Beautiful♥️
You must fight for miss universe Nepal ❤💓
Shrinkala talented plus political connection..
Manita talented plus american accent..
Priya talented plus strong background story and amazing height..
Ronali Amtya no talent, no brain, no beauty but the surname Amatya ( Newar )..
Dear Sikshya now you can understand why you were not chosen, who was there at your place, why a political game was made on you..though you were equally talented, beautiful, confident and educated..
Manita devkota made it to top 10 at miss universe and is very talented. I don't think she won it because of favourism she totally deserved it. It was a very much heart touching experience though. More power and love to you ❤
I literally had tears in my eyes listening to your story. I still remember watching MN2018 and I was damn sure that u would be in Top5/Top3 but unfortunately that didn’t happen. I had seen Malvika Subba’s story too that night.
More love and power to you Shikshya. May there be success at every turn of your life and all your dreams come true ❤️❤️
Thank you for sharing this to us.
You’re the person with such bold, confident and realistic personality which is too good for a chaos platform like Miss Nepal! The reason what that happened to you maybe because god has chosen you to be an Eye Opener and a motivator for so many girls! So brave of you for speaking up 🙌! I can see you shining in so many ways! Don’t let anything ever dull your sparkle 🤍🤍
You might not win the crown of MISS NEPAL but you have won the Nepalese hearts ❤️which is more than the crown.. You are strong lady and stay like this forever ❤️
It felt like I lived through your experience. I got literal goosebumps hearing your traumatic experience! Listening you today my respect for you increased so much... Was rooting for you for Miss World 2018 from the very beginning! We love you shikshya didi. You inspire us all. May you get all the success you rightfully deserve... Much love to you❤️❤️❤️
I didn't even escape a second of the video . You are really strong , barve and talent girl. The way you have explained the whole journey is so smooth and clear.. Thankyou for bringing out all these things that everyone must know .
I also thought u will be among top 2, there are only few winners till now who actually deserve the title...more power to u lady..😍hope u get ur dream success💓
I wonder how many Miss Nepal will now start attacking her..
More power to you girl.. ❤️
Since my childhood days I always wanted to go in Miss Nepal and I used to practice the same way you did : practising the finale questions at home seeing television and doing question answer round. I can relate it. But seeing this video I literally don't feel like going. Even listening her experience breaks my heart. Everyone wears their own invisible crown in life. Thank you so much for sharing this experience.
No girl you have to experience it first don't know what's our predictions should so vayanau vaneni k vayo ta experience ta gara
Didn’t skipped a single second and watched you the whole 1hour10mins&22secs❤️❤️much love and power to you.. ending part of this video is so beautiful... You look so happy and confident 😊 glad that you’re recovered thou it took a whole year but its worth it gurl😊lots of love and hugs 🤗 more power and strength to you takecare❤️❤️❤️
The much you feel hard times ,the much you learn the way of living...
Be happy that you are learning about life experience
Your story made me cry. No one in my opinion can feel you are fake. I am sure many of us here can relate with your words and it has touched hearts. I dont follow miss nepal that closely but i remember questioning why yoh werent selected in top 14, that explains how absurd it was.
I have learnt that failures teach us more than success. You are such a sweetheart and a humble person. I would love to follow you from now on. As your new admirer i would say the more you express yourself the more you will empower yourself and others. Talent doesnt hide for too long.
All the best for your life sis hope i can meet you somewhere and hug you.♥️
Why nobody talking about she being drugged in the Miss Nepal finale? Who was that somebody that you didn't named gave that medicine to you? So scared, life has treated her so much following her passion OMG. More love to you
Dhanna kei bhaneya tei thulo kura ho. He apologized later.
I was thinking the same
Yo video herisakey paxi, I wanna hug you so tight di🥺🥺🥺❤️ Stay same as you are and keep inspiring us. Love youuuuu ❤❤
Right, srijana d was one of my favorite. I cried that day too. And, I still remember you sis. The way you speak and your confident was just mind blowing. I was rooting you just after Namaste Tv show. I know beauty pageant have the darkest side. I personally have felt that from one of a small pageant. But, I trust Nagma d. ❤️ So, please for us participate in Miss Universe. you are brave and deserving 😍
I gave up on idea of taking part in Miss Nepal when I realized I had to grow my height to take part in it. Since my height is only 5 and 1.Then I starting seeing how beauty is given priority than talent. Plus the standard they have for girls to take part. I am so happy she is open about it and hypocrisy of Miss Nepal because there are thousands of young girls out there who take Miss Nepal as their idol and want to be one of them
One more reason for a middle class person not to stay in Nepal.
