This is the exact embodiment of drastic change within you as a person, it starts off faint until it goes higher and higher, where each and every note collide and you find yourself as a person.
camping by yourself, without a rain cover on top of your tent, staring at the stars, wondering why the world is being destroyed, or can't find peace with one another when we are all one in a trillion.
I know this guy named Conrad, and he was phenomenal. Truly one of the closest friends I've had in so long and I think I fell in love with him? This isn't like a sudden classic "oh my god I think I love him!" It's more of a "son of a bitch I'm in love with him" and I can truly grasp it. I've thought about this for 3 years now and I feel like I missed my chance, but at the same time he probably isn't into guys like me, that is being trans. Which is scary. We had a moment around a year ago, where we both were sat on the couch at a house party, and he kind of looked over at me. To which I looked back. Our eyes were locked, captured. We sat there for a couple minutes staring and all I could think about was god. I wish I could kiss him. But internally I know I could never. He doesn't see my like that, he's said several times he sees me more as a family member or something of the sort. Which gave me this sour feeling. I felt so bitter that I was as low as him seeing me like that. Another time, I stayed at his place instead of going home because my living situation isnt well. He made sure I was comfortable, we watched movies together and for a minute I felt like I was truly safe. I felt so comfortable in a home like I've never felt before. He left for work in the morning and when he came back in the evening he would ask if I ate anything or remembered to eat because I haven't been taking medications so I was forgetting a lot as I do. In those moments, I felt so warm. So welcomed. Although, he sees me more as a family member or best friend. I don't think I will ever get my chance to tell him that I love him so deeply.
I don’t have a sad story all I wana say is that even if you think there is nothing left for you try just try to make it to the next day even if you think no one cares just hope because in this life hope is sometimes the only thing we got
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If you ever feel alone just know there are trillions of cells within you that literally can't live without you.
Making me feel special 🤧
Real
Those cells aren't pepole and they dont care for me
@@eduardsusai559I am so tired. Sleep does not help lol
@@jasonjr376 real shit
Hands down, one of the best songs about lethargy and pure hopelessness. I love it
This is the exact embodiment of drastic change within you as a person, it starts off faint until it goes higher and higher, where each and every note collide and you find yourself as a person.
this is beautiful
camping by yourself, without a rain cover on top of your tent, staring at the stars, wondering why the world is being destroyed, or can't find peace with one another when we are all one in a trillion.
Thank you for making this. So many other slowed versions of this song are TOO slow and sound like vacuum cleaners
I look up at the sky at night. Feeling insignificant is a silent reassurance.
This song makes me think of life
Oh thank God, finally the version i was looking for, it's a masterpiece 🖤
Shi so fire 🔥
This song makes me feel unexplainable things
I know this guy named Conrad, and he was phenomenal. Truly one of the closest friends I've had in so long and I think I fell in love with him? This isn't like a sudden classic "oh my god I think I love him!" It's more of a "son of a bitch I'm in love with him" and I can truly grasp it. I've thought about this for 3 years now and I feel like I missed my chance, but at the same time he probably isn't into guys like me, that is being trans. Which is scary.
We had a moment around a year ago, where we both were sat on the couch at a house party, and he kind of looked over at me. To which I looked back. Our eyes were locked, captured.
We sat there for a couple minutes staring and all I could think about was god. I wish I could kiss him.
But internally I know I could never. He doesn't see my like that, he's said several times he sees me more as a family member or something of the sort. Which gave me this sour feeling. I felt so bitter that I was as low as him seeing me like that.
Another time, I stayed at his place instead of going home because my living situation isnt well. He made sure I was comfortable, we watched movies together and for a minute I felt like I was truly safe. I felt so comfortable in a home like I've never felt before. He left for work in the morning and when he came back in the evening he would ask if I ate anything or remembered to eat because I haven't been taking medications so I was forgetting a lot as I do.
In those moments, I felt so warm. So welcomed. Although, he sees me more as a family member or best friend. I don't think I will ever get my chance to tell him that I love him so deeply.
I don’t have a sad story all I wana say is that even if you think there is nothing left for you try just try to make it to the next day even if you think no one cares just hope because in this life hope is sometimes the only thing we got
If u never had to say goodbye, how would you know what missing someone feels like.
in your dreams bro, you can miss someone im your dreams
Real
I need to get out of it
If you ever feel hopeless, remember Jesus came to save the lost. "Come to me", He says.
im listening to this while playing a roblox horror 😭
Swt train seat