Numb or Not

(Verse 1)
Lyin' awake, eyes wide in the dark,
Can't tell if I'm broken or just missin' a spark.
Feelin' so heavy, but the tears never fall,
Don't know if I feel nothin' or feel it all.
Some days I'm fightin' the urge to let go,
Other days I'm fine, but it's touch and go.
Caught in the middle, lost in my head,
One step away from the edge of the ledge.
(Pre-Chorus)
But there's one thing pullin' me through,
When the world fades to gray, I think of you.
(Chorus)
Am I numb or am I depressed?
Livin' on the edge, but I can’t confess.
Sometimes I wanna run, sometimes I don’t,
Maybe I’ll make it, maybe I won’t.
You’re the only thing that makes me feel alive,
Keep me holdin' on, keep me in the fight.
When the world goes quiet and the pain’s too loud,
You’re the only reason I’m still around.
(Verse 2)
Lost in the noise, drownin' in doubt,
Some days I scream, but no sound comes out.
Everyone says that I’m doing just fine,
But inside my head, there’s a different kind of line.
Can’t tell if I'm just tired or done,
Don’t even know if I’m runnin' or if I’ve won.
I play pretend, but it’s wearin' me thin,
This battle I’m facin', I’m losin' within.
(Pre-Chorus)
But there’s one light pullin' me close,
When I’m fallin' apart, you’re the hope I hold.
(Chorus)
Am I numb or am I depressed?
Livin' on the edge, but I can’t confess.
Sometimes I wanna run, sometimes I don’t,
Maybe I’ll make it, maybe I won’t.
You’re the only thing that makes me feel alive,
Keep me holdin' on, keep me in the fight.
When the world goes quiet and the pain’s too loud,
You’re the only reason I’m still around.
(Bridge)
Maybe one day, I’ll feel again,
Maybe the darkness won’t win in the end.
But right now, I’m stuck, not sure where I stand,
Caught between givin' up and holdin' your hand.
(Chorus)
Am I numb or am I depressed?
Livin' on the edge, but I can’t confess.
Sometimes I wanna run, sometimes I don’t,
Maybe I’ll make it, maybe I won’t.
You’re the only thing that makes me feel alive,
Keep me holdin' on, keep me in the fight.
When the world goes quiet and the pain’s too loud,
You’re the only reason I’m still around.
(Outro)
Yeah, you’re the only reason I’m still around.
You’re the only reason I haven’t hit the ground.

[@thfranks4707]

This just came up in my feed. Love the lyrics & music. The pull of pride against the pull of closure and trying to meet somewhere in the middle. Epic life. Thanks for the great song guys💜🇨🇱🙂

[@Lennstr0m_]

@@thfranks4707 Ty man appreciate it🫶🏽

[@DR1DDD]

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[@Lennstr0m_]

Thanks alot bro