Oh tell me the others. Would love to hear them.
Tara esari nai sab jana Bidesh bhagepaxi Nepal ma basne ani Nepal lai bikash garne chahi ko ni??? Kunai jagga ta certain time samma Khalil huda ta arule kabja garxa bhanepaaxi whole country nai khali huna thale paxi Nepal ko kunai existence nai rahadaina ni. Jaba Nepalko lagi yo generation le khi garne bela auda bhagne ani neta le khi garne bhanera question garna milxa???
Now i want to hear it out from Srijana Regmi herself
Same .
Yeah girl. 😊
Yeah
I am crying yaar... what the hell is this yaar... what a being you are yaar Shikshya... one day I really have strong wish to meet you yaar...
Ur journey can be like catriona gray as she didn't make in miss world but she became miss universe... u also can be miss nepal universe didi
मैले पुरै हेरे हजुर को यो video
केही समय अघि ( around 2 month ) तपाईंको केही video हेरेको थिए
तपाई strong , talented , preety , confident , beautiful and your behaviour , replied of any kind of question सबै मन परेको थ्यो ।
yestai ho life ma sometime it happens .
मलाई चै तपाईं खुब मन पर्छ 😜😜😜
❤️❤️❤️
I just waked up
..jaba hajurko video dekhey, i can't wait too listen 💟.
Thank you shikshya di. Maile ni hajurlai support garya thiye 💟 and jailai garirakhchhu 💟
This video had my head moving everywhere. I really followed MN til date and believed it was a platform for young girls but I was so wrong. I remember all the young talented contestants Srijana Regmi, Nishma Chaudharu, Samridhi Rai, you and so many other smart ladies. I now get the point that, it actually is a business. I now understand and am realising why all the fellow MissNepals come from rich families only. Because everything is set before the show begins. What a perfect way to fool the audience 👏🏿. THT Please stop playing with life of young dreamers who come up with so much enthusiasm, passion and a motive to change thier life and nation. You guys are not changing life of young girls but the rich ones by making them famous. For so long we’ve been fooled man. Like shittttttt
Shikshya Dee thanks for making this video. The things are more clearcut now.
When you and Anjila didn't place that year, I was so shocked. But Later I realised that if they had placed you guys their clear favourites would have no chance since you two would Nail Q and A. I was happy with Shrinkhala as Miss World Nepal and Manita as Miss Universe Nepal since they did amazing in the respective international competition. However I saw Anjila as Miss Earth, she would have been amazing and You as Miss international would have brought another placement .
You are true inspiration 😍
Sabai kt ko ultimate dream shouldn’t be miss nepal ❤️
Favoritism ,politics adami hunxa so middle class girl le kahile jityeko xaina
I am still in shock that she couldn't make to top 5. I supported through out her journey to miss nepal. I was so disappointed during the finale night.I feel like crying listening to her. May god bless you my dear child
So I got ki miss Nepal is not for middle class girls like us
Omggg 😭😭😭😭
I literally cried 😞😞😞
Listening to you at 19:06 ( i dont know what in this video further just i paused there to write my experience will continue after writing) i felt you sikshya di.I also one day aspire to participate in Miss Nepal. I have participated in quite a few beauty contest and by gods grace have won in some and have secured 1st 2nd runner up in some.What i actually wanna say is back in 2016 when i was participating in a beauty contest i also got sick on the day of my finale and in addition to that i fainted just before the show started, with my make up on when i came to be conscious i found myself in a hospital bed with one of my friend she had come with me to the hospital inspite that we both were competing against she helped me throughout, of course there were my parents too who had come a long way to support me. I felt so bad i wanted to cry but couldn't i thought all these days of training hardwork dedication everything went in vain but that after getting some injection and sline i anyhoww pushed myself to the stage and performed Shristi Shrestha was there to judge us along with aryan sigdel and many more with a injection band on my hand i still gave my 100% and secured the position of 2nd runner up My friend who was at hospital with me got 1 st runner up position i was more than happy more her and me too..we did it in the end. ANU IF YOU EVER SEE THIS COMMENT THIS IS FOR YOU.I LOVE YOU..❤️ and also more power to you. SUBSCRIBING YOUR CHANNEL RIGHT NOW and also requesting all the viewers to do so..Much live Sikshya Shangraula🤗
okay i watched the video little further Alisha Adhikari the name that you have mentioned, we have participated together in a contest in jhapa. She also is a good human.
