Not sure if you heard of the recent news of Tulsi Gabbard introducing a bill to ban transformed from participating in women's sports. time.com/5920758/tulsi-gabbard-bill-transgender-women-sports/
Seriously. Thank you for making these videos and sharing your experiences about your transition. I've been trying to educate myself on feminization hormone therapy and your videos really help. Thanks again!
queeeen im so glad i found your channel, thank you for educating even tho some of the qs are a little intrusive. sending you love i hope your day is beautiful td
Mathilda, I love you SO much, for being willing to answer these uncomfortable questions. You're doing such a wonderful service for others who might be feeling the way that you used to about your body. You show them that there is light at the end of the tunnel. That it IS possible for them to lead a happy life. Kudos, milady!! ❤️❤️❤️
@@er-lo7fm I think I scheduled my surgery in September 2020. Right now I'm just doing genital electrolysis (permanent hair removal) which can take 6 to 12 months to complete Edit: sorry I scheduled in October of this year. Also it can vary based on which surgeon you choose because they all have different levels of demand based on popularity and it can be from a few months wait list to a few years
@@ItsOnlyFear-sg4tj WRONG!! The regret rate is less than 2% worldwide. That means there's a 98% non-regret rate. Or to say it a different way...98% of people who have the surgery are completely happy about it. You can't find any other surgery in the world with approval rates like that. So please discontinue spreading false information. It helps no one at all. In fact lies like that are meant to harm other people. Maybe try being a positive influence on other people and you'll end up being a much better human being.
@@ItsOnlyFear-sg4tj the only reason some people regret is either A the surgery went wrong or B they didn’t have gender dysphoria and transitioned for the wrong reasons
I will wait like three years low key because I want to make sure I am sure I am a transgender woman and all but I need to educate people especially my parents about this but this week I’m going to come out to them again and hopefully they understand my true self and by the way Mathilda was my first transgender woman I ever got to see in my UA-cam feed and I’m happy that I can get a lot of help and support from you by the way you have probably the most beautiful personality I have seen in a while I wish the best for your future and I will tell you how my journey goes:)
Glad to see this so I have a better idea of what to expect when I go under the knife myself. Already on HRT for four months and counting and can't wait to have bottom surgery done. I'm more worried about the hospital stay than the surgery itself, though. I have a pet parrot at home and don't like the idea of being away from him for however long the hospital stay is. Ricky (a blue-fronted amazon) and I spend every day together and most of the day, he's out of his cage. It's a big cage but he's usually on my shoulder or his open stand.
@@chloe-sunshine7 Not yet. I'm now 3 years and 8 months into HRT, though. But lately, I've been looking into having orchi done. A friend of mine just had her orchi a few months ago. And now I've told my doctor about that. Orchi first, then go back for vaginoplasty at a later date.
I have to say that if you looked differently than you do now before surgeries, then your surgeon is the reincarnation of Michelangelo. If not, still gorgeous and the accent is rawr. Glad you are happy to be who you are now. I could only wish that every person knew who they are and was as steadfast in what they need to feel complete as you. The rest of us are floating in a never-ending void of what we were programed to do, and what we are told we are supposed to be. Life should always be about finding the true self and I am glad that you found you. Stay up, boo boo.
I was wondering that too! Were you ale to “unregister” from the draft once you got your bottom surgery, (or is registering for the draft even required in your country like it is in the US)?!!?
@@megandeeds9086 The draft isn’t compulsory for women, so once your birth certificate and social security card reflected the correct sex you wouldn’t have to worry about the draft.
Hey Mathilda, Yeah you can be awake, my grandma (mid 80's) was awake when she had her hip replacement done...she described it as sounding like a building site 😲 Second quarter 2021...when I get my GRS, I'll be well asleep, with an epidural fitted.
Another great question. What did it feel like taking a whiz? Firstly. Mathilde had mentioned. When we had our catheters removed. She expressed an uncomfortable painful removal. I on the other hand. Was so damned relieved to get that thing out. If there was any pain? I sure don't remember any. I was happy to get that thing out. Of course a few hours later. Comes the next exciting thing. My first girly whiz on my own. On my own potty. All by myself. And now what do you do with that thing? And how do you do it? Do you fold the toilet paper like a wipe in back? Or do you crush it into a POOFY ball? But I have to go no matter what. It was a rude experience a rude feeling. It felt like it took a quick exit ramp off of a freeway. Too fast. It wasn't comfortable at first. It wasn't comfortable at second. I don't know on third. When in a week or two. It just felt normal again. Oh and. I still switch it up. I use both methods with the toilet paper. But I'm inconsistent. Straight wipes and POOF's. Rarely both together. But sometimes, well. You can't tell if you're shooting straight. You can't aim anymore. And it makes for much more difficult rugged camping. As I was an avid camper. It's a little less easy now. And paid for commercial campsites. Are much more female friendly. Than getting poison ivy. I'm happy to say I don't know ivy. I try to keep my distance from her. She's not friendly. She can really get under your skin. I'm sorry there I go again. Always looking for that opportunistic punchline. RemyRAD PS it's American humor like Al Franken
Hi Matilda. Just If my question is not too personal... what kind of technique did your doctors use? I'm so undecided... Italy National Health System offers for free just one tecnique (after years of waiting). surgeons don't perform many surgeries in a year and that scares me. Thanx in advance
My stuffing was a big condom looking bag stuffed with a sponge. It came out fairly easy. The catheter was the worst of it because it was the last thing to be removed. I really hated that part of and it felt like I had to pee for a week ..
