I'm a paranoid schizophrenic and I tried to take my life twice, been coping with drugs for years. Ended up in a mental hospital for 11 months but I got better, highly medicated but I don't hear voices anymore or feel depressed. This song got me through some hard times last year, Meech keep it up, beast coast - flatbush zombies, I love you
@@ChananYahawadah bro i listened to this entire album and some of their other songs trippin and hitting a dab pen sitting in one spot 😆 the mfers are daaaankkkkk third eye to the max
When music isn't just about having a beat that just bumps, but has some strong moving, relatable lyrics and is why I continue to listen to FBZ every day.
Fbz, beast coast and nyck caution have all made me realize how much I still care about a beat when I say I listen to the lyrics more and I am so thankful for them helping me see the beauty in even more music👌
This song is vibes then Meech comes in with THAT verse and it cuts deep. His verse in this in U&I are truly incredible, i hope he's doing OK after recent events. From a selfish point of view fans like me need him as his message reaches and resonates with a lot of people
I dont think we will ever witness anything even close to similar to Flatbush zombies, they are super legends when it comes to psychedelic music, this shit carries so much meaning. I think Flatbush zombies are the best thing out still, didn’t even peak yet we just waiting patiently for something new from all three of you together , eric the architects procucing skills and even bars are crazy juices voice is just something different and meechy darko brings the super hard meaningful bars to bring them all together man I really appreciate you meechy 🤲❤️
“God got my number blocked, my calls he never answers” so deep, so relatable. Love these guys. 3001 best album I’ve heard in years and ViH just tops it off
Maaaan...Special thanks for this track..."Wake up in the morning and I ask myself is life worth livin'? Should I blast myself?"...album is 🔥🔥🔥 AF #zombiegang
When this album dropped, Vacation and Headstone were my favorites, but as I kept going through the album in detail, this became my absolute favorite song on the album and by FBZ. Could listen to it on loop forever.
This song is my soul. Saved my life 100% I love you guys been a fan since I can remember! I can’t compare y’all to anyone bc y’all are original and creatively beautiful thank y’all for everything you do I alone appreciate it more than you can imagine. Your music makes me want to survive and be me. Thank you thank you for your amazing souls!
song has me tearing up man capturing all the emotions from when I was in a lower place. I can't put into words how much Flatbush has helped me threw so much shit one of the realest period
Meechy Darkos dad was just killed by Miami PD after he stabbed a police officer. I hope Meechy is doing okay, this is the first thing that popped into my head.
Hunter DuChene same man, I can only imagine how he’s feeling now. Prayin that the universe returns the same kind of healing to him and his family in these tough times that he’s provided for many others through his music.
Fucking love yall flatbush , i been feeling the same , all this unaswered anger that leads yout mind into dark places, and your mot to sure why. Feels like a whisper in my ear saying itll make everything easier .
This song is so relatable... I don't feel alone with my fears...I feel like better days are yet to come If you are listening ur a real one... Only the real can relate.... 💙
Victimized, scrutanized I am here to survive How you live? (trapped) How you die? (trapped) All the time is what you really feel inside (trapped) Insecure (trapped), what you need? How you not here to be 1 percent or 99, I want it all I swear to God, by myself Anxiety, anxiousness, misery Lose your dreams, lose your mind I can travel inside my mind like all the time Do what I gotta do to get into your vibe No right or wrong been moving when we moving right Say my name in the mirror 30 times When this song is over, we will lead a normal life These eyes, they won't be fake, no Screwed up, but I'll be gentle Been drivin, ' been drinkin' Lord help me, this is not right State your claims and play your games This is no rap embrace We just rhyme, press rewind Let's replay, and let's get down These eyes, they won't be fake, no Screwed up, but I'll be gentle Been drivin, ' been drinkin' Lord help me, this is not right State your claims and play your games This is no rap embrace We just rhyme, press rewind Let's replay, and let's get down Let's get down, let's replay Let's get down, let's replay I see happy people In the middle of no where I see happy people In the middle of no where the bloodsheds thy people In the middle of no where I see happy people In the middle of no where the bloodsheds thy people I woke up this morning and I asked myself; "Is life worth living, should I blast myself? And