I feel good and happy whenever I watch you. This actually is so warm. Will always pray for you. Keep growing and still remain the person you are. ❤️🤗
The fact u said u didn't cry and smiled after the moment felt so terrible😱.I m happy that u cried out and let ur emotions flow.
1 hour 10 mins and 22 seconds ....it's precious 🥰 ...you are genuine and really good human 🥰❤️
You are brave girl.. i had followed you from the audition round to miss nepal stage.. And you and shrinkhala were the two girl that i was rooting for and were very deserving candidate.. Whatever happened with you has only showed new direction to your life, The real face of the paegent industry .. Just rise and shine . You are strong and we love you ❤❤❤❤
You r so strong ❣❣ u r real winner 4 all the girls who really deserve the crown .. so plzz don't make it bad for yourself... ❤❤
Ohh very heart touching story u have. U are such genius person u have such a big heart. You are star . U are diamond . Love you sweetheart.♥️♥️love from Paris ( france 🇫🇷)
i literally spend my 1 hr to listen this n this is amazinggggg
I got tears in my eyes😭 watching this video I can feel you😶 seriously
More power to you shikshya dd lots of love you are strong 😘❤️
So proud of you sister..Not many people understand the struggle of girls like you..so glad you shared your story..you seemed so genuine..really felt glad to hear all your stuffs❤️❤️
Even though you were not my favorite contestant on miss Nepal, I expected you to be on at least top 5....I am sorry this happened to you ❤️❤️
Shikshya sangraula deserved top 14 but no doubt only shrinkhala deserved miss nepal world😘
Randomly clicked on this video and just watched the entire video..this story need to b heard ..thanks for sharing .u r a beautiful human being n a pure soul..more Love to u sikchya u r the miss universe of many 💕 now...
Esto deserving contestant lai choose gardaina ani ka bata pauxa MISS WORLD ko crown.
गिता पाठ:: कर्म गर फलको आस नगर but saab sunda really touchy lagyo ❤️ we never failed our circumstances sometimes does. Be Proud that you are Going Milestones away ❤️🙏
Lots of love ❤️.. Stay strong dear ma'am... I was about to fill up the form for the beauty peagant then I thought of looking after yours experience regarding it.. N now that I have realized,I'm in no need to go to such beauty contest where talents are not appreciated well n indeed we all are beautiful just the way we are as u said so we are in no need to be judged.. . What's important is to accept ourselves as we are,n as the principles of universe says,'The ones who faces failures are the ones who succeeds later'.. So don't give up hope..The almighty lord will bless u with more than u had ever asked for at appropriate times.. Till then keep working hard n stay safe.. N most importantly keep on shining.. 🎊💙💫N frankly speaking.. U were really so sweet n polite during the entire session that I cudn't keep my eyes off you.. 🥺🤗N ended up watching till the end ❤️
#Yours_admirer✨
I hope n pray that u reply me.. Would really mean a lot to me☺️
I support u Sikhsha di. When i was in ktm few yr back, i got to know about u by a sister named Pinky Singh. She told about ur journey from biratnagar to ktm, modeling. At that time u were engaged with M&S. Pinky sister told us that u always had dream on going Miss Nepal. N in this video its same. I trust u. I support u.
Lots of love. Be strong.❤️❤️❤️
You were my favorite contestant in Miss Nepal 2018. It was really shocking when a deserving person like you weren't selected. 💔
I felt like you were explaining everything to me back in days when we were together, not partially like before but everything at once. I feel heartbroken after watching this. I feel Sorry that you had to go through all of these and few more right after that but you didn’t give up. Bravo 👏!