Do you know of a medical web page that shows it right after the surgery, two weeks after the surgery, one month after the surgery, and so on until it's has completely healed?
I’ve only known about your channel for a couple days and I already just love you! You’re funny about everything and bring a smile and laughter to us! 😁😊
Yea I have a question. Do you realize how gorgeous and adorable you are??? LOL. Thank you for educating me further on this topic. I try to be as equipped as possible. I admire you queen. Shine on 💗
@ I live in Australia, there is healthcare but it is not free for things that aren't physically necessary (the liberal government has made sure that psychologically necessary things don't count, though with labor finally in charge that might change) and so it still costs $30,000 for the genital surgery alone here.
I already hate my life I’am trans woman and I’m 14 years old my life here in KSA is very bad as a transgender woman And Bad in all respects literally my family are hate me and the all society hate me Also the kingdom I already hate my life and I can’t stop crying from time to time I always feel like I want to go back in time and prevent my birth I hope I can see the perfect life in the future
So I'm back. I'm going increment by increment here. How long does it take to heal? That should have been met. With. How old are you? What kind of physical condition are you in? Small, medium, large, 5XXX? Yes for Mathilde at her sweet young age. She said one year. I had mine at 45. I felt I was healed fully after a year and 1/2. I'm currently 65 now. And if I had waited this long? And had lived my life through. As a woman. With extra baggage. I think I would still be apt. To go through with the SRS. But I would definitely have to ask myself why that would be necessary at that point. And what the reason might be for that? As I've also known plenty of other gorgeous women just like yourself. That have lived that way. And either their male partners love that. Or their female partners love that. And so do they. But we all weren't made that way. You weren't. And you had the distinct advantage of being incredibly beautiful. And 100%. A 10. And any man would be lucky to have a vivacious beautiful woman such as yourself. And I could not say that any planner. However that does not go for me.. I'm really no different though. From my female colleague engineers. We all worked along side of. At NBC-TV, Washington, DC. And we all pretty much dressed and looked, alike. Except that some of us used the other bathrooms. I had my choice of bathrooms. Everyone else didn't. And I'm Jewish. And I was the chosen person. Fancy that? Now here's the funny part. I'm an audio engineer at NBC-TV. I'm in my own control room. Separated from that of the video control room. And right outside the door of my control room. Directly across my hall. Not more than 5 feet away. Was the men's room at this end of the hallway. The ladies room was at the total opposite end of the hallway. From where I was. And I got some great comedy material. Under my skirt. Using the men's room at NBC-TV, Washington DC. Particularly. Because of this game show. And so this game show. That was produced there. Was a high school game show. An NBC security. Generally kept all of the high schoolers corralled. At the front of the building. But boys will be boys. Just not all of us. And occasionally. 5 teenage boys compiling in the men's room. Only to find a woman in a red dress reapplying her makeup. And you get some great comedy material from those moments. They are precious. It inspired me to start doing standup comedy. And you're doing it right now. And you're great at it! You keep it light and friendly. You keep it right. You do it right. I love you. Too bad you're not a lesbian. I could teach you. My lesbian husband explained it all to me. I think I got the hang of it after 22 years. And I would love to convert you. I'm a lot of fun. At 65. I've had a lot of practice. I make rock 'n' roll recordings for a living. Or did. Before everybody went viral. And we didn't. Your virtuality is terrific! I think that's a computer term these days? And you've gone from TV to VT? That's in Vermont. That's also cold. You should do fine there. I'm sure you have quite the following there. They are an interesting group. Actually a lot of saps. They make a lot of maple syrup. They are sweet people. And some actually are. And I'm not sure about the molasses in February? That's why I moved further south where it's much warmer. Girl, I think we both need a little sun. Which is the only kind of baby I can have. A tan. Coppertone Girl RemyRAD
I’ve been told that I should continue to masturbate until surgery because it gives the surgeon more to work with, but I don’t even like to touch myself when peeing or showering because of my gender dysphoria. Did you have this problem, and, if so, how did you deal with it?
I'm just starting to pursue bottom surgery. It still feels like such a huge process and I don't know where to start. I've been aro/ace all my life. Realizing that was unrecognized gender dysphoria makes me want it even more. I realized I'm already not so Aro and I'm pretty sure I will be a lot less Ace as before. What was the process like to actually get to the point you had a surgery date? What was it like talking to a psychiatrist to get them to sign off. What was discussed?