when I'm gone would they remember?" Only son of Deborah, born in late December Would my women cry for me when they get the news That they future baby daddy Hanging from a noose I don't wanna cry, be a better way Don't ever want to see her die, so I found an escape Should I leap in head first off the fire escape Or should I take the easy way, shoot myself in the face I can't really explain What got me feelin' this way To all my fans, I'm truly sorry that I have to end it But keep your minds open, and my verses in your memory In disbelieve, at least I made it to a quarter century Just tryna give you a good ending for the documentary I won't give you reasons why I had to do it Just know I'm going through it And I really had to do it Get it together, fuck is you doin' God got my number blocked My calls, he never answered Who's to blame, myself, the bullet or the handgun The night time's the hardest time to be alive Only sleepin' with women I love I got insomnia I got a bad case of 4 A.M. regrets You know, like when you can't sleep, layin' in your bed Replaying all them things you wish you never did Voices in my head, sleep paralysis Countin' sheep all week I'm half-past dead Vision clouded Voices, whispers, are they talkin' about me
Decided to return after months of not hearing this. I'll never forget this album and hearing it in a time-frame of doing acid so you bet your ass this song pushed me into an abyss. Regardless, I love you all and I will love Flatbush Zombies 'till the death. Keep expanding your mind y'all!
I used to listen to this when I was stationed in the Marine Corps in Okinawa. I had 2 year orders out there. I had some of the best times out there but that’s all everyone ever talks about. No one talks about missing their family, having sacrificed everything to serve. Your life changes professionally, socially, emotionally, physically, you endure a culture shock, then to be around complete strangers. Being a military service member in another country, you have curfews and restrictions on what you can do on your own fucking time. I had a lot of depression out there having broke my leg on top of it all. I would have thoughts of hurting myself in multiple ways at different times of the day. Many times a though of an action to hurt myself would pop in my head unintentionally. I’m shooting a rifle, what if I decided to shoot myself? Or what if I just left this base and never came back? Just disappeared. I would lay in my rack in pain listening to this song. I felt as if meechy was feeling my pain & I felt his. I appreciate having over come that chapter in my life. I’m also very grateful for music. God bless.
I'm a paranoid schizophrenic and I tried to take my life twice, been coping with drugs for years. Ended up in a mental hospital for 11 months but I got better, highly medicated but I don't hear voices anymore or feel depressed. This song got me through some hard times last year, Meech keep it up, beast coast - flatbush zombies, I love you
Hope you're doing good. Keep your head up. I can't imagine your struggle but remember, somebody out there cares about you. We're all a family
@@9LivesNoHate Thanks bro
@@bloody31234 No worries. Happy Thanksgiving
You give me strength.
zombies really showed their versatility with this one
I agree and they did it so beautifully, they had me tearing up.
yo i really like your channel man
Could you please do some lyrics on the Vacation in Hell album? Keep up the great work, fam! Been subbed for a while now,
I've seen your comment at "222" likes!
@@ChananYahawadah bro i listened to this entire album and some of their other songs trippin and hitting a dab pen sitting in one spot 😆 the mfers are daaaankkkkk third eye to the max
When music isn't just about having a beat that just bumps, but has some strong moving, relatable lyrics and is why I continue to listen to FBZ every day.
I totally relate to that man that's exactly why I listen to them
Showed up 7 years ago for the chill and stayed all this time for the feels
Fbz, beast coast and nyck caution have all made me realize how much I still care about a beat when I say I listen to the lyrics more and I am so thankful for them helping me see the beauty in even more music👌
in a good system they knock though including this one
That last verse, I felt that shit
I got trapped in this song. Couldn’t even finish the album properly after hearing it. Had this on repeat
same
Rs tho
oukei
I woke up this morning and i asked myself, is life worth living should i blast myself. Every fuckin worthless day am i right bois
Right
keep your head up meech
ALBUM WAS AMAZING. FBZ FOREVER
This album makes me feel the way I did when I was a kid and first felt a real connection with a hiphop album. This album is awesome!
sh4d0w dr34m3r Forreal!!!!
sh4d0w dr34m3r For real, this album should be bigger than it is. It was really fucking good all the way through
would be so good in a movie soundtrack...