You’re the queen Shikshya 👑. Keep Shining no matter what.
I believe there’s good in every bad so I am hopeful for you and really wish best for you. Shine bright like a diamond ✨.
Thank you for sharing this and the beautiful happy ending I could smile seeing the last part where I can see you really happy and being you.
More Power to you.
A warm hug and loves loves ❤️ ❤️
Love you rajeela ❤️😊see you soon.
today i feel so sorry bcz i realise how we young generation was also got fooled by this dark sides and dark politics..personally i m so sorry girl...i could feel the pain but trust me you are the real winner in ur life..this experience will take you at the top one day..lots of love❤️❤️❤️
I always noticed Shikshya and Shrinkhala during the MN 2018 journey.
सारो राम्री अनि बोली सारो मिठो लाग्यो। well I am a big fan of miss nepal till yet but after watching this video i fell really disapointed and now i am clear why only newar girls win the title. Mr gopal be careful we are watching you...
Join miss universe nepal 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ please
You deserve something more❤️🥺❤️
It just popped here, And i did listen whole 1hr, & I dont regret❤️
I didn't know what to write .But all of your experiences touches my heart.you portray the dark side hidden of beauty peagent n by listening all of this stuffs many all of us can feel the pain of urs as we also can see the bias in not only large platforms but also in small things where the people from wealthy background get more attention .The trend of biasing should be demolished from every sector like school ,home everywhere .The way you speak up about ur experiences directly or indirectly trust me it certenly help many girls in future by taking fair decision.I genuinely feel like all of ur words are 100 percent true n I have a huge respect for u n I love you n salute to ur courage to speak up what u felt ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I read her story of depression and her struggles. I have seen her in tiktok and music videos. She is really good. Also I saw this video but my observation, sikshya is still struggling with not winning miss Nepal 2018. Even though she has repeatedly mentioned her being a competitor in miss Nepal, loving the winners and all. I somehow felt she is not accepting the loss. Take care move on.
Hey there! Thankyou so much. Just wanna share that I accepted my failure in the very night of the finale of MN 2018. I am the most happiest person atm, life ma sabai bhanda khusi ma 2019 ra 2020 ma bhayeko chu. And I happy for all the girls who won ❤️
@@shikshyasangroula95 good for you
And when Samriddhi Rai told same thing,Former Brainless Miss Nepals made a gang to bully her through words and even someone hacked her Fan Page account and deleted the clips talked with YOHO TV🙄🙄🙄🙄
Kun year ko miss nepal le lekheko thyo can you plzz tell maile katti khojey paudai paina..
@@vibe.with.jessica jenisha moktan
@@vibe.with.jessica zenisha moktan.
Yeah Jenisha and some other supported her
@@binitashrestha6261 on instagram or twitter??
Didi I still remember tapai live ma aauda maile sodeko thiye tapai miss Nepal ma janu vhako thyo hai vhnera tapai le aw matra vhnnu vhathyo now I knew your story
You are so strong lots of love.....💓
You are really brave to share your experience.I still remember the competition and was following you on instagram a long before.I was so shocked not to see you in top 5 ,cause I had already declared you as a Winner :*.Lots of Love D
Shikshya,
Please continue doing UA-cam or some sort of podcast. You have such good oratorical skills. Dubai Nepali ra English kasto shaleen tarikale bolnerahechau.Personally, I don't like Miss Nepal Pageant or any sort of beauty Pageant but thank goodness such Pageant also help us to know girls like you. I wish you all the best for your future. Failure is a part of life but we sometimes forget being pushover is not the part. You did good by speaking out on such bias practice so that aaune Miss Nepal Pageant ma yesto nahos.Life ma dherai direction change hola socheko jasto nahola but afu khusi hunu, afule afulai maya garna saknu is the biggest achievement. Wish you the best 🇳🇵👍
Thankyou ❤️i would love to make plans about it. I love podcasts 😊
Mero saathi recommended your video saying eta uta kaam gardai 1 ghanatai suney. I was skeptical 1 ghanta!! Tyo pani Miss Nepal related k suniyela🤷♀️ but Girl I was hooked, I was nodding my head saying" ketile thik bhanyo". Also, skimming through comment section, most of the viewers have said they had no problem sitting through your 1 hour ko video. I'll look forward to your podcast plan or something of the sort. I'm sure many will enjoy it too. Go for it!! We are rooting for you. 😊🇳🇵👍
I was really shocked when your name wasn't announced in Top 14. You were one of the most deserving contestant in MN 2018 !!!