My dysphoria is so bad I started having dreams again where I am completely covered with hair from head to toe and that my penis is so large that it goes from my crotch all the way to below my chin and then the testicles are huge to where they go down to my knees I keep having that dream nightmare or you could say constantly and then it even now is invading my every day thoughts I can’t stand anything about my body I wish I could just jump out of this body into the body that I want and should have because this dysphoria is really not helping my depression problems that I have and or my anxiety because I have multiple disorders and I can’t take too much more I’m hoping to get my surgery soon on top of that also in the nightmare I am completely flat my boobs are gone and I also need to get breast augmentation which because of being boutique like I am I am most likely going to go with 20 mL like you did Matilda my phone microphone is not working correctly I apologize for spelling and grammar errors and lack of punctuation’s due to the fact that I also cannot read or write that well so I use Siri and the keyboard microphone for everything
@@alexanderryan1176 if you’re referring to male pattern baldness, that only happens with high testosterone, at this point to get that she would need to inject testosterone regularly for that to happen. if u mean hair thinning with age then yea
so you think every surgery is mutilating yourself then? people who get amputations because of frostbite or something are mutilating themselves? C sections are women mutilating themselves too huh? your logic is stupid and biased
Wait wait wait just a minute. Was it worth it? Let me clarify. First we must define worth. Making that major decision. To commit ourselves. To whom we know ourselves to be. For the rest of our born days. Absolute. And no going back. I can safely say, Fucking Yeah! Now if you're talking about was it financially worth it? That's a little different. During my time in the USA. This was all considered,, elective. Which meant. Nearly the cost of a house. All out-of-pocket. All in which you must work for and save for. So you better have some decent skills. To make some real money with. Because it's going to take you. 10 years to save the money. If you have a really decent job. And in that respect. I would have to say. Fuckin' A! You Betcha! Worth the cost of admission. And might take the rest of your life getting there. Because in other well-functioning progressive countries and nations. The national healthcare plan. Provides for the most important and costly procedures. With very little out-of-pocket expenditure. Which is a wonderful thing. If that is made available to you. I wish it had been made available to me. My life would have been much much different. But it wasn't. And so my life is much much different. Not quite in the way I felt it was supposed to go. But the closest I could get myself. That I worked toward. That I broke a sweat for. For many years. While still chasing my career goals and dreams. Which was equally costly. These are wonderful videos with wonderful questions. And great responses from, Mathilde. And as one can see here and read. Those of us that are full-blown and lifelong Sisters together now. We are all pretty much on the same page. With little variation. Everybody has to find their own way. And it is a kind of a, personal, beat the clock game. As I wanted to do this before I went through puberty. But there was no way back in the 1960s. And it happened. I was completely devastated. I felt I was doomed to be a man. And so I set out. To be the very best man I could be. A real man. A Gentleman and a Manly Man. A Proper Man. And equally a Feminist. Because it was so easy. For me to be that third-party. And observed both sides. It's more fun to be a guy. There's more opportunity. There is more income. A lot more income. And when you start to age. You get more handsome. It's the opposite for women. Why would anybody want to be a woman? I have been asked. I said yeah. It doesn't make any sense. It's not advantageous. You are under Moron Control Rules & Regulations. And you must abide. Because you are second-class citizen. You are female. Too bad for you. And so I was a real engineer. I'm very scientific person. I design and build circuits. I troubleshoot circuits. I'm one of the best troubleshooters people know. In my industry. And there was always one thing I could never troubleshoot. Me. It didn't make any engineering sense to me. Why I should want to be a woman? Women were not allowed to work in my field. And I feel I was destined. To make beautiful musical recordings. And to invent and/or build. The equipment I would use to make those recordings. And then to interview those artists on the FM radio. And play their music on the radio that I recorded of them. And that's who I was. That's who I am. That's who I always shall be. That's what defines me. Not whether I male or female. I'm an excellent conglomeration and combination of both. I'm the best of both. And that's how I see myself. But I made the commitment. To be the woman of my dreams. And that was me. And where I actually had hoped. That was just supposed to be that very special right woman that would fall into my life. And we would love together in beautiful musical harmony. And then we would make little musical instruments and singers. And I met her. And I married her. But it wasn't her. It was me. In the end. Oh I'm sorry. There I go again. It was me. In the end. Dilating. I'm not as good with my English. And I was born here! I meant in the end, dilating. And to think I worked in the communication industry now for over 50 years. Many people ask me what pronouns I prefer to be addressed with? I simply tell them. Just don't call me late to dinner. Otherwise call it like you see it. I accept any paid for meal. But that's just the engineer in me. But they don't all have to be engineers. Musicians are fine also. And it doesn't matter what instrument they play. Some are also singers and screamers. I am not particular. And also because.. I have the same playback system in the bedroom. As I do in my beautiful recording studio control room. Just for consistency you understand. I like it in both places while I don't. If ya follow? Don't swallow. I mean I don't mind getting laid in the bedroom or the control room. Just to be clear. Not the other thing you were thinking. That's why I had the new thing installed. Because the other is an output only device. The new one is supposed to be bidirectional. But it is only cardioid. And now I'm omnidirectional. And it worked out great! I never thought I'd be all three kinds of microphones! As I had always been a monaural tape recorder. I was just a single full track. Wide tracking. Music machine. And now I'm just a woman. Audio Engineer. So the only place you will find my balls is here: soundcloud.com/user-135130368/sets/live-at-electric-church-fm-sessions-vol-1 And I gave birth to all 14 of those bands. And then 335 more. In less than one year. And I'm all worn out. That's all me. I recorded and mixed all of these. The second cut has a birth defect. It's gotta speech impediment. And the singer sounds like he's in pain. Underwater. And we all prayed he would survive that set. And it was really too bad he did. I mean what the FUCK? I'm just the recording engineer. He unplugged my connector from my microphone and plugged that thing in on his own. And you can't let children do that. You hear what happens. And you won't hear that in any of my other lucky 13. Those are all impromptu rough mix babies for live FM. That's live Female Male oriented rock music. FM. As it was not frequency modulated. It was just modulated. And where I also took a bartending course. Just to become a better music mixer. I wanted to know how to shake it up. And pour it out here. I mean pour it out, hear. Both. I'm both. I mean both. You can tell I don't find the virus, funny. RemyRAD
PS Matilda I enjoy immensely being put under I actually look forward to it because at least I know I’m going to get a really good nap and sleep very good all the way through
She already answered that in a previous video. She said she didn't freeze her sperm because she never cared to have biological children and she is most likely going to adopt in the future anyway.