Harry Boyd ima use this in my next short film
G tears and hey joe gonna be in it too but this song definitely gonna be in the finale to outro
Austin Crockett did you make the film?
@@ajcrockpot4767 I'm interested in seeing this when it's available. Hit me up joshuaswineymusic@gmail
@@ChananYahawadah lol
The next Friday movie..
This song is vibes then Meech comes in with THAT verse and it cuts deep.
His verse in this in U&I are truly incredible, i hope he's doing OK after recent events.
From a selfish point of view fans like me need him as his message reaches and resonates with a lot of people
We love you meechy, dont ever forget it
Got me tearin up over here
Jacob Da Rosa ong
am I the only one who gets goosebumps every time I listen to this song?
Hell nah you ain't
Cyri2L BIG no
Hell nahh same here bruv
Nope
After 2 years of listening, this may be my favorite song from the album
Flatbush Zombies saved my life.
❤
same
The beat is 🔥 especially the buildup at meechs verse. And then meech kills it like usual
one of the best tracks in ViH
meech... you good?
Alex B actually though
i resonate with meech a lot, ive always had trouble capturign that feeling but he did it perfectly imo.
Came to post exactly this...how you doing today Meechy.. we thinking bout you and Juice and Erick..
He trapped. What you think
meechisdead
I dont think we will ever witness anything even close to similar to Flatbush zombies, they are super legends when it comes to psychedelic music, this shit carries so much meaning. I think Flatbush zombies are the best thing out still, didn’t even peak yet we just waiting patiently for something new from all three of you together , eric the architects procucing skills and even bars are crazy juices voice is just something different and meechy darko brings the super hard meaningful bars to bring them all together man I really appreciate you meechy 🤲❤️
This is truely a masterpiece. from 2:34 to 3:25 felt like i'm in heaven, and then came Meechy and he brings me to hell. A very sweet hell.
fuck i love that part
“God got my number blocked, my calls he never answers” so deep, so relatable. Love these guys. 3001 best album I’ve heard in years and ViH just tops it off
Meechy the top god
Me too meech, me too.
Me too man
damn meech, so fuckin deep, i feel this.. keep up the great work zombies!
this shit i been waiting for !!! ERIC THE ARCHITECT FOR PRESIDENT OF THE WORLD
Lucas Kerkoff *erick
Spell his name right or I’ll beat ur ass
Andrew Kunze count me in I'm with you lol
This whole album gone be talked about
eh 17 One day people will realize how legendary these cats are
@@ilikewaffles889 Even if they wouldn't, we will always realize.
Still not talked about that much till this day
probably the best song of the album by its meaning and instrumentals
Meechy Darko Top 10 in the game right now
Chad Copenhagen #1 hands down.
Big W
In the middle of no where I see happy people.
Maaaan...Special thanks for this track..."Wake up in the morning and I ask myself is life worth livin'? Should I blast myself?"...album is 🔥🔥🔥 AF #zombiegang
Anybody can say tupac lyrics and " everyone " can like it quote that . but good shit flatbush
M barbary so sad people don't know this
When this album dropped, Vacation and Headstone were my favorites, but as I kept going through the album in detail, this became my absolute favorite song on the album and by FBZ. Could listen to it on loop forever.
This song is my soul. Saved my life 100% I love you guys been a fan since I can remember! I can’t compare y’all to anyone bc y’all are original and creatively beautiful thank y’all for everything you do I alone appreciate it more than you can imagine. Your music makes me want to survive and be me. Thank you thank you for your amazing souls!
Goosebumps from beginning till the end
Meechs voice sounds like a goddess on this one , too sick fbz killing it
im high af gettin hyped by your musics
Im High af too bro
Bophelo Dira we all are brotha
Yep
🤙🏽
Thank you for this one. Everyone who read this smile because I love you
😖😖😖😔🔫
Such a beautiful song hands down one of the best intros ive heard ever
trapped is sutch a good name i have been trapped in this song for two hours the ocassionaly a tear would roll down my face
Always blast 3001 and ViH when I trip. Love the zombies. Saved my life. Can’t wait to see them in concert
Best track on the album
Michael u&i is dope too, definitely my two favourite songs on ViH
Trapped in my feels.