Yes 😔😭
Too skinny, too chubby, too short, too tall, too bold, too unbold! Women are always judged and labeled by other's opinions and their measurements. And Miss Nepal judges you by your height, weight, waist, age, influential family and what not! So that itself is not women empowerment. It's just women judgement and women labelling. So such a platform cannot be a life goal in the first place.
Well said
जति तिमी ले मेहेनेत गर्यौ त्यति नै बाकी २९ जना ले मेहनत गरेको होला । तिमी जति कन्फिडेन्ट छौ त्यति नै सबै जना हुन्छन, गल्ती तिम्रो expectation को हो अरु केही होइन । तिमी आफै भन्दैछौ श्रृङखला most deserving हो र उस्ले जित्नु मा कुनै दुइमत छैन भने तिमिले यो एक घन्टा सम्म सहानुभुती पाउने शब्द राख्नु को औचित्य छैन । हो, तिम्रो पीडा जायज छ तर त्यो पीडा तिम्रो आँखा ले हेर्दा देखिने पीडा हो, तिम्रो हार को पीडा हो, तिम्रो चाहिने भन्दा बढी अपेक्षा ले दिएको पीडा हो । मिस नेपाल मा जाने हरेक प्रतिस्पर्धी को उत्तिकै अधिकार र उत्तिकै मौका हुन्छ । तिमिले प्लान गर्यौ भन्दैमा तिम्रो sure हुने होइन । कुनै specific कुरा जस्ले तिमी माथी अन्याय भयो , कुनै harrasment भयो भने त्यो mention गर्नु पर्यो होइन भने तिमी हारेको कारण गोपाल कक्षपती ले तिमी सँग आँखा जुधाउन नसक्नु नै तिमी माथी को झेल हो भन्न तिम्रो अधिकार छैन । समृदी दिदि ले भनेको to the point कुरा ले गोपाल लाई दोशी भन्न मिल्छ तर तिमी सँग कुनै ठोस point छैन यसरी भिडियो बनाउन । अनि तिमिले दुइटा कुरा लाई बेसि priority दियौ video मा एउटा शृङ्खला खतिवडा अर्को गोपाल कक्षपती र रचना म्याम । लाग्छ कि तिमी लाई शृङ्खला बाहेक कोहि प्रतिस्पर्धी नै थिएनन । जसरी तिमिले शृङ्खला बाहेक अरु लाई कन्टेस्टेन्न्ट नै गनेनौ नि हो त्यै हो तिम्रो गल्ती । नानी, जिन्दगी मा कहिले पनि प्रतिस्पर्धि लाई सानो नठान्नु है , plan for the best and prepare for worst कि खै त्यस्तै एउटा भनाइ छ त्यो मनन गर्नु ।
यस्ता beauty pagents को Dark side छ हामिलाइ राम्रो सँग थाहा छ तर ... तर तिमी ले mention गरेको कुनै पनि Dark पार्ट होइन । तिमी ले यसरी ठोकुवा गरेर म top 14 मा पर्नै पर्थ्यो भन्यौ अब भन न त आफै को चै top 14 को लागि qualified थिएनन ? यस्तो होला कि सबै एक से एक थिए कि !! अनि अर्को कुरा तिम्ले भन्यौ - skinny or fake भएको भए Top 25 मै फाल्नु पर्थ्यो तर के अब नेपाल आइडल मा जाने ले के भन्ने theatre round बाट फालिए भने आखिर audition मा किने select गरिस भन्न मिल्छ ? मिल्दैन नि ।
तिमी आफ्नो लागि , आफ्नो प्रसंसक का लागि बिजेता होलाउ तर यसरी अरु भन्दा मैले नै जित्नु पर्ने हो , कि श्रृङखला कि म अरु त मान्छे नै होइनन जस्तो गर्न मिल्छ र ?