Does frequent intimacy with a male partner a substitute for dilation for those that have had the surgery done many years into the past? I am somewhat fascinated by transrelated issues as a cismale.
Mathilda i lovd your videos. Im starting HRT in january and i cant wait till the day comes that i can get my surgery. Thank you for making these informative videos so that girls like me know what to prepare for.
Super pretty...i could care less what people do to make themselves happy...a cliche is that "it doesn't affect me so I don't care what they do"...I disagree, seeing happy people does affect me...more people in the world that are happy for being accepted foe who they are directly affects my happiness in a positive way
It’s not wrecking your body if it’s what you want, people that are transgender actually enjoy having the right genitals for their preferred gender btw 🙄
It's always "mind your own business" or "go educate yourself" but you're the fuckers shoving this shit in everybody else's faces and making it our business. Never giving any real reason for mutilating yourselves forever just because of some undescribable, illogical, feelings you have.
How long Do have to be on hormones before they can do the surgery ??? Iam my would to get it done iam a male an I really want the bottom done . I hope sometime in 2022 I can get done . It's January 2021 . Iam very sick of my male body .
In your other video you said you get wet down there but I don’t know how that’s even possible because you don’t have ovaries or a uterus so you’re not ovulating and having a period so how can you get any discharge?
I really depends on you as a person, however I only dilate around twice a month, I had it 7 years ago and I’m in a steady relationship and when we’re intimate that compensates for one dilation session ❤️
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It will gradually be less and less until, think of it as a earring, the few first years you have to have earring in than after having it in for like 15 years you can take it out for months at a time without it closing up ❤️
If you have any other question I haven't answer, please comment them below!
Not sure if you heard of the recent news of Tulsi Gabbard introducing a bill to ban transformed from participating in women's sports.
time.com/5920758/tulsi-gabbard-bill-transgender-women-sports/
@@DieYuppiieSkum yeah that's why they're called "trans women" and not women.
What kind of bottom surgery do you take to create the canal? Is it a penile inversion or by colone?
@@mulberrystnyc yes,i agree. that's gross. but the dude in the video is also gross. IT is parading itself in women's clothes.
@@Gordanmgleb She is Beautiful and you know this is the truth.
God Bless You.
I have to say that l think she’s absolutely adorable the way she talks about and describes things. She’s too cute and very pretty
She's a he.
@@memeshop8481 No, no she isn't.
He*
@@memeshop8481 uhh no she’s a she
@@tonywilliams6492 she not he
Damn she passed no nut November every year of her life up until the surgery
Seriously. Thank you for making these videos and sharing your experiences about your transition. I've been trying to educate myself on feminization hormone therapy and your videos really help. Thanks again!
queeeen im so glad i found your channel, thank you for educating even tho some of the qs are a little intrusive. sending you love i hope your day is beautiful td
Love your straightforwardness. ❤
Mathilda, I love you SO much, for being willing to answer these uncomfortable questions. You're doing such a wonderful service for others who might be feeling the way that you used to about your body. You show them that there is light at the end of the tunnel. That it IS possible for them to lead a happy life. Kudos, milady!! ❤️❤️❤️
Good to see you again; interesting video today! ❤️
Hello :))
My surgery is in July 2021 with Wittenberg, im excited!
if you don't mind me asking. when did you schedule it? im curious how long it takes to have it. I just started my transition.
@@er-lo7fm I think I scheduled my surgery in September 2020. Right now I'm just doing genital electrolysis (permanent hair removal) which can take 6 to 12 months to complete
Edit: sorry I scheduled in October of this year. Also it can vary based on which surgeon you choose because they all have different levels of demand based on popularity and it can be from a few months wait list to a few years
Seriously, I think you should reconsidered. Many ppl regret it after going with it. Is it really worth it?
@@ItsOnlyFear-sg4tj WRONG!! The regret rate is less than 2% worldwide. That means there's a 98% non-regret rate. Or to say it a different way...98% of people who have the surgery are completely happy about it. You can't find any other surgery in the world with approval rates like that.
So please discontinue spreading false information. It helps no one at all. In fact lies like that are meant to harm other people. Maybe try being a positive influence on other people and you'll end up being a much better human being.
@@ItsOnlyFear-sg4tj the only reason some people regret is either A the surgery went wrong or B they didn’t have gender dysphoria and transitioned for the wrong reasons
AWAKE? No way, not me. I’d be waiting to hear someone exclaim, “oops”.
Like oops I snipped your balls off, jeez lewise
Another great video! U always make me happy
I will wait like three years low key because I want to make sure I am sure I am a transgender woman and all but I need to educate people especially my parents about this but this week I’m going to come out to them again and hopefully they understand my true self and by the way Mathilda was my first transgender woman I ever got to see in my UA-cam feed and I’m happy that I can get a lot of help and support from you by the way you have probably the most beautiful personality I have seen in a while I wish the best for your future and I will tell you how my journey goes:)
I don’t mean to be offensive. But I am curious as why it matters what others think about your gender?
You are such an amazing woman and you inspire me to be myself as a trans femalways thank you
I love you Matilda. No, really. I love you.