[June 2019] - This track still hits hard
i can imagine this live with choir and instruments and the zombies 3 lined up singing
Album of the year for sure. Better than rocky, asap, cudi, ye, drake. All em. Still good albums but not topping the zombies.
This is magic. Oh my gawd. Meech is god. Eric is god. Juice is Jesus.
mrseanpride we all God
ShaGGy is god
@@kalem007 facts I thought I heard every fbz,ua,and pro era song but this my first time hearing this ⛽️💯🔥
they just keep getting better
I listen to this when I'm most depressed starting as of right now hope it helps I think it will
song has me tearing up man capturing all the emotions from when I was in a lower place. I can't put into words how much Flatbush has helped me threw so much shit one of the realest period
This song paints my life in such an accurate light...here's to all of ya going through it
This song is so fukin beautiful. Really hope meech is keepin good. This world needs you Meechy Darko ❤
Hearing this live at the concert was something I cant describe with words
Shit was so real
lucky.
Smooooothh!!! They're evolving again!!!!!
lovin this new style, works well
It scares me that Meech mentions committing suicide. It’s hard to tell if he’s being serious or not.
47most SOON damnnn i knooow !!!!!!!!!!! Buutttttt fammm i love u ♡
He seems pretty fucking serious
I heard it’s about an ego death
He's serious
Ofcourse hes serious
This song is literally my life. I've been listening to flatbush zombies since 2015 I still fuck wit them on the daily
Meech u. Got a army behind u and all of y'all fuck the pain it's only a illusion
CURTIS Grigsby Pain is possibly the most real thing in life.
Meechy coming from the *HEART*
One of my favourite songs of all time
Meechy Darkos dad was just killed by Miami PD after he stabbed a police officer. I hope Meechy is doing okay, this is the first thing that popped into my head.
Hunter DuChene same man, I can only imagine how he’s feeling now. Prayin that the universe returns the same kind of healing to him and his family in these tough times that he’s provided for many others through his music.
A year ago, this song helped me calm a bad trip that made me almost take my life. thanks to you guys I probably wouldn't be here
That Violin goes hard
This is so BEAUTIFUL oh my god.
this might be in my top 5 from fbz.
I got lost in this song so beautiful
Tears, thank you Flatbush Zombies.
Literally just sat here and listened to the whole album. And this song has to be the best, hands down.
Rediscovered this song and boy does Meechy's verse hit hard. Love this song.
we need you demitri keep your head up, for this song is the only thing keeping mine up.
Love this album FBZ best rappers out!!!
Kinda reminds me of Fly Away from 3001
Bruh I just went to their concert in Asheville nc, that shit was lit. This was beautiful live lol no cap
Benny Kirichuk when was it
William Feijoo couple weeks ago end of may
Fucking love yall flatbush , i been feeling the same , all this unaswered anger that leads yout mind into dark places, and your mot to sure why. Feels like a whisper in my ear saying itll make everything easier .
This song makes me feel less alone with all these demons
Never thought i would come back to this so often
Seen this live on mushrooms n listened to on it lsd after the show time flies. Made it G
reminds me of alot of Ericks old stuff. love it
You've blessed us again Zombies.
I WANT MORE FBZ SONGS IN THAT KIND OF STYLE
Copping tickets for the tour
That concert was amazing.
Genius song indeed
Thank yall for this song. Forreal.
Tranced out listening to this life changing music
This song is so relatable... I don't feel alone with my fears...I feel like better days are yet to come
If you are listening ur a real one... Only the real can relate.... 💙
❤ I love this song
I know I'm quite drunk atm but this sing really stuck to me since it came out
*song
That violin is fire af and meech goes in all on that suicidal shit. Bruh this track fucks me up.
This album is a masterpiece
Meech just constantly killing it once verse at a time, id love to see him mix up more of that pac
Trapped af💬
This shit appeals to my vibe receptors way more than alot of other songs.