Facts spilled.🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌
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Even tho you didn't win the crown, you are already the winner for us audience. If you would like to participate in miss universe, we would love to see you winning miss universe. Lots of love and power to you ❤️
I was also shocked why you didn’t reach even top 14 😞😞
I really want somebody to share this kinda experiences of miss Nepal journey sikshya dee you really are a very confident lady we can surfacely judge ur performances last session ko matra video herda matra pani this video can really be a good material I mean a really inspiring video to all the girls struggling for beauty pageants lots of love sikshya dee ❤
U r strong n beautiful... so proud of u that u are able to overcome everything u deserve more n more in ur life n i know one day u will definitely get that ( u r such an inspiration to us )...best wishes for upcoming days ☺ lots of love 💜💜💜💜
I really felt very bad for you. I know you are a very strong lady and I was pretty SURE you would win one of the titles. I don't know why but I see me in you. We have the exact same personality and everything. I hope you do best in your life and yesss girl you are the real QUEEN!
I am glad that you shared your experience wisely and confidently...a really good message for upcoming girls in MNS...its harder to know the hidden part of beauty pageants..more power to you..life is much more than the crown...best of luck for upcoming days
You are a winner; such a naturally beautiful and talented. Wish you the best ♥️ keep inspiring, stay bold and don't let anyone stop you from being you.
I clicked this only because i recognised u frm tiktok n was intrigued to know that u were in Miss Nepal.. i didnt realise how i got so involved in the video.. i could get the images of whatever u were saying.. you are so strong and we r so proud of you.. there r bad phases but those teaches so many things as well.. i m sorry you had to go through all the unfairness and all the girls n everg person who has to go through the biased decisions of ppl on power..but look at you inspiring millions of ppl now.. you succeeded.. God bless you..wish the best for you.. stay humble and inspiring the way you are..❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Miss Nepal has always been my dream. Now after knowing all this I kinda start hating miss Nepal. If they are not taking the girls who are clearly better up-to what they truly deserve then why participate. It's high time that we either stop auditioning for those bullshit or start a movement to change that dirty game over there.
And even after 5 years still the hidden treasure is doing favouritism, nothing has changed😢 . I wonder when this will end 😢😢
We don’t appreciate our own Nepali accents, having English, American or Australian accents aren’t better. We don’t need to be goro either. We have been brainwashed by colonization. Life ko aim superficial beautiful hune hunu hudiana, aim/goal should be to be confident with your skin, educate, speaking up, fighting against patriarchy, casteism, classism, better mental health and so on.
Added: ppl read it nicely before you jump into attacking somebody, this isn't meant to attack her. It's meant to applaud her. I was just saying as a Nepali we think those who have British or American accents are better (Khatra) than those who speak with Nepali accents but they are not it just accents.
Mero accent sanai dekhi yestai ho. Yestai sikey. There’s nothing as such me not appreciating my accent. I believe I dont have an American or British accent. If only we kept learning Sanskrit and we weren’t sent to boarding schools or were privileged enough to watch films, listen to english songs and read newspapers and articles from all around the globe, we might have an amazingly brilliant nepali sanskrit accent. 🙏 Why not we start writing in नेपाली than English ?
I agree with your last sentence 🙏
Ka kha ga gha Ek dui tin char panch!!! Write that in your fake UA-cam acc
Shikshya Sangroula I was so impressed with your vocabulary, speaking manner in fact and loved how clarity you have whether you spoke in English or Nepali itself. Fellow Nepali friends always have issue with Nepali ppl speaking good English lol 😂 as they can’t imitate it and writes in English while complaining back lol 😆 irony
@@shikshyasangroula95 Whoa!!! I was actually applauding you for making the video. oh! God No one said you have the wrong accent, did it come like that when I wrote? I have seen many Nepali ppl feel embarrassed if they don't have an American or British accent, we should not be compared with them. I myself have caught myself feeling embarrassed sometimes before but we should not. What part of my comment offended you? Seriously, I am curious.
Miss Nepal bhaina bhanera pir nalinus yesto unfair beauty pageant ko winner hunu ma proud garne kura kehi chha jasto lagdaina...
Pir lagdaina. Ajkal ta khusi lagcha testo organization sanga badhinu parena bhanera.