Glad to see this so I have a better idea of what to expect when I go under the knife myself. Already on HRT for four months and counting and can't wait to have bottom surgery done.
I'm more worried about the hospital stay than the surgery itself, though. I have a pet parrot at home and don't like the idea of being away from him for however long the hospital stay is. Ricky (a blue-fronted amazon) and I spend every day together and most of the day, he's out of his cage. It's a big cage but he's usually on my shoulder or his open stand.
Have you gotten the surgery yet? If so, I hope Ricky took it well. How's he doing?
@@chloe-sunshine7 Not yet. I'm now 3 years and 8 months into HRT, though. But lately, I've been looking into having orchi done. A friend of mine just had her orchi a few months ago. And now I've told my doctor about that. Orchi first, then go back for vaginoplasty at a later date.
I have to say that if you looked differently than you do now before surgeries, then your surgeon is the reincarnation of Michelangelo. If not, still gorgeous and the accent is rawr. Glad you are happy to be who you are now. I could only wish that every person knew who they are and was as steadfast in what they need to feel complete as you. The rest of us are floating in a never-ending void of what we were programed to do, and what we are told we are supposed to be. Life should always be about finding the true self and I am glad that you found you. Stay up, boo boo.
People are way more nuanced than that.
Great video Mathilda !!
Thank you :3
My friend lost all feeling down there after their surgery.
That’s unfortunate..
It takes a lot of balls for him to do that
@@jrodnanfelt not anymore.
I'm trying to educate myself more on this subject and this video was very informative - thanks!
Hey Mathilda! Any plans on discussing the legal aspects of transitioning? Like legally changing your name and updating your passport and such?
I was wondering that too! Were you ale to “unregister” from the draft once you got your bottom surgery, (or is registering for the draft even required in your country like it is in the US)?!!?
@@megandeeds9086 The draft isn’t compulsory for women, so once your birth certificate and social security card reflected the correct sex you wouldn’t have to worry about the draft.
Hey Mathilda,
Yeah you can be awake, my grandma (mid 80's) was awake when she had her hip replacement done...she described it as sounding like a building site 😲
Second quarter 2021...when I get my GRS, I'll be well asleep, with an epidural fitted.
Love your video! I just got my big O after about 1 year! Yay!!!!!
whats the big O?
@@lunan5197 The operation that Made my life complete. Keep up the great work your doing here
am starting to really seriously consider gcs so videos like these are very helpful and comforting, thank you
Another great question. What did it feel like taking a whiz?
Firstly. Mathilde had mentioned. When we had our catheters removed. She expressed an uncomfortable painful removal.
I on the other hand. Was so damned relieved to get that thing out. If there was any pain? I sure don't remember any. I was happy to get that thing out.
Of course a few hours later. Comes the next exciting thing. My first girly whiz on my own. On my own potty. All by myself. And now what do you do with that thing? And how do you do it? Do you fold the toilet paper like a wipe in back? Or do you crush it into a POOFY ball? But I have to go no matter what.
It was a rude experience a rude feeling. It felt like it took a quick exit ramp off of a freeway. Too fast. It wasn't comfortable at first. It wasn't comfortable at second. I don't know on third. When in a week or two. It just felt normal again. Oh and. I still switch it up. I use both methods with the toilet paper. But I'm inconsistent. Straight wipes and POOF's. Rarely both together. But sometimes, well. You can't tell if you're shooting straight. You can't aim anymore. And it makes for much more difficult rugged camping. As I was an avid camper. It's a little less easy now. And paid for commercial campsites. Are much more female friendly. Than getting poison ivy. I'm happy to say I don't know ivy. I try to keep my distance from her. She's not friendly. She can really get under your skin. I'm sorry there I go again.
Always looking for that opportunistic punchline.
RemyRAD
PS
it's American humor like Al Franken
Hi Matilda. Just If my question is not too personal... what kind of technique did your doctors use? I'm so undecided... Italy National Health System offers for free just one tecnique (after years of waiting). surgeons don't perform many surgeries in a year and that scares me. Thanx in advance
You're the best and gorgeous for the experience on the new video for bottom surgery💖💞👏✨
It's Mathilda...obviously😎
New vid from my girl,same LOVE from West Virginia,USA!!!💓😁Your Soul is as beautiful as your bod!!! Such an inspiration!! I will Sub ya forever!!!
You are so beautiful
Make more videos with Christian !!!
I just got an ad of you in your video
My stuffing was a big condom looking bag stuffed with a sponge. It came out fairly easy. The catheter was the worst of it because it was the last thing to be removed. I really hated that part of and it felt like I had to pee for a week ..
Girl u get prettier every video haha 🤭
Bunch of good info!
Love you girl! be you!
Thank you for your honest and candid video. I'm sure it helped a lot of people. BTW you're very beautiful.
Do you know of a medical web page that shows it right after the surgery, two weeks after the surgery, one month after the surgery, and so on until it's has completely healed?
I’ve only known about your channel for a couple days and I already just love you! You’re funny about everything and bring a smile and laughter to us! 😁😊
Sounds way too risky.
Was swollen and looked bad! Will you have to live on medication and visit the doctor regularly?
Yea I have a question. Do you realize how gorgeous and adorable you are??? LOL. Thank you for educating me further on this topic. I try to be as equipped as possible. I admire you queen. Shine on 💗
What was the total cost of all the MTF surgery ?