Victimized, scrutanized
I am here to survive
How you live? (trapped)
How you die? (trapped)
All the time is what you really feel inside (trapped)
Insecure (trapped), what you need?
How you not here to be
1 percent or 99, I want it all
I swear to God, by myself
Anxiety, anxiousness, misery
Lose your dreams, lose your mind
I can travel inside my mind like all the time
Do what I gotta do to get into your vibe
No right or wrong been moving when we moving right
Say my name in the mirror 30 times
When this song is over, we will lead a normal life
These eyes, they won't be fake, no
Screwed up, but I'll be gentle
Been drivin, ' been drinkin'
Lord help me, this is not right
State your claims and play your games
This is no rap embrace
We just rhyme, press rewind
Let's replay, and let's get down
These eyes, they won't be fake, no
Screwed up, but I'll be gentle
Been drivin, ' been drinkin'
Lord help me, this is not right
State your claims and play your games
This is no rap embrace
We just rhyme, press rewind
Let's replay, and let's get down
Let's get down, let's replay
Let's get down, let's replay
I see happy people
In the middle of no where I see happy people
In the middle of no where the bloodsheds thy people
In the middle of no where I see happy people
In the middle of no where the bloodsheds thy people
I woke up this morning and I asked myself;
"Is life worth living, should I blast myself?
And when I'm gone would they remember?"
Only son of Deborah, born in late December
Would my women cry for me when they get the news
That they future baby daddy
Hanging from a noose
I don't wanna cry, be a better way
Don't ever want to see her die, so I found an escape
Should I leap in head first off the fire escape
Or should I take the easy way, shoot myself in the face
I can't really explain
What got me feelin' this way
To all my fans, I'm truly sorry that I have to end it
But keep your minds open, and my verses in your memory
In disbelieve, at least I made it to a quarter century
Just tryna give you a good ending for the documentary
I won't give you reasons why I had to do it
Just know I'm going through it
And I really had to do it
Get it together, fuck is you doin'
God got my number blocked
My calls, he never answered
Who's to blame, myself, the bullet or the handgun
The night time's the hardest time to be alive
Only sleepin' with women I love
I got insomnia
I got a bad case of 4 A.M. regrets
You know, like when you can't sleep, layin' in your bed
Replaying all them things you wish you never did
Voices in my head, sleep paralysis
Countin' sheep all week
I'm half-past dead
Vision clouded
Voices, whispers, are they talkin' about me
This is proof Eric is the best producer out
Favorite song on the album. Deep af
I fucking cry when I hear this, tears mixed with all of my emotions.
Here I come Late On FZ banging these tracks love the fact that Fans put Lyrics up in the comment! Now that's Love. . . Peace
This song perfectly described the first half of the year for me, really got me through it. Real artists here. Fucking magic
Decided to return after months of not hearing this. I'll never forget this album and hearing it in a time-frame of doing acid so you bet your ass this song pushed me into an abyss. Regardless, I love you all and I will love Flatbush Zombies 'till the death. Keep expanding your mind y'all!
How this doesn’t have over 10 million views is beyond me. Flatbush zombies are the fuckin best on the planet absolute masterpiece
Meech hit the nail on the head w that verse
I used to listen to this when I was stationed in the Marine Corps in Okinawa. I had 2 year orders out there. I had some of the best times out there but that’s all everyone ever talks about. No one talks about missing their family, having sacrificed everything to serve. Your life changes professionally, socially, emotionally, physically, you endure a culture shock, then to be around complete strangers. Being a military service member in another country, you have curfews and restrictions on what you can do on your own fucking time. I had a lot of depression out there having broke my leg on top of it all. I would have thoughts of hurting myself in multiple ways at different times of the day. Many times a though of an action to hurt myself would pop in my head unintentionally. I’m shooting a rifle, what if I decided to shoot myself? Or what if I just left this base and never came back? Just disappeared. I would lay in my rack in pain listening to this song. I felt as if meechy was feeling my pain & I felt his. I appreciate having over come that chapter in my life. I’m also very grateful for music. God bless.
We love you Meech 💖💖💖💖🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Meech we love ya!