Nothing. I live in Sweden, it’s free here, we have universal healthcare :)
@ ha ha OK !!!
@ ok one last question if you dont mind.
What are some categories or types of transgender people ?
@@nitoluassumi1716 she can't understand your question. She's from Sweden🇸🇪
@ I live in Australia, there is healthcare but it is not free for things that aren't physically necessary (the liberal government has made sure that psychologically necessary things don't count, though with labor finally in charge that might change) and so it still costs $30,000 for the genital surgery alone here.
You are a beautiful woman I appreciate you your a perfect woman
Gender affirming healthcare saves lives 🏳️⚧️❤
Just gotta say your beautiful! love you!
I already hate my life I’am trans woman and I’m 14 years old my life here in KSA is very bad as a transgender woman And Bad in all respects literally my family are hate me and the all society hate me Also the kingdom I already hate my life and I can’t stop crying from time to time I always feel like I want to go back in time and prevent my birth I hope I can see the perfect life in the future
obviously its not obvious
Hi matilda was it strange going with a guy for the first time and letting him see your vj
Pretty lady
I want to get mine!
So I'm back. I'm going increment by increment here.
How long does it take to heal? That should have been met. With. How old are you? What kind of physical condition are you in? Small, medium, large, 5XXX?
Yes for Mathilde at her sweet young age. She said one year. I had mine at 45. I felt I was healed fully after a year and 1/2.
I'm currently 65 now. And if I had waited this long? And had lived my life through. As a woman. With extra baggage. I think I would still be apt. To go through with the SRS. But I would definitely have to ask myself why that would be necessary at that point. And what the reason might be for that? As I've also known plenty of other gorgeous women just like yourself. That have lived that way. And either their male partners love that. Or their female partners love that. And so do they. But we all weren't made that way. You weren't. And you had the distinct advantage of being incredibly beautiful. And 100%. A 10. And any man would be lucky to have a vivacious beautiful woman such as yourself. And I could not say that any planner. However that does not go for me..
I'm really no different though. From my female colleague engineers. We all worked along side of. At NBC-TV, Washington, DC. And we all pretty much dressed and looked, alike. Except that some of us used the other bathrooms. I had my choice of bathrooms. Everyone else didn't. And I'm Jewish. And I was the chosen person. Fancy that?
Now here's the funny part. I'm an audio engineer at NBC-TV. I'm in my own control room. Separated from that of the video control room. And right outside the door of my control room. Directly across my hall. Not more than 5 feet away. Was the men's room at this end of the hallway. The ladies room was at the total opposite end of the hallway. From where I was. And I got some great comedy material. Under my skirt. Using the men's room at NBC-TV, Washington DC. Particularly. Because of this game show.
And so this game show. That was produced there. Was a high school game show. An NBC security. Generally kept all of the high schoolers corralled. At the front of the building. But boys will be boys. Just not all of us. And occasionally. 5 teenage boys compiling in the men's room. Only to find a woman in a red dress reapplying her makeup. And you get some great comedy material from those moments. They are precious. It inspired me to start doing standup comedy. And you're doing it right now. And you're great at it! You keep it light and friendly. You keep it right. You do it right. I love you. Too bad you're not a lesbian. I could teach you. My lesbian husband explained it all to me. I think I got the hang of it after 22 years. And I would love to convert you. I'm a lot of fun. At 65. I've had a lot of practice. I make rock 'n' roll recordings for a living. Or did. Before everybody went viral. And we didn't.
Your virtuality is terrific! I think that's a computer term these days? And you've gone from TV to VT? That's in Vermont. That's also cold. You should do fine there. I'm sure you have quite the following there. They are an interesting group. Actually a lot of saps. They make a lot of maple syrup. They are sweet people. And some actually are. And I'm not sure about the molasses in February? That's why I moved further south where it's much warmer.
Girl, I think we both need a little sun. Which is the only kind of baby I can have. A tan.
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RemyRAD
What is the big O?
orgasm.
How to connect with you ??
Because in my country instagram is ban
Yess Periooood I made you 46k view I feel special 🥰🥰
I’ve been told that I should continue to masturbate until surgery because it gives the surgeon more to work with, but I don’t even like to touch myself when peeing or showering because of my gender dysphoria. Did you have this problem, and, if so, how did you deal with it?
What is the big O?
I have known I’m trans for a while and would love the surgery but I’m still not farmhouse on some terms.
I’m pretty sure she’s talking about having an orgasm
Oh ok, thanks
I wrote farmhouse by mistake, it was meant to be familiar. I’m sorry about that
I'm just starting to pursue bottom surgery. It still feels like such a huge process and I don't know where to start. I've been aro/ace all my life. Realizing that was unrecognized gender dysphoria makes me want it even more. I realized I'm already not so Aro and I'm pretty sure I will be a lot less Ace as before.
What was the process like to actually get to the point you had a surgery date? What was it like talking to a psychiatrist to get them to sign off. What was discussed?
Very honest explanation
I love being put under too! Are we weird?! 🤣😂
Yeah you're a weirdo!!!🙄✌️
5:22 what is a "big O"? I assume its not about the big O notation...
BIG O! SHOWTIME!
This tells me literally nothing :(
@@TrueFunFan If you are legit asking, its referring to orgasm.
@@dotdotdotdotdotdotdotdotdot yes I did ask legit question. Thank you very much, kind person
What’s big O? I’m so confused 😭
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Very attractive and interesting 😊🎉
Here because of youtube algorithm.
Was watching o'riley and her sex toys reviews.
Go UA-cam. 💯🚭🤘👍
How are you doing today
What is your ethnicity ?
Swedish :)
My dysphoria is so bad I started having dreams again where I am completely covered with hair from head to toe and that my penis is so large that it goes from my crotch all the way to below my chin and then the testicles are huge to where they go down to my knees I keep having that dream nightmare or you could say constantly and then it even now is invading my every day thoughts I can’t stand anything about my body I wish I could just jump out of this body into the body that I want and should have because this dysphoria is really not helping my depression problems that I have and or my anxiety because I have multiple disorders and I can’t take too much more I’m hoping to get my surgery soon on top of that also in the nightmare I am completely flat my boobs are gone and I also need to get breast augmentation which because of being boutique like I am I am most likely going to go with 20 mL like you did Matilda my phone microphone is not working correctly I apologize for spelling and grammar errors and lack of punctuation’s due to the fact that I also cannot read or write that well so I use Siri and the keyboard microphone for everything
Hi
hii
What happens when you start balding though, does that mess everything up?
There's a thing called estrogen.
@@whos.brooke. does that prevent it entirely? Seems like you're rolling the dice with that.
@@alexanderryan1176 if you’re referring to male pattern baldness, that only happens with high testosterone, at this point to get that she would need to inject testosterone regularly for that to happen. if u mean hair thinning with age then yea
But you're still a boy
@ScrappyArts do you mind explaining how?
@scrappyarts3151he is
hi :)
Hi ❤️
3:40 Nooooooo 😱... this gurl will be fully under... 😴
Could a strait guy tell the difference
Depends. For example plasibo effect, how experienced someone is, etc
Its one thing to mutilate yourself but giving others advice on how to do it too is toxic
And running around writing trying to keep people from being who they really are is dangerous and toxic.
so you think every surgery is mutilating yourself then? people who get amputations because of frostbite or something are mutilating themselves? C sections are women mutilating themselves too huh? your logic is stupid and biased
take your stupid ignorant opinions and either change them or stop forcing the world to suffer them.
Wipe out smell awful
Do transgeneders have period ?
Wait wait wait just a minute. Was it worth it? Let me clarify.
First we must define worth.
Making that major decision. To commit ourselves. To whom we know ourselves to be. For the rest of our born days. Absolute. And no going back. I can safely say, Fucking Yeah!
Now if you're talking about was it financially worth it? That's a little different.
During my time in the USA. This was all considered,, elective. Which meant. Nearly the cost of a house. All out-of-pocket. All in which you must work for and save for. So you better have some decent skills. To make some real money with. Because it's going to take you. 10 years to save the money. If you have a really decent job. And in that respect. I would have to say.
Fuckin' A! You Betcha! Worth the cost of admission. And might take the rest of your life getting there.
Because in other well-functioning progressive countries and nations. The national healthcare plan. Provides for the most important and costly procedures. With very little out-of-pocket expenditure. Which is a wonderful thing. If that is made available to you. I wish it had been made available to me. My life would have been much much different. But it wasn't. And so my life is much much different. Not quite in the way I felt it was supposed to go. But the closest I could get myself. That I worked toward. That I broke a sweat for. For many years. While still chasing my career goals and dreams. Which was equally costly.
These are wonderful videos with wonderful questions. And great responses from, Mathilde. And as one can see here and read. Those of us that are full-blown and lifelong Sisters together now. We are all pretty much on the same page. With little variation. Everybody has to find their own way. And it is a kind of a, personal, beat the clock game. As I wanted to do this before I went through puberty. But there was no way back in the 1960s. And it happened. I was completely devastated. I felt I was doomed to be a man.
And so I set out. To be the very best man I could be. A real man. A Gentleman and a Manly Man. A Proper Man. And equally a Feminist. Because it was so easy. For me to be that third-party. And observed both sides. It's more fun to be a guy. There's more opportunity. There is more income. A lot more income. And when you start to age. You get more handsome. It's the opposite for women. Why would anybody want to be a woman? I have been asked. I said yeah. It doesn't make any sense. It's not advantageous. You are under Moron Control Rules & Regulations. And you must abide. Because you are second-class citizen. You are female. Too bad for you.
And so I was a real engineer. I'm very scientific person. I design and build circuits. I troubleshoot circuits. I'm one of the best troubleshooters people know. In my industry. And there was always one thing I could never troubleshoot. Me. It didn't make any engineering sense to me. Why I should want to be a woman? Women were not allowed to work in my field. And I feel I was destined. To make beautiful musical recordings. And to invent and/or build. The equipment I would use to make those recordings. And then to interview those artists on the FM radio. And play their music on the radio that I recorded of them. And that's who I was. That's who I am. That's who I always shall be. That's what defines me. Not whether I male or female. I'm an excellent conglomeration and combination of both. I'm the best of both. And that's how I see myself. But I made the commitment. To be the woman of my dreams. And that was me. And where I actually had hoped. That was just supposed to be that very special right woman that would fall into my life. And we would love together in beautiful musical harmony. And then we would make little musical instruments and singers. And I met her. And I married her. But it wasn't her. It was me. In the end.
Oh I'm sorry. There I go again. It was me. In the end. Dilating. I'm not as good with my English. And I was born here! I meant in the end, dilating. And to think I worked in the communication industry now for over 50 years.
Many people ask me what pronouns I prefer to be addressed with? I simply tell them. Just don't call me late to dinner. Otherwise call it like you see it. I accept any paid for meal. But that's just the engineer in me. But they don't all have to be engineers. Musicians are fine also. And it doesn't matter what instrument they play. Some are also singers and screamers. I am not particular. And also because.. I have the same playback system in the bedroom. As I do in my beautiful recording studio control room. Just for consistency you understand. I like it in both places while I don't. If ya follow? Don't swallow. I mean I don't mind getting laid in the bedroom or the control room. Just to be clear. Not the other thing you were thinking. That's why I had the new thing installed. Because the other is an output only device. The new one is supposed to be bidirectional. But it is only cardioid. And now I'm omnidirectional. And it worked out great! I never thought I'd be all three kinds of microphones! As I had always been a monaural tape recorder. I was just a single full track. Wide tracking. Music machine. And now I'm just a woman. Audio Engineer.
So the only place you will find my balls is here:
soundcloud.com/user-135130368/sets/live-at-electric-church-fm-sessions-vol-1
And I gave birth to all 14 of those bands. And then 335 more. In less than one year. And I'm all worn out. That's all me. I recorded and mixed all of these. The second cut has a birth defect. It's gotta speech impediment. And the singer sounds like he's in pain. Underwater. And we all prayed he would survive that set. And it was really too bad he did. I mean what the FUCK? I'm just the recording engineer. He unplugged my connector from my microphone and plugged that thing in on his own. And you can't let children do that. You hear what happens. And you won't hear that in any of my other lucky 13. Those are all impromptu rough mix babies for live FM. That's live Female Male oriented rock music. FM. As it was not frequency modulated. It was just modulated. And where I also took a bartending course. Just to become a better music mixer. I wanted to know how to shake it up. And pour it out here. I mean pour it out, hear. Both. I'm both. I mean both.
You can tell I don't find the virus, funny.
RemyRAD
Doesn’t seem genuine
Insightful, and I love seeing your happiness with your transition, in your face 😊
PS Matilda I enjoy immensely being put under I actually look forward to it because at least I know I’m going to get a really good nap and sleep very good all the way through
when do you tell people you date that your trans? I'm male to female myself starting next year and trying to figure it out
What about having children?I know a MTF who had children naturally before transition but since you have already transirioned any thoughts?regrets?
She already answered that in a previous video. She said she didn't freeze her sperm because she never cared to have biological children and she is most likely going to adopt in the future anyway.
One question Ive been wondering is do you think since having your SRS surgery your body/face has feminised even more? 🧡🧡
@OceanGirl207 no. I heard it does help feminize more. That or castration
Ofcz yes it couse to have more faminaine
@OceanGirl207 i mean the surgery makes more feminine to our body
Does frequent intimacy with a male partner a substitute for dilation for those that have had the surgery done many years into the past? I am somewhat fascinated by transrelated issues as a cismale.
I’m not trans, but I am in the medical field and a dilator is not at all like a penis.
Quit watching sissy hypno
Some surgeons claim that it is possible if commonly having PIV sex (which can only be done months out from surgery) but it seems to vary.
Weirdo 🙄😐
Mathilda i lovd your videos. Im starting HRT in january and i cant wait till the day comes that i can get my surgery. Thank you for making these informative videos so that girls like me know what to prepare for.
Super pretty...i could care less what people do to make themselves happy...a cliche is that "it doesn't affect me so I don't care what they do"...I disagree, seeing happy people does affect me...more people in the world that are happy for being accepted foe who they are directly affects my happiness in a positive way
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Please people don't be influenced by this don't wreck your body over a false gender dream
It’s not wrecking your body if it’s what you want, people that are transgender actually enjoy having the right genitals for their preferred gender btw 🙄
No. Mind your own business transphobe!
It's always "mind your own business" or "go educate yourself" but you're the fuckers shoving this shit in everybody else's faces and making it our business. Never giving any real reason for mutilating yourselves forever just because of some undescribable, illogical, feelings you have.
we'll do as we please thanks
What actually happens in bottom surgery?
Really don't like Maya Henry. She's kind of ignorant to other trans women who don't do surgery. I never want to be that way to other women.
god catheter coming out hurt and the first time peeing after a cath removal burns like lava.
Did you do the bottom surgery in Sweden?
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How long Do have to be on hormones before they can do the surgery ??? Iam my would to get it done iam a male an I really want the bottom done . I hope sometime in 2022 I can get done . It's January 2021 . Iam very sick of my male body .
it doesnt stretch wow, ur bf must be so lucky
You are beautiful✨️
You have a lovely disposition Mathilda. New subscriber, enjoying your videos. Thank You
I find it interesting that you admit that you had gender dysphoria. I guess admitting it is the first step.
I thought..what a woman...
Thanx cutie-u r an inspiration to girls like us-luv u sis xx
So true!
In your other video you said you get wet down there but I don’t know how that’s even possible because you don’t have ovaries or a uterus so you’re not ovulating and having a period so how can you get any discharge?
Do u have to dilate for life?
I really depends on you as a person, however I only dilate around twice a month, I had it 7 years ago and I’m in a steady relationship and when we’re intimate that compensates for one dilation session ❤️
It will gradually be less and less until, think of it as a earring, the few first years you have to have earring in than after having it in for like 15 years you can take it out for months at a time without it closing up